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diff --git a/.gitignore b/.gitignore new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ff2374e --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitignore @@ -0,0 +1,4 @@ +/*.html +/*.epub +*.odt +_build diff --git a/01-Lunch.rst b/01-Lunch.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5172495 --- /dev/null +++ b/01-Lunch.rst @@ -0,0 +1,854 @@ +Episode 3.01, Lunch +------------------- + +This story begins with the last scene of Something Wicked this +Way Comes (2.22). + +Joan watches Ryan leave. She remembers what God told her about evil, +how it's a broad spectrum from darkness to light. Or was it shadows +and light? Whatever. Ryan is everything she is not, a mirror of Joan. +But what she hates most are the feelings he causes to boil up from +within her. “Use the force, Luke.” But if she ventures into the dark +side, he wins. + +Joan turns and walks back to her friends. She loves them like a rock, +but her army, hah! Scooby and Friends is more like it. + +Joan – “Okay, let's scram.” + +Grace smirks – “So Girardi, are you sure you're not going to wander +off with Marilyn again?” + +Joan – “Grace, isn't it you who's always saying that anarchy is about +shedding false conceptions? So shed! Light is a broad spectrum, +right? Let's do physics.” + +Grace decides to drop the subject. Even she can see that Joan is in a +mood. She has learned sometimes it's best to just let her work it +out. + +Joan spends the rest of the day barely talking. Oh, the meaningless +conversations continue, but inside, she is trapped in an endless +cycle of evaluation and reevaluation of her situation. Even God seems +to have thrown her to the wolves. She could only be lonelier without +the loneliness. Every potential move seems to end with the same +result - Checkmate. + +That evening, Joan desperately tries to study. Luke and Grace are +working like ding and dong, but all Joan can do is twang! Physics +requires too much brainpower, and she just can't concentrate. Can a +head actually explode? She excuses herself to go to bed. She will get +up early and study in the morning. + +In the bathroom cleaning up, she sees her reflection in the mirror. +‘Who am I?’ she wonders. ‘I'm just a kid, a seventeen-year-old girl. +Am I really supposed to be Wonder Woman?’ Her eyes begin to tear up, +‘God help me.’ + +And from the aether comes the voice of God. This little prayer +becomes a catalyst for events to come. Joan, his instrument, is in +desolation. He answers silently, “I am here.” + +She leaves and enters her bedroom, “Jammies, polka dots, love ‘em.” +Her head hits the pillow and the night begins. + +Joan – “Come on Judith, get in the mood! It's Saturday, we're free, +and it's a beautiful day.” + +Judith – “You know I'm not the outdoorsy type.” + +Joan – “Oh, but can't you feel it? Look at me. You know how I hate to +drive, but Mercer Creek is calling. Look at the colors painting the +trees and the ground, the reds, the yellows, and orange. Fall is the +best time of year.” + +Judith – “I brought something to read while you commune with nature.” + +Joan gets even more excited, “Oh, here it comes! Get ready to wave! +Hello, Ole Paint!” + +Judith – “You know that's really lame.” + +Joan – “Oh, lighten up. It's fun. Besides, I told you how it all +started. When Adam and I first saw this metal horse on top of the +stable, it was so sad. He must have been so beautiful once, a +majestic Northern Dancer. Now he is faded and has rust spots all +over. We just had to give him a name. Ole Paint was my idea. Get it?” + +Judith – “That's even more lame.” + +Joan – “Okay, we're here. Grab your stuff, and I'll get the picnic +basket and blanket. The trail starts just over there.” + +Judith – “It looks like it's going to rain.” + +Joan – “No, those are just puff clouds.” She remembers, ‘Hmm, that's +another one for Grace.’ “There definitely won't be rain today.” + +They find a spot near the creek and have lunch. Joan had her father +fix one of his masterpiece sandwiches, so they each could only eat +half. Topped off with chips and cans of Mug Root Beer, they are both +pleasantly full. Joan lies down on the blanket with her arms behind +her head. She stretches out, and then relaxes. + +Joan – “Ah, I could stay here forever. Listen to the leaves rustling, +the water rippling, it's just so perfect.” + +Judith – “You can have the whole blanket. I fit nicely into the wedge +of this tree. How long will we be staying?” + +Joan – “Not long, just let me soak this in for awhile.” + +Judith watches her friend fall asleep. “Joanith? Earth to Joan. +Anybody home?” What level of consciousness is achieved when one falls +deeper into a meditative state while already sound asleep? “Okay, +listen up Jo-Jo. It's time for me to read. Let's just skip to Chapter +2. Motion in One Dimension...” + +Joan opens her eyes to see the clock. It reads 4:59. She reaches and +turns off the alarm before it sounds. “That has never happened +before!” She rolls out of bed and gets ready for school. For some +reason she really feels great! This is certainly not what she +expected after getting up an hour early. She sits down with her +physics book and begins to study, while enjoying her bowl of Fruit +Loops. “Wow! A good night’s sleep really can make a difference! I +actually know this stuff!” She moves on to study trig. “Okay, not +everything has changed.” + +Later at the Sheriff's Station + +Toni enters Will's office carrying a folder. “We got the initial +forensics report on the Synagogue fire. Roebuck did this one +personally.” + +Will – “So, what's it say?” + +Toni – “You mentioned that all of those explosions seemed to be a bit +odd. Well, you were right. There was nothing in the Synagogue before +the fire to account for them. He found traces of glass that didn't +come from the windows. They were in patterns emanating from five +different locations. He believes they were gasoline bombs. He has +sent samples of the glass off to be analyzed. He is hoping there will +be something unique about the glass that can help us.” + +Will – “How long will it take?” + +Toni – “He wasn't sure. The state crime lab in Bakerstown will +provide the in-depth analysis. He has asked them to give it +priority.” + +Will – “Waiting is always the hardest part. Tell him good work!” + +Carlisleknocks and pops his head in the door. “Hey Will, Helen's on +line two.” + +Toni leaves and Will answers the phone. “Hi Hon, what's up?” + +Helen – “You have time for lunch today?” + +Will – “I thought you only got half an hour.” + +Helen – “Ah, but there are no art finals.” + +Will – “Come on over. Is Jerry's okay?” + +Helen – “See you in a bit.” + +At the Newspaper + +Rebecca – “Kevin, I'm going for coffee, would you like a cup?” + +Kevin – “No thanks, I'm all coffeed out. But a cup of water from the +cooler would be nice.” + +Rebecca – “Back in a minute.” + +After their breakup last year, Kevin and Rebecca had a difficult time +working together. However, as time went on, they were both able to +make the adjustment, and they work well together again. Oh, and it +has actually been three minutes, but Kevin isn't counting. + +Rebecca – “Here you are. So how is it going today?” + +Kevin – “Not bad at all! Actually, it's been going pretty quick. I +just have two more articles to check.” + +Rebecca – “Well, I'll have more for you in a little while.” She +returns to her desk. + +Kevin skims the article for facts, ‘Arcadia Citizen's Watchdog +Committee Meets Sunday... starts at 7:00 PM... first time the meeting +will be chaired by the new president, Ryan Hunter... former +president, Michael McCauley, died at his Millersville home two months +ago...’ Kevin thinks to himself, ‘Time for the fact checker to go to +work.’ + +At the High School + +Joan has turned in her physics exam and is waiting for the bell to +ring. She is excited! She wants to tell the whole world, but wants to +tell her brother first. He will understand. + +When the bell rings, she scurries over to him. “Wow, that was +awesome! Luke, remember how you were at the Tri-math-a-thon thing? +Well, that's how I felt doing the physics test. It was surreal!” + +Luke – “I wouldn't get your hopes up. You've never gotten better than +a ‘B' in physics.” + +Joan – “I know, but I really think I did good on this one.” + +Luke – “You want me to calculate the odds?” + +Joan – “Spare me.” + +Luke was just being Luke, but this one hurt. She really thought he +would understand. He is left baffled when Joan storms out of the room +for her next class. Grace, who had observed the conversation, walks +out with Luke. “Don't try to figure it out, brain boy. You'll blow a +fuse.” + +Lunch at Jerry's + +Will – “So what looks good to you?” + +Helen – “Oh, how about the deli club.” + +Will places the order with the waitress. “Make that two with one Coke +and one Diet-Coke.” + +Will – “So how is your day going?” + +Helen – “Pretty slow. I have all of the projects graded, and now I'm +pretty much twiddling my thumbs.” + +Will – “It's been kind of slow for me too. Oh, we got a forensic +report back on the Synagogue fire. We're running down a lead.” + +Helen – “That was so terrible! Did I tell you I dreamed about it?” + +Will – “More clowns?” + +Helen – “No, but it was weird. First it was like being in a +sprinkler, and then it turned into fire. Grace was there, too.” + +Will – “So what did it mean?” + +Helen – “I don't know. Maybe nothing, I'm still trying to figure it +out. Lilly thinks it may be a charism.” + +Will – “Do I want to know what that is? Is she really good for you?” + +Helen – “Well you better get used to her being around. I think our +son is in love with her.” + +Will – “I only met her that one time, and we just talked about you +and religion. Well, she talked, I yelled. She sure can be +frustrating. Looks like I need to get to know her better. I'll bring +it up at dinner.” + +At the High School + +Adam – “Well that was fun. So how did you do?” + +Joan – “Don’t ask. I've never been good at math and trig is just out +there!” + +Adam – “Ms. Barr said she'd have the results for us tomorrow.” + +Joan – “We get the results for everything tomorrow dunderhead. I +wonder what kind of night I'll have tonight.” + +Dinner at the Girardi House + +Helen speaks to Joan. “Dinner's ready. Go call Kevin and your +father.” + +Joan calls up the stairs. “Dad, Kevin, dinner.” + +Luke comes in with Grace and surprises Helen, “Oh Grace! Luke, you +should have told me. I'm sorry, I don't remember. Is it Okay for you +to eat pork?” + +Grace – “That's fine, don't worry about it Mrs. Girardi.” + +Helen to everyone, “Have a seat.” + +Helen directs her question to Grace. “We have recently resumed a +tradition of saying a prayer before our meal. Would you do us the +honor?” + +Initially, a smart-aleck prayer pops into her head, but Grace can see +this is important to Mrs. Girardi. She responds. “Yeah, sure, ah... +Blessed are You, Lord, our God, King of the Universe, who brings +forth bread from the earth. Amen.” + +Helen – “Thank you.” She pauses while they serve the food, “Joan. +Tell us about your day.” + +Joan – “Well, I had finals all day, as you know. I think I did good +on the physics exam, okay on the others, but probably not so good on +trig.” + +Helen – “Luke?” + +Luke – “Not much to tell, pretty much the same as Joan, except I'm +sure my grades will be to the 10th power.” + +Helen – “Grace?” + +Grace – “Oh, ah, well the same as Luke and Joan. I should do better +than last year. I temporarily suspended the laws of anarchy and +actually studied this time. My father has enough on his mind with the +Synagogue being a pile of rubble and all.” + +Helen – “Kevin?” + +Kevin – “Pretty much same-o, same-o.” + +Helen – “The highlight of my day was having lunch with your father. +We just had sandwiches at Jerry's, but it was nice to have lunch +together. We don't get to do that often. Will?” + +Will – “Of course, the highlight of my day was lunch as well.” True +or not, he knows if he says anything else, Helen may kill him in his +sleep. “For the most part, it was a pretty slow day. Oh Grace, we got +a forensic report back on the fire. Don't know anything for sure yet, +but we are working on some leads.” + +Grace – “Thanks, Mr. Girardi.” + +Joan replies angrily, “I already told you who did it.” + +Will – “Ryan Hunter is an upstanding citizen! We got nothing.” + +Joan – “Have you even looked?” + +Kevin interrupts. “You know, I checked an article that mentioned him +today. He replaced the former president who died two months ago - +Michael McCauley. The article said he died at his home in +Millersville, which didn't make sense. Why would he be president of +the Arcadia Citizen's Watchdog Committee if he lived way over in +Millersville? Turns out, he died at his daughter’s home, a Mrs. Anna +Finnegan. His obituary said he died in a fire. Maybe you should call +the Millersville police tomorrow?” + +Will – “Thanks Kevin, I'll do that. Hey, your mother tells me you +really like her catechism teacher – Lilly?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, she's really something. Not like anyone I've dated +before.” + +Will – “Well, I have met her, but I really don't know her. Why don't +you invite her to dinner this Saturday or Sunday?” + +Kevin – “Okay, I'll see if she can make it.” + +After Dinner + +Joan – “Kevin, you busy?” He actually is, but he closes the lid on +his computer and tells her to come in. “I have a favor to ask.” Kevin +doesn't speak, but nods for her to continue. “I know Dad said he +would call the Millersville police, but I'm not sure he will. I +really don't like this Ryan Hunter guy, and I'll bet he is involved +somehow.” + +Kevin – “Sounds to me like you're getting a little paranoid.” + +Joan – “I know what it sounds like, but would you please call them +anyway?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, sure. Anything for my kid sister.” + +She gives him a kiss and leaves the room. Kevin opens the lid on his +computer and the display lights up showing the website for the +Millersville Police Department. + +The Next Morning + +Joan – “Mom, look.” She pulls up her pants to reveal her leg. + +Helen – “What?” + +Joan – “No disease! Remember last year? Last day of school, party in +the quad?” + +Helen – “Oh, right. Well, I'm still Amish that way. At least you're +wearing a long skirt.” + +Joan – “They're culottes Mom. Anyway, this time, I'm going to have +fun. I'm going to tie myself to Price and we are going to win that +egg-and-spoon race.” + +Helen – “Are you sure you're not sick? I thought you hated Price?” + +Joan – “I do, but I have him figured out. He's like a vampire. He +sucks the life out of people. Now that I know that, he can't get to +me.” + +At the High School + +All of the students' grades have been sent to their homeroom. Those +who have questions can visit their teachers after the bell. The bell +rings. + +Grace – “So how'd you do?” + +Joan – “It's like extra icing on a cupcake! I got an A+ on the +physics final! Can you believe it? I got a C- on the trig final, but +at least I passed. I was really sweating that one. The rest are all +B's.” + +Grace – “I got all B's, some plus, and some minus. Makes a difference +when you study. I'll have to work the whole summer to get my father's +expectations back down again. So Luke, do I need to ask?” + +Luke – “Nope, A's across the board.” + +Joan – “Come on, let's head for the quad.” + +Grace – “What's with the perkiness, Girardi?” + +Joan – “I don't know. I'm not going to try to know. I just feel +good.” + +At the Sheriff's Station + +Toni – “Good morning, Will. I picked up the dockets from last night. +They are on your desk.” + +Will – “Anything interesting?” + +Toni – “The Liqueur Mart on 5th got robbed again and there was a +mugging in Meadow Park. Oh, and yesterday afternoon, there was an +attempted child abduction near Southside High School. Well, maybe. It +really wasn't clear. The call came in just after you went home. +Officer Garcia's report is there also.” + +Will – “Thanks Toni.” + +In the Quad + +Luke and Grace decide to watch, but the others go off to do different +things. Joan finds Mr. Price is once again the victim of the water +balloon toss. A devilish grin paints across her face. + +Mr. Price – “So Miss Girardi, do you have a good arm?” + +Joan – “Kinetic energy is my thing.” She throws and misses. + +Mr. Price – “You'll have to do better than that.” She throws again, +but this time she hits her target. + +Mr. Price – “Well, you got lucky Joan.” + +Joan – “Oh, but I get one more!” She throws the last one and hits him +again. “Gotcha! And when they do the race, you're mine.” + +Mr. Price – “You didn't fare too well last time... Hornsby has to go +down this year!” + +Joan – “We'll get it done.” + +Laura Eason brought a Frisbee today and is playing catch with her +friend Patty. Patty throws and it sails over her head. She runs to +get it. As she is picking it up, she notices a white van driving +slowly down the street. She turns, throws the Frisbee, and continues +the game. + +Joan turns away from the booth and sees Ryan in the distance. She +wonders what kind of slimy thing he is up to. She stops and thinks +about what Kevin told her. “Am I really just being paranoid?” She +remembers what God told her. “Whatever you do, don't play the other +person's game. Play your own.” She decides she's not going there +today. She walks over to Luke and Grace. “Why aren't you guys doing +anything?” + +Grace – “Participating in this totalitarian regime's party games is +not my thing, but I did see you clobber Price. That was priceless!” +She laughs. + +Joan – “Wasn't it though! We're going to do the egg-and-spoon race in +a few minutes.” + +Grace – “Are you sick again, Girardi?” + +Joan – “No, no, today I'm just going to have fun.” + +Joan and Mr. Price are tied together, in a line with the other +contestants. The eggs are locked and loaded. The starter-gun fires. +All of her friends are cheering and making a ruckus. She and Mr. +Price hobble along inching ahead of the pack. + +Mr. Price – “We're doing good. Keep it up.” + +Joan doesn't respond, but continues to hobble and concentrate. Out of +the corner of her eye she sees that Mr. Hornsby and Elizabeth +Goetzmann are neck and neck. She tries to move faster. As they cross +the finish line, Mr. Price trips slightly and drops his egg. Hornsby +wins again. + +Mr. Price – “Sorry Joan, we almost had it.” + +Joan – “That's okay. We have one more chance.” + +Mr. Price is momentarily surprised, but then says, “It's a date.” + +At the Newspaper + +Kevin is talking on the phone. “So you can't tell me anything?” + +Officer – “The fire is still under investigation.” + +Kevin – “Do you suspect it was arson?” + +Officer – “We don't know.” + +Kevin – “Do you have any suspects?” + +Officer – “I said we don't yet know the cause of the fire. I do know +Anna personally. She adored her father, and her husband was at work +when the fire started.” + +Kevin – “Can I talk to her?” + +Officer – “If you want. She's living there in Arcadia. She's staying +in her father's house while hers is being repaired.” + +Kevin – “Thank you. You have been very helpful.” + +At the High School + +Joan is leaving the Girls’ room. She felt she needed to freshen up +the ole paint after the race. She sees Cute Boy God leaning against a +pillar. “I haven't seen you in awhile. Have I done something wrong?” + +God – “No, you are doing just fine.” + +Joan – “So what's the occasion?” + +God – “Does there have to be an occasion?” + +Joan – “There has always been one before.” + +God – “Well this time it's different. I'm going to take you to +lunch.” + +Joan – “You're going to what?” + +God – “We are going to have lunch. Today is about having fun, +recreation, right?” + +Joan pauses. She now realizes why she has felt good today, or as +Grace called it, perky. The emotional roller coaster ride she has +been on has leveled out. She smiles and takes his arm. They leave the +school for the bus stop. + +In the Quad + +Grace – “So where's you sister? She said she'd be back in a few +minutes.” + +Luke – “I don't know. Why don't you go check?” + +Grace – “Come with me, dog boy.” They go into the school and Grace +checks the Girls’ room. Helen is walking down the hall. “Mrs. +Girardi, have you seen Joan?” + +Helen – “She was outside a little while ago.” + +Grace – “Okay, we'll check the quad.” + +Helen speaks to Luke. “You having fun today?” + +Luke – “Yeah, fine.” + +They go back outside. They look everywhere but don't see Joan. Grace +is becoming a little concerned. She knows Joan is flighty, but her +disappearance seems a little odd, even for her. Just minutes ago, +Joan was excited about trying more of the events. Now she can't be +found. + +On the Bus + +God – “So where would you like to have lunch?” + +Joan – “Wow! I wish I were more hungry.” + +God – “Why don't we ride the bus for a while? We can watch out the +windows and chat.” + +Joan – “God chats?” + +God – “Actually, today is a special occasion. There are things I want +to tell you.” + +At the High School + +Grace and Luke have collected the others. They have scoured the +school, inside and out. Grace calls Joan's cell. It rings unanswered +on her nightstand. She had forgotten it today. A feeling of panic +begins to settle in. They seek out Helen. They all speak at once. + +Grace – “Mrs. Girardi, Joan is missing.” + +Luke – “Mom, we have looked everywhere.” + +Adam – “Mrs. G., something is wrong! She just disappeared!” + +Helen – “Hold it, calm down. Tell me what is going on.” + +Grace explains how Joan had been enjoying participating in the +events. She repeats what Joan had told her, that she was looking +forward to trying more of the activities after her visit to the +Girls’ room. And now she has disappeared. It just doesn't make sense. +She also details their previous searches. Helen assembles some of the +staff, and together they search the school again. + +At Lunch + +Joan – “Okay, I'm ready, but just someplace to get a sandwich.” + +God – “I know just the place.” + +They get off the bus and walk down the sidewalk. + +Joan – “Wow, the Unurban. I had a strange time here my last visit.” + +God – “I know.” + +Joan – “But you weren't here!” + +God – “Omniscient Joan. You still haven't looked it up.” + +Joan – “Right. So what are we having?” + +God – “It's your choice, Joan. It's always your choice.” + +Joan – “Oh, how about a burger and fries?” The waitress comes over. +It is the same woman who took her tea order during her last visit. +“Hi, do you remember me?” + +Waitress – “As a matter of fact, I do? Would you like tea today?” + +Joan – “No, no thank you.” Joan turns several shades of red. + +God – “We'll each have a burger and fries with your ultimate +chocolate shake.” + +Joan – “Oh good, I hadn't thought of that.” + +God – “Of course you did.” + +She offers him a manufactured smile. She knows he is right, but she +is really not sure what to make of God's sense of humor. + +At the High School + +Helen calls Will. “Will, Joan is missing.” + +Will – “What do you mean missing?” + +Helen – “She's gone. She was at school and she just disappeared! We +have searched everywhere.” + +Will – “Did you call her cell?” + +Helen – “Yeah, twice, no answer.” + +Will – “Well, how long has she been gone?” + +Helen – “I don't know, a couple of hours.” + +Will – “Don't…” He stops and remembers Officer Garcia's report. “Just +a minute, Helen.” He quickly reads it again. “Has anyone seen a white +van near the school?” + +Helen moves the phone away from her face and yells the question. +Laura responds. “Yeah, I saw one earlier. White, with 'Delivery +Service' written on the side.” Helen relays the information back to +Will and she adds, “Will, I have a feeling.” + +Will remembers how Helen somehow knew to go to the hospital when Joan +was sick last year. + +Helen – “Will, you need to do something.” + +Will – “Okay Helen, I'll take care of it.” + +At the Sheriff's Station + +Will sits stunned, shaken by what he has just heard. Normally, he is +as steady as a rock, but the policeman and the father in him are at +war. The Garcia report stated the suspect drove a white van with +‘Delivery Service’ stenciled on the side. Images of Steve Ramsey fill +his head. He summons Toni to his office, “I'm issuing an Amber +Alert.” He hands Toni a picture of Joan and tells her to get it to +the TV station. “Tell them she may have been abducted from Arcadia +High School. Have someone call the radio station. Put out an APB for +the van in the Garcia report.” He hands her the folder, “Have a unit +meet me at the school.” + +At the High School + +Elizabethis walking home, now about a block away from school. Like +Joan, she has been having a good day. She won the egg-and-spoon race, +and she did better than she had expected on her finals. In fact, she +is singing. She will be playing the part of Mary Magdalene in the +summer production of “Jesus Christ Superstar.” + +I don't know how to love him. +What to do, how to move him. +I've been changed, yes really changed. +In these past few days, when I've seen myself, +I seem like someone else. +I don't know how to take this. +I don't see why he moves me. +He's a man. He's just a man. +And I've had so many men before, +In very many ways, He's just one more... + +A white van slows to a stop. Man – “Hey, can you tell me where + +Green Street +is from here?” +Elizabeth– “Sorry, I don't know.” + +Man – “I'm supposed to make a delivery. It's supposed to be near +here.” + +He starts to get out of the van, but stops when he hears sirens +approaching. He closes the door and speeds away. Elizabeth sees the +event as a little odd, but dismisses it. She continues walking home, +singing her song. + +At Lunch + +Joan – “That was good. I was hungrier than I thought. And the shake +was sooo good!” + +God – “I'm glad you enjoyed it.” + +Joan – “And it was really nice to just talk. You have given me a lot +to think about. But I knew you would get around to an assignment +eventually. All of this reading? And yoga?” + +God – “Take a closer look at the list Joan. Every one of those books +is one your mother had you buy for her. And for the yoga, check your +cable listing. You will find you receive the Yoga Channel.” + +Joan – “But this is going to take a lot of time. It's summer!” + +God – “Trust me, you will have the time, but don't worry about it +now. Today was about having fun. We better get you back to school.” + +Joan – “Oh no! I forgot about Grace! She is going to kill me. I'll +call her.” She checks her purse and sees her phone isn't there. She +tries, but she can't remember Grace's number. It has been on speed +dial for too long. “I have to get back. Can you just beam me there?” + +God – “We have talked about this before. You know it sets a bad +example if I break the rules.” + +Joan – “Rules? God, you have been talking to me for almost two years +now. Isn't that breaking some kind of rule?” + +She stands up and in one motion, her purse is secure with the strap +across her chest. “I have to go. God, thanks for lunch.” She darts +out of the cafe. + +At the Newspaper + +Rebecca – “Kevin, you have to go home.” + +Kevin – “I'll be going to lunch soon. I just have a few more articles +to check.” + +Rebecca – “Kevin, your sister is missing. She may have been +kidnapped.” + +Kevin looks at her in disbelief. Is this a cruel joke? This is almost +word for word! + +Rebecca – “The police have issued an Amber Alert.” + +He now realizes this nightmare is real. “I have to go.” + +At the High School + +Will and the first police unit arrive. Two more also respond. Will +has been talking to Grace, since she was the last one to see Joan. +She tells him the same information she gave to Helen earlier. Will +also questions Laura, hoping to get more details about the van and +its driver. Brian Beaumont has organized students to conduct a +door-to-door search. + +Brian – “No smaller than groups of three.” + +More police units arrive to search the streets surrounding the +school. Helen is a basket case. + +The party is canceled. Those students who are not participating in +the search are sent home. The faculty closes down the school. Many +join in the search. + +On the Bus + +Joan is watching out of the window. The trip back to school is taking +a lot longer than it normally would have. The traffic is backed up +everywhere. The police are stopping everyone, looking for something. +At least they wave the bus on through. + +As they approach the school, Joan sees flashing lights and wonders +what is going on. The bus reaches the school, and she steps off. The +school seems deserted. A girl is getting on the bus. “Hey, what's +going on?” + +Girl – “I heard someone got kidnapped.” + +Joan – “Who?” + +Girl – “Don’t know.” + +Joan goes into the quad to look for Grace. No one is there. She goes +inside to look for her mother. The art classroom and office are +locked and empty. She cleans out her locker and prepares to go home. +She'll have to apologize to Grace later. + +The search pattern has been progressing in ever-wider circles from +the school. The students are now knocking on doors blocks away. When +Joan comes out of the school, the flashing lights are gone. She +catches the bus for home. + +At Home + +Kevin arrives home from work. He tries to call Helen but keeps +getting a busy signal. He knows not to bother his father now. He +turns on the television. Joan's picture is on the news. A helicopter +is showing images of the ground search in progress. He reads the text +scrolling across the bottom of the screen, ‘The police are looking +for a white van seen near Arcadia High School earlier today. It has +Delivery Service stenciled on the side.’ Kevin begins to cry. + +On the Bus + +Joan is thinking how glad she is the school year is over, but what a +wonderful last day it has been. Her parents won't believe she got an +A on the physics exam. And her mother will love that she hit Price +not once, but twice with a water balloon. She really doesn't like him +either. + +The bus arrives and she goes inside. “Anybody home?” + +Kevin can't believe what he hears, “Joan? Where have you been? The +whole world is looking for you!” + +That Evening + +Joan is lying in bed thinking about the events of the day. Her +friends, family, and everyone in Arcadia is mad at her. She is +grounded for life. But she remembers that some of the most beautiful +flowers grow out of the ashes of forest fires. That must be it. That +must be why she cannot remove the smile from her face. Okay, so it +was only lunch, but the fact remains, she had a date with God. + diff --git a/02-LArmeedeJoanPart1.rst b/02-LArmeedeJoanPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2fb6da2 --- /dev/null +++ b/02-LArmeedeJoanPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1474 @@ +Episode 3.02, L'Armée de Joan, Part 1 +------------------------------------- + +It has been a long three weeks. At least I was allowed to keep my +job. Straight to work and straight home, but four hours out of the +house a week was a godsend. The reading has been pretty dry, but it +has been making me think more than anything else. The best part is +Mom. It really hurt her when we couldn't talk after my concert trip. +Even after I apologized, it still seemed a little awkward to sharing +things at times. And when I refused to tell her why I broke up with +Adam, that started the whole thing over again. All along, she never +said a word + +Now that we are reading many of the same books, we talk about them. I +feel our talks are helping her in her journey back to the church, +even though my questions always seem to add more confusion. But, that +is what she wants, and I want that for her. She seems to become +happier every day, and that I can be a part of it really pleases me. + +And, Dad and Kevin are being affected too. Well, not so much Dad, but +he is listening. Kevin is struggling like Mom. He wants to learn +because he is in love with Lilly. Her extremely strong religious +beliefs are very much a part of her. It's not that Kevin is trying to +convert, but rather that he feels he needs to at least try to +understand Lilly's passion for the Church. + +Grace came over yesterday. We had a good time. It seems she spends +all of her time with Luke now. It was good having just her and me. +She worries about me though. I keep telling her I am fine, but she +doesn't believe me. Okay, so I do yoga now. Is it really that +strange? At first, I didn't like it. I hurt everywhere. But now that +I have it figured out, I feel good when I'm done. It's calming. I'm +going to keep bugging her to join me. + +But the dreams are what worry her most. Yeah, I told her about some +of them. I probably shouldn't have, but she is my best friend, and +I'm so lonely carrying all of these secrets. It's like, I see a +place, but I don't know how to get there. I don't even know where +there is. But, I know it is some place that I want to be. Strange! + +Last night’s dream was one of the weirdest! I was in a convent. No, I +wasn't a nun, but there were a pair of nuns who were dancing. Are +they supposed to do that? Anyway, they were doing a waltz, I think. +They did other dances too, but the neatest dance was the jitterbug. +Can you imaging two nuns jitterbugging? It was hilarious! I was +laughing so hard when I woke up that I almost wet the bed. + +When I told Grace about the dream, she laughed. We laughed together. +But, she wonders if I'm heading back to crazy camp. I reassured her +that I wasn't, but truthfully, I wonder myself. The dreams are no +longer sporadic. It's almost every night. I started writing them +down, as much as I can remember. If Mom ever finds my journal, it's +back to crazy camp for sure. + +Well, one more day of prison. I'll spend tomorrow night at Grace's, +and then we'll go on vacation! I'm so excited! Good night ole pen. + +Joan drifts off into another adventure in sleeping. After she is +asleep, God pays her another visit. He sits on the bed beside her and +speaks to his sleeping child, “You're doing good, Joan. The yoga is +beginning to tune your mind and body. You are slowing becoming aware +of the gift that I gave you, the gift you asked for so long ago. In +time, you will understand.” He runs his fingers across her forehead, +like he has done so many times before, and leaves. + +When Joan wakes up, she remembers it's a new day. The last day of +being grounded! But still, she has a lot to get done before she +leaves. She makes her bed and gathers up her dirty laundry into a +pile. She makes herself a breakfast of eggs and toast. While she +eats, she struggles through the last few pages of St. Augustine's +Confessions. Then back up to the bedroom to pack. + +Usually by now, she has acquired at least some new summer clothes, +but being grounded at the beginning of summer squelched that custom. +So she sifts through last year's clothes to see what can still be +worn. Nothing really, but she places what she has in the suitcase +anyway with the swimsuit on top. All she has to do now is put her +toiletries in later, and she'll be ready to go. + +She enters the bathroom to begin the morning ritual of cleansing. +Helen hears the shower running as she walks out of her bedroom. She +notices Joan's suitcase on her bed and decides to take a peek. She +browses through the clothes that Joan has packed for the trip. A +smile paints across her face and she heads downstairs to start the +coffee. + +After her shower, Joan gathers up her laundry and takes it down to +the washroom. She begins sorting, filling the washer with a load of +whites. Helen quietly walks in with her coffee and watches by the +door. + +Joan – “What?” + +Helen – “Nothing, I was just watching.” + +Joan – “I'm doing it right. You only had to teach me once.” + +Helen – “That's not why I'm watching. I know you'll do it right. You +have been doing it right for three weeks now.” + +Joan – “Then what?” + +Helen – “I have a surprise. Let me get my shower then I'll tell you +what it is.” + +She makes a second cup of coffee and heads back upstairs. “Will, +honey, I brought you some coffee.” + +Will – “Thanks Hon. So what's on the agenda for today?” + +Helen – “You are going to have a quiet morning, and I am taking our +daughter shopping.” + +Will – “Should we be rewarding her so soon? We already knocked off a +week from her punishment.” + +Helen – “It's not a reward. I just saw what she has packed for her +trip. She needs new clothes.” + +Will – “What about Luke?” + +Helen – “I took him shopping last week. He's fine.” + +Will – “Well, enjoy your shopping. You're right, I would rather let +you two take care of that on your own. This will be our last dinner +with Joan and Luke for awhile. What sounds good to you?” + +Helen – “Surprise me.” + +She gets cleaned up and returns downstairs. Joan has finished dusting +the living room furniture. She has the vacuum poised to be used as +soon as the others wake up. She is watching a video she recorded +earlier and is practicing her yoga. + +Helen – “When you're finished, I have another job for you.” + +Joan stops her routine and looks at her mother, “Mom! Don't I already +have enough chores to do?” + +Helen – “You'll like this one. Grab your purse.” + +Joan – “Purse? Where are we going?” + +Helen – “Shopping.” + +Joan doesn't know what brought this on, but she's not going to argue. +She quickly follows her mother out to the car before she changes her +mind. + +Will finishes his shower and calls Kevin and Luke, “Get up +sleepyheads. I'm making pancakes.” + +In a short while, Kevin and Luke arrive in the kitchen. Will serves +up the pancakes, and they sit down to have breakfast. + +Will – “Luke, what are your plans for the day?” + +Luke – “Friedman and I are going to spend time at the arcade. That's +about it.” + +Will – “Why don't you pack for tonight before you go?” + +Luke – “It's already done.” + +Kevin – “I proofed a story about that whole area a few weeks ago. +There are lots of things to do. I'm sure you will have fun.” + +Will – “So what's on your schedule today?” + +Kevin – “Lilly is cleaning St. Peter's again. They have to finish up, +so they can have Mass in the morning. She's going to come by when +she's done, and we'll figure out something to do.” + +At the Store + +Joan – “Mom, this is so wonderful! Jeans, shorts, shirts and...” She +lowers her voice, “Even new bras and panties! And, the swimsuit is +gorgeous!” + +Helen – “Is there anything else that you need?” + +Joan says no, but she has never been good at lying. Helen can see it +written all over her face. “What is it?” + +Joan – “Oh, it can wait.” + +Helen – “Tell me.” + +Joan - “Okay, Sammy placed a special order for Joan of Arc, by Regine +Pernoud and Marie-Veronique Clin. He should have let me do it. He put +the number in wrong, and the copy we received was in French. He told +me to send it back, but I didn't. I started reading it. Mom, I would +love to take it with me to read at the lake. I can pay you back. I'll +have a check waiting when I get home. Please!” + +Helen – “Ok, we'll stop at the bookstore on the way home.” + +Joan – “Thanks, Mom.” + +At Home + +Will has decided what he wants to make for dinner. It's Luke's +favorite and he hasn't made it in awhile. He has been searching +through cupboards and finds that he is missing some of the key +ingredients. + +Luke has gone out with Friedman, and Kevin has settled in the living +room. He is quietly reading Helen's catechism book. + +Will – “I have to go to the grocery to pick up a few things. Would +you like to come?” + +Kevin – “No, I'll stay here.” + +Will – “Can I get you anything?” + +Kevin – “If they have Snapple Kiwi Strawberry, pick me up some. +Otherwise, I’ll drink what we have here.” + +Will writes it down on his list. “I'll look for it.” He leaves for +the store. + +Helen and Joan return home from shopping. Kevin is still on the +couch. Joan says excitedly, “Look Kevin, new clothes!” She pulls out +her swimsuit and a brassiere falls out onto the couch beside him. She +quickly grabs it and puts it back in the bag, “See my new suit?” + +Kevin – “Very nice, and I'm sure Dad will like it too.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I know, he's Amish too. But, it's still pretty.” + +Kevin – “You don't wear blue very often. It looks good on you.” + +Joan – “Thanks, I really like it.” + +Kevin – “So, does this mean you're out of the dog house?” + +Helen – “Not yet.Joan, you still have to finish your chores.” + +Joan – “I'm on it. I'll have everything done before I leave.” + +And off she goes. She puts her new clothes into the wash, and then +she begins the Indianapolis 500. She has had three weeks to get this +routine down to an art form. How does she vacuum the entire house in +an hour and fifteen minutes? The trick is imagination. But for +Larry's sake, it really is a good thing that he ran away. + +Joan finished up the vacuuming just in time for lunch. Will picked up +a variety of lunch meats and some Roman Meal bread. He was also able +to find Snapple Kiwi Strawberry. This turned out to be the drink of +choice for lunch. + +At the Arcade + +Luke and Friedman are disappointed the new game promised won't be in +until next week. They play some of the familiar games, but soon +become bored. + +Luke – “This is no fun. Maybe I should go home and finish getting +ready to leave?” + +Friedman – “I sure wish I was going. If I have to go on another +cruise, I'm going to puke even more!” + +Luke – “Grace will never invite you anywhere as long as you keep +calling her Marge.” + +Friedman – “That's her name, Margaret Grace Polk.” + +Luke – “We all know that's not what you mean. Besides, you know she +likes to be called by her middle name. What if we start calling you +Alfred? Alfred E. Friedman. What if I let that get around school?” + +Friedman – “You wouldn't dare.” + +Luke – “Watch me. Stop calling her Marge or I'll do it.” + +Friedman is about to refuse, but then he begins to believe that Luke +might actually do it. “Deal, but you sure are pussy whipped.” + +Luke doesn't get mad often, but he is this close to decking his +friend. He decides it's time to leave, “Hey, I have to go. I'll call +you when I get back.” + +At Home + +After lunch, Joan rotates the laundry once more. She then decides to +endure the most vile chore of all, cleaning Luke's fish tank. At +least there is one consolation. She will never, ever clean it again, +even if Luke does offer to explain the unified field theory. + +Next, she cleans the bathroom. She wipes down the shower, tub, and +all of the porcelain. Mrs. Clean! She unstreaks the mirror and +streaks the floor. She kicks her father out of the kitchen long +enough to do the same there, and she's done. Whew! She flops down +beside her brother on the couch, “ Whatcha reading?” + +Kevin – “Thomas Aquinas' Summa Theologica.” + +Joan – “Is it any good?” + +Kevin – “It's kind of dry, but interesting.” + +Joan – “Yeah, well that's next on my list, but I'm taking a break. I +bought the story of Joan of Arc to read. She was really cool.” + +Kevin – “Let me read it when you're done.” + +She smiles. “Sorry bro', you'll have to learn French first.” + +Joan repositions the tape to where she left off, and again begins to +practice her yoga. + +Kevin – “You really like doing that, don't you?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I do. At first it was really hard. In fact, I still +don't think I'm doing it right, but I'm going to keep practicing +until I get it.” + +Kevin goes back to his reading, keeping one eye on his sister. He +doesn't know anything about yoga, but it looks like she is doing it +right to him. For Joan, it is graceful. She's no longer that pudgy +6-year-old busting out of a tutu. This seems to suit her. Briefly, +the thought crosses his mind of how he would like to be able to join +her. He quickly begins to read again to clear that thought from his +head. He wonders, ‘What's keeping Lilly?' He expected her to be here +hours ago. + +Joan finishes her routine and rotates the laundry one last time. The +last load is now in the dryer. She begins the task of folding and +hanging up the clothes. She puts on her headphones and begins singing +along with the music, while also doing a little dance. Will and Helen +hear her fractured singing and can't help but go look. They both peek +around the corner and watch for a moment. They smile at each other +and return to the kitchen. Joan is completely oblivious to the event. + +Luke arrived home with Lilly. She had seen him walking home from the +arcade and gave him a ride the rest of the way home. Lilly sees Kevin +on the couch and goes to him, “I'm so sorry. When we were almost +done, one of the slimes I brought with me to help spilled a whole can +of paint. It took us forever to get it cleaned up. Then I found out +Margaret from the Ladies Auxiliary has been sick, and no one made the +arrangements for the ‘Coming Out Party.' That's what we are calling +the party tomorrow after Mass. Funny, huh? I thought of it. So what +would you like to do now?” + +Kevin – “There's no more time left. It's almost time for dinner. Then +Joan and Luke are leaving for a week, and I want to see them off. My +day has been totally shot! And now you tell me that after Mass +tomorrow you are going to a party. I have been trying to be +understanding about your passion for the Church, but where is your +understanding for me? There are other things in life than the +Church.” + +Lilly knows she has stepped in it. She has seen Kevin upset before, +but never this angry. She is used to doing the yelling, not the other +way around. Although she knows Kevin has a right to be angry, she's +not in the mood to deal with it, “Ok, I'm sorry, but there are things +that I just have to do. I'll call you in the morning.” She gets up +and heads for the door. + +When Luke comes in, he smells the garlic and heads for the kitchen. +As he passes the laundry room, he notices Joan. Yeah, she was still +in there folding laundry, listening to music, and dancing about. He +stopped to take a look. Joan noticed him standing there and takes off +her headphones just as Luke says to Helen, “Look at this weirdo!” + +Of course, Joan had to respond, “Why, can't you dance, dog breath?” + +Helen arrives just in time to put an end to the crisis, when she sees +Lilly heading for the door, “Lilly, are you staying for dinner?” + +Lilly – “No thanks, Helen. Some other time.” + +Joan grabs her dad's folded laundry and hang-ups, and heads for the +stairs. Helen calls out, “Come down and set the table as soon as you +have that put away.” + +She puts her dad's things nicely away in the drawers and closet and +comes down and sets the table. She decides she has time for one more +trip before dinner. She takes Luke's clothes up to his room and +throws them on his bed. + +Will – “Dinner is served!” He brings out the pan of lasagna and Helen +brings a large bowl of salad. Helen returns to the kitchen and brings +back a freshly made loaf of garlic bread. + +Will – “Bon appetite!” + +They serve the food and everyone begins to eat. + +Helen – “Oh, wait! We forgot the prayer. Joan, would you do us the +honor?” + +Joan – “\ Bénis, ô Dieu, et ces ton des cadeaux que nous nous +apprêtons à recevoir de ton.\ *Par le Christ notre +seigneur.*\ *Amen*\ .” + +Helen – “Joan!” + +Joan – “I did it right. It was just in French. And before you ask, +you already know how my day was – work, work, work, shopping, +shopping, work, work, work, work.” + +Helen – “Well, thanks for the prayer, even if no one but you could +understand it. Kevin, you don't look too chipper. Shall I ask?” + +Kevin – “You don't want to know.” + +Helen – “Luke?” + +Luke – “I almost decked Friedman today.” + +Will says, satirically, “Isn't this a wonderful dinner I made for us +tonight?” + +Everyone responded with the appropriate compliments, and then +continued to enjoy the meal quietly. + +Joan finishes eating first and excuses herself. She takes her +mother's laundry upstairs and puts it nicely away in the drawers and +closet. She makes another trip and does the same with Kevin's +laundry. As she is returning downstairs, she passes Luke on his way +up. “Bite me!” + +She returns with her laundry and places it on the bed. From Luke's +attic bedroom she hears, “Mo-om!”A smile crosses her face, “ Les +services vous le droit, l'haleine de chien!” + +Helen calls up the stairs, “You two stop your fighting. Joan, you +need to come down and do the dishes.” + +Joan knew she had to do the dishes, but was hoping to be able to +finish packing first. She returns down to the kitchen and does the +chore. Lasagna sure is good going down, but it's a pain to get off +the pan. She gets the worst of it off and into the dishwasher it +goes. That's it! That's the last chore to be done. She skips back up +to her room. + +She removes the clothes from her suitcase that she had put in earlier +and replaces them with the new ones she bought today. Then she +returns a few items of her old favorites for good measure. A couple +of brushes, a zip-lock bag of makeup, and of course Jeanne d'Arc. A +trip to the bathroom and she returns with her toothbrush, toothpaste, +a few odds and ends, and of course a fresh Oil of Old Lady Bath Bar. +Joan borrowed it from her mother years ago, and she hasn't used +anything else since. A quick shower, a change of clothes, and she's +ready to go. + +Joan begins to lug her suitcase downstairs and meets Luke doing the +same. They exchange glares, and then they both notice their father is +standing there, “Come on you two. You are going on vacation. Whatever +it is you are fighting about, get over it. Have fun.” He grabs both +of their bags and takes them down to the car. He opens each one and +slips an envelope inside. He returns inside and gives Helen a knowing +nod. + +Helen – “Okay, are you sure you have everything you need?” + +Joan – “Mom, I'm seventeen. I don't need to be babied anymore.” + +Luke – “I made a list and cross-referenced everything. I have +considered every variable.” + +Helen – “I guess that means you're ready too. Your father and I have +put a little surprise in each of your suitcases. Look for it later. +Come give me a hug.” + +Joan gives her mother a hug, “I love you Mom.” She turns to Kevin who +is sitting there with open arms. She leans over and gives him a hug +also. Kevin grabs her hips and swings her into his lap, “Why don't I +give you a ride to the car?” Luke finishes hugging his mother and +turns to see Kevin and Joan are now beside him. Kevin raises his fist +as if to give him a shoulder punch, but changes his hand to a finger +gun, “ Gotcha. See, I'm learning.” He shakes Luke's hand, leaving +Luke both happy and surprised. They all go out to the car, and Helen +and Kevin wave as they drive away. + +At the Polonsky's + +When they arrive, they exit from the car and Will places the +suitcases on the sidewalk, “Now it's my turn.” He gives Joan a hug +and sees Luke's outstretched hand. He takes it and pulls him in for a +hug also. They walk up to the door and ring the bell. + +Sarah answers the door and invites them in, “You must be Will. It is +nice to finally meet you.” + +Will – “It's nice to finally meet you, too.” + +Rabbi Polonsky approaches and Sarah begins an introduction, “This is +my husband...” + +Rabbi Polonsky interrupts, “Jakob Polonsky.It is very nice to meet +you. Would you like to join us? We were about to have a snack.” + +Will – “No, thank you. I have to go, but Helen and I really +appreciate you inviting Joan and Luke to vacation with you.” + +Jakob– “It is our pleasure. They are such fine children.” + +Will shakes the Rabbi's hand and also bids Sarah farewell. Grace +directs Joan to her room and Luke to the guest room where they leave +their suitcases. They return to the dining room where Rabbi, Sarah, +and Adam are already seated. + +Adam – “Hi Joan… Luke… Mrs. P has made Rugelach.” + +Joan – “Hi Adam, how's work?” + +Adam – “Good, I'm just doing ad layouts, but Mr. D. says I'll be able +to do more in time.” + +Joan redirects the conversation to Grace, “I have some new songs on +my iPod. You'll have to listen to them later.” + +Luke – “To which she can't dance.” + +Joan gives him a glare and mouths the words, ‘Bite me, dog breath.' +Sarah and Jakob exchange glances and smile. + +Rabbi Polonsky – “It would appear you have brought with you a +confrontation. Let us pray that this can be resolved, and we have a +happy vacation.” He prays silently. + +At Home + +It's 5 AM. Helen has been tossing and turning in her sleep. She can't +shake the feeling that she should not have allowed Joan to go with +the Polonsky's. Maybe it's the over-protective mother in her. Maybe +it was the idea that Joan still had one week left of her punishment. +But, the real reason is because, when she believed Joan had been +kidnapped, she feared that all of the horror from that night in +college would now be her daughter's fate. She springs up in bed with +her heart pounding and her eyes flooding with tears, “My baby girl!” + +Her sudden movement makes Will stir. He sits up beside her and gives +her a hug, “Honey! Shhh… Shhh… what is it? What's wrong?” + +Helen – “It's... it's nothing, nothing, really. I'm just being +silly.” + +Will – “No, Honey, tell me what's bothering you.” + +He puts his arm around her shoulder, and she melts into him, sobbing. +A few moments of his comfort helps her calm down, and she is able to +talk to him, “What if something terrible happens to her when we're +not around?” + +Will – “That won't happen. Joan is a smart girl.” + +Helen – “Who sometimes gets into trouble.” + +Will – “I'll grant you that, but I think this time she's really +learned her lesson.” + +Helen – “I hope you're right.” + +Will – “I know you're worried. I am too, but we have to let her grow +up and just trust that we raised her right.” + +Helen – “I know, she's a good kid. It's the other people in the world +that I'm worried about.” + +They settle back down into bed and Will goes back to sleep. Helen is +only able to doze. + +On the Way + +The highway is surrounded by heavy forest cover, cut in the side of a +mountain pass. The terrain steeps up on the right and continues down +on the left in the same manner. Ahead is a brown 8-passenger van +whose driver must not understand the meaning of the word +‘accelerate'. In the back of their mini-van, the kids are laughing +their way through ‘99 Bottles of Beer on the Wall’. + +Rabbi Polonsky is driving, with Sarah in the passenger seat. They are +both wearing typical weekend summer clothes, but Sarah's summer dress +is outstanding. It is pale yellow with a faint flower pattern +throughout. And, of course, she has a matching bonnet. They are +carrying on their own conversation in spite of the munchkin singing +coming from the back seats. + +In the middle are seated Grace and Luke. Although wearing seat belts, +they are turned towards Joan and Adam in the rear seat. All of them +are smiling and laughing and sometimes messing up by singing the +wrong number. But, the deathblow to their singing finally occurs when +Luke sings, “49 Bottles of Bears on the Wall.” This sends them all +into a chorus of laughter, effectively ending the song. + +Grace – “I'm really glad your folks let you out of your jail cell.” + +Joan – “Yeah,” with a little laugh, “time off for good behavior I +guess.” + +When Grace invited Joan to join her on this trip, she was devastated. +She wanted so badly to go, but she knew she had over a week left of +being grounded. Then on her 19th day of life in prison, Homeless Man +God nearly scared her to death. He popped out from behind a can when +she was taking out the trash. He suggested that she take a break from +her punishment and go on vacation. “Duh! Grounded, because of you I +might add.” But he told her that she should ask her parents for +permission, and it worked! + +She really isn't sure why her parents let her go. Sure, for three +weeks, she was a princess. She did all her chores, plus Luke's and +Kevin's, without complaining. But she still had one week left. She is +certain God had something to do with her parents' decision. + +Luke – “Good behavior or begging? You must have bargained with +everything but your new iPod to get permission to go out of town.” + +Joan – “You would have done the same thing, brain boy. Chores for +three weeks. I'm just glad it worked.” + +Luke will never tell his sister that it was he who actually did the +begging. He put his logic into overdrive and convinced his parents +that Joan had to be allowed go. Why? Let's just say that he didn't +want to lose his favorite flavor of lip-gloss. + +Adam, in the shy quiet voice he has used on many occasions before he +and Joan became an item, agrees, “I'm glad too.” + +Joan smiles at him, sees him smiling back at her, and then quickly +turns away. She's still not ready to completely forgive him for what +he did last April. The hurt is still too fresh. On the other hand, +she misses him terribly. It's a conflict within her that she really +wishes she could sort out. But the healing of a heart takes time. + +Luke – “I think this time out of Arcadia will do us all some good. +Being at the lake, away from all the drama about the fire…” + +Joan interrupts, “And the ‘run away high school student' crap the +Arcadia Herald has been printing lately. Andy Reese is such a jerk!” + +Luke – “And that, too.” Luke is a little annoyed that Joan is still +dwelling on this. + +Joan glares at Luke who glares right back. It's a brother-sister +thing, but Grace, being an only child, doesn't understand that they +are only joking around and are not really fighting. She‘s right to +question it though, because they had been fighting before they left +Arcadia. + +Grace intercedes with a motherly tone, hoping not to have to hear +Joan mope all week long, “Okay, no fighting, children.” + +Adam also tries to lighten the mood. He doesn't understand it's just +a sister and brother thing either, “So, um, Grace, do you still have +that tire swing out by the lake? I haven't taken a dive off that +since we were eight.” + +Grace – “Yeah, it's still there, but you may need to spend a few +hours cutting your way through the overgrown bushes. The path hasn't +been taken care of since we stopped coming a few years ago.” + +Joan – “Speaking of which, how come you guys stopped taking a +vacation out here? It's such a pretty place.” + +As Joan is talking, the trees give way to show the amazing view. The +sun is shining, leaving sparkles and reflections on the smooth +surface of the lake. Around the edge are families getting into canoes +with children bundled up in life jackets that are almost bigger than +they are. It looks like a picture from a ‘wish you were here' post +card. + +Grace – “That was around the same time that…” Grace trails off. She +is talking about her mother's drinking problem. She doesn't want to +bring it up, not now. Her mother has been sober for almost six +months. This is their first family vacation in a long time. Luckily, +a voice from the front seat ends the awkward silence. + +Sarah – “We're almost there kids. We're going to stop at the grocery +store in town to pick up some supplies. Then we'll head back to the +lake.” + +The kids all sigh and begin to stare out of the windows. As they +approach the town, they pass a large sign adorned with flags and +yellow ribbons. It reads, ‘Welcome to Millersville.' Joan is shocked. +She had no idea this trip would bring her here. The others are +oblivious to the significance, but Joan remembers the house fire. You +know, the one with a connection to Ryan Hunter. She never did hear +anything back from Kevin on the matter. She turns and watches the +sign leave her view as they go around another curve in the road. + +At Home + +Will's cell phone rings. They both know from experience that when his +phone rings on the weekend, there is no good news on the other end. + +Will answers the phone, “Girardi... okay... okay... all right, I'll +meet you at the Crime Lab.” + +Will hangs up the phone and looks sadly at Helen, “So much for a +peaceful morning. I'm sorry, that was Roebuck. He wants to go over +some information about the Synagogue fire.” + +Helen – “I understand. Go catch the bad guy.” + +She gives him a swift kiss, and he gets up and readies himself to go. + +Helen reaches for the phone and calls Lilly, “Lilly, this is Helen. +I'm not feeling good this morning. I'm going to have to pass on Mass +and the party. I'm really sorry.” + +Lilly responses with the appropriate disappointment and wishes Helen +to feel better.After the call, Helen goes back to sleep. + +In Millersville + +The Polonsky vacation party pulls into the parking lot of Finnegan's +Grocery Store. It is a typical grocery store, with large glass +windows lining the front, and signs advertising their sale items of +the day: ‘2% milk, $2.75 gallon', ‘All Pepsi 12 packs, 3/$8'. Joan +remembers the name and wonders how many Finnegans live in +Millersville. She notices that the prices in this town are much less +expensive than in Arcadia. Or maybe it is just that she never really +paid attention to the prices at home. After all, she has only been to +the grocery store on a few occasions and rarely needed to pay for +anything using her own money. + +The six of them exit from the van with sighs and stretches. They make +their way to the automatic doors that still open using a pressure mat +in front of the door. No fancy motion sensors in this small town. +Joan looks around. She notices that the people walking on the street +seem to know each other. There is a mother pushing her baby in a +stroller, an elderly couple sitting on a bench, and with a double +take, a young couple she could swear included Ryan Hunter as the male +half. She rubs her eyes. Maybe she was seeing things. Maybe her +obsession with Ryan is playing a trick on her now. She looks back +down the street and the couple is gone. Relieved, she follows Grace +into the store. + +Rabbi Polonsky – “We are just going to pick up a few things here for +the week, and then we'll be on our way. We shouldn't be too long, so +don't go far, okay?” + +He and Sarah head to the back of the store toward the bread, while +Grace, Luke, Adam, and Joan mill around the front entrance. Adam +notices Joan's frequent glances towards the street outside. + +Adam – “What's wrong, Joan?” + +Adam startles Joan back into reality, “ Noth... Nothing, Adam. I'm +fine. I think I'm just tired from the drive.” + +Adam – “Okay, if you're sure.” He knows her well enough to know that +she's lying to him, but he doesn't want to press the issue. + +Luke – “Hey Grace, why don't I get some chocolate, graham crackers, +and marshmallows?” + +Grace – “ Don't tell me you want to make s’mores.” Luke looks at her +with a ‘what's the problem' look on his face. “You can't be serious? +That's so 5th grade.” Luke gets a dejected look on his face, so Grace +gives in, “All right, let's go find the stuff.” + +Grace leaves and Luke follows her. Adam decides to go with them as +well, leaving Joan alone at the front of the store. + +Joan walks back outside. She searches down the street in both +directions. Ryan is nowhere to be seen. The mother and her baby, who +Joan had seen a few moments ago, stop and smile at Joan. Joan smiles +back and suddenly gets the ‘Oh No, what now' feeling. You know, the +one that happens when God pops out of the blue. But, she has learned +that not everyone she suspects is God, really is. + +Joan – “Awe, what a cute baby.” + +Woman – “I know, isn't she? I'm just caring for her until her new +parents arrive tomorrow. Have you ever saved someone's life, Joan?” + +Joan sighs, “You know the answer to that. No, unless you count +Dylan.” + +God – “Oh, it's such a wonderful feeling, knowing that you've helped +someone.” + +Joan – “I feel a suggestion coming on.” + +God – “Just keep your eyes open for your chance to make a difference +in someone's life.” + +Joan – “Don't I do that every day?” + +God – “Yes, but today is most important.” + +God straightens the baby's hat and strolls away, giving a wave as she +turns the corner. + +Joan yells down the street after her, “I've been doing everything +you've asked all month, the yoga and all of the reading. Didn't you +tell me to go on vacation? What happened to that assignment?” + +Joan stomps back into the store with a frown on her face. Adam +returns and assumes it's still the same frown from before he left. + +Adam – “So, now that everyone is gone, you can stop lying and tell me +what's wrong.” + +Of course, Joan can't tell him that she's getting tired of having to +work for God on her down time, “Okay, if you must know, I could have +sworn I just saw Ryan Hunter.” + +Adam – “Why does he bother you so much?” + +She lowers her voice to a whisper, “He's evil Adam. Evil!” + +Adam – “ Come on, Jane. How much time have you spent with the guy?” + +Joan – “Enough.And Adam, please don't call me Jane anymore. I want +you to call me Joan. My name is Joan.” + +Joan's request causes Adam to lose his train of thought, “Ah, yeah, +sure, I'll try.” There is an uncomfortable silence. Adam looks out +the window following Joan's gaze. He decides to change the subject, +“I can't wait to get to the lake.” + +Joan is also relieved to get off the subject of Ryan, but she still +can't stop herself from looking for him, “I know. It looked so +beautiful. I can't believe they stopped coming up here.” + +Adam – “I used to visit the cottage with Grace every summer. All that +stopped when we were eight.” + +Joan – “Can you blame her? I wouldn't want my friends to spend a week +with my mother if she was always drunk either.” + +Adam – “It made a big difference in our friendship. I can mark the +time we started to lose track of each other starting from the summer +before 4th grade.” + +Joan – “Maybe we shouldn't bring it up this week. They seem like such +a happy family now.” + +Joan hears the sound of a woman crying. She tells Adam, “Wait here, +I'll be back.” She walks over to the corner of the store and finds +the woman seated behind the counter, “Can I help you?” + +Woman – “No, I don't think anyone can help. I have really made a mess +of everything.” + +Joan – “What's the matter? Maybe I can help.” + +Woman – “It's my sister. I didn't want her to become a nun, and now +she hates me. Our father supported her decision, and now he's dead. I +love her so much, but I don't know how to fix it.” + +Joan – “Well, you have answered your own question. Tell her how much +you love her. That's how you can fix it.” + +Woman – “You make it sound so simple.” + +Joan – “Sometimes the answer is simple. Talk to her. Tell her how you +really feel.” + +Woman – “We are meeting for lunch later. I'll think about how to tell +her and do it over lunch. I sure hope it works!” + +Joan – “Trust me. It will work.” Joan thinks to herself, praying that +she is right. She is certainly no expert on fixing relationships! +“Tell her that you love her?” How corn ball is that? But, this is +what God asked her to do, so she has given it her best shot. + +Woman – “What is your name?” + +Joan – “Joan, Joan Girardi.” + +Woman – “Anna Finnegan, it was nice to meet you.” + +Gears begin to grind as Joan recalls that she is Michael McCauley's +daughter. She is tempted to ask a ton of questions, but decides that +this is not the time, “It was nice to meet you, too. Good luck with +your sister.” + +Joan returns to the front of the store, somewhat amused by the +accidental pun she just made. She meets the others as they are +leaving the checkout lane. She grabs a bag and follows them to the +van. They pile the groceries into the back on top of the piles of +luggage and duffle bags. As Joan is taking her seat in the back, she +again sees Ryan talking with the cute blonde she had seen him with +before. It looks like they are arguing now. She puts her hand on the +window to stabilize herself and whispers so that only she can hear, +“It was him!” As Rabbi Polonsky drives them away, Joan watches until +they are out of sight. + +At the Sheriff's station + +Will arrives at the Sheriff's office. The crime lab in Bakerstown has +finally sent back the results of the tests on the glass from the +Synagogue fire. Will is anxious to hear the results. It has been 3 +weeks, longer than he had expected for a case that had been marked +‘priority.' But, the crime lab also had evidence from several +homicides to analyze. This bumps their need to be next in line. + +Roy– “We just received the report.” + +Will – “And?” + +Roy– “You're not going to be happy.” + +Will – “Spill it.” + +Roy– “There was nothing unique about the glass. Its composition is +common to many types of glass containers.” + +Will – “Is that it? You called me in on a Sunday for this?” + +Roy– “Well, there is more, and this is why I asked you to come in.The +bottles were approximately 1 gallon in size made of thick clear +glass. There were five bottles altogether. Engraving on some of the +glass pieces survived. They could make out the letters ‘I', ‘V', ‘L', +and ‘O'. Although they don't know the order or how long the original +word or words may have been, it's something.” + +Will – “So we have five gasoline bombs with four letters to identify +the bottles. Why can't we get some answers? These are just puzzle +pieces!” + +Roy– “Well, I have some more pieces for you. We also sent paint +samples from the Catholic Church vandalism. The paint used was a +marine paint manufactured by Hacket Paint Industries. It was easily +identifiable due to its copper content. They provided the address and +phone number of the company. You can get a list of their local +distributors. That might lead to something.” + +Will – “Like I said, puzzle pieces. Roy, thanks for your hard work.” +He heads home to try to enjoy the rest of his day off. + +At Home + +When Will left, he closed the door just loud enough to wake Kevin up. +Kevin quietly got cleaned up and went down to the living room to +read. Lilly said she would call, and he hope she will keep her +promise. + +A little later, Helen finally gives up trying to sleep. She takes the +back stairs down to the kitchen. She makes herself a bowl of tomato +soup and toast. Despite sleeping in until 9 a.m., she is still very +tired. She puts her elbow on the table and rests her chin on her +palm, propping up her head like so many school children do during a +boring history lesson. + +She tries to stay awake, but is too exhausted. She falls asleep there +at the table. She starts to dream, but this dream is unlike any other +dream Helen has had in the past. It's like she is viewing the scene +from a hidden camera. She is in the Synagogue again. This time she is +inside the building, but there is no fire yet. + +Helen has never been there, but she can see exactly what it looked +like before the fire. She turns around towards the back of the aisle +and sees Ryan walking in carrying two large boxes, one on top of the +other. They must be heavy, because he is straining, and Ryan is in +pretty good physical condition. He walks past her but doesn't notice +her standing there. She is mesmerized and can't take her eyes off +him. + +He begins to empty the contents of the boxes. He takes out large +jars, half filled with liquid. He places each one in different parts +of the room. Then he pulls out a gas can and begins spreading +gasoline everywhere. He repeats the procedure using a second can of +gas. Then he walks to the door, turns, and throws a match. + +Helen is suddenly engulfed in an inferno. The shock is so great that +it pushes her back into reality. She wakes up with a start and spills +the bowl of soup, now cold, onto her lap. The phone is ringing. Kevin +answers it. + +Lilly – “Are you still mad at me?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, a little.” + +Lilly – “Tell you what, why don't you come pick me up at the church, +and the rest of the day is yours. We'll do whatever you want.” + +Like he said, he is still mad at her, but he can see that she is +trying to make it right, “Okay, see you in a bit.” + +Helen was so tired when she came down earlier she didn't even think +about Kevin being home, “Who was on the phone?” + +Kevin - “It was Lilly. I am going to take her to a movie.” + +Helen – “Okay, have fun.” She heads back upstairs, again using the +back stairway. She doesn't want Kevin to see the soap on her shirt. + +At the Cottage + +They are all relieved to finally arrive at the cottage. Joan steps +out of the van and gets her first look at the house. She stands there +dumbfounded. She has the, ‘I just saw Rocky' look all over again. +Grace can't help but notice the expression on her face, “Hey Girardi. +What's with the look? Your warranty already ran out once this year.” + +Joan – “I've been here before, in a dream!” + +Joan has told Grace about some of her dreams, but not about this one, +“Come on! This is summer vacation, not crazy camp. Get a grip!” + +Joan – “No, I mean it. It's been a few weeks, but I remember it all. +Inside, there are four rooms, a living room, the kitchen, and two +bedrooms. Okay, five counting a bathroom. There is a couch in the +living room with faded yellow fabric. Over the back is draped a +patchwork quilt, with designs on it like...” She pauses for a moment, +“Like your necklace! There is another stuffed chair and a rocker. All +are placed around a coffee table. The bedrooms each have a queen size +bed with a pair of dressers. The kitchen has a table and chairs, and +the counter is lined with an assortment of appliances.” She pauses +again, “And the cupboard under the sink is open. There is a toolbox +open with some tools lying on the floor. That's what I saw.” + +Now Grace is dumbfounded and so are the others. Joan hadn't noticed +them gathering around her. Grace knows Joan has never been here +before, but she doesn't believe all of this mumbo jumbo stuff, “Come +on in. Maybe you should take a nap before we go swimming.” + +They all grab grocery bags and luggage and carry them into the +cottage. As they enter the kitchen, they see the open cupboard and +the toolbox there, just as Joan had described. They all begin to +stare at Joan, wondering how she knew. The toolbox belonged to a +plumber who was supposed to be finished already. He must have left it +here by mistake. + +Joan found her way to the couch and sat down. She is still in awe of +what she is seeing. Grace comes back from the kitchen and sits next +to Joan, “Come on. You really do look like you need a nap.” She +escorts Joan to the rear bedroom where Joan lies down. + +After Joan is asleep, the conversations ensue. Luke and Adam just +observe, but Rabbi and Sarah Polonsky are full of questions. They +directed them all at Grace: “How did she know that? Why haven't you +told us about this before? How long has she been able to do this?” +Grace has no answers, at least none that make any sense, “Dreams, she +has dreams. That's all I know.” + +At Home + +Helen has changed her clothes and is back sitting at the table when +Will arrives. + +Helen – “Hi, Hon, can I make you some lunch?” + +Will – “No, sit tight. I'm going to make a masterpiece sandwich with +the Italian salami that came on Thursday. So, are you feeling +better?” + +Helen – “Yes and no.” + +Will loves that kind of answer. It usually means that whatever +follows, he won't understand, “Okay, tell me about it.” + +Helen – “Finish making your sandwich, and then we'll talk.” Helen +waits while Will finishes and sits down at the table, “I've had +another dream.” + +Will has become accustomed to Helen's dreams, but is still not +comfortable with them, “What was this one about?” + +Helen – “The Synagogue fire.I saw who set it.” + +Will – “Clowns?” + +Helen is becoming a little annoyed with his clown remarks, “No, it +was Ryan Hunter.” + +Will – “Have you been talking to Joan?” + +Helen – “No, but I will when she gets home. I saw it clear as day. He +carried in two large boxes. Then he took out large jugs half filled +with something, probably gasoline. The tops were sealed with wire +wrapped around the top and the neck. There were five of them. He +placed them in different parts of the room. Then he took a gas can +and sprinkled gas all over. Then he got a second can and did the same +in a different part of the room. Then he walked to the door and lit a +match. That's what I saw.” + +Will doesn't know what to think now. There was no way she could have +known there were five gasoline bombs, but he is still leery of her +dreams. “What am I supposed to do, arrest Ryan Hunter, because you +had a dream and Joan thinks he's guilty for whatever reason?” + +Helen – “I know what I know, and it's up to you to decide what to do +about it. But if you ever want to catch who set that fire, you had +better start looking harder at Ryan Hunter. That ‘upstanding citizen' +notion of yours is crap!” + +Will – “Okay, Helen, I don't want to fight with you today.” He pauses +for a moment, “Tell you what. Tomorrow, I promise, I'll start asking +questions about him. Fair enough?” + +Helen is still mad, but doesn't want to fight with him either, “Fair +enough. I'm going to take a shower, and then we are going out. I'll +decide where while I'm in the shower.” + +At the Theater + +Kevin – “Okay, looks like there are two movies that will start in ten +minutes.” He directs her attention to the movie posters on display, +“Which of these do you want to see?” + +Lilly looks them over and points, “How about that one?” + +Kevin glances at the poster, but then does a double take, “Wow! You +know, that one actress sure looks a lot like Joan. This is going to +be weird.” Kevin buys the tickets, and they enter the theater, “Okay, +pants it is.” + +At the Cottage + +Joan is awakened by the sound of a lawnmower. Adam is clearing a path +down to the tire swing. Joan comes out to the kitchen to find the +Polonsky's sitting at the table, “Mrs. Polonsky, do you have anything +for a headache?” + +Sarah – “I have some aspirin in my purse. Would that be okay?” + +Joan – “Yeah, that will be fine.” She sits down at the table, +obviously not feeling well. + +Sarah makes a glass of ice and brings a drink with the aspirin, “We +bought Mug Root Beer. Grace tells us it's one of your favorites.” + +Joan – “Thanks, Mrs. Polonsky.I should be okay in a little while.” + +They engage in chitchat, specifically avoiding what happened earlier. +After a little while, Joan begins to feel better. + +Grace – “Come on, let's see you in that new swimsuit! I have a new +one too.” They both go into the bedroom to change. + +Joan actually bought a skirtsuit. Just like it sounds, it looks more +like a short dress than a swimsuit. It's one piece with attached +panties. The background is varying shades of light blue with dark +blue and white daisies in the foreground. Very pretty! + +Grace's swimsuit is a two-piece, but very conservatively styled. The +top is styled like a sports bra and the bottom is more like +short-shorts. The color is light green with small dots and half-moon +shapes printed throughout the fabric. Again, very pretty. + +Joan and Grace come out and model their swimsuits for the Polonsky +parents. They receive the appropriate compliments and head down to +the lake. While Adam was mowing, Luke was inflating the inner tubes +and a huge beach ball. All of the fun is prepared by the time the +girls arrive. + +Joan and Grace both grab an inner tube and take them to the end of +the dock. They drop them into the water and slip inside. Luke and +Adam begin taking turns on the tire swing. As they swing out over the +water, they jump. Remember the image of Will Ferrell falling out of a +plane? Well, imagine it even funnier. + +After awhile, Luke and Adam become bored with the swing. They pick up +their inner tubes and join the girls. They also bring the beach ball. +A game of volleyball ensues. Perhaps volleyball isn't the correct +word. They bat the ball around playing catch. Whatever you call it, +they all have a lot of fun. + +At Home + +Helen has finished her shower and is reading the newspaper. She +remembers seeing something earlier, but needs to refresh her memory. +As she reads, she thinks to herself, ‘Great, a one o'clock showing’. +She hands Will the paper and says, “This is what I want to go see.” + +Will reads the article, “\ Jesus Christ Superstar? Didn't that come +out in the 70's?” + +Helen – “Yeah, but I never got to see it. They are a group of amateur +actors, but I think it would be fun. I know you enjoyed Zombies +Arise.” + +Will – “That's because Joan was in it. Can't you think of something +else?” + +Helen – “Please.” + +Will relents, “Okay.” + +At the Cottage + +Sarah calls the kids in for lunch. She has prepared Kreplach, which +is a Jewish ravioli. She has also set the table with Jewish Rye +bread, peanut butter, and an assortment of homemade preserves. + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Out of habit, this morning, I said the prayer in +Hebrew. I should have been more considerate of our guests. For the +rest of our time together, I will recite the prayers in English.” He +asks for them to remain quietly seated while they wash their hands. + +When they did this at breakfast, Joan thought it was kind of strange. +They had all just washed their hands! But, Grace explained that it +was religious ritual, not about cleaning their hands. She remembered +what God had told her about religions, “People need different ways to +relate to God, and religions are just different ways to share the +same truth.” + +The Polonsky's walk over to the sink and pour a little water over +each of his hands three times and say a blessing while drying his +hands, “ Praised be to God, Ruler of the World, who blesses us with +the commandments, commanding us to wash our hands.” + +When they return, Rabbi Polonsky recites a prayer, “Blessed are You, +Lord, our God, King of the Universe who brings forth bread from the +earth. Amen.” + +Adam – “Wow, Mrs. P., it has been so long since I had this. Thanks!” + +Joan – “What is it?” + +Sarah – “It’s called Kreplach. It’s similar to ravioli, try it. You +can make sandwiches if you prefer.” + +Luke – “Well, I'm starving. I'll try it.” + +They pass their plates around and Sarah places a serving of Kreplach +on each plate. They also pass around the bread, peanut butter, and +the preserves. + +Joan – “This is the first Jewish food I have ever eaten, except for +at Grace's Bat Mitzvah. It tastes just like the ravioli we have at +home. It's really good!” + +Sarah – “ Thank you, Joan. Have all that you want.” The conversation +ceases while they eat, “What do you kids plan to do after lunch?” + +They all look at each other. They have had enough swimming for now. +Then Joan speaks up, “I would like to go for a walk. It's so +beautiful here.” + +Grace – “Hey, let's go see the toboggan slide.” + +Adam – “Isn't that for in the winter?” + +Grace – “Usually, but not this one. You ride the sled down, and it +shoots you out over the water. It's really a lot of fun.” + +Luke – “I'm in.” + +Joan – “Is it anything like the high dive? Because if it is, I don't +know if I can do it.” + +Grace – “Let's just go look now. We can wait until tomorrow to +actually decide.” + +When the meal is finished, Rabbi Polonsky again recites a prayer, +“Blessed are you, LORD our God, master of the universe, Who nourishes +the whole world in goodness, with grace, kindness, and compassion. He +gives bread to all flesh, for His mercy endures forever. And through +His great goodness we have never lacked, nor will we lack food +forever, for the sake of His great Name. For He is God, who nourishes +and sustains all, and does good to all, and prepares food for all His +creatures which He created. Blessed are You, LORD, who nourishes all. +Amen.” + +When the prayer is finished, the gang goes strolling out the front, +and Grace leads them to the right down the road. The whole area is +heavily wooded, and the trees have an abundance of wildlife living in +them. The birds are making a ruckus because two squirrels are chasing +each other, jumping from limb to limb, and the birds don't like them +invading their space. They all stop to watch the entertainment. + +They continue walking along, when they come upon a ditch on the side +of the road. A patch of cattails and wildflowers catches Joan's eye, +“Black-Eyed Susans! I love ‘em.” She walks down into the ditch to +pick a bouquet. She caresses each plant as she gently breaks the stem +about six inches down from each flower. She collects them all. There +were only about a dozen flowers blooming, “Grace, let me put one in +your hair.” + +Grace – “No way!I don't want people to think I'm a flower girl.” + +Joan – “This is a flower and you are a girl. Come on.” + +Grace again refuses, but Joan quickly slips the stem of the flower +down the front of her blouse, “Ok, wear it there.” + +Grace is about to remove it when Joan also slips a stem down the +front of her blouse, “There, now we are both pretty.” Grace decides +to let it go and leaves the flower in place. + +Luke has enjoyed Joan and Grace's exchange, and is doing everything +he can to keep from laughing. He knows how uncomfortable Grace is +with girlie things. Adam is also amused, but limits himself to a +smile. + +When they reach the slide, Luke is really impressed, “Wow, look at +that! It must be 30 feet high.” His estimate was accurate, with the +base of the slide being about a foot above the water. Joan thinks to +herself, ‘Not me’. Adam is just mind-boggled. Grace is also thinking, +‘Not me’, but pretends to be impressed as well. The slide is fenced +off, so they walk over to the entrance to see the rates published on +a billboard. + +Adam – “Tomorrow is going to be fun!” + +Joan – “We'll see, let's head back. My flowers need water.” + +Adam – “There was this movie called Bed of Roses. Christian Slater +delivered flowers. Anyway, he said if you put Seven-Up in the water, +the flowers will last longer.” + +Joan cracks a smile, “Do you think Mug Root Beer might work?” + +Everyone gives her the kind of smile you give when someone tells a +stupid joke. They continue their stroll back to the cottage, when +Adam again breaks the silence, “Joan. When are you going to tell us +about what happened earlier?” + +Joan, hoping this conversation would wait, returns, “I don't want to +talk about it now.” + +Adam – “But we all want to know how you did that.” + +Joan – “I don't understand it myself, and I'm not sure if I'm ready +to devolve from a sub-defective into a freakazoid. Just drop it.” + +They can all see she is starting to get angry, but Luke can't resist +adding one more comment, “But you are already there.” Joan and Luke +exchange cutting glares, and the walk back to the cottage continues +in silence. + +At the Community Theater + +Helen and Will arrive and find perfect seats near the front and +center of the stage. Helen begins to read the synopsis of the play, +more just to kill time than anything else. It's not like either of +them doesn't know what the play is about. Helen puts the flyer in her +purse and looks at Will, “I'm so excited.” Will looks back and gently +takes her hand. There are a hundred places he would rather be, but +none of them are without her. He has decided to try to enjoy the play +and let whatever happens, happen. + +As the play progresses, Helen is drawn toward the character of Mary +Magdalene. She looks familiar, but Mary's long brown hair is +confusing. She continues watching, enjoying the play immensely. +Finally, Mary becomes the center of attention. She begins to sing. + +I don't know how to love him. +What to do, how to move him. +I've been changed, yes really changed. +In these past few days, when I've seen myself, +I seem like someone else. +I don't know how to take this. +I don't see why he moves me. +He's a man. He's just a man. +And I've had so many men before, +In very many ways, He's just one more... + +Helen realizes, ‘That voice, I know that voice.' She leans over in +the seat and pulls out the flyer form her purse. She reads it with +the penlight on her key chain, ‘Mary Magdalene... Elizabeth +Goetzmann.' She sits back up, pleased with herself that she has +figured it out. She plans to congratulate Elizabeth after the show +for a fine performance. + +At the Theater + +Kevin – “Well, that was a good movie. Kind of a chick flick, but I +enjoyed it. What did you think?” + +Lilly quotes from the movie, “You are really good with that thing!” + +Kevin answers, quoting from the movie as well, “Yeah, well we all +have our little talents.” + +Together, “And then she shot a price tag onto her forehead!” They +both start laughing. + +Lilly – “So, what would you like to do now?” + +Kevin – “I need to go home and change clothes and clean up. Then we +can think about dinner.” + +At the Cottage + +When they arrive, Joan takes the flowers to Mrs. Polonsky, “Do you +have something I can put these in?” + +Sarah – “How pretty! I don't have any vases here, but let me look.” +She finds a quart-size canning jar, “This is about the right size.” +Joan puts the flowers in and Sarah fills the jar with water. + +Joan lowers her voice almost to a whisper, “Do you happen to have any +Seven-Up?” + +Sarah – “No, I'm sorry. Are you thirsty?” + +Joan – “No, never mind. Thank you.” She takes the flowers with her +and places them on the coffee table as she sits down. + +Adam and Luke are already seated when Grace joins them with a box of +cards, “Have you ever played Skip-Bo?” Everyone shakes their heads, +“Me neither.” She reads the rules and they begin to play the came. +They quickly get the hang of it. The smiles appear on everyone's +faces as they are able to play or foil another's chances of victory. +Luke is especially intrigued. No special effects, no monsters to +shoot, how can such a simple game be so much fun? + +At the Community Theater + +Date Line Arcadia is small segment of the local evening news. It +covers events of local interest such as this one, the opening +performance of a new play. The crew plans to interview patrons as +they leave the theater. + +Inside, they are most of the way through act two. Most of the cast is +on stage singing Could We Start Again Please?. Suddenly, there is an +explosion. The curtains on the left side of the stage become engulfed +in flames. Flames also spew out over the cast, catching some of their +costumes on fire. The audience immediately begins to flee. Will +escorts Helen to an emergency exit to the right of the stage. He +pauses and looks at her, “Go, get out!” He leaves her and jumps up +onto the stage. He joins others who have begun to help the injured +entertainers. Half of the stage is now on fire, and all but three of +the performers have been able to flee. The other men tear down the +curtain from the right side of the stage and use it as a blanket to +put out the flames on two of the performers costumes. Will's victim +only had her brown wig on fire, and he was able to pull it off and +cast it aside. They each carry their charges to the exit. + +The news crew is filming when Will and the others bring their victims +out of the theater. Will lays the girl he has carried down and begins +to check her condition. Helen joins him as he comes out of the +theater. + +Helen – “Elizabeth, are you all right?” + +Elizabethresponds by coughing, “I'm not sure. I think so.” + +Will looks her over and sees that her most serious injury appears to +be her lack of hair on one prominent spot on her head, “You look like +you will be okay, but we'll let the paramedics decide.” + +Helen – “I'm so glad you are okay. Your performance today was +marvelous!” + +Elizabeth– “Thank you, Mrs. Girardi.” + +Will realizes that they obviously know each other, “Hi, I'm Will +Girardi. Nice to meet you.” He pauses for a moment, “And I think your +performance was wonderful too.” + +Elizabeth– “Thank you, Mr. Girardi.” The conversation ends as the +paramedics take over. + +At Home + +Kevin goes upstairs to change and get cleaned up. Lilly waits +downstairs. There are some things Kevin prefers to do in private. + +As Lily waits on the couch, bored, she begins to look around. She +notices the open newspaper on the coffee table with something +circled. It is the schedule for the play Helen had circled for Will. +She thinks to herself, ‘Hmm, maybe this is something Kevin and I can +go see.' + +She notices the remote and clicks on the television. The reporter is +talking about the fire. “Just moments ago, fire broke out in the +Arcadia Community Theater. Our reporters were on the scene when it +happened.” They begin to show the footage shot of Will carrying +Elizabeth out of the fire. They also pan over to show Will, Helen, +and Elizabeth talking. The reporter comments during the footage, “The +fire was quickly put under control and the damage is limited to the +stage area. The man you saw is Detective Will Girardi of the Arcadia +Sheriff's Department. He was one of the patrons at the play. The +performer he carried out is Elizabeth Goetzmann who played Mary +Magdalene. Both have been transported to University Medical Center +for treatment of burns. Two other…” + +Lilly yells, “Kevin, your Dad's been hurt!” She runs up the stairs, +pounds on the bathroom door, and yells again, “Kevin, your Dad's been +hurt in a fire. He's at UMC!” + diff --git a/03-LArmeedeJoanPart2.rst b/03-LArmeedeJoanPart2.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..eae81a3 --- /dev/null +++ b/03-LArmeedeJoanPart2.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1474 @@ +Episode 3.03, L'Armée de Joan, Part 2 +------------------------------------- + +At the Cottage + +Sarah calls everyone for dinner. She has had a pot roast cooking in +the crock-pot, becoming tender all day. She finished it off in the +oven by adding carrots, onion, garlic, tomatoes, pitted prunes, +apricots, and raisins. She also prepared chicken soup, a vegetable +salad, roasted potato wedges, and a Jewish tart. + +Rabbi Polonsky recites a prayer. “Blessed art Thou, Lord our God, +King of the universe, who brings forth bread from the earth.” + +Joan – “This meal is so good, I feel bad that you had to work all day +to make it.” + +Sarah – “Don’t worry about it, Joan. It is my pleasure.” + +Joan – “No, really. I make a pretty good meatloaf. Why don’t you let +me make that for tomorrow’s dinner?” + +Sarah is somewhat surprised, but pleased by the offer. “Thank you, +Joan. That would be nice.” + +They commence with the meal and engage in chitchat about the day’s +events and tomorrow’s plans. + +At the Hospital + +Kevin and Lilly arrive and inquire about Will’s whereabouts. The +nurse informs them that he is in being treated by the doctor. Kevin +asks about his condition, but the nurse refuses, stating privacy +laws. “Just have a seat over there. We will let you know.” + +Will’s burns are confined to his hand. He was so caught up in the +rescue that he hadn’t realized he had burned his hand when he pulled +off Elizabeth’s wig. It was only after getting outside that he became +aware of the pain. + +The doctor treats the wound by applying a salve and a dressing. Will +is released and he and Helen head out to the waiting area. + +Kevin – “Are you all right? How bad is your hand?” + +Will – “It’s nothing, just first degree burns.” + +Helen – “Second degree burns!” + +Will – “Ok, one blister, but mostly first degree.” + +Lilly – “I saw you on the news carrying out that girl. They just said +you had burns, but didn’t say how bad.” + +Helen – “It was on the news?” She pauses for a moment. “Oh my God! +What if Joan and Luke see it? They will be scared to death!” + +Will – “I’ll take care of it.” He pulls out his cell phone, but sees +there is no signal. “I have to get outside. Why don’t you take us +back to the theater. I have to pick up the car anyway.” + +Once on the way, Will makes the call, “Millersville Police +Department, non-emergency number please.” The operator connects him. + +Officer – “Millersville Police, Detective Anderson, may I help you?” + +Will – “This is Detective Girardi from the Arcadia Sheriff’s +Department.” + +Detective Anderson interrupts, “Are you the one who rescued that girl +from the theater fire?” + +Will – “You know about it?” + +Detective Anderson – “Yeah, it was on the news. Well done!” + +Will – “Thank you, but I have a favor to ask.” + +Detective Anderson – “Sure, what is it?” + +Will – “My children are staying with the Polonsky family at Lake +Nashman. I’m afraid if they have seen the news they will be worried. +They don’t have a phone, but can you get a message to them that I am +all right?” + +Detective Anderson – “Sure, we have a patrol in that area now. Give +me the address.” + +Will provides the address and asks one more thing, “Tell them my wife +and I will come by to visit tomorrow afternoon.” + +Detective Anderson – “Got it. Don’t worry, we’ll take care of it.” + +Will ends the call and Helen inquires, “We are going to Lake Nashman +tomorrow?” + +Will – “I have to show Joan and Luke that I am okay. I’m taking +tomorrow off.” +At the Cottage + +Joan has used guilt to convince the others that they should do the +dishes. Rabbi and Sarah Polonsky are out front enjoying the night +air. A police car pulls up the driveway. + +Officer – “Mr. and Mrs. Polonsky?” + +Sarah answers, “Yes, I am Sarah and this is my husband Jakob +Polonsky.” + +Officer – “Do you have the children of Will Girardi staying with +you?” + +Sarah – “Yes, Joan and Luke.What is this about?” + +Officer – “I have a message from their father. May I speak to them?” + +Sarah – “Maybe you should tell us first. What’s going on?” + +Officer – “There has been another fire in Arcadia. Have you heard +about it?” + +Sarah – “No, we don’t have a radio or television here. Where was it?” + +Officer – “It was at the Community Theater. Detective Girardi was +there when it happened. He was hurt, but he wants his children to +know that he is all right. He was afraid they might have heard about +it on the news.” + +Sarah – “How bad is he hurt?” + +Officer – “I don’t know, ma’am, but he said he and his wife would +come to visit tomorrow afternoon.” + +Sarah – “Thank you, officer. I will tell the children.” + +Jakob and Sarah wait until the officer leaves and then go back +inside. They can hear the children carrying on and laughing while +they finish the dishes. Sarah is thinking, trying to figure out the +best way to tell them. She pulls the coffee table out of the way and +pushes the stuffed chair so it is facing the couch, “Joan and Luke, +come here, please.” + +Joan and Luke enter the living room, both tugging on the same +dishtowel, trying to dry their hands. With a laugh, Joan replies, +“Yes, Mrs. Polonsky.” + +Sarah – “Please have a seat.” She directs them to the couch and sits +in front of them in the chair. The others have also quietly come into +the room, now wondering what is going on, “First of all, your father +is fine.” + +It doesn't matter what she just said. Joan and Luke both become +filled with panic. + +Joan – “What do you mean fine? What happened? Did he get shot?” + +Sarah – “No. There has been another fire in Arcadia. This time it was +at the Community Theater. Your father was there when it happened. I +guess it was on the news. He was hurt, but he sent a police officer +here to tell us that he is okay.” + +Joan – “Hurt! How bad?” + +Sarah – “I don't know, honey. I just know that he is okay, and he and +your mother will be visiting tomorrow afternoon.” + +Joan doesn't know what to believe. Is her father okay or is he really +hurt, and they don't want her to know about it? She begins to cry. + +Sarah – “Honey, he's fine. There is no reason to cry.” + +Joan – “I know, I just can't help it.” + +Sarah comforts her until she regains her composure. She comforts Luke +as well, but he is more reserved about revealing his emotions. + +At the Community Theater + +Will – “I'll get the car and be home in a little while. First I need +to check and make sure everything is being done right.” + +Helen – “See if you can get my purse while you're there. It'll be +where we were sitting.” + +Will – “I'll try. See you in a little while.” + +Kevin drives away and Will walks into the theater. + +Toni – “Will, how is your hand?” + +Will – “It hurts, but I'll be all right. The doc says I should take +some time off, so I won't be in tomorrow and maybe Tuesday. What's +the status here?” + +Toni – “Roebuck is down by the stage doing his investigation. I have +acquired the surveillance camera video for that last 24 hours. +Officer Osborne is cataloging the items found in the seating area.” + +Will – “Where's Carlisle?” + +Toni – “He went to visit his mother this weekend, remember?” + +Will – “Right, okay, good work.” He walks over to where Officer +Osborne is working. + +Officer Osborne – “Hi Chief, ah, I mean Detective Girardi.” + +Will – “How are you doing with the inventory?” + +Officer Osborne – “I have most everything catalogued. There are a few +odd pieces, but mostly they are women's purses.” + +Will – “My wife's purse is there.” He points to the evidence bag, “I +would like to take it.” + +Officer Osborne – “But I'll need the Fire Department to sign off on +its release also.” + +Will realizes that he is right and remembers scolding him once before +for not following proper procedure. “Fill out a removal form. Take +the driver's license out of the wallet and I'll sign for it.” Will +knows it will be an inconvenience, but it is the only thing Helen +really needs for the next few days. + +Officer Osborne – “Yes sir.” + +Will walks down to the stage to talk to Roy, “Roy, how is it going?” + +Roy – “Slow and steady.” + +Will – “Do we know anything yet?” + +Roy – “Too soon to tell.” + +Will – “A guess?” + +Will knows that Roy does not like to give preliminary reports until +the investigation is finished, but this one is personal. He and Helen +could have been killed. + +Roy relents, “Looks like it might be the same perp, but I need to do +more tests.” + +Will – “Thanks, Roy. I'll leave you alone to work.” + +Will returns up to where Officer Osborne is working, “I have it ready +for you to sign.” Will reaches for the pen and realizes he can't pick +it up. He signs the form with his left hand and thinks to himself, +‘This is going to be fun.' He returns to the car and drives home. + +At the Cottage + +Joan has retired to the bedroom, wanting to be alone. She is still +terribly worried about her father. She wonders about her situation, +‘The dreams, what to do about the dreams? Ryan Hunter, that S.O.B. +I’m sure he is also behind this latest fire. But I’m alone. I can't +do it alone! Need a plan.' She remembers what God told her, “You have +everything you need, Joan.” ‘Yeah, right!' Then a collage of thoughts +and ideas begins to coalesce. ‘That's it. I'll have to tell them.' +She rolls over and enjoys one of her first dreamless nights in weeks. + +At Home + +Will has had a restless night. No matter where he laid his hand, it +hurt. When Helen got up, she changed his dressing and applied the +salve the doctor had prescribed. She also gave him a painkiller. It +was just extra-strength Tylenol, but she gave him three pills instead +of two. Will went back to sleep as soon as she was done. + +Helen went out to the garage, retrieved a suitcase, and laid it open +on Joan's bed. Then she quietly made trips into the bedroom and got +them each a change of clothes for the trip. She also packed the +toiletries they might need. She knew they are just supposed to be +going and coming back, but she decided she'd have it in the back of +the car just in case. + +At Lilly's Apartment + +Kevin and Lilly have both had a good night's sleep. Lilly has +purchased a nice plush couch for when he spends the night. Kevin +knows Lilly's views on this matter and is actually happier this way. +It makes things much less complicated. + +The alarm sounds and Lilly quickly turns it off. She scurries into +the living room, “Time to face the grind, handsome.” + +Kevin – “I know. Bummer!” + +Lilly – “Well, we all have our little talents to fulfill.” She laughs +at her joke. + +Kevin – “I'm going to have to take you to the movies more often.” He +gives her a kiss, “You or me first in the shower?” + +Lilly – “You go first. I'll iron my blouse.” + +Kevin – “Can you take a look at my pants and shirt?” + +She jokingly says, “You're pushing it! Get in the shower.” + +At the Cottage + +Joan wakes up to see that Grace is still sleeping. She quietly slips +out of bed and heads for the bathroom. Grace opens her eyes to see +the polka dots passing through the door. She wonders, ‘God, I love +her! But, sometimes I just want to knock her up side of the head. Let +me in! Secrets. Too many secrets.' + +Joan finishes brushing her teeth and begins to wash her face. She +sees her reflection in the mirror, ‘Okay, so now I know who I am. +But, what I am is still the question. Freakazoid! Yeah Luke, I am +already there. God, why can't I just be normal?' But she knows God's +answer, ‘Yeah. I am who I am. Well, God, I hope this is what you +want.' She returns to the bedroom. + +Grace – “Good morning, princess, are you feeling better?” + +Joan – “Sure.I now know what I have to do.” She sees the puzzled look +on Grace's face and realizes that she wasn't privy to her thoughts in +the bathroom, “I have to go down that slide. Face my fears. Do what +I'm most afraid of. Might as well start with the slide.” + +Grace is used to Joan's cryptic remarks, but has decided to go down +the slide herself. “Yeah, I've been thinking about it too. We can do +it together.” + +Joan – “You saw those sleds. There is no way Adam and Luke are going +to squeeze together on one of them. You go with Luke, I'll go with +Adam.” + +Grace – “Okay, you're right, but we are going down together at least +once. Luke and Adam can just sit one out.” + +Joan – “Works for me.” + +Joan takes her shower followed by Grace, then the others. Sarah has +placed a variety of cereals on the table: Rice Krispies, Raisin Bran, +and Frosted Flakes. She has also placed a bowl of peach slices, a +gallon of milk, and a pitcher of orange juice on the table. They sit +down for the meal. + +Joan – “So Luke, are you ready to face the toboggan slide today?” + +Luke – “Yeah, it looks like a lot of fun!” + +Joan – “You're not afraid?” + +Luke – “Sure, a little, but I'm going to do it anyway.” + +Joan – “Adam, how about you?” + +Adam – “I'll do anything you… you guys want to do.” + +Adam's little slip did not go unnoticed, but she ignores it and +continues, “Well, I'm going too. I'm scared to death, but I'm going +to do it anyway. Grace is going too.” + +Grace – “Mom, Dad, you wanna come?” + +Sarah – “I believe we'll pass. You kids go have fun.” + +After breakfast, Rabbi Polonsky recites the ‘Grace after meal.' The +kids don their suits and head for the slide. The trees are quiet this +morning. There are just a few chirping birds. Luke and Adam are +wearing sneakers, but Joan and Grace are wearing flip-flops. When +they reach the slide, Joan pays for renting the sleds. The others +offer to share, but she insists that it is her treat. She is really +glad that her parents not only let her come, but also gave her +spending money. + +Adam and Luke are given charge of carrying the sleds. They are made +of wood and are rather heavy. The climb up the steps to the top of +the slide is tiring, but the moment has arrived. The attendant +explains how it works and the safety precautions, “When you hit the +water, don't let go of the sled. Hang on to it until you stop. That's +how you keep from getting hurt.” + +Adam and Luke wax up the rails and they position themselves on the +sleds. They are paired Adam and Joan, and Luke and Grace. Joan and +Grace exchange glances. They are a combination of both afraid and +excited. Adam and Joan push off first. As they speed down the slide, +Joan closes her eyes and prays for it to be over. Her hair blows back +into Adam's face. The smell of Joan. This is something he has missed +terribly. He hasn't been this close to her in months. Last night, +when she started crying, he wanted so much to take her in his arms. +He misses her so. + +When the sled hits the water, they skip and skip again, and then +ker-splash! They swim to the side and begin the trek back up the +slide. Joan is now excited, ‘I’m still alive!’ She’s ready to do it +again. + +The routine continues over and over again. They keep their pairs, +except for a couple of times when Joan and Grace go down together. +After several hours, they begin to tire. It's not the sliding, but +the walk up the slide that has worn them down. They return the sleds +and walk back to the cottage. + +At Home + +Will is awakened by the phone ringing, “Hello, Girardi residence.” + +Man – “Hello, may I speak to Will Girardi?” + +Will – “This is he. How can I help you?” + +Man – “My name is Wayne Goetzmann. Are you the man who saved my +daughter's life?” + +Will – “Well, I wouldn't say that.” + +Wayne – “Come on, we both know what you did. I can't thank you +enough. She means the world to June and me. We want to meet you. Can +you and Helen have dinner with us tonight? And Joan, too? Elizabeth +tells us she and Joan are friends.” + +Will – “I'm sorry, we can't tonight. We have other plans and Joan is +visiting friends. Can we get together this weekend?” + +Wayne – “We’ll be looking forward to it.” + +Will – “How is Elizabeth?” + +Wayne – “She's fine. We brought her home last night. She just has +minor burns and a few bruises.” + +Will – “I'm glad to hear that. I'll have Helen call June later this +week.” + +Wayne provides his phone number and address, and they bid each other +farewell. Will looks at the clock and decides it’s time to get up +anyway. + +At the Cottage + +They arrive back and change out of their swimwear. It's still too +early for lunch, so Grace and Joan decide to take a walk. Luke and +Adam want to come, but Joan insists, “She's mine for an hour. Find +something else to do.” + +They again head out the front, but this time they go left down the +road. The scenery is pretty much the same, with small- and +medium-size homes lining the lake. + +Joan – “Do you remember the movie The Matrix?” + +Grace – “Yeah, sure. I never saw it, but you have talked about it +enough.” + +Joan – “In the movie, Morpheus offers Neo two pills. The red pill +will answer his question, ‘What is the Matrix?', and the blue pill +will allow him to simply carry on his life as before. Which one would +you choose?” + +Grace – “I would choose the red pill. Curse the totalitarian regime +of the Matrix.” + +Joan – “But, what if the truth is harder to bear than not knowing? +Would you still want to know?” + +Grace – “Truth is a precious commodity. It's hard to find. Yeah, I +would want to know. So what is this about?” + +Joan – “I was just wondering what you thought. It's nothing.” + +Grace – “So, you're not going to tell me?” + +Joan – “Tonight, maybe tonight.” + +They come upon a house with broken yellow police tape lying about. +The mailbox says “Finnegan.” Joan is compelled to go look. + +Grace – “Wait! Where do you think you're going? Come back here.” + +Joan – “I have to see. It's important.” + +Grace – “Important?How? You don't even know these people?” + +Joan - “I do, well sort of. Just stay there, I'll be back.” + +This house is bigger than where they are staying. It has two stories. +She walks around back to find there is a porch lining that side of +the house. This is where the fire was. There is a pile of burned +lumber and plasterboard. She can see there are still burn marks +outside of the bottom floor window. She looks through to see workers +have already done a lot of repair. Grace is still calling, so she +begins to leave, but she notices a gleam of light from the pile. She +walks over and finds a bottle. She picks it up and reads the +inscription. Grace calls again, so she puts the bottle down, “Coming, +I'm coming.” + +On the Way + +Will and Helen have left Arcadia.Helen is driving, which is a rare +occurrence when the two of them are in the car. Will can hardly move +his hand, so to let Helen drive seems the sensible thing to do. +Still, he feels at a loss of what to do with himself in the passenger +seat. He considers the call that he received this morning, “Remember +when we first moved here, you were concerned about us not having a +lot of friends to socialize with?” + +Helen – “Yeah, and then you arrested Tommy Wyatt.” + +Will – “I know. That didn't work out so well, did it? I know nothing +about Wayne Goetzmann, but he sounded like a real nice guy. I'm +really looking forward to meeting him. And if June and you hit it +off, they will be our first friends outside of your work or mine. I +just feel this could be a great opportunity for us.” + +Helen – “I haven't really thought about it yet, but yeah, that would +be good. And Joan does like Elizabeth. She told me Elizabeth really +helped her to remember her lines.” She laughs, “Remember in the play +when Friedman came on stage when he wasn't supposed to?” + +Will – “Friedman was the soldier, right?” + +Helen – “Right. Anyway, when Elizabeth left the stage after him, she +gave him a right hook. I know the play wasn't supposed to be a +comedy, but I sure would have loved to have seen that!” + +Will – “That would have been funny.” He pauses while his thoughts +return to other matters, “So what do you think I should do about the +Chief's position?” + +Helen – “That's totally up to you.” + +Will – “Yeah, but you made a point of being involved the last time.” + +Helen – “That was different. That involved the whole family. We had +to move. We had to leave friends. Joan was especially heartbroken +when she had to leave Cory. They were like sisters. On the other +hand, it was a job you had always wanted, and the doctor said it +would probably be good for Kevin to move to a new environment. There +was a whole host of things to weigh and consider. This time, whether +you take the job or not has little effect on us.” + +Will – “But, I just can't seem to make up my mind. I keep running in +circles.” + +Helen – “Do what Luke did. Make a list and cross-reference +everything. Consider all of the variables. Make columns of pro and +con and see which side is longer. There is a pen and notepad in the +glove compartment. Get it out and start writing.” + +Will – “You want me to do it now?” + +Helen – “You have something better to do?” + +Will sees her point. It will still be quite awhile before they +arrive. He begins to scribble on the page using his left hand, “I +hope I can read this when I'm done.” + +At the Cottage + +Grace and Joan return from their walk. Sarah has prepared chicken +salad and was just waiting for them to return, “Good, you're back. +Did you have a nice walk?” Both Joan and Grace say yes. Sarah asks, +“Joan, please call your brother and Adam.” + +Joan – “Yes, Mrs. Polonsky.”She goes outside and finds them skipping +stones across the lake, “Lunch!” + +At the Newspaper + +Rebecca – “Kevin, how is your father?” + +Kevin – “He has second degree burns on his hand, but he will be +okay.” + +Rebecca – “I saw it on the news. It was amazing that the camera crew +was there when it happened. My TV died and I was shopping for a new +one when a bunch of the TV's on display started showing your father +carrying that girl out. He's a hero.” + +Kevin – “Is that what you are going to write about him?” + +Rebecca – “Well, yeah, sure. What's wrong?” + +Kevin – “It just seems that sometimes you have an agenda when it +comes to my father… my whole family for that matter.” + +Rebecca – “I know I've crossed the line a few times in the past, but +I've tried to be fair since then. You should know. You read almost +everything that goes to print.” + +Kevin – “You're right, but here is Andy again doing the ‘runaway high +school student' bit. The first time was funny. The second time was +annoying, but I let it pass. But this time, there isn't even any +correlation to the story. Enough already! I'm going to word-check it +out.” + +Rebecca – “Let me see.” She leans over his shoulder and reads the +article on his computer, “I see what you mean. Kevin, you are a fact +checker, but that doesn't just mean spelling and correct definitions. +It also includes the content in relation to the story. From now on, +when you see something like this, tell me. We may not agree, but I'll +at least listen. Fair enough?” + +Kevin – “Okay, fair enough.” + +Rebecca – “Flag that comment and move on to something else. I will +speak with Andy.” + +At the Cottage + +After lunch, Joan feels like being alone. She reads Jeanne d'Arc for +a while and begins to wonder, ‘Is she about to do the right thing or +is she having a failure of imagination? How else can she convince +everyone to help her? What to do?' She lays the book down and +continues evaluating her situation. + +Adam – “Why don't we go out and sit with Joan?” + +Grace – “No, she wants to be alone. She needs time to think.” + +Adam – “Think about what?” + +Grace – “I think she is going to tell us something later.” + +Adam – “About what happened yesterday?” + +Grace – “Maybe, maybe more.” + +Luke – “What do you mean, ‘more'?” + +Grace – “Luke, there are things about your sister that you don't +know. She is full of secrets.” + +Luke – “Secrets? She's just Joan! What are you talking about?” + +Grace – “Luke, all you see is your weird sister. But Joan has reasons +for the weird things she does, and that is what she hasn't been +telling us. That is what I hope she is going to tell us tonight.” + +Adam – “She's going to tell us something?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I believe she is, but don't say anything. Let's just +see how this plays out.” + +On the Way + +Will – “I have a pretty good list now. The columns are about even, +but I think I can cross out a lot from the “con” column. With a new +city council and mayor coming, things will be different. What do you +think?” + +Helen – “I think you have made your decision.” + +Will – “Okay, I'll tell Joan and Luke when we arrive. That will make +them happy.” + +Helen – “No, this is a family matter. We should do it when everyone +is there, including Kevin.” + +Will – “You're right. We'll keep it a secret for now.” + +At the Cottage + +Joan approaches the group, “I'm in the mood for a game. You want to +play Skip-Bo again?” + +Adam – “Yeah, we could do that. Grace, do you have any other games?” + +Grace – “Ah, well, we have UNO, regular playing cards, chess, +checkers, and…” She pauses for a minute, “Go fish.” + +Joan – “You play chess?” + +Grace – “No, my father does.” + +Adam – “ Go fish?” + +Grace – “I left it here years ago. You wanna play?” + +Joan – “Excuse me.” She departs. + +Luke – “Go fish?” + +Grace decides not to wait for an answer, “I'll go get it.” + +Joan – “Rabbi Polonsky?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Yes Joan, what is it?” + +Joan – “Grace tells me you play chess. Would you like to play a +game?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Joan, you are full of surprises. You really play +chess?” + +Joan – “I'm no master, but I play a pretty good game. I've had a good +teacher.” + +Of course Rabbi Polonsky does not pick up on the significance of her +remark. He replies. “I'll go get it. It will be fun.” + +Joan and Rabbi Polonsky are playing chess, while Sarah is reading, +and also watching the game. The others are playing ‘Go fish' when +Will and Helen arrive. Helen toots the horn as they come up the +drive. Joan jumps up, jarring the table and knocking over the chess +pieces, “Sorry, Rabbi Polonsky.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “That's okay, I was losing anyway.” + +Joan darts out of the cottage to meet them, followed shortly by +everyone else, “Dad, are you all right?” She sees his bandaged hand, +“How bad is it?” + +Joan was there even before the car stopped moving. Will gets out of +the car, “Joan, I'll be fine. It’s just a minor burn.” + +Helen gives him a little eye, but decides not to correct his white +lie this time. She concurs, “The doctor says he will be fine.” + +Joan – “I was so scared when Mrs. Polonsky told us about it. I'm so +glad you're here.” + +Will – “That is why we decided to come. We knew you would be worried, +and we wanted you to know that I was okay.” + +Luke – “It doesn't look too okay.” + +Will – “I'm fine, really.” + +Helen approaches Sarah, “You must be Sarah. It is great to finally +meet you.” + +Sarah – “I have looked forward to it. Please come in.” + +They gather around the kitchen table where Will and Helen recount the +evening of the Community Theater fire. + +Helen – “They were all up there singing, and then the left part of +the stage just burst into flames. It was horrible!” + +Will – “I got Helen to the exit and went to help the people on the +stage. I carried a girl out, and it turns out being Elizabeth +Goetzmann. Your mother tells me that she is a friend of yours.” + +Joan – “Yeah, she is. We're not close, but I like her. She is really +nice once you get to know her. Was she hurt?” + +Will – “A little, but she's at home now.” + +Helen – “We are planning to have dinner with them this weekend. They +would like you to come.” + +Joan – “Sure, okay.” + +Luke – “Do they know how the fire started?” + +Will – “It's still under investigation.” + +Luke – “Come on, you were there, a guess?” + +Will – “It was certainly no accident. Whoever did this knew what he +was doing. The explosion went off when most of the cast was on +stage.” + +Adam – “Do you think it was the same guy who set the Synagogue fire?” + +Will – “It might be, but it's too soon to tell.” + +Joan – “Maybe for you.” + +Helen – “Joan!” + +Joan – “Sorry, Daddy.”Joan decides to change the subject, “I'm making +meatloaf for dinner tonight. Sound good?” Everyone says it does. + +Helen – “I would like to help.” + +Sarah – “I would like to help, too.” + +Joan – “Okay, but I'm doing it.” + +Joan, Helen, and Sarah get up from the table and Joan starts giving +instructions on what she would like them to do. Grace watches. She +and Sarah have never done this together. Okay, so it was her fault. +She refused Sarah's offers before, because she was always drunk when +she made them. However, since Sarah has been sober, the offer hasn't +been made again. Grace really would like to help, but she will not +ask. + +Joan glances over toward Grace and sees her watching, “Come join us. +You'll have to learn how to cook some day.” This was just the excuse +Grace needed, “Sure, why not.” + +Luke – “Looks like they have it covered. There is no need for us to +help.” + +Will – “Adam and you will be doing the dishes. That is how you will +help. I have an excuse and I'm sure Rabbi Polonsky will also be +busy.” + +Luke was hoping he was off the hook, but Will certainly put that to +rest. “Come on, Adam, let's go outside.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Your daughter is very skilled at the game of chess. +She told me she had a good teacher. Would you like to play a game?” + +Will – “Joan plays chess? And she's good? I didn't know that!” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Oh, I assumed she was referring to you as her +teacher. She is very good. If our game hadn't been interrupted, I'm +sure she would have won. She does seem to be full of surprises.” + +Will – “I guess so.” He turns around to look at Joan then turns back, +“I haven't played chess in years, but yes, I would love to.” + +Outside, Adam and Luke begin to talk, “Looks like we get the dishes +tonight.” + +Luke – “I really didn't expect not to have to do them. I was just +hoping.” + +Adam – “Are you ready for the big whatever tonight?” + +Luke – “Whatever is right. I have no clue what Joan is going to say, +but whatever it is, I'm sure it will be funny.” + +Adam – “It's not going to be funny. Joan has been hiding something +from all of us for years. I know it and Grace knows it. In fact, I +think Grace knows what it is, but she won't tell. I am hoping tonight +we will all finally learn what that is. You are her brother. She is +going to need your support.” + +Luke is taken aback by what Adam has just said. He and Joan fight all +of the time, but that is just brother-sister stuff. This sounds like +it's crunch time, “Yeah, sure. I'm here.” + +Dinner is in the oven and Joan decides she needs some time alone. +This is the last time she will have to think about what she plans to +do. She asks Helen to watch the things on the stove, “I'm going for a +walk. I'll be back in a few minutes.” + +She walks down the road a little ways and stops to sit on a stump. +She's afraid. What if they don't believe her? If they don't, it's +Gentle Acres for sure! ‘I can't go back there, and I never want to +spend another minute with Dr. Dan!' + +Voice – “But sweetheart, you don't have to do this.” + +She looks and Old Lady God is sitting beside her, “If I don't, how am +I going to convince them to help me, your almightiness?” + +God – “You know this will change your life forever.” + +Joan – “Don't you think I know that! Why can't I just be normal?” + +God – “Normal is a relative term, but you know you have always been +special.” + +Joan – “Well I never asked for it. I don't want it.” + +God – “That is always your choice, but every choice causes a ripple. +Some futures are opened while others are closed.” + +Joan – “Like knitting my life?” + +God – “Precisely.You are reading about the other Joan. She was a +peasant girl, younger than you, whose entire world was the village of +Domremy in the Meuse River Valley. You have already read enough to +know that she would have rather had stayed at home. However, like +you, she could see the ripples. She made the hard choices, and that +is what I am asking of you.” + +Joan - “But which ripples do I choose?” + +God – “You have already made your choices.” + +Joan wonders for a moment, “The dreams?” + +God – “Yes, follow your dreams. I have told you before that you have +everything you need. It's all within you. You just need to reach down +and bring it to the surface. Have confidence in yourself. I do.” + +Joan – “So you think I should do this?” + +God – “That's still up to you, but maybe you should reconsider your +analogy to The Matrix. Is your choice only to give them the red or +blue pill?” + +Joan considers her question for a moment, “Give them half a pill?” + +God – “You can always give the other half later if you choose.” + +Joan gives God a hug, “Thank you for the advice. Well, at least I get +to have a last meal.” + +Joan returns to the kitchen where Helen has been tending in her +absence, “Everything is ready. I put the rolls in, and they are ready +to come out. This is quite a meal you have prepared. Meatloaf, mashed +potatoes, mixed vegetables, and dinner rolls. Let's eat.” + +Joan calls everyone to dinner. She, Helen, and Sarah bring the food +to the table. They all have a seat. Joan knows that Rabbi Polonsky +often begins a meal with a prayer, “Rabbi Polonsky?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “It is our custom to say grace after meals, but +sometimes it is appropriate to also say a prayer before the meal. Mr. +Girardi, would you do us the honor?” + +Will is totally taken off guard. He thinks for a moment and recalls +the prayer Helen has said before meals. No, that won't do. That is +definitely a Christian prayer, and he is in a Jewish home. He digs +deeper and remembers a prayer he learned as a child, “Our Father, who +art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy Kingdom come, thy will be +done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. +Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against +us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Thank you, Will.” He pauses for a moment, “This is +such a wonderful meal. Thank you, Joan.” + +Joan – “You are welcome, Rabbi Polonsky.” + +Helen – “You will all love the roasted garlic in the meatloaf.” + +Joan smiles at the compliment. For the moment, Joan forgets about +what will come later and just enjoys the meal and being with her +friends and family. She looks at her mother and is thankful for the +closeness they have come to enjoy in recent weeks. Her father, whom +she loves dearly, and who she knows loves her. Grace, one of her best +friends ever! Adam, the hurt is there, but she remembers the love +they once shared. Luke, her sparring partner, but whom she loves +dearly. And Rabbi and Sarah Polonsky, who are such good people. She +wishes she could just put this in a bottle and keep it forever. + +After dinner, while Luke and Adam do the dishes, the others pair off, +Helen and Sarah, Will and Jakob, and Grace and Joan. + +Grace – “You said earlier that you were going to tell us something. +Are you still going to?” + +Joan – “Yeah, unfortunately, I have to.” + +Grace – “Joan, you don't have to say anything. I will be your friend +no matter what. You know that, right?” + +Joan – “Yes, I know, and thank you. But things need to happen, and +for them to happen, I have to do this. I can see that now.” + +Grace is once again baffled by Joan's cryptic remark, but has become +accustomed to them. She decides not to pursue it further. Adam and +Luke finish the dishes so Joan decides it is time, “Everyone, please +come sit at the table. I have something to tell you.” + +Most of them know that Joan is about to tell them something +important, except for her parents. It is for them that she is most +worried, “There has been something happening to me, and it's been +going on for a long time. There is no easy way to say it, so here it +is: I have dreams. At first, I believed they were just that, but now +I know they are more, much more. They are images of things to come.” + +Helen is amazed. She has never told Joan about her more recent +dreams. She has only told Will, “What are the dreams about?” + +Joan – “I can't tell you. If I tell you, then they may not come true. +The future is not fixed. It can only be steered. That's why I need +you to trust me.” She pauses for a moment, “But there's more. Rocky +and Judith have been coming to visit. Rocky only a few times, but +Judith comes a lot, especially when I'm at home. They have told me +things, things about what has happened and what will happen. That is +why I need your help.” + +Everyone is spellbound, but Helen is listening in awe. She told Lilly +about seeing Judith, but has never told anyone else. + +“Rocky told me there's been a disturbance in my magnetic field. Then +Judith started talking about fragments of the electromagnetic +spectrum. I don't understand all of that science stuff, so I tried to +have Luke explain it to me. I still don't understand, but I know it +is not good. And I also know that it all centers around Ryan Hunter.” + +They all begin to interrupt with questions. “Wait… wait… let me +finish!” She pauses for a moment, “Mom, you once told me that evil is +not ugly and grotesque, but charming and beautiful. This is Ryan +Hunter. He has everyone fooled. I know he vandalized St. Peter's and +set fire to the Synagogue. And I'll bet he had something to do with +this latest fire. He hates God and anything that represents God. And +he has only just begun. He has to be stopped!” + +She stops talking and again, everyone starts asking questions at the +same time, “Hold it, one at a time!” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “So, this Ryan Hunter, he hates Jews?” + +Joan - “Jews, Christians, Muslims, it doesn't matter, he hates them +all.” + +Will – “Okay, I can see your connection to the Catholic Church and +the Synagogue, but why the Community Theater?” + +Helen – “Will, it was the play, Jesus Christ Superstar! You should +have seen that!” + +Will – “Okay, you're right, but what am I supposed to do. I can't +arrest a man just because my wife and daughter have dreams!” + +Joan asks her mother, “You have dreams?” + +Helen – “Huh!Like mother like daughter. I've talked to your father +and Lilly about them, but I didn't want to bother you with my crazy +dreams. Why didn't you tell me about your dreams?” + +Joan – “Crazy Camp!I didn't want to go back there.” + +Helen – “Will, I never told you, but I have seen Judith, too! And +Joan, just yesterday, I had a dream about the Synagogue fire. I saw +Ryan setting it. It was as clear as I am sitting before you now. +Honey, I believe you.” + +Will – “Even if all of this is true, Ryan or whoever is behind this +is a dangerous man. Joan, I don't want you to have anything to do +with this!” + +Joan – “I'm already in it and Ryan knows it. The only choice I have +is to fight back.” + +Helen – “What does Ryan know?” + +Joan – “I can't tell you that, but there's more, a lot more. You just +have to trust that I know what I'm doing.” + +Will – “This is police business. You need to let me handle it.” + +Joan – “What do you know so far, nothing, right? Ryan is evil, but he +is very smart. You are not going to catch him without help. We are +going to be that help.” + +Will – “We have leads we're working on. They are not much, but we +haven't given up.” + +Joan – “I'll bet that all you have are little puzzle pieces, and +nothing seems to fit together. Am I right?” + +Will – “No, we have letters…” Will trails off. He knows he shouldn't +be talking about this.” + +Helen – “Tell her, Will!” + +Will – “There were glass jars used in the Synagogue fire. They had +writing on them. Some of the letters survived. They were, ‘I', ‘V', +‘L', and ‘O'. We don't know the order or how many other letters might +be missing. I really shouldn't be telling you this.” + +Joan considers the letters for a moment. She walks over to the +counter and writes on a napkin. She returns and hands it to her +father, “Elverson's Dairy. That's what it said. I saw it on a milk +bottle at the Finnegan house.” + +Will – “The Finnegan house?” + +Joan – “Michael McCauley's daughter, the former president of the +Arcadia Citizen's Watchdog Committee. See the connection?” + +Will sits in stunned silence. He vaguely remembers Kevin's +conversation, “I assumed you were just pulling at straws! You really +think there is a connection?” + +Joan – “I know what I know. You just have to figure out a way to +prove it. That's where the rest of you come in. We need a plan. We +need to create a watchdog committee to watch Ryan's watchdog +committee. He is planning more attacks, and we need to find a way to +stop him. Will you help me?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Joan, it is amazing what you have told us, but I +will need some time to think. Let me tell you tomorrow.” + +Grace – “I'm in, you know that.” + +Luke – “This is all so weird, but you are my sister. I'm in.” + +Joan looks at Adam awaiting his response, “I have to think. I will +tell you tomorrow with Rabbi Polonsky.” Joan is disappointed. She had +really hoped he would already be on her side. “Mom, Dad, you had +better leave. It's a long drive home.” + +Helen – “I packed an overnight bag. We could stay.” + +Joan – “No, Dad needs to get back to work, and both of you need time +alone to think about what I have told you. I'll see you in a few +days. I love both of you.” She gives them both a hug. + +They all head out to the car and Luke says goodbye to his parents as +well. They all wave as Will and Helen pull out of the driveway. The +drive home is long and quiet. Both are thinking about what happened +and are trying to make sense of it. As they near home, Will breaks +the silence, “I will start checking into Ryan Hunter tomorrow. I +promise.” + +The others return inside the cottage and Joan announces, “I think I +have said enough for one night. I'm going into the bedroom to read. +Goodnight.” She retires to the bed and continues reading Jeanne +d'Arc. + +After Joan is asleep, Grace comes to bed, “Joan, are you awake?” + +Joan is really not awake, but enough to respond, “Yeah, what do you +want?” + +Grace – “Thank you for telling us what you did tonight.” + +Joan – “You're welcome.” + +Grace – “But that wasn't all of it, was it?” + +Joan pauses for a moment, “I gave you half a red pill. Goodnight.” + +At Home + +The alarm goes off, and it's time for Will to get ready for work. +Helen removes his bandage, “I'll put a new one on after your shower. +I'll bring up some coffee in a few minutes.” + +Will proceeds to get cleaned up, and Helen goes downstairs to make +the coffee. She finds Kevin is already in the kitchen, “Coffee's +ready, aren't I a good son?” + +Helen – “You sure are. I'll be back in a minute.” She takes a cup up +to Will and returns. “Can I make you some breakfast?” + +Kevin – “Sure, but just a small one. How about a couple of eggs and +some toast?” + +Helen – “Okay, coming up.” She makes the meal and hears Will +finishing up in the shower. She goes back upstairs. “Ready for a new +bandage?” + +Will sits down on the bed and Helen puts it on, “It still looks +pretty bad. Maybe you should stay home from work today?” + +Will – “No, I have to go in, at least for a while. I need to get +things rolling. I'll come home early if it gets to hurting too bad.” + +Helen – “I think we should wait to tell Kevin about Joan.” + +Will – “I agree that she probably wants to keep it a secret, but +Kevin is her brother.” + +Helen – “That's what I mean. I think she might want to tell him +herself. Let's just wait until she comes home, okay?” + +Will – “Okay, we'll keep Kevin out of the loop for now.” He pauses +for a moment, “I want you to call around today and get the best deal +you can on an alarm system for the house. I want it in by the end of +the week.” + +Helen – “You really thinks that’s necessary?” + +Will – “I'm not taking any chances.” + +They both go downstairs where Kevin is finishing his breakfast. + +Will – “Kevin, I would like you to do me a favor.” + +Kevin – “Sure, what is it?” + +Will – “I would like you to search the newspaper database and copy +everything you find on Ryan Hunter. And I need you to do it quietly. +No one is to know.” + +Kevin – “Sure, what is this about?” + +Will – “I can't tell you yet. Will you do it anyway?” + +Kevin – “Sure, I'll bring everything I find home tonight.” + +Will – “Thank you.” + +At the Cottage + +Joan wakes up early, showers and dons her swimsuit. She makes herself +breakfast and heads out to the dock. While reading Jeanne d'Arc, she +sits in an inner tube and watches the sunrise. + +A little later, Rabbi and Sarah Polonsky get up, followed by Grace, +“Have you seen Joan?” + +Sarah – “She's out by the dock, reading. Can I make you some +breakfast?” + +Grace – “Yeah, sure, that would be nice. I'll be back in a few +minutes.” She walks out to talk to Joan, “Hey, what are you doing?” + +Joan – “Reading, watching the sunrise. I'm still on vacation. Aren't +you?” + +Grace – “Yeah, but I thought…” + +Joan interrupts, “Ryan Hunter can wait. We can talk later. Let's go +swimming.” + +Grace – “Sure, let me get some breakfast, change, and I'll be back.” +She goes back inside. + +Sarah – “What did she say?” + +Grace – “She wants to go swimming. I will never figure her out.” She +goes to change into her swimsuit and returns. + +Sarah – “Here is your breakfast. Joan was very brave to do what she +did last night, and now she wants to have fun. Can you blame her?” + +Grace – “No, now that you have put it that way. All of that other +stuff can wait.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Your mother and I have been talking about what Joan +told us last night. If it is true, it is very disturbing. She is your +friend. What can you tell us about her?” + +Grace thinks for a while, “Joan is flighty on a lot of things, but +one thing has always remained consistent. She does not lie. I believe +what she has told us. And what is really frightening is that she has +only told us half of what she knows.” She pauses for a moment, “Dad, +think about what is written in the Torah. There were Sarah, Miriam, +Devorah, Esther, and many others. If you believe in them, then +believe in Joan.” She clears her plate and heads down to the dock. + +Joan – “Ready?” + +Grace – “Let's do the swing.” + +Joan – “Yeah!” + +At the Sheriff's Station + +Will arrives and goes into his office. He writes a note and calls +Carlisle to come in. + +Carlisle – “Yes, boss?” + +He hands Carlisle the note. It reads, ‘I want this place swept for +bugs, now!’ + +Carlisle looks somewhat surprised at Will, “On it, boss.” + +At the Cottage + +Luke and Adam finally wake up. They come to the table and Sarah fixes +them breakfast. They can hear Joan and Grace laughing and splashing +outside. Luke comments, “Did last night not happen?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “You are still on vacation, are you not? Go have +fun! We'll talk about these other matters later.” + +Luke goes down to the dock and joins Joan on the swing. Adam joins +Grace who has decided to float in the inner tube. Adam and Grace +float out onto the lake. + +Grace – “So what are you going to do?” + +Adam – “I really don't see Ryan Hunter the way Joan does.” + +Grace – “Charming and beautiful?” + +Adam – “Well, I wouldn't use those words, but yeah. He saved my life +and got me my job. Would someone Joan is describing do that?” + +Grace – “Does he know how you feel about her?” + +Adam – “Well yeah, we talked that night in the woods.” + +Grace – “Then he's using you to get to her.” + +Adam – “Maybe.” + +Grace – “Joan has drawn a line in the sand. You know that, right?” + +Adam – “Oh yeah, she has made that quite clear.” + +Grace – “Then what's your problem?” + +Adam – “Do you think I have a chance of ever winning her back?” + +Grace – “You have none if you go against her on this.” + +Adam – “Answer the question, please.” + +Grace – “There's a chance, but it's not going to be easy.” + +Adam – “Nothing is ever easy with Joan.” He pauses for a moment, “I +still love her. I'm in.” + +Jakob and Sarah have decided to go for a walk. They have walked down +the road some distance from the cottage. The squirrels are at it +again, jumping from limb to limb, and the birds are again upset with +their presence. They are enjoying the show. + +Sarah – “So, what do you think about what Joan has told us?” + +Jakob – “I think I believe her, and it is not only due to her +performance last night. Grace, for as long as I can remember, has +always been against everything. She didn't want to do the studying +for her Bat Mitzvah. She didn't want to learn how to cook. When we +have talked about politics, she is against both parties. And there +are so many other things that she is just against. But this is the +first time I can recall her ever being for something. She believes in +Joan. I think that is significant.” + +Sarah – “I see that, too. When do you plan to tell her?” + +Jacob – “Today, sometime today.” + +While they were talking, they have been strolling down the lane. They +come upon a ditch on the side of the road. + +Sarah – “Oh, look! Look at all of the flowers. They are so beautiful. +There must be hundreds of them. This must be where Joan picked the +flowers the other day.” + +Jakob – “Would you like me to pick some for you?” + +Sarah – “No, Joan's flowers are still on the coffee table, maybe when +they begin to wilt.” They turn around and head back to the cabin. + +At the Sheriff's Station + +Carlisle – “We're clean. They found five bugs.” + +Toni – “What made you think about checking?” + +Will – “Toni, please close the door.” After it is closed, he +continues, “The bugs were just a hunch. Any idea where these bugs +came from?” + +Carlisle – “Off the shelf hardware.Could have been bought at any +number of online spyware sites.” + +Will – “Carlisle, what's on your schedule for tomorrow?” + +Carlisle – “Just coming to work.” + +Will – “Keep it open.” He pauses once again, “I have two sources that +have provided information that connects Ryan Hunter to the St. +Peter's vandalism, the Synagogue fire, and the Community Theater +fire.” + +Toni – “What's the connection?” + +Will – “God.” + +Carlisle – “God is our perp?” + +Will – “No, they all have something to do with God. The church and +the synagogue are places of worship and Jesus Christ Superstar was +playing at the community theater. Our perp hates God, and they tell +me so does Ryan Hunter.” + +Carlisle – “That's pretty thin, boss.” + +Will - “Thin, maybe, but wrong? I don't think so. Anyway, we are +going to find everything we can on Ryan Hunter and see where it +leads.” He pauses for a moment, “Have you two had a chance to read +Roebuck's report on the Synagogue fire?” + +Toni – “Read it yesterday, the letters, ‘I', ‘V', ‘L', and ‘O'. I +love you. They could say I love you.” + +Carlisle – “And there's also, ‘Vaseline', ‘volatile', ‘Ovaltine', and +‘jovial'.” + +Will – “Those are good ones! Here is another possibility.” He hands +Toni the napkin Joan had given him, “Elverson's Dairy. Put them all +in the report.” + +Toni, I want you and Carlisle to work together on this. Find out +everything you can on the Arcadia Citizen's Watchdog Committee and +Ryan Hunter's connection to it. + +Carlisle, Ryan Hunter told me he was rich, something about stock +market investments. Find out where he gets his money, and what he's +doing with it. And both of you, do it quietly.” + +When they leave, Will looks up the Millersville Police on his +computer. He goes through the menus until he finds him, ‘Detective +David Anderson.' He makes the call. + +Receptionist – “Millersville Police, how may I direct your call?” + +Will – “Detective Anderson, please.” + +Receptionist – “One moment, please.” + +After Detective Anderson answers and identifies himself, Will says, +“Hello, this is Will Girardi. I want to thank you for getting the +message to my children. It really helped.” + +Detective Anderson – “No problem, glad I could help.” + +Will – “The reason I am calling is because of a fire you had there a +few months back where Michael McCauley died. Are you familiar with +it?” + +Detective Anderson – “Yes, I am in charge of the investigation.” + +Will – “Is it still open?” + +Detective Anderson – “Yes, why?” + +Will – “We have had some fires in Arcadia that I believe might be +connected. I would like to send a detective with our files and have +you two compare notes. Would that be okay?” + +Detective Anderson – “Sure, when do you want to get together?” + +Will – “Tomorrow, if that's not too soon. Say, after lunch, about one +o'clock?” + +Detective Anderson – “Okay, that will be fine.” + +Will – “The detectives name is William Carlisle. I hope your meeting +is fruitful.” + +Detective Anderson – “Me, too.” + +Will calls Carlisle back to his office, “How would you like to drive +to Millersville tomorrow?” + +Carlisle – “Puff duty, I like it.” + +Will – “There was fire in Millersville a few months ago. Make copies +of the St. Peter's and Synagogue files and compare notes. Your +contact is Detective David Anderson. The meeting is set for one +o'clock. You can leave from home.” + +Carlisle leaves and Will gets on the phone once again, “Victor! Will +Girardi. It's been a while. How have you been? …Great… great to hear +that. I have a favor to ask…” + +At the Cottage + +Sarah has fed them lunch, and they are all sitting at the table. +Rabbi Polonsky begins to speak, “Joan, Sarah and I have talked about +what you have told us. We believe you. We are willing to help. What +would you like us to do?” + +Joan – “Thank you, Rabbi Polonsky.” She redirects, “Adam, have you +made your decision?” + +Adam – “I'm still not sure you are right about Ryan, but I will help +you to find the truth. I'm with you.” + +Joan smiles briefly, “Thank you, Adam. Rabbi Polonsky, we need to +learn more about Ryan. There are a lot of members of your Synagogue. +Can you ask them what they know about him?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “I can do that. I will let Grace know what I learn.” + +Joan – “Again, thank you.” She pauses for a moment, “You know you +have to keep me a secret. I mean, I still want to go to school and +have friends and do everything a normal teenager does. If everyone +knows about my dreams, I won't be able to do that.” + +Sarah – “We understand; we will keep your secret.” + +Joan looks around at the others. They also agree. “Well, we have +three more days left, and I plan to enjoy it.” + +Joan and Grace relax on the recliners while Adam and Luke continue to +have fun on the tire swing. Joan is sort of reading Jeanne d'Arc and +watching the boys. + +Grace – “Do you still love him?” + +Joan – “No… yes… maybe. I'm still mad at him.” + +Grace – “I know that, but do you still love him?” + +Joan - “I don't know.” She continues to watch Adam as he and Luke +horse around on the swing. A smile paints across her face as she +thinks to herself, ‘But my God, it's so beautiful when the boy +smiles.' diff --git a/04-TheOutingPart1.rst b/04-TheOutingPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0145c9e --- /dev/null +++ b/04-TheOutingPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1278 @@ +Episode 3.04, The Outing, Part 1 +-------------------------------- + +Dark ominous clouds layer the sky as bolts of lightning strike the +ground far and near. An evil creature is approaching; dressed in +reflective armor, deflecting every photon bolt that is lunged at him. +His eyes glow, pulsating from red to purple and back again. Saliva +drips from his rimless lips, causing puffs of green smoke to rise +from the ground as it pulverizes matter back to its basic elements. +All that is holy curses him, but no one has been able to defeat him. +He is a phantom, elusive to every kind of attack. The people, the +lowly peasants across the land, have given him the name, Phantom +Warrior. + +Other creatures, perhaps innocent bystanders, run to save their +pathetic lives. The attack continues to stop this demon from reaching +Grom City. For this is where Phaylor has made his last stand, and you +know he must be saved. For he, along with Duchess Maron, are the only +hope, the last chance to stave off a universe of darkness. + +The soldier fires continuously from his photon cannon, and his +comrade is firing his as well, but nothing seems to affect this +creature. Do we have other weapons? Yes, but they are in the armory, +and to get there, you must cross the river of molten zornite. This no +human has succeeded in doing without losing his life. But you have to +try, it’s our only hope. Use the force, Luke. What… what force? Then +a korsite bomb explodes nearby, temporarily blinding them both. As +the fog clears from their eyes, they see the most terrifying image +flashing before them… Game Over. + +Luke – “That was really cool! Where did you get this game?” + +Friedman – “I hacked it off the Microgames website. The released +version will be out in a few months.” + +Luke – “I really want to play this again, but we should get to doing +what we came here for. Do you really think you can do it?” + +Friedman – “Piece of cake!No matter what security is in place, there +is always a way around it. I have been doing this as a hobby for a +couple of years now. Remember Angela’s diary?” + +Luke – “Yeah and that didn’t work out so well, did it?” + +Friedman – “How was I to know? I just saw her talking about her +breasts and thought, ‘Cool!’ I didn’t read the whole thing either.” +He pauses for a moment. + +“But I have done some good things. I kept Judith from failing trig. +Every time she would fail something, which was almost always, I would +boost it up to a C. No one knew, not even Judith. She just thought +she faked her way through it. Always guessing c or c on an exam +really doesn’t work.” + +Luke – “Have you done that for other people… yourself?” + +Friedman – “Judith’s grades are the only ones I’ve changed. I have +been tempted to change some of mine, but it didn’t seem right.” + +Luke – “I really liked Judith, too. We all miss her. But, I know you +and Joan miss her most of all.” + +Friedman – “Yeah, my luck with women can be a testament to mankind of +what shouldn’t happen. Maybe I’m destined to become a lonely computer +geek.” + +Luke – “No, you have to stay in the game. Things will turn around, +you’ll see.” + +Friedman – “It’s a game? Well, it hasn’t been a game for me.” + +Luke – “Maybe ‘game’ isn’t the best word. How about love is a +never-ending pop quiz? You never get all of the answers right, but +even the wrong ones prepare you for the final exam. The next time it +will be better. You’ll see.” + +Friedman – “A pop quiz?That’s funny. You’ll have a good career in the +fortune cookie business. But hey, I can only go up from here, right?” + +Luke – “Trust me, I’m right on this, but back to the task at hand. +Can you do this?” + +Friedman – “Sure, let’s just start with their website. What are we +looking for?” + +Luke – “Anything and everything. Grab whatever you can and we’ll sort +it out later. Knowledge is power, but don’t worry about what’s +publicly available. That is what Ryan wants us to see. We need to +find out what he is really up to.” + +Friedman – “Wow, they have some heavy security in place. How can a +volunteer organization afford security like this?” + +Luke – “Joan says Ryan is really rich. He probably paid for it +himself. Are we finished?” + +Friedman – “No, let me bring up Whisker and see what we can learn.” +Mumbling to himself, “Windows XP, Dell Dimension 4700, Whoa!” + +Luke – “What happened?” + +Friedman – “It kicked me out! I’ve never had that happen before. This +is going to be more work than I thought. I know some hacker sites +where I can get some more ideas, but it will take time. You wanna +play the game again?” + +Luke – “No, I told you that I couldn’t stay long. I have to help Joan +with a project. I’ll call you later.” + +At Home + +Joan wanted to tell Kevin last night, but he was out with Lilly when +she got home. The hours dragged on and on. Finally, she just couldn’t +stay awake any longer, and she had to go to sleep. It’s a good thing +because he spent the night at Lilly’s. + +Kevin called this morning and said he would be home for lunch. That’s +why when Friedman asked Luke to come over, he told him that he +couldn’t stay long. + +Joan has been in her room most of the morning trying to figure out +the best way to tell Kevin. She is happy that the other night went +well, but she feels she should tell Kevin in private. He’s her big +brother, and although she loves Luke too, Kevin has always had a +special place in her heart. However, she can’t decide how to do it. +Should she just blurt it out or should she work her way into it? This +is so important to her that she is even wondering if she should not +tell him at all. At least with a blue pill, there is no chance of his +feelings for her changing. What to do is tormenting her. + +She hears Kevin come in the front door and can hear him talking to +the others downstairs. Then she hears the hum of the chair lift +bringing him upstairs. The bathroom door closes. She walks into his +bedroom, sits and waits. + +Kevin comes in and sees Joan, “Joan! What are you doing here?” + +Joan – “I have to tell you something.” + +Kevin – “Sure, shoot!” Kevin has the cocky, cavalier attitude he gets +sometimes. + +Joan – “This is hard. There is something about me that you should +know.” + +Kevin – “I already know you’re a sub-defective.” + +Joan – “It’s not that. Well, maybe it is. I don’t know, but something +has been happening to me for a long time.” + +Kevin – “Like what?” + +Joan – “I have dreams.” + +Kevin – “So do I.” + +Joan – “No, mine are different. Mine come true.” + +Kevin – “Oh, I see where you’re going. This is a joke.” + +Joan – “No, really, I see things, and then they come true.” + +Kevin – “Right! You know, I believed that psychic for the longest +time. Now, I’m seriously thinking about asking Lilly to marry me. Do +you really think there is a chance in hell I’ll be dancing at my +wedding?” He slaps his legs. + +Joan – “No, Kevin, I’m trying to tell you something.” + +Kevin – “Come on, April fools is already past and this isn’t funny.” + +Joan – “No, Kevin, please.” She now realizes she has failed. She runs +into her bedroom, locks the door, and begins to cry on her bed. + +Kevin has no clue what just happened, but it still breaks his heart +to see his sister cry. He knocks on her door, “Joan, I’m sorry, come +out.” She doesn’t respond. “Joan, I’m sorry I didn’t laugh at your +joke, come on out.” Of course, this just causes Joan to sob even +more. + +Kevin gives up and goes back down stairs, “What’s with Joan? I didn’t +laugh at her joke and now she all crying. I don’t get it.” + +Helen – “Oh God, what did you say to her?” She doesn’t wait for an +answer. She runs upstairs and begins knocking on Joan’s door. + +Luke – “Hey, big bro. You have really stepped in it now.” Kevin gives +Luke and Will that puzzled look. He still doesn’t realize what just +happened. + +Will recounts the story of the other night, and Luke supplements +parts that he misses. Between the two of them, they reproduce the +conversation pretty well. Helen comes back down. She is furious, “She +won’t come out of her room.” + +Kevin – “I’m sorry, I assumed she was joking.” + +Helen – “Do you know who your grandmother is?” + +Kevin – “Ah, yeah, Catherine Brodie.” + +Helen – “Well, you’re right, and you’re wrong. She has been a +wonderful mother to me, but she didn’t become my mother until I was +nine. My other mother, the one who gave birth to me, had dreams too, +only they locked her away in an insane asylum until the day she died. +I was so afraid that I never told anyone about my dreams. It was +years before I was even willing to tell your father. Now, your sister +is having them. You had better get used to the idea if you ever plan +to have a daughter.” + +Kevin – “Wait a minute! If you knew about this, why did you let them +send Joan away to Gentle Acres?” + +Helen – “Oh, you better believe I thought about it, but that was +different. She was sick and we could all see that. We decided to let +the doctors try to help her. However, even if they hadn’t been able +too, Joan was coming home no matter what.” + +Kevin considers her response and agrees with her argument, “Well, Dad +and Luke already told me what happened last Tuesday.” + +Helen – “Well, there’s something else we need to talk about. It’s +Lilly.” + +Kevin – “What does she have to do with this?” + +Will – “You can’t tell her.” + +Kevin – “Why not?She’ll keep it a secret.” + +Helen – “It’s not that. What do you suppose Lilly will do when she +learns it was Ryan Hunter who trashed her church?” + +Kevin – “She’ll probably go beat the crap out of him.” + +Will – “That’s why you can’t tell her. We’ll find a way to get Ryan +Hunter, but none of us want Lilly ending up in jail or worse doing +it.” + +Kevin considers Will’s argument for a moment, “Yeah, I guess you’re +right, but I have never lied to her, and I don’t want to start now.” + +Helen – “You won’t have to. As long as she doesn’t know, there will +be no reason for her to ask.” + +Kevin looks at Helen, and without saying it, she can see that he +agrees. + +Helen – “Now, you’re going back upstairs, and you are going to talk +your sister out of her room.” + +It took awhile, but Joan finally let Kevin in. He apologized again +and allowed her to explain what she has been going through, “So, do +you think I’m crazy?” + +Kevin – “Earlier today, I would have thought yes, but now, I’m not so +sure. You certainly have been able to convince the others.” + +Joan – “Do you still love me?” + +Kevin – “Of course I do. Why would you even think otherwise?” + +This is what she wanted to hear. She sits on his lap and gives him a +hug. + +Kevin – “Come on downstairs. We still haven’t had lunch, and I’m +starved.” + +They go downstairs where the others have also been waiting for Joan’s +arrival. Helen fixes soup and sandwiches. + +Kevin – “So Joan, you look like you need a nap. Is there any chance +of getting next Wednesday’s lotto number?” + +She gives him a smirk, “It doesn’t work that way.” + +Kevin – “Don’t get mad. So, you have these dreams about different +places, but you don’t know why.” + +Joan – “I just know it is someplace that I want to be, someplace that +I will be.” + +Kevin – “So, how do you connect the dots?” + +Joan – “I haven’t figured that out yet.” + +Helen decides to change the subject, “Why don’t you wear your blue +dress to the Goetzmann’s tonight?” + +Joan – “Mom, no, I want to wear normal clothes. Elizabeth won’t be +dressing up.” + +Helen – “This will be the first time your father and I have met them. +I want to be sure to make a good first impression.” + +Joan – “You and Dad can dress for the prom if you want, but I’m +wearing jeans.” + +Helen – “Well, at least wear your new red pair. I washed them and +they’re in the laundry room.” + +Kevin – “So, how did this come about, because of Elizabeth?” + +Will – “Wayne Goetzmann called me last Monday and invited us over. He +wants to thank me for helping Elizabeth at the theater.” + +Kevin – “For saving his daughter’s life?” + +Will – “Yes, but all of this hero stuff is too much. There were two +other men who helped out too. They were barely mentioned by the +Herald. A simple thank you was enough and Elizabeth has already done +that.” + +Kevin – “Then you might not like what Lilly and I made for you.” + +He motions for Will to look in the pouch on the back of his +wheelchair. Will pulls out a brightly wrapped package with bows and +ribbons. There is a little card. It reads, ‘To my Dad.’ + +Kevin – “Open it.” + +He opens the package and pulls out a large varnished plaque with the +newspaper article from the Herald decoupaged to the front. It has the +picture of him carrying Elizabeth out of the theater followed by the +entire article. + +Will – “I don’t know what to say. This is wonderful.” He holds it up +for the others to see, “Thank you, Kevin.” + +Kevin – “Well, Lilly did the decoupage. I enlarged the picture and +reformatted the article so it would fit nicely on the plaque.” + +Helen – “It’s so beautiful. It almost looks like a painting. I have +decoupaged before, but I have never gotten results like this! Lilly +and I will be having a talk.” + +Joan leaves and in a few minutes, they hear pounding. She comes back +and takes the plaque from her father, “I know just where to put this, +come on.” + +They all go into the living room and Joan places the plaque on the +nail. It is prominently centered above the bookcase, “There.” She +steps back to look at it with the others. She gives her father a kiss +on the cheek and says, “You will always be my hero.” + +Later, they have all gotten ready to leave. Joan has on her jeans, +but they are actually burgundy in color. She chose a dark blue knit +top that has ‘Breathe’ in white decal across the chest. + +Helen – “Well, you look nice, even though it’s toned down a bit. I +saw that when you bought it. What does it mean?” + +She turns around to show Helen the back of the shirt. It also has a +white decal that says ‘2 AM’. “It’s a song by Anna Nalick. I love her +music.” + +Will has chosen black dress pants with a light gray dress shirt, +matching belt and shoes, but no tie. Helen is wearing a summer dress +similar to what Sarah bought, except Helen chose it in brown tones. +She also bought the matching bonnet, but will not be wearing it this +evening. + +Kevin and Luke are ready to go as well, but not to the Goetzmann’s. +For them, this will be a boys’ night out. They haven’t done this in a +long time, and this is the perfect opportunity. + +Luke – “So, when are you going to tell me what we are doing tonight?” + +Kevin – “It’s a surprise. Trust me, you’ll like it.” + +At the Goetzmann’s + +Will is driving again. His burn is not completely healed, but well +enough to permit the use of his hand. He still wears a bandage, but +just to keep it from being bumped. + +They ring the bell and June answers the door. Wayne and Elizabeth are +also there. She invites them in, “Hi, I’m June. This is my husband +Wayne, and of course, you know Elizabeth.” They exchange greetings. +Helen offers the lime and carrot Jell-O she has made for dessert. +June excuses herself to put it in the fridge. Wayne begins to offer +his hand, but retracts it. He then offers his left hand, “I am really +glad to finally meet you. I hope to be able to do this the right way +soon.” + +Will – “It’s nice to meet you too. The hand is almost healed.” + +Will turns and Elizabeth is there. She gives him a big hug, “I just +needed to do that. Thank you, Mr. Girardi, for saving my life.” + +Will – “It was my pleasure. I’m glad to see you are looking well. It +is certainly a change from the last time I saw you.” + +Elizabeth – “Well, it’s all because of you.” She looks at Joan, “Come +on, let’s go up to my room.” + +At the Restaurant + +Kevin has decided to take Luke to Lin’s Family Restaurant. He has +eaten there on several occasions and enjoys the food. It has always +been for lunch, but the dinner menu is the same. Actually, it is +buffet style with a bounteous selection of Chinese food. He has never +had a problem with finding something good to eat. + +When they arrive, Chun Chen, known by all as Cee-Cee, escorts them to +their table. She is an exquisitely beautiful young woman and would be +enough to cause the men to come visit, even if the food was lousy. +She welcomes them and takes their drink order. Kevin and Luke both +order sweet tea. + +Kevin and Luke go and fill up their plates with a variety of foods. +Kevin suggests that Luke try the sweet and sour chicken. When they +return to their table, Kevin begins to speak, “Let me tell you +something about Cee-Cee. It’s a story the Herald was going to run, +but pulled at her request. You’ve heard about the bombing in Atlanta +during the Olympics in 1996?” + +Luke – “Yeah, Eric Rudolph, everyone knows about that.” + +Kevin – “Well, here is something you don’t know. Cee-Cee was an +athlete for the Chinese team that summer. She was only one of the +alternates and never actually performed. She and some of her +teammates were in the park when the bomb went off. They all ran along +with their burly escorts, you know, their protectors, although +everyone knows their job was to make sure they didn’t get away. +However, when everyone ran, Cee-Cee kept running. You see, she was an +alternate for Women’s 100-meter event. She took advantage of the +confusion and escaped. This was an embarrassment for the Chinese +government and there was a deal made to keep the story from the +press. That’s why Cee-Cee didn’t want us to run the story. Her family +is still in China and she fears for them. The owner here, Mr. Lin, is +a distant cousin, and he took her in. + +Luke – “How did you find out about it?” + +Kevin – “One of her younger cousins blabbed the story and somehow +Andy Reese found out about it. I just think it is awe-inspiring. When +you look at her, you would never imagine that is her story.” + +At the Goetzmann’s + +Elizabeth – “I like your shirt.” She puts in a CD and Anna Nalick +begins to play. She turns the volume down low so they can talk, “Do +you like my hair?” + +Joan – “Yeah, it looks fine, but I heard some of it got burned off.” + +Elizabeth – “It did, this is a wig. I’m glad you couldn’t tell. This +wig is a little more blond than how I usually wear my hair. It’ll be +months before my real hair grows back long enough. Will you keep my +secret?” + +Joan – “Sure, I’m good at keeping secrets.” + +Elizabeth – “So, whatchabeen doing since you got kidnapped?” + +Joan gives her a look, because she can see she is smiling, +“Housework, mostly. I got grounded for three weeks, but I spent this +last week at Lake Nashman. I had a wonderful time.” + +Elizabeth – “You had everyone worried for awhile. Mom was watching +the news when I got home. I’ve never gotten a hug like she gave me +when I walked in the door.” She reconsiders for a few seconds, “Well, +except for last Sunday. That was a biggest ever.” + +After the girls went upstairs, Wayne asked if anyone would like a +drink. He and Will have a Sam Adams, and June and Helen drink +homemade lemon-limeade. Helen has gone into the kitchen with June +while she tends the stove. Wayne and Will are still in the living +room. + +Wayne – “I already know a lot about you. I’ve seen you on the news a +few times. Let me tell you about myself. We are originally from Fort +Wayne, Indiana. We moved here about 10 years ago. I own a small +business on South Clinton Street. We sell mobile homes and, more +recently, modular homes. As you probably know, Arcadia doesn’t allow +mobile homes within the city limits, so I built a mobile home park +just east of town. It’s called Sandalwood Estates. Have you heard of +it?” + +Will – “Yes, I’ve driven by it a few times.” + +Wayne – “Good, well, here is the part of the story that I assume you +will like.” He pauses for a brief moment, “About two years ago, they +annexed us into the city limits. Then I started receiving notices +that I was in violation of this and didn’t have a permit for that and +just everything you can imagine. I had all of my permits. They were +registered with the county, but the City of Arcadia didn’t seem to +care about that. The fines kept accumulating, and I refused to pay. +It went on and on until finally, I reached the point where I was +about to give up. I couldn’t afford to pay my lawyer anymore. Then +guess what happened?” + +Will – “I don’t know, what?” + +Wayne – “You toppled the Arcadia City government, and the whole +problem just went away. I thought about calling you then, but I put +it off and never got around to it. I wish I had called. But at least +you know the story now.” + +Will smiles. “Well, it is my honor to protect and serve.” + +Wayne – “Well, you sure did. I have two other parks, but they are far +enough outside of the city limits that I shouldn’t have any trouble +for years.” He pauses while he takes a drink of his beer, “Now, about +me. Well, there’s June and Elizabeth. I know that sounds boring, but +that’s all I care about. I play a little golf occasionally, and I +enjoy playing Euchre, but that’s about it.” + +Will – “My son and I play golf occasionally. Maybe we could get +together sometime.” + +Wayne – “That would be great! Elizabeth mentioned Joan had a brother +after we talked. Luke is it? It will be fun.” + +Will – “I have another son. His name is Kevin. He’s the one who plays +golf.” + +Wayne – “Oh, sorry, I didn’t know about him. Do you have any other +children?” + +Will – “No, just Kevin, Joan, and Luke. What is Euchre?” + +Wayne – “It’s a card game my family has played for years. I was going +to ask if you would like to play later, but it just kind of popped +out now.” + +Will – “Yeah, sure. It has been quite a few years since Helen and I +have played cards with friends, but you’ll have to teach us the +game.” + +Wayne – “It’s not hard. It is sort of like Bridge.” + +June calls from the kitchen, “Wayne, it’s time to finish the steaks.” + +Wayne – “We are having porterhouses. I’ve cooked them all to +medium-rare. They have been keeping warm in a warmer-steamer next to +the grill. How would you like yours done?” + +Will – “Medium, with just a little pink in the middle.” + +Wayne excuses himself to finish the steaks. Helen and June have been +talking in the kitchen, mostly about the meal that is being prepared. +June mentioned that she works part-time helping with the +administrative tasks of Wayne’s business. Just after she calls Wayne, +she mentions she has another part-time job, “Go take a look at the +painting in the living room.” + +Helen had noticed the painting before, but is now getting her first +close look. She studies the painting and absorbs its beauty. Then she +begins to look closer, examining the technique, the strokes, the use +of blending, and other characteristics. She realizes and exclaims, +“This is by Thomas Gainsborough!” She calls out to June, “Is this an +original?” + +June enters the living room, “No, it’s a reproduction. It’s titled +‘\ \ `Rocky Landscape with Hagar and +Ishmael <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Gainsborough-RockylandscapewithHaga.jpg>`__\ .’ +That’s my other part-time job. I do contract work repairing and +reconditioning paintings through the Arcadia Museum of Art. This one +was damaged at the Memphis Brooks Museum of Art in Tennessee in 2000. +When I finished the repair, I painted this copy.” + +Helen – “You do such marvelous work! Why haven’t I heard of you?” + +June – “Oh, I don’t get to put my name on them. The paintings still +belong to the original artist. There is a sticker on the back with my +name and the date restored, but that’s it.” + +Helen – “But you are so good, why don’t you do your own work?” + +June – “I get to duplicate the masters. I am happy doing that.” . + +At the Restaurant + +Luke and Kevin are on their last serving of food. Kevin continues, +“When Joan told me about her dreams, it reminded me of Cee-Cee. Both +Cee-Cee and Joan have secrets that if revealed, would radically +change their lives. In Cee-Cee’s case, maybe, maybe not, but she +believes it. Cee-Cee just wanted to be free; and Joan, she just wants +everyone to think she’s normal. They both just want an opportunity to +live a normal life. So they carry their secrets. Now we have to carry +their secrets, and I haven’t even mentioned Mom. All of those years +of being afraid to tell anyone about her dreams. I just wonder how +many other people there are like Mom, Joan, and Cee-Cee.” Kevin +really wasn’t looking for Luke to answer. He was more thinking out +loud. Kevin hands Luke a page from the newspaper, “Hey, here’s what +we are doing next.” Luke unfolds it and Kevin points, “Read that +article.” + +Luke reads the headline, “Local Inventor Sells Patent to Sealy Corp.” +He reads on, “Dietrich Steinholz, a resident of Arcadia, recently +sold his patent for a newly designed mattress coil system. A +representative for Sealy Corporation stated ‘It will revolutionize +the industry’. Dietrich Steinholz will be one of the featured +speakers at the Arcadia College Science and Industry Fair on Saturday +night. He will discuss his recent work, and also update his thoughts +on String Theory since the 1975 publication of his book Positing The +String Theory\ …” He looks at Kevin, “This is so cool! Is this where +we’re going?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I remembered you telling me that you had met him at +the bookstore. Let’s head over to the college. I will probably be +bored out of my mind, but I’m sure you will enjoy it.” + +Luke – “Thanks, Kevin.” + +At the Goetzmann’s + +Joan and Elizabeth are still talking. They have gone through quite a +few subjects, from school last year to boys. The latter was a sore +subject for Joan. Elizabeth had heard about Joan and Adam’s breakup +with Bonnie as the other woman. Information like that always spreads +like wildfire through a high school. She offered her condolences. + +Joan – “Adam and I are still friends, but it’s hard.” + +Elizabeth – “I really don’t know what to say. I feel bad for you. +When Jim and I broke up, it was hard, but it was because he was a +jerk and not because of someone else. I’ve been so busy studying for +the play that I haven’t even tried to find a new boyfriend. Maybe +when school starts we’ll both meet someone new?” + +Joan – “Yeah, maybe, but I’m just not ready for anyone yet.” + +Elizabeth – “I hear you. You need to find something else to occupy +your time. What do you like to do?” + +Joan ponders her question for a moment, “I recently started to learn +yoga. I like it.” + +Elizabeth – “Then go for it. If you like it, then learn everything +you can about it. It will give you something positive to pursue and +keep your mind off the bad things.” + +Joan – “What would you like to do, other than sing and act?” + +Elizabeth – “I have started taking dance lessons. I’m not a bad +dancer, but I’ve never had formal training. It’s just something that +I want to learn because the day is coming when I’ll have to sing and +dance, and I want to be ready.” + +Joan – “You really do love to perform.” + +Elizabeth – “That’s my passion. Isn’t it obvious?” + +Joan – “Yeah and you are good. Sometimes, I wish I had your ability.” + +Elizabeth – “You did good when you were in the chorus, and when you +sang your song, it was beautiful. You have it. It’s there if you want +it. You just need to tune it up.” + +Anna Nalick is on her second run through, so Elizabeth ejects it to +change to something else, “Do you like country western?” + +Joan – “Not really. I like White Stripes, Mariah Carey, Kelly +Clarkson.” She pauses to think, “I have actually been listening to a +lot of old music lately. My Dad found a record/cassette/CD player and +bought it. He has a lot of records that he hasn’t listened to in +years. Anyway, I’ve been listening, too. Most of them are really +awful, but some of them I like. He has an album by Bette Midler. I +love her song, The Rose.” + +Elizabeth – “Sing it for me.” + +Joan – “No, I can’t.” + +Elizabeth – “Come on, it’s just you and me, I want to hear it.” Joan +begins to sing. + +----- + +Some say love, it is a river +that drowns the tender reed. +Some say love, it is a razor +that leaves your soul to bleed. +Some say love, it is a hunger, +an endless aching need. +I say love, it is a flower, +and you its only seed. + +*It’s the heart afraid of breaking +that never learns to dance. +It’s the dream afraid of waking +that never takes the chance. +It’s the one who won’t be taken, +who cannot seem to give, +and the soul afraid of dyin’ +that never learns to live.* + +*When the night has been too lonely +and the road has been too long, +and you think that love is only +for the lucky and the strong, +just remember in the winter +far beneath the winter snows +lies the seed that with the sun’s love +in the spring becomes the rose.* + +Elizabeth – “That was really beautiful. See, I told you you could +sing. I like the song too. My Dad has the album.” + +Joan – “Then why did you ask me to sing it?” + +Elizabeth giggles, “Because I wanted to hear you sing.” + +June calls up the stairs, “Time for dinner.” + +They all gather around the table. + +June – “Would you mind if we say a prayer before we begin?” Everyone +gives their approval, “God is great, God is good, and we thank him +for this food. By his hand we all are fed. Give us Lord, our daily +bread. Bless our home with peace and love, and grant in Christ a home +above. Amen.” + +Helen – “That was nice, do you belong to a church?” + +June – “Arcadia United Methodist.” + +Will – “Oh, I remember Reverend Yardley. That was so terrible. How is +he doing?” + +June pauses before she responds, “Reverend Yardley never fully +recovered from his injuries. He went to be with God last summer. We +miss him a lot, but before he died, he found us a new minister. His +name is Reverend Sharpton. He’s young, but we like him a lot.” + +Will – “I’m sorry to hear about Reverend Yardley.” + +June, wishing to change the subject, directs her question to either +Elizabeth or Joan, “What have you two been doing?” + +Elizabeth – “Oh, just talking, listening to music. Joan sang me a +song.” + +Helen – “What song?” + +Joan is totally embarrassed, “\ The Rose. I didn’t want to have to +admit it, but I like some of Dad’s music.” + +Will smiles, “There’s nothing wrong with that. It just shows you have +good taste.” + +Joan gives him half a smile, “ Well Elizabeth, you had better not let +it get around school. I’m already a sub-defective. That’s your secret +to keep.” + +Elizabeth – “I was about to tell you upstairs that I like all kinds +of music. Well, except Rap. I just like real singing.” She pauses for +a moment. “I listen to some of the old stuff too. I really like the +Supremes, the Chilites, oh, and Lesley Gore, the Carpenters, Patsy +Cline, the Everly Brothers, Peter Paul & Mary. I could go on and on. +I’m not ashamed of it, but I’ll keep your secret if you want.” + +Joan – “Thank you.” + +Wayne has been sitting quietly, soaking it all in. He does that +sometimes. He’s the kind of man who prefers to keep his mouth shut +until he feels he has something worthwhile to say. “I don’t know what +album you have, but I have Bette Midler’s Greatest Hits. There are +other songs like From a Distance and Wind Beneath My Wings that I +think you might enjoy as well. You are welcome to borrow it.” + +Joan – “No, I don’t think I should.” + +Wayne – “That sounds like a yes to me. I’ll get it for you after +dinner.” + +Joan – “Thank you, Mr. Goetzmann.” + +At the College + +Kevin and Luke arrive at the auditorium. There are not as many people +there as they had expected. They are able to find seats near the +front. A woman is speaking, but neither of them recognize her. Luke +looks at the program. She is Susan Jordan. She is an ER technician at +University Medical Center. She is explaining about the new medical +equipment they have received and how it has improved medical +treatment. Dietrich Steinholz is the next scheduled speaker. + +At the Goetzmann’s + +When dinner is over, Elizabeth and Joan help June and Helen with the +dishes. Once they are nearly finished, June asks Elizabeth and Joan +to finish up, “Come on, Helen. I have one more painting to show you.” +She takes Helen up to her bedroom, “I like to see this one just +before I go to sleep and the first thing when I wake up.” + +Helen – “You don’t have to tell me about this one. It is ‘\ \ `The +Madonna and +Child <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/TheMadonnaandChild-AndreaDelSarto.jpg>`__\ \ ’ +by Andrea del Sarto. How did you ever get the chance to restore this +one?” + +June – “A buyer purchased it at Sotheby’s in January 2000. He kept it +for a while, but then decided to have it restored. I bid on the +contract, and I won! I really wasn’t expecting to win this one. Of +course, this is another reproduction.” + +Helen – “It is just amazing! You have done such a wonderful job. I am +so impressed.” + +June – “Thank you, Helen. Let’s go downstairs and play cards.” + +Helen is totally flabbergasted by June’s lackluster recognition of +her own talent. She has only done one painting close to hers, and she +turned that into ashes, “June, have you ever thought about teaching?” + +June – “I’ve tried, but I just can’t explain how I do it. Doing +something and teaching others how to do it are two different things. +Besides, I really enjoy the freedom to work when I want. That allows +me to spend time with Wayne and Elizabeth.” + +Helen – “Well, the next time you decide it’s time to paint, let me +know. I would love to watch over your shoulder. Maybe I can learn and +pass it on to my students.” + +June – “I would enjoy that. Maybe you can put into words what I +can’t.” + +At the College + +Dietrich Steinholz begins to speak, “I was asked to speak to you +tonight about science and invention. Science is all around us. It is +in everything we see and touch. Invention is just the application of +science to create something new. Both are sometimes difficult +concepts to understand and achieve. + +I am proud of my achievement with the new mattress design. Millions +of people will now sleep better because of my invention. I know I +have slept better since I started sleeping on my own mattress. +However, there is also the practical side of the equation. In +industry, for people to listen, there must be a practical application +for your ideas. That is a hard reality that you must understand. + +There have been many times when I felt that I had a brilliant idea +and nobody listened. That is the lesson I would like you to take away +from here tonight. Never give up. Keep those ideas coming. Someday, +somebody will listen. And when they do, then you will also have an +opportunity to represent those ideas that were once ignored. I really +do believe it all works out for the best in the end. + +The program says that I will also speak about string theory. The only +new idea I have been pondering lately has been one presented by a +young man I see in the audience tonight. We have a small group here +tonight. For those of you who are interested, I will be in room 21b +for a discussion of the subject after I leave the stage. Thank you.” + +After Mr. Steinholz leaves the stage, Luke and Kevin proceed to room +21b. On the door they see stenciled, Professor Steinholz. + +Professor Steinholz – “Luke, it is great to see you again. Come have +a seat.” + +Luke – “It’s good to see you again, too.” He ponders for a moment, +“How did you know my name?” + +Professor Steinholz – “I will explain that in a minute. Who is your +friend?” + +Luke – “This is my brother, Kevin.” + +Professor Steinholz offers a greeting, and they gather around a +table, “After our meeting at the bookstore, I began to wonder about +what you had proposed in your submission for the Hawking Award. I +know a member of the panel, so I was able to get a copy of your +submission. This is how I learned your name. Your hypothesis is +brilliant, but I believe some of the assumptions used in your formula +may need to be adjusted. I would like to discuss them with you.” + +Luke – “Great, which assumptions?” + +Professor Steinholz – “I don’t have my notes with me tonight. Perhaps +we could get together tomorrow and discuss it. Are you free?” + +Luke – “Free as a bird.” + +Professor Steinholz – “Here is what I propose. We get together +tomorrow afternoon and discuss your hypothesis and my concerns about +some of the variables. Then we follow it up with dinner at Don +Thornberry’s, my treat. You deserve it.” + +Luke – “That sounds great, but I’ll have to get my parents’ +permission.” + +Professor Steinholz – “I certainly expected that. Would you like me +to call them or for them to call me?” + +Luke – “Why don’t I talk to them and have them call you.” + +Professor Steinholz – “Good.” He writes his home phone number on his +business card. “I will be home tomorrow morning waiting for their +call.” + +At the Goetzmann’s + +They started the card game by explaining the rules followed by a few +hands played with everyone’s cards showing. That way, they could +explain the different strategies available to them. Of course, Wayne +and June were playing quite well, but Will and Helen quickly caught +on to the game. It wasn’t long before they won their first set. + +Joan and Elizabeth are in the living room. Elizabeth found the Bette +Midler album and Joan is especially enjoying the songs she hasn’t +heard before. Elizabeth begins to do a warm up routine she learned at +dance class. Joan observes that it is different, yet similar, to the +exercises she does for yoga. She begins to mimic Elizabeth’s moves. +Soon, they begin to chortle as they actually anticipate each other’s +moves. Wind Beneath My Wings begins to play on the stereo. The living +room becomes like a chorus of swans readying for a ballet. Outside, a +man walks by the window with a herd of dogs. He stops and smiles for +a moment. Then the tempo changes as Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy begins to +play. They breakout into a makeshift swing dance. The laughing +continues until the album reaches its end. + +Helen – “Well, it’s getting late, and I have to go to church in the +morning.” + +June – “I’ve enjoyed our evening, but we have church in the morning, +too.” They gather their things and collect by the door. + +Wayne – “I enjoyed our visit. Let’s do it again sometime soon.” + +Will – “I had a good time, too.” + +Elizabeth – “Oh, Joan, don’t forget the album.” + +Joan – “Thanks Elizabeth and Mr. Goetzmann, but I’ll be okay. I think +I will have the music in my head for a long time to come.” + +They depart and the evening comes to a close. + +At Home + +Everyone is up early, even though only Helen and Kevin will be +leaving. Kevin will be attending Mass with Helen and Lilly. He has +decided to make this concession to take a look, but also because he +knows that Lilly probably had an exciting evening last night watching +reruns of T. J. Hooker or something. Kevin has been reading the +newspaper, but also listening to the conversations. The weekend +newspapers are the only ones Kevin bothers to read anymore. For all +other days of the week, he has already read most of the stories. + +Luke has been begging to be able to go over to Professor Steinholz’s +to spend the afternoon and dinner. Both Helen and Will are concerned +because they know nothing about this man. + +Luke – “I really want to go. It’s a great opportunity to talk to a +real scientist.” + +Kevin – “I met him, too. He seems like a real nice guy, and he is a +professor.” + +Helen – “Well, Professor Rader seemed like a real nice guy too, until +they found out he was the BTK killer. Luke, you can’t go.” + +Lilly has just arrived and she, Helen, and Kevin prepare to leave for +the church. Before they leave, Kevin informs Joan of an article he +just read, “Take a look at the Milton Library story in the Arts and +Culture section.” They depart for the church. + +This seemed to put an end to Luke’s desires to meet with Professor +Steinholz. Will can see the disappointment on his face and decides +upon a compromise, “Why don’t you see if he can come over here? Let +us meet him and if we think he’s okay, we’ll let you know about +dinner.” Luke is thrilled. He is also looking forward to dinner, but +being able to discuss string theory with Professor Steinholz is what +he is looking forward to the most. + +Joan begins to read the article Kevin that alluded to, ‘Milton +Library Selects Sculpture.’ She reads on, ‘Earlier this summer, the +library staff solicited submissions for a new sculpture to be place +outside of the entrance to the library. The theme was required to be +in regard to reading. Adam Rove of Arcadia made the winning +submission. Adam is a student at Arcadia High School. The piece is +entitled, Mother and Child. Further details of the sculpture will +remain secret until its unveiling in a few months’. + +Joan is happy for Adam, but she is also left to wonder, ‘Why hadn’t +he mentioned his submission to her?’ This is something he would have +told her in the past. Once again, the confused feelings of her broken +heart versus the longing for the closeness they once shared begin to +torment her. Should she call him or should she wait until she sees +him again, whenever that is? Confusion reigns. She decides to +practice her yoga. That always seems to ease her mind. + +Luke has been on the phone with Professor Steinholz. He has agreed to +come there and will arrive about one o’clock. Luke gives Will the +good news. + +Will – “Well, that gives me some time to listen to music.” He puts a +record on the phonograph and +a\ `song <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/51243773/c697fe78/Uriah_Heap_-_Rainbow_Demon__Clip_.%20mp3>`__\ begins +to play. + +*There rides the rainbow demon +*On* his horse of crimson fire. +Black shadows are following closely +*On* the heels of his desire…* + +Joan – “God, what is that?” + +Will – “Uriah Heep, great, huh? The whole album is mystical.” + +Joan – “Well, get rid of it! I’m practicing my yoga, and I was here +first.” + +Will – “Why can’t you do that upstairs?” + +Joan – “I need to watch the tape. Put on something else or turn it +off.” + +Will grumbles to himself, “Can’t even listen to music in my own +home.” He leafs through the albums, finds another one, and +another\ `song <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/13060793/6e7c91a0/The_Carpenters_-_Weve_Only_Just_Begun.%20mp3>`__\ begins +to play. + +*We’ve only just begun to live, +White lace and promises +A kiss for luck and we’re on our way. +And yes, we’ve just begun.* + +*Before the rising sun we fly, +So many roads to choose +We start our walking and learn to run…* + +Joan – “Okay, I can live with that.” She continues her routine. The +yoga is having its usual calming effect, but the music is doing just +the opposite. It’s making her sad. She decides it’s time to get +cleaned up before Mr. Scientist arrives. Unfortunately, she finds +Luke has beaten her to it, “Save me some hot water, Squidboy.” She +sits on her bed and stares at the phone. Minutes seem like hours. She +makes the call. + +Carl Rove – “Rove residence.” + +Joan – “Hello, Mr. Rove, this is Joan Girardi. May I speak to Adam?” + +Carl Rove – “Sure, it’ll be just a minute; I have to go get him.” He +lays down the phone and in a few minutes, Adam picks up, “Hi, Joan, +what’s up?” +Joan – “I read in the paper this morning about you doing the +sculpture for the library. Congratulations.” + +Adam – “ Thank, you. I was surprised that I won.” + +Joan – “Why didn’t you tell me about it?” + +He pauses before he responds, “I was going to, but…” He trails off. + +Joan – “But what?” + +Adam – “The Jane thing.That was the last thing we had that was just +ours. It really hurt. I still…” + +Joan interrupts, “Wait a minute, you’re hurt? Hey, it wasn’t me who +dipped the donkey with Bonnie. I spent all last week trying to ignore +it, but it’s still there. How could you do that to me?!!! You are not +the victim here! I’m sorry I called.” + +She hangs up the phone. Now she’s mad at Adam and even madder at +herself, because she didn’t want it to go this way. The conflict +within her is making her an emotional wreck. + +To the rescue, Luke finally exits the bathroom. Joan rushes in to +hide her tears in the shower. ‘Olay your troubles away!’ If only it +worked. + +Helen, Lilly, and Kevin return home. Helen is surprised to see Luke +dusting the living room furniture, “What’s the occasion?” + +Luke – “Ah, Dad has something to tell you.” He scurries toward the +kitchen with the cleaning supplies to put them away. He passes Will, +who is walking toward the living room, “Did you have a nice service?” + +Helen – “Yes, it was good. What do you have to tell me?” + +Will – “Why don’t we go up to our room? We can talk while you +change.” + +Helen takes the hint and knows that she is not likely to like what he +is about to tell her. They head upstairs. + +Kevin and Lilly are curious, but know this is an occasion to keep +their mouth shut. They sit on the couch and Kevin picks up the +newspaper, “There are some movies we could go see, but I’m not sure +there are any we would both like. There’s War of the Worlds. Looks +like a lot of action and visual effects. Tom Cruise stars.” + +Lilly – “I don’t know about that one. I don’t like scary movies.” + +Kevin – “Okay, there’s…” + +Joan comes downstairs, “Hi Kevin, Lilly, whatcha doing?” + +Kevin – “Figuring out something to do today.” + +Joan – “Well, have fun. I have to work.” She begins to leave, but +turns around and comes back, “Lilly, I need to talk to Kevin, and +it’s kind of personal. Can I borrow him for a few minutes?” + +Lilly – “Sure, I need something to drink anyway.” She departs for the +kitchen. + +Joan – “Kevin, I need some advice… help really. I’m all mixed up and +I don’t know what to do.” + +Kevin – “Well, you’re going to have to be more specific than that. +Let me guess… Adam?” + +Joan – “How did you know?” + +Kevin – “It was just a guess. I expected there might be trouble when +I learned he would be there with the Polonsky’s.” + +Joan – “I thought I was over it, but it’s all come back now. I just +hurt so bad. How did you make it through it after Beth?” + +Kevin – “I did what you suggested. I stayed in the game.” + +Joan – “I know I said that, but… I still love him, but when I think +about what he did… it just tears me apart. I’m all mixed up, and +don’t know what to do.” + +Kevin – “I can’t tell you what to do, but you have to find a way to +get past this. It has to be your choice. I don’t know what else to +say.” He takes her in his arms to try to comfort her. “Think about +it. When you decide what you want to do, come back and we’ll talk +some more.” + +Upstairs, Helen is changing, “What is it that I don’t want to know +about?” + +Will – “I’ve invited Professor Steinholz to come here to meet with +Luke.” + +Helen – “I thought we already decided Luke wasn’t going?” + +Will – “That’s because we don’t know him. Luke thinks he’s okay and +so does Kevin. We’ll have him here and we can both talk to him. If we +still don’t trust him, then dinner is off.” + +Helen is not happy. She almost always wins the arguments when it +comes to the children, “Okay, but you are wearing your gun today.” + +Will almost laughs, but limits himself to a smile, “Okay, if it will +make you happy.” + +When Lilly enters the kitchen, she finds Luke adding sugar to a +gallon of tea, “Hey, can I have some?” + +Luke – “Sure, I have two more gallons in the works in the backyard.” + +Lilly – “Sun tea is the best kind. So what’s the occasion?” + +Luke – “Well, Dad let me invite Professor Steinholz over.” + +Lilly – “Yeah, I think I caught the tail end of that conversation. +The BTK killer?” + +Luke – “No, he’s a real nice guy. They’ll see.” + +Joan comes into the kitchen, “He’s all yours, thanks.” + +Lilly – “Hey, if you ever want to talk about something, I’m here. +Just want you to know that.” + +Joan – “Thanks, Lilly. Did you bring Mom home with you?” + +Lilly – “Yeah, Helen and your father are talking upstairs. Ask Luke.” + +Joan – “Never mind, I know what they are talking about.” + +Lilly rejoins Kevin on the couch, “So, are there any other movies you +would like to see?” + +Kevin – “Well, not really, but I have found something else. The Hogan +County Fair opened yesterday. There are a lot of things to see and +do. It’s been a long time since I’ve had funnel cake. You wanna go?” + +Lilly – “Sure, it sounds like fun.” + +Will and Helen return downstairs. Helen invites them all to lunch. +Will put a deli ham in the oven earlier to heat for sandwiches. They +all gather around the table. + +Helen – “Luke, your father and I have decided to talk to Mr. +Steinholz, and if he seems okay, we’ll let you go to dinner.” + +Luke – “Thanks, you’ll see he’s a really nice guy.” + +Kevin – “Lilly and I are going to the county fair. We probably won’t +be back for dinner.” + +Helen – “Will and I are going to the school board meeting, Joan is +working, and if Luke has dinner with Mr. Steinholz, no one will be +here anyway. There will be ham and other leftovers if anyone is +hungry when they come home.” + +After lunch, Kevin and Lilly leave for the fair. When Professor +Steinholz arrives, Luke introduces him to Will, Helen, and Joan. Joan +almost immediately excuses herself, “I have to catch the bus. It was +nice meeting you.” + +Will and Helen sit down and have a chat with Dietrich. They learn he +has been an assistant professor at Arcadia College for many years. He +has just received his full-time appointment. Until recently, he also +worked part-time selling mattresses at Mattress World. He is a +widower whose wife died in 1981. He spends most of his time with his +work. He does have a longtime girlfriend. She is Susan Jordan, the +one who was speaking before him last night. + +At the Bookstore + +Joan has been busy doing the inventory, boxing up the remainders, and +unloading stock. There were quite a few customers when she first +started, but there is no longer anyone else in the store. She is +reading by the cash register, waiting for 7 o’clock to roll around so +she can go home. The door chimes as a customer walks in, “Hi Joanie!” +He continues walking back into the store. + +Joan drops her head into her hands, “Oh God!” She gets up to find out +where he has gone. + +God – “I’ve been meaning to brush up on my Shakespeare. So many +things to choose, so many words of wisdom, take this one for example. + +*Love is a smoke made with the fumes of sighs; +Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers’ eyes; +Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers’ tears; +What is it else? A madness most discreet, +A choking gall, and a preserving sweet.* + +Isn’t that just so beautiful?” + +Joan – “Yeah, just what I needed. So, are you going to lecture me +now?” + +God – “That spiritual spinach has come back, Joanie. You need to +clean it up.” + +Joan – “God, I’ve tried, but I just can’t get past it.” + +God – “What about your dreams?” + +Joan – “What about them? I haven’t had one, not one about Adam.” + +God – “That’s my point. Why do you think that is?” + +Joan wonders for a moment, “I don’t know.” + +God – “Your dreams are a result of choices you have made. You haven’t +yet made one about Adam.” + +Joan – “What’s the hurry? I’m only seventeen. Am I supposed to be +choosing a husband already?” + +God – “It’s not about marriage or even dating. I am talking about +your feelings. You are letting your pain control your actions. It’s +clouding your judgment. You need to learn to deal with pain. It +affects a lot more than just you and Adam.” + +Joan ponders what God has said. She almost wishes he would make the +decision for her, because it is torturing her so. + +God – “Changing the subject here, so don’t get confused. Do you +remember our discussion after you first started AP Chemistry?” + +Joan – “Sort of, I won’t always know why you ask me to do things.” + +God – “And what else?” + +Joan considers God’s question, “I don’t remember.” + +God – “The smallest catalyst can set off the most mind-boggling chain +reactions. This is not for now, it’s for later.” He hands her the +copy of Romeo and Juliet, “Can you gift wrap this for me?” diff --git a/05-TheOutingPart2.rst b/05-TheOutingPart2.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3027b71 --- /dev/null +++ b/05-TheOutingPart2.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1179 @@ +Episode 3.05, The Outing, Part 2 +-------------------------------- + +At Home + +Joan has been inquiring about yoga classes on the phone in her room. +Elizabeth’s comment has really resonated with her, “If you like +something, then learn everything you can about it. It will give you +something positive to pursue and keep your mind off the bad things.” +And of course, the bad thing is what God was talking about. + +Will and Lilly are finishing dinner preparations. The main course is +Will’s calzone pie. He took today off from work and has been spending +the day preparing it from scratch. Lilly has prepared her +grandmother’s special seasoning mix and is making the salad. + +Will – “Helen, please call the kids for dinner.” + +At the table, Helen begins, “Lilly, would you say the prayer for us +today?” + +Lilly – “Rub-a-dub-dub, thanks for the grub, Yea God.” She pauses to +check the expression on everyone’s face. + +Helen – “Lilly, please.” + +As she expected, everyone but Helen is smiling. Will is especially +amused by the exchange. He has actually come to enjoy Lilly’s warped +sense of humor. He was never keen on the resumption of the dinner +prayer in the first place, but he agreed because, well, he had to. +When he told Kevin that all you have is family, he meant it, and even +though he enjoys his career, his family is his reason for living. +Lately, Helen and Joan are always talking about God. Even Kevin is +joining in, because he is in love with a former nun. What can he do? +This is a freight train that he must either get on or be left behind, +and being left behind is not an option. Is it sinking in? Is he being +converted? Maybe, maybe not, but at least now he listens. + +Lilly - “What makes you think God doesn’t have a sense of humor?” She +pauses for an answer, but there is none, “Okay, for real this time. +Bless us Oh Lord and these thy gifts which we are about to receive +through thy bounty through Christ Our Lord, Amen.” + +Helen – “Thank you.” + +Will stands up and proceeds around the table, pouring red wine into +everyone’s glass. “Your mother has an announcement to make; and I +believe you will all be pleased.” He returns to his seat. + +Helen – “As most of you know, the school board cut the funding for +the art classes last year. I have really been upset about it. We +never asked for that much in the first place. When they cut my +budget, they increased the budget for the sports program. It just +infuriated me with its unfairness. So last night, your father and I +attended the school board meeting. When I got up to the podium, I was +scared to death. I began by being very polite, explaining how art was +an important subject for the students to learn. Then Ryan Hunter +interrupted me, saying that sports were more important.” + +Will interjects, “And then she really gave them hell!” + +Helen – “Okay, I lost it. I told them just what I thought and +threatened to quit if they didn’t restore the funding for art. The +chairman thanked me and adjourned the meeting for a ten-minute +recess. The members of the board all left for another room. I was so +scared, because I have really come to love teaching art. When they +came back, they called me up to the front. The chairman announced +that they had agreed to restore 75% of the funding that was cut last +year. It was also wonderful to see the disgruntled look on Ryan +Hunter’s face.” + +Everyone begins to offer their congratulations, but Helen interrupts, +“Wait, there’s more!” She pauses for a moment, “After the meeting, a +woman came up to me. She said that she was a representative of the +local 340 teachers’ union. She told me that I had stolen her thunder. +She had planned to speak on the same subject. Art teachers everywhere +in the county were upset. She congratulated me and said that now she +would have to go back to picking on Gavin Price…” + +Joan busts out laughing. Everyone looks at her strange because it was +funny, but not that funny, “I’m sorry, I know this woman. I met her +once at school. And she really does love to pull Price’s chain!” + +Joan calms down and, once again, everyone offers their +congratulations, but this time they follow it by clicking their wine +glasses together. + +Joan – “Mom, congratulations, really. If I had known you were going +to talk, I would have taken off work last night. I’ll bet Adam will +be pleased when he hears about it.” + +Helen – “Adam already knows. He and Mr. Rove were at the meeting. We +talked afterwards.” + +Joan is once again taken aback by learning something about Adam +through someone else. Her inner turmoil continues. + +Luke – “That’s great, Mom. Grace will be impressed, standing up to +the imperialist regime!” + +Lilly – “Well, I’m glad you’ve gotten past your martyr phase. Some +things are worth fighting for.” + +Kevin – “That’s great Mom. Did we get a paper today? I’d like to see +if they wrote about it.” + +Helen – “I think it’s in the living room. So Joan, tell us about your +day.” + +Joan – “Well, I spent most of it in my room. I have been calling +everywhere trying to find a cheap yoga class. I really like yoga now, +but I want to learn more. I’m doing something wrong. I want to learn +to do it right.” + +Helen – “I’ve seen you practicing. You seem to be doing fine to me.” + +Joan – “Well, I’m not. I’m missing something. I just can’t figure it +out and that brings me to my next subject. I was going to wait until +later, but now is as good a time as any.” She pauses trying to find +the right words, but blurts out, “I need my allowance back! I just +don’t make enough at the bookstore, and even if I find a class, I +won’t have enough money to pay for it. Mom, Dad, pleee-heeez!” + +Will – “Your mother and I have already discussed it. I’ll give you +this week’s allowance after dinner.” + +Joan – “Thank you, thank you, thank you.” + +Helen – “Marlene from the office mentioned once that she takes yoga +classes through her church… St. Michael’s Episcopal, I think. I’ll +call her and find out more about it.” + +Joan – “Where’s St. Michael’s?” + +Helen – “It’s across town, but you can take the bus. I'm not even +sure the classes are at the church. It was just something she +mentioned in passing, and it was months ago. I’ll call her later and +get the details.” + +Joan – “Mom, remember, cheap, cheap, cheap.” + +Helen – “Luke, how was your day?” + +Luke – “Friedman and I went to the arcade this morning and played +video games. Later, we went to his house and played a new game that +he downloaded from the Internet. It’s called Phantom Warrior… really +cool! Then we just messed around with his computer and talked for +awhile.” + +Helen – “Lilly?” + +Lilly – “Oh, I just worked with the slimes restoring a house on Fay +Street. We just started this one. The plumbing is shot. We’ll have to +completely rebuild the bathroom. But I found a plumber to do the work +at cost.” + +Helen – “Kevin?” + +Kevin – “I took today off from work and went shopping. I needed some +new clothes. I have to show you the shirt I found on sale. It’s +Hawaiian-like. It’s white with big red flowers on it. I thought it +would make a good golfing shirt.” + +Will – “We haven’t done that together in a while. Wayne Goetzmann +plays golf. Why don’t the three of us set it up?” + +Helen – “Will?” + +Will – “I had a meeting with the County Commissioner a few weeks ago. +The governor has authorized them to reinstate the Arcadia City +Council. They have written a new city charter. There will be a +referendum in September. City elections will follow.” He pauses and +takes a drink of wine. + +“They are looking for a new Chief of Police, and he offered me the +job. I was surprised, because I expected the job to be offered to Roy +Roebuck, but Roy has decided instead to accept a newly created +position as County Fire Chief. Roy and I talked later, and he is +looking forward to his new position.” He pauses once again. + +“This left me really torn. Being Chief of Police wasn’t the most +pleasant part of my career, but I have been giving it some serious +thought. Now that the administration of the city has been cleaned up, +I think things will be different. It will be as it should have been +in the first place. I have decided to accept the position.” + +Everyone spontaneously cheers and offers their congratulations. + +Kevin – “It’s strange I didn’t hear something at the paper. Stuff +like that is usually leaked.” + +Will – “I’m surprised you didn’t hear it either, but I’m glad I could +make this a surprise. They will have a press conference tomorrow to +make the official announcement.” + +Helen – “We have been bursting to tell everyone, but we thought it +was best to tell you tonight along with the school news. Both make +for a great celebration.” + +A sly grin forms across Joan’s face, “Let’s have some more wine to +celebrate.” They all laugh and Will walks around the table filling +everyone’s glass again. + +Will – “Celebrate indeed, but Joan and Luke, this is it for the +night.” + +Later that evening, Helen talks to Joan, “I called Marlene. The class +is at St. Michael’s, in their basement. It’s on Wednesday and Friday +mornings at 6:30.” + +Joan – “Why so early? I’ll have to leave while it’s still dark.” + +Helen – “They do it early so people can still get to work on time. We +can let you use the car if you need it, and the bus might run early +enough. We’ll have to check.” + +Joan – “Thanks Mom, I really do want this.” + +Helen – “They don’t charge a fee. They accept donations. The +donations go to the church and charity. Your father and I will give +you an extra ten dollars with your allowance for the class. Oh, and +your father thought he had cash for your allowance, but he forgot he +used it to buy groceries today. I’ll go to a teller and give you your +allowance in the morning.” + +Joan – “Mom, again thanks.” She gives her a big hug, “Well, I have to +go to bed now. I think I’m drunk.” Helen tucks her in and gives her a +kiss goodnight. Joan falls asleep within minutes. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +The next morning, Helen returns from the bank teller and from running +other errands. Joan is on the couch, nursing a hangover and +struggling through Thomas Aquinas’ Summa Theologica. “Mom, I have no +clue of what he’s talking about!” + +Helen – “What are you reading?” Joan flips over the book to show her +the cover, “Five reasoned proofs for the existence of God. Let’s talk +about it. I’ve had some difficulty with it, too.” + +Joan – “I kind of like that part of it the best. Hey, maybe we should +have Luke read it. When I first started thinking about God, I asked +Luke what he believed. He said it was logical to assume God existed. +‘Nothing is too wonderful to be true,’ I’ll never forget that. This +book is probably one that he would have no trouble understanding. +Then he can explain it to us.” + +Helen – “Not a bad idea!I like talking about these books, too.” Helen +thinks to herself about how she loves talking to Joan about anything. +The reading binge that Joan has been on has really allowed them to +get closer. And now, maybe Luke, too! She thanks God for that, even +though she doesn’t know it was actually God who asked Joan to do the +reading. “I have your allowance.” She hands Joan a teller envelope. + +Joan – “Mom, this is too much. You counted wrong.” + +Helen – “No, I didn’t. Your father and I also decided to give you a +raise.” + +Joan – “Wow, thanks! I really need a new pair of sneakers. These are +okay for around the house, but I need something better for in public. +Wanna go shopping? We can go to the outlet mall and be back before +Dad’s speech.” + +Helen – “I have laundry and dishes to do, we really shouldn’t.” + +Joan – “Come on, I can help you with that later. It’ll be fun, a +mother-daughter outing.” Joan turns on her little girl look and gives +Helen the sad puppy face. + +Helen – “Okay, I guess the laundry and kitchen can wait. Help me +bring in the rest of the groceries.” + +At the Sheriff’s Station + +Will returns to his office to find Michael Daghlian is waiting for +him. After they exchange pleasantries, Mike asks for his job back. He +explains that he’s been working in Connersburg and that his police +chief will give him a good recommendation, “Will, I know I screwed +up, but I’m asking for another chance. I’ll make it right.” + +Will is torn. He knows Mike is a good cop, but he broke the rules. +But with his coming promotion, there will be an opening in the +detective bureau. It could take months to fill. “I’ll see what I can +do. I’ll call you when I know something.” They again exchange +pleasantries and Michael leaves. Will then calls Carlisle into his +office for their scheduled meeting. + +Will – “Carlisle, tell me how your investigation on the paint from +the St. Peter’s Church vandalism is proceeding.” + +Carlisle – “The paint balloons were probably homemade, filled with a +quick drying marine paint and diluted with paint thinner. It’s odd +that the perp used marine paint. It is twice as expensive as house +paint and house paint would have done the trick just as well. I have +checked all of the marine supply stores and body shops as far out as +Millersville. No one can recall anyone asking for cans in all of +these colors, and none can remember anyone asking for pink. There are +a couple of stores near the marina in Connersburg, but that’s getting +pretty far away.” + +While Carlisle is speaking, Roy Roebuck appears at the door. Will +motions for him to come in and have a seat. + +Will – “Yeah, but Millersville is about halfway between here and +there. Why don’t you give Mike Daghlian a call?” He gives Carlisle +his cell phone number, “Ask him check it out.” + +Carlisle – “On it boss. Hi, Roy.” Roy gives a wave and Carlisle +leaves. + +Roy – “Mike Daghlian? I haven’t heard that name in a while.” + +Will – “Well, he just paid me a visit. He wants his old job back” + +Roy – “He was a good cop. I never did learn why he was let go.” + +Will – “Well, that’s not important. I think I’m going to hire him +back. I don’t think I’m likely to find someone else with his +qualifications. What do you think?” + +Roy – “Hey, you’re the new chief. It’s your call.” + +Will – “I just meant that you have known him longer. I would like to +hear your thoughts.” + +Roy – “Well, I was in Internal Affairs then, but I can tell you his +name never crossed my desk, at least, nothing bad. He was clean.” + +Will – “I’ll call his police chief right away. Are you ready for the +press conference?” + +Roy – “I hate giving speeches. At least it will be short. You?” + +Will – “Yeah, I’ve gone over what I plan to say.” + +At the Theater + +Luke and Grace are leaving the theater. Luke had to drag her to see +War of the Worlds. Luke loved the book and the first movie and didn’t +want to miss it. + +Luke – “That was so cool! The visual effects were fantastic, and I’ve +always liked Tom Cruise. Who was that girl? I’ve seen her before.” + +Grace – “Dakota something. She’s been in a lot of stuff, but you +remember her from that Taken mini-series.” + +Luke – “You’re right! I haven’t watched that in awhile. I have it all +on tape.” + +Grace – “Don’t remind me, and don’t even ask me to watch it again. +What was it, twelve hours?” + +Luke – “Closer to fifteen.Spielberg did that one, too.” + +Grace – “Well, enough aliens already. It’s my turn. Let’s go feed the +ducks.” + +Luke – “I would never have imagined that this was something you liked +to do.” + +Grace – “And if you tell anyone, I’ll kick your ass. I don’t want +everyone thinking I’m this touchy-feely girl. Just keep your mouth +shut and no one will get hurt.” + +Luke – “Grace, it’s okay, really. I like ducks, too.” + +At the Newspaper + +Kevin is struggling through his fact checking. He’s just not in the +mood today, but he knows that he has to get it done. Suddenly, Adam +is standing there. He hadn’t noticed him approaching. + +Adam – “Hi, Kevin, do you have a minute?” + +Kevin – “Sure, I need a break anyway. What’s new?” + +Adam – “I need some advice.” + +Kevin – “Well, I’m not sure you have come to the right place. What +about?” + +Adam – “It’s Joan.” + +Kevin – “Whoa!Let’s not go there. I don’t mess in my sister’s +business.” + +Adam – “But I still love her, and I want to win her back.” + +Kevin – “Hey, when you cheat on a girl, you always get caught.” + +Adam – “She told you?” + +Kevin – “No, Luke did. Joan hasn’t said a word. In fact, she has +refused to tell anyone. You hurt her Adam… really bad.” + +Adam – “I know, I just… I just wasn’t thinking straight. How can I +fix this?” + +Kevin – “You may not be able to. When I cheated on...” He pauses to +look around, “When I cheated on Rebecca, that was it. You and Joan +may be the same.” + +Adam – “But if you really wanted to make it right, what would you +do?” + +Kevin looks at Adam and can tell that he is sincere. He thinks for a +moment, “Well, you need to show her you really care for her, but not +in words. Take an interest in the things she likes. Make it so you +have common interests. Things like that.” + +Adam – “She hasn’t been talking to me much. What has she been doing?” + +Kevin – “She’s into yoga now, and she’s been reading a lot of +religious books. That’s all I can think of.” + +Adam – “What books?” + +Kevin – “Oh, there have been a lot. She read St. Augustine’s +Confessions. She and mom talked about that a lot. I saw her with +Thomas Aquinas’ Summa Theologica when I left this morning.” Kevin +pauses, “Tell you what. I’ll make a list and give it to you +tomorrow.” + +Adam – “Thanks, Kevin.I’ll get copies of those first two books +tonight.” + +At the Shoe Outlet + +Joan – “Look at these, they’re perfect!” + +Helen – “I thought you were going to buy sneakers?” + +Joan – “Mom, I just need them for walking. I’m not doing track. These +are perfect!” + +Helen – “They remind me of a pair I used to have years ago… Keds, I +think.” + +Joan – “Well, they are on sale, and I’m getting them. What do you +think, plain white or white with little flowers?” + +Helen – “I would get the plain white, but the flowers are pretty.” + +Joan – “I think so, too. Flowers it is.” + +Joan pays for her shoes, and they head for home. + +Helen – “Are you hungry?” + +Joan – “Starving!I only had orange juice and a couple of Pop-Tarts +for breakfast.” She looks at several of the restaurants in the mall +complex, “Have you tried Chick Filet?” + +Helen sees the sign, “No, I haven’t. Good thing it’s not Sunday. +Let’s get something for the drive home.” + +At the Duck Pond + +Grace – “Luke, we need to talk about something, and I need you to +take this the right way.” + +Luke immediately becomes worried. This sounds like a break-up line. +“Talk about what?” + +Grace – “I really like you, but we are spending way too much time +together. I think we should cool it for awhile.” + +Luke is devastated now, believing that he knows what’s coming next, +“But I really like you, too. What have I done wrong?” + +Grace – “It’s not you, it’s me. I need space in my life for other +things … for friends.” + +Luke – “ Are you breaking up with me? Is there someone else?” + +Grace – “Yeah, Joan.” + +Luke – “You mean you really are gay?” + +Grace – “No, Friedman is the only one who believes that. I’m as +straight as you. But Joan, she’s my best friend, and I want to spend +more time with her. I really miss that.” + +Luke is relieved. He thought it was over, “No problem, I understand, +we can plan our days together and with friends. I can deal with +that.” + +Grace – “ Thank you. I wasn’t sure how you would take it.” + +On the Interstate + +Joan is driving just below the speed limit in the right lane. The +other lane is speeding by, since few people in Maryland seem to obey +the speed limit. Occasionally, drivers grimace at Grandma Joan as +they go by. Joan and Helen are talking and enjoying their sandwiches. + +A truck struggles ahead as it also climbs the incline in the road. It +is carrying a load of bricks for a construction site just outside of +Arcadia. As Joan begins to pass, a strap securing the load breaks. It +slings like a catapult, sending its buckle crashing through the +windshield. Joan swerves to the left, but the truck and car are now +anchored. The jostling causes more straps to break and bricks begin +pelting the car and the road. Debris slashes a tire and Joan loses +control. As the car flips, Joan screams and the roar of the truck’s +tires fades to silence. + +At Arcadia’s City County Building + +Will steps up to the podium, “It will once again be my honor to serve +as the Chief of Police for the city of Arcadia. I do not take these +duties lightly. Crime in our city has become an increasing problem, +with acts of violence especially on the rise. I pledge as my first +duty to find the criminals responsible, so they can be brought to +justice. I accept this position knowing full well it is you, the +citizens of Arcadia, that we are obligated to serve. Thank you.” He +returns to his seat. + +At the Duck Pond + +Luke – “Come on, let’s go. We’re out of popcorn.” + +Grace – “But I like just watching the ducks, too.” + +Luke – “Joan was home when I left. Maybe she’s still there. If she +is, you can spend the rest of the day with her. I’ll find something +else to do.” + +Grace – “I said I wanted to spend more time with her, but I didn’t +mean it had to be now.” + +Luke - “But you are right, my sister needs her friend, too. I’m +willing to share.” + +Grace – “That’s sweet, dog boy. Let’s go see if she’s home.” + +On the Interstate + +Joan sluggishly regains consciousness. Her arms are dangling above +her, since the seatbelt is still securing her to the seat. She +glances over to see her mother. She is still unconscious. Some people +are talking and banging on the doors outside of the car. They appear +to be wedged beneath the trailer. She looks back and realizes she has +the Rocky glow, “Oh God, I’m dead! Please, no... I’m not ready!” She +grabs her mother’s arm, “Mom, help me!” The glow flows from her hand +and spreads over Helen like syrup over a pancake. Helen begins to +arouse. As the glow fades, so does Joan. + +Judith and another girl are walking toward her, “I met a friend of +yours. You have a lot more friends than you know.” + +Joan remembers her. It’s Cory Callahan! Well, actually Corinth, but +everyone called her Cory. She was the one friend Joan really hated to +leave when they moved to Arcadia, “Cory! I’ve missed you so much. How +is everybody back home?” + +Cory – “Everyone is sad. They miss me, too, but now I’m here with +Judith.” + +Joan – “You mean you’re...” + +Cory – “Dead?Yes, but I came here with Judith to give you a message.” + +Joan – “What message? From whom?” + +Cory – “You know who it’s from. Do you see the clock on the wall?” + +Joan – “Yeah, so what?” + +Cory – “What time is it?” + +Joan – “Nine minutes after twelve. And?” + +Another girl comes and takes Cory’s hand, “Come on, it’s time to +play.” + +Cory – “This is my friend Raphaela. She’s a lot like you. I have to +go now.” + +Joan – “But wait, what’s the message?” + +Judith – “You’ll figure it out Jo-Jo. See you later.” + +Joan hears another voice, “Joan, honey, can you hear me?” + +Joan - “Mom?” Joan slowly becomes aware, “Oh, God! Where am I?” + +Helen – “It’s okay, the men pried open the door. The paramedics are +here to help you.” + +Joan – “Mom, I’m okay. I’ll get out.” + +Helen – “Joan, noooo! Stay there. You’re hurt and bleeding. Let them +do their job.” + +Joan resigns and lets the men work. As she becomes more aware, she +also becomes aware of the incredible pain in her head. She thinks +about Judith, “What good are you? You give me this cryptic message +and then leave me with a headache from hell.” She thinks about Cory. +Tears begin to flow, “God, what did I do to deserve... ouch!” + +Paramedic – “Sorry.”The paramedic finishes securing her neck brace, +“Joan, we are going to undo your seatbelt now, but don’t worry, we’re +going to catch you.” Almost as soon as he says it, Joan feels herself +being whisked onto a gurney and into the ambulance. Helen joins her +at her side. + +At the Hospital + +Helen tries to call Will, but gets his voice mail. Will had turned +his phone off for the speech. She calls the station and finds Toni. +She relays the information about the accident and asks Toni to find +Will. + +Joan is taken immediately into the triage area where the doctor +examines her. The doctor cleans the dried blood from around her nose +and ears. The bleeding has stopped. She examines the rest of her and +can find no external bleeding. However, there is bruising nearly +everywhere she has looked. A technician has been simultaneously +hooking up an ECG and taking blood pressure. He reads off the stats. +Everything appears normal. The doctor orders a full body CT scan. She +sends for an orderly to take Joan to CT for the examination. + +At Arcadia’s City County Building + +When Toni arrives, Will is still seated, waiting for the other +speakers to finish. Toni signals for him to come, but Will responds +with a ‘No, it wouldn’t be proper’ look. Toni signals once again, but +this time she gives him the mother ‘You will come here, now’ look. +Will leaves the stage as inconspicuously as he can. When he reaches +Toni, she simply says, “We have to go.” Once they are on the way, +Toni tells him about the accident. UMC is only a few minutes away. + +At the Newspaper + +Kevin looks up to see Rebecca standing there. + +Rebecca – “Kevin, I have to tell you something.” + +Kevin’s cell phone rings, so he motions for Rebecca to wait. Will +tells him about the accident and that Helen appears to be okay, but +Joan is hurt badly. He asks Kevin to find Luke and bring him to the +hospital. He knows that Luke will probably be with Grace since they +had planned to go to the movies today. + +After overhearing the conversation, Rebecca is relieved… well, +somewhat. She had heard from Susan at the ER about Joan’s arrival. +She was glad for once not to have to give Kevin the bad news. + +Kevin wonders how to find Luke. He calls the advertising department +and asks for Adam, “Adam, does Grace Polk have a cell phone?” + +Adam – “Sure, but it’s not on half of the time. Why, what’s going +on?” + +Kevin – “Luke is with her, and I need to find him. Joan has been in +an accident.” + +Adam – “Joan? How bad?” + +Kevin – “I don’t know, but it’s bad. Do you know the number or not?” + +Adam gives Kevin the number. Kevin thanks him and hangs up. + +At Home + +Luke and Grace arrive at home to find no one is there. They fix +themselves a sandwich, since the ducks ate all of their popcorn. Luke +continues talking about the movie, comparing the differences between +the new movie and the 1953 version, “In the 1953 movie, the aliens +were from Mars. In this one, they never said where the aliens came +from. In the original movie, they came down in cylinders. In this +one, the aliens came down in the lightning, but the ships were +already here. In the original...” + +Grace has been patiently listening, but has had enough, “Okay, enough +aliens already. I went to the movie. Isn’t that enough? The corrupt +human totalitarian regime is destroyed by a corrupt alien +totalitarian regime and the world is returned to anarchy. That sums +it up for me.” + +Grace’s phone rings, “Yeah, what do you want?” + +Kevin – “Grace, this is Kevin, is Luke with you?” + +Grace hands the phone to Luke, “It’s your brother.” + +Kevin tells Luke about the accident and learns that they are at home. +He tells him he will be by to pick him up shortly. Luke and Grace go +out to the front porch to wait. + +When Kevin hangs up the phone, he looks up to see Adam is standing +there, “I want to come with you.” + +Kevin knows he can’t say no, “Let’s go.” + +At the Hospital + +Will and Toni arrive.Helen gives Will a big hug, and she proceeds to +tell them about the accident. + +Will interrupts her, “Helen, your clothes are soaked in blood. Have +you had someone check you out?” + +For the first time, Helen looks down at herself. She looks back up at +Will, “I’m fine.” She breaks down and cries, “It must be Joan’s +blood.” + +The doctor comes out to give Will and Helen a report on Joan’s +condition. It is the same doctor who treated Joan for Lyme disease +last year. She begins to speak with that beautiful Slavic accent, +“Joan is suffering from a concussion. The bleeding from her nose and +ears has stopped, but there may be other injuries. She has bruising +on nearly every part of her body. I have sent her to CT for a more +comprehensive examination.” + +Helen – “What does that mean? How serious is it?” + +Doctor – “She’s disoriented and complaining of a headache… and she’s +babbling, talking to someone named Judith and Cory. She vomited on +the way to CT. The full body CT scan will tell us more about the +condition of her brain, but it will also tell us the condition of the +other parts of her body.” + +The doctor looks at Helen, “I think you should let me take a look at +you. You are covered in blood!” + +Helen – “I’m fine, it’s Joan’s blood.” + +Will – “Helen, will you please let the doctor look at you? For me?” + +Helen concedes and goes off with the doctor to be examined. + +Kevin, Adam, Luke, and Grace arrive. Helen returns and sits next to +Will, “I’m fine.” Will puts his arm around her and holds her close. +They begin to endure the unbearable waiting. Grace breaks the silence +and asks, “Should we send for a priest? What are we supposed to be +doing?” They all start looking at each other when Will surprises +everyone with his response, “We pray.” + +The doctor returns once again to give a report on Joan’s condition, +“Joan is doing better, but she’s still in a great deal of pain. The +CT scan did not find any internal bleeding. However, her pituitary +gland is enlarged. That is probably the cause of her delirium. I have +given her medication, and she is now sleeping. I am transferring her +to the ICU for observation.” + +Helen – “What a minute, enlarged pituitary gland!What does that +mean?” + +Doctor – “The pituitary gland is at the base of the brain. Your +daughter’s is swollen. The medication will reduce the swelling and +also ease her pain. She will most likely sleep through the night.” + +Helen – “But, will she be all right?” + +Doctor – “I’m sorry, we won’t know until in the morning.” + +Joan is admitted to the ICU for monitoring. Will once again begins +the overnight vigil, while the others go home. Helen rejoins him +after taking a shower and changing clothes. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +As the doctor had predicted, Joan did sleep through the night. +Another doctor assigned to the ICU has been taking care of Joan. He +reads her chart and examines Joan once again, “Your daughter’s vitals +have remained stable during the night, but the bruising has become +more pronounced. I have added a blood thinner to her IV. That should +help. We are sending Joan to have another CT scan. After we see the +results, I’ll let you know more.” + +They take Joan down for the exam, and after a few hours, she returns. +The doctor returns shortly thereafter, “The swelling in her brain has +decreased. I am reducing her medication. That should allow her to +wake up. A large hematoma has developed behind her left kneecap. We +are going to have to drain it, but overall, your daughter is looking +much better. We’ll know more after she wakes up.” + +The doctor leaves, and after about an hour, Joan wakes up with a +start. She looks around, but she has no idea of where she is, “Mom, +are you all right? I’m sorry. I’ll never drive again.” + +Helen – “Honey, I’m fine, it wasn’t your fault. You just need to get +better.” + +Joan – “My shoes! Where are my new shoes?” + +Helen – “We’ll get you a new pair. Don’t worry about it.” + +She collapses back down onto the bed, “God, I hurt everywhere!” + +Helen – “Everything is almost broken, but you are going to be okay.” + +Joan lays there while the feeling from different parts of her body +returns to normal. It’s a mixed joy as she moves her fingers and toes +and realizes that they are still there, but each movement comes with +pain. The exception is her left knee. The throbbing pain from there +is continuous. + +Over the next several hours, Joan is visited by a variety of doctors. +Initially, she was shocked when a doctor introduced himself as Doctor +Dan. She had been looking away toward her father and turned back +toward the doctor with a start when he introduced himself. She was +relieved to see he was a young man, actually kind of cute. He is the +one who drained the blood from her knee. He tricked her. While he was +explaining the procedure, he actually performed it. It only took a +few seconds. While Joan was still waiting for it to begin, he +announced that he was finished. The pain from that area was already +beginning to subside. + +Other visiting doctors were a psychiatrist and a physical therapist. +The psychiatrist asked questions from a form Will and Helen had +filled out. It was just things like her name, birthday, address, +stuff like that. He was evaluating her memory. She passed with flying +colors, except for when it came to the accident. She remembers the +car flipping, but nothing after that. + +The physical therapist takes her through a series of motions, +wiggling her toes, lifting her arms and legs, to make sure that +everything still works. Everything does, but not without a pain with +each motion, and her left knee is still a source of great pain. + +Will and Helen have been periodically calling home.All have been +eagerly awaiting the updates. Grace spends the night, and Adam +returns in the morning. Lilly has taken over the kitchen duties and +is keeping them well fed. All were especially relieved when Joan +finally woke up, but they were disheartened to learn of her pain. + +When Adam returned, he brought with him a small sculpture. It was +something he had been working on, and he spent last evening finishing +it. He places it on Joan’s dresser. + +Just before dinnertime, Will and Helen receive a report from the +doctor. Unless something changes during the night, Joan will be +released in the morning, “She won’t be able to walk for awhile, at +least not without crutches and a knee brace, but her bruising is +fading remarkably well. It may only be a week or two before she can +walk on her own.” Fortunately, the house is already prepared for +Kevin, so it won’t be such a challenge for Joan. + +Grace, Luke, and Adam have been busy cleaning the house. Every room +is spotless with everything in its place. When they receive the news +of Joan’s return in the morning, they pay a visit to The Party House. +They return with an assortment of balloons and banners. The living +room and Joan’s bedroom are amazing sights to see. + +The next morning, Joan is ready to leave. She had wanted to go home +the night before, but the doctors wouldn’t let her, and of course, +her parents sided with them. However, when the time finally arrives, +Will signs off on the paperwork and goes to retrieve the car. Helen +and Joan head toward the entrance, with an orderly pushing Joan in a +wheelchair. + +Will pulls up to the loading area in a royal blue 2005 Buick LeSabre. +He and the orderly help Joan into the back seat. Helen joins her from +the other side and Will drives them home. + +Joan – “Is this our new car?” + +Will – “No, it’s a rental. It’ll be a few more days before our +insurance claim is processed.” + +Joan – “This is nice, but you can get whatever you want. I’m never +driving again.” + +Will and Helen decide to let it pass without comment.When they arrive +at home, Grace, Luke, and Adam are waiting at the curb with Kevin’s +wheelchair. They get Joan into it and take her into the house. She +sees Kevin on the couch and how wonderful the living room is +decorated, “This is so beautiful. Thank you.” Her eyes begin to +water, “But... but I have to go to sleep now. I’m just too tired.” + +She is still weak, but it’s the pain with every movement that wears +her down the most. Will carries her upstairs, and he and Helen tuck +her in bed. Helen gives her a painkiller the doctor had prescribed, +and she goes to sleep within minutes. + +After a few hours, Joan wakes up and calls, “Mom… Mom.” Helen comes +upstairs, “Mom, I haven’t had a shower in two days. I need you to +help me.” + +Helen calls Will and they get her knee brace back on and help her +onto her crutches. They walk on either side of her to the bathroom in +case she falls. Will excuses himself once they arrive safely. + +Joan can wash herself while using Kevin’s bath chair, but she can’t +raise her arms high enough to shampoo her hair. It is still matted +with dried blood, and she can’t stand it. Helen washes Joan’s hair +and her back. Helen dries her and helps her into a new pair of +pajamas. Joan is exhausted from the ordeal, soWill carries her back +to her bed. + +Once there, she begins to feel better. She looks around and notices +the decorations and balloons. She also sees Adam’s sculpture on her +dresser. Yes, she remembers now, but she hadn’t noticed the sculpture +in her dream. She is pleased with the familiarity, “Are Grace and +Adam still here?” + +Helen – “Yes, they are both downstairs.” + +Joan – “I would like to see them, but one at a time. Can you ask +Grace to come up?” + +Grace comes in and pulls up a chair, “Hey Danica, how are you doing?” + +Joan – “Huh?Ah, not too good, but the doctors say I’ll be better +soon. Thank you for all of the decorations. They’re really nice.” + +Grace – “Well, Luke and Adam helped too.” + +Joan – “Can you get that sculpture and bring it over here so I can +see it?” + +Grace retrieves it and Joan begins to examine it, “This is so +beautiful. I’ve never seen Adam make anything like this.” + +The sculpture is mixed media, an abstract with realistic flowers. The +vase is completely silver except for the flowers Adam painted with +realistic colors. + +Grace – “Yeah, this is a new thing for Adam. He’s mixing abstract and +real. He knew you liked Black-Eyed Susans.” + +Joan – “I yelled at him the other day.” + +Grace – “I know, he told me about it.” + +Joan – “I didn’t mean to, I just got so mad.” + +Grace thinks for a moment, “You haven’t told me what you want to do, +so I’m not getting in the middle of this, but if you want something +with him again, you need to stop pushing him away.” + +Joan – “I still don’t know what I want, but I’ll apologize. That will +help.” She pauses while her thoughts change, “Has there been anything +else going on you would like to talk about?” + +Grace – “You have been the only thing going on, sister. But if you +want a bit of news, you backed up the interstate for six miles. +That’s quite an accomplishment.” They both smile. + +Joan – “You should go home. I’m going to have to take another pill +soon and when I do, it’s lights out.” + +Grace – “I have already claimed the couch. I’m not going anywhere.” + +Joan laughs. “Who would have thought that the blue pill had a kick, +too?” + +They both smile, “Will you ask Adam to come up?” + +Grace goes downstairs, “Adam, she wants to see you, but don’t stay +long. She’s winding down.” + +Adam walks upstairs. He peeks into the room before entering, “Hi, +Joan.” + +Joan – “Hi, Adam.Thank you for the sculpture and the decorations. +There are both beautiful! I really like how the flowers look so +real.” + +Adam – “I hoped you would like it. The ‘Mother and Child’ sculpture +I’m doing for the library will be like that, too.” + +Joan – “You be sure to tell me when it’s ready. I want to see it.” + +Adam – “I will.” He pauses for a moment, “I’m sorry about the other +day.” + +Joan – “No, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have yelled at you… I just… +remember when I smashed your sculpture?” + +Adam – “Yeah, but I forgave you.” + +Joan – “I know, but before you finally did, Grace told me about your +photographic memory, and how every time you thought you might forgive +me, the image of me smashing your artwork would pop into your head. +That’s how it is with me. I think I am almost there and then bam, I +remember you and Bonnie and it all falls apart. I just need more time +to sort it out. Do you understand?” + +Adam – “Yeah, I do. I’ll stay out of your way.” + +Joan – “No, I don’t want you out of my way. I just need you to be +patient.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I hear you. Hey, I have to go. I’ll send your mother +up.” + +Adam leaves and Joan lays there depressed. She clearly didn’t make +things better with Adam, and her aches and pains are now back in full +force. She is relieved when Helen comes in with her medicine, “Tell +Kevin and Luke I’m sorry I haven’t spent time with them yet. I will +as soon as I wake up.” + +Helen – “They understand, don’t worry about it. Get some rest.” + +After another two-hour nap, Joan wakes up actually feeling pretty +good. But nature is calling, so she decides she’s going to make it to +the bathroom on her own. She puts on her knee brace and gets up on +her crutches. Downstairs, they hear the thumping as she heads for the +bathroom. By the time Will and Helen make it up the stairs, Joan is +already inside. + +Helen – “Joan, are you all right?” + +Joan – “I’m fine, I had to go.” + +Helen – “Do you need help?” + +Joan – “No, I can handle it on my own.” + +She washes her hands and looks into the mirror. This is the first +time she has seen herself since the accident. She storms thumping out +of the bathroom. “Mom, why didn’t you tell me about that huge bruise +on my forehead?” + +Helen – “You have bruises everywhere. It doesn’t matter.” + +Joan – “Well, it does to me. Get me a mirror and my makeup.” + +Joan gets back into bed, and Helen helps her to conceal the bruise, +“Mom, Kevin told me about what you said the other day. What was your +mother like?” + +Helen – “I was mad, I should have never had brought it up.” + +Joan – “But I want to know.” + +Helen pauses while she collects her memories, “She looked a lot like +your Aunt Olive, only taller and thinner. She took very good care of +me and played with me all of the time. We would draw things together. +She never painted, but she sketched the most beautiful drawings. Of +course my drawings were in crayon, but she praised every one of them. +I still have one she did of me. I’ll have to show it to you. She was +the most wonderful mother to me. + +“She had told me about her dreams, but I didn’t really understand +what she was telling me. But one day, she told me she had to leave. +She was sick and needed to get help. I don’t think even she realized +that she would never be coming home. Aunt Olive told me later that +she was afraid she might hurt me. She could no longer tell the +difference between her dreams and reality, and she was confused all +of the time. They wouldn’t let me visit her, and I never saw her +again. + +“I stayed with Reverend Thompson and his wife for a long time. Then +your grandpa and grandma Brodie came and got me, and they became my +parents.” + +Joan – “What was your father like? Why didn’t he keep you?” + +Helen – “I never knew him. Your grandmother never talked about him.” + +Joan thinks for a moment, “What was your mother’s name?” + +Helen smiles, “Agnes, her name was Agnes.” + +Joan ponders her mother’s bittersweet memories, “Thank you for +telling me.” She sits up and slides to the side of the bed. She +kisses Helen on the cheek. She would love to give her a hug, but that +is not something she can do just yet. “Can you ask Kevin and Luke to +come up?” + +Helen – “Luke went home with Grace to pick up some clothes. He’ll be +back soon.” + +Joan – “Okay, I’m going downstairs.” + +Helen – “Are you sure? Kevin can come up here.” + +Joan – “The doctor says I should try to walk, and I feel pretty good +now. Help me get the brace back on.” + +Helen helps her with the brace and gets her onto the lift. She begins +to explain the control, “Mom, I’ve ridden this a lot of times when no +one’s been home.” The lift hums to her as it takes her down the +stairs. She smiles at her mother, “Free ride!” + +Kevin is on the couch, so she crutches over and sits beside him. +“Thank you for all of the decorations.” + +Kevin – “I just supervised, but I’m glad you like them.” He reaches +for a basket on the coffee table, “Here, you have mail.” + +She leafs through the envelopes and sees a lot of familiar names, the +Goetzmann’s and one specifically from Elizabeth, the Polonsky’s, the +Rove’s, “Gavin Price? How did he find out about me?” + +Kevin – “I don’t know. There was only a little blurb in the +newspaper, mainly about the traffic jam you caused. Word of mouth, I +guess.” + +She looks through some more, “Who’s Susan Jordan?” + +Kevin – “I have no idea, but there sure are a lot of people thinking +about you.” + +Will comes in from the kitchen, “How are you feeling? Can I get you +anything?” + +Joan – “I’m actually feeling pretty good now. Is there any tea left?” + +Will – “Coming up.”He returns with the tea. + +Joan – “When are you going back to work?” + +Will – “I’ve taken the rest of the week off.” + +Joan – “You don’t have to, I’m doing better.” + +Will – “I’m the only one strong enough to carry you. I’ll be here if +you need me.” + +Helen comes in from the kitchen, “Dinner’s almost ready. Does roast +beef sound good?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I am kind of hungry.” + +When Luke and Grace return, Luke sits beside her and Grace sits in a +stuffed chair, “Thank you for all of the decorations.” + +Luke – “No big deal.How are you feeling?” + +Joan – “Pretty good, actually. I still hurt, but a lot less then +before. In fact, if I feel this good tomorrow, I’m getting rid of +these crutches. I only need them because of my knee.” She looks at +Grace, “I’m glad you’re here, but you don’t have to stay.” + +Grace – “Don’t get too comfy, you’re sitting on my bed.” + +Will returns again from the kitchen carrying a tray with Joan’s +dinner, “I hope you’re hungry.” + +Joan – “Dad, no, I want to eat at the table with everyone else. Just +get me a pillow to sit on.” + +Luke interrupts, “I’ll go get it.” + +They all gather around the table and Helen recites a prayer, “God, +thank you for our family and friends. Thank you for this wonderful +meal, and thank you for bringing Joan back home to us. Amen.” + +After dinner, Joan retires to her bedroom. She is feeling better, but +not that much better. She and Grace talk for a while, mainly about +Adam, “I’m still mad at him, but it hurts to know he’s now mad at me. +I still don’t know what to do. I’m such a mess.” + +Grace smiles, “Unchallenged! But once you decide what you want to do, +I’m here for you.” + +Joan – “Thanks, Grace.Can you get my journal for me? It’s under the +magazines in the closet.” + +Grace – “Clever, can I take a peek?” + +Joan – “No, maybe some day.” + +Grace retrieves the notebook, “That’s a good place, but eventually +your mother’s going to find it cleaning or something.” + +Joan – “I move it around. I don’t always hide it in here. No one but +you even knows it exists. Thank you, I’ll see you in the morning. Can +you have Mom bring up my pill?” + +Helen brings up her pill, and she sets it on the nightstand. Joan +begins to write in her journal. She writes about her Dad’s promotion +and Mom’s battle with the school board, about her outing with her +mother and how wonderful it was up until the accident, how great it +is to be home again, and how beautiful the living room and her +bedroom are decorated. She describes the sculpture Adam made for her. +She lays the journal down and picks up the pill and glass of water. +She pauses and thinks about what God told her. She puts them back +down on the nightstand. She decides to write one more thing to her +journal, ‘I don’t even know if I should include this, because I was +bonkers at the time, but here’s the dream. Judith - Cory Callahan - +12:09 - Raphaela? I have no idea what it means. Goodnight!’ diff --git a/06-SummertimeandtheLivinisEasy.rst b/06-SummertimeandtheLivinisEasy.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6a6c143 --- /dev/null +++ b/06-SummertimeandtheLivinisEasy.rst @@ -0,0 +1,681 @@ +Episode 3.06, Summertime, and the Livin' is Easy +------------------------------------------------ + +The band of clouds to the west faded from their red glory of a half +hour ago. A patch of sky above them was an achingly clear blue, with +two stars. Joan sat in the Adirondack chair, a lemonade and stack of +books at her side. A large book was open on her lap, but she was +watching the evening stars. + +Kevin rolled out onto the patio, with Lilly. "Where's everybody?" +"Dad's working late. Mom is around somewhere. So is Luke." +"That's helpful." +Lilly eyed Joan and the book: "A hot Friday date with Summa +Theologica. Been there." +Kevin interjected "We're going for some ice cream and hanging out. +Tell Mom and Dad I'll be back whenever." +"Sure. Have fun!" +As they turned to go, Lilly added "If you start fantasizing about +Thomas Aquinas, give me a call. 'Lilly's Hot Line for Recovering +Sisters,' call day or night." +"Thanks for the warning. See you." + +Joan turned back to her book for a moment, then looked at the evening +star again; the blue had deepened, and the star burned with white +brilliance. Luke bounded through the door. "Where's everybody?" +"Dad's working late, Mom is somewhere. As I just told Kevin. He and +Lilly just left. I'm invisible." +"Oooooh.... look at Venus. And Jupiter. They are wonderful tonight." +Luke gazed at the sky. "They are getting closer together every night. +Did you know that by the end of the month they are only going to have +2 degrees of separation?" +"Thank you for that priceless bit of information." +"You're welcome. Anytime." +After a moment Joan said, "Ummm, Luke... how 'bout a game of chess? +If you're not busy or something." +"That is pathetic. My sister. Friday night, and her idea of a hot +time is playing chess with her kid brother." +"Gee thanks." +"Grace and I are going to hang out. I'm headed over there now." +"Oh." +"Uh.... Joan. You want to come along?" +"And be the third wheel? No. That would be even more pathetic. But +thanks for asking." +"Another time on that chess game." Luke came over and kissed Joan on +the forehead. +"Bye. Be a good girl." +"Like I have a chance to be anything else. Say hi to Grace, and +remind her of the crab boil tomorrow." + +Joan was left to marvel at Luke actually showing some affection. That +was frighteningly un-Luke. Was she becoming everyone's favorite +object of pity? She stretched, wincing a little: she was still stiff +and sore from the accident, and a long afternoon at the bookstore. +She was still tired all the time. It felt good to sit out in the warm +evening. + +She returned to Aquinas. Before she had gotten through a page, Helen +came out. "Where's everybody?" +Joan rolled her eyes. "This is a recording: Dad is working late, +Kevin went for ice cream with Lilly, Luke is hanging out with Grace, +and I'm having the exciting social life I dreamed of as a little +girl." +"Want some company? I brought one of my books out to read until it +gets dark." +"Sure." +Helen sat in the other chair. They read in companionable silence for +a long while, Joan sipping her lemonade. Helen had an iced tea. The +evening breeze was soft, a silken pleasure after the hot afternoon. +It grew dark; the fireflies were out, and cicadas buzzed in the +trees. It was getting too dark to read. Helen laid her book in her +lap: "Joan?" +She looked up. "Umm?" +"I've been wondering. You don't have to say, but.... what happened?" +"What happened to what?" +"You and Adam." +"Oh." +"Things were going along, you all were getting really serious, and +all of sudden, boom. You clean your room like you're planning to +serve dinner on the floor, you rip up his pictures and box up +everything he ever gave you and out it goes, you dig him out of your +life like poison ivy, you take up knitting. And you never really said +why. You're sort of talking to him again, and you went on that trip +with the Polonsky's with him, but it is Over. No more flowers and +bunnies." +"It's personal. Very." +"OK. Sorry I asked." +After a moment, "Adam had sex with Bonnie." +"Oh. Oh my." +"It sucks. It really, totally sucks. I trusted him." +"Do you think that all night thing was part of it?" +"Yeah. Maybe if I'd done it with him, we'd still be all right. But it +just felt wrong." +"You did the right thing, Joan." +"If it was the right thing, why is everything screwed up now? No, I +am NOT going to cry. It is over." +Helen thought for a moment. "Adam introduced Bonnie to me, brought +her to me so I could help her. I saw them work together; it looked to +me like they were just friends." +"Yeah, right." +"Really. It was like Luke and Friedman get. They were two art geeks +off in their own world. I didn't see anything romantic going on. They +are my students, but I would have told you if I'd sensed anything." +"He claimed he was working on some project; that was why he couldn't +spend any time with me." +"That part was real. He had some things he was doing for Michael, and +after that was done.... did you see the mural under the overpass on +32nd Street? It was only there for a few days before they painted it +over." +"Yeah, once. It was good. Kind of twisted and scary." +"Adam and Bonnie." +"They did that?" +"Yes. Her idea mostly. She needed help to get it done before the city +painted it over again. That's why she keeps getting community +service; she likes to do 'guerrilla art.' Adam took pictures of it, +and showed me." + +After a long silence, Helen said, "Joan, I'm going to tell you +something." +"Mom, I don't need advice. I'm surviving." +"No, it's not that. This is... it is probably something I shouldn't +be telling you. It's about your father and me." +Joan looked up in the darkness, horror in her eyes. +"Mom, please don't tell me you're cheating on him." +Helen laughed, shaking her head. "No. Remember Lucy Preston? She was +Will's boss, until she got promoted to the Justice Department in DC." +"Yes. Kind of a businesslike lady." +"She was making moves on Will." +"Oh God." +"They worked together. They enjoyed each other's company, at least at +first. They ate lunch together. They worked late together. She wanted +more. She set up that award thing for you at the school. And, umm... +she did something that she thought would please Will, something big +on a murder case, but it was very unethical, and she handed it on a +silver platter to him. She expected a lot in return." +"Did Dad...." +"No. He was suspicious and dug into it. Once he figured out what +happened, he was disgusted with her for being a bad cop, but he was +stuck; he had to work for her, and I think she was using her position +to lean on him. I didn't know all this, but I knew something was +wrong. There were lots of late nights at work, a lot more than there +needed to be. He said afterwards that he would never cheat on me, and +I believe him. But... I think it could have gone the other way, if +things had been just a little different." +"Mom! What did you do?" +"I cried a lot. When I started sensing what was going on, I would cry +myself to sleep every night he was out, wishing he would just come +home. That empty bed was an agony." +"I'm so.... sorry. You could have told me." +"No, I couldn't. You are my daughter, and that is one cross you did +not need to carry. You just don't tell your children something like +that. It is like things going on in your life -- do you always rush +right home and tell me everything?" +"No, of course not." +"Joan, I'm on very thin ice here. My hunch -- call it a feeling -- is +that in a way, Adam and Bonnie were the same sort of thing. They were +working together, and things just happened, and he didn't know how to +deal with it." +"That's what he claimed. But this kind of thing doesn't 'just +happen.' He said he loved me." +"I am absolutely convinced of one thing about Adam Rove. He loves +you." +"Then why did he do it?" +"He messed up. Badly. But 'let him who is without sin cast the first +stone.'" +"You want me to make up with him?" +"I can't tell you what to do. You do what you want anyway, whether I +tell you or not." +"He hurt me. Mom, he really hurt me. I don't think I'll ever get over +it, not entirely." +"You won't. Some scars are there for life, and this is one of them. +Come here; let me hug you." +They stood up and hugged. Joan started to cry, Helen too. +"I said I wasn't going to cry," Joan said, smiling a bit. +"I won't hold you to that." +"What do I do now? I'm so lonely." +"Joan, I don't know. Just let it sit. See how you feel about him in a +few months." + +Will leaned back in his chair. It had been a long day, and there +would be many more during the transition period. "Chief of Police: +Will Girardi," the sign said on the door. He had wanted to wait until +it was official, but the guys in the department insisted. Carlisle +and Williams had to physically push him through the door: "Girardi, +this is YOUR office. Like it or not. You've belonged here all along." +Arcadia was getting a fresh start, and they had to get it right. This +department had forfeited the trust of the community, and they were +going to have to prove themselves. + +Toni Williams walked through the door with a file. "You should go +home. It's Friday night, for crying out loud." +"Looks like you're still here, too." +"Yeah. I guess we're gluttons for punishment." +"What'cha got?" +"Good news for once. This is Daghlian's file from Connorsburg." She +read from one page: "'a first-rate officer, hard-working and honest +to the core. He has my highest recommendation.' So he's really coming +back here?" +She handed the file to Will; he leafed through it, nodding his head +and smiling. "Yeah. I'll call him now." + +"Daghlian." +"Mike, this is Girardi. You're hired." +"That's great! I guess the files got there and looked OK." +"Yeah. They like you up there in Connorsburg." +"It's been good here. But Arcadia is where I belong." +"So when can you make the move?" +"I'll have to give thirty days' notice; I'll turn it in on Monday." +"Let's see... this is August 12, so how about Monday the 15th of next +month?" +"That works. And... Will, thanks for giving me another chance. You +taught me a big lesson." +"Yeah. The school of hard knocks is a first-rate teacher. We've both +been there now." +"While you're on the line, I talked with Carlisle about that paint +and we may have something. A cashier at one of the marine outfitters +here says she distinctly remembers selling the pink paint, and the +other colors. She says they almost never sell any pink; that's why +she remembers it." +"Got an ID on it?" +"Nope. The guy paid cash. But Carlisle is sending up a photo of +someone he says might be a suspect. We'll mix it in with some other +pictures and see if the cashier can pick him out." +"Thanks. Let us know what you get. Oh, and Daghlian -- It'll be great +to have you back." +------------------- +The morning sun streamed through the window as Joan sat crosslegged +on her bed. She hesitated a long time, holding the phone, then slowly +pushed the button. + +Adam's voice: "Hello." +"Hi." +"Ja... uh, Joan." +"Yeah." +"Umm... hi." +"We're having crabs this afternoon. You want to come over?" +Long silence. +"Joan, do you really want me there?" +"You're sort of.... kind of part of the family here, and this is a +family thing." +"You're sure about this?" +"Yes. It's not like you haven't eaten with us before." +"I'll be there. Thanks..... thank you." +"Bring your dad. I think he'd enjoy it." +"Sure. He loves crab. I do too. Tell you what, we'll bring some +coleslaw." +"Adam." +"Yeah?" +"I'm still mad at you." +"Unchallenged." +"See you later." +"Bye." + +Joan came through the kitchen, headed for the door. "I'm going to the +park for a while. I need some time to think," she said in the general +direction of Will and Helen, who were sitting at the table. "Oh, and +Adam and his dad are coming, They're bringing coleslaw." +"Don't be long; there's a lot of setting up to do," Will said. +"OK Dad. Bye." + +After she had gone, Helen said, "Honey, do you think we have enough +for everyone? Adam and his father make two more." +"I've ordered a lot of crabs. Roebuck is coming, and bringing extra +ice and drinks." +"I was thinking of this as a little family picnic. I didn't think +you'd be inviting people from work." +"Helen, guys like Roebuck -- he is like family to me. You know that." +"Well, just so long as you don't start talking shop." +"We'll be good. I promise." +Helen smiled and said, "I guess it's all right then that I invited +Father Ken to drop by after 5:00 Mass." +Will laughed: "Fair warning. If you all start talking religion, I'll +ask Roebuck how the arson investigation is going." +Helen said, "I still wonder if we should have invited the +Goetzmanns." +"Weren't you the one that was just saying this is 'a little family +picnic?' They are nice people and we'll have them over sometime soon. +But not today; this is for us. Did you ask Sarah and Jakob?" +"No. I figured they'd be busy, being Saturday. Grace is coming, +though." +----------------- +Joan ambled along the sidewalk in the park. People were walking dogs, +rollerblading, enjoying the fine sunny day. Children were on the +swings, sweeping through the air. Four girls were preparing to jump +rope. Joan hesitated, tempted to join them: no, these were little +girls, maybe ten or eleven, and they didn't need a seventeen-year-old +butting in. Her left knee twinged, reminding her that she wasn't up +to it, anyway. "I'm turning into a regular old maid," she thought. +The rope-jumping made her think of Casper, the homeless girl she had +tried to help. "That seems like so long ago now. I wonder what ever +happened to her: I hope she is all right." + +She had grown accustomed to hanging out with Adam: too accustomed. +Maybe it was good that they had split up. "We were starting to act +like a married couple that's gotten bored with each other. I need to +remember how to have a good time by myself. I don't need him. I don't +need anyone." + +Just then, a harsh guitar twang sounded from Joan's right. A man +began singing +"End this war +Look upon your friends +Don't you know the reason why +You called us back again." +Joan rolled her eyes, and walked up to the singer, a young man with +dreadlocks. "You are butchering the song. Please!" +He smiled at Joan and continued singing: +"Night is long and getting longer +There's darkness from above" +Joan joined him, his singing a crazed counterpoint to her melody: +"And hate is strong but love is stronger +We are alive as long as we love." +She gently pried the guitar from his hands. +"Spare me. It's a nice song; can't you at least sing it in tune?" +"Ya. Me jester dis way: "For every moon must have its shadow..." +Joan put her hand over his mouth, muffling the last words. "God, +you're embarrassing me." +A jogger came by, turning and looking at them. Joan smiled awkwardly +and waved; God said "Ev'rything cook and curry, mon." +"OK. OK. Just.... don't sing any more. Please?" +God smiled. He sat on the bench and began putting his guitar in its +case, motioning for Joan to join him on the bench. +"You forget dat song, na true?" +"How could I?" Joan answered, shaking her head. "'Queen of the +Zombies.' My moment of stardom. What a disaster!" +"Sweet disaster, shorty. It make good ripples." +"Let me guess. You are going to pick on me about Adam, aren't you." +"We are alive as long as we love..." God sang softly, perfectly in +tune. +Joan smiled, surprised at the accurate singing. "I've got another +song for you." She sang "I'm gonna wash that man right out of my +hair..." +"Not working, no?" God said with a smile. +"No." +"Me tell you how me handle forgiveness. When you hurt me and you +sorry about it and change yourself and do it no more, me forgive you. +What you done be gone, 'as far as east be from west.'" +"We're not talking about you. I'm the one he hurt, not you." +"Adam hurt you. Adam hurt Bonnie. He hurt me, he hurt himself, too. +Me was dere. Every pain, every sufferation hurt me; I connected to +all of you. If me forgive, you can forgive." +"But that's hard to do." +"Jah know. Me have da scars." +Joan thought for a moment. "So you're like Mom; you want me to get +back together with him." +"Me no say dat, your mother no say dat. Me say dis: let it go. Adam +and Grace be your best friends. You need dem both, plus your other +friends and your family, and me. When the hard times will come, we +stand by you." +"Hard times. I don't like the sound of that." +"Joan my friend, ease up: Today be good. Enjoy da bashment at your +house today. Enjoy all your friends and family for who dey be. +Cherish dis day; such days be rare." +God stood, and began walking away. "Run a boat, sister," he said, +giving Joan an over-the-shoulder wave. + +Kevin and Will were putting layers of newspaper on the assortment of +card tables in the back yard. "Kev, are there liners in the trash +cans yet?" +"Yeah. I did that a little while ago. I brought out the paper towels +too, the whole 12-roll package. And the pliers from the shop." +"Crabs are messy, but they sure are good." +"Right about that," Kevin answered. "I'm glad Joan is with us this +year. It was kind of a shame to do this last summer with her off at +Gentle Acres." +"Yeah. That put a damper on the whole summer for all of us." +"You know, she is my weird little sister and she drives me bonkers +sometimes. But last summer taught me a lesson. God, I missed her." +"Didn't we all. Looking back, I wish Helen and I hadn't sent her to +that place. We thought it would help, you know, after the Lyme +disease. I think it hurt more than it helped." +"You still have your lamp?" +"Both of them." +"Me too. Oh, by the way; I've been meaning to tell you. I found out +about Mr. Hunter's money." +"Yeah? What did you turn up?" +"Well, he has a lot of it. Mostly, it is from dot-coms in the 90's. I +found a little article in Barron's back in 2001 -- 'Ten Young +Investors to Watch,' and there he was, number two. Seems he played +around with day trading when he was in high school, got together +about 50 grand, and put it all on a tech IPO. It returned sixty-fold +in about three months, and he sold just before it tanked. That made +him a millionaire before he was eighteen. He turned right around and +sank all of that into another IPO, and that one went forty-fold. He +sold that one in January 2000, just before NASDAQ crashed, and put it +all in long-term government bonds -- right as interest rates peaked. +Now he's a player in the oil futures market; his name shows up in +Petroleum Monthly now and then, and he's still making the right moves +at the right time. He has an uncanny sense for what is going on. The +guy's a genius!" +"Or very lucky." +"Yeah. One thing gets me, though." +"What?" +"Why is he so interested in Arcadia? He doesn't even live here. The +article said he lives on some rural acreage west of Millersville. I +checked it out, and that's still where he lives; an old farm house on +a couple hundred acres. Hey, there's Lilly." +"Thanks, Kev. That is a big help; hey, run printouts of what you have +if you don't mind." +"Yeah. Will do." +Will finished spreading the newspapers, muttering to himself. +"Millersville... There has got to be something solid..." +----------------- +"There you are, Joan," Helen said, as Joan came out into the yard. +"You want to help me with this cooler?" +"Yeah. Where do you want it?" +"Right over there by the maple tree. Then we need to bring out the +butter and lemon juice, and the Old Bay Spice -- Will dug it out from +the back of the cabinet, and it is on the counter by the stove. He +and Roebuck will be back any minute with the crabs." + +Luke and Grace were heating a blue graniteware pot of water on the +grille. +Grace said, "Is this thing never going to boil?" +"Patience. You know how many BTU's it takes to boil a gallon of +water? And this is a 33-qt. canner; we've probably got what, six or +seven gallons in here?" +"Where did you come up with this?" +"It was grandma's canning pot, for boiling-water bath processing. You +know, pickles, that sort of thing." +"Yeah. Grandma Polk used to do that too. Kosher dills to die for." +"Oh, there's Adam and his dad." + +Adam carried a huge dish covered with foil, and set it on one of the +tables, as Mr. Rove followed. Helen came over to greet them. "Carl, +it is good to see you. I'm so glad you all could come." +"It was good of Joan to invite us. Adam and I brought a little slaw; +it goes great with crab." +"A little? You must have been shredding cabbage all morning." +Adam laughed: "Unchallenged. It was fun." +Joan came over: "Hi." +"Hi." +"I'm glad you're here." +"Me too." +Just then, Will and Roebuck came out, carrying a large washtub. +"Ta-da! Here they are!" Will said, as they set the tub by the grill +in the shade. +Joan and Adam went over and looked inside: +"Oh my God!!!" Joan said. +"What?" Adam answered, grinning. +"They're still alive!" +"Cha. You'd better hope so; you can't eat them if they're dead before +you cook them. You've never had crab?" +"Well, yes. At a restaurant. We always go to a crab house when we go +to Baltimore, or down on the eastern shore. But they're already +cooked." +------------------- +"Joan, would you say grace?" Helen asked, once they had more-or-less +assembled around the tables. Joan felt self-conscious with everyone +looking at her. Grace looked like she was thinking about the "half of +a red pill" and wondering when the other half would come. Luke looked +like he was thinking "Well, say something. And not in French." Adam: +"This girl is a mystery to me. But I love her anyway." The silence +was becoming embarrassing. She might as well pretend that she was +talking with God like she always did when she saw Her, and just say +what she was thinking. "God, thank you for the food, even if it is, +umm... still moving." That drew a giggle from Grace. "Thank you for +my mom and dad, and my brothers." Looking around her, she said "Thank +you for all the people here; thank you for bringing us together." +Catching Adam's eye, "Thank you for love, and for putting up with us, +no matter what." Smiling now, "Thank you for today. Amen." +------------------ +Luke and Grace sat down across from Joan. Grace said, "How're you +feeling? You're still sort of gimpy when you walk around. Not that +totaling a car and spilling blood all over your mom could have +anything to do with it." +"I'm doing better," Joan said. "I tried my yoga stretches a few days +ago and I still have aches in places I didn't know I had. But I think +the yoga will help." +"Well, you're alive, and not too much worse for the wear." +Joan smiled, and hummed, half to herself, "We are alive as long as we +love..." +To Grace she said, "Yeah. It's good." +Grace asked, "So what's with the yoga, anyway? Is this another one of +your weird hobbies? Let's see... chess, boatbuilding, band, piano +lessons, yearbook staff, the diving team, knitting, drama queen... +And not to forget, cheerleading." +"Please. I'd like to forget that one." +Grace smiled, remembering. "You know, that day when you did the +tryouts? That was when I knew you were an OK person. Strange, but +OK." +"Gee thanks." +"So now it's yoga? At least you've stuck with it longer than some of +the other stuff." +"You should try it, Grace. It puts you into some kind of flow with +the universe; very spiritual. And it feels good." +Luke said, "Now you're sounding like Aunt Olive." +Ignoring him, Joan said, "Yeah. The accident kind of put it on hold, +but I'm going to be starting classes on Wednesday. That is, if I'm +not in another car wreck between now and then." +------------------------- +Luke was showing Grace how to dissect the crab: "Once you've done the +legs, you pull this little tab on the carapace." +"Kind of like a soda can," +Luke said, "So you've really never had crab before?" +"It's a regular item in all Jewish households," Grace said. "We keep +it around for when we want something that totally breaks every Kosher +rule in the book. Get a brain, Lukey." +Ignoring the last, Luke said "Then you take out the gills and +intestines, here, and the other internal organs, and the meat is +underneath. But see this? That's the tomalley, or the liver. If you +don't want it, give it to me; it is the best part." +"What's this orange stuff?" +"That's the roe; that's good, too. Just the females have it. Some +people like the female crabs better, in general." +Grace said, "Why do I think this conversation is about to go way +downhill?" + +Lilly came over and sat by Helen. "This is great. It is good to see +everyone so happy." +"Yes. It is a good day." +Looking over at Joan, Lilly asked "How is she doing? Is she getting +over the accident all right? And how about you?" +Helen said "Oh, I'm fine. I was hardly hurt at all. Joan is too, +basically. She still says she is never going to drive again; we +haven't crossed that bridge." +"Yeah. She's going to have to get back on the horse." +"We haven't pushed it. Yet. At least she's OK, thank God. But -- I've +been meaning to ask you about something. I have vague pieces of +memory about what happened, the windshield crashing and bricks +falling in front of us and the car flipping over and Joan screaming. +And... here's the point: I am sure that I was hurt. I remember +thinking 'I am going to die,' just before I lost consciousness. But +when I woke up later, it was as if there was... I don't know... it +was like a warmth, like being at the beach in the sun or something, +washing over me, and I could feel that it was coming from Joan, from +her hand where she was touching me. And I was fine. They checked me +out at the hospital: no injuries. None. And instead, it was Joan who +ended up in ICU. But I have a fragment of memory that it was me that +was bleeding, not Joan. And other fragments, like there were people +outside the car trying to get in. I sort of remember one of them +saying 'This looks bad. We've got to hurry,' and someone else saying +'There's no way they survived that.' So here we are; me without a +scratch, and Joan not hurt much, nothing really serious. Lilly, we +were on the interstate, going 65. We flipped over. We should have +both died. Are we talking miracle here?" +"You're asking the wrong gal. No. Stop looking at me that way." +Helen continued looking at Lilly. +"Well, OK. There's your charism... when you start talking about that +sort of thing... Well, miracle is a strong word. But it might not be +too strong." Lilly looked over at Joan, who was laughing at something +Adam had said. "I wonder about Joan, too. I've felt for some time +that she must have some sort of spiritual gift. There is something +uncanny about her, Helen. Not in a bad or spooky way, not in the +least; it is almost like the old paintings, with the halos over the +saints. They didn't know any other way to represent what was +different about these people. And Joan is like that. Maybe." +"Joan, a saint?" Helen shook her head, smiling. "Lilly, you know +better. She is a teenager. Come by some morning when we're trying to +get them to eat breakfast and out the door for school. Or when she +and Luke are snapping at each other. Or... let's just say she's been +grounded a lot this last year. More grounded than not since about +March or so. For good reasons." +Lilly grinned, "Yeah. I know. But still... people get the wrong idea +about the saints. They aren't these holy people dressed up in +bathrobes like you see in the stained glass windows. Nor are they +people with some kind of weird 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer' powers. No, +it is like they are more 'normal' than the rest of us, more +'natural,' like a tree or a sunset -- more true to their nature, to +what God intends for them, if that makes sense. I see that in Joan. +Not all the time, no. But sometimes." +Helen shook her head again. "No. No way." +"Think about it," Lilly said. "All the times she's done these oddball +things, and somehow they have turned out right. More than right; like +they have been healings for people, for situations. Maybe I'm wrong. +It's just a feeling, nothing I can put my finger on. But I think +there's something going on with that girl. Helen, saints do miracles. +That is part of the definition. No, that's not quite it: saints are +channels through whom miracles happen; it is God who does the +miracles. I am so jealous. Here I was, doing the nun thing all those +years and nothing happened. And here you and your daughter are with +charisms I would have died for." +Helen said, "I need a promise from you." +"Yeah. What?" +"Don't you dare tell Joan. She is insufferable enough already." +---------------------- +Will, Carl Rove, and Roebuck were at the grill, boiling the crabs. +Will said "Roebuck, you're an O's fan. You think they'll break .500?" +"No. Not a chance. This has been the year from hell. Injuries, the +whole bit. Sixty-two days in first place, then lose 16 out of 18 and +no more Mazzili. He was a class act, I tell you. Deserved better." +Carl said, "Aw, c'mon: they're just what, nine and a half back?" +"Yeah, and in next to last place with a new manager." +"Maybe Perlozzo will turn things around." +Roebuck shook his head. "It'll take more than a new boss. Everyone is +looking over their shoulder, thinking they might be the next after +Palmeiro. Probably half the team is on steroids; Raffy's the one they +caught." +Carl said, "I bet they're not doing the steroids any more. They see +the league means business." +Will said, "Ten-day suspension? They should have axed him for the +season. Maybe for life." +Kevin had rolled over during the conversation. He said "Wait a +minute. Here everyone is, ready to hang the guy. Like Mr. Roebuck +says, half the team is probably doing it. More like half of the +people in baseball. And three-quarters in the NFL." +Will said, "Kev, steroids are against the law. Are you defending +them?" +"No. But what's a guy to do? Remember the district football +championship my junior year, against South Park? Remember those big +linemen they had? Word was, every one of them was juicing. And they +are probably all playing Division One ball now. What was the score +that day?" +"Don't remind me. 46-14." +"Yeah. They killed us. So if you're a kid, and you see that +happening, and all you want in life is to play ball, what are you +going to do? This is America; if you aren't number one, you're +nothing." +"You were good, and you weren't using steroids." +"I was lucky. All of the coaches at the school had agreed on a +zero-tolerance policy; if you were caught, you were out. Period. +Besides, you would have locked me up and thrown away the key." +"Right about that," Will said. +"And I was good; I was able to be clean and still make it. What about +the guys that are on the borderline; if they don't get that boost, +they won't make the team, and they know it? I'm just saying don't +blame Palmeiro when it is everywhere." +Roebuck said, "Kevin, do you think the fans will forgive him?" +"Yeah. Mark my words: they'll boo him for a game or two, but as soon +as he gets a couple big hits, all will be forgiven. We shouldn't be +blaming the players; we should be blaming the fans. 'Winning is +everything.' The fans don't really care about the steroids, or what +the players are doing to themselves by taking them. And there they +will be, booing the guy for using a drug when half of them are up in +the stands drunk as skunks. Which is worse, doing the steroids or +DUI-ing after the game? You aren't going to kill people or turn them +into gimps with a bottle of steroids. Hypocrites. Don't go blaming +someone until you've looked in the mirror." +Carl said, "Well, right or wrong, I'm afraid Raffy's going to pay the +price. His rep will never be the same, and it might keep him out of +the Hall of Fame. Congressional hearing. Yikes! Why can't they just +play baseball?" +Roebuck said, "Where's Cal Ripken when we need him?" +Carl said, "Yeah. Things were a lot better in those days. I loved it +when they had him and Cal Sr. and Billy. It was a special time." +Roebuck said, "Senior was another guy they didn't give enough time in +the driver's seat. Great baseball man, through and through..." +Will said "Hey, there's the padre." + +Father Ken was carrying a two-gallon tub of ice cream. Helen said, + +"I'm so glad you could make it." + +"I love crab feasts. Nothing like it. Thanks for inviting me." + +"Here, I'll stick the ice cream in the freezer until after while. +Still some crabs left. There's coleslaw over there, and drinks in the +cooler, and iced tea." + +"I can tell I came to the right place. This is great!" + +------------------ + +By now, the shadows were long. It had been a happy afternoon. The +children were laughing and having the best time Helen could remember +for a long while, maybe since Kevin's accident. Helen smiled: Adam +and Joan had been together all afternoon, and they had that look in +their eyes again. It wasn't going to be puppy love any more, but it +might be something stronger, something that would carry them through +the ups and downs of life. Helen got the ice cream from the freezer +compartment of the refrigerator and set it on the counter by the +sink, next to the chocolate brownies, already cut and on paper +plates. + +Looking out the window, she saw that Adam had a few streaks of gray +in his hair; he was as slim as ever. Running in merry circles around +him were the twins, three-year old Elizabeth and Helen. Joan had cut +her hair short, put on about fifteen pounds, and looked very happy. +She was with Grace, who was nursing little 'Michael Faraday Girardi' +-- Helen shook her head and smiled at the name Luke and Grace had +given him. Then she saw Kevin, and grabbed the counter to hold her +balance. He was standing! There was a tire swing on a rope hanging +from the big maple tree, and Kevin was pushing little four-year-old +Joan in the swing; she was laughing with glee. Lilly, her hair +completely gray, was coming toward the door: "Helen, you need help +with dessert?" + +Helen smiled, and blinked away the tears. Lilly was by her: "Are you +OK?" Helen looked again into the yard, and all was as it had been +before. "Yes. Yes, I'm OK. Everything is good." She smiled at Lilly: +"It is good to be alive." + diff --git a/07-DanceofDesire.rst b/07-DanceofDesire.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..35130fd --- /dev/null +++ b/07-DanceofDesire.rst @@ -0,0 +1,2987 @@ +Episode 3.07, Dance of Desire +----------------------------- + +PRELUDE: En una noche oscura. “On a dark night.” 3 AM. The soul’s +midnight. Digital clocking. 3:00. Clouds envelop full moon and +enclose reflecting light. “Here we go round the prickly pear, prickly +pear, prickly pear. ….” Joan’s bedchamber. Prickly plant from +Botanica Arcadia on nightstand. Window open. Cool breeze blows +through inner room. All her senses suspended. Interior castle. +Perfect equilibrium. Flow. Inside. Outside. Saturate permeable +boundaries. Skin of the house. Breathe. Stilled. Estando ya la casa +sosegada. “And the house being now at rest.” … +Sleep sweet sister Joan. Beloved warrior. Perchance to dream. Such +stuff we are made on. Taper inflames obscure night. Delve deep. Wake +to worlds diverse and wide. There, little lambs dance and abide. +Despite infernal designs. They do abide, strong and upright. In +Rachel’s arms maternal. +These transcendent forces do take a local habitation in mind and +place. Reside among terminable forms with bicameral voices. And hold +Arcadia in hand’s palm. Yet the play’s the thing, or rather the dance +and fling, thence do implore Terpsichore, and so begin: + +**Part 1**\ : Locate Joan’s dream world and ambiance: Dim patterns of +light afford little sight. Ballroom, with high ceiling, quite absent +chairs or tables. Wall sconces with candles disperse limited +illumination. And Joan’s there, walking slowly, looking ‘round, +seeing no one. She pans the room’s large size. It invokes feeling +thoroughly alone. Vast open space, yet enclosed. Nothing. Nada.…. +Well, not quite. There are pictures on the walls, barely seen because +of distances in the room; the lighting’s low. The ballroom’s more a +gallery of images, forms, and paintings. Artwork lines the space. +‘Woman in flames’ (‘Anima Sola’) and Goya (‘Saturn devouring one of +his children.’) paintings are prominent. +Joan’s adorned elegantly, arrayed in all her glory, decked in finery +of floor-length ensemble, gathered at the waist, with sequins. +(Impressions float by: Strange armour? Senior prom dress? Graduation +day? Or … wedding day gown?) She’s all dressed up, but without a +beau, sin un amado (without a beloved). She’s got the place to go +rather than no place at all, but …. where are the props? …. It’s all +too much, and yet, vibrant. Teeming anticipation fills the space, +saturating thought. Prelude to what? +Joan looks ‘round the ballroom again, giving closer observation to +the paintings and details. Hardly seeing, she wanders towards the +images. +The beginning notes of a song (Leonard Cohen’s ‘Joan of Arc’) +reverberate. Joan stops before one painting, and visually glides her +sight from that location to others in the hall. +She moves closer to absorb that of ‘the solitary soul,’\ \ `Anima +Sola <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/Lonelysoul-1.jpg>`__\ \ . +It appears as a ‘woman in flames’ who is chained in her longing, +yearning to rise out. +The opening lyrics from Cohen’s song drone: +“Now the flames they followed Joan of Arc +As she came riding through the dark; +No moon to keep her armour bright, +No man to get her through this smoky night.” +Joan is consumed in rapt attention to Anima Sola. + +The ballroom/gallery is filled with these icons of contemplation: + +Icon of\ `San Juan de la +Cruz <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/SaintJohnoftheCross.jpg>`__\ ; +Icon of\ `Sacred heart of +Jesus <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/SacredHeartofJesus.jpg>`__\ , +heart encircled by thorns; +Leonard Cohen’s ‘\ \ `Death of a Ladies +Man <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/DeathofaLadiesMan.jpg>`__\ \ ’ +album cover as portrait; +Vincent Van Gogh’s painting, ‘\ \ `Starry +Night <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/VincentVanGogh-StarryNight.jpg>`__\ '; +\ `Yogi Patanjali’s +statue <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/YogiPatanjalisstatue.jpg>`__\ ; +\ `Nataraja’s +statue <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/NatarajasstatuedancingposeofLordShi.jpg>`__\ , +dancing pose of Lord Shiva; +Mevlevi, '\ `Whirling +Dervishes <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/MevleviWhirlingDervishesimage.jpg>`__\ \ ’; +Portrait of\ `Baal Shem +Tov <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/BaalShemTov.jpg>`__\ (Rabbi +Yisrael ben Eliezer, (Besht); +\ `Icons <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/IconofMansural-Hallaj2.jpg>`__\ of\ `Mansur +al-Hallaj <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/IconofMansural-Hallaj.jpg>`__\ ; +\ `Caryatid <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/Caryatidsculpture.jpg>`__\ sculpture; +Auguste Rodin’s sculpture, '\ `Fallen +Caryatid <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/RodinsCaryatidCarryingaStone.jpg>`__\ carrying +her stone’; +\ `Ester (‘Etty’) +Hillesum <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/EsterEttyHillesum.gif>`__\ photograph; +Portrait of\ `Simone +Weil <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/SimoneWeil.jpg>`__\ ; +Photograph of\ `Gandhi’s +cremation <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/Gandhiscremation.jpg>`__\ ;/span> +Photograph of\ `Black +Elk <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/BlackElk.jpg>`__\ ; +\ `Ghost Dance +jacket <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/IndianCostume.jpg>`__\ ; +Photograph of\ `Malcolm +X <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/MalcolmXinprayer.gif>`__\ in +prayer at mosque; +\ `Wilfred Owen portrait with ‘Greater +Love’ <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/WilfredOwen-GreaterLove.jpg>`__\ inscribed +beside; +Picasso’s painting, +‘\ \ `Guernica <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/PicassospaintingGuernica.jpg>`__\ \ ’; +Photograph portrait of\ `Ida B +Wells <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/IdaBWells.jpg>`__\ ; +Adam’s sculpture, +‘\ \ `Ascension <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/Ascension2.jpg>`__\ \ ’; +Willem de Kooning’s painting, ‘\ \ `Woman +V <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/WillemdeKooningspaintingWomanV.jpg>`__\ \ ’ +Helen’s\ `painting <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/Helen5.jpg>`__\ from +her trauma; +Jan Van Eyck’s painting, ‘\ \ `The Wedding of Giovanna and Giovanni +Arnolfini <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/JanVanEyckspaintingTheWeddingofGiov.jpg>`__\ \ ’; +Giovanni Bellini’s painting, ‘\ \ `St. Francis in +Ecstasy <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/GiovanniBellinispaintingStFrancisin.jpg>`__\ \ ’; +Michelangelo’s Sistine Chapel section painting of\ `St. Catherine of +Alexandria <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/StCatherineofAlexandria.jpg>`__\ , +with the Catherine wheel; +Goya’s painting, ‘\ \ `Saturn devouring one of his +children <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/GoyaspaintingSaturndevouringoneofhi.jpg>`__\ \ ’. + +With Joan’s unrest rising to fever pitch at sight of this, her +unsureness unsettles the surfaces. + +And as those first lines of the song end, Cute-boy-god (CBG), with +gentle hand, taps Joan on the shoulder from behind. Joan turns +around, a pleased glance reveals relief in recognizing him. She’s +feeling not so alone. He’s ‘dressed to the nines’. In a tux. +He engages Joan to dance. She gestures not-knowing-how. He encourages +her anyway, beckoning … ‘Follow my lead. Join the flow.’ Joan’s heart +starts to poun, her breathing becomes rapid, her lungs drawing deep +breaths. He smiles comfort, gesturing ‘Go with me … Just breathe.’ +Joan’s awkward initially, but starts to get it. Before long, they +seem to be gliding on air all about the room. Footfalls land silently +upon hardwood floors that have a layer of ash-like dust upon them. +And they flow together, breezily, dreamily, filling the space with +the delicate design of their inscape. It’s delightful… all-consuming +… ecstatic immanence… as they trip the light fantastic. +As he swings low the sweet maid, the music envelops them, the +ballroom, all their being and movement, playing off their meanings. +And more of the images lining the room come into view. (The following +lyrics from Cohen’s ‘\ \ `Joan of +Arc <http://dc35.4shared.com/download/68951304/f6020608/Leonard_Cohen_-_Joan_Of_Arc.mp3>`__\ \ ’ +are heard as Joan and Cute-boy-god glide along …. +‘She said, "I'm tired of the war, +I want the kind of work I had before, +a wedding dress or something white +to wear upon my swollen appetite." +La lala La lala La lala La lala La lala (CBG twirls Joan) +La lala La lala La lala La lala La la la Lala la la la …. +‘"And who are you?" she sternly spoke +to the one beneath the smoke. +"Why, I'm fire," he replied, +“And I love your solitude, and I love your pride.” +La lala La lala La lala La lala La lala (Joan is whirled by CBG) +La lala La lala La lala La lala La la la Lala la la la … +”Then fire, make your body cold, +I'm going to give you mine to hold, +And saying this she climbed inside +to be his one, to be his only bride.” +“And deep into his fiery heart +he took the dust of Joan of Arc, +and high above the wedding guests +he hung the ashes of her wedding dress. +La lala La lala La lala La lala La lala (Joan is whirled by CBG) +La lala La lala La lala La lala La la la Lala la la la … +“and then she clearly understood +if he was fire, oh, then, she must be wood. +I saw her wince, I saw her cry, +I saw the glory in her eye. +Myself I long for love and light, +but must it come so cruel, must it be so bright?” +La lala La lala La lala La lala La lala (CBG twirls Joan) +La lala La lala La lala La lala La la la Lala la la la … +At end, they’ve soared to a different place. Re-located. In a church. +In the alcove is a statue of Michael the archangel, his foot on +Satan. CBG looks deeply into Joan’s eyes …. A lingering gaze… +Something rises from Joan’s core, her heart of hearts … The dance +wakens a longing. She swells with excitement and distress, and tries +to breathe, but can barely catch her breath. And … And …. Joan’s +alarm clock flares out like a fire truck blaring its horn, striking +her to wakefulness. + +**Part 2**\ : …. Startled into the cold current of the world’s flow, +Joan rises from her bed early in the morning. It’s still dark …She +quickly completes her morning routine and is about to leave when she +moves to close her window. She sticks her head out. And then, leaning +her elbows on the sill, she looks up at the night sky and sees the +constellation Orion, dominating the kingdoms of stars. Her gaze +slowly descends to the ground. In her backyard, she notices the +Grecian urn, purchased this summer. Its form, that of a woman’s head, +life-size, caryatid-like, and hollowed out for flowers or ashes, is +now turned over, with a crack running down the length of its +hairline… The lavender that surrounded it, trampled…She recalls +gathering it, and drying it during the summer… for her hair, and to +scent the room. The crushed lavender, its essence, that filled the +urn … now spilled out… and strewn over the backyard. Its odor wafting +up and above the house ‘til it seems to pervade it. A light drizzle +has just begun to fall upon the ground, dampening it some. Joan muses +over this, dropping it out of her mind for another day when she +finally closes the window behind her. She goes to pick up her +headphones, and is about to drop them back on the chair, but instead +slips them around her neck. (“\ \ `Existentialism on prom +night <http://dc35.4shared.com/download/68967627/393dd2d7/Straylight_Run_-_Existentialism_on__Prom_Night.mp3>`__\ ,” +by Straylight Run plays out of the headphones, louder and louder +until it surrounds the room. She carries the tune into the following +sequence.) +\ **Part 3**\ : (Joan stops in the kitchen … Helen’s there). +Helen: Honey, what are you doing up so early? I thought you need more +sleep, not less. +Joan: (making a smart remark): Walking in my sleep. (closes her eyes +and starts to traipse zombie-like, then whirls as in the dream, but +abruptly stops, startled into inkling its meaning …it’s all so +disturbing.) I told you. I’ve been getting up early for a secret +rendezvous… with God, er… angels … you know, at St. Michael’s. +(Joan’s again joking. But Helen’s a little confused. And Joan’s +alarming herself as she reminds herself again unawares of images from +her dream.) Ah! Ugh! (frustrated) +Helen: Oh yeah, I forget these things as soon as you say them… (on +second thought) Sometimes. …Not up early this week to see you leave. +But I need to know these things… +Joan: Mom! (whining)… Every little detail… 17 almost 18. Let’s see. +(irritated and rattling off a list from her mind, almost ready to +stomp her foot for emphasis)…Age of independence. Age of majority. +Voting. Selective service. Join the army. Forming my own? (this last +said almost as a question; she’s going a little too far so she tries +to come back) No longer innocent! …. Do I have to put it in writing +for you?… (wondering aloud) And what else? …Gone to college in a +year. (and now getting to the point) So, how ‘bout some privacy? Hey, +livin’ in my own private Idaho, here! (Another song has come out of +the headphones around Joan’s neck: B-52s, '\ `Own Private +Idaho <http://dc35.4shared.com/download/68968134/e403b4ff/B-52_-_Private_Idaho.mp3>`__\ ,’ +but she can barely hear it.) +Helen: (feeling it’s all moving too fast and not following Joan’s +last remark, but hearing ‘privacy’, Helen is about to say something +when Joan interrupts) +Joan: Oh yeah, I forgot: I listen to the music you didn’t listen to +when you were young because it was way ahead of you. So that’s how +far behind I am. Pathetic. Please don’t remind me. +Helen: (disappointed in Joan’s unkind remark) Thanks. (Helen recovers +enough to say something) Oh yeah, the privacy thing. Would you get me +some while you’re there? +Joan: (tired of where the conversation has gone, now going back) What +are you up so early for? +Helen: Making breakfast for your father … Something new (pleased with +herself)… scrambled eggs with salsa. Caliente…. (now giving her +reason) He has a meeting with the Citizens’ Watchdog Committee on +crime in Arcadia. (Joan moves towards the skillet to get a taste.) +They want a more aggressive approach with the drug dealers, vagrants, +street level criminals in the neighborhoods. And you know how he +doesn’t like being told how to do his job… +Joan: With Ryan Hunter….? (worried and losing interest in the +scrambled eggs that she picked up and dabbed with the salsa, but she +samples anyways) +Helen: I suppose… (Joan tried to keep her distress to herself, +unsuccessfully. Helen noticed it.) +Joan: (picking up the newspaper and pointing to the headlines of a +story) Does he have to deal with them about this? +Helen: He hopes not. It’s a mess. All that money and drugs missing +from the police department. And who knows what else. +(Will walks in, wondering if he missed something as both Helen and +Joan clam up, not wanting to start Will’s morning off with bad police +news.) +Joan: (to her dad in an attempt at redirection) Ola. +(Will decides to ignore his premonition, smiles at Joan, and, notices +the eggs, and gives Helen a kiss, a more extended one than normal.) +Joan: (grossed out, grimacing through the entire sequence that +follows, thinks it uncouth …) Eyew. Eyew. Eyew! (with gradual +increase in volume and emphasis that caricatures her response) +Helen: What’s this (referring to the extended kiss)? +Will: (speaking softly) I had a dream. Missed you when I woke up. +Helen: Well (overwhelmed by the extended kiss, but tries to come out +of it). Que es? (Spanish, ‘what is it?’ not quite the right Spanish +for her question, but Helen’s not fluent, and it’s early morning. She +meant ‘what was it?’) +Will: I don’t remember…. but it was hot (Looking at the salsa, and +realizing that Helen spoke Spanish, Will is set off into the +following passionate sequence. He starts speaking Spanish himself, +with a wild look.) Querida Mia (Will kisses Helen’s arm like Gomez +did Morticia’s in ADDAMS Family. He tries to get her to dance as they +would; she resists. There’s a mix of suggestion, resistance, and +comic passion.) +Helen: Will! (Not in the mood) +Will: (disappointed look, but still hoping) …. Yada? +Helen: Nada! +(Kevin rolls in behind Luke, who walks into the kitchen. Noticing the +end of the attempted dance by Will, Luke picks up a mophead near the +counter and throws it over his head, looking like Cousin Itt from +Addams Family.) +Joan: Too much ADDAMS family. I’m outta here. +Kevin: (missing what had happened) What’s with her? (They all look +quizzical and go in random directions that appear choreographed into +a fractal-like dance, ordered but not consciously or in obvious form. +It’s a jazz-inflected dance troupe performance, accidentally done by +the 4 Girardis, that plays off Will and Helen’s failed Morticia-Gomez +skit. But this one is coordinated unawares by family Girardi, having +learned one another’s rhythms and moves accordingly.) + +**Part 4**\ : (It’s still dark outside as Joan walks up to the bus +stop. The moon is bright in the sky. Joan runs into Adam, who has an +Arcadia Herald newspaper in his arms, and they start talking while +standing there. The words mostly come slow and with difficulty.) +Joan: What are you doing up so early? …(then qualifies it, not +wanting to sound intrusive, but fails) ‘Round here? +Adam: Getting a ‘moon tan.’ (thinking it might sound funny and light, +but his heart’s not in it, so he shifts to where he’s really at) Just +thinking. (feeling uncertain and hopeless.) +Joan: Yeah …(ignoring the moon comment, and guessing) School’s here. +The end…. Our last year. Then…. On our own. +Adam: I know. (not enthusiastic.) +Joan: Why the ‘long dog’ face? +Adam: I don’t know what’s ahead….I want what we had before. I miss +you. (being honest) +Joan: Me too. …. Miss you, that is, not me. (trying to be clear, but +sounding funny) +Adam: What we had… +Joan: Can’t be taken from us. (Joan finishes his sentence.) +Adam: I know. But I want you back, J…. (Wanting to say ‘Jane’, he +can’t bear having to say ‘Joan’.) +Joan: I want to be back. (A moment of hope glimmers for Adam, but he +resists and is glad he didn’t show it after he hears Joan’s next +remark.) But it can’t happen. (Then she tries to be hopeful for Adam, +not herself.) For now. +Adam: Yes, I know. (returning to his sadness) +Joan: Adam. (trying to be helpful) Just breathe. (She takes a deep +breath and demonstrates. Then she takes another kind of breath, this +time through her nostrils expanding her lower abdomen, and exhaling +through her mouth pursed.) Everything …we (thinking, but unsure, so +she just guesses) need? .. is in the present moment…..I think. +(hoping she got it right) +Adam: (he smiles, wanting to connect even if he doesn’t understand +most of what she says, he softly agrees, though it’s more a question) +Right. +Joan: (seeing the bus pulling up) Gotta go. +Adam: Me too. (though it’s not really so.) +Joan: (The bus arrives and Joan is about to step up. She turns, +looking back towards him) Hey. (feeling how much she really cares for +Adam.) Take care. +Adam: (Adam moves to give Joan a hug.) +Joan: (resisting Adam’s overture, quickly suppressing his effort) Not +yet. (She turns away and gets on the bus.) +Adam: Bye, Joan. (Her name comes out more like a plaintive plea. As +he ‘trembles with tenderness, lips that would kiss mouth unformed +prayers to broken’… ness. And he watches her bus ride off west with +the moon.) + +**Part 5**\ : Joan walks down the street, past storefronts, a few +that are boarded up, and comes upon St. Michael’s Episcopal Church. +Outside the building is a statue of St. Michael crushing the serpent. +Joan enters with some anxiety and anticipation. She wonders what goes +on here. She walks down into the basement. +There’s another emblem of\ `St. +Michael <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/StMichaelbyRaphael.jpg>`__\ , +a painting, on the wall. +6:25 on the clock. A Gathering session. Yoga class in the church +basement. The group looks more varied than is typical for Joan’s +social group – a wide range of ages and people of African, Latina/o +(Hispanic), Middle Eastern and Asian descent. There are about 15 to +20 people. Joan has her own mat in the bag she’s carrying. She gets +it out, and lays out a spot; she removes her shoes. Things haven’t +yet started, but will momentarily. +She starts her warm-up in the reclining position, lying on her back, +supine, comfortably, with her arms at her side, doing breathing +techniques to relax and prepare her concentration and attention. +After awhile, she moves to ‘happy baby’ posture. While lying on her +back still, she brings knees to her chest, widening her legs, +gripping knees with her hands to assist gradually the widening…. +Breathing and concentrating for awhile…stretching muscles easily…. +and then fully extending her legs into the air, holding the arches of +her feet with her hands turned in, not putting too much pressure on +the extension, and stretching her hamstrings. Joan’s deliberative and +conscious of her body already, while she’s breathing. A thought +crosses by: Happy yet? And she lets go of it, coming back to … in… +She then sits up with her trunk quite straight, her legs as far apart +as possible, folding left leg against her right thigh and bends at +the waist, her head to kneecap. It’s the preparatory exercise for the +perfect posture (lotus); she follows with the right leg. She’s +feeling loose, and her body is warming to movement, flexibility +fanning out. +As Joan begins feeling her body’s extension and presence +simultaneously, the yoga instructor enters, greets everyone with +‘Ola,’ and a slight bow as she brings her palms, hands, and fingers +together in perfect symmetry. She is a lovely, fair Latina woman, +strikingly attractive. Lithe, lissome, and comely. One could be +absorbed in her appearance if the focus was on her, but it isn’t. She +pulls out of her bag “the bell of mindfulness,” setting it nearby, +and rings it, to bring all to attention. Waiting ‘til all become +mindful, wakeful. +She moves directly to modeling further warm-up postures. Standing up, +Joan matches them. The yoga instructor begins in the mountain-solid +posture, the basic standing pose, with lower back slightly tucked in, +rounded. Finding the center of gravity for the body in relation to +the earth, its location in the space-time continuum. The mind focuses +on a distant still point, in perfect poise, a massive rock, or +pebble. One could repose here or sway for eternity or as long as the +mountains stand. Breathing-mantra … in … out … mountain… +solid…..drawing oxygen into the expanded diaphragm, the lower +abdomen. Silence reigns. All sense of sound suspended. Remaining. +Abiding. Being. +Then the move to Deep Obeisance…While standing aright, bend at waist +and place palms on the floor outward near feet. Not yet reaching the +ground, a breath release drops the trunk further to the floor. +Deepening drawn down. And another breath release. Further. It +stretches hamstring muscles beyond length; so very few complete the +full extension, but the effort directs the mind and the body. And +practice improves quality and experience quickly. +Before long, a return to “ standing-mountain” relieves the tension +and allows an easier return to the breathing-mantra and the now very +remote point. All to deliver the mind from thought - overrated, +over-identified, aspect of self. Too much thinking…Stop…. Breathe .. +in… out … delivering non-self from too many thought-ings. Deep +relaxation. Oxygenating… special delivery to all parts of the body. +Rebirth. Rejuvenating… Now…. And now. …. And now…. Now-ing……. +Joan goes through an additional set of poses: Warrior pose. Down-dog. +Up-dog. Child’s pose for relief and repose. +Slowly, thoughts and mind lose their puffiness, inflation, expansion, +sliding down into the heart, where they reside as affordants to +action, feeling. + +Yoga instructor: (ending the morning’s session with deep relaxation… +‘corpse position’… preparing the last letting-go of self and +non-self, joining That, which is This, all linked in communion until +dissolution… in pain and sorrow that become inextricably and +simultaneously pleasure and joy, yin and yang experienced in the +moment, … latent and salient) +Joan: (As Joan lies on her back, fully extended, concentrating on her +breath, observing its rhythms of mind and absence, something’s +happening… withdrawal of the senses….she’s starting to become fully +conscious… awake….disturbingly awake…..seeing the world anew,…. +Noticing how it’s refreshingly askew… but aright for the first +time…Is this what ‘looking deeply’ means?….. Let go even of this +clarity…. She can’t bear that thought as it passes….back-ing to her +breath-ing…..She’s feeling a whole ‘nother part of her ……. be-ing +……em-body-ing.) +(And …her thinking interrupts flow… faltering at returning to breath… +Finally she looks around, mutters, can’t keep it to herself any +longer) Wow, this is like …. floating on waves of ... or swimming in +clouds of … where am I? (nowhere… u-topia) +Yoga instructor: (slowly returning to the world in front of the eyes, +she rings “the bell of mindfulness” once more, and she speaks softly +after its resonance has faded out) Shantih. Shalom. Salaam. (and +taking a final breath, the prana spreads throughout her body and +being; she keeps it with her as she comes and goes through the day, +dwelling in the rippling center of things that dissipates and +gathers.) +(As each person seems to have returned to ordinary time with her, and +standing on their own, she speaks up.) …Pax Finis…Anyone who wants to +stick around for more ….understanding, questions, do so… (Most people +leave…Joan joins a group of 4 people. They all sit on the +floor)…(instructing) Yoga is a tree with 6 branches. Each branch a +path. Hatha yoga is all about …. Breathing. …Postures…. Deep +relaxation… Meditation….and (leaving it open-ended)…All methods to +yoking … holding the mind in its place ….a discipline of the body +…..also a discipline of the spirit …. Practice at home…. Breathing +from the abdomen. Inhale, filling the stomach. Exhale through the +mouth, pursed. ….a technique. It’s for you to profit from, in your +own way. (now developing the theme with more depth) In Vipassana … +observing breath’s the primary method… insight ….or mindfulness +meditation … to see clearly .. or ..to look deeply .. from .. the +place where the heart dwells …thought arises out of the heart…. an +ancient idea… not far from bhakti yoga, the branch of love. +(taking a breath and moving on to another topic) Another branch is +karma yoga. Gandhi practiced it. Action. Experiments with truth. All +yogas are kin, from the same Teacher. (now sounding cute) Sorta +kissin’ cousins. +(Lastly, pulling from her bag some gifts, she passes out a long +thread-like rope with 108 beads, a japa mala) The sutras passed down +and then finally written down by Patanjali are … threads of a japa +mala on which the words of direction, aphorisms, are strung like +beads. These can be helpful guides for recollection. …. reminiscence +… remembrance… to return to the present … like the bell of +mindfulness. Enough then for today. (Joan slips the string of beads +into her pocket.) +…(Yoga instructor finishes and goes over to pick up her stuff to +leave. Everyone’s finally gone, but Joan’s still on the floor +lingering, thinking again.) +Yoga instructor: (going over to Joan and starts talking) Joan, how’d +you come up with this before I gave the assignment? +Joan: What? (unsure whether it’s god) +Yoga instructor: I was going to tell you to visit a church. And here +you are already. +Joan: (realizing it’s god) So, no assignment. Good deal. I have a lot +on the front burner. +Yoga-instructor-god: Nah, it just gives me the chance to go to the +next card (pulls out a card, and pulls up a chair to sit in, next to +Joan). Learn to dance… +Joan: (uncomfortable, remembering the dream) Sure. (displeased, but +trying not to show it.) +Yoga-instructor-god: Oh you already got that one too (making Joan +curious about her dream)… Well, take it anyway, ‘cause … I teach +dance too … (Yoga-instructor-god’s pleased with her cleverness) Am I +a party-spirit, fun or what? (Joan gets a bit irritated because +Yoga-instructor-god’s enjoying herself, wiggling her body about the +chair, playing her feet like notes on a beat, and Joan’s still +preoccupied with herself and impatient) … This is the location where +I teach (gives her the card; Joan notices on the card: ‘Oracles: any +time, contact directly’; faith healing; trumping all other cards…call +1800-028-2827 ext 9494; there’s also an icon of a giraffe on it)…. +Okay, now get thee to the Academy, where they have class of a +different sort …you’ll be late …. You have plenty of assignments +coming this year…. (Joan frowns knowing how much schoolwork senior +year is. She rises peeved and preoccupied, stomping her foot, +readying to leave.) +(Joan gets doubly distressed by an odd occurrence: she notices Ryan +leaving the basement of the church. How did she miss him? She turns +to talk to Yoga-instructor-god, but she’s exiting the basement with a +wave. Joan now hurries too. Coming out of the church basement, she +sees the sun barely rising, and a star fading at the horizon. In the +same direction, she observes Yoga-instructor-god hook up with Ryan +who was waiting outside the church. They start to walk together. Joan +would like to follow them but chooses to get to school on time. As +she hustles, she looks ahead, noticing an old movie theater, the +Rialto, that connects her to a memory of Adam. On one side of the +marquee, there’s “Citizen Kane”. On the other side of the marquee, +there’s ‘All the President’s Men’ … 2 weeks.) + +**Part 6**\ : (Helen & Lily arrive at Café Noir coffee shop, which +has films playing in a separate room continuously. While they’re +getting their coffee, they notice a film currently running: “The +Nun’s Story” with Audrey Hepburn. Lily smiles to herself; she’s seen +it several times. It is barely seen in brief clips throughout Helen +and Lily’s conversation. They sit down at a table. Helen and Lily’s +conversation begins as a quick exchange before it slows down.) +Lily: So Helen, I gotta tell you, I’m falling deep into like with +Kevin. It’s starting to really simmer. (looking at the coffee) … +brew. (not liking the image)You know, a slow boil, here. (giving up) +Whatever. +Helen: (reacting with discomfort, but Lily goes right into…..) +Lily: I just thought I’d start out with true confessions because +today’s lesson is …. +(Recognizing Helen’s distressed and over-interested, Lily +reconsiders.) I’ll keep it to myself. +Helen: Huh? (quizzical look) Wait, wait. Is that some kind of convent +double speak? Deep into like? Gimme a break … (frustrated, not +disgusted) +Lily: (ignoring Helen’s remark) Blurting .. So …(returning to the +planned purpose) Today’s lesson is sex and drugs and rock and roll +…oh, and …God. Yeah, you know the Song of Songs. This incredible +erotic poem to God in the Bible. (Lily’s quick intense voice is +immediately recognized.) +(Then Lily mumbles to no one in particular) I wonder what the music +sounded like that goes with it …(Lily’s drifting for a second before +returning, which allows Helen to say something and not interrupt.) +Helen: Well, this is something they never told me in 12 years of +Catholic schooling. They were all about getting us to unroll our +skirts. You know, the ones we rolled up to show more leg. +Lily: Yeah. Right. (Lily’s looking not interested, not connecting to +Helen’s remarks because of its nostalgic reverb that’s a generational +distance between them.) Well, anyway … +(Lily spits the next lines out in rapid fire…) Yesterday. In church. +We did this youth group service … with a kid playing the bass riff +from Bob Marley’s EX-O-DUS. And the kids wrote their own praise +refrain with this one kid singing the verses from the Book of Daniel +. You know, where Rack, Shack and Benny are thrown into the fiery +furnace for refusing to bow before NebbyNezzer’s pantheon. …(Lily +gets tangential) Not unlike our own.. (has second thoughts)… Ok, I +won’t go there. (going back to point) .. So, they’re like … untouched +by these dancing flames …Wow! …. It was so cool. I mean. Really cool. +For them. And me too. …And while this kid’s wailing the words +unconsumed, I’m like transported. (she thinks twice.) Not into the +fire, not for me. (going back to the mood) Me and God. And a choir of +angels. In the heavenly court. We were rocking and rolling. (she’s +moving, swaying) It was …so HOT (pronounced with extension, ‘H ahhh +T!’) … Getting me all (Lily drags the ‘alllllll’ out) stirred up. +(Lily now makes some movements to illustrate. She gets up and moves +with flair. She jumps a couple times, including once in 180 degrees. +It seems exciting, tantalizing. Into the fire or out? Nah. It’s as +though she’s hearing the music all over again. People in the coffee +shop look at her like she’s strange, but then they start to move in +their chairs, almost like they’re caught up by her unbridled energy +and enthusiasm as well.) +(Finally Lily catches herself, takes a breath and comes back to +earth.) And I won’t even tell you what we did with the Lord of the +Dance! +Helen: (listening to this as patiently as possible, Helen’s about to +burst) Hold on. Hold on. You what! … What kind of church is talking +about sex without abstinence? To kids? Too x-rated for this +ex-catholic schoolgirl. +Lily: Helen, how do we not bring our bodies to worship? Our souls +into communion with the higher power? (Lily pauses, developing a much +slower repartee, letting the question sink in and hit Helen strongly +and preparing for the next words that have equal force) Sex does it. +Or at least points there…. Rock and roll gets it going (Lily suggests +her earlier movements with a gesture or two. Helen’s not getting it +so Lily ramps it up more. ‘Armageddon Surfer Girl’ song plays +counterpoint.) +Helen, the kids are alright. They just learn by trial and error. We +all do. Struggling with guilt and innocence. Nobody gets it right the +first time or the second or …. But the kids need to know God loves +their bodies,… their passions. The whole of them. +It’s there in the Song of Songs … The mystics know this. It inspired +San Juan de la Cruz to write these exquisite love poems of God. +(Lily’s excited, and starts to wonder if Helen thinks she’s lost it +or not. Lily goes on, even though Helen’s musing that Lily’s really +off her rocker.) … Helen, you’re a married woman. You know how it is. +Desire can’t be satisfied . Or can, only to rise again. (quoting +something) “Our hearts are restless until they rest in Thee.” Our +bodies, too. (going on) Rest, from hard work, desire’s exhaustion. +All in its place. …Oh, and what excitement! Finding their place, +their order in the soul, the universe…(Lily realizes she’s come back +from her rhapsodizing and suddenly tries to focus herself.) And their +ordering… that’s the disciplines of prayer…. You see, you know we +were going there. (Helen again displays a distressed reaction, +exasperated one more time by Lily’s flight, her jumps in meaning. +Lily hoped her refocusing wasn’t too abrupt, but she gets the +distinct idea that she’s left Helen in the dust, or ashes as it were. +Lily now puts it out there straight.) Helen, are you praying? (And +then Helen feels ever so clearly again that she loves Lily, considers +her a good friend, truly beloved of her. Lily doesn’t mince her +words; she’s direct, spiritual, mixing a faith and lived experience +in a vital way, but Helen is unable to let that feeling connect +herself to Lily and asks a question, rather than kissing her.) +Helen: I’m not yet Catholic again, so .. And …. how did we get from +sex to prayer? This makes no sense. (Helen’s staying safe even though +it would have seemed spent.) +Lily: (Lily shakes her head in frustration and looks down to the book +she had brought. It’s laying on the table and she’s about to read a +passage. Helen gets up and begins to walk out. The truth will take a +little longer to sink in. As Helen leaves, she hears distantly Lily’s +reading from The Song of Songs) “Set me as a seal on your heart, as a +seal on your arm. For strong as death is love. Relentless as the +nether world is desire. Its flames are blazing fire, a flame of +Adonai himself. Deep waters cannot quench love nor floods sweep it +away. Were one to offer all he owns to purchase love, he would be +roundly mocked.” + +**Part 7**\ : At the Arcadia Police Department +Will: (to Carlisle as they stand outside near a conference room at +the Police Dept., with Will pointing) You’re coming into this with +me. +Carlisle: (chewing on a breakfast fajita as he’s walking) Ok. +(reluctant, but conceding ) +Will: (in a lower voice to Carlisle) Here’s the deal… some time after +we get in there, you mention a case we have to follow up on, +(thinking) …I don’t know… you think of one… and that we have to +leave.. (getting to the point.) I don’t want to waste the whole +morning with some advisory group… +Carlisle: (shoving what’s left of the fajita into his mouth) Yeah. +(with mouth full). Sure, boss. (With that last word, Will starts to +feel the chasm that comes with chiefdom return.) +(Will walks into the conference room; Carlisle follows. Ryan Hunter, +president of the Citizens Watchdog Committee, is there with others +from the committee. As Will walks in with Carlisle and Ryan gets up +to shake hands, they all feel awkward because of the small conference +room, and look like they’re doing some kind of dance, rather than +just sitting down at their respective seats. Will finally sits down +as the others do, and he collects himself.) +Will: (to Ryan and the others) Detective Carlisle’s going to join us. +(Initially Ryan has his hand out to shake Carlisle’s hand. But +Carlisle is still gulping on the last bits of the fajita that he +shoved into his mouth. As Carlisle wipes his hand from the fajita on +his pants and then goes to shake Ryan’s hand, Ryan withdraws his +hand, finally put-off by Carlisle’s uncouth manner.) Mr. Hunter, good +to see you again. We need to stop dan- ….. (Will’s about to say +‘dance’ as suggested by what they were just doing, but stops himself +and says) … meeting like this. (Will was trying to be funny but it +falls flat, and he realizes that. Ryan concedes his effort at humor, +though the others don’t get it even remotely.) +(Will then looks to the rest of the advisory group) I’m the Chief of +Police, …again… Will Girardi. Pleased to meet you. (They nod.) +Ryan: (getting started quickly) Chief Girardi, we appreciate your +time and don’t want to keep you from your work. (Ryan is always on to +Will’s issues, which relieves him, but there’s still a lurking sense +of “dis-ease” for Will. He can’t put his finger on it, so he leaves +it be for another day.) Let me introduce the other members who +constitute the Citizens Watchdog Committee. +(Quick introductions ensue.) +Will: So … What can we do for you? +Ryan: We’re having a Safety Summit this week and want you to attend. +(on point) The councilman, district commander, local community +development rep will be there.(still on point) It’s in the Central +West End neighborhood. We need you there. (goes for the new twist) +Will: If you have them showing up, you don’t need me. +Ryan: Yes, we do. That’s the thing. (giving a list) The crime is out +of control. The drug dealing. Prostitution. Petty crime. Panhandling +… (and now the rationale) It’s a continual nuisance to the people +living there. (and now the bigger picture) This neighborhood has the +potential to be a premiere redeveloped renovated neighborhood in +Arcadia. (These last words are given special emphasis by Ryan. The +rest of the watchdog committee nod.) A mixed income neighborhood of +choice. (sounding like a slogan from somewhere) +Watchdog Committee member (African-American man): Chief Girardi. I +live there. And without the police we’re going to find ourselves +desperate (the plea playing on heartstrings). Here’s the invitation +we sent the entire neighborhood. (passes a flyer with information on +it to Will) +Will: (as he continues to attempt to resist) I’m the Chief of Police, +not a detective…. (waiting for acceptance from the group and getting +none) +Ryan: True, … but your presence sends a message. +Will: (quickly realizes he’s again Chief of Police and anyway, it’s +hopeless and relents) Okay. Okay. I’ll be glad to come. (providing +limits) But I can’t commit to any other meetings. We’re (gesturing to +Carlisle) occupied with all of Arcadia. (hoping Carlisle will get the +clue, but Carlisle’s got his head downward, ignoring Will as though +something else is on his mind. It’s humorous as Carlisle’s +frustrating Will’s previous plan to exit.) Well, gotta go. (Carlisle +perks up.) +Ryan: Before you go, Chief Girardi. (the oh-by-the-way strategy that +gets them every time) We need to know about this recent matter +covered in the Herald. (pulling out the newspaper from his leather +carrying bag, he reads) ‘Police Dept Loses Evidence.’ Please advise. +Will: I don’t know anything other than what you’ve read. (matter of +fact, but it’s a sore subject) We’ve lost $50,000. Confiscated from +several street level dealers. From in front of a dance club. Meth. +Some heroin from those cases … Well, … all the heroin, is missing. +It’s a mess. +Ryan: We agree. So … +Will: So we’re doing an internal investigation … It’s not for me to +interfere with … +Ryan: True. …. But we need information … +Will: (feeling hopeless immediately, but recovering) I can’t provide +information about an ongoing investigation... +Ryan: Certainly, … we know that… But we want the police reports, +timeline, all the details that are already out there. That’s our +(with emphasis) job, right? A citizens’ review. +Will: I’ll see what I can do … but no promises … (quickly getting up +and moving to the door, with Carlisle following) +Ryan: Thank you, Chief Girardi. We trust you’ll do your job to the +fullest, and demonstrate a talent for responsiveness to the citizens +of Arcadia. +Will: (nods goodbye) Mr. Hunter, citizenry (Odd term for Will, he +wonders for a moment where it came from. As Will walks out, he +realizes the answer and thinks about how he gets into these things, +that Ryan Hunter is becoming ‘a bug up his …’ or is it ‘a fly in his +…?’ It’s like this guy is some kind of ‘lord of the flies’ for Will +and he wants to stop the buzzing in his ears, like maybe take a swat +at it. Irritating the … out of him. With Will and Carlisle’s exit, +Ryan, still sitting, smiles and nods to the Committee, satisfied, as +if the outcome was just as he had predicted it to them.) + +**Part 8**\ : It’s the first day of school with Joan and Grace +entering the school building, getting checked with a wand metal +detector by security guard. Joan whirls around as she is wand-ed. +Grace: Hey whirligirl. Looking for a partner? (Joan gets a look on +her face, like don’t get smart with me or bring up a painful subject +the first thing, but Grace wasn’t buggin’ at all) +Joan: (moving on) Can you believe we’re gonna have ID cards for +school and class!? +Grace: Our illustrious school board president and his cast of lackeys +… what kiss-ups!…couldn’t find some way to fill up their time this +summer. …. Where’s the teachers’ union when you need them? +Joan: My mom was all for it. (meaning the ID cards) But that’s where +she draws the line… Ryan Hunter has video cameras on the front burner +now too… for the hallways ... the parking lots. …the cafeteria… the +teachers’ lounges?… But that’s stepping over the line for her. +Grace: Gulag Arcadia. We’re gonna be the next public/private +partnership. America’s private gulag…file import by way of the demon +express. Just another brick in the wall… They’ve colonized our +bodies, now it’s our minds, Girardi. We gotta bust this regime before +they start stamping our foreheads with bar codes. +Price: (noticing and welcoming them) Young ladies, Welcome to your +final school year… Courtesy of Fortress Arcadia. (having overheard +Grace, he chuckles as he repeats the refrain) Finally real security +for the “school land.” God! We’re lucky to have someone leading our +schoolboard down the road to eternal…(seeming to leaving it +open-ended, but comes with a punch-line ) … Safety. Lights. Camera. +Action. (he illustrates like a director giving direction) When we get +those video cameras…ooh la la! We’ll zoom right in on our security +threats! (putting his hands together like a camera and riveting on +Grace’s head… he chuckles knowing it will get a rise out of Grace +which it does, with a glare.) +Helen: (walking up, hearing a bit of the conversation) There are way +too many kids roaming the halls that I don’t know. An ID card with +picture will immediately identify who belongs and who doesn’t ….and +where they should be. +Grace: Mrs. Girardi…. This will be my mission this year. Anonymity or +bust. Suspend me, condemn me, threaten me, but I won’t entrust my +identity to an emblem … You know who I am .. Card me if I’m going +into a bar, but into class, come on! +Helen: Well, many teachers don’t know you. +Grace: So if I introduce myself to every teacher … you’ll stop this +nonsense. +Helen: (in a hurry, waves bye) Maybe. You have a point. +Grace: (calling out so she can be heard) Hey, everyone, Grace Polk’s +the name… radical’s my game... Going to the root of the problem. +(checking back) Hey, if they don’t get it, well, …. I’ll just find +myself the local chapter of the Hasidim… or move to Brooklyn… follow +the tzaddik, quit school. Learning the way of the world is way +overrated. If the mountain will not come to Mohammed, Mohammed will +go to the mountain.(she smiles ‘cause she knows how much others at +the synagogue will jump out of their skin the next time she tries +those lines on them. She files it in her mental “jag cabinet.”) +Joan: Grace! (surprised she could somehow link all that and not lose +part of her brain to science) + +**Part 9**\ : (Joan and Grace join up with the rest of Arcadia High’s +sub-defectives now maturing fully into defection, or is it +assimilation?…Luke, Glynis, Friedman, Adam, are coming down the +school hallway, before walking into Government class.) +Adam: (to the whole crew) I am so not stoked! I’m like outta here +already (shaking his head, suggesting his mind’s elsewhere). And we +still have a whole year. Doesn’t senioritis set in ….like January? +And it’s like ….September! How do I get my head back into all this …. +STUFF? (making a gesture, waving at the hallways, all of it.) +Friedman: Let’s set off a fire alarm to celebrate the opening of +school. (Everyone’s been ignoring Friedman, so now he’s seeking +attention, and he’s still not getting it.) +Glynis: (oblivious to Friedman’s remark initially, mostly +self-occupied) I spent 2 weeks at the Phoenix Music Institute. We +made a CD of the stuff we wrote. Just a band of misfits. (coming up +with an even better word) Or miscreants… playing dissonance… uh, +chaos (smiles as she connects music and physics) It was very cool. +(She says this last line sleekly to give weight and try to get others +interested.) +…..Yuh? (Friedman’s remark finally registering, then says to him) +Grow up! (She initiates slapping Friedman in the head, which they all +join in doing, in a ritualized, orchestrated form that’s over +familiar.) +Friedman: (He almost fights them off successfully, and then shakes +himself, as though unruffling his feathers, ashes, phoenix-like, +arising out of the flurry of slaps they throw his way.) The Friedman +will consummate his future this year. I will find the perfect maid +…maiden? (wonders aloud, then announcing to everyone) … Erotic +fantasies no more … Well (He has second thoughts but proceeds) .. The +goddess of my dreams … On a stone pedestal (waxing poetic, imagining +her on the pedestal) … above all else …. Give her a magic potion … +just in case (worried about his inadequacies)… (then, reflecting, +with a change of demeanor, almost sadness) and I almost had her in my +arms …(mumbling to himself) … Judith … (‘Love is the drug’ by Roxy +Music plays to the thought.) +Luke: (missing the Judith mention and irritated at Friedman) Get a +life …. What romantic drivel? We’re taking AP Calc this year. +Differential and Integral equations. Fundamental theorem here we +come. (Friedman shakes off his previous reverie and totally changes +his mood.) +Luke and Friedman: (together, simultaneously) The dance of highly +sensitive variables. (They high-five and do an in-tandem jump/kick +dance while circling, that looks like they’re really skipping the +light fandango) +Glynis: (Hearing Friedman’s mention of Judith, and taken aback +emotionally, she begins reflecting, oblivious to Friedman-Luke’s +truncated dance) Some romantics grieved a lost loved one their entire +life … unremitting … worshipping them as Aphrodite. (then wondering +aloud) Pallas Athena? +Joan: (listening to Glynis, but confused by the calculus excitement) +Really? Glynis. I didn’t know … (and trails off surprised at Glynis’ +evoked sense of feeling.) +Grace: (looking at Luke, but catching Friedman too) Shut it down, the +high-octane surge, ‘boy-toys R us.’ (She really wants to put them in +their place.) Sex, desire, is the politics of the bedroom, and +subject to fetish, charm …. and loss of power. (Grace’s trying out +some new ideas she’s come across.) Just like Arcadia High, you +lap-dog teacher pets. (Now she’s trying to put it all together in one +perfect equation.) Freud plus Marx equals Marcuse. Or the Frankfurt +School. Or both. (slightly puzzled by the direction of her flight and +momentarily uncertain) Whatever. (recovering) Now that’s a calculus +for ya! (Grace is pleased with herself and chuckles, self-absorbed in +her own way.) +ALL: HUH! (Everyone’s irritated and dazed and confused as Grace makes +her last remark). What! +Grace: Don’t look at me. (satisfied that she made herself perfectly +clear) +Adam: (trying to change the subject, and speaking in a low voice tone +to Grace specifically) Grace, should I get a dog? You know, a +replacement for Joan? ‘Cause I’m lonely….(trailing off…) +Joan: (overhears Adam’s remark anyway) Ahhhh…(Joan lets out this +moaning-like sound of sweetness, a sigh of love) Adam …. (Realizing +her old love is there and not-there for Adam. Confused emotionally, +she just lets it hang out there revealed in the moment.) +Grace: (ignores Joan’s moaning, and replies to Adam loudly so that +everyone hears) Exactly, fetishee. (Adam gets this look on his face +like ‘don’t tell Grace about these confused needs for connection.’ +Grace misses his look and goes back to her subject, winding up again, +and getting into a rant) …You guys only read what they assign. Or do +some bizarre calculations for the end of the world. (Grace is now on +her soapbox. The others are restless as she’s gotten into this, but +she waves off their interruption.) And live your life like some damn +assignment. That’s crap and you know it. Get an education, right! +Hmmph. Get a life! (sounding like someone she’s heard before) Drop +out or … at least! … give the ‘powers that be’ hell….. It wakes +others up … and you don’t lose your own head in the exchange. (Pulls +out a dish from her bag. Everyone’s wondering … where that came from. +She stops in her tracks… and everyone else stops too. She bends her +head over the plate, Juan Bautista-like.) Chop it off! … Because +that’s where we’re all going if we don’t do something different this +year than following this fascist organization (waving her hands at +security guard, hallway, and all of it). +All: (Everyone’s overwhelmed by Grace’s rant, stunned) +A Security guard, in uniform, from down the hallway has been walking +towards them since Grace got a little loud the first time. He’s +following them closer now that he’s heard more of Grace’s commotion. +No one other than Grace has noticed him. She’s thinking he’s going to +try and shut her down, but she’ll have none of it. +Grace: (looking at Luke) And you dog-boy, you’re on notice. Get with +the program or find another chihuahua. (she crouches down for a +moment and makes like a petite little thing). Un poquito. +Luke: (looking discouraged and at a loss) +Adam: (mostly ignoring Grace’s remark to Luke, but he flinches a bit +as it comes on so strong.) +Cha …. ah (Adam notices that he’s about to regress to a previous +expression of his from the past and starts to stutter) …Cha cha cha +(and does a hand movement ‘cha cha’ to try to save it, finally coming +up with …) Chuck! the whole college thing. I’m there. For the +revolution. (Adam sounds lackluster in his support even though the +right words are coming out of his mouth.) Che. Pancho. People unite. +Organize. …Hey Grace, do they need the ‘artiste’ (inflected form, +pronounced ‘arteest’)? +Grace: (unbelieving, and snide) Well, Yeah! (duh … like) Didn’t you +ever see\ `‘The Masses’ cover +art <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/TheMassescoverart.jpg>`__\ … +Art Young (e.g., Dec1913) +– something you’d all know … if you weren’t so self-absorbed… +(sounding disgusted) Blugh. ….. you know, loss of true love, now just +cry…. cry … cry … over spilt milk (alluding to Joan and Adam’s split) +… Oh, but go to college and join the corporate robbery of art, just +the same. +Joan: (finally at a loss to tolerate Grace any longer) Grace, what’s +gotten into you? +Grace: (ignoring Joan’s question, but eyeing her): + +Adam: (going back to Grace’s cant about art and revolution): Where do +I sign up?….. (But actually not that interested, he comes back to his +real question, dwelling on it) And … should I get a dog? (it being +out there already anyway) I think I need a dog. What do you think, +huh, huh? (nagging, dog-like) (Then he gets an idea about bugging +Grace for payback.) Chihuahua, senorina? +Joan: (more sure than she really is) Adam, you don’t need a dog. +(Joan re-focuses herself to Grace’s rhapsodic bombast, trying to make +funny and nice) Hee, hee, ha, ha, no revolution without breakfast, +(pulls out a granola bar) and …. class warfare. Oops. (chuckles at +her double meaning, as they all come to their class-room and are +about to enter.) +Security-guard-god: (overhearing the conversation, now speaks to +Joan, but the others are in his sweep as well; he’s almost calling +out to them as they walk into class) Hey, Joan, … buds, I’m tempted +to fascism too (taps his club), but … how’s it go? Let a thousand +flowers promiscuously bloom until …. Armageddon or the New Jerusalem. +They’re all wide-eyed as they walk into government class. +Security-guard-god turns around and walks down the hallway with a +wave. And Joan notices Ryan walking down the hallway just behind +Security-guard-god….. Adam waves … and Ryan waves back… + +**Part 10**\ : In government class +Teacher: (lecturing and walking through the classroom, droning) The +body politic is the term for describing the unity …and disunity, I +suppose … of the voters … the community as a whole … the citizenry …. +Individuals in their relationships to one another and their leaders. +Vox populi means the voice of the people…. It was sometimes believed +to be the voice of god. As though god and politics ….the polis …the +state… had any connections. …..But how does the many speak with one +voice? That’s a question with diverse answers … No wonder they wanted +some word from on high. Because none of the answers satisfy… +Consensus. Simple majority. Simple tyranny. (trying desperately for +some rise or humor, failing miserably, and going back to the drone) +…. Decisions, decisions…. Easy and complex …. Our democracy survives +population increases, confused meanings, including women and former +slaves in voting, and …. non…. (trailing off) +The students in class are almost completely devoid of interest. Some +are looking around; others have their heads down. Some are trying to +appear like they’re taking notes, but they aren’t. Not a good start +to the school year. Finally the teacher wakes from her lecturing +reverie and notices Grace writing something in large letters in a +notebook. +Teacher: (going to Grace’s desk) Please share your notes with the +class. +Grace: (Grace stands up, and makes a big show of her notebook for +everyone to see. In big red letters, taking up both pages of her +notebook, Grace has written something. She shows it to the class as +she says) If I can’t dance, it’s not my revolution. (everyone busts +up or look quizzical) +Teacher: Explain yourself. (Teacher’s not amused.) +Grace: Emma Goldman had it right. You know, ‘Red Emma.’ (trying to +get a rise from her classmates, but no one knows who or what’s she’s +talking about.) Fall asleep. Anaesthetize our political wills with +governmental drivel so we ignore what’s happening in our world. And +just shop til we drop. (Ramones’ ‘Bop til you drop’ begins to play.) +Consumption, consumption. Stuff and more stuff. .. and ..Sanitize our +bodies. ‘Cause what else’s there to do? Oh …. take a cruise (looks at +Friedman). Retire to Florida. Cheat on an election. Have the Supreme +Court make the decision for you. Oh and die from old age. Or ….what?! +… Take personal responsibility for what happens … don’t foist it on +someone else to decide and do it for you. +Teacher: Please? +Alex: (African-American student sitting behind Joan, quickly jumping +in) Didn’t Thomas Jefferson say we needed a revolution every 20 +years? +Another student: (trying to make like he knows something) Yeah, and +he wrote the Declaration of Independence. +Teacher: (quickly tries to direct the discussion, focusing on Alex’s +question) Yes. Not quite revolution. Actually, rebellion. Resistance +to government. It’s healthy. But not overthrow it. Reform. Improve +things, change them. Throw the bums out (teacher catches herself with +last remark thinking it a little too cavalier) The electorate makes +the changes in a democracy. A republic. You get to vote at age 18… +Grace: (interrupting) Voting’s a sham. Choosing between +puppet-meisters of the power elite. Gimme a break. They call the +shots; control the media. Reduce education to multiple choice. Govern +from on high. Oh yeah. .. and every 4 years they do a dog-and-pony +show in front of the cameras. +Teacher: Thank you, Grace, for that informative critique from the vox +populi. (trying to make connections somehow, some way. Now returning +to her agenda before class ends and speaking to all) Your assignment +is written on the board. Go to a community meeting. See the body +politic in action. Then, write your observations. Analyse it. As to +how the world works. How we govern ourselves. How a democracy +practices its principles. Res publica. Join the public conversation. +And make the decisions. It’s your future. +All: (irritated by the assignment and unbelieving) +Adam: (finally thinking aloud) Hey, I wonder if there are any +community meetings listed in the Herald. I’m gonna check with Ryan. +(then starts to wonder) +Joan: (responding to the assignment, ignoring Adam’s comment) What +now? Another assignment that makes no sense. Vox non sensus. Where do +they even have community meetings? Who comes up with this stuff? +Alex: (responding to Joan’s remark, sarcastic) What’s the problem, +little girl … big world just got a little bigger? +Joan: (irritated by the callous remark, but speaking up anyway, +rambling) What’s a community meeting? I’ve never been to a community +meeting. There’s no community. Just cars, houses, malls, stores, my +friends. You know, the world inside my head. Hey, livin’ in my own +private Arcadia, here. (pointing to her head) +Teacher: (overhearing Joan’s remarks, throws in a comment) You’re +riding off into a limited horizon. This’ll be good for you. Expand +connections, possibilities. +Alex: (ignoring the teacher, responding to Joan) Hey, it’s where you +live. And that ain’t in your head. … Or Idaho. (knowing the tune, and +twisting back at Joan) … Don’t you talk about this stuff in your +‘hood. Who lives on your street? Strangers? ….When somebody gets +trashed, don’t you all get together? The pool gets rebuilt. Or +repainted with a mural… (Joan is clueless and really uninterested, +looking bored stiff at such mundane stuff that’s somebody else’s +business, certainly not hers.) +Joan: (now trying desperately to connect): Like community service? +Alex: No. That’s what you get when you get arrested. I’m talking +about living on the street. And organizing a gang. Or organizing your +neighbors to take a gang on. A little alternative army. A punk +brigade. And sending out invitations to the police to watch you get +your ass kicked. (trying to be funny, but Joan’s really not getting +it) +Joan: (still confused, but hearing the army idea offering a glimmer +of sense) +Alex: (showing a more sensitive side and actually trying to be +helpful) Okay, okay, you’re not going to get it unless you show up at +one …. And I’m the guy who’s got one in his neighborhood next week. +Adam: (and the others nearby, including Grace, who have been +listening) Hey Alex, can I show up? (noticing the others listening) +Them too? +Alex: Yes, yes, yes. The whole army. Maybe we can make a gang out of +you. Nah, nah. Just don’t embarrass me. Keep me off front street … +it’ll be okay. +Adam: How ‘bout some coordinates on the space-time continuum? +Alex: (getting the message and answering) The basement of St. +Michael’s Church, Dilcue Street near Walnot. 7pm. And don’t come +early. Nothing starts on time. +Joan: Where? I go there for yoga class. It’s out of my way (somewhat +talking aloud to herself not realizing Alex’s not much interested) … +I’ve been looking for a different location …. this was the first one +I found, … I just tried it out and like it. But with school I figured +to stop. +Alex: (uninterested in Joan’s explanation) So you know where it’s at. +Good. 7pm. (He heads off.) +Joan: I’ll be there (realizing her schedule isn’t someone else’s and +feeling she’s gotta get this assignment over). (Everyone wanders out +of class and off.) + +**Part 11**\ : It’s early evening, Kevin and Lily are on a date. +They’re about to enter a Labyrinth garden when they notice Luke, +Grace, Adam, Glynis and Friedman, walking down the side of the street +they’re on. On the other side of the street, a grizzled tall guy is +hawking a newspaper. He’s got a dog with him and a grocery cart +filled with stuff… and aluminum cans. A block down the street, +there’s a movie theater with a marquee; it’s called the RIALTO +ArtHouse. There are lots of other storefronts, too … A resale shop; +bagel shop; coffee shop; tire shop; bicycle shop. +Kevin: Hey, bro’? (gestures, wondering where they’re all headed) +Luke: Off to glue our eyeballs to Celluloid. +Grace: (Grace reacts to Luke’s slick statement; she gawks pleased.) I +like it. I like it. (bobbing up and down) +Luke: (Feeling that he wants to continue to impress Grace, Luke +rattles off the following lines swiftly) Actually, processing the +medium of film is a fairly complex (here Luke uses emphasis) and hot +transformation. Gibson demonstrated experimentally that the ecology +of perception, given from the surrounding patterns of light, a direct +pick up from the Ambient Array, undermined the Cartesian bifurcation +of nature and cogito. This .. wait .. Does that apply to film? What +did Bateson say in ‘Ecology of Mind’? (trying to remember) The mind’s +a plant, organic growth from compost, (quoting something) ‘a wild, +where weed and flower promiscuous shoot’. Okay, a system, but not a +computer or factory flow chart… +Friedman: (wincing at Luke’s tangent, and butting in, telling Kevin) +Enough already. I tried to convince them … Deep Throat …. so much the +perfect movie. Passion nonstop (notices Lily’s curious)… (Friedman +trying to score some points himself) Especially since Mark Felt’s +been outted. Or … maybe … a tango in Paris. (Friedman tries to tango, +but looks more like he’s twisting himself into a knot.) +Glynis: (speaking up for herself) I refused to be subjected to two +people itching themselves and one another for 2 hours. If it’s gonna +be concupiscence, I want Tristan and Yseult, channeled through +Einstein and his first cousin …. +Grace: (interrupting Glynis before she goes on) Glynis, you’re +getting’ weirder …by the day. You gotta stop reading the dictionary. +And Feynman’s lectures. (Deciding to add something for humor) And +playing your tuba at the same time. (Grace now starts to look at +Glynis, actually concerned even though she sounds sarcastic) Have you +been inhaling the wrong fumes? +Glynis: (takes a deep breath) Just breathing freedom from the +shackles of the body. It’s a knowledge of a different order. Once you +start reading Byron’s Don Juan (The Overture from Mozart’s Don +Giovanni starts to play), you’re whisked to Greece, Italy… . ah… Life +is short (wondering how she’ll ever take it all in)…Especially for +Byron and his coterie…..But art is eternal. (Friedman is absorbed in +all things Glynis for a second.) +Kevin: (realizing this crew doesn’t all know Lily, and interrupting +before they continue off the deep end) Lily, these are my brother’s +geeky friends. As you can see, … they don’t hide it. Glynis (she nods +and each does on cue). The Friedman. Grace. You know Adam. +Lily: By hearsay (thinking) ... or rather, hersay. (trying to sound +cute) +Adam: (ignoring Glynis’ earlier question about art as is everyone +else and avoiding Lily’s comment. He wants to get to the movie.) I’d +actually like to see the credits. We miss those. I’m walking out. +(Adam’s announcement is ignored as they all continue to talk.) +(The guy on the other side of the street trafficking in newspapers +crosses the street, and is recognized as Homeless-man-god. He’s got a +newspaper, ‘Personas sin Casa Grapevine’ (translated, ‘Homeless +Grapevine’). He has a badge that identifies him as a vendor for the +paper. He closes in enough to hear most of the conversation going on, +but clearly outside the circle of words. He starts to sell his +newspaper to passersby. The dog stays on the other side and sits +attentive on the sidewalk, unobtrusive and not bothering anyone, +keeping watch over the goings-on and the grocery cart full of stuff.) +Kevin: (Picking up the movie thread) Lily’s been trying to get me to +“All the President’s Men.” She thinks I could learn something. I +wouldn’t fall for it. +Grace: (to no one in particular, just dropping her comments like +pronouncements or oracles) All the king’s horses and the all the +king’s men couldn’t put humpty dumpty back together again. +Lily: (tired of all the earlier gibberish and now more so, she stomps +her foot and blurts out) What’s the flick already? +Friedman: Citizen Kane…. That’s the problem. I said we could pick it +up at the video store. Adam insists on the Rialto. +Adam: (forgetting how impatient he’s been to get to the movie) The +greatest movie ever made. Bar none. You gotta see it (stretches his +arms out to give the idea of watching a big screen) to get the +effect. (He starts to get animated) Working at the Herald will give +me a whole new take on it. Political cartoons, photos ‘amping’ a +story. (now thinking how he was lucky enough to be working at the +newspaper) Ryan’s excited about my ‘concepts’. He dropped by Layout. +I’ve been ‘jazz-ing’ some Ads. He’s been like an angel of light, (he +softens as realizes what he’s going to say next) since my fall from +heaven with Joan. (Adam realizes immediately he’s said more than he’s +comfortable with, he short-circuits himself.) +(Newspaper vendor’s ears prick up when he hears Adam mention working +at Arcadia Herald) +Grace: (still not really knowing what to do with Adam’s rumination of +his ruin with Joan, she moves on to the movie-thing and beyond) I’d +just as soon see Humpty Dumpty. Adam’s still into his artsy-fartsy +scene. But I’m gonna fix that. (Grace thinks about what Adam might +need, focusing on what she has in store for him) With the peoples’ +art. (She returns to what she’d really be interested in, but she +can’t get anyone else on her wavelength.) American Splendor. Comic +books, hospital orderlies, burning rivers. Harvey Pekar, persona non +grata. Adam, we got a future. +Kevin: (Kevin ignores Grace’s strange remarks, but picks up on the +newspaper connection with Adam and Ryan Hunter. He notices newspaper +hawker through the circle of conversation as he speaks directly to +Adam, who’s become interested in what Kevin has to say.) Ryan’s one +curious and … strange guy. (pauses before he adds) We had lunch last +week. He actually (surprised) …was interested in what I thought. He +knows all these meaningless details. The exact number of reporters. +Their assignments. Our advertisers. Up to his eyeballs in every +aspect of the paper. He’s got …. like a ravenous mind. After I told +him I might go to ‘All the President’s Men,’ (expresses surprise +again) … he went off and saw it … gave me a detailed capsule. It was +like I didn’t even need to see for myself. He’s the fact-meister +himself. I wouldn’t want to go up against him in a court of law or +facts. … Well…. maybe, some day. + +Adam: (throwing this in) Joan’s definitely pissed about what’s been +featured in the Herald …. all that money and drugs disappearing from +the police dept …. She’d like to bite Ryan’s ear off … No love lost +between them. + +Lily: (Noticing that Joan’s nowhere in sight with her group of +friends, Lily speaks to Kevin) Where’s your sister? +Luke: (answering Lily’s question as Adam can’t resist following +intently) Sis is studying government. She’s all over her assignments +already… I can’t believe it . Reading The Declaration of +Independence, the Constitution, and commentary on the 14th amendment. +(Luke goes into automatic here, like once he starts thinking, he’s +got this whole string of information he can’t shut off until it comes +to the end of the string) Which was set up to provide equal +protection, due process. You know, all the rights of the +Constitution; Bill of Rights should apply to African-Americans, too, +but didn’t, ‘til after slavery. You know, an amendment just to make +sure. But in 1886, the Supreme Court gave corporations ‘personhood’ +from it. Since then, like every case before the Supreme Court under +this Amendment ….brought by Corporations, demanding their rights… +giving them the power of the people, their own voice .. . So now +they’re people too. Well, not like any people I know, but … So I’m +wondering …. why not robots and clones too? Like what is a person, +anyway? Cogito? (then remembering something about Bateson) +Co-habitation of mind and place? +Grace: (irritated that she didn’t know this stuff and pleased/angry +with Luke’s information about corporations being persons, something +she didn’t know before): Whoa, Cor-po-ra: Persona “non a wanna.” I +shoulda stayed home (Grace would have actually liked doing this +assignment). +Adam: (Adam’s easily brought back to thinking of Joan, ignoring the +content, but not the fact that it’s Joan he’s talking about) Didn’t +she say she was headed off to some dance classes too? Tomorrow? She’s +not letting me in on her plans. I wanted to go. My feet were nixed. +They went a different direction. +(There’s a brief lull. Adam now responds to Grace’s comment and tries +to drop the question of Joan’s whereabouts … it’s too painful for him +to dwell on it) Grace, you pump the same corrosive slurry to fire +your engines. Mrs. G’s informed us that the Post post-industrial +artist works with ‘found junk’. The refuse of the world. What’s left +of our industrial wasteland. Its dead dinosaurs of rust … to make +beauty, truth. She’s convinced me that ‘we’re saved by beauty.’ Not +revolution, Grace. Well, (Adam’s not sure how ‘revolution’ fits in or +not) maybe … I don’t know. I like making stuff … returning the +smelted to impure mixtures …fissioning ..fashioning.. Welding .. +(thinking of something, trying to put his finger on it) yin and +yang…. Metallica ….transmogrification … Alchemical metamorphosis .. +Fusing the distant constellations … iron and .… (drifting off, but +then comes back to something important) But, what do people need? +Grace: That’s why you want a dog, right? Beauty and the beast! +Adam: (taken aback by Grace’s comment) No, that’s different. +(Newspaper vendor starts to listen in more closely) +Lily: (jumping in, ready to move on) We’re headed into the …. (Lily +motions in the direction of the Labyrinth) +Luke: (just now noticing the sign indicating such) Labyrinth. Very +cool. (rambling) Video games, layers upon layers of hypertext. Higher +slices of reality. Lara Croft. I’d like to try it. +Friedman: (to Luke) … Another day, ill spirit. (making his own +commentary) A complete rip-off of ‘Adventures of the Minotaur.’ +Lily: (Lily doesn’t realize Friedman’s remark is about a video game.) +Nah, Chartres. (Now Lily tries to explain the Labyrinth.) Labyrinths +evoke another center to the universe. … (Lily starts to focus; she’s +quoting something she knows extremely well by heart, written thereon) +… “I fled him down the nights and down the days, I fled down the +arches of the years, I fled him down the labyrinthine ways of my own +mind and in the mist of tears I hid from him, and under running +laughter.” +Kevin: Wow!….(curious) Who were you running from? +Lily: God …. (and then pointing toward Kevin) … And you… +Adam: (unable to bear waiting any longer, and getting agitated about +Joan… Everyone has ignored Lily and Kevin’s exchange because they’re +ready to leave) Time to go. (Adam walks away, assuming everyone else +will follow.) +Grace: (to Lily and Kevin regarding the Labyrinth, as she starts to +move away) Good luck finding your way out … (Grace pauses for a +moment and then adds) or in. +Luke: (Luke’s been thinking about something while all this talk has +been going on. As the group starts to walk away, Luke begins +wondering aloud finally, including Lily and Kevin in his meaning.) Is +it god or the devil that’s in the details? I’ve heard it both ways. +(then he changes his direction, furrowing his brow, his curiosity is +limitless) What kind of labyrinth is this? +Grace: (shoots to Luke) Leave it alone, serpentine warrior. We’re +late. +(Homeless Guy/Newspaper Vendor can’t wait any longer and interrupts, +sweeping his gaze to everyone, except Adam, who’s left.) +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: ‘The Grapevine’. Get what no one +else is willing to print. Find your way out of the maze of news. Hey, +only a buck and it keeps me off the streets. Stories … from the +streets, on the streets. (Headlines says, ‘City enacts panhandling +law: It sucks’) (Arrested Development’s Mr. Wendall begins to play.) +Kevin: (intrigued) Hey, I’ll take one. (Grace, Glynis and Friedman +buy one too.) +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: (asking a general question) Where +you guys headed? +Grace: To the outhouse (not sure if she’s being funny, or just a slip +of the tongue, so she clarifies) …. ArtHouse. Rialto. +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: Know anyone who needs a dog… +(pointing across the street)? +Grace: Not yet. (Grace is ready to leave.) Adios, amigo. (She waves +as she leaves for the moviehouse; vendor waves back.) +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: (to Lily, Kevin) What’s this? (and +immediately adds) Can I join? (gestures as though he wants to come +along into the Labyrinth.) +Lily: (clarifies) Not a good time now…. (thinks twice) … No dogs +allowed. +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: True. (He walks off almost +immediately.) + +Kevin: Where did that come from? … ‘I fled him’….? How’s that go? +(remembering Lily quoting from something.) +Lily: Reconciliation. It was an assigned penance. Pretty weak, huh? … +Read this poem… Hound of Heaven. Repent of my sins. It was the big +one. (It was THE Penance for Lily as her first confession after +giving up her previous life and entering the convent) Creative, +though. +And it stuck with me … dawgs .. well, hounds me to this day.. so +little, so small .… I still say it weekly. It’s the hound that Adam’s +looking for, but he doesn’t know it (pauses) … yet … (adding as an +afterthought) Grace … now she’s got a whole different klezmer tune to +‘tantsn’(Polish, ‘dance’) to. (now readying themselves to enter the +Labyrinth) Ok, back to our starting spot… +Kevin: Which is….? +Lily: (Realizing she’s been wanting, needing to say something to +Kevin about their relationship before they enter the Labyrinth and +then this other extended tangent occurred with Luke and his friends. +She’s now irritated, and lost her mood for it, but goes ahead +anyways.) If this …. (Lily searching for the right word) thing …. +(stops and pauses for each phrase) we got … is going to work. (losing +her patience) Okay, I’ll just say it straight, nonsense or not … I +don’t know if want my mystical union with God to go through you. +Kevin: (wondering what the heck she’s talking about) Lily, slow down +some? +Lily: (amused and distracted once more) Right. Fast Eddie, telling +the ex-nun to take it slow. +Kevin: You’re playing a whole different game here, but I’ll try. +(Kevin starts to have his own revelation as he says what’s in his +heart.) I want you. I want you …really (pausing, he can’t resist +telling the truth too and saying it without eloquence) … and it makes +me sick. Well, happy. (he’s losing his way already as he talks in +both directions at the same time. He even rolls his wheelchair in +different directions. Still he tries to say it out loud.) Well happy +and sick. (He realizes it sounds funny, so he tries again, sounding +sincere with something Helen once alluded to) Like some wounded stag. +Heartsore troubadour. (There’s a lyrical, sweet tone to his voice and +it’s directed to Lily. It’s a new way, other than charm and good +looks. He’s trying something new … well, not so new. Then he takes +off in his own direction) I want to catch a wind, exhilarated, and +ride like some eagle, … or bat out of.. .. no …with my legs no longer +dead, like …. (struggling to express his feelings) I’ve developed +wings. It almost makes me forget these … these lifeless stumps (raps +his dead legs). And I’m dancing a jig … well in my chair, that is. +Lily: Don’t get all mushy with me. I’m talking meat and potatoes, +here. Marriage, you know the whole 9 yards. Cake, ice cream, even a +dress. Well maybe not a dress, maybe a surfboard…. +Kevin: We’ve been together like how long? (He pulls out a pencil that +like looks like a twig that he might have picked up after he +developed wings, and had flown off to see if he could find any trace +of a new life for himself. He puts it in his mouth as a peace +offering) +Lily: Right! We’ve traveled to the moon already, at least this +“Alice” has. +Kevin: Hey, you’re leaving me in outer space, alone here. +Lily: So… getting to feel what it was like for all those cheerleaders +you and Andy hooked up with. +Kevin: It’s …. +Lily: (cutting Kevin off) It’s called repentance, but that’s none of +my business. That’s you and your maker’s, and those who suffered as a +result. You know, making amends wherever possible, blah, blah… +(unable to let go of Kevin’s past exploits) What do you think you +were doing then? +Kevin: ‘Thinking’ … that’s a good one. … (going in a different +direction) Doesn’t the same go for you? +Lily: I had excuses. Even if they weren’t good ones. You didn’t +Kevin: Get off of it. You suffered so…..I’m just getting my just +dues. ‘fraid not. It ain’t fair to me; wasn’t fair to you. Who’s in +charge? (noticing a recruiting station across the street) Uncle Sam? +(wondering where that came from, no matter) Who’s responsible? No one +but you yourself. +Lily: ( tired of this jousting) We’re not ready for this (pointing to +the Labyrinth). I’m all for dead presidents. (looking down to the +movie theatre) +Kevin: What do you mean? +Lily: It’s prayer and healing, walking the Labyrinth. We’re not +ready. +(Silence now takes over between them. Lily grabs Kevin’s wheelchair +and starts to direct it down to the Rialto’s other flick. He takes +control of his chair from her and wheels himself alongside Lily.) +Just before Lily and Kevin move along, Alex (from school) is walking +with a group of friends and Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god tries +to get their attention to sell them a paper, but they don’t even +notice his gestures. Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god wanders into +the RIALTO ArtHouse, without paying. He leaves the dog outside with a +friend.) + +**Part 12**\ : It’s in the deep hours of the night, with the stars +thrown starkly, diamond-like, against the celestial velour. The moon +is a cold orb, burning the dark. It’s pitch black in Joan’s bedroom, +though curtains flap occasionally from the cool breeze, ruffling +uneven shadows upon walls. They seem to dance in some kind of +orchestration of chaos… creating tones that are known only to the +breeze and the prevailing winds aloft. Sometimes barely illuminated +is a banner over Joan’s bed. She startles awake and upright to a low +sound, wings beating the darkness, kissing the night. A winged thing +in her bedroom? She scurries out of her bed, closing the bedroom door +behind her. She’s agitated into thought: what was that? She goes into +Kevin’s room and wakes him up. +Joan: (shaking Kevin) There’s something flying around my room… I have +no idea what ….a bat? … flapping wings (trying to communicate by +making the gesture like she’s some kind of bird, but it looks +thoroughly absurd and strange) …. I don’t want to wake anyone.. +Kevin: Except me? (not amused, trying to rouse himself through a +clouded mind) +Joan: (she smiles guiltily, but needful) What should I do? +Kevin: Beats me. (still trying to wake himself up) …How’d it get in? +Joan: I don’t know… through my window? +Kevin: Your window’s open? (starting to come to consciousness, +displeased by Joan’s responsibility for his midnight perturbance) +Joan: Yeah. (almost feeling guilty again, sheepish) +Kevin: A definite no-no… you know the air conditioning’s on. +Joan: Hey, I close my door, close my vents so… no wasted energy…. And +there’s a cool breeze coming in. +Kevin: Can’t you live like the rest of us? You are such a doofus. +Joan: Kevin, I need to be connected to the outside world, … even in +my sleep…It puts me into a different state…. +Kevin: (ignoring her explanation… becoming concerned) A bat?….Did you +get bit? +Joan: No. I don’t think so… I ‘d feel it, right?… +Kevin: Not necessarily…Turn on the light… (Joan turns on light, he +observes no marks.) Nothing….Your door’s closed? +Joan: (Joan nods, but needing to assure Kevin) I closed it when I +left. +Kevin: Go outside and turn the light on in the backyard… maybe it’ll +leave, attracted or distracted by the light. +(Joan leaves the room and goes downstairs. She steps out into the +dark night, hearing the rustling of the leaves from the Roses of +Sharon, its blossoms past bloom and littered, strewn, about the +ground like gems for the taking, but the leaves still whisper to her +nonetheless …She’s about to get some light on the backyard, but +almost immediately her olfactory sense is taken by surprise. She +drinks deep the sudden rush and is intoxicated by the pungent aroma +of concord grapes ripe on the vine. She’s fixed in the moment. All +her senses stimulated by her draught of its draft… She comes to… and +realizes she needs to focus. Her next movements set off the +motion-detector for the backyard outside light. She waits in patience +and finally catches sight of some winged messenger flying out of her +window… not seeing clearly what it was. She takes one last draught… +and then hurries back into the house and upstairs.) +Kevin: What took you so long? +Joan: (ignoring the question) I saw it fly the coop +Kevin: What’s with you? You look giddy. (irritated) Go and close your +window before it comes back. … Get a screen or something… and go to +bed. I’m tired. +Joan: (Coming back to her room, she starts to feel sick, weak in the +knees. Remembering Kevin’s admonition, she forces herself to the +window, and closes it. She falls onto her bed and lies unsettled. She +hears the wind and leaves rustling outside wanting in ‘til they fall +strangely silent. She speaks softly to the darkness in sounds +somnolent with no answer returned, and finally she washes up on the +shore of sleep.) +\ **Part 13**\ : (It’s the following week. Joan walks into Helen’s +art class. No students are there so they have one another’s complete +attention. Hanging on the wall is Picasso’s painting, +‘\ \ `Guernica <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/PicassospaintingGuernica.jpg>`__\ .’ +Joan: Mom, I have to go out for an assignment next week. A community +meeting. Oh, and I have dance classes tonight again. I’m going to +miss dinner. +Helen: (disappointed) Again? You’ve been missing in action every +evening. In your room. Out for dance classes. And breakfast, too. I +never see you anymore. What’s happening to us? +Joan: I told you, “I could just die for this, to dance …. like no +one’s watching.” (Joan’s take-off from ‘Existentialism on prom +night’s’ “I could just die, to sing .. like no one’s listening”) +Helen: What? +Joan: Oh, just singing out loud …. a song in my head (pointing a +finger to her head). Can’t get it out. +Helen: Sweetheart, you gotta get a grip. + +Joan: Too much work, too many assignments. Too much too much. I want +the kind of life I had before…. just a ki-..…. (before she spits it +all out, Helen reacts) +Helen: Oh, honey, it’s not that bad ….(not being as sure as she’d +like to be) Is it? (pausing and trying to be hopeful) You were such a +wonderful baby. Dada. Mama. Yaya. (Helen can’t resist telling the +truth) When you weren’t spitting up food, and screaming, and crawling +away where I couldn’t find you (Joan grimaces)… Well, you were … +(Helen decides to just drop the ‘wonderful-ness’ of it all, but she +can’t leave out this last one, which makes Joan wonder) Oh, yeah, … +and almost being drowned by your father….(hoping this childhood +incident would sound funny, but it falls flat) +Joan: Oh. (feeling really sick now, but she tries again) No, it’s not +bad. I’m really very happy…. I think. Therefore I am? Right? (Joan’s +really lost so she quizzes Helen) When does it let up, mom? +Helen: (Helen decides not to answer and make it worse for Joan. Joan +realizes the point of her mother’s silence and accepts the painful +truth) +Joan: You see how I’ve matured. (drawing up breath from her chest, +and putting out her chin, trying to put a good face on her trials. +But she fails and starts to cry.) +Helen: (Helen comforts Joan, hugging her) +Joan: (pushing her Mom away and trying to be honest) I’m an emotional +wreck. (Joan realizes it’s a painful image and tries to make it +better.) …Feeling the weight of all of Arcadia on the top of my head. +(Dramatizing her plight, Joan picks up an art book Helen has lying on +the table nearby and puts it on the top of her head. She tries +balancing it. But imagined as a huge slab of stone, her head +collapses from the weight with the book sliding off. Joan falls to +the floor, trying to catch the book before it hits the ground; she’s +successful. She holds the book between her head and shoulder as she +gets up from the floor, letting it fall back into Helen’s hands. Joan +looks disappointed at her failure at balance, but tries to be +reassuring.) I’m ok. Really. Thanks, Mom. (Joan walks out. Helen +opens the art book which shows ‘The Fallen Caryatid’ by Rodin.) + +**Part 14**\ : (That evening, Grace and Luke walk into the Girardi +kitchen. Helen’s making cookies. Grace is carrying a coffee mug, out +of which she’s drinking some ‘joe.’ There’s a logo with a slogan on +the mug… Equal Exchange… Fairly Traded Gourmet Coffee.) +Luke: Hey Mom…You’re doing (light bulb going off) … I finally get it… +The perfect demonstration experiment (running his hands over the +cookie-cutters). Can I have these when you’re through? +Helen: Sure. (but uncertain why Luke’s interested in the materials of +the real, rather than just the thought-dreams of the virtual +universe.) To make cookies? +Luke: (thinking not, but reconsidering) Maybe…. (going on, +explaining) This inspired Gibson to re-shape… (thinking Grace) +revolutionize … (thinking mom) re-bake perception. He walked into +Eleanor’s kitchen, …(walking now like he’s balancing on a tight wire) +avoided her visual cliff, … and voila …. convection…. it’s not sense +data but affordances… invariants…against the ambient array… to +highlight the transitory flashes of the moment… He just needed to +show how it’s done. +Grace: Hey Mrs. Girardi (ignoring Luke’s reverie, and reaching for +the cookie Helen’s offered her)… I prefer to eat my experiments +(starts crunching, adding) in truth,… (stops crunching) or drink them +… (showing her the coffee mug) unlike moon-boy, the Pillsbury +doughboy himself, who’d like to think himself into reality….with his +half-baked experiments of the mind…(she finishes off the cookie.) +Luke: Exactly the opposite, my little mugwump. (trying to stand his +ground) This cookie’s got a whole different recipe and batch in mind +(sounding almost smug)….. Gibson knew that our senses are adapted to +the physical world, not like glue on our eyeballs, but more like +trees in soil, bats with their frequency/flight, (picking up a cookie +and putting it in his mouth and starting to crunch it; now talking +with his mouth full) cookie to mouth .. . it’s taste buds, (looking +at Grace) Bud! …(finishes the cookie and picks up another +contemplating it) Perception and reality are matched in some kind of +imperfect dance … which allows for communion but not dissolution of +one into the other …. Then change is what we attend to unless (now +dropping the cookie to the floor, where it crumbles, getting Helen’s +and Grace’s attention) …. Someone lights up the sky or … jumps off +the spectrum entirely… +Grace: (curious for a moment) Like off a bridge? ‘Cause I’m going to +throw you off one, …. for that cookie crumbling. +Luke: No … like a guru….or prophet. (Grace starts thinking Besht, but +is quickly led elsewhere by Helen’s next comment.) +Helen: (not following Luke, looking to Grace) You’re drinking coffee +now? (noticing her coffee mug) Fair trade? That’s all they’re selling +now at Café Noir. +Grace: Exactly. I’m serving the real revolution (giving Luke a side +glance), Mrs. Girardi.… Worker cooperatives… fair trade, not free +trade…. Giving CAFTA the …. (suggesting something profane but not +wanting to offend Mrs. Girardi) …. Coffee’s 2nd in volume of traded +commodities in the world…. I won’t tell you what comes first….. but +(dragging it out, ‘buuuut’) ……someone sold us down the Euphrates, and +the Mississippi, for it…So in a world of injustice, identity theft +and alienation.... the anarchist (sounding like she’s reciting some +kind of manifesto) … refusing every rejection of responsibility for +the present … takes personalist action… It’s the prophet’s stand… +Helen: Prophet? ….Or profit? (playing off Grace’s remark, but not +understanding what Grace has in mind at all) +Grace: Right on, Mrs. Girardi. (thinking Helen’s got it perfectly and +with humor, too) Sure… (making the earlier connection finally) +Jeremiah… railing against the temple and the powers that be, the +religious and political power brokers, that it was all coming down… +not one stone left upon another after old Nebuchadnezzar got through +with the Holy City… And what does Jeremiah then do? He goes off the +deep end, like crazy, and buys a plot of land right in the middle of +ground zero to be… Talk about location, location, location….How’s +that? (chuckling) Some kind of sense of humor, right? Hey, you know a +prophet who shouted the same message about 600 years later, no? +Helen: I never knew. (feeling like she’s missed something growing up; +she’s clueless, but afraid to let on.) +Grace: Me neither. +Helen: I need to ask Lily about the Prophets…. We haven’t covered +them yet. (hoping a little honesty will help.) +Grace: Well, I twisted Hebrew class to my own purposes, Mrs. G. … +questioning in the Talmudic tradition …reading the Prophets for a +profit (playing it back to Helen like it was played to her)… they +helped Rabbi Heschel into the civil rights movement… For me, they +raised more questions than gave answers … sorta trial and error… +learn as you go ….fanning the flames of individual and collective +responsibility for the state of the nation .. (starting to hear +another voice of resonance) vox prophetos… like Art Young, artiste +extraordinaire … So I’m making my own foray into the revolution… one +cup of joe-joe at a time… +Helen: Good for you, Grace. Maybe I should join this one… and not +miss out. +Grace: Yeah, it starts with employee-owned cooperatives, coffee being +the biggest market. We can go to Central America next summer and +visit one…. Alienation and injustice are the sources for prophetic +rant… and “hesed” …. I ‘m working on that last one…. The master of +the universe making your life miserable for seeing and speaking the +truth….. to the people in power.. it got Jeremiah imprisoned… death…. +I can see the future, and it’s so bright I need sunglasses . ….and a +motorcycle to get there..…. (leaving this all open-ended, with no +final words or answers, they all start to munch cookies without an +end in sight.) + +**Part 15**\ : (It’s early evening as Joan heads for dance class at +yoga-dance-instructor-god’s studio. It’s several blocks down from St. +Michael’s Church, on the second floor of a building that looks as +though its first floor’s boarded up. All the windows have plywood +over them, but they’re painted black and it gives the building a +funky look that surprises Joan. There’s a mural on the outside wall +of the building. It’s of a figure from a\ `Grecian +urn <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/GrecianFigure.jpg>`__\ that +merges with an image of\ `Whirling +Dervishes <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/MevleviWhirlingDervishesimage.jpg>`__\ .\ `Joan <http://Joan>`__\ walks +up the wooden steps and notices the railing’s weak. Outside the +door’s a table with brochures, business cards and notices. One +business card has: “Rahav’s Bed and Breakfast… close to downtown.” +There’s also a flyer for some kind of DanceFest event. Joan walks +through a door. +There are lots of people and stuff inside. Joan notices statues that +she thinks belong in the basement of St. Michael’s……a curious +figurine, (\ `Yogi Patanjali’s +statue <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/YogiPatanjalisstatue.jpg>`__\ ) +a statue (\ `Nataraja’s +statue <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/NatarajasstatuedancingposeofLordShi.jpg>`__\ ) +and there’s a papier mache of a giraffe, about 6 feet tall, mounted +on a cart with wheels, in the corner.) +(The dance class is filled with a dozen people, mostly several +couples, but a few single people as well. It’s an introductory class +to several styles of ballroom dancing. A collage of images show +Yoga-dance-instructor-god demonstrating the steps to do ‘salsa.’ And +the people there in varying degrees of success in approximating the +moves. Joan moves to the challenge and flow of her body to the +wiggles and waggles of the ‘salsa.’) +Yoga-dance-instructor-god: (to Joan) Hey, we’re going to learn to do +it together soon. ….Oh, ever tried to moving to the ‘Lord of the +Dance?’ (Joan nods to the first question and looks quizzical to the +latter.) +(At the end of the class, a large group of kids come in. They’re +mostly in Joan’s age range, though some are clearly much younger and +older. They greet yoga-dance-class-instructor, yelling out her name, +‘Rahav.’ They start doing hiphop, b-boying (breaking), popping. They +play a deluxe boom-box at top volume as they’re warming up.) +Joan: (to Rahav, talking over the volume) What’s this? +Rahav (Yoga-Dance-Instructor-God): My after-hours group. We’re +cooking up something special. (‘special’ enunciated as ‘spatial’) +Joan: Hmm…. different (trying to appreciate something she’s never +seen before). +Rahav: Yeah, well …. (trying to explain) we’ll be doing a performance +next weekend. HipHop DanceFest Arcadia. Here’s a flyer. It’s a +fundraiser for neighborhood programs. You should come. It’ll expand +your horizon. +Joan: Yeah, right. My horizon is endless, an open road that I’m +barreling down at about 669 million miles per hour. +Rahav: And we’re dancing together all the way? (Rahav grabs Joan by +the hand and starts pulling her into the rhythms that are coming from +the deluxe boom-box a la Prince, “Let’s Go Crazy.” +Joan wiggles and waggles a bit lindy-like hopping before dropping out +of the flow at the sight of Alex in the practice-group that’s just +arrived.) +Joan: (Leaving Rahav with her question, Joan lingers looking at the +flyer and then starts looking again at the dance troupe, watching +Alex as he’s surrounded by friends and other kids. Joan and Alex +catch one another’s gaze. Alex quickly looks back to what he was +doing, ignoring Joan. Joan’s curious about Alex’s life, yet she +quickly drops her interest, letting it linger somewhere in the back +of her mind.) +(A collage of visual images ensue … kids practicing dance moves… +(lotus-move; pile drive move) +Finally, Joan’s seen enough and wanders out of the dance studio and +heads home. Her mind filled with images she hadn’t fathomed. She +looks luminous against the night sky.) +\ **Part 16**\ : (Helen and Will are in their bedroom, getting ready +for bed. Willem de Kooning’s painting, ‘\ \ `Woman +V <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/WillemdeKooningspaintingWomanV.jpg>`__\ ,' +hangs on the wall.) +Helen: (mentioning something) Will, I have two free tickets to the +Arcadia Symphonic Orchestra. I want to go. (Helen quickly gets +excited by just mentioning it. She remembers when she first received +the tickets she thought this was a great opportunity for her to make +a new connection with Will. So she’s assertive about it.) +Will: Helen, it’s not my thing. (Will’s missing the vibe and +emphasizing his limits. He’s tired.) +Helen: Right, that’s why you’re gonna go. Trying new things. An +experiment. (Helen’s surprisingly hopeful about Will’s potential to +adapt and respond to her requests. Or are they demands? Now she turns +on the charm.) Please, Bubula. +Will: (Will’s excited and enthusiastic because Helen’s said the magic +charm word) Yes, yes, anything you want. (Will draws closer to Helen +and starts kissing her with exaggerated passion.) +Helen: (interrupting Will’s desire) Hold on, sweetie. (Helen goes off +to bathroom and brushes her teeth.) +Will: (collecting himself quickly and becoming curious who gave Helen +the tickets to a concert he didn’t want to attend) Helen, where’d +those tickets come from? +Helen: (talking between brushing her teeth and not realizing Will’s +investigating a crime against himself) Ryan Hunter, just elected +president of the school board, the guy with lots of connections. +(disturbed with his access and power) +Will: But didn’t he just get elected to the board? (Will’s ever the +detective, like he’s tracing a lead.) +Helen: Yes, and he’s taking charge quick. He has ….something… I can’t +put my finger on what it is… (wondering aloud) Some kind of drive. +(Helen’s frightened, but enthralled, by his powerful and prominent +emergence in Arcadia.) He’s making big things happen in Arcadia. +Will: But why did you take the tickets from him? +(Helen walks back and gets into bed. Lights are turned out..) Why +not? He probably thinks it buys influence… he’s getting nothing from +this perk… +Will: Helen, (unhappy and concerned) there’s no such thing as a free +lunch…. or a free ticket…. +(Helen leaves it without a response. She walks out of the bathroom +and gets into bed. Lights are turned off. Hmm.) + +**Part 17**\ : (Will is at the police station with Ryan Hunter, +getting ready to head to the community meeting that Hunter got him to +commit to. Daghlian walks by and Will introduces Hunter to Daghlian.) +Will: Detective Daghlian, you need to meet Ryan Hunter. He’s been +making his presence felt in Arcadia. +Daghlian: Sure, Chief. (Greeting Ryan) Mr. Hunter ….. (introducing +himself) Detective Daghlian. +Ryan Hunter: Detective, it’s good to meet you. Just trying to make +the rounds. Being the president of the Citizens’ Watchdog Committee +and now the school board brings responsibilities. Here’s my card. +(handing it Daghlian.) +Daghlian: (glancing at the card, Ryan Hunter) I’ve been gone for +awhile from Arcadia. I look forward to helping out the committee and +…. Would you like mine? +Ryan Hunter. (taking Daghlian’s card) I’m sure we’ll find ways for +you to make connections here again. +Will: (trying to direct the implications) We’re trying to be +responsive to community concerns on drug dealing, prostitution, +street level crimes down at Dilcue. You’ll be involved at some point. +(Daghlian nods, with a half-salute and walks away. Hunter and Will +leave as well.) +\ **Part 18**\ : (The following week at a community meeting in the +basement of St. Michael’s Church. Glynis, Friedman, Luke, Grace, and +Adam attend, taken by Joan. Joan and compatriots walk in together at +7pm. They notice Ryan’s up at a table with a district police +commander. Will’s there too. Others present: councilman, a +neighborhood organizer, and a local community development +representative. It’s a varied group. Some people are dressed in +suits. There are mothers with their children dressed informally. The +group is diverse, economically, ethnically, and age-wise. Citizens, +community members, of African descent, Hispanic descent, Middle +Eastern and Asian descent are in the room. There’s about 40 people at +the meeting.) +(Alex is already seated and notices Joan’s and her classmates’ entry; +he acknowledges their arrival with a hand-gesture, but remains +seated. They go and stand in the rear. Joan ‘eyes’ Ryan and gives her +father a look which is reciprocated by him. It’s ‘what are you doing +here?’ Joan and her army notice Denunzio and Bonnie sitting in the +audience with Lily. They’re all curious what goes or already bored. +Whatever.) +Tim, Community development representative: (moves to the podium and +starts talking) We have several things on tonight’s agenda. But first +I want to welcome everyone and our special guests. (He points without +giving their names.) +Tonight’s Safety Summit is really part of a bigger drive from the +city. There are big plans in the offing for this neighborhood. We’re +all familiar with the real estate mantra… Location, location, +location. Changes we have in mind will transform this place, this +land, into the premiere location in Arcadia. There’s been a lot of +redevelopment in this neighborhood and there’s a lot more coming. +You’ve seen the new housing and new shops, businesses. And there’s a +casino coming, a convention center, and more townhomes…. We hope. But +all that’s for another day, another discussion. Tonight’s focus is on +safety …. In our neighborhood. (pausing)…..Let me introduce Ryan +Hunter, president of the Citizens’ Watchdog Committee. He’s here +tonight to help the police do their job. (Will winces at this +suggestion) +Ryan: Thank you, Tim, I’m glad to be here. We all appreciate what the +police do for us in our neighborhoods. We’re simply an extra set of +eyes on the street. (Ryan says this to soften the previous remarks +about helping the police. He knows you don’t say such things about +the police; they don’t like it.) Like an extra video camera. Which we +don’t have. But….our committee has recommended… to beef up safety. +(Some people in audience look concerned.) +Alex: (interrupts with a hand-jive) You mean you’re going to watch me +strut up and down the street to Dave’s supermarket and whatever else +I want to do on my pavement. (He gets out of his chair while he’s +talking and does a brief strut.) +Ryan: (surprised by the disruption, but pleasant, unflappable; he +decides he can use the example) It’s for safety. And as long as +you’re not doing criminal activity, there’s no problem. (Ryan goes +back to his agenda.) But the issue is important. Thanks for bringing +it up. (pauses for emphasis ) We need to keep our streets safe first, +last and all the time. We need not just take a hard line, but the +hardest line. The Police need to know that we want that kind of +safety. No coddling. Because without that mandate, that mission, +they’ll be looking over their backs, wandering how much support they +have from us. Whether they’ll get slapped with some kind of +harassment or police brutality. (Ryan starts to rev up some.) +We’ve developed a serious problem with arson in this neighborhood. +The video cameras will help. We’ll find out who’s doing the +vandalism, who’s setting the new housing ablaze. ‘Cause that’s the +opposite message we want getting out to the public, the media, the +newspapers. We want to be a neighborhood of choice. We’re in +competition and need to win this battle. +(Ryan clarifies his committee’s direction) The Citizen’s Watchdog +Committee has expanded its understanding of its responsibilities. +Realizing safety is really part of an overall development plan for +Arcadia. And we’re starting with this neighborhood. +(Joan and her comrades have been listening to all this with little +comprehension. Grace winces at the cameras and the coming of the +fascist regime to the streets. She’s ready for a fight, but doesn’t +know where to jump in.) +(Ryan continues) I know many of you in the audience. We’ve talked. +You’ve shared your ideas with me. What you want. And I think I speak +for, am the voice of, the overwhelming majority of the people. All of +you. That we want safety … safe streets. And we need the police to do +their job with a free hand. Right, detective Girardi? +(Will nods, but not entirely sure of the message. Will’s somewhat +impressed, but also a little uncomfortable with Ryan’s hard-line +message. He’s feeling Ryan’s got it right: ‘you can’t pull your +punches,’ ‘coddle criminals’. Anyway, it’s not police business, but +community attitudes. The police are there to do their jobs, arrest +criminals or suspects, investigate, present the evidence, and let the +justice system determine the outcomes, the results.) +Alex’s mother (speaking up): My son here was picked up for no reason +by the police. (with attitude) Because of so-called …safety concerns. +I got a problem with that. +Ryan: I got a problem with it too.(showing he knows how to make use +of a challenging comment) That’s why we have a watchdog committee. If +he’s a suspect, then it’s fair. If he’s not, then he shouldn’t have +been picked up. Chief Girardi will help us with that. Thank you. +Alex’s mother: (wanting to reply, but can’t use the opportunity +before the next person chimes in) + +Homeless guy: (speaking out, rambling) You know, we homeless, …. +persons not wanted anywhere…persona non grata and persona non a +wanna… provide plenty of eyes on the street …safety for free … and at +all hours of the day and night. It’s sorta like my job….Where’d you +all be without us? (seemingly ignored by the audience, thinking it’s +a strange idea, but… something seems to sit differently with everyone +for a moment) +Ryan: (jumping on it) Jobs are coming…. The casinos will provide +that….enough to earn a good living. (looking at the homeless guy) If +you want it. Work is good for the soul. +Homeless guy: (interrupting) No way will I work at a casino. … The +price is too high …I ain’t gonna sell my soul to the company or a +casino… for a job… I’ll starve first. (People in the audience look at +him and figure, “ What’d ya expect?” Ryan ignores this guy’s line of +reasoning, surmising where it’s coming from.) +Hunter: (redirecting) Hey, you don’t work you don’t eat. Unless +someone gives you a handout. That’s the problem. Don’t give a +panhandler money. It’s actually bad for him. He’ll drin… +A man in the audience: (jumping in, Ryan’s accidentally lit some kind +of fuse) It’s not that simple. My brother can’t get a job. No one +will hire him. He’s an ex-felon. They even tried to keep him from +voting. +A person dressed in a suit: (ignoring the comment, trying to go in a +different direction, emphasizing the positive) We live on the same +street. We have a wonderfully diverse community. The new housing and +restorations going on are bringing this place back to life. And my +lofted … +Hunter: (ignoring the second man’s comment, but conceding his +interruption) Sorry. ….(responding to the first question, because he +wants to shift the previous remarks) It’s hard work. No question. +Rejoining society, …the body politic. But that doesn’t mean it can’t +be done. Your brother needs help. People need to reach out to +him….But if he chooses… And I want to emphasize this: We have +choices. Always. And if he chooses to break the law, he needs to be +punished to the fullest extent of the LAW. You make your choices. You +pay the consequences. Get your due. It’s like any relationship. Tough +love. Tough in that, if you fail to hold up your side of it….choose +(with emphasis) not to work, ..you lose….(Homeless guy leaves, giving +up on the conversation for now. Ryan uses the opportunity to +emphasize the safety message one last time.) Thomas Hobbes believed +the state of society was wrestled from a wild free-for-all. A state +of nature. And… that only the strong arm of the law. Of power. Force. +Really fear….could secure safety and sanity for us all. It’s a social +contract. And like any contract, if it’s broken .. you sue… apprehend +… punish … It’s a jungle out there …. And we need a Leviathan to +control our world and manage it. +Really, we’ve gone on for awhile. So …. +(There’s a disruption in the room. Several police enter with women +they’ve picked up on the street, likely prostitutes. The women enter. +Joan notices the yoga-dance instructor is among them. She’s confused. +God or not? There’s a sad and distressed look on the +yoga-dance-instructor’s face.) +Councilman: (comes forward) We’ve had problems with prostitution on +Dilcue. We got people on it. These women were just picked up +‘soliciting.’ They’ll be processed and held. The police are doing +their job. +(There’s rumbling from the crowd, accompanied by a low hiss, from +several people at the meeting. A majority are angry at the +prostitution happening on their streets. Some are uncomfortable, +shifting nervously in the awkward situation. Someone speaks up after +the initial disruption, breaking the silence.) +Alex’s mother: You got no right bringing them in here. If they’re +going to jail, take them. You got no right. +Will: (Will’s not expecting this, but he’s ready to jump in, knowing +it’s not right either. But he hesitates a moment and Ryan steps into +the moment of Will’s hesitation.) +Ryan: Ma’am, we have every right to bring criminals to account for +their actions. … (shifting his attention) Thank you officers. You can +take them out. (The patrolmen look to the nodding commander and they +are rustled out. Joan watches closely and catches +yoga-dance-instructor-prostitute leave. They meet one another’s gaze. +There’s a connection of sadness, of distance, of wanting to help, at +a loss of what to do, frustration at what’s going on.) +(Will’s been observing this whole exchange between Ryan, the police, +and the women hauled in off the street. And he’s upset. He doesn’t +want to embarrass fellow police officers in public. He decides he’s +going to take this up with them, tell them not to get leveraged into +bringing suspects into a community meeting. He’s also going to take +it up with the district commander.) +Ryan: (trying to wrap things up) Thank you all. You’ve come out and +made yourself heard. We’ll be sure to have regular meetings ….Good +night …. +Adam: (walks up to Ryan at the front of the room near the podium and +says) Hey. I didn’t know you’d be here. (making a connection with +Ryan) +Ryan: Just doing my civic duty (trying to sound servant-like, but it +comes off cavalier) … Listen, Adam, I’m parched. Would you get me +some water? (and who becomes the servant?) +Adam: Sure… (furrows his brow, sensing something’s not quite +right…Still, he walks off to get Ryan some water. Ryan mills around +at the front, talking with people in the audience and the other +presenters. Will’s there.) + +(With Adam off getting Ryan’s water, Joan’s comrades stand in the +back. Lily with her gang, Denunzio and Bonnie, walk up to Joan. It’s +uncomfortable for Joan as she has difficulty looking Bonnie in the +eye.) +Denunzio: (greets Joan) Hey Princess, got a cancer stick? (Bonnie’s +quietly distant.) +Joan: (just smiles and looks smug, ignoring his request) +Lily: Just wanted to say hi…. Hi. …We’re late for gettin’ outta here. +(motioning like she’s already leaving) +Joan: What just happened? (everyone’s clueless) +Lily: (Lily speaks up first) Beyond me. Just helping them (looking +over at Bonnie and Denunzio) get an assignment done by cutting +community service time. +Friedman: (noticing that Bonnie’s not wearing any shoes or socks) +What’s this? “Hobbitses?” (‘hobbit zez’ sounding like Gollum from +Lord of the Rings) +Bonnie: (gives him a look that could kill) +Lily: (coming to the rescue) Friedman. You’ll never get it. … The +earth is sacred ground. So… take off your …frickin’ shoes… go down +Moses…..burning bush… pan-located. A Lenape medicine man, prophet, +helped her see .. (unsure herself, but trusting it to be a vision or +something) …I don’t know what, but something…. So shut your trap. Or +I’ll shut it for you. +Friedman: (suitably subdued) +Lily: (anxious to leave) Later. +Others: Bye (Lily leaves with Denunzio and Bonnie.) +Glynis: (giving her assessment to Joan’s question of what just +happened at the meeting) It was awful. +Friedman: It’s how the world works. Maybe awful, but just desserts. +…But how the world looks…Ola … ooh la la….. +Grace: How do you tell the dancer from the dance? (Grace speaks +cryptically. She’s in some kind of other reality altogether for a +moment. But she quickly returns to a typical mood.) I’m gonna get +sick. Spout my coffee on that useless smuck of a citizen leading the +charge. Citizen Kane indeed. Let’s get outta here. +Joan: No. (resisting the movement to leave.) I have to understand …. +Alex: (walking by, saying something to dig at them and then take off) +Like your introduction to community meetings? Can’t wait to see your +write-up. (challenging Joan) So, who’s gonna tell it like it is? +(trying to goad something out of them, but giving up) Hey, I gotta +‘book.’ (Alex walks away. He’s not telling them he needs to walk his +mother home.) +(Joan catches up with Alex as he takes off; the others follow her +slowly) +Alex: (to Joan) I said I had business. Adios. +Alex’s mother: (walking up and hearing Alex) Alex. Are these friends +from school? Introduce me. +Alex: No. They’re not friends. (sounding rude) They just needed to +complete an assignment. (just the facts) Let’s go. (Alex can’t wait +to drop this encounter like a dead weight upon his spirit.) +Joan: No, we’re friends (wanting something more, but realizing she’s +overstated it). Well … acquaintances, ah, (not finding the right +word) … strangers? (gives up trying to know what to say and falls +back on the little she’s sure of) I need to understand. (Joan falls +back on what she knows.) I’m Joan Girardi. (Joan introduces herself +to Alex’s mom) +Alex: This is my mom, Mrs. Villa. (begrudging) +Joan: It’s nice to meet you. (Joan smiles and goes straight to her +purpose.) Can you tell us what happened? +Mrs. Villa: (smiles at Joan’s greeting, but answers her question +enigmatically) I’m sorry. No. But .. maybe some day. Good to meet you +Joan. (Mrs. Villa has a feeling about Joan, but doesn’t trust it. +She’s been burned before.) +(Alex and his mom leave.) + +**Part 19**\ : (Next evening, Joan goes to the dance studio to see if +Rahav is there and discover what happened. While the building’s open, +the door to her studio is locked; no one’s there. She leaves the +studio. And as she enters the standing cloud of streetlife, she +becomes aware of something arising, moving her to ‘walking +meditation.’ She focuses on her breathing and lets her eyesight and +body embrace, absorb the neighborhood she wanders through. Her vision +and mind meld into the forms architectural, rigid, human and mobile +she sees. Vipassana. The ambient array of shops, buildings, people on +the street seep into her heart, gradually creating a wide opening. +She walks by a Hispanic Pentecostal Church, next to a teen nite club +with a Banner identifying it as ‘Speak in Tongues.’ There’s a health +clinic across the street from it. There’s a bicycle shop, a tire +shop, a bagel co-op, a coffeeshop, the Rialto, Villa y Zapata +restaurant, San Miguel Botanica, a thrift shop. In the Revolution +Books store, she sees some titles that register unconsciously, ‘Etty +Hillesum… Diaries’ with a photograph on the cover; “Simone Weil … The +Iliad: Poem of Force.’ Once a car stops, and calls through the open +window… ‘Psst.’ She’s startled out of her sentience, then ignores it +and keeps walking. When she finally completes her way through the +labyrinth of streets and people, it’s late. She looks up, recognizing +a constellation in the night sky. She’s now worried that time has +passed and she’s feeling not safe, like she’s taken a risk and is now +in a maze she can’t exit. She then sees Adam walking towards her and +breathes a sigh of relief.) +Joan: Hey. Que pasa? (trying to sound curious and cute, as though +she’s unworried) +Adam: On my way to meet Ryan. (Joan frowns, but hides it from Adam, +‘cause she doesn’t want to go there.) +Joan: It’s late. (instead of talking about Ryan) +Adam: Yeah, I’m restless. I need something. I don’t know what. (Joan +and Adam walk together down the street…and he continues) Something I +can hold on to. +Joan: (feeling pained at Adam’s last statement, she avoids the +subject and focuses on herself) I’m tired. Can’t wait for dreamland. +… But the hunter never sleeps (remembering the constellation Orion +she saw one early morning while it was still dark, and now looking +up, but not seeing it now). Whatever. +Adam: (interested in something else) Hey, I want you to see +something. (They stop in front of a storefront, with big glass +windows.) Look here. (The shop has a high ceiling. And Adam points to +a half wall-size mural that’s on one wall of the shop. The mural’s a +picture of two guys, the owners, standing side by side with arms +around one another’s shoulder. The mural’s cartoon-like because each +guy has one of their eyeballs popped out above their heads to dot the +first letter ‘i’ in the name of their shop,“ ike and ishmi’s Bagel +Co-op.” It’s quite striking, funny, and warm.) I stop here before +work. …Got to talkin’. …. They want me to touch up the mural. I’d do +it free. They said, ‘Nah.’ Art’s work. So is food. Each take +something from the pot. It’s good business. Cool, huh? +Joan: Yeah. (Joan’s happy for Adam and starting to feel a lot more +relaxed.) +(They continue walking and run into Mrs. Villa (Alex’s mom) coming +out of a law office, Goody’s Equity Law office, GELO, ( pronounced +‘jello’).) +Mrs. Villa: Joan Girardi. We meet again. +Joan: Yeah. Hi. (glad and starting to think…) Good to see you again +too. (needing to give introductions) Adam, this is Mrs. Villa, Alex’s +mom. Mrs. Villa, this is my ex-boyfriend Adam. (Adam ouches at the +mention of ‘ex.’ He thinks he really needs a dog now. Mrs. Villa and +Adam greet one another.) +Alex’s mom: Joan, good to see you out with your ex. I got an +ex-husband. We get along, too. Can’t live together though. +Joan: Well, yeah. It’s complicated. +Alex’s mom: Probably not. Another woman. (Adam feels foolish at how +she’s got it all mapped out so quickly.) It happens all the time. …. +‘Til the lesson’s learned. (ominous) painfully…..One big soap opera. +What? (trying to think of which one to name) General Hospital, right? +Joan: I guess. +Alex’s mom: Just like the Bible. Redux. From time immemorial. All +those men cavorting. David and Bathsheba. Women haggling. Sarah and +Hagar. And whoa, Jacob waiting for Rachel. That’s why I like good +queen Esther. But don’t get me started. (not able to quit quite yet) +God just can’t seem to get it to work out right sometimes. But I tell +him to keep trying. (Adam’s at a loss to follow this, but Joan’s not +cowed.) +Joan: Yeah, right. (but curious) You talk to god? +Alex’s mom: All the time. We got a regular conversation. +Joan: Me, too. (Joan can’t hold back, just jumping in. Adam’s +surprised by Joan’s forthright statement. But Joan quickly backs off +into silence, thinking she’s said too much.) +Alex’s mom: Well, that’s good. You just keep talking to him, honey. +He’ll or (correcting herself) She’ll lead you. +Adam: (a little uncomfortable, goes a different direction) Mrs. +Villa, where you headed? +Alex’s mom: Home. Waiting for Alex to come by. He picks me up after +work. +Adam: You’re a lawyer? (noticing she had exited the law office) +Alex’s mom: No. Legal assistant. But I’m working on it. (Pride rises +from her center of gravity.) It’s a long haul. Arcadia Community +college for my associates’. Satellite courses there for my +undergraduate degree. And now for my final sheepskin. (excited about +her future) Juris doctor. +Joan: (wanting to go back to the community meeting question) Mrs. +Villa, that community meeting. What happened? I didn’t get it. +Mrs. Villa: Don’t worry. You will, Joan. That was just a song and +dance. They’ve already decided what they’re gonna do. They were +processing us. (thinking about what she just said and amused) Due +process; that’s exactly right. Powers and principalities hiding +behind smoke and mirrors. Been there. Done that….Now substance that’s +a different number altogether. +Joan: That’s not right. (getting lost in the smoke, getting righteous +...) +Mrs. Villa: Yeah…. (Like what’s new?! But Mrs. Villa realizes she +needs to help Joan understand more.). But we get what we deserve. +(expanding Joan’s vision so she can see that it’s not so simple) We +don’t hold them to the fire. But I have hope no one gets burned on +this one. That old fiery furnace is heating up though. We’ll see. Got +a fundraiser, rally, to start. Show’em we got a different vision of +the neighborhood. We’re gonna be tried by fire on this one. +Joan: Sounds hot… (like the furnace doesn’t sound inviting, but +trying to sound hopeful about the fundraiser) And good! When? +Mrs. Villa: This weekend, Saturday night. +Joan: Can I help out? (initially eager ‘cause she’s looking for +something practical to do, rather than figure out what exactly is +going on; then starting to wonder if it’s the one Rahav mentioned to +her earlier). +Mrs. Villa: Rahav. She has the dance studio a couple blocks down. She +organized it. HipHop DanceFest Arcadia. Next Saturday. (thinking …) +Oh yeah. She’s in jail. Hold that… +Joan: Where I just was. (pointing in the direction of the dance +studio). She told me about it. +Mrs. Villa: (thinking Joan meant jail and not the dance studio) Jail? +Nah, I was there. Didn’t see you. (finally realizing that Joan meant +the dance studio) Oh… You meant the dance studio. She’ll be out soon. +Can’t hold her more than 72 hours. … strictly speaking. Though there +ain’t nothing strict about the law, except when they choose to be +strict….. +Joan: Is she okay? +Mrs. Villa: Oh yeah. Yeah. (reassuring) They’re just making her an +example. (going back to thinking how Joan’s been doing her own thing +and pleased) So, then you’re in the loop already. Networking. Good. +Adam: (Adam’s been listening to it all, but with little interest +until he hears Joan getting involved and now he’s wanting to get in +on it.) I got experience in set design. I could help with lighting. +(Mrs. Villa nods in agreement, picking up where Adam’s real interest +lies.) + +Alex: Hey, mom (walking up and giving her a kiss). +(He nods, uninterested, in Adam’s and Joan’s direction.) +Alex’s Mom: Just talking to your friends, here. +Alex: Yeah. (not excited about his mom thinking they’re his friends, +but drops it, no point. They all notice a woman walking alone across +the street. As they walk on down the street, Mrs. Villa makes a +comment.) +Mrs. Villa: It ain’t the oldest profession. Thought it was. ‘Til the +preacher said ‘killing’ was (or murder). Got me to thinking. +Joan: What’s the difference? (wondering what she’s talking about, the +difference between murder and killing) +Alex’s mom: None for the victim. (she lets that sit out there for a +moment; then, sounding like she’s thought long and hard about what +she says next) But there is. If you’re judging innocence or guilt. +It’s not mine to judge. Not anyone’s. +Ryan: (walking up) Mrs. Villa. … Joan. Adam. (looking at Alex) Alex, +right? +Alex: (not liking that this guy thinks he knows him or something) +Adam: (Adam going right to it with Ryan) Hey. Startin’ to wonder. +Maybe it was Mercer Creek and not Noir. +Ryan: (speaking to Adam) Yeah, got held up. (smiling to Joan and Mrs. +Villa) Ladies, (looking to Alex, with emphasis, picking up his vibe) +Sir. I’m interrupting I see. So, just excuse us. We have a very +important meeting. (sounding secretive so as to set up his next funny +remark) Coffee, Citizen Kane, Ad-layouts. It’d put ya to sleep. But +we’ll talk all night. Or until they throw us out. (leaving) Later. +(and nods in their directions) +Adam: Joan, you’ll be okay? (solicitous of her safety and well being) +Joan: Sure. (reassuring Adam and looking with confidence towards Mrs. +Villa) Sure. +(As Adam and Ryan walk into the Café Noir, Ryan says to Adam, +something barely heard, “I got this guy nailed. Dead on. Judge, jury, +execution. All in one step. Too cool.” Playing in the film room of +Café Noir is Spike Lee’s “Do the Right Thing.” +Mrs. Villa: (talking to Joan as Alex wanders off a bit; none have +heard Ryan) That man. Something’s not right. Can’t put my finger on +it. But God’s got his on it. (quoting something) “Over again I feel +thy finger and find thee.” (She breathes a deep relief and +satisfaction as she feels a powerful presence wash over her being. +Joan notices it and feels drawn to it. Joan hugs Mrs. Villa, which +surprises Joan and upsets Alex who observes it.) +Mrs. Villa: Thanks, Joan. That was sweet. I felt it too. +Alex: (bent out of shape, and coming back towards them) Mom. Really. +Time to go. (He starts leaving.) +Alex’s mom: No, not until her bus comes. (holding her son off; just +then Joan’s bus pulls up and Mrs. Villa calls out some advice as she +goes) Joan, don’t give up on your sweetheart. (thinking she better +qualify it) Ex, that is. (Alex’s mom waves as they leave. Joan looks +in Mrs. Villa’s direction and waves back. Before she boards the bus, +she takes a brief look into Café Noir coffee shop where Ryan and Adam +are talking. She sees the movie playing. As her bus pulls away, Joan +falls deep into thought of this place, imbued with the ambient array +she’s thoroughly absorbed.) +\ **Part 20**\ : (It’s Saturday night. Adam is walking down the +street to the building where the evening’s event, HipHop DanceFest +Arcadia, is being held. He’s arriving early to help with the set. As +he nears its entrance, he runs into +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god.) +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: Hey, I’m trying to find a good +home for this dog that hangs with me… Interested? (pointing to the +dog across the street with grocery cart full of stuff) +Adam: Maybe. Why you getting rid of him? +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: I’m going to be moving on soon …. +I don’t think it’ll work out. … She’s a great animal… found her on +the streets…. Loyal and friendly… faith and true…. and a good +watchdog too… +Adam: I gotta think about this… How can I reach you? +Homeless-man-newspaper-vendor-god: On Dilcue any time…. Anywhere near +the Rialto…. Just flag me down. +Adam: Okay. (continues walking down the street and enters the +building.) +\ **Part 21**\ : (Same evening, Helen and Will are going to their +seats at Arcadia’s Music Hall to hear the Arcadia Symphonic +Orchestra. All of Arcadia’s movers and shakers are there. Will +notices them sitting still and waves to them with a quick flick of +the wrist, mostly out of obligation. Will thinks he’ll never live +this down back at the Precinct. As he takes his seat, Will remembers +to put his cellphone on vibrator to avoid a bad scene. Helen’s +thrilled with the music hall, the whole experience she’s expecting. +They take their seats and she starts to read the notes in the program +to Will. The program lists Beethoven’s 7th Symphony as the evening’s +featured piece.) +Helen: (to Will) Listen to this. Wagner (pronounced ‘Vahg-ner’) +called it: “The very a-poth (sounding out ‘apotheosis’, but gets +stuck and starts again) a-poth-e-o-sis (getting it) of the +dance.”(Helen’s intrigued. She pauses. Will hopes silence on her part +means she’s done trying to instruct him on something he doesn’t want +to know about. She frustrates his hope by jumping to another +comment.) “But Beethoven’s impossible to choreograph.” +Will: What’s ‘apoth ..’ (getting irritated) What’s that?’(hoping to +get Helen to quit by asking her a dumb question that lets her know +how uninformed he is.) Do I even want to know? +Helen: I don’t know. This writer thinks it’s better described ‘the +apotheosis of rhythm.’ (Helen says it more fluently this time and +thinks she might learn something so she’s eager to finish. She +rattles off more facts.) “Its premiere was a benefit concert for +wounded soldiers from the Napoleonic wars.” (Helen’s jumping around +in the program.) Oh, and “that Beethoven was ripe for the madhouse +after writing the bizarre grinding bass of the 2nd movement.” +Allegretto. “It builds enormous tension before the release in the +final climax.” Hmm. (then becoming effervescent) I’m so excited, +Will. +Will: (looking like he’s swallowed a bug) Me too, Helen. Me, too. +(saying it a second time, hoping he could convince himself. Not.) + +**Part 22**\ : (HipHop DanceFest Arcadia happens at an old ethnic +community club building, which is a large 3-story structure, about 60 +feet high. On the 3rd floor, there’s a ballroom, now called the +Beachland Ballroom where the event is held. Joan’s at the 2nd floor +entrance door helping out, sitting at a table. She’s wearing a hat, +a\ `fedora <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Dance%20of%20Desire/Fedora.jpg>`__\ … +It’s a striking blow to her standard fashion…, looking so sharp or +thoroughly foolish. …She’s wearing a dark blazer with gray pinstripes +as well, so she looks like some Bogart character out of film noir, +but without the gangster persona. She’s been taking money for the +past hour. Mrs. Villa’s there with her, as well as another boy her +age, Michael. She’s seen Denunzio and Bonnie come in together, which +is quite a surprise and a distressing encounter, too. She greets them +half-heartedly and uncomfortably. They look askance at her without +words being exchanged. Lily follows shortly afterwards, saying she +was some kind of chaperone. But Joan wasn’t buying it… Lily wanted to +see the performance and probably couldn’t convince Kevin to come +along. Inaccessible?) +(Mrs. Villa tells Joan that the show will be starting in a minute or +two and she doesn’t want Joan to miss the opening number and says she +and Michael can handle the door…just come back later to relieve them. +Joan hurries up the flight of stairs into the main ballroom. She +checks the balcony near the entrance of the ballroom from where the +stage lighting’s orchestrated. The ceiling of the hall is lined with +different lighting schemes. She barely sees Adam moving about. He’s +completely absorbed in preparation for the opening performance. +Joan’s joined the moment, prelude to fullness, attentive with the +audience. But this ain’t no standard performance and this ain’t no +typical audience spectation. No innocent bystanders here. +Participatory performance art. But Joan doesn’t know that yet, so +without further a-do-ing: Let the terpsichorean shewing begin.) +Master of Ceremonies: (walking out, excited, feeling the energy) +People….HipHop DanceFest Arcadia…. Can it feel this good? Can you +inhale this experiment in truth? Messengers from Heaven arriving on +time… bringing dancing flames ... Are you ready?!!!!!! Bring it on. +…Bring. It. On. (He exits the stage.) +(THE SHOW: +AN-TI-CI-PA-TION. You can feel the ENERGY about to be unleashed. +Fusion imagining. Thick with electromagnetism. Stasis about to be +disestablished. And THEN. The Force of Performance. The muse of +solution. THUNDERBOLT. LIGHTNING. IT’S A-HAPPENING: Big monstrous +speakers and sound system blare music as background for the dancers +who prance onto the stage, wearing ghost-dance shirts and African +masks. Guitar crashing chords up and down. Titillated by high hat +a-tapping out the measure. ‘Ooh.’ ‘Ooh’ drawn out. The Cure’s hiphop +version of “\ \ `Purple +Haze <http://dc87.4shared.com/download/68998750/33e93c03/The_Cure_-_Purple_Haze.mpg>`__\ \ ” +explodes from the Sound cavities. +Jimi’s voice, alive and well. He’s calling from the grave, ‘Really +gotta say. I did my thing. It isn’t a dream.’ …. Ah, the VIBE. +KINESIS. And the beat being laid down and down and down. The bottom +formed. On the one. On the One….on the ONE. +The bass rocks the walls of the building. Strung out. Pounded upon: +BA BUM BUM +The visual-aural envelope of Sound sweeps the dust out of the +ballroom and all spirits. +A group of dancers take center stage, with synchronized moves. +A-rocking and a-waving, with their bodies a-swaying. They lilt and +lurch forward. Their entire amassed form pulsing. Draped with wings +of fire. Dressed for flight. Hands and arms rolling, and a-rolling. +Feet a-tapping, a-flying, dimpling waves of photons. Kinesthesia +a-flaring. Hand motions slice the aire, riding them towards the +heavens, fashioning shapes that reach out to…. almost touch the sky. +Then a hiphop to kiss it. Jump. Jump up. Jump. Jump up. Freeze. Drop. +Slip. Fall. Pop! +And the audience wakens radiant to conjoin the dancers, the music, +the place. Fusing. +All bodies, of the heavens and earth, start ta’ movin’, a-shakin. +And the drums, pounding out the BEAT, with a backbeat and quick +release. And then the BEAT ‘poets’ even higher….. A primal force +rising up from the floors. Inhaling the Room. Pervasion Equation. +EarthEkstacizing. +‘Purple Haze all in my brain….. actin’ funny .. ‘scuse me while I +kiss the sky…’ +‘Don’t know if I’m coming up or down. Never happy or in misery … +whatever it is, that girl put a spell on me..’ AH!!!!!!… +And the bass guitar plucking 3 beats per measure: BA BOM BOM. With +the drums pounding the pause between repeats. And feet kicking the +air. A-hopping. A-hipping. The center among the circling dancers is +expanded. And one dancer starts B-BOYING. BREAKING. Spin. Spin. +Freeze. Jump. Drills head into hardwood floor. Opening up a direct +line into the heart of the earth. Fissuring. Indeed. +Bass guitar speeds… plucking 6 beats per measure. +The drums keep feeding off that rhythm: DA DOO DOO DOO DOO DO +Bass drum. Bass guitar. …BA BUM BUM rhymes the rim over and over and +over….. +Then BA BUM BUM BUM BUM BUM BAAH! +Dancers soar, spin, as music does. Such Excess. TOV. +The whole house ta’ shiftin’. Volume like a driving wind, riding high +and diving low. Swirling. Rebuffing. EKSTASIS. And everyone in the +audience. Up and moving. A-wigglin’. A-shakin’. Swelled with primal +rhythms. Infectious beats. Primordial forces. Spasms in being. +Ebullience. Boiling up. The EARTH opens a deep fissure, excavating a +vast opening into its pulsating heart. The flow of fluid rock. Stones +split. The curtain’s torn from top to bottom. Gaia. Up, a lifeline. +The SKY kisses terra firma, and driving down deeper, licks the molten +core. All merged into ONE … Audience. Dancers. Music. Ballroom. +Apotheosis. +Can it get any better?) +(Joan’s joined at the hip to this lindyhop mosh popping. +Fandango-ing. Not knowing who she was, or where, or what. Enveloped +in bodies, surrounded in sound, permeated with rhythm. One vast ocean +of human life vibrating. Grinding with the Bass. She’s been through +an earthquake. And belched out of some kind of crypt. Spasmosis. +Blown away by the show, carried into another frame of the time-space +continuum. Transcendence translated. The ambient array embedded in +her brain synapses. She tries to breathe deeply. And look. ….She +realizes she’s got these happy feet that can’t stop movin.’ She’s +tries to control them, but they have a life of their own now. And +it’s affecting her hands and arms. They just keep ‘kinecting.’ +Feeling totally weird and free, she thinks… it’s a dream … as she +merges into the stream… secret service, deeds, actions rippling +beneath the moonlit night. Yeah. Right. She’s a-mused, be-mused, how +things redound. Curiously sated. At the no-longer still and rhythmic +point of saturation. Osmosis. +With wings of fire, Joan goes back to the table to collect donations +and monies for the fest.) + +**Part 23**\ : (With Joan back at the tables taking money, Joan +questions Mrs. Villa about something. She tries to be casual, but her +interest oversteps her effort at subtlety.) +Joan: Was that Alex at the center of that circling .. (grabbing for +the right word) hip….hop …scotch-ing? Whatever. +Mrs. Villa: (humored by Joan’s attempt to describe) Yes. And I don’t +know what to call it either. +Joan: How could you miss it? +Mrs. Villa: I didn’t +(Joan’s not following this, but before she can say anything, Grace +shows up with Friedman. A big surprise. There’s this buoyance to +Joan’s being and yet a cathartic and confident completion that Grace +is struck by.) +Grace: Girardi, what’s with you? Seen the light? (has that look) A +ghost dance? …The entire electromagnetic spectrum? +Joan: I’ve been trans- … something … washed over by ‘I don’t know +what’ … been to the mountaintop and can see something different ….. +by Alex and his hiphop skippers. I don’t know I’ll ever be the same. +Grace: Whatever… close encounter of the third kind?… +Joan: No, direct encounter… +Grace: Weird and weirder…. Girardi. +Joan: Spirits and spirit-er. (finally coming back to earth) Grace. +Talk about weird? (pointing to Friedman). Napoleon Dynamite, without +the dancing shoes… +Grace: (missing the Friedman question… responding to what she thought +was her presence at the DanceFest) Girardi, you’d think I’d miss +something this real ….ars populist… This is where Rove and I are +headed… high performance art… not some classical bourgeois +dress-for-mass consumption purchase at the commodities market…like +the Music Hall, (pulling out her chained wallet)… I’m blowing the +whole wad (hands over a twenty dollar bill).. what’s left is for my +new caffeine habit…. +Joan: Right!…(smiles) But you already missed the opening…(searching +for the right word, before she quits, she blurts out) … combustion… +alchemy…(moving on) Grace,…. This is my friend, Mrs. Villa… she +helped organize the show. (motions to the boy next to Mrs. Villa) +Michael. +Grace: (excited about what she’s going to see, sounds like she’s +almost singing) We’re having a party. Everybody’s dan…(interrupting +herself, looking to Mrs. Villa) I’ve seen you in action… +Joan: (going back to her curiosity about what’s Friedman doing with +Grace; Grace finally picks up the vibe) +Grace: Friedman … (wondering what answer to give… lands on the +facts)…. He’s here because I promised to feed him to the sharks from +one of his cruises otherwise… And there’s mucho opportunity for +vicarious participation…..in the Saturnalia …as long as he arrives +after the main course though….10 bucks… …(Grace puts her hand out, +forcing Friedman to pull out a ten dollar bill) +Friedman: (but holding the money in hand) Gracie, no filthy lucre +until I know we’re getting inside … I don’t want to miss the +inauguration. (explaining Luke’s absence) Cool hand Luke’s busy +making cookies….coming late ‘s better than not at all …. +Grace: He better make it. +Friedman: Told him …. Find the heavy and labored breathing …. Follow +the cooking smoke signals (He gives the money to Mrs. Villa who gives +him a handstamp.) +Grace: (finally getting to the fedora… noir-look, pointing) Girardi, +you’ve been bogart-ed. +Joan: I needed something different for tonight… The thrift shop has +all this outlandish stuff.. for a few bucks.. ..the coat and hat, 8 +bucks… Half price on Thursdays.. What d’ya think? +Grace: I’m not the fashionista police….do your thing or the right +thing whichever comes first… I like it. (about to head off to the +show.) +Mrs. Villa: Enjoy the show.. . uh … the second course. +Grace: Bye…(they walk off.) +\ **Part 24**\ : (Rahav, Yoga-dance-instructor-prostitute-god, +arrives coming through the doors where HipHop DanceFest is being +held. She seems subdued… She pulls out $10. Mrs. Villa notices her +and starts to get out of her seat at the table. Rahav greets Joan and +Mrs. Villa and Michael.) +Rahav: I’m welcome? (Mrs. Villa, coming from behind the table, hugs +and kisses her; Joan’s surprised, but moved by the warmth and +uncertainty of the moment) +Mrs. Villa: (finally responding with words)… Yeah, right. That’s a +question. +Rahav: I don’t want to upset tonight’s show. +Mrs. Villa: Too bad…We’ll deal with it….. Oh, …when do you not +unleash coordinated chaos around here? …. jazz… miz. +Joan: (finally speaking to Rahav) We need to talk… +Rahav: I know. .. later, though. (Rahav walks up the steps slowly.) +\ **Part 25**\ : (The MC (master of ceremonies) takes the stage and +starts talking. He sounds inspirational. Grace and Friedman are in +the audience wondering when the show’s gonna get back on track.) +MC: (seems to be some kind of minister, but not identified as such) +OK. OK. Okay. Brother Jimi, like brother Malcolm said, making it +plain. (enunciating each word and with added emphasis) Making It +Plain! (engaging the audience as though he’s talking to each person +individually, as though they’re cradled in the crater of a volcano) +Thank you. Thank you! (putting his hand on their hearts, as he lays +his hand on his own) Say it’s so. (people nodding and saying ‘yeah, +yeah’) +I wanna thank everyone for coming out tonight to support this +community event. (a lot of energy is in the crowd, so they’re all +intently focused on the speaker) Your gifts make a difference here. +Laid at the table of plenty. Abundance multiplied…. Look around and +see.(sweeping his hands all around and coming to focus on the +dancers) A harvest indeed. Sukkot. Hey, hey, …Hey!….Tonight’s talent +has been supported and gathered by all of you. You’ve made this +…happen! (taking them higher and further) And we have more on the +horizon, the sun is rising tomorrow, indeed. But I’m talking about +your hearts. Not just your dollars. How they have gone out to one +another. (giving purpose) Sisters and brothers, we’re here to pass +the message on of brotherly and sisterly love for one another. Care. +We really are one body, one mind, one community. All from the same +mother. Earth. Gaia. Can you feel it? (the whole mass answers… “YES,” +bouncing and bopping with their answer) And we have lots of different +parts. Oh, DO WE HAVE DIFFERENT PARTS AND PATHS! (audience +participation… ‘yeah, yeah, we do’. It’s starting to be like a +call-and-response revival. ) 84 thousand, maybe more (everyone +wondering where that number came from; he moves on…) +Here’s where it’s hard…whatever path we take, our hands and feet can +lead us astray or they can lead us to do the work of the higher +power. Which road are you on? (raising his hands in the air to +illustrate two ways) The Way of love….. The Way of hate. And it’s a +battle, a tricky one. A Dance. Really. And here are the first steps +in that hiphop. (he illustrates with a drop and spin on his feet) +The one person we most hate, least love, is …..our sister, brother. +Yes, hear it. (rumbling in the crowd.. knowing it’s right, but +finding it hard) I know it’s a hard one.. But hear it plain… We can’t +be brought back to life, be safe, unless each one goes into \***\* +and carries our brother or sister out with us. Sometimes we awake in +our life’s journey and find that we’ve gone astray,…. are lost in a +dark wood. Or walking alone on the streets. Go walking out there on +Walnot or Dilcue and tell me it ain’t so… Lost. And someone comes and +gets us out. ….(trailing off…..) + +**Part 26**\ : (Joan leaves the table again and goes up to the +ballroom. She notices Ryan in the audience and goes up to him, upset +that he’s here, but unable to hold herself from engaging him. She +hadn’t seen him come in.) +Joan: (going directly to the point) What’re you doing here? +Ryan: What? No greetings … just account for myself. (Ryan plays it +off well.) +Joan: I don’t fraternize with the enemy. (Joan just about snarls at +Ryan.) +Ryan: I’m coming out to support the community I serve. Make a big +donation to Rahav’s fundraiser. And this is what I get. (Ryan’s +playing the public servant way over the top.) +Joan: (Joan’s having none of it.) Yeah, like a slug that comes out in +the aftermath of a bloodbath. +Ryan: We’ll see who makes a bigger splash. (getting feisty, beginning +to show his true colors.) +Joan: (she makes like getting sick …) +Ryan: (Ryan shifts gears.) No love for your enemy? (taunting Joan) +Rewind Cain … and Adele? (twisting the ancient name of the victim; +now goes on to goading Joan) He’ll just love that. Just the thing for +the higher power to see multiplied by his children. (trying to get +her to lose it one way or another. Joan’s played into his game … +mimicking his moves.) I win. .. I lose. It’s all the same. You win +only by losing. (Enigmatic: Ryan reasons: with no believing or +trusting, there is only losing and/or dying. Joan doesn’t use her +trump card!) Welcome to the world. (trying to teach her a lesson) +Joan: Thanks? (doesn’t have a clue of what he’s saying) … for +nothing. +Ryan: So he/she/it hasn’t explained that one to you yet. (playing off +how little Joan really knows about god, now rambling some) Arcadia or +Green Town. It’s all the same. Dark Pandemonium. (Joan looks like +she’s hearing an unknown ancient language) Ask him about it. .... You +are so not ready for the hunting season! It’s my Night, Joan. Look +here. (shows his knuckles of both hands with the letters ‘l-o-v-e’ +tattooed on the right one and letters ‘h-a-t-e’ tattooed on left.) +This is just for you. (He twists a smile. Then his hands wrestle with +one another as though ‘love’ and ‘hate’ are in a battle. When he +stops the mock battle, ‘love’ is apparently winning. He wipes off the +tattoos from his knuckles. Then Ryan appears to comment to himself on +the battle of the hands.) Well, for now. (conceding only a momentary +swing in the ongoing battle) We’ll see. +(now turning to Joan) And so we continue the posturing? (noticing how +overwhelmed Joan is) Joan, relax. Just breathe. (he chuckles, taking +a breath himself as Joan tries to recollect herself. Ryan can’t +resist commenting on Joan’s weaknesses that he can play off of, and +continues the hunt, the most dangerous game). But I like your pluck. +How is it? ….Have you ever seen a cat play with a caught mouse? An +owl feast on a rabbit? Look away, Joan, fast. Because it’s how things +work. Kill or be killed. A perfect universe. (going for the jugular) +Bloodthirsty. +Joan: (flustered, hoping to sound powerful, falling for his ploy) I +understand suffering. +Ryan: Oh, yeah. (He chuckles outloud.) I’ll keep that in mind. (Ryan +reflects to himself that Kevin might understand, “He has a chance of +getting it. The crux of Girardi truth. … Avoid that open wound, that +broken-ness. …But Joan,… she’s a kept princess.” … He figures his +line of attack… And amused, he starts playing with his prey.) +Psychological suffering … it’s the hardest (almost smirking)… “Shall +I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?” (quoting something +Joan doesn’t know, prompting her to feel more inadequate) Ah yes… A +new pair of shoes? You and Imelda! How many already in your closet? +It’s tough. Tell me about it. Need a therapist? (Ryan rattles these +off, needling her)… She/He’s just the perfect listener. (mocking) +Joan: (trying to find her bearings) NO! you don’t know me or my life +or family. +Ryan: (indefatigable, undeterred, with the assurance that scares the +living daylights out of Joan) That is true. … Not yet….We’ll see.(An +ominous gust blows through the hall from the opening of a doorway.) +(Just then, while talking to Joan, Ryan recognizes Rahav in the hall. +He decides to take action, but first pauses before continuing with a +casual tone.) Last piece of advice before I go… When he/she/it gives +you that stuff about greater love. Ask him to recite Wilfred Owen. +(Ryan now shifts gears) Excuse me. I need to take care of something. +(Dropping that persona, he walks quickly to the exit of the hall, +pulls out a card and his cellphone, and dials the number from it. +Joan can be seen through the doors and windows of the Hall as Ryan +makes his phone call.) +\ **Part 27**\ : (Ryan gets Daghlian on the phone at the police +station.) +Ryan: Detective, we need a unit down at the Beachland dance club. +Daghlian: (trying to sound cooperative, but a little put-off at +Ryan’s assertive direction) Mr. Hunter, I’ll give a patrol car a +heads-up. +Ryan: (being assertive and used to having power to effect things) +Detective, I don’t believe that will be sufficient. You’ll need +several cars. There’s soliciting, drug dealing, vandalism going on as +we speak. +Daglian: (trying to explain) Mr. Hunter, it’s a busy night. I’ll do +my best. +Ryan: (he’s having none of Daghlian’s explanations, and ups the ante) +Chief Girardi’s daughter’s here. I can’t guarantee her safety. I +suggest you get on it. +Daghlian: (frustrated, but now convinced he needs to act) Agreed, Mr. +Hunter. I’ll request the cars. (the call concludes.) +(From the police station, Daghlian immediately calls Will’s cell, and +gets his voicemail, leaving a message.) +Daghlian: Will, Daghlian. Call me ASAP. +(At the music hall, the call comes during the grinding bass of the +2nd movement, Allegretto, of Beethoven’s 7th Symphony.) Will feels +his cell’s vibration, and wants to answer it, but he stops himself +and tries to listen to the music. Bum Bumbumbum Bum … His mind’s not +on it, but he can feel it anyway. He slips his cell out of his pocket +and notes that it’s from Daghlian.) +(At the police station, Daghlian, anxious, calls Will again.) +Daghlian: Will, Call me first. As soon as you get this. Now. +(Daghlian decides to tell Will just to show up at the location, even +though he has second thoughts about not telling Will that Joan’s +there, not wanting to worry him.) I’m headed to the Beachland, on +Dilcue Street. Come as soon as you get this. +(At the music hall, Will goes through the same sequence of +frustration. Really antsy. And he tries to smile towards Helen as she +becomes concerned about what is going on with Will. The audience is +in various stages of immobility, absorbed or nodding off; some +sitting still, some asleep, some dozing, some enthralled like Helen. +And one Will Girardi about to jump out of his pants.) +(From the police station, Daghlian calls in a sweep, a couple patrol +cars. He tells the units that he’ll meet them at the Beachland.) + +**Part 28**\ : (Having gone over to Rahav near the end of Ryan’s +phone call to Daghlian, Joan starts a conversation.) +Joan: We need to talk… Now! (Joan makes it clear how pressing it is. +Rahav motions her up toward a doorway…toward which they walk. As they +walk, another number for the HipHop DanceFest is about to begin. Joan +is distracted and listens; Rahav does too.) +MC (master of ceremonies): (coming out on the stage and talking at +the same time) Brothers and sisters, we’ve got a special delivery for +you tonight. Our own Rahav has arranged, in all its glorious array, a +hiphop tribute to Beethoven, and his 7th symphony. (Rahav smiles) +Well, roll over Beethoven. And stand up. We’re not stickin’ to no +rhythm n’ blues tonight. +Joan: (hearing Rahav’s name, Joan turns to her for them to stay, but +Rahav waves her off.) No, we should. +Rahav: I’ve seen it in my mind’s eye perfectly. Like the worker, +demiurge, building a set, fashioning a bowl, grinding a tool, engine +part, to spec. I know the end of the story. (Joan sees Alex waiting +in the wings of the stage to perform this piece. She wants to see it, +but they’re already on their way. As the ecstatic notes of the +Allegretto resound, the grinding bass notes are laid down, they walk +through the doorway, up a set of steps to a small upper chamber above +the ballroom, with a single window; it’s like they’re at the apex of +a castle. The Allegretto can be heard muffled, throbbing, like a +heartbeat, up from the ballroom throughout their conversation. +(Joan wants to go immediately to what’s pressing her, but attends to +Rahav first.) +Joan: What happened? You were… in jail. (telling what she knows) Mrs. +Villa told me she visited. (hoping it will start to make sense if +they talk.) +Rahav: Yes. (Her words come weakly, so Joan starts to wonder how +Rahav is.) +Joan: Are you Ok? (worried, but also curious and disturbed by all +these events.) +Rahav: Time in jail? (thinking that’s Joan’s worry) +Joan: (nodding) +Rahav: 72 hours in the belly of the beast. Getting Out. Released from +3 days in the heart of the earth makes you appreciate the light. +Natural, that is. Its patterns. (looking at Joan as though she can +see the patterns in her) And new life. (sounding mysterious) They +usually let you out sooner. But you never know. 3 days this time. For +effect. They had to make a show for the public servants and the +people. All united in the prosecution of justice. All but one. +Joan: There were more. +Rahav: Yes, I know. I felt their hearts go out to us. But only one +spoke up. (adding an enigmatic comment) Better than the first time. +Joan: What first time? (Joan doesn’t let the curious comment slide +by) +Rahav: Not something to go into now. (There’s a silence, and Rahav +realizes what’s coming.) +Joan: Are you? (Joan can no longer hold off and decides to go +immediately to the still confusing point. She’s needing answers, but +can’t bear to say it. She thinks it’ll lead to understanding, but +worries it’ll get worse before it gets better.) +Rahav: (Understanding exactly Joan’s question, Rahav speaks directly +to Joan, face to face, being honest and to the point. She amplifies +the dance of empathy and honesty.) Yo soy. (Joan understands enough +Spanish to know its meaning.) +Joan: (Joan staggers back, stopped in her tracks, reels, and stumbles +briefly before slipping to the floor. The chamber becomes thoroughly +silent and darkened for Joan, though she doesn’t lose consciousness +or awareness. She remains slumped on the floor, feeling her world +collapse, like stones raining down upon her. She starts to weep in a +somber tone. Rahav pulls over a chair to sit near Joan. Joan leans +against it, comfortably at her feet. Joan collects herself after +awhile and speaks honestly from the heart.) Who are you? (then +thinking to add with emphasis) What are you? +Rahav: Connect through all this, Joan. (Her arms sweep the darkened +chamber, through the window that looks out over the neighborhood, +high atop the building they’re in, illuminated by a harvest moon, +Sukkot.) This is my home. (A coat of arms hangs on the wall with the +motto, ‘cor ad cor loquitur.’ Next to the coat of arms is a portrait +of a soldier in uniform from WWI. The name below it, Wilfred Owen, +titled, ‘Greater Love”. Rahav points to the portrait.) This is my +family. I am solidly (then reflecting)…bodily, here with those who +are cut out. Anathema. (realizes this won’t hit the mark; Joan won’t +know that word and she’s not going to ask her to look it up) The +accused and accursed. A gallery of the ailing. (It’s not getting any +clearer, searching for solid ground for a moment, but the earth is +continually shifting, quaking.) I am … one among them. (sounding +enigmatic) And the two shall become one. (becoming metaphorical) How +do you join a person at the hip and not become what the other is too? +Joan: (not following at all, though the last comment made the most +sense, allowing Joan to speak up, almost irritated) Say what? Speak a +language I know or translate, si? +Rahav: Si. (Speaking again she tries to give an undistorted picture +of her life on the pavement, concrete as can be) I walk the streets, +Joan. Talk. Visit. Engage. Hang. Sleep. (sounding lyrical) Embrace, +breathe in, draw forth the Ambient Array into me. (returning to the +painful truths) And see within and without the people who hover over +all for carrion. All sorts of names are given the inhabitants of this +street, all sorts of pictures are formed. (wanting to give a human +face to very specific people she cares for, not categories they are +identified in, realizing it’s a failure of language, so she points to +the picture on the wall) Persons with families, and children, and +lives. Their failures multiplied like stones in the desert with no +bread to sustain them. (But knowing what they are called, she can’t +finally speak them.) I can’t call them these names. They’re my +friends. Associates. (starting to name them) Madeline … Tamar … +Madonna …Lilith…Simon … Harry (She takes a breath, and relaxes, +trying to sound lighter.) +Anyway, ‘prostitute’ should only be used as a verb. Did you submit +yourself, your gifts, for hire, for ill purpose? It’s a good +examination of conscience. Mantra. Koan. Test. An almost perfect act +of disbelief in one’s self. Practice it daily. +Joan: (Joan’s having no relief. Her heart’s breaking as she loses all +balance again. She’s in a different place altogether than this +conversation.) +Rahav: (Realizing Joan’s lost, sitting on the floor, staring out into +the void, Rahav leans over from her chair and kisses the top of +Joan’s head. As her lips touch Joan’s hair, she releases her breath +over Joan and a warmth spreads throughout Joan’s body. In Joan’s +swoon, her words wash over Joan like salve. Finally, Joan begins to +listen in rapt contemplation of that which she understands not. Rahav +begins telling her what accompaniment’s like on the street.) Go to +jail with them. Not fun. But quite the ambiance. Accommodations for a +beast.. …(going on) To the hospital when someone’s sick. (commenting +again) Another of my favorite hotspots…Location, location, location; +it’s almost everything. ..(moving on to her true calling) Greet each +with a kiss. We talk …. about their children. How all this happened. +Their relationships. (Joan begins to see their faces in Rahav’s +words.) Sex, too. Love can’t be purchased or sold. They know that. +It’s a gift, huh? (Joan’s been hearing of Rahav’s instruction and +care, but now she’s feeling it for herself.) The body’s a sacred +temple. Quite the shack, true enough? (Rahav is now stretching Joan +to reach into the ambient array with her.) I hold them in the light. +Their innocence. And we take steps. Learn a new set of movements. One +moment at a time. +Joan: I know all about that (thinking of Rahav’s mention of sex; +Rahav connects to Joan’s experience) …. And I’ve moved on .. or maybe +I’m stuck. Sometimes, I don’t know anymore. + +Rahav: The past is a nightmare of judgement for some, Joan. It’s a +daily practice, to trust, to forgive the past, even after it’s +released. …especially sex… It’s a mystical union of two people. With +a cloud of witnesses and … It’s a wedding made in bed, or a camper, +in a place of worship or with a justice of the peace. In 15 minutes +or a lot longer. A lifetime. Our deepest needs for union, communion, +played out to see. A comfort to the long loneliness. +Joan: (wants to leave, but can’t get up; she’s enthralled, still weak +in the knees) +Rahav: (Rahav moves to the hard, painful part) When I get picked up…. +an experiment in truth… With no guarantees. (gazing into Joan’s eyes) +I look deeply. Vipassana. Into their eyes… And the world behind them. +It’s hard. Avoid. Avoid. Avoid the light of the eyes. Where the +soul’s first seen. They CAN’T look at me. Treat me persona +non-existent. Brute….. Matter….Thing. … But they can’t …. not sense +the gaze. Sometimes they get pissed off. Hit me….Conjoin….I don’t +fight back. Or call the police. Carry the pack an extra block. A +beast of burden. They get plenty disturbed. Imagine that. Looking +deeply. It usually stops them in their steps. They think they’re +gettin’ screwed. It’s not for me to judge. At least, for now. +Joan: (Joan’s had enough. She walks out of the chamber as though on +thin air, her mind in a cloud, her face radiant, aglow.) +(Joan continues down the steps, returning through the doorway into +the ballroom, finally collecting herself, mumbling something. The +volume of sound in the hall is overwhelming after the encounter with +Rahav. She goes up to the sound system guy who’s got a headset on. +Joan sees an extra headset unattached, a sound muffler, and says to +Sound Man, “I need this.” and just takes them. Removing her hat, she +puts the headset on. She walks down the steps from the 3rd floor +ballroom down to the 2nd floor main entrance. She looks like some +kind of moonchild as she goes back to the table where she was +collecting money. She starts counting it. Mrs. Villa looks at Joan +like she’s just come back from the moon and speaks to her.) +Mrs.Villa: We’re just about done here, Joan. And the DanceFest is +too…. Follow me (looking to both Joan and Michael). (They leave the +main entrance to complete a final count of the money elsewhere.) +\ **Part 29**\ : (Just as Daghlian is about to arrive at the old +community club building with the patrol cars, he calls Will one more +time, hoping to reach him. But Will doesn’t pick up, so Daghlian +makes a decision, telling Will what the situation is. “Will, your +daughter’s at the Beachland where we’re gonna make a bust. Come now!” +Will feels the vibrator go off again. Helen’s in rapt thralldom with +the monstrous climax of the Final movement of Beethoven’s 7th. Will +feels like he’s going to burst as he pulls his cell out and sees its +Daghlian’s number one more time. The entire audience rises out of +their seats with applause, some waking up for the first time since +the second movement. +(Before arriving, Daghlian also choreographs the raid, while alerting +the cars that Will Girardi’s daughter’s at the club and to keep her +out of harm’s way. When they pull up, Daghlian barks out directions, +motioning uniforms on approaches to the club and who’s to enter with +him.) +\ **Part 30**\ : (The police observe kids outside with illegal +substances. (smoking dope, snorting heroin, injecting meth. They’re +arrested before they can get rid of the stuff. Woman outside +appearing to be soliciting is also arrested. Police go in and see +open beer containers and round up all involved. No liquor license for +the event. A rapidly shifting sense of confusion comes over all of +the evening’s festive spirit.) +Police officer: We’re closing this show right now. The party’s over. +(Police move to arrest stragglers; they go into restrooms, pull +people out…sending them off or arresting them if suspected) + +**Part 31**\ : (Joan’s in a rear anteroom with Mrs. Villa and +Michael, well cut off from the main entrance, in a separate section +of the 2nd floor. They’re making a final count of the money. She’s +taken the headset off, but leaves it around her neck. Mrs. Villa +hears the commotion coming from the police entering the main building +and gets up from the table to take a look at what’s happening.) +Mrs. Villa: You two finish up… I’ve got to find out what’s happening. +… Anyway.. we’re really done.. over $5,000. $5,238 to be exact. +Official total. I just wanted to do a second tally. We need to get +this to MC. .. I’ll be right back…Don’t let the money out of your +sight. +(Immediately upon walking out of the anteroom, she sees Alex through +the doorway of a makeshift dressingroom. He’s taking off his wings of +fire and putting on a t-shirt. She stops in the doorway, getting his +attention.) Alex, whatever’s going on… stay out of it … Understand? +You don’t have to solve the world’s problems….. +Alex: (nodding, he walks out of the dressing room; Mrs. Villa +leaves.) +(Joan notices Alex through the anteroom’s doorway. Alex looks at +Joan… Their eyes meet… transfixed on one another for the briefest +time. Unsettling. Joan returns to her work as Alex turns away. But +noise and crashing sounds bring her sight back to the doorway. She +observes a police officer entering the outer room where Alex is +standing. ) +Police officer: Party’s over…. Let’s go…. Now. (impatient with Alex’s +slow movement) +Michael: (hearing the police officer who’s entered calling out that +‘the party’s over,’ he gets up to see what’s going on…he speaks out) +It’s over anyways, pinhead. (then adding under his breath) Pig. +(Alex’s stopped moving as soon as he heard Michael) +Police officer: (inflamed by the remark, seeming a hothead himself) +You want to say that again …I’ll arrest your ass. (Michael walks off, +out of the area entirely.) +Alex: (lingering, and hearing the exchange, gives the officer a dirty +look and spits on the ground. The officer eyes Alex, who starts to +walk away. Alex looks back, saying) Stop doggin’ me. +Ryan: (arriving on the scene, seemingly out of nowhere, he walks into +this part of the building and hears the sparring, intervening) Son, +you need to apologize to the officer. +Alex: I ain’t your son, you ain’t my daddy. (sneering and ready to +attack) +Ryan: (to Alex, almost condescending) It’s easier to beg forgiveness +than go to jail. (being direct and authoritative) Apologize. +Alex: (ignoring Ryan) They come in here thinking they own the +(swearing) ….place, baggin’ us. … They can’t just do what they want. +I’m a man. I got rights. (standing up for himself… he’s not takin’ +nothing from nobody) +Ryan: You do (using reason like a knife)….Unless ….you lose them +acting like this. (Ryan starts to walk away, realizing his +conversation with Alex will only get worse. He stumbles on something, +tumbling into Alex, who falls towards and into the officer, with +strong force. It looks comic, like a comedy of errors, a cascade of +mis-steps in a waltz of toreadors, stepping on feet, choreographed by +some unseen power. The officer takes Alex’s tumble into him to be +aggression, immediately leveraging Alex’s arms and body onto the +ground, and putting his hands into cuffs. He seems to have Alex under +control. Ryan gets up quickly.) +Ryan: I’ll alert your backup on what’s transpired. (He leaves, but +returns to doorway where he’s exited to retrieve something when he +fell. He notices that Joan’s arrived on the scene and he observes +until the explosion by Alex at which point he hustles out to find +Daghlian.) +Joan: Whoa. Whoa. Whoa! (Having seen what’s been happening, and Ryan +leaving, Joan comes out of the anteroom, wanting to be a peacemaker. +She enters the fray, presuming she can help to get the fracas under +control before it spins completely out of orbit. She still has the +headset around her neck, no longer over her ears, so she looks silly. +Moonchild, indeed. Joan’s thinking she’s knows police business, +police officers, and can help. Besides she knows Alex.) This is out +of control here, fellas. (Joan speaks to Alex and the officer, +sounding like she’s talking to little boys fighting on a playground. +They don’t like the tone one bit. She realizes this almost +immediately) Ok. Not helping. (About to give up, she decides to try +again. She begins to speak with authority, like she’s settling two +sparring footsoldiers or better a bull and toreador. ) I saw what +happened. It was an accident. Just stumbling around like a couple of +rolling stones. Or waltzing toreadors. No ill intent. None. No one is +guilty. No one is innocent. …(now giving them advice and direction +that fails miserably) Officer, now you take the cuffs off him…. And +you, Alex, explain. You didn’t mean it. +Alex: (screaming at her) Get outta here! (to the officer) Get off. +I’m gonna mess you up. +Officer: (ignoring Alex, and speaking to Joan) Back off! You could +get hurt. I’ve got this under control. Backup’s on the way. (assuming +Ryan will alert his backup.) Move on… +Joan: (resisting both of them) No, No. Really. It was a mistake. An +accident. You guys didn’t see how funny it was. Really. Falling over +yourselves like a couple of idiots….(They’re having none of it as +Alex, inflamed, ignores Joan and continues to resist. The officer is +sitting on Alex, but having difficulty because of the force of his +rocking opposition.) +Officer: (trying to get him to concede the fight, not getting what +set off Alex the first time) Son, just give up. You’re not gonna win +this one. +Alex: (exploding, with the officer falling off of Alex. As he’s +thrown from Alex, the officer bites his tongue and lip, causing blood +to spurt out over his uniform and Alex. This gets the officer +incredibly angry. The officer grabs Alex’s head by the hair, but +resists banging it with the force of his body because Joan’s +watching. It’s getting uglier by the moment.) +Joan: (not able to stand it any longer, losing control herself, she +starts to scream at the top of her lungs, hysterically) Stop! Stop! +Stop! This was not supposed to happen! Stop! Please!!!!! (she’s about +to grab the officer herself, but just collapses, hopeless, sobbing.) +(Her screams actually shock both Alex and the officer out of +themselves and they suddenly become subdued, as though they’ve +shifted to another place on the spectrum of light and darkness. A +queer silence overtakes all of them. All seem to succumb to some +other force working in their midst. And this seemingly little episode +of trauma subsides.) +(After awhile, Joan just walks away numb and dead to all feeling, all +her senses suspended, seeming burnt out and through. She rises like +an old weathered and burnt newspaper that crumbles to the touch, and +is blown by the wind. She finally makes her way back to the anteroom +and, in a state of deadness, she picks up the money and puts it into +a bag, She sidles idly away, like she’s on automatic pilot, towards +the steps to the 3rd floor and the main ballroom.) + +**Part 32**\ : (Daghlian arrives after Joan leaves. Ryan’s alerted +him to what’s transpired and that Joan may be in danger there. +Daghlian talks with the officer and feels that the whole raid has +turned into a mess. No Joan Girardi and it’s escalating.) + +**Part 33**\ : (Joan walks into the main ballroom with the bag of +money, wanting to turn it over to the DanceFest sponsors, organizers. +She’s looking for MC, Mrs. Villa, Rahav, even Michael, with no luck. +It’s over $5,000 and she doesn’t want to be left holding the bag with +all the commotion going on. She’s worried. And she looks on, all +about her. She sees Rahav being handcuffed and taken away, but what +for, she doesn’t know. The DanceFest’s buoyant spirit has collapsed. +And the audience, the organic unity, has been transformed into a +crowd that’s becoming more and more volatile, like a contagion’s +settled in. There’s yelling and arrests taking place seemingly all +over. It looks riotous to Joan. The shifting mood of this mass of +humanity has now been driven to the other end of its ebullience. +Hellish. And she’s wanting it all to just stop, start over again from +an entirely different place. A stunned stare of observation crosses +her thoughts: How did this happen? Who got this so out of control? +It’s like a demonic force; a dark angel’s taken over this vibrant +evening, doing wanton damage to a fragile spirit of hope. She feels +like crying again. But that’s been spent. She just wants her dad, but +there’s no comforting face in the mass of human flesh before her. +Just conflict, arrest, unmediated by kindness or …. Again, she wants +to wail, ‘Get me outta here.’… ‘Somebody.’ But nothing comes out. +Finally, she inhales the heaviness hanging in the heat of the crowd. +Her lips start to mouth words unknown to her. Vispassana. A guttural +sound, a groan, arises from the cavity of her abdomen. A lament. She +releases a quiet breath into the aggregate of anonymity, almost +dropping the moneybag from her hand. +Revived, she raises her eyes to the balcony/lighting area, making +brief eye contact with Adam. He and the crew are occupied with +something, but he makes a connection with Joan. Joan then sees +Michael and she walks towards him, offering the moneybag to him. As +he’s about to take it, a chain of events takes over: just as the +crowd seemed a leviathan, now too the safety force. A kid next to +Michael, scuffling takes a swing at a police officer, who hits the +ground. Several other police officers apprehend both Michael and the +kid as a result, leveraging them to the floor. The moneybag falls to +the floor. In the flurry of the scuffle, Joan’s unable to recover it +immediately.) +Shouting from kids in the crowd en masse: “Michael, we won’t let them +trash you. They’re not getting out without a fight.” +(The sheer confusion, riotous nature, gives the officers the impetus +to want to pick up and leave with those arrested, hoping to dispel +the confrontation with the crowd. The whole audience starts to yell +at the officers. No one’s attuned to how to change the +ill-spiritedness and the officers are not finding any easy exit.) +Police officer: (trying to calm the crowd and leave) Okay, we’re +leaving with those we’ve arrested, taking the proceeds with other +evidence (picking up the moneybag and seeing its contents) until we +can sort out what’s gone on here. (Michael sees the police officer +pick up the moneybag and reacts with a vehemence that spurs the +officer to assist the ones who are leveraging him and the other boy +on the floor. The officer puts the moneybag down on the floor to do +so.) +(Joan hears the comment, ‘taking everything as evidence,’ and +connecting the dots with,…… ‘money missing’… picks up the moneybag +before the officer knows what’s happening. She abruptly throws it +into the balcony where she had seen Adam and the lighting crew +working. Adam’s seen her risky action and quickly drops down, picking +it up the bag… invisible… He’s made the connection, too, and checks +the bag’s contents quickly. +Joan trusts, hopes for the best in the uncertain exchange. A +last-ditch effort and offering. Foolhardiness and uncertainty +abounding. +No one in the balcony is visible from the ballroom floor. Adam, +having heard the police’s statement about taking all the proceeds, +keeps the moneybag and follows the guys he’s been working with into +the deeper recesses of the balcony. +They’re synchronized in reading the moment with assumed +communication. Like lighting the dance of shapes this evening, they +silently forge clear action in the spotlight of necessity. Their +movements follow like a disciplined army that depends on intuitive +strategy, a choreographed score with varied expression’s expected. +Initiated by a sacrificial act with no confidence of effect, it could +easily go up in flames of failure. Yet the longing remains. +In the rear of the balcony, they quickly pull down from the ceiling +high above them a barely visible trap door that has an attached +ladder. It allows them to rise up easily to the next floor, out of +peril. They pull the ladder up and trap door behind them, sealing it +seamlessly back into the ceiling. On the next floor, Adam follows +them into the chamber room and out the window. They close the doors +and windows behind them and slip down a fire escape that’s in a +distant corner of the building. The police arrive in the balcony and +find no one; they’re frustrated, searching without result.) +(Meanwhile Joan has been arrested for throwing the moneybag into the +balcony, getting rid of evidence. She accepts the handcuffs. The +headphones remain around her neck as she’s unable to remove them or +even put them over her ears to drown out the night’s sirens that +blare her away. (Sinead O’Connor’s song, ‘Feel so different’ plays +over the moment. + +\ **Part 34**\ : (Will finally arrives at the Beachland dance club, +only to see his daughter’s face in the back of a police cruiser, +being driven away. He’s beside himself, angry, grinding his teeth, +emotionally bent out of shape, worried out of his mind about Joan. +What happened? He goes up to Ryan. + +Ryan: Just the wrong place at the wrong time. (Ryan’s trying not to +sound cavalier or callous, but it fails. Dr. John’s song, “Right +Place Wrong Time” begins playing to the end. +(And Ryan adds) Just bad luck. She’ll be okay. + +Will: (He’s so stunned that it keeps him from grabbing Ryan by the +lapel and punching him out, saving him from a worse fate.) diff --git a/08-NightoftheHunterPart1.rst b/08-NightoftheHunterPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8ffbb39 --- /dev/null +++ b/08-NightoftheHunterPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1026 @@ +Episode 3.08, Night of the Hunter, Part 1 +----------------------------------------- + +At the Police Station + +Joan was scared to death, but she remembered what Grace had told her +during one of her many rants, “When you hear, ‘You have the right to +remain silent’, always say no when they get to the part ‘Do you give +up these rights’.” She never thought she would be happy to see +Captain Creepy again, but Mr. Kroner was there within minutes of her +arrival at the police station. Will had neglected to remove his phone +number from his cell phone and called him as she left the community +club in the squad car. + +Mr. Kroner – “Hello, Joan, have they treated you okay? Considering?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I guess so. Can you help me?” + +Mr. Kroner – “That’s why I’m here. Your father has hired me as your +attorney. My first job is to get you home. Now, tell me in your own +words what happened.” + +Joan tells Mr. Kroner that she had a moneybag that held the proceeds +raised for the charity event. She was afraid the police would steal +it, like they did the money from the police station. She threw the +moneybag up into the balcony to someone she knew would keep it safe. + +Mr. Kroner – “Who was in the balcony?” + +Joan – “I don’t want to say.” + +Mr. Kroner – “Joan, you have to trust me. I need to know.” + +Joan – “I’m not telling, not even if I have to stay here.” + +Mr. Kroner – “Okay, I know you are scared, but I’m going to take care +of this. Are you hungry?” + +Joan – “No, but I’m a little thirsty.” + +Mr. Kroner – “Okay, I’ll get you something from the vending machine.” +He departs and comes back shortly, “I hope you like Coke. I’ll be +back soon.” + +Mr. Kroner walks into the police processing area, “I am the attorney +for Joan Girardi. I want to know what my client is being charged +with. Now!” + +The desk sergeant refers him to the arresting officer. + +Mr. Kroner – “So, what is my client being charged with?” + +Officer Garcia – “She was seen destroying evidence.” + +Mr. Kroner – “What evidence?” + +Officer Garcia – “She was seen throwing something up into the balcony +of the ballroom.” + +Mr. Kroner – “And what was found when the balcony was searched?” + +Officer Garcia – “Nothing, someone up there must have taken it.” + +Mr. Kroner – “Okay, so the best thing you have is littering, but +since you have no litter, you don’t even have that. I suggest you +release my client immediately or the Girardi family will own half of +Arcadia.” + +Officer Garcia leaves, and Detective Daghlian returns, “I think a big +mistake has been made. I am authorizing the immediate release of the +Chief’s daughter. I’m so sorry this happened.” + +Mr. Kroner – “Okay. My client will not be making a statement in this +matter. If you want to talk to her, you call me first.” He hands Mike +his card. + +Mr. Kroner returns with an officer, and Joan is released, “I have +talked to your parents. I’ll be taking you home now.” + +Joan – “Thank you, Mr. Kroner.” + +Mr. Kroner – “I don’t want you to talk about this to anyone, not even +your parents. I’ll be by tomorrow afternoon to talk more.” + +Joan – “I have to see the unveiling of a sculpture at the Milton +Library tomorrow afternoon. It is very important to me. Can we talk +later?” + +Mr. Kroner – “Okay, I’ll have my secretary schedule an appointment, +but no talking about this to anyone until after we talk, okay?” + +Joan – “Okay.” + +Mr. Kroner drops Joan off at home, and Helen immediately begins to +inquire about what happened, “Mom, Mr. Kroner said I shouldn’t talk +about it. I didn’t do anything wrong. I’m not saying anything more. +It’s late, I’m going to bed.” + +After she gets cleaned up, she slips into bed. She’s still quivering. +Being in a jail cell is no big deal, unless you don’t know if you are +ever getting out again. She grabs a teddy bear she has ignored for +years and hugs it while she goes to sleep. + +She leaves make-up class all dolled up like Betty Boop. Walking down +the hall, she flips her hair at a cute boy who is making eyes at her. +She finds Adam standing by his locker, “Hey.” + +Adam – “Hey, I thought you’d already left.” + +Joan, with a fake, notice-me smile, “No, I’m here.” She flutters her +eyelashes and tosses her hair. + +Adam doesn’t notice, “Oh! Oh! They’re showing\ \ `The Night of the +Hunter <http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0048424/>`__\ \ at the Rialto +Classic Film Noir with Robert Mitchum. Wanna go?” + +Joan sighs, “I don’t know, is it in black and white?” + +Adam – “Uh, yeah, yeah.”He finally looks up and Joan does the hair +flip thing again. “It’s noir.” + +Joan – “I don’t know, I have a lot of homework.” She presses her lips +together so he can see her ruby red lipstick. + +Adam – “Are you mad at me ‘cause I wouldn’t go to the mall?” + +Joan – “No.” She smiles at him. + +Adam – “What?” + +Joan is really frustrated now, “Notice anything?” + +Adam looks at her and shrugs, “Uh... yeah. Jane.” + +Joan – “Okay, just wondering. Enjoy your noir.” She walks off with a +sigh. + +Will finally arrives home to learn that Joan has gone to bed. He +opens her door and enters without turning on the light. This is +something he has done a thousand times before. He bends over to kiss +her on the forehead. + +Joan is still walking down the hall at school and suddenly, +everything is black. It’s blacker than black. She cannot see or hear +anything. She becomes frightened. She begins to grope and feel for +anything, but finds only empty space. Suddenly, a face flashes before +her. It is Ryan Hunter with demonic eyes. His hands are on his face +with L-O-V-E and H-A-T-E again tattooed on his knuckles like they +were at the DanceFest. He reaches for her and touches her forehead, +“I’m coming to get you my little pearl.” + +Joan begins screaming. She thrashes out, sticking him. He falls away. +She continues screaming and thrashing wildly. There is now a little +light, and she sees the silhouette get up and head for it. Suddenly, +everything is bright. + +Will – “Joan, honey, it’s all right.” + +Joan continues screaming and thrashing wildly, still not knowing +where she is. Will grabs her and hugs her, “Joan, it’s me, wake up.” + +Helen rushes into the room, “Joan, what’s wrong?” + +Joan stops fighting and begins to let Will hug her. Her heart is +pounding, and her eyes are flooded with tears, “I… I guess I had a +bad dream.” + +Will – “It’s okay now. You’ve had a bad night, but it’s over. +Everything will be all right now.” + +Joan is still sobbing, “Did I hurt you?” + +Will – “No, no, I’ll be fine. You just need to go back to sleep.” + +Joan – “Sorry, Daddy.Can I speak to Mom? Alone?” + +Will – “Sure, I love you.” He gives her a kiss and departs. + +Joan – “Mom, I need clean sheets. Can you get me some?” + +No words are spoken. Helen begins to put new linen on the bed while +Joan heads for the bathroom to wash up and put on clean pajamas. + +Joan – “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.” + +Helen – “It’s okay, accidents happen. Here, climb back into bed. +Would you like to talk about anything?” + +Joan – “No, I’ll just go back to sleep. Thanks, Mom.” Helen gives her +a kiss and begins to leave. She reaches for the light switch, “Mom, +please leave it on.” Helen closes the door, leaving on the light. + +She returns downstairs to find Will with a bag of ice over his left +eye, “Let me see. Oh, that’s gonna shine.” + +Will – “Our daughter has quite a punch!” + +The Next Morning +It took Joan quite awhile to get back to sleep, so she wakes up +pretty late this morning. She takes her shower, dresses for the day, +and heads downstairs. + +Luke – “Hey, slugger, how are you doing?” + +Joan looks at him without a clue of what he’s talking about. Then she +sees her father sitting in the breakfast nook wearing a pair of +Foster Grants. She walks over to him and gently removes them, “I’m so +sorry, Daddy!” + +Will – “It’s okay, it was an accident. I’ll be fine.” + +Joan – “I can get some makeup and cover that up pretty good.” + +Will – “No, it’s fine. It will go away on its own in a few days.” + +Helen and Lilly return from Mass and enter the kitchen. Helen gives +Joan a hug, “Are you okay?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’m fine, but look at what I did to Dad.” + +Helen – “I know, he’ll be fine.”Helen looks around, “Everyone hungry? +We’re having an early lunch.” + +Joan – “Great, I’m starved!” + +Will – “Why don’t we have fried egg sandwiches?” + +Joan – “Eeeuw! Adam’s bloody brain on drugs. No thanks.” + +Helen – “Some people like them with ketchup, but with just mustard is +much better. Why don’t I make us all some, and if you don’t like it, +I’ll make you something else.” + +Helen makes up a massive serving of eggs and they all prepare their +sandwiches. Joan prepares hers, “Mustard, huh?” She takes a bite of +her sandwich, “Hmm, not bad!” + +Kevin – “Hey, I found out something at the paper on Friday. Do you +know how much Adam is being paid for his sculpture?” + +Helen – “It really doesn’t matter. It is an honor his sculpture was +selected.” + +Kevin – “I know, but aren’t you curious?” + +Luke – “I’m curious, how much?” + +Kevin – “Twenty-five hundred dollars!” + +Joan – “Wow! That’s quite a jump from five hundred!” + +At the Milton Library + +The Girardi’s decide that they want to arrive early to get a close +position for the unveiling. They actually overdo it and arrive 45 +minutes early. Joan notices the library is open, “Why is it open on +Sunday?” + +Helen – “It’s only open for three hours today, an hour and a half +before and after the event.” + +Joan excuses herself and goes inside. She asks the librarian, “Do you +have a movie called, The Night of the Hunter?” + +The librarian checks the computer, “Yes, it should be in the video +section. I’ll go with you.” + +They walk to the rear of the library, and after a few minutes, the +librarian finds a VCR copy of the movie. They return to the checkout +counter and Joan provides her library card, “It’s due back next +Saturday.” + +Joan – “Thank you.” + +Joan returns outside to be with her family. They are all standing out +near the front of the sculpture. Well, at least they hope it’s the +front. The sculpture is covered with a large canvas tarp. + +Carl and Adam Rove arrive, and they are followed shortly by Sarah +Polonsky and Grace. + +Sarah – “Helen, nice dress.” + +Helen – “Yeah, we both have good taste.” + +A few more stragglers arrive. It is not a large group, maybe about 30 +people in all. Joan doesn’t recognize most of them, but there are a +few familiar faces. Brian Beaumont and, she just can’t remember her +name, but the girl she met in the locker room and later when she +briefly played percussion… ism with the school band. + +The librarian who had just helped Joan comes out and joins Adam. She +begins to speak, “We are very pleased to unveil this sculpture +dedicated to the joy of reading and to all of our patrons. The artist +is Adam Rove.” She gives him a brief hug, “And he will be available +to answer questions about the piece after the unveiling.” + +Adam walks over and gently tugs on a cord that makes the canvas fall +away. Ooh’s and aah’s come from throughout the crowd. Flashes from +cameras begin to strobe the sculpture. + +The exterior of the sculpture is like a cage, shaped like an egg on +its side. It is made of vertical strips of metal, about two inches +wide and about four inches apart. They alternate brown and silver. In +the front is a large oval shape cut out so the inside can be viewed +unobstructed. + +Inside are a woman and a young girl, both sitting on chairs. The +woman is looking down at the book the girl is holding and the girl is +looking up at her mother. The girl is holding the open book with her +finger pointing to something on the page. + +The woman and girl are both painted brown, except for their faces. +The leaves of the book are painted white, with writing on the open +face done in black. + +The faces of the woman and girl have the Girardi’s in awe. They are +three-dimensional casts painted using semi-metallic paint. This gives +them even more texture than the rest of the piece and is the only +part of the sculpture that is completely non-abstract. But what is +obvious to all, at least to the Girardi’s, is that the mother is +Helen and the girl is Joan. + +Adam is busy for some time, answering questions for audience members. +When he becomes free, he joins the Girardi’s. “Do you like it?” + +Helen – “It’s beautiful! Had this been a class project, you would +definitely get an ‘A’.” + +Joan – “It really is beautiful! And the faces. This is such a +wonderful gift.” She hugs him and gives him a kiss on the cheek. + +Adam – “I just couldn’t help using the faces of the two women in this +world that I love the most.” + +No one knows how to respond, because they all can see that he truly +means what he just said. Adam is forced away again to answer +questions from others in the audience. When he appears to be done, +Joan approaches him. “Adam, did you get that money?” + +Adam – “Yeah, it’s safe, but what do I do with it now?” + +Joan – “We need to get it to Brother Jimi. How do we find him?” + +Adam – “We could ask Alex tomorrow.” + +Joan – “Good idea.”She paused briefly, “Can I ask you for a favor?” + +Adam - “Sure, anything.” + +Joan – “I have to watch a scary movie, and I don’t want to watch it +alone. Would you watch it with me?” + +Adam – “Sure, what is it?” + +Joan – “It’s The Night of the Hunter.” + +Adam – “Wow! I didn’t think you wanted to see it.” + +Joan – “I don’t really, but I have to. I can’t explain. Will you +watch it with me?” + +Adam – “Sure.” + +Joan – “Can you have dinner with us tonight? Then we can watch the +movie after dinner.” + +Adam – “Yeah, sure. What’s your mother cooking?” + +Joan – “It’s just spaghetti and meatballs, but you know how great my +Dad’s sauce is.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I remember. I’ll be there.” + +It begins to rain so the group disperses for home. + +At Home + +Adam arrives just before dinner. He hangs up his poncho on a hook +near the back door. He and Joan sit out on the couch for a moment, +“Adam, can you help me with a calculus problem?” + +Adam – “Yeah, I’ll try, but where is Luke?” + +Joan – “Cleaning his fish tank, I hope. I just need to understand how +to do it. I’ll figure out the answers on my own. They look over the +problems and come up with the method to find the correct solutions, +“Thanks, Adam.” + +Dinner is ready, so they all gather around the table. + +Helen – “Welcome, Adam.This is the first time in a long time that you +have had dinner with us, except for the crab feast. We have begun to +say a prayer before dinner. Would you do us the honor?” + +Adam – “Mrs. G., I don’t know any prayers. We don’t pray at home. I +believe in God, but I just talk to him myself.” + +Helen – “Can you make something up? Sometimes those are the best +kind.” + +Adam – “Okay, ah… thank you for letting me enjoy this meal with my +friends.” + +Helen – “Thank you, Adam” + +Dinner continues with little additional conversation, except for a +minor altercation between Joan and Luke. She is still mad that he +wouldn’t help her with her calculus, “I’m not going to do your +homework for you.” + +Joan – “I didn’t ask you to do it for me, I asked you to explain it +to me, there’s a difference. And always expecting something in return +is getting old.” + +Ultimately, Luke feels bad about the misunderstanding and agrees to +help her in the future. In fact, Joan takes advantage of his guilt +and convinces him to also read Thomas Aquinas’ Summa Theologica. It +is not something he would have done on his own, but when Helen and +Lilly also chime in supporting Joan’s idea, he agrees. They just want +him to read it and explain it to them from his point of view. + +After dinner, Will and Kevin go out to work on the boat. They have +already cut and warped the next board for the skin of the haul. They +hope to mount it in place this evening. + +Joan and Adam sit down on the couch to watch the movie. Luke is +allowed to join them when he asks. Helen and Lilly take care of the +after-dinner cleanup. And as if on cue, the rain outside is joined by +thunder and lightning bolts every few minutes. + +As the movie progresses, Adam points out the visual techniques used +during the creation of the movie. Joan pretends to be interested, +even though that is not her reason for watching. She feels she has to +learn why she would dream about a movie she has never seen, and +probably would have never watched had it not been for her dream. +However, Luke is finding Adam’s analysis interesting. + +The movie is scary enough on its own, but when Reverend Harry Powell +shows up with the L-O-V-E and H-A-T-E tattoos on his knuckles, Joan +begins to fall back into the terror of her dream. She subconsciously +takes Adam’s arm and begins to hold it tight. + +Reverend Harry Powell – “I can hear you whisperin’ children, so I +know you’re down there. I can feel myself gettin’ awful mad. I’m out +of patience, children. I’m coming to find you now.” + +This scene strikes terror in Joan’s heart with its familiarity with +what Ryan said in her dream and the knowledge that the name of the +young girl in the story is Pearl Harper. She had hoped that by +watching this movie, she would learn her dream was just a bad dream, +but it is obvious to her now that this is a warning of some kind, +‘Okay God, I have learned to deal with pain, but how does one deal +with terror?’ By the end of the movie, Joan’s pounding heart is about +to explode out of her chest. Adam’s arm is nearly senseless where +Joan had been holding it so tight. Of course, Adam is just enjoying +the opportunity to spend time with Joan, and he doesn’t care about +the pain she has been leaving in his arm. He doesn’t say a word. + +The movie ends, and Will and Kevin finish their work on the boat at +about the same time. Helen and Lilly have been playing +double-solitaire at the kitchen table. They all congregate in the +living room to close the evening, “Thank you Adam for watching this +movie with me. It really helped having you here.” + +Adam – “I enjoyed spending time with you, too.” + +Lilly – “Hey, Adam.Can I give you a ride home?” + +Adam – “No, I brought my Dad’s truck.” + +Joan – “I’ll see you at school tomorrow.” + +Lilly and Adam depart, and the Girardi’s call it a night. In bed, +Joan wonders about the movie. ‘Terror’ pretty much sums it up, but +one part still has her baffled. Why was John upset when they put +Reverend Powell in handcuffs, and why did he refuse to testify +against him at the trial? It just doesn’t make sense! She remembers +the lullaby and begins to sing it softly as she goes to sleep. + +*Hush, little one, hush +Hush, my little one, hush +Morning soon shall light your pillow +Birds must sing in yonder willow +Hush, my little one, hush +Hush, little one, hush* + +*Rest, dearest one, rest +Rest here on my breast +Little child with heart so brave +Angel hosts will keep you safe +Rest, little one, rest +Rest, my little one, rest.* + +At School + +Joan is coming out of Calculus class with a smile on her face. She +had a pop quiz this morning and has learned that she only got one +wrong, and it was just due to a stupid mistake. She sees Adam, “Hey, +thanks for helping me last night. It really helped on the quiz I had +today. Have you seen Alex yet?” + +Adam – “Great on the test and no, I haven’t seen him yet.” + +Luke, Grace, Glynis, and Friedman join them. Their next class is +Government. + +Grace – “Why didn’t you tell me you got arrested?” + +Joan – “I didn’t. They just took me down to the police station and +then let me go.” + +Adam – “You got arrested?” + +Joan – “No, they didn’t even question or charge me. It doesn’t +count.” + +Grace – “You are going to have to tell me about this later.” + +Joan – “Luke.” + +Luke – “I just mentioned it to Grace. How was I to know you hadn’t +told anyone?” + +Joan – “Duh!Maybe because I didn’t want anyone to know?” + +Friedman – “Great! Now we have a sub-defective with a record.” + +Joan – “There’s no record, none at all. Just drop it.” + +Luke – “This conversation is getting kind of marginal if you know +what I mean.” + +Friedman takes the hint and drops the subject. + +Glynis– “Wow, someone as sweet as you being a jailbird. There has to +be a song in there somewhere.” + +Joan – “There’s no jailbird, and there’s no song.Stop it.” + +They all enter the classroom, and there is still no sign of Alex. + +Joan – “Alex did get arrested. Maybe he’s still in jail.” + +Grace – “Oh, I can’t wait to hear about this.” + +Just as the bell rings, Alex flies through the door. + +At the Police Station + +Will arrives and notices an envelope on his desk. He opens it. It is +the resignation of Michael Daghlian. He looks around the office and +doesn’t see him. He calls Carlisle to his office, “Have you seen Mike +Daghlian?” + +Carlisle– “Yeah, he was here earlier cleaning out his desk. I told +him he should wait to talk to you, but he said he couldn’t.” + +Will – “Do you still have that card with his cell phone number on +it?” + +Carlisle– “Yeah, I believe so. I’ll have to dig around for a minute.” + +Carlislefinds the card and gives it to Will. Will just hopes he +hasn’t had time to change his number yet. He makes the call. It rings +and rings and finally, “Hello… Daghlian.” + +Will – “Mike, Will Girardi. Where are you?” + +Mike – “I just got on the interstate heading back to Connersburg.” + +Will – “Please come back to the office. I want to talk to you.” + +Mike – “What’s there to talk about. On my second day back, I caused +your daughter to be arrested. How much worse could I have screwed +up?” + +Will – “That’s what I need to talk to you about. It wasn’t your +fault. Come on back. I don’t want you to quit.” + +Mike agrees to come back to talk. + +At School + +After class, Alex explains that he just had his bail hearing this +morning and that’s why he was late for school. He hands Joan a note, +“Mom got this from Rahav for you.” + +Adam – “Hey Alex, how can I get a hold of Brother Jimi?” + +Alex – “He’s usually at the soup kitchen on + +Walnot Street +for dinner. He helps out there. It’s just around the corner from St. +Michael’s.” +Adam – “Thanks, is there anything I can help you with?” + +Alex – “No, I’ll take care of it.” + +Joan takes him aside, “I saw what happened. I’ll testify if your +lawyer wants me too.” + +Alex – “Thanks Joan, I’ll tell him that.” + +Joan and Adam head for their next class. She reads the note, ‘I won’t +be your dance instructor anymore. I have other things I need to do. +If you want to continue dance lessons, call Sister Sarah at 555-1514. +I’ll be in touch. Love you, Rahav.’ “No! Rahav can’t teach me dancing +anymore. I’ll have to find another instructor.” + +Adam – “So, you really like to dance?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I never thought about it before, but now that I’m doing +it, I love it.” + +Adam – “I wish I didn’t have two left feet.” + +Joan – “You are going to dance with me someday, so find a right +foot.” + +Adam smiles, but decides to move on in the conversation, “I thought I +would take the money to Brother Jimi after school. You wanna come +along?” + +Joan – “Yeah, sure. Looks like I won’t be dancing tonight.” + +At the Police Station + +Mike returns, and Will calls a meeting with Carlisle and Toni in the +conference room. “Are we still doing weekly sweeps for bugs?” + +Carlisle– “Yeah, we haven’t found anything since the first sweep.” + +Will – “Good. Mike, you were conned. All of you. I know we still +don’t have diddley squat on Ryan Hunter, but I know he’s our man. +He’s probably the most cunning criminal we have ever faced. Trust me +on this. + +“I talked to Brother Jimi Saturday night. He and someone named Rahav +were the ones who helped to organize the charity concert. They had +nothing to do with the drugs being sold outside and didn’t know that +some of the kids had snuck beer into the concert. Had he known, he +would have taken their beer and kicked them out. What happened +Saturday night happened just as Ryan Hunter wanted it to. He +distorted the facts and Mike, since you weren’t completely briefed on +him, he was able to use you to his advantage. I have had enough of +Ryan Hunter and his Watchdog Committee. I’m going to sever ties. +Brother Jimi is creating an alternate organization with whom I think +we can deal with in a much more cooperative manner. + +“Carlisle, is the meeting with Ryan’s committee still set up for +tomorrow?” + +Carlisle– “Yeah, nine o’clock.” + +Will – “Okay, I’ll tell them. However, after tomorrow, we don’t have +anything more to do with them, unless it is to put them behind bars. + +“Now, onto another matter.You are cops. That’s all I want you to be, +but I am a cop and, unfortunately, a politician. It’s not part of the +job of Chief of Police that I like, but it’s one I have accepted as +part of the job. There will be a story published in the Herald on +Wednesday that has connections to Ryan Hunter. When Ryan makes a +stink about me severing ties with his group, this article should blow +some of the wind out of his sails. You can all read the article when +it’s published, then you’ll know what I’m talking about. I don’t want +any of you to make statements to the press. I’ll handle it. + +“Toni, Carlisle, take time off from what you are doing and get Mike +up to speed on Ryan Hunter. Mike, I’m tearing up your resignation. +Get back to work.” + +At the Newspaper + +Kevin – “So, we’re agreed?” + +Andy – “I still don’t like this. Holding the story until Wednesday +might allow someone else to scoop me first.” + +Rebecca – “Yeah, that’s a possibility, but you wouldn’t have this +story if it wasn’t for Kevin. I promise, if you hold the story, I’ll +give you a byline on the second story as well. You just need to be at +the police station between nine and nine thirty tomorrow. Deal?” + +Andy is still not happy, but he agrees, “Deal.” + +At School + +The whole gang is leaving AP Biology, “God, I don’t know if I can do +it!” + +Adam – “Joan, they will be asleep. They won’t feel a thing.” + +Joan – “Yeah, but I don’t like killing. Not even something as +disgusting as a frog.” + +Luke – “It’s part of learning science. You have to do it. Besides, +you eat meat. You even had crabs this summer.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I know, but I don’t plan to eat the frog.” She +remembers something that she wants to ask Luke about, “Hey guys, I’ll +catch up with you later. Come on, Luke.” + +Once they are alone, “So, have you and Friedman found out anything +new?” + +Luke – “I gave what we had to Dad the other day. Friedman hasn’t been +able to get back in. Ryan’s security is just too tight. We’re going +to need something like a keylogger to get past his security.” + +Joan – “And a keylogger is that spy thing you told me about, right?” + +Luke – “Right, but I don’t know how we’ll ever get one installed.” + +Joan – “Leave that to me. Thanks, I’ll see you later.” + +Joan stops into Helen’s classroom, “Mom, I’ll be a little late for +dinner tonight, maybe about six thirty. Adam and I have to run an +errand.” + +Helen – “Okay, we’ll wait for you. I sure do miss you in class this +year.” + +Joan – “Mom, I told you, art just isn’t my thing. I love what Adam +does, but I’ll never be able to do that. Besides, I couldn’t take Art +and AP French. You still have Adam.” + +Helen – “Yeah, but I want both.” + +Joan sighs, “I’ll see you later.” + +Grace and Joan are in study hall later. Grace inquires, “So tell me +what happened the other night.” + +Joan – “I can’t, at least not yet, not until I talk to Mr. Kroner.” + +Grace – “Come on, I’m dying here!” + +Joan – “I’m sorry, you’ll just have to wait. Now, you told me that +your dad knows someone who provides the janitor service for Ryan’s +Watchdog Committee, right?” + +Grace – “Yeah, he cleans their office on Monday’s and Thursday’s.” + +Joan – “Have your dad ask him if he would be willing to install +something on Ryan’s computer. It will only take a minute. He could +install it on Monday and remove it on Thursday. And no, it’s not +legal, but the only danger will probably be when he removes it on +Thursday. He just needs not to get caught doing it.” + +Grace – “Okay, I’ll find out.” + +After school, Adam and Joan go to his house. Adam is surprised to see +the truck parked in the driveway, “Dad, are you home?” + +Carl – “Yeah, in here.” They find him sitting in a high back stuffed +chair. + +Adam – “What are you doing here? I thought you would be working.” + +Carl – “Oh, I fell and bruised my butt. It’s nothing, but I decided +to take tonight off.” + +Joan, who had intended to remain quiet, speaks up, “I know all about +bruising. You’re better off breaking something.” + +Carl – “Oh, hi Joan. I didn’t know you were here. I guess I shouldn’t +have said ‘butt’.” + +Joan – “It’s okay, Mr. Rove.” + +Adam – “Since you’re home, can I borrow the truck? I’ll be back by +six to fix dinner.” + +Carl – “Yeah, keys are on the hook.” + +Adam – “Well, since we’re driving and not taking the bus, we have +time. Can I get you anything?” + +Carl – “Yeah, a 7-Up.There’s a case in the fridge.” + +Adam – “Sure, Joan, you want anything?” + +Joan – “I would like a 7-Up, too. I need to see what the flowers are +missing.” + +Adam comes back with the sodas, “Come here Joan, I want to show you +something.” + +They go back to his bedroom. It’s somewhat dark because the huge oak +tree outside perpetually shades the room. He walks to the corner of +the room and turns on a light, “This is the scale model I submitted +to the library. They let me have it back.” + +The model is identical to the one at the library, only this one is +just slightly over one foot tall, “I love both of them. You are so +talented.” + +Adam – “Well, as long as you were here, I thought I would show it to +you.” He reaches under his mattress and pulls out the moneybag, +“Let’s get this back to Brother Jimi.” + +At the Bateman Residence + +Kevin has thought for a long time about Lilly’s remark on how badly +he treated girls when he was in high school. He has made a list and +has been taking off early from work periodically. This is number +three. Susan Berry, co-captain of the cheerleading squad, and now +Mrs. John Bateman. He already called her and she begrudgingly agreed +to a meeting. He is to pull up to her house, honk the horn, and she +will meet him at the curb. + +She comes out of the house carrying her newborn son, “Make this +quick, I have to feed him.” + +Kevin – “I have been thinking a lot about the way I treated you in +high school. I was really a jerk. I just wanted you to know that I +know that now, and that I am truly sorry.” + +Susan – “So that’s it? You want me to forgive you now?” + +Kevin – “No, I don’t expect forgiveness. I just wanted you to know +that I’m sorry. I’ll leave you alone now. I wish you all the best +with your new family.” + +Kevin leaves and Susan is left to wonder. Did he really mean what he +said or is this just another con? She goes back inside and tends to +her son. + +On + +Dilcue Street +As they approach St. Michaels, Joan notices a store with its services +pasted on large banners just inside of the storefront windows. They +proceed past and turn on + +Walnot Street +. When they stop, Adam says, “Let’s go in and see if he’s here.” +Joan – “You go in. I need to check something at the store we just +passed. I’ll meet you back here.” + +Adam – “But Joan, this was all your doing. Don’t you want credit?” + +Joan – “I didn’t come with you to get credit. Just make sure the +money gets back where it belongs. I’ll meet you back here in a few +minutes.” + +Joan walks up and turns the corner back toward the store. She crosses +mid-street and stands on the sidewalk, looking at the signs. She goes +in and approaches the receptionist, “You teach karate, judo, and tae +kwon do, which one is the fastest to learn?” + +Receptionist – “What’s your hurry? All of these disciplines take time +to master.” +Joan – “There’s a guy who I think is going to try to hurt me. I need +to learn something fast.” + +Receptionist – “What is your name?” + +Joan – “Joan Girardi.” + +Receptionist – “Wait here.” She walks into the back and returns in a +few minutes, “The instructor will see you now.” She escorts Joan to +an office in the rear corner of the gym, “I was quite surprised when +I heard your name. Come in Joan.” + +Joan – “Oh my God, Ms. Keady!What are you doing here?” + +Ms. Keady – “I work here part time. High school gym instructors don’t +make much money. In fact, I make more here part time than I do +through the school.” + +Joan – “Then why do both?” + +Ms. Keady – “I need the medical benefits through the teachers’ union. +I have a daughter, but that’s another story. Is someone at school +threatening you?” + +Joan – “No, it’s someone outside of school.” + +Ms. Keady – “We have a policy here that if anyone comes in with a +story like yours, we try to help them immediately. Have you told your +father? He is Chief of Police.” + +Joan – “This guy hasn’t actually made a threat. It’s just something I +can sense between the lines.” + +Ms. Keady – “You know, the best way to win a fight is to avoid it in +the first place. Is that a possibility?” + +Joan – “No, I think he’s going to come after me no matter what.” + +Ms. Keady – “What period do you have study hall?” + +Joan – “The last period of the day.” + +Ms. Keady – “Okay, I’ll give you a recurring pass for the last +period. Meet me in the gym. I’ll teach you what I can.” + +Joan – “Which one?” + +Ms. Keady – “None of them. I’m going to teach you hopefully to be +able to thwart off an attack long enough to escape. That’s what you +need.” + +Joan – “What is that called?” + +Ms. Keady – “Street fighting.” + +Joan – “Thank you, I’ll see you tomorrow.” + +Ms. Keady – “Now don’t get to thinking you’re going to become Buffy +the Vampire Slayer or something. That will get you killed. Survival +and escape, that’s it.” + +Joan – “Thank you, Ms. Keady.” + +Joan returns to find Adam is still sitting in the truck, “Did you +give him the money?” + +Adam – “He’s not here yet. A lady inside is going to tell him I’m out +here when he arrives. Have a seat.” + +Joan gets in, “So, where did you go?” + +Joan – “I did a little shopping. I just ordered something I needed.” + +Adam can see she doesn’t want to provide additional information. It’s +just as well, because he sees Brother Jimi approaching, “I’m Brother +Jimi. Are you Adam Rove?” + +Adam – “Yeah, I helped with the lighting last Saturday night. Can you +tell me where the money for the charity was supposed to go?” + +Brother Jimi – “Unfortunately, the money is missing.” + +Adam – “No, if it wasn’t missing, who was supposed to take it?” + +Brother Jimi – “That would have been me. I was going to divide it up +among several charities.” + +Adam pulls the moneybag out and hands it to him, “Here it is, all of +it.” + +Brother Jimi is quite surprised, “How did you get hold of it?” + +Adam looks at Joan. She motions for him not to say anything, “This is +my friend, Joan Girardi. She took the money and gave it to me. We +didn’t want the police to steal it.” + +Brother Jimi looks into the truck, “Thank you, Joan. God bless you.” + +Joan – “You’re welcome. Just see that it gets to where it belongs.” + +Brother Jimi leaves, and Adam pauses before starting the truck, “I’ve +found a dog. I’m going to go get her.” + +Joan – “Come on, you don’t need a dog.” + +He looks at her and their eyes meld for a moment before he breaks +away, “Yes, I do.” + +He starts the truck and begins to drive down + +Dilcue Street +. Joan sits quietly thinking, not about what he just told her, but +about the loneliness and despair she just saw in his eyes. She looks +at him again and remembers. The world disappears and the words that +have been struggling to escape from her heart flow softly from her +lips, “I still love you.” +Adam sees Homeless Man God and blurts out at the same time, “There he +is!” He pulls over. “Come on.” + +Joan sits stunned, not believing that he didn’t hear what she just +told him. She gets out and Adam is already petting the dog. She’s +wagging her tail. + +Homeless Man God – “Does this mean you have decided to give her a +home?” + +Adam – “Yeah, if it’s still okay?” + +Homeless Man God – “Her name is Pax. She likes you.” + +Paxis a mixed breed, part German Shepherd, part Husky, and part wolf. +She weighs about 60 pounds and has a white underside, a gray back +with some black and brown, and a black face. Her tail has a black +tip. Adam puts the collar and leash on her that he brought with him. + +Homeless Man God – “That’s not necessary, Pax will be with you from +hereon.” + +Adam – “Well, I think it’s a good idea until she gets to know me.” He +realizes Joan has been standing there quietly, “This is my friend +Joan.” + +Joan – “We’ve met. Why don't you put Pax in the camper, and I’ll be +there in a minute?” + +Adam – “But, I want her to sit up with us.” + +Joan – “Not until you give her a bath.” + +Adam leaves, and Joan asks God, “So what’s up with the dream?!!” + +God – “Not now, I’ll explain later.” + +Joan is frustrated, wanting an answer now, but she knows he will keep +his promise. “Okay, then what’s with the dog?” + +God – “It’s like Adam said, he needs something.” + +Joan – “You have to know what I have been thinking. Won’t I be +enough?” + +God – “Not soon enough. He needs to be able to share his love now.” + +Joan wonders about God’s comment, “You mean he’s been thinking +about…” + +God interrupts, “Pax will be good for Adam. She’s a fine dog.” + +Joan returns to the truck. Pax is sticking her head through the +opening in the rear window. Joan pets her and sees her for what she +really is, a gift from God, “Adam, I’ve changed my mind. I think you +and Pax are a good idea, but you still have to give her a bath.” diff --git a/09-NightoftheHunterPart2.rst b/09-NightoftheHunterPart2.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c484f06 --- /dev/null +++ b/09-NightoftheHunterPart2.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1177 @@ +Episode 3.09, Night of the Hunter, Part 2 +----------------------------------------- + +Adam drops Joan off at home, and then he and Pax return home as well. +When Joan walks inside, she sees her father sitting on the couch +listening to a record. She sits beside him. + +*…And, they’re coming to take me away, ha-haaa +They’re coming to take me away +Ho-ho, hee-hee, ha-haaa +To the funny farm +Where life is beautiful all the time +And I’ll be happy to see those nice young men +In their clean white coats +And they’re coming to take me away, ha-haaa…* + +“Thanks Dad, did you put this one on especially for me?” + +Will smiles, “No, this is a collection of one hit wonders. You just +came in at the right time. Oh, you told your mother that you would be +home by six thirty, so Chuck Kroner will be calling about then. He +says it won’t take long, and he and you can just talk on the phone +about Saturday night. That way it won’t be necessary to schedule a +meeting.” + +Joan – “Okay, I hope it’s over.” + +Will – “I believe it is.” + +Helen comes in from the kitchen, “Joan, you’re home early! I thought +you were going to be late?” + +Joan – “We were able to use Mr. Rove’s truck. That made the trip +quicker than taking the bus. What’s for dinner?” + +Helen – “I picked up some salmon steaks on sale. Baked in lemon +sauce, sound good?” + +Joan – “Yeah, salmon sounds good.” + +Helen – “Good, it’ll be the five of us tonight. Kevin and Lilly +should be here soon.” + +Mr. Kroner calls at six thirty on the dot. Joan takes the call in her +room. “Okay Joan, I think it’s over. I agree that what you did was +probably the right thing to do, but unfortunately, right and legal +aren’t always the same thing. I would recommend that you not bring up +the details of what happened to anyone. However, if you choose to, +just tell family and friends whom you know you can trust. Good luck, +Joan. Call me if you need me, but I hope we don’t have to speak +again.” + +Joan – “Thank you, Mr. Kroner, goodbye.” + +They gather around the table for dinner. + +Helen – “You know, I just realized that you have never said the +blessing. Luke, would you do us the honor?” + +Luke – “Yeah, sure. Thank you for the universe to explore, my family +and friends, and this meal. Amen.” + +Helen – “Thank you Luke. How was your day?” + +Joan interrupts, “Mom, I would like to go first, if it’s okay. Mr. +Kroner said that I shouldn’t talk about what happened Saturday night, +but now he says it’s okay. I want to tell you.” She looks at Luke and +Helen, and then continues. + +“Rahav, my dance instructor, and Mrs. Villa, Alex’s mom, asked me to +help at a fund raiser for their neighborhood programs, so I +volunteered. Adam did, too. When we arrived, Adam went to help with +the lighting for the show up in the balcony. They asked me to collect +donations as people came in. When the band started to play, Mrs. +Villa said that I could go watch. I have never heard that kind of +music before or seen the kind of dancing they were doing. It just +began flowing through me. I started dancing with everyone else. It +was wonderful. After a little while, I returned to collecting +donations. I was really happy when Rahav arrived. Everyone loves her. +She is also the one who taught the dancers on stage. I went back up +to the ballroom, because I wanted to talk to her. + +“Then I noticed Ryan Hunter in the crowd. He started talking about +how he was doing his civic duty by supporting Rahav’s fund raiser, +but that was all BS. He’s like a slug that comes out after a hard +rain. Then he walked outside and I saw him get on his cell phone. I +started to follow him, but I met Rahav. She is not only a great +teacher, but she’s a wonderful person. We started talking. +Afterwards, I went with Mrs. Villa into the rear anteroom to help her +count the money that we had raised. + +“Then, all of a sudden, there was a commotion and police were +everywhere. I saw a police officer come into the next room where Alex +was. I saw Ryan bump into Alex, causing him to fall into the police +officer. I’m sure he did it on purpose. The officer got mad and +wrestled Alex to the ground. He put him in handcuffs. I tried to +explain that it was an accident, but they wouldn’t listen. I went +back down to the ballroom to find someone to give the money to, but I +couldn’t find anyone. I finally found Michael and gave him the money. +Then they arrested him and said they were going to confiscate the +money as evidence. I remembered how they had stolen the money from +the police station and… and this bad feeling just came over me. I +grabbed the moneybag and threw it up into the balcony, hoping Adam +was still there. Then they handcuffed me and sent me to the police +station. + +“So, that’s what happened. I saw Alex in school today and told him I +would testify to what I saw. Someone has to learn the truth about +what really happened. This afternoon, Adam and I took the moneybag, +and we gave it to Brother Jimi. Dad, I’m sorry I caused so much +trouble, but I still feel like I did the right thing.” + +After a moment of stunned silence, Will finally speaks up, “I +suspected that Ryan Hunter had more to do with this than he was +saying. I’m glad that you’ve told me what happened. I don’t often get +the opportunity to observe something from the citizen’s point of +view. I will have a talk with Internal Affairs and see if they will +open an investigation into this incident. But I want you to stay away +from everyone involved until the investigation is complete.” + +Joan – “I guess that won’t be a problem. Rahav sent me a note that +she won’t be able to be my dance instructor anymore. I’ll have to +find someone new anyway.” + +Helen – “I have mixed feelings. I believe you did the right thing, +but I don’t know if you should have been there in the first place.” + +Joan – “Mom, it was a charity fund raiser. None of this should have +happened. It was all so insane!” + +Helen – “Well, just the same, I agree with your father. You should +stay away from those people until he finds out the whole story. I +just want you to be safe.” + +Joan decides they have talked enough about it, “Luke, don’t tell +anyone, not even Grace. I want to tell her myself.” + +Luke – “Fine, I’ll just tell her you plan to talk to her if she +asks.” He pauses, now feeling what he had planned to say is +pointless, but he continues anyway, “Well, today I went to school. I +have some homework tonight. That’s about it.” + +Joan decides to add more news, “Oh, and Adam got a dog today. Her +name is Pax. I think it will be good for him, but there’s a problem. +He’s not sure if someone else already owns her. He’s sending a +picture to the animal shelter. This is going to be a long week for +him, but I think it will be okay. I know the guy who gave it to him.” + +Helen – “Lilly and I will say a prayer that he can keep the dog.” + +Lilly – “Yeah, and maybe we can also pray that Denunzio someday gives +me a compliment or even just says, ‘Glad to see you’.” + +Helen, a little annoyed by Lilly’s offhanded remark, replies, “We’ll +pray for both.” + +Joan replies, ignoring Lilly’s comment completely, “Thanks, I really +think Adam needs this.” + +Helen – “Lilly?” + +Lilly – “Well, as you might have guessed, today didn’t go well. A +hundred little things kept going wrong. I received the list of slimes +for next weekend. Denunzio and Bonnie are becoming like a cancerous +growth that I can’t get rid of! I’m considering getting them both +blue shirts and having their names embroidered upside down above the +pocket. But, we are making progress. We are splitting this house into +an upstairs and downstairs apartment. We are almost finished building +the new outside stairway for the top floor.” + +Helen – “Kevin?” + +Kevin – “Well, it was pretty much the same as any day, but I’m doing +a lot more research than I used to. We have recently become networked +to a nationwide newspaper database. Nearly every major newspaper is +online. I have access to stories as far back as the early 1970’s in +some cases. It’s a great resource.” + +Helen – “Will?” + +Will – “Mike Daghlian almost quit today, but I talked him out of it. +I won’t go into details, but it’s good to have him back. Other than +that, it was a pretty ordinary day.” + +Helen – “Well, June Goetzman called this afternoon. She has won the +bid on the restoration of another painting. She wouldn’t tell me what +it is, but she has agreed to meet with me two nights a week at the +Art Museum. It’s going to mean I won’t be able to cook dinners twice +a week, but I really want to see what I can learn from her. We will +start tomorrow evening. I hope none of you mind.” + +Everyone agrees that it’s okay. Will continues, “Hey, if I can get +home early enough, I’ll cook something. If not, pizza, subs, or +burgers won’t hurt us for a couple of nights a week for a while. You +deserve this.” + +After dinner, Joan goes up to her bedroom to do her homework. It is +done in a pretty short time, except for her reading for AP French. +She not only has to read and understand it, but she is subject in +class to have to recite and explain it orally. It’s challenging, but +Joan has a secret reason now for wanting to excel in French. Kevin +knows, but she doesn’t plan to tell the others until after the New +Year. + +She finishes and sees that it’s still not too late. She calls Grace. +She tells Grace what she told her family. Grace responds in typical +fashion, “Subverting the corrupt totalitarian policía regime, and a +cop’s daughter to boot! Way to go.” + +Joan – “Well, I know my dad’s a good cop. I just don’t know about the +rest.” + +Grace – “Hey, my dad heard back from the janitor service guy. He’ll +do it.” + +Joan – “Good, I’ll talk to you more about it tomorrow.” + +She walks upstairs to Luke’s room, “Where can I buy one of those +keylogger things?” + +At the Police Station + +Will once again goes over the police reports from Saturday night. As +he had remembered, it is completely one-sided. There is absolutely no +mention of the citizen’s assertions that the police had no business +shutting the show down. He jots down Joan’s version of events and +mixes it with testimony he received from other witnesses. He adds +their names and phone numbers, excluding Joan’s of course, and adds +it to the file. He walks out to Jeannie, “Will you make a copy of +this report and also type up this statement for me?” + +Jeannie – “Sure, Will, but I have a few things to do first. Would +about an hour or so be okay?” + +Will – “Perfect, thank you.” + +At School + +Joan meets Adam at his locker and finds him talking to Elizabeth +Goetzman, “Hi, I didn’t know you two knew each other.” + +Elizabeth – “Only through you.How is everything?” + +Joan – “Oh, okay I guess.” + +Elizabeth – “Adam told me that you might be looking for a new dance +class. Would you like to come with me to mine?” + +Joan – “Maybe, but my former dance instructor suggested one, and I +want to check her out first. I’ll let you know.” + +Elizabeth – “Okay, see you later. Bye, Adam.” + +Joan – “So, how’s your dad doing? How’s Pax?” + +Adam – “Dad’s back to work. He just needed a day to rest. Pax is +clean, but I still need to get something for the fleas.” + +They begin to head for class, and meet up with Luke and Friedman. +Glynis also joins them with ‘what’s her name’. + +Glynis– “This is Alice. Have any of you met her?” + +Alice remembers Joan, but realizes the others probably don’t know +her, “Alice Orban, nice to meet you.” + +Joan is relieved not to have to admit that she never knew her name, +“I saw you at the Milton Library on Sunday. Sorry we didn’t have time +to talk.” + +Alice – “That’s okay, you looked busy.” She looks at Adam, “I love +your sculpture. I read stories to children on Saturday mornings. +Sometimes I just tell them stories that I make up. I already have a +great one about your sculpture. You guys aren’t the only ones who +recognized the faces.” + +Adam – “Thank you, I’m glad you like it.” + +Glynis– “I have decided to join the band this year. Alice tells me +they can use some more low brass. I’ll play the tuba.” + +Joan – “Are you still in that other band too?” + +Alice – “Oh, that’s what we’re talking about. It’s a different band +now, but I’m still blowing the tunes. I do a little singing, too. We +play mostly for fun. We have a gig at the Unurban this weekend. Would +you like to come?” + +Joan – “Wow, the Unurban has a lot of good memories for me. Yeah, +what time?” + +Alice – “Seven to eight, Saturday.” + +Joan – “I’ll be there.” + +At the Police Station + +Will enters the conference room where the Watchdog Committee has +assembled. He is confident and sure of his purpose. He looks around +at the faces, “I think most of you know me, but if not, I am Will +Girardi, Chief of Police.” + +When he has a seat, Ryan immediately begins to speak, “I am really +sorry about what happened Saturday night. Your daughter’s arrest was +most unfortunate.” + +This played right into Will’s hand, “Mr. Hunter, I have been doing +some investigation into what happened. I have concluded that what +happened was no accident. Rather, it was purposely orchestrated by +you to achieve those exact results.” + +Ryan objects, “Chief Girardi, I assure you that I had nothing to do +with it. You are letting what happened to your daughter cloud your +judgment.” + +Will – “No, I spoke with the people in charge of the fund raiser. +They had nothing to do with the drugs being sold outside and no +knowledge that some of the guests had smuggled beer into the concert. +Furthermore, I believe you also knew this and called the police as a +means to shut down the fund raiser. I cannot tolerate dealing with +someone or an organization that practices such methods.” + +Ryan – “You are getting it all wrong!” + +Will – “I don’t think so. I have no intention of having further +dealings with you or your organization. This meeting is over. Please +remove yourself from my police station.” + +Ryan and the others begin to voice their objections, but Will ignores +them. He stands up and leaves the room. + +At the Newspaper + +Kevin has been working, actually enjoying finding the answers to the +tasks he has been assigned. He notices a rather tall handsome black +man talking to Rebecca. When they kiss, he realizes that this must be +the boyfriend she has mentioned on occasion. Both approach his desk. + +Rebecca – “Kevin, this is my friend, Dan.” + +Dan – “Dan Thompson, nice to meet you.” + +Kevin – “Kevin Girardi, nice to meet you, too.” + +Dan gets a puzzled look on his face, “Girardi? Do you have a sister +name Joan?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, why?” + +Dan – “I’m a resident at the University Medical Center. I treated +Joan last month after her car accident. How is she doing?” + +Kevin – “She’s doing pretty good now. There don’t appear to be any +more symptoms from the accident.” + +Dan – “I’m very glad to hear that. Please tell her hello from Doctor +Dan.” + +Kevin – “Sure, I’ll do that.” + +Rebecca – “Dan just stopped by to say hello. He has two extra tickets +to the UMC Charity Craft Show on Saturday. Then we plan to have +dinner. We were wondering if you and Lilly would like to join us. I +think it will be fun, and I have been dying to meet her.” + +Kevin – “That sounds like something Lilly might enjoy. I know she +does some crafts. I’ll talk to her tonight and let you know +tomorrow.” + +Dan – “Great. I hope it works out.” + +At School + +It is nearing the end of the class, and Joan has been struggling +through the dissection of their frog. She has been taking the notes, +but letting Grace and Adam do the actual cutting. However, Ms. +Lischak has been observing Joan’s lack of hands-on participation. She +insists that Joan do the next procedure, “But, Ms. Lischak! It’s hard +enough for me just to watch. I don’t know if I can do it.” + +Ms. Lischak – “I want kinetic, not potential. Do it or you won’t get +credit for the lab.” + +Joan takes the frog and turns it around to the correct position. It +is cool and slippery to the touch. A silent ‘ick’ rumbles through her +mind. She makes the incision and is startled when its leg twitches, +“He’s supposed to be asleep!” Adam applies a chloroform ball again to +the frog’s nostrils. Joan takes hold of the frog and continues. She +exposes its beating heart and becomes filled with compassion for this +disgusting creature. She grabs the frog tighter, closing its chest, +not wanting to see its heart any longer. Suddenly, it jumps out of +her hand and off the table. She screams! Grace, Adam, and Joan +immediately begin to search for the fleeing creature. The rest of the +class also becomes aware of the commotion. Joan gets down on her +hands and knees to search for her runaway. She spies it under Luke’s +chair. She begins to crawl and then jumps toward it, but the frog +leaps once again just as she tries to grab it. Others in the class +begin trying to capture the fugitive, but it proves to be too quick +and slippery. It has now made it to the front of the classroom. It +jumps onto Ms. Lischak’s desk and even she is startled by its sudden +appearance. It quickly leaps again toward the window. Normally, they +are kept closed, but Ms. Lischak had opened the front and rear +windows to ventilate chloroform from the room. The frog reaches its +target and out it goes. + +Joan is still sitting on the floor, amazed and not believing what has +just happened. Others in the class sit stunned as well and begin to +look at each other. Several students rush over to the windows, but +the escapee can no longer be seen. After a moment silence, the class +bursts into laughter. + +Joan stands up and watches her classmates. She doesn’t know whether +to join them in their laughter or cry. She looks at Ms. Lischak, “Ms. +Lischak, I tried, I really tried.” + +Like most of the others, Ms. Lischak is now amused by what just +happened, “Joan, I cannot say I have ever had something like this +happen before, but you will get credit for the lab.” + +At the Police Station + +Will picks up the copy of the report and statement from Jeannie, and +with it, heads up to Internal Affairs. The head of IA is now Mimi +Rogers, who hates it when people make comments about an actress +having the same name, “It’s by marriage, stupid!” However, she has +gotten used to it and now just gives a fake smile when someone +believes they are being clever. Fortunately, Will has never made the +comparison, so at least for that reason, they are on fairly good +terms. He knocks on her door and asks for a few minutes, “We had an +incident Saturday night at the old community club building. The +address is in the report. The statement is from me. I compiled it +from statements I received from citizens at the scene. When you +compare the two accounts, the citizens and the police see the event +totally differently. I know sometimes that happens, but I really +think there is more to this. I would like you to check it out and see +if you come up with anything.” + +Mimi – “This could be an IA problem, or it could be something the +detective bureau should investigate.” + +Will – “The problem is that many of my officers and detectives were +involved. I need someone impartial to take a look. Will you do it?” + +Mimi – “Okay, but if I find it’s not an IA problem, it’s back to +you.” + +Will – “Fair enough, thank you.” + +At School + +News of the frog incident spread throughout the school even before +the class was over. As Joan tried to make her way to the next class, +she is bombarded by jokes from students she didn’t even know, “Found +Kermit yet?” “Lost your prince, huh?” Fortunately, Grace and Adam +didn’t join in, but Luke and Glynis came up with a joke of their own. + +Glynis– “We were cheering for the frog all along, Hop-hop-hooray!” + +Joan is relieved when she is finally able to duck into AP French +class. + +Madam Marks – “Joan, would you stand up and recite paragraph 3 from +page 145.” + +Joan finds the page and stands up to read, “\ Pendant la deuxième +guerre mondiale, les Français combattaient aux côtés des Anglais et +quand le temps de prendre les repas était arrivé, les Français +mangeaient des cuisses de grenouilles.” She pauses, now aware of the +joke being played on her, “\ Et bien comme vous pouvez vous +l’imaginer, ce n’était pas la sorte de repas que les anglais +mangaient. Les Anglais ont donc commencés à nommer les Français les +grenouilles.”Everyone in the class begins to laugh. Joan sits back +down, now beginning to feel the weight of the humiliation. + +Madam Marks – “I’m sorry, Joan, it’s just so rare that I have an +opportunity to bring humor into the classroom. Tell you what, I won’t +call on you for the rest of the day.” + +Joan decides to let it pass. She remembers how rude she was to her +when she first started taking French. She muses to herself, ‘Touché!’ + +She was actually looking forward to study hall, a place where the +students were supposed to remain quiet. This would allow her some +relief from the frog jokes. However, when she arrives, the teacher +calls her up to the front and gives her the pass from Ms. Keady. It +had totally slipped her mind. + +She waves to Grace as she leaves the room, and of course, Grace +responds with a ‘Where are you going, Girardi’ expression on her +face. She’ll have to think of an excuse for this later. + +Joan goes to the gym and initially can’t find Ms. Keady, “In here, +Joan.” Ms. Keady has laid down some mats in a small exercise room off +the main gym, “I want us to have some privacy. I really shouldn’t be +doing this at school, but it’s the best way to make our schedules +match. Hmm, no purse. Do you carry a purse?” + +Joan – “When I’m not at school.” + +Ms. Keady – “Good, bring it to school tomorrow. I want to see it.” + +Joan – “What does that have to do with anything?” + +Ms. Keady – “Just do it, I’ll explain later. How big is this guy you +are worried about? How does he compare to me?” + +Joan – “He’s taller, but…” Joan pauses, a little embarrassed to say +it, “… but he weights less. He seems to be in good physical shape.” + +Ms. Keady – “Good, I’ll teach you how to take advantage of his size +and weight. We’ll have to make you slippery like a frog.” + +Joan eyes Ms. Keady. She remains straight-faced for the longest time, +but then she finally cracks a smile, “I just had to get that one in. +But really, I’m not being totally funny. I have a stack of books for +you to read. Most are about avoiding rape, but the techniques are the +same. You will be surprised how what clothing you are wearing at the +time can be an advantage or disadvantage. Let me see your shoes.” + +Joan hands her the replacement shoes that Helen bought her after the +accident. Ms. Keady examines them and hands them back, “These will +give you good traction, but are useless as a weapon. See if you can +find a shoe with a hard short heel and a reinforced toe. Something +like that can be used for both.” + +Joan – “When do we get to the karate part?” + +Ms. Keady – “I’m going to start teaching you some moves, but the +‘karate part’ as you call it is only part of it. Hopefully, you will +never get to the point of needing it. Remember the goal, survival and +escape.” + +After the lesson, Grace walks up to Joan at her locker, “So, where +did you go?” + +Joan had forgotten to make up an excuse and now has to think fast, +“Ms. Keady has some new ideas for things for us to do in gym class. I +volunteered to be her guinea pig.” + +Grace – “What kind of things?” + +Joan – “It’s a surprise.” + +As Joan walks home, she realizes her arm hurts. She pulls up her +sleeve to find a large bruise just below her shoulder. She is +puzzled, because she doesn’t remember Ms. Keady hitting her there. +She smiles and thinks to herself, “PFM, pure frogging magic!” + +At Home + +Joan arrives to find her father is home, “What are you doing here?” + +Will – “I still have plenty of vacation time left. I’m going to try +to leave early Tuesdays and Thursdays until your mother is finished +with her art thing.” + +Joan – “Right, that’s tonight. Well, I have to work. I just came home +to change my shoes. I hope it’s not busy. I have a lot of reading to +do.” + +Will – “I’ve made pizza for dinner. Why don’t I put one in the oven, +and you can take a few slices with you?” + +Joan – “Thanks, I’m starving.” + +Will – “How was your day?” + +Joan – “A day to forget, but I’m sure Luke will tell you all about +it.” + +Will takes the hint and goes into the kitchen without comment. When +Joan comes back downstairs, she bags a few slices of pizza for her +dinner. She empties what she doesn’t need from her book bag and puts +in her dinner and a soda. As she prepares to leave, Helen returns +home, “Joan, I heard about what happened today. I’m so sorry. Would +you like to talk about it?” + +Joan – “No, absolutely not, I want to forget about it. I’ll see you +tomorrow. Oh, have fun tonight.” + +Helen – “Thank you.” She gives her a hug and Joan departs for the bus +stop. + +Will – “Okay, tell me what happened.” + +Helen – “Joan was dissecting a frog in AP Biology when it leaped off +the table and jumped out of the window. It really sounds hilarious, +but Joan was totally embarrassed. I was told that she chased after it +and actually leaped at it once while trying to catch it. The rumors +of what happened began to fly through the school, growing wilder with +each telling, but I believe I got a pretty accurate description of +what happened from Adam.” She tries to suppress it, but she begins to +laugh, “Something like this could only happen to our daughter… or in +a comic strip.” + +Will – “Well, I could tell that she was upset about something.” He +begins to smile as the image of Joan leaping after the frog flashes +through his mind, “I guess we’ll not bring this up at dinner +tomorrow. I’ll bet she has had enough harassment about it already.” + +Helen – “From what I have heard, everyone has been making jokes. +Maybe we’ll bring it up in a few weeks when she no longer so +sensitive about it. What smells so good?” + +Will – “I’ve made pizza. Would you like some?” + +Helen – “Yeah, that sounds good. Let me change into some old clothes, +and I’ll be back. I don’t want to get paint on my good ones.” + +At the Bookstore + +Much to Joan’s dismay, the store is busy. It is quite a while before +it calms down enough for her to do her homework and reading. She is +initially annoyed when she hears the door chime, but is relieved when +she sees that it is Rahav who has come into the store, “What’s with +the dream? Is something bad going to happen to me?” + +God – “It’s only a possibility. It still depends upon choices yet to +be made.” + +Joan – “God, I’m scared! I don’t think I can go up against Ryan, not +in a physical battle.” + +God – “Turmoil, conflict, chaos, it is all part of life. We have +talked about this before. You can’t control everything. There will +always be surprises, good and bad. However, you have made the right +decision by contacting Ms. Keady. You would have made a good Girl +Scout.” + +Joan – “This is no time to be funny!” + +God – “Have confidence in yourself. How many times do I have to +remind you of that?” + +Joan can see that once again, God has avoided answering her +questions, “Why can’t you teach me dance anymore?” + +God – “Because you don’t need me for that. Sister Sarah is an +excellent dance instructor. Elizabeth’s instructor is also very good +and there are others. It is up to you.” + +Joan – “How can anyone be as good as you?” + +God ignores the question, “Have you noticed anything happening over +the last few months?” + +Joan – “Like what?” + +God – “The yoga class, the dance class, seeking out Ms. Keady, these +are all things I would have had to tell you to do in the past. Now +you are doing them on your own.” + +Joan – “Those are all things that I wanted to do, except for the last +one. I felt I needed to do that.” + +God – “When I have given you assignments in the past, they have +always been with your best interest in mind. Now you are beginning to +see what needs to be done on your own.” + +Joan – “So now you’re beaming thoughts into my head?” + +God – “No, your thoughts and your choices have been and will always +be your own, but more and more often, they are becoming the same +choices that I would have made for you. Do you know what that is +called?” + +God doesn’t wait for an answer, “It is not necessary that you +understand it.” She strokes the hair out of Joan’s eyes and begins to +leave, “Oh, think about what Ms. Keady told you yesterday. I’ll see +you later.” Joan is once again left feeling that she has been given +more questions than answers. She wonders for a moment about what God +has told her and then decides to go back to her reading. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Kevin and Lilly decided to order Chinese. Neither of them felt like +eating out tonight. They are enjoying the variety of dishes that they +ordered from Lin’s Family Restaurant. + +Kevin – “I met Rebecca’s new boyfriend today. He seems really nice. +He’s a doctor at UMC and he knows Joan from treating her after the +accident.” + +Lilly – “That’s quite a coincidence!” + +Kevin – “Yeah, that was a surprise. He and Rebecca would like us to +join them on Saturday at the UMC Craft Show. Then we can have dinner, +afterward. I think we should go.” + +Lilly – “I don’t know. It’s not going to be easy for me being with +Rebecca, knowing that you two were once an item.” + +Kevin – “I know, but that was a long time ago. She’s my boss and we +are just friends now.” + +Lilly asks, “With her new boyfriend, right?” She’s not expecting an +answer, just thinking out loud, “Okay, I’ll go. What kind of crafts?” + +Kevin – “I suppose all kinds. I really don’t know, but it’s something +different to do.” + +At the Bookstore + +Joan is reading when suddenly, there is a brilliant flash of light. +All of the lights inside of the store go out. She walks to the +windows and sees the lights are out everywhere. The only light she +can see are the brilliant sparks spewing from a transformer on a pole +the next block over. She locks the door. She waits, hoping the power +will come back on, but it doesn’t. She looks out again, but this +time, as another round of sparks spew from the transformer, she sees +someone. Perhaps it’s a man, she’s not sure, but someone is standing +on the sidewalk about twenty feet from the store. + +She walks back into the store and lights a candle. She finds her way +to Sammy’s office and calls him at home. She notifies him of the +power outage, and that she plans to go home. He agrees to return and +set the store alarm. She leaves the candle there and walks out to the +windows again. There is no light to see by, but she strains to see in +the darkness. Headlights from a turning car briefly sweep a path of +light. Yes, he’s still there! Goose bumps begin to coat her arms. +Prickly things begin to dance down the back of her neck. + +She returns to Sammy’s office. Her heart is now pounding, and she is +becoming short of breath. She thinks about what Ms. Keady told her +and of God’s reminder, “The best way to win a fight is to avoid it in +the first place.” She makes the call and waits to hear the answer, +“Girardi residence.” + +“Daddy,” she pauses, unable to make the words come out, “We’ve had a +power failure at the store. It’s out everywhere.” She pauses again, +not wanting to tell him about the man outside, “I’m afraid to walk to +the bus stop. Will you come get me?” + +Will canhear the fear in her voice, “Just wait there. Stay in the +store. Lock the door. I’ll be there soon.” He walks up to his bedroom +and instinctively retrieves his badge and gun. It’s the years of +being a police officer. He informs Luke he is leaving to pick up Joan +at work. + +As he arrives, his headlights briefly illuminate a man standing on +the sidewalk wearing a hooded sweatshirt. He places his police light +on the dash and turns it on. After a few moments, the man walks away. +Will walks to the door and calls, “Joan, it’s me. I’m here to take +you home.” + +Joan blows out the candle and walks to the door where she has +collected her things. She has had time to calm down, knowing that her +father was coming to get her. They leave for home. + +Joan – “I’m sorry for being such a scaredy-cat.” + +Will – “You did the right thing.” He doesn’t want to tell her about +the man he saw outside of the store, “Your mother has a sense +sometimes of when things are wrong. You were right to trust you +instincts.” + +At Home + +Joan begins to head up to her room, but Will stops her, “I’ve made +dessert. Why don’t you come have some?” Joan hesitates, not knowing +for sure if she’s hungry, “Come on, it will do you good to have +something in your stomach before you go to bed.” + +Joan agrees and Will heads for the kitchen. He cuts two portions of +apple pie and places a slice of American cheese on each. He pops them +into the microwave. When he removes them, he pours cinnamon sauce +over them and adds a scoop of vanilla ice cream to each, “Voila!” + +When Joan returns, she and her father sit quietly enjoying their +dessert, “Dad, what is it called when two people come up with the +same idea? Is there a word for that?” + +Will considers her question for a moment, “The only thing I can think +of is ‘like minded’. Is that what you’re looking for?” + +Joan – “I’m not sure. It’s just something I’ve been wondering about. +Thanks.” + +Joan climbs into bed and begins to wonder about the man at the store. +Was someone really there or did she imagine him? As she falls asleep, +she remembers Rachel’s words, “It’s a hard world for little things.” + +Joan is drinking punch at a school dance, much like the Crystal Ball, +but somehow different. Everyone is there, her friends, and the many +kids that she only knows by sight. She looks around, scouring the +crowd. She thanks God that Steve Ramsey is nowhere in sight. + +Someone taps her on the shoulder. She turns to see it is Adam, “Would +you like to dance?” She is both puzzled and delighted. They walk out +onto the dance floor and begin a waltz. She remembers her dream and +the dance she had with Cute Boy God. As with him, she and Adam begin +to dance as if on air. She’s in heaven. + +Joan smiles and opens her eyes. The room is dark, but she knows now +that it was a dream. She thinks to herself, ‘This is not one for the +journal. There is no way Adam could ever dance like that.’ She laughs +and remembers what Mr. Tuchman said, “Yeah, I’m going to have to stop +eating cheese before I go to bed.” She rolls over and goes back to +sleep. + +The next morning, everyone is busy making breakfast. Helen is cooking +eggs and hash browns, Joan is manning the toaster, and Luke is +spreading butter and jelly on the toast. Papa Girardi is skating this +morning. He’s sitting at the table, chuckling as he reads today’s +newspaper. + +Helen – “Your father told me about you being frightened at the +bookstore last night. Thank you for not knocking me across the room +when I came to give you a kiss.” + +Joan smiles, “You’re welcome. How was last night?” + +Helen – “Oh, it was wonderful. I’ll tell you more at dinner tonight, +but I have already learned a lot. June is restoring\ `The Garden, +Epping <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Picture.jpg>`__\ , +by Lucien Pissarro. It’s a beautiful painting.” + +Luke has been quiet this morning. He finally speaks up, “You have to +admit, seeing that frog jump out of the window was hilarious. But, +when no IQ Beaterman came up with the ‘Frog from Nantucket’ joke, I +knew things were getting out of hand. I’m sure there will be more +jokes today, but I won’t be a part of it. You should probably just +ignore them.” + +Joan – “Well, I’m sure the jokes aren’t over either. I’ll just grin +and bear it. What else can I do? If I ignore them, maybe they’ll go +away.” + +Luke – “Well, it won’t be for awhile. I heard Sally Thornton talking +to people. I think there’s going to be something in The Eagle about +it.” + +Joan – “No! That will start it all over again.” + +Helen – “I won’t be able to stop it, but I’ll make sure that it is at +least accurate. I’ll limit their sources to only those who where +actually in the classroom.” + +At the Police Station + +When Will arrives at the office, he is surrounded by a slew of +reporters. + +Reporter – “Roger Franz, BBY-AM.Chief Girardi, Mr. Ryan has made a +lot of accusations about you and your police department. Would you be +willing to make a statement?” + +Will – “I have read the newspaper this morning also. Mr. Hunter is +good at making claims, but he has offered absolutely no proof to +substantiate any of them.” + +Reporter – “Erica Stevenson, WGF-TV.Mr. Hunter stated that you have +severed ties with his organization. Isn’t that in violation with the +Arcadia City Charter?” + +Will – “Both the old and new city charters recommend that the police +department engage in constructive communications with civic +organizations such as Mr. Hunter’s Watchdog Committee, but they do +not specify which organizations and leaves that decision up to me. +Mr. Hunter and his organization have demonstrated that their agenda +and the wishes of the people they purport to represent are not the +same. The second headline in this morning’s newspaper further reveals +Mr. Hunter’s agenda with his illegal campaign contributions to +Councilmen’s Turner and Jarod’s election campaigns. I have every +reason to believe I have made the right decision by severing ties +with his organization.” + +Reporter – “Henry Taschen, Free Press.A witness at the HipHop Fest +Saturday night stated she saw your daughter being arrested. Would you +be willing to make a comment?” + +Will – “My daughter was taken into protective custody, but then +mistakenly thought to be a suspect. The error was realized shortly +after her arrival at the police station, and she was released. No +charges were filed. That will be all, thank you.” + +At School + +As expected, the frog jokes were still flying. Joan’s smirk at each +one seems to have the effect that she wants. She has mixed feelings +when Sally asks her for an interview. She doesn’t know Sally well, +but she seems to want to get the facts and not the rumors of what +happened. “We thought we gave the frog enough chloroform, but +obviously not. It jumped off the table, and we couldn’t catch it. The +rest you know. I can’t explain it.” + +During lunch, she can hear the jokes whispered in the cafeteria, but +at least none of her friends are telling them any longer. Joan +finishes lunch early and decides to call Sister Sarah. She walks +outside and sits on a bench to make the call, “Saint Mary’s Convent. +Sister Rosanna. May I help you?” + +Joan – “Hello, may I speak to Sister Sarah?” + +Sister Rosanna – “I’m sorry, she’s not available right now. Can I +help you?” + +Joan – “I’m calling about dance lessons.” + +Sister Rosanna – “Oh, I can help you with that.” She gives Joan the +details of the nights and time and their address. She also provides a +brief description of the dances they teach, “We ask for donations +from the students. The proceeds go to support our order. Would you +like to join us tonight?” + +Joan – “Yeah, but I’ll have to check the bus schedule.” + +Sister Rosanna – “Oh, just catch the 7th Street bus. It arrives 10 +minutes before class and leaves 20 minutes afterward. We set up the +class so people could use the bus. Just ask to get off at Holy Hill.” + +Joan – “Holy Hill?” + +Sister Rosanna – “Oh, that’s just what the neighbors call it. It’s a +joke.” + +Joan – “Thanks, Sister Rosanna.I’ll try to make it. Bye.” + +Later, when she meets with Ms. Keady, she provides her purse for +inspection. “Binaca, good to freshen breath, but it is also very +disabling when sprayed in the eyes. A pen and pencil, also good for +jabbing. Not much else in here. I’ll give you a list of things you +might want to add.” + +Joan – “Ms. Keady, I don’t know if I can fight like that.” + +Ms. Keady – “You don’t get it. If this happens, you are going to be +fighting for your life. You can be Joan all the rest of the time, but +during the attack, you have to become vicious. It’s the only way +you’re going to come out of it alive. Have you ever been in a fight?” + +Joan – “Not many. I had a fight with Judith. I thought she was trying +to steal Adam from me.” + +Ms. Keady – “Good. Okay, I’m Judith, show me how mad and angry you +are.” + +Joan – “But I was wrong, it was all a mistake.” + +Ms. Keady – “I don’t care about that. I want you to go back to those +feelings you had when you started fighting. Fear is disabling. Anger +and hate are your weapons.” + +Joan – “But that’s not me!” + +MsKeady – “It has to be you during your struggle. You have to learn +to be able to turn it on. We are going to work on this until you show +me you can do it.” + +After class, Joan has difficulty calming down. Ms. Keady had finally +made Joan mad enough to strike back. She mumbles to herself, “Calling +my mom stupid and ugly, and Judith was not a junkie, and slapping me +for no reason.” She just couldn’t take it any more. “Good, good, you +found it. Remember that place. You’ll need to go back there.” Joan is +still mad, but is starting to realize why Ms. Keady did it. There was +a power and a rage that came over her. Now she needs to find a way to +turn it off. + +She meets Grace after class, “Girardi, you look like you could kill +something. Too many frog jokes?” + +Joan – “No, it’s not that. It’s something else. I’ll be okay. I just +need to be alone for a while. I have to go to the computer lab to +check the bus schedule. I have dance class tonight.” + +Grace – “When are we going to go over our lab notes?” + +Joan – “I already answered the questions. We just need to make sure +they’re right. I’ll call you later. No, why don’t you find Adam and +meet me in the lab?” + +Grace – “I’ll go check. I hope he’s still here.” + +Joan – “If you don’t find him, meet me there anyway. You can call him +later.” + +Grace goes to his locker, and finds Adam and Elizabeth talking, “Joan +wants to go over our lab notes… now.” + +Adam – “I can’t, Elizabeth and I have to go. I’ll call you later. +Just tell her I had something to do. Tell her I had to work.” + +Grace – “Dude, I’m not going to lie for you.” + +Adam – “You know she can’t find out about this, not yet.” + +Grace – “She’s going to figure out something is going on, it’s just a +matter of time.” + +Adam – “If that happens, then I’ll tell her myself.” Adam and +Elizabeth leave together. + +Grace is not happy, caught in the middle again. She goes to the lab, +“I couldn’t find him. I’ll call him later.” + +Joan – “I got the bus schedule. We don’t have much of time. Here are +my notes. I just had to guess on the last one, since we never did +it.” + +Grace – “What’s your brother doing tonight?” + +Joan – “I don’t know, he’s your boyfriend.” + +Grace – “Guess I’ll break out the lip gloss and pay him a visit. I’ll +get the notes for the last one.” + +Joan – “Oh, if I don’t, tell my mom I had dance class and I’ll be +home between seven thirty and eight.” + +Grace – “Don’t you know her number?” + +Joan – “It only works if she has her phone turned on. I gotta go. +Maybe she’s still in the art room.” + +Joan checks the art room, but Helen has already gone. She tries her +cell, but there is no answer. She calls Kevin and is in luck. Kevin +will let everyone know that she has gone to dance class. + +Downtown, Joan transfers to the 7th Street bus and a familiar voice +begins to speak. + +“\ She walks in beauty, like the night +Of cloudless climes and starry skies; +And all that ‘s best of dark and bright +Meet in her aspect and her eyes.\ ” + +Joan walks down the aisle and sits beside him, “It still sounds so +much better when you say it.” + +Roger – “How have you been?” + +Joan – “Oh, a lot of things have happened, but I’m doing okay. Where +are you going?” + +Roger – “O send out thy light and thy truth that they may lead me, +and bring me unto thy holy hill, and to thy dwelling. You?” + +Joan – “Me, too! Dance class?” + +Roger – “Yes.” He thinks for a moment, “I will never forget our last +time together. You are such a beautiful and intelligent young woman, +and I’m not sorry that I kissed you. But things have happened for me, +too. I’m engaged!” + +Joan – “Congratulations! Tell me about her.” + +Roger – “Her name is Cee-Cee, and like you, I tutored her. I still +tutor her, but now I do it because I love her. She is a year younger +than me and attends Dawson State. She’s majoring in dance. That’s why +I’m here. I want so much to be able to dance with her.” + +Joan – “Well, maybe we can practice together. I just love to dance, +and I want to learn everything I can.” + +Roger – “That would be nice, but Sister Sarah has her own ideas. She +usually pairs people with similar abilities. I’m a klutz when it +comes to dancing, so you might be better off with someone else.” + +Joan – “We’ll see, but I’m sure we can squeeze in a dance from time +to time.” + +Roger – “I would like that. We’re almost there.” + +The bus slows and turns to drive up the hill. Normally, they don’t +service directly to the door, but for the sisters, they have made an +exception. Walking up and down the hill was tiring for them and many +of them use the bus to commute to the Catholic elementary and high +schools. It was a small compromise. + +They walk inside and Joan enjoys the feeling of being home. The room +is the same as in her dream. She signs the register and waits for the +nun to finish talking to the man in front of her. She looks around +the room some more, absorbing the details. + +Nun – “Hello Joan, I’m Sister Sarah, welcome.” + +Joan is brought back from her daydream. She looks at her. How did she +know her name? Is she God? She does look familiar, but she just can’t +place her. Was it from her dream or somewhere else? “Hello, it’s nice +to meet you.” + +Sister Sarah – “Is this your first time taking dance lessons?” + +Joan – “No, I have had a few classes.” + +Sister Sarah – “Good. We’ll see who shows up tonight, and I’ll try to +pair you with someone appropriate. Here’s your name tag.” + +Joan now remembers signing the register. She gives Sister Sarah her +donation, “Thank you.” + +They begin by doing the jitterbug. She has seen it done in her dream +and in movies, and even faked it with Elizabeth, but doing it right +is something new. She is paired with a girl named Jamie. She is +pleased when she finds she can pick it up quickly, but the rapid +movements of the dance are exhausting. She is relieved when the short +break finally comes. She feels much better after she drinks several +cups of water from the cooler. + +Her mind wanders, and she thinks back to the cover story that she +told Grace, ‘What if Ms. Keady had us start doing the jitterbug? That +would be great exercise and fun too.’ She plans to mention it to Ms. +Keady. + +They resume class by practicing a series of waltzes. Jamie is a great +partner, but Joan decides to keep her promise of a dance to Roger. +He’s not as bad a dancer as he thinks. But as they dance, they both +drift off into their own worlds. Roger is dancing with Cee-Cee and +Joan is dancing with Adam. She wants to dance with him, even if it’s +only in her dreams. + +At Home + +Joan arrives at home to find Will and Helen sitting at the table, +“Hi, what did we have for dinner? I’m starved!” + +Helen – “I’ll fix it for you, have a seat.” + +Helen goes into the kitchen and heats up Joan’s dinner in the +microwave. She returns with it along with a glass of milk. + +Will – “Kevin told us that you went to dance class. Didn’t we ask you +not to see those people until after the investigation is finished?” + +Joan – “I didn’t! I have a new teacher. I’m now taking classes at +Saint Mary’s Convent.” + +Helen – “Okay, but you should have told us. Your father and I have +been worrying about you for no reason.” + +Joan – “I’m sorry, I just called today at lunch and found out the +class was tonight. I tried to tell you, but I couldn’t find you.” + +Will is now relieved to know that he was wrong, “How is the new +class?” + +Joan – “Great! I loved Rahav, but Sister Sarah is good too. I like it +there. Is Grace here?” + +Helen – “She was here earlier, but she’s gone home.” + +Joan finishes eating and quickly checks the five-day forecast in the +newspaper before heading upstairs. She calls Grace and confirms that +the lab questions are all complete and correct. She pauses to collect +her thoughts before making the next call. She hears him pick up, “Hi, +Adam. What are you doing?” + +Adam – “I’ve been playing with Pax in the backyard. I just came in.” + +Joan – “I was wondering, could you get your dad’s truck on Saturday?” + +Adam – “Hang on.” He asks his dad and then replies, “Sure, no +problem. Where do you want to go?” + +Joan – “I would really like to go to Mercer Creek. The weather is +supposed to be nice, and you can bring Pax. It’ll be fun.” + +Adam knows Joan too well and can sense she is holding something back, +“Sure, no problem, but I get the feeling there is something else.” + +Joan hesitates slightly, “Judith and I went there about this time +last year. I really miss her.” + +Joan doesn’t have to say anything more, “Sure, Joan, let’s go.” + +Joan tells Adam goodnight and begins to write in her journal. She +writes about how crazy the last few days have been: being arrested, +the dreams, the sculpture, the movie, Pax, the frog, the power +outage, knocking Ms. Keady on her ass, and dancing. “Whew!” But she +doesn’t write what is most on her mind, the other reason for asking +Adam to take her to Mercer Creek. She’ll save that for later. + +Will and Helen are reading in bed. Helen is reading a novel and Will +is chuckling once again through the stories on the front page of the +newspaper. He lays the paper down and looks at Helen. He does the +most remarkable Vincent Price laugh. “Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah ... +Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah ... Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah ... Who is hunting whom?” diff --git a/10-MakingChoicesPart1.rst b/10-MakingChoicesPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..093ebeb --- /dev/null +++ b/10-MakingChoicesPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1208 @@ +Episode 3.10, Making Choices, Part 1 +------------------------------------ + +At School + +The frog jokes were almost over, but to Joan’s dismay, The Eagle was +published today. ‘Frog Terrorizes Classroom,’ catchy title, so much +for accuracy, and they just had to put in the observation that Joan +had leaped after the frog while trying to catch it. Oh well. Joan and +Adam talked before school about their planned Saturday trip to Mercer +Creek, and she keeps her mind busy anticipating Saturday. + +Luke has been in a foul mood today. Grace’s mood hasn’t been much +better, and Joan has been wondering why. Did something happen +yesterday? She has been meaning to ask, thinking that she should mind +her own business, and struggling with which one to do. + +In Government class, the teacher was discussing the 17th Amendment +and the popular election of Senators. + +Grace – “That’s pretty much like what happens with the elections here +at Arcadia High. It’s just one big popularity contest. I heard +Britney Johnson say this morning, ‘Jim Barlow is so handsome, I’m +going to vote for him’. Jim Barlow barely graduated last year. He +should be a specimen in our biology class for exploratory brain +surgery.” + +Joan – “Brian is running again. He has a ten-point plan this year. +Some of his ideas are pretty good.” + +Grace – “He doesn’t have a chance of winning. No one listens to him.” + +Teacher – “Well, I’m glad at least some of you have been paying +attention. Here is your assignment. Each of you will pick a candidate +and write an essay on why you support him or her for Student Council +President. It has to be at least two paragraphs long and no longer +than about two handwritten pages. They are due on Monday. I will turn +them over to The Eagle staff, and they will be published in a special +edition on Wednesday. Here’s your chance to tell everyone what you +think.” + +Almost everyone in class moans in unison as the bell rings. + +Grace – “So, what’s with you and Brian? You don’t even like him.” + +Joan – “He is a jerk sometimes, but sometimes he’s not. I heard how +he organized a search party when everyone thought I was kidnapped. He +didn’t have to do that.” + +Grace – “So, this is payback?” + +Joan – “No, it’s more than that. What he did showed leadership, and +he’s the only one with a plan. He’s the only one who might make a +difference.” + +Grace – “Does this mean you’ll be his campaign manager again this +year?” + +Joan – “Yeah, well, he asked me. Why don’t you get some more copies +of his plan, and we can meet at my house after school. You can read +it, we can do our homework, and then talk about our essays. If you +decide you want to vote for someone else, that’s fine.” + +Grace – “Elmer Fudd still sounds good to me.” + +Joan – “Then you’ll have no effect at all.” + +At the Police Station + +Will is in his office reading the background check he had done on +Brother Jimi. ‘James Earl Johnson, born January 7, 1976 in Arcadia, +MD, the son of James and Alma Johnson, both deceased. Enlisted in the +Army on June 5, 1994. Wounded in action November 10, 2001, honorably +discharged disabled January 25, 2002. Returned to Arcadia in February +2002. Received his ministry from the Baptist Missionary Alliance in +November 2003. He is presently the pastor at the Church of Hope on + +Broad Street +. Other activities: Manages the Arcadia Soup Kitchen (ASK) on +Walnot Street +, and teaches basketball at the YMCA twice a week. Participates in +numerous other charities.’ +Will greets brother Jimi when he arrives for their meeting, “Come in +and have a seat.” Will closes the door and returns to his seat, “I +had a background check done on you. You have had an impressive +career.” + +Brother Jimi – “Background check? I don’t know if I like the sound of +that coming from the Chief of Police.” + +Will – “I just need to know who I’m dealing with. I was handed +dealing with Hunter’s Watchdog Committee, and I want to make sure I +am making the right decision by initiating dealings with yours. The +report doesn’t indicate any problems. In fact, I was quite surprised +to learn that you were in the army.” + +Brother Jimi – “That was a lifetime ago. I did my duty to country, +now I’m doing my duty to God.” + +Will – “It says you were discharged disabled. You appear to be in +good shape. Would you mind my asking why you were discharged?” + +Brother Jimi – “There was a bullet with my name on it. I truly +believe that God was trying to tell me something. I lost a kidney, +but God willing, I’ll continue doing fine on the other one.” + +Will – “Well, thank you for your service, both then and now.” + +Brother Jimi – “I have the information that you requested.” He hands +Will a paper, “These are the proposed members of the committee. They +are all fine men and women.” + +Will – “Thank you. I’ll get back to you as soon as my investigation +is complete. Here is a background check done on me.” + +Brother Jimi looks at the report, “What was the information that has +been deleted?” + +Will – “Information about my family. I don’t feel you need to know +that.” + +Brother Jimi – “I met Joan the other day. She’s a nice girl. Is she +your daughter?” + +Will – “Yes, she told me about returning the money from the fund +raiser.” + +Brother Jimi – “Well, tell her hello for me.” + +Will and Brother Jimi shake hands and Brother Jimi departs. + +At the Newspaper + +Kevin asks Rebecca to come to his desk, “Why is this story flagged +for deletion?” + +Rebecca – “Pressure from above. Hunter feels it would be seen as +politically motivated.” + +Kevin – “Not running the story would be just as politically +motivated. We both know why he doesn’t want it published.” + +Rebecca – “He has threatened my job. It’s just one story.” + +Kevin – “And what about the next one and the one after that?” + +Rebecca – “I’ve worked hard to get where I am. I can’t risk it.” + +Kevin – “Well, we can let this one go, but if Hunter keeps it up, we +can’t continue to pander to his whim.” + +Rebecca – “I know, I have to do some more thinking.” + +Rebecca leaves and Kevin calls Henry Taschen with the Free Press. +After he received assurance of anonymity, Kevin archives a copy of +the story to CD. He will e-mail the story from home later. + +At School + +Grace – “Are you ready for the mystery meat today?” + +Joan – “No, I brought a sandwich. I’m going to eat it out on the +bleachers.” + +Grace – “Split it with me, and I’ll join you.” + +Joan – “Not today, I kind of want to be alone. Besides, you need to +find Brian and get more copies of his plan.” + +Joan leaves and begins to walk down the hall. Custodian God meets her +and hands her a shovel, “You can bring it back on Monday.” + +Joan – “I know you know my thoughts, but this is becoming too weird! +Next time, just let me come and get the shovel.” God smiles and +departs with a wave. + +Joan walks out to the bleachers and sits to eat her sandwich. She +wonders about Judith. It has been so long since she has seen her, +dead or alive. Judith told her +the\ `crocuses <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/CrocusJoanofArc.jpg>`__\ were +a Dutch hybrid. The huge white flowers were so beautiful when they +bloomed last spring, that is, until someone trampled them. That’s why +she decided to return today. + +She finishes her sandwich and walks under the bleachers. She finds +the red X she had marked under the bench, just above where the +crocuses had bloomed. She starts to dig, ‘Five bulbs, not bad! Now +I’ll take you to a good home.’ + +At the Police Station + +Toni rushes into Will’s office, “We have shots fired and possibly two +officers down in Meadow Park.” + +Will – “Do we know who they are?” + +Toni – “Not yet, it was just called in by a witness at the scene. A +unit is on the way.” + +Will – “Have Mike and Carlisle get to the scene. Have the officers +responding call me on my cell as soon as they can with an ID on the +two officers and their condition.” Toni leaves and Will calls Helen’s +cell. She doesn’t answer. He looks up the number for the school +office and makes the call. + +At School + +Grace subjected herself to the mystery meat for lunch and went to +find Brian afterward. She found him in the office, and they agreed to +go to his locker to get more copies of his plan. As they were about +to leave, news that two police officers had been shot came over the +radio. She hears over the PA, “Mrs. Girardi, please come to the +office for a phone call.” Grace assumes the worst and tells Brian to +drop off the copies in the office. She’ll pick them up later. + +She goes out and meets Joan coming back from the bleachers, “I found +five crocus bulbs. Isn’t that neat?” + +Grace – “Yeah, great, we need to go to the office. You need to sign +up as Brian’s campaign manager.” + +Joan – “Sign up, since when? It’s not like we’re a political party.” + +Grace – “Come on, don’t argue, just come with me.” + +When they arrive in the office, they see Helen finishing her call. +Helen walks over to Joan and Grace, “Hi Grace. Joan, that was your +father. He’ll be working late tonight, but he still wants me to go +ahead and meet with June. I’ll leave money for you to order pizza or +something. Will you tell Luke?” + +Joan – “Yeah, sure, where do I sign up to be campaign manager?” + +Grace interrupts, “Never mind, we need to get to class.” + +Joan hands Helen the shovel, “Can you put this in your room? I’ll +pick it up after school.” + +Helen thinks to herself, ‘I’m not going to ask,’ and simply responds, +“Sure.” + +Joan and Grace leave, and Helen calls Kevin to let him know that Will +is all right. As Grace and Joan head to class, they meet Luke +hurrying toward them, “I just heard about the two police officers +being shot. Do you know anything?” + +Grace – “Your dad is fine. He just called and said he’ll be working +late.” + +Joan stands stunned for a moment and then realizes what Grace had +done, “Thank you, Grace.” They continue to class. + +At the Police Station + +Will’s cell phone rings, “Hello Chief, this is Officer Cheney. +Officer Philips and I were the first on the scene here at Meadow +Park. The two officers involved are Officer Turner and Officer +Garcia. There were also two others involved, Anthony Rizzo and +Theodore Marks. Officers Turner and Rizzo are dead. Officer Garcia +and Theodore Marks have been taken to UMC with gunshot wounds.” + +Will – “Okay, call me back as soon as Detectives Daghlian and +Carlisle arrive.” + +Will looks up Officer Garcia’s profile on the computer, ‘Married, +wife Sophia, homemaker, three children…’ He prints out the +information. He then looks up Officer Turner’s profile, ‘Single, +parents are Luke and Cynthia Turner…” He prints out that information +as well. He pauses for a moment as he prepares himself for the tasks +he must now perform, telling Mrs. Garcia of her husband’s injuries, +and notifying Mr. and Mrs. Turner of their daughter’s death. + +At School + +Grace and Joan are heading for their last period class, “So, when are +you going to tell me what you and Ms. Keady have been up to?” + +Joan – “We are still working on it. It’s a surprise, I told you.” + +Grace – “It sure sounds clandestine! Oh, the keylogger is going in +tonight. I got it from Luke yesterday and my dad is getting it to the +guy today.” + +Joan – “Is that going to do any good? Do they even work over the +weekend?” + +Grace – “Not normally, but the cleaning guy said they are having a +big powwow this weekend, probably on account of what your dad did +this week.” + +Joan – “Okay, now we hold our breath until Monday.” + +Joan goes to the gym and begins her warm up routine. She has created +a blend of yoga, dance, and martial arts exercises. Normally, Joan +does her routine silently, but today she decides to tell Ms. Keady +about her idea, “I made up an excuse for why I am spending time with +you. I told Grace we’re working on a surprise for gym class. I was +thinking, what if we start doing the jitterbug in gym class? It’s +good exercise and it would be a lot more fun than running laps. What +do you think?” + +Ms. Keady – “I have heard of dance being used as an exercise in other +schools. I don’t dance much, just some line dancing and slow dance +from time to time. Is that something you can teach me?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’m still learning, but I have it down pretty well. I +think it is a good idea.” + +Ms. Keady – “Okay, from now on, the last fifteen minutes of the +lesson is jitterbugging.” + +Joan finishes up her routine and pauses to find her place. While she +does, Ms. Keady circles, choosing a direction from which to make her +attack. Joan can thwart some of them, but she eventually gets caught +in a stranglehold. Ms. Keady explains what she did wrong, and they +continue. Slowly, Joan is learning not to repeat the previous +mistakes. However, this lesson ends with Ms. Keady dragging Joan +across the floor by the hair, “Ouch! Oh! I’m still not cutting my +hair!” + +Ms. Keady – “Yeah, I suppose my collection of Girardi hair is +becoming too big. Tomorrow, I’ll show you how to use pressure points. +Let’s dance.” + +After school, Joan meets her friends by her locker. They all agree to +meet at her house to finish their homework and work on their essays. + +At the Newspaper + +When Joan was in the second grade, news of several police officers +having been shot didn’t go as well. She found out by overhearing +teachers talking about it as she walked past the teachers’ lounge. +Kevin found her later, staggering down the hallway, crying +uncontrollably. He spent the rest of the afternoon holding her until +they finally received the news that their father was all right. + +There have been other incidents since then, and with each one, Joan +has been able to handle it better, but Kevin decided then that +whenever one occurred, he would make a point to be there for her. +That is why when he heard the news, he announced to Rebecca that he +would be leaving early. + +At School + +After dropping by to inform Lilly of their change in dinner plans, +Kevin went to the school. Joan was not surprised to see him parked +outside, waiting for her, “Thank you for coming. Dad’s okay. He +called and talked to Mom.” + +Kevin – “I know, but I came anyway.” + +They wait a little longer for Luke to get in, and then head for home. +On the way, Joan tells Kevin that her friends will be coming over to +study. Kevin wonders if her decision to study tonight is because she +really needs to study, or because she really needs her friends. He +decides it doesn’t matter, “Tell them to come hungry. I’m going to +order a variety of sub sandwiches from the deli.” + +When they arrive at home, Kevin asks both of them, “Would either of +you like to talk about what happened today?” + +Joan looks at Luke for his response, “No, I’m fine. I’ll be up in my +room reading.” + +After Luke leaves, Joan sits beside Kevin, “I would like to talk +about something, but not about today. I would actually prefer to talk +to Lilly first. Is she coming to dinner?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, she should be here in a little while.” + +Joan – “Good. We need to do our studying first. Can you and Lilly +wait to talk until we’re done?” + +Kevin – “We’ll be here.” + +Joan gets up and grabs her shovel and bulbs and heads out to the +garage. She takes the pot she found earlier and begins to fill it +with a mixture of potting soil and compost. She looks at her bag of +bulbs and wonders which one to plant. They all look the same, well, +almost. One has a nick on it, probably made by the shovel when she +dug it up. The cut looks like the letter J. She decides that means +‘Joan’s,’ and places it in the pot. She finishes filling it, packing +the soil as she goes. She then takes the pot into the kitchen and +adds a little water. She smiles as she adds 7-Up for luck. In her +room, she places the pot on the floor behind the stuffed chair under +the window, “There, all ready for spring.” + +She gathers up her books and heads to the dining room. She is +surprised to find Helen already sitting there, “Mom, aren’t you going +to the museum tonight?” + +Helen – “I don’t know if I should. I’m really not in the mood.” + +Joan – “You should go. Dad wants you to go. Kevin’s ordering dinner. +We’ll be fine.” + +Helen decides to take Joan’s advice. After she changes clothes, she +says goodbye and leaves for the museum. + +Joan begins with her calculus homework, “A man wants to build a +rectangular enclosure for his herd. He only has $900 to spend on the +fence and…” The best answer is to call Home Depot, but unfortunately, +that won’t do. She reads the rest of the problem. After some +struggling, she finds the correct solution. + +As she begins the next problem, she hears the doorbell ring. She goes +to the door and lets everyone into the foyer. However, when she +begins to close the door, Lilly squeezes through, “Oh, sorry.” Joan’s +eyes follow Lilly as she heads for the couch, “I’m really glad you’re +here tonight.” She pauses, wondering if Lilly has met everyone, “Have +you met Friedman and Glynis?” + +Lilly – “Yeah, we met the other day. I think you were at dance +class.” + +Joan – “Okay.” She directs her friends to the dinning room table, +“Have a seat anywhere. I’ll go get Luke.” + +Grace – “Sit tight, I’ll get him.” + +On the couch, Lilly wonders about Joan’s comment, “What did your +sister mean by, ‘I’m really glad you’re here tonight?’” + +Kevin – “Remember when you told her that if she ever needed to talk, +you would be there? Well, I think tonight’s the night.” + +Lilly – “Does she want to talk about the police shootings?” + +Kevin – “No, she heard about them at lunch. It’s something else.” + +Lilly gets a puzzled look on her face, “So, you don’t know about the +others?” + +Kevin – “What others?” + +Lilly looks around to make sure they are alone, “All hell has broken +out in Arcadia. There’s a big gun battle going on over on the west +side. Two more police officers have been shot, and it’s not over +yet.” + +Kevin thinks for a moment before responding, “Okay, no TV tonight, at +least until Dad calls. There’s no need for Joan and Luke to know.” He +leaves a message on Will’s cell to call home, then calls to order +dinner. + +At the table, Joan finishes her calculus, and the others finish +theirs. After they compare answers, Joan asks Luke to check her +homework. Luke looks over her problems and answers, “You did good. +They’re all right.” + +Joan smiles, pleased that she got them all right, but even more +pleased that Luke is now willing to check them for her without giving +her grief. They continue studying by quizzing each other on the names +and locations of arteries for biology class. + +At the Art Museum + +Helen joins June, who has finished the repair of the original +painting and is beginning to paint the copy. Helen looks over the +original painting, “You can’t even see where it was punctured!” + +June – “I really enjoy being able to restore such a beautiful +painting. Now comes the fun part.” As she begins to paint, she +explains, “I examine a part of the painting, both actual size and +magnified. Then I duplicate it on the new canvas and double check it +under magnification. If I see a problem, I make touch-ups. That’s +basically what I do, over and over again, until it is finished. +Everything else is technique, which is just in my head.” + +Helen – “Can I ask questions as you work?” + +June – “Sure, that’s why you are here.” + +At Home + +Joan begins the discussion of their essays, “I am supporting Brian +again this year. Do any of you intend to support someone else?” + +Glynis– “I was actually planning to vote for Sally Thornton. She’s +smart and says she will listen to what people have to say.” + +Joan – “Okay, if you want to support Sally, then go ahead. Is there +anyone else?” No one answers, so Joan continues, “Brian has a +ten-point plan this year. He is his worst enemy. He’s written 75 +pages. Most people are not going to read that much. There are five of +us, so if each of us takes two points, summarize them in a few +paragraphs, then all of them will be covered. People will read a few +paragraphs. All we have to decide is which of us will do what. I +would like to do the job fair, step ten. Brian wants it expanded, and +I agree. There was no one from the medical industry or any fields of +science last year, and he has mentioned several other fields. We need +to know more about what our options might be. Why don’t all of you +skim through and see if there are some that you support?” + +Joan walks out to the living room, “What are you guys doing?” + +Kevin – “Just talking. Dinner should be here soon.” + +Joan – “We’re almost done, thank…” The phone rings and Joan picks it +up, “Hello.” + +Will – “Hi, Joan. How is everything there?” + +Joan – “Mom’s at the museum, Kevin and Lilly are here, and Luke and I +are doing homework with Grace, Adam, Glynis, and Friedman. When are +you coming home?” + +Will – “It won’t be until late. Can I talk to Kevin?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I love you. I’m sorry about your police officers. +Here’s Kevin.” She hands the phone to Kevin. The doorbell rings, and +Kevin gives her the money. She answers the door and takes dinner to +the dining room table. + +Kevin – “I know you’re busy, but I just want to know that you are +okay.” + +Will – “Don’t worry, I’m fine, and if your mother calls, please tell +her I’m okay.” + +Kevin – “Can you tell me anything about what has been happening?” + +Will pauses, still trying to come to grips with what has happened. +“The second officer from this morning died, but the two from this +afternoon should be okay. I’m heading back to the hospital now. My +cell doesn’t work while I’m inside, so don’t worry when it goes into +voice mail.” + +Kevin – “Dad, I’m sorry about your officers. I’ll tell Mom you’re +okay.” + +Kevin reports his conversation with Will to Lilly, who asks, “Are you +going to tell Joan and Luke now?” + +Kevin considers it for a moment, “No, I’ll tell them after you and +Joan talk. It’s important to her.” + +Lilly – “It must be important, otherwise she wouldn’t bother. I +really would like to get closer to your sister, but I’m afraid I’m +going to blow it.” + +Kevin – “You’ll do fine.” He pauses, “But not on an empty stomach. +Why don’t you get us each a sub and something to drink?” + +At the Art Museum + +Helen – “You are doing such a marvelous job of duplicating this +painting. I can see now how you are doing it, but I’ll need to +practice your technique.” + +June stops for a minute and walks over to a nearby cabinet. She +retrieves another easel and mounts another framed canvas, “Okay, time +for you to practice.” + +Helen is thrilled. She lays the brush to the canvas and begins +duplicating the procedure that June had used. She is pleased with the +results, but she is not as skilled as June. The second duplicate +progresses. + +At Home + +They all finish skimming Brian’s proposal and making a list of those +items that they can support. Adam, of course, selects the math and +science program, which now includes art and music. They compare their +choices, and Joan is able to convince each of them to cover a +different item in their essays. + +Glynisalso skimmed the proposal and found a few items she supported, +“Tomorrow, I’m going to ask if I can support two candidates.” + +Joan – “The election is a week from tomorrow. I assume that’s the +point of the essay, to make us make an informed choice. You need to +pick one, then write your essay.” + +Glynisthinks for a moment, “I really like Sally better, but I like +Brian’s ideas. I’ll let you know in the morning.” + +Joan – “Adam, can you make some posters again?” + +Adam – “I have two from last year in my portfolio. We can just make +copies.” + +Joan – “Great.” That concludes their meeting, and Joan and Luke +escort them to the door. After they leave, Luke goes upstairs, and +Joan approaches the couch, “Lilly, can I talk to you for a few +minutes?” Kevin reaches for his wheelchair and Joan quickly adds, +“No, stay there. If you don’t mind, I would rather talk to Lilly in +my room, privately.” + +Lilly joins Joan in her room, and Joan begins, “I have a question +about having sex.” + +Lilly immediately responds, “Isn’t this something you should be +talking to your mother about?” + +Joan – “I have already had talks with mom about sex. I know how she +feels about it.” She hands Helen’s bible to Lilly, “I have heard both +of you say that this is the word of God. What does he say about +having sex?” + +Lilly looks at Joan for a long time without saying anything.Then she +leafs through until she finds the page, “There are lots of places +where the Bible talks about sex. Here is a passage, 1 Corinthians +6:18 – 20…” + +Joan interrupts, “Say that again.” As Lilly repeats it, Joan writes +it down on a piece of paper, “Okay, sorry, go ahead.” + +Lilly – “1 Corinthians 6:18 – 20, Shun fornication! Every sin that a +person commits is outside the body; but the fornicator sins against +the body itself. Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the +Holy Spirit within you, which you have from God, and that you are not +your own? For you were bought with a price; therefore glorify God in +your body.\ ” Lilly looks up from the book, “What this is saying is +that if you have sex outside of marriage, it is a sin.” + +Joan thinks about it for a minute, “Okay, I’ve heard ‘the body is a +temple’ part before. Is there more?” + +Lilly – “There is a lot more. I have a whole list at home, but I +don’t know if this is the best way to answer your question. You want +to know about having sex before marriage, right?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I have already decided that I’m not having sex without +the white lace and promises. I was just curious what the Bible said +his almightiness wants me to do.” + +Lilly – “When you have sex with someone, you become married. Okay, +not literally, but you are forever linked with an intimacy of the +deepest kind, and it will never be erased. The two of you become one +flesh. God wants sex between a man and a woman to be both a physical +and a spiritual joining. It’s better to get married in front of +everybody, declare your commitment, and then run with your desires, +because desire is what gets you married, but it sure isn’t what will +keep you married.” + +Joan – “What keeps you married?” + +Lilly – “That’s a story for another day.” + +Joan – “So, I should wait, right?” + +Lilly – “Yes, but don’t think that not having sex will protect you. +It will, but it has its own set of problems. Whatever journey you +decide to take will have its pitfalls. It’s your call. It’s called +moral judgment, discernment, are you up to it? + +Joan – “I guess I’ll have to be. I’ve already made my choice.” + +Lilly begins to wonder, and asks, “Was this your only reason for +wanting to know what the Bible says? Would you like to join your +mother during her catechism lessons?” + +Joan – “No, thank you. I respect what you and Mom believe, but I have +my own way of relating to God. I do have another question. Is it +okay?” + +Lilly – “Sure, what is it?” + +Joan – “I talk to God a lot, but I was wondering. If God already +knows everything I’m thinking, what is the purpose of prayer?” +. +Lilly – “There are lots of reasons for prayer: people pray to discuss +a problem, to thank God, or just talk to God. God is always there for +us. The more we pray, the stronger our relationship becomes. I pray +more times than I can count in a day. I thank God or ask for wisdom. +I tell Him when I’m angry, sad, happy, or confused. God is a great +friend and wonderful listener. However, the most important thing is +that prayer is an invitation for God to become a part of your life. +Prayer does not change God, it changes us. The more he is a part of +your life, the more you will begin to think and behave as he wants. +It helps us to grow closer to God.” + +Joan – “This growing closer to God, is that like being like minded?” + +Lilly – “Yeah, that’s a good way of looking at it, and prayer helps +you to achieve that goal.” + +Joan sits quietly for a moment, now understanding what God had told +her, “Thank you, Lilly. You have been a great help. It’s good to have +a friend who knows so much about God.” + +Lilly – “I’m glad I could help, but don’t put me on a pedestal. I +make plenty of mistakes.” + +Joan – “Come on, I need to talk to Kevin.” + +Lilly – “Are you sure? I can wait here.” + +Joan – “No, I want you to come. In case you haven’t figured it out, +Kevin is in love with you. You’re family.” + +They go back down to the living room and Lilly sits beside Kevin. +Joan pushes up a chair and sits in front of them. “Kevin, I know we +have talked about my feelings for Adam before, but I never told you +why we broke up.” + +When Joan pauses briefly, Kevin interrupts, “I already know. He +cheated on you.” + +Joan – “Who told?” + +Kevin – “I forced it out of Luke.” + +Joan is disappointed that he knew, but she continues anyway, “Well, +then you know it was about sex. I wouldn’t do it and he went +elsewhere. It broke my heart.” Her eyes begin to water as she +continues, “I have had some conversations with Mom and Grace, and why +he did it isn’t as cut and dried as I thought it was. It wasn’t just +about sex. There were other reasons, and that is where it may have +been partly my fault. I will never forget what he did, but recently, +I have been able to see that he broke his own heart just as much as +he broke mine. Even with the pain this whole time, I still love him. +That has never gone away. So, I have decided to forgive him. I want +to try again. I plan to tell him on Saturday, but that’s where I’m +stuck. I don’t know how I should do it. Can you help?” + +Kevin – “What do you want to happen? Do you want to just pick up +where you left off?” + +Joan – “No, that’s not possible, and I know it’s not going to be all +hearts and bunnies. There will have to be conditions. I can’t give +him my heart back, not all of it, not until I’m more sure. But part +of my heartache is missing him. I want him back. I need him back.” + +Lilly – “Maybe you should make a list. Write down what you would like +to say to him, and what you would like to happen between you in the +future. Think about your list and then throw the list away.” + +Joan – “Throw it away?” + +Lilly – “If you tell Adam something you’ve memorized, it will sound +fake, and he’ll know it. Know what you want to say, but how you say +it must be spontaneous. It has to come from your heart.” + +Kevin – “I don’t think I could have said it better.” + +Joan smiles and gives them both a kiss on the cheek. As she begins to +leave, Kevin stops her, “Wait, I have something to tell you.” He +looks at Lilly, “Will you call Luke?” + +After Luke arrives, Kevin continues, “Dad’s okay, but there are +things you should know. You’ll find out about them anyway.” Both Joan +and Luke remember the similar line from Mrs. Polonsky at Lake +Nashman, “The second officer that was shot this morning died. There +have also been two more police shootings, but Dad thinks they will be +okay.” + +Luke – “Do you know who the police officers are?” + +Kevin – “I wish I knew more, but that’s all I know. The news will be +on soon. Would you like to watch?” + +Joan says no, but Luke decides to watch. Then Helen walks in the +door, “Hi. Joan and Luke, what are you still doing up? You should be +in bed.” + +Kevin – “Mom, there is something you should know.” He tells her what +he just told Joan and Luke. They all decide to sit and watch the news +together. + +The reporter begins by talking about the shootings from this morning, +‘Those involved in the shootings were Officer Hector Garcia, Officer +Ashley Turner, Anthony Rizzo, and Theodore Marks. Officer Turner and +Anthony Rizzo died at the scene, Theodore Marks died on the way to +the hospital, and Officer Garcia died while in surgery. Details of +the shootings are still under investigation. + +This afternoon, the police raided a warehouse at + +1213 West Gilmore Street +. An exchange of gunfire occurred and continued for several hours. +Officer Brian Walker and Officer Tyron Drake received gunshot wounds. +Officer Drake is in stable condition and Officer Walker was treated +and released. +Two suspects were killed and three were injured. Fourteen others were +arrested. Their names have not yet been released…’ + +Helen – “I don’t think I have met any of them, but this has certainly +been a terrible day for your father.” + +Joan – “Officer Garcia is the one who arrested me. I didn’t like +being arrested, but he treated me okay. I feel bad for him and his +family. And Teddy Marks hung around the high school a lot selling +drugs. He was a real slime.” + +Helen – “You knew a drug dealer?” + +Joan – “I just knew who he was. I don’t do drugs.” + +Kevin – “I’ve met Officer Turner a few times at the courthouse. She +seemed nice. And I think I’ve met Sergeant Drake a couple of times.” + +Luke – “I didn’t know any of them, either.” + +Lilly – “I knew Ashley when I was still a nun. She used to attend St. +Peter’s. I haven’t seen her in quite a while.” + +Helen – “Well, Joan and Luke, it’s late. You need to go to bed.” They +all get up, and Helen remembers something, “Oh, I’ve invited the +Goetzmann’s to dinner next Saturday. Can you and Lilly come?” + +Kevin looks at Lilly, trying to sense her response, and then looks +back to Helen, “Yeah, I think so. Wayne, Dan, Dad, and I are already +set to golf in the morning. Dinner shouldn’t be a problem.” + +Helen – “Good. Joan, Elizabeth will be coming too. You still like +her, right?” + +Joan – “Yeah, she’s okay.” + +Helen – “Okay, off to bed.” + +Lilly goes home and they all go up to their bedrooms. Kevin e-mails +the story to Henry Taschen and begins to wonder if censorship at the +newspaper is just beginning. He goes to sleep. Luke thinks about the +mess this police thing has been and falls to sleep thinking about +chaos theory. Joan says a prayer for those hurt and killed, and she +asks God to take care of them. She falls asleep. Helen lays in bed, +worrying about Will. Finally, she goes to sleep as well. + +At about one thirty, Will opens the door to Joan’s room. He walks in +and is about to lean over to give her a goodnight kiss when she says, +“Dad, I’m sorry about all of your police officers. I said a prayer +for them.” Startled to realize that Joan is awake, Will replies, +“Thank you, Joan. I’m sure it will help.” He gives her a kiss, “Go +back to sleep.” + +In the morning, the zombies arise. Not one of them has had a decent +night’s sleep. Helen makes the decision, “I think we should all call +in sick. Will and Kevin, why don’t you call in late? Then we can all +go back to bed for some well-deserved sleep.” + +At the Police Station + +Prior to coming to work, Will stopped by the hospital to say hello to +Officer Drake. Officer Drake was given the good news that he will be +released today. He will be returning to work on Monday. + +Toni’s find at Anthony Rizzo’s apartment led them to the warehouse on +the west side. The suspects were more heavily armed than they +expected, but at least now, a major drug dealer in Arcadia has been +shut down. + +Carlisle’s search of Teddy Marks’ residence brought little regarding +drugs, but he found something even more interesting. “Will, I need to +show you something.” He hands Will an envelope of photo prints, “This +is a set of double prints taken from Marks’ home. We found it wedged +between his desk and the wall. Take a look at the last three prints.” + +Will looks at the pictures and sits stunned. He looks up at Carlisle, +“Why would Teddy Marks have pictures of Judith Montgomery?” + +Carlisle– “I don’t know, but there are two prints of each picture, +but only one of Judith’s. The second copies of these prints have been +removed.” He takes the envelope back and pulls out a photo from the +pack, “Do you recognize this kid?” + +Will – “Yeah, but I can’t place him.” + +Carlisle– “He was the star quarterback on Arcadia High’s football +team last year. His name is Lars Klosterman. I’m going to talk to him +now.” + +Will – “Call me afterward. I want to know what he says.” + +At School + +Joan is pleased to see posters of Brian Beaumont all over the school. +She and Luke find everyone in the cafeteria, “Thanks everyone for +putting up the posters. Adam, they look even better than they did +last year.” + +Adam – “When I got home last night, I decided to make new copies of +them. I added some more texture. That makes them stand out more.” + +Grace – “I think we all know why you’re late today. Are you all +right?” + +Luke – “Yeah, we knew my dad was okay, but none of us could sleep +anyway.” + +Joan – “We knew some of the officers, and it’s hard when something +like this happens.” + +Glynis– “Would it make you feel a little better to know that I’m now +supporting Brian? Friedman and I are writing our essays tonight. You +want to join us?” + +Joan – “I’m glad you’re supporting Brian, but no, I want to spend +time with my dad tonight. I’ll probably write mine on Sunday.” + +Later, Grace and Joan are walking down the hall, “Adam told me about +your trip to Mercer Creek. You’ve been spending a lot of time +together lately. Are you two becoming an item again?” + +Joan – “I don’t know, I’ll find out tomorrow. Are you still going to +see Alice and Glynis?” + +Grace – “Yeah, Luke, Friedman, and I are going together.” + +Joan – “Great! You’ll know then, and we can talk on Sunday.” + +Today’s lesson on pressure points was mostly instruction, but Joan +and Ms. Keady did finish it with a practice. As a result, Joan leaves +the gym with a slight limp, but Mrs. Keady won’t be using her right +hand for some time. They decided to forgo the dance portion of the +lesson today. + +At the Police Station + +Carlisleknocks on Will’s door, “Will, do you have a minute?” + +Will – “I thought you were going to call.” + +Carlisle– “This is big; I figured we needed to talk in person. Lars +was very cooperative. Here’s what he told me. + +He and Teddy Marks were lovers. Judith took a picture of them kissing +using her cell phone. They were both upset about it, but Teddy was +really mad. Eventually, Judith agreed to delete the picture, and Lars +saw her do it. He told Teddy, and he figured that was the end of it. +Then, when Judith was murdered, Lars asked Teddy if he did it. Teddy +told Lars no, but Lars wasn’t sure if he believed him. Then when the +police said it was Joey Edwards who killed Judith, he figured Teddy +was telling the truth. They broke up last January, and they haven’t +spoken since.” + +Will – “Did anyone else know about the picture?” + +Carlisle– “Lars said he was sure no one else knew about it.” + +Will – “It sounds like Judith may have been set up. See if you can +find out what happened to Judith’s cell phone. Also, look up that +lawyer for Ryan Peters, Catherine something. I want him in here again +for questioning.” + +At Home + +After dinner, Joan invites her father to play a game of chess, “You +wanted a rematch. Come on, let’s play.” + +The game took longer than usual, but Will was finally able to +checkmate Joan’s king, “Well, it’s good to know I haven’t totally +lost my touch.” Joan gives him a hug and a kiss and congratulates him +on his victory. + +Later, Will and Helen prepare for bed, “Did you enjoy your game with +Joan?” + +Will – “Yeah, and it was great to finally win one.” + +Helen hesitates before responding, “She let you win.” + +Will – “What do you mean, I just played a better game tonight.” + +Helen – “She told me she was going to let you win before you started. +She wants you to be happy again. She knows how bad you feel about all +the shootings.” + +Will is stunned, disappointed that he didn’t actually win, but happy +that Joan would do such a thing. + +Helen – “Don’t you dare tell her that I told you.” + +At Mercer Creek + +Paxis sitting between them, with her head on Joan’s lap. Joan is +petting her and enjoying the view. The trees are a kaleidoscope of +color, just like last year. She can feel Judith, which makes missing +her a little easier. She remembers what’s over the next hill, “Are +you ready, Adam?” + +Adam – “Yeah, I remember.” + +They crest the hill and Joan sees the stable in the dell. She puts +her hand out of the window to wave, but is shocked by what she sees, +“Adam, pull over.” She looks at the horse with amazement, “It’s so +sad and wonderful at the same time. I can’t believe how beautiful he +is.” + +Adam – “Whoever restored him did an excellent job. Every detail is so +real, and the stable and the other buildings have been painted, too. +I guess we can’t call him Ole Paint anymore.” + +Joan considers Adam’s comment for a moment, “No, he will always be +Ole Paint to me.” + +When they arrive and begin to collect their things, Pax suddenly +darts off. Adam calls her, but she continues running. She heads +toward a new wooden play structure, and Joan and Adam quickly follow. +When they arrive, they find Pax has pinned down a little girl. She is +laughing and giggling as Pax relentlessly licks her face. Still +laughing, she says, “Hi, Joan, is this your dog?” + +Joan – “No, it’s Adam’s dog. What are you doing here?” + +God ignores her question, “Hi, Adam, I’m Julie. I love your dog. Can +I play with her?” + +Adam – “It looks like you already are. Her name is Pax.” Adam pauses, +trying to decide what to say next. He doesn’t want to be rude, but he +really wants to spend time alone with Joan, “Where are your parents?” + +God – “The camping area is just over there.” She picks up a stick and +throws it. Pax darts off to retrieve it. + +Joan – “Maybe we should ask them about it first.” She looks at Adam, +“Why don’t you get the picnic basket and blanket and take it to our +spot. Pax and I will meet you there in a few minutes.” + +Adam heads back to the truck, while Joan and God walk across the +field toward the camping area, “Please don’t tell me not to do this. +I really want it.” + +God – “That’s not why I’m here. Besides, it’s your choice.” + +Joan – “Yeah, but what about the like minded thing? I finally figured +out what you meant. Is it what you want for me too?” + +God – “I just want you to be happy.” + +Joan – “God, I really need to know. You said that more and more +often, I am making the same choices that you would have made for me. +That implies that sometimes I don’t make the right choice. Is this +choice the right one?” + +God – “I can’t make your choices for you. You have to follow your +heart. What do your dreams tell you?” + +Joan – “They’re confusing. I don’t know if they’re dreams or just +wishes. Are they my dreams or our dreams?” + +God takes the stick from Pax and throws it again, “Joan, you still +need to learn to have faith in yourself. What did your father tell +you the other day?” + +Joan thinks for a moment, trying to decide to what God is referring, +“Trust my instincts?” + +God – “Bingo! I love that word. You already have more guidance in +this matter than most people would have, but it has to be your +choice.” She again takes the stick from Pax and throws it, “You know, +Pax loves both Adam and you.” + +Joan – “Changing the subject, are we?” + +God ignores her, “Pax will do anything to protect you, even give up +her own life.” + +Joan – “What are you saying?” + +God – “Dogs don’t have free will like you. You may have to make +decisions for her. I have to go. Have fun today.” + +Joan – “Wait! What are you talking about?” + +God walks off with a wave, leaving Joan standing there with Pax. Joan +takes the stick from Pax and throws it in the direction of the truck. + +At the Craft Show + +Kevin, Lilly, Rebecca, and Dan meet at the craft show. It’s not long +before Lilly and Rebecca pair off, talking about the different crafts +they see. Kevin and Dan sort of tag along, talking about places they +would rather be; however, they come across a woodworking exhibit that +catches both of their interests. Lilly and Rebecca continue ahead. + +Rebecca – “Now that we’re alone, I want you to know that there’s +nothing going on between Kevin and me. That was a long time ago.” + +Lilly – “Well, I’m glad to hear that. How are you and Dan doing?” + +Rebecca – “We have only been dating a few months, but I like him a +lot.” Then she adds, “But nothing serious yet.” + +Now that they have gotten that out in the open, they actually begin +to connect with one another. + +At Mercer Creek + +When she arrives, Adam has already laid out the blanket. He has +wedged himself in Judith’s tree, and the memory pleases her. She +takes his hand and they watch leaves float down the stream for the +longest time, “I so love this spot.” + +Adam – “Me too. What happened to Julie?” + +Joan – “I convinced her parents to take her on a nature walk. I would +like to plant Judith’s crocuses now. Would you like to help?” + +Adam was hoping she would ask, but he didn’t know if she wanted to do +this alone, “Sure, let’s go.” + +They walk a little way and find an open grassy area that doesn’t +appear to be mowed. Joan sticks the shovel in the ground, “This looks +like a nice spot.” However, Pax seems to prefer another spot. She +digs a hole a few yards away. Joan decides to take Pax’s advice and +places a bulb in the hole, and then Adam covers it back up. Pax digs +another hole, and they repeat the procedure. After the fourth bulb is +planted, Pax digs yet another hole. Joan looks at Adam, “How do we +turn her off? I’m out of bulbs.” + +Adam picks up a stick and throws it toward the picnic area, “You +distract her. It’s easy to do.” Adam covers up the hole, and they +return to their spot by the creek, “What’s for lunch?” + +Joan – “I had Dad help me create these monster sandwiches: salami, +lettuce, tomato, cheese, mayonnaise, olives, and I have pickles in a +bag if you want to add them. They should be great.” + +Adam – “They sound good. Are you hungry yet?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I didn’t have much for breakfast.” + +She takes the sandwiches, sodas, and chips out of the basket, and +they quietly eat their lunch. After they are finished, they lay down +on the blanket and Pax parks herself between them. “Adam…” She +pauses, trying to get her thoughts together, “I want to talk to you +about something.” Adam doesn’t answer; he just gives her his +attention, “Last spring when you had sex with Bonnie, it really broke +my heart.” + +Adam – “I know, I was really stupid.If I could take it back, I would. +I’m so, so sorry that I hurt you.” Adam looks deep into Joan’s eyes, +“I love you.” + +Joan is pleased to have finally received a heartfelt apology, “I +know, that’s why I would like to try again.” + +Adam – “You won’t be sorry. I promise, I’ll never do anything like +that again.” Adam once again looks deep into her eyes, and she can +see that he means it. + +Joan – “There is something else that you need to know. I’m not having +sex with you! I’ll only give all of me, body and soul, to the man I +marry. You’ll have to live with that. Can you?” + +Adam – “We are talking about sex, not marriage. I love you. Sex makes +the connection.” + +Joan – “Lilly says that boys want sex and give love to get it. Girls +want love and give sex to get it. His Holiness wants sex to be both a +physical and a spiritual connection. I’m not some dog you can just +hook up with.” + +Adam – “Joan, I would never think of you like that.” + +Joan – “Then why did you hook up with Bonnie?” + +Adam is startled by her question, “Well, I guess you are right, +although I never loved Bonnie. It was just sex.” + +Joan – “Boys should be hosed down with cold water every hour.” + +Adam – “Yeah, you’re right. It almost destroyed me, and it destroyed +us.” + +Joan – “We’re destroyed?” + +Adam – “Yeah, but something new can be reborn, right?” + +Joan – “Yeah.” + +Adam – “What you’re asking is going to be really hard. Do you have +any idea how many times I have dreamed of making love to you?” + +Joan – “Adam, I know, and I have the same urges and dreams as you, +but I believe this is what God wants me to do. If we have sex, I just +know the ripples will be bad. I want only good ripples for us. This +is not going to be easy for me either. I’m going to need you to help. +You have to be with me on this.” + +Adam – “If I agree, you’ll let me have your heart?” + +Joan – “I will open my heart to you again, but you will have to earn +my trust. And I can’t promise where it will lead, only that the +opportunity will be there.” + +Adam takes a few moments to consider, “I want you to love me more +than anything in the world. I’ll try not to push the sex-thing, but +you have to remember the hose and to say no.” + +This time, Joan initiates the kiss, but they are interrupted. Pax has +been quietly lying between them, but now she begins a low growl. Joan +looks at her, “Don’t you like us kissing?” + +Paxrises up and continues to growl. She stealthily walks between them +toward the bushes a few yards away. The hair on her back begins to +stand up, and she growls and snarls even louder. Both Joan and Adam +now realize that something is very wrong. + +Joan remembers what God told her, “Adam, call her back, call her +back, now!” + +Adam decides to heed her advice, “Pax, come here.” Initially, Pax +refuses to leave the proximity of the bushes, but Adam repeats the +call until finally, she comes. + +While Adam was calling Pax, Joan was collecting their things, “Come +on, we’re leaving.” They return to the truck and head for home. + +Adam – “What do you suppose was behind the bushes?” + +Joan – “I don’t know, but I think we did the right thing by leaving.” + +Adam turns on the radio and the song “If” begins to play. He takes +her hand and they quietly hold hands the rest of the way home. diff --git a/11-MakingChoicesPart2.rst b/11-MakingChoicesPart2.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1efb868 --- /dev/null +++ b/11-MakingChoicesPart2.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1242 @@ +Episode 3.11, Making Choices, Part 2 +------------------------------------ + +At Home + +When Adam drops her off, she gives him a quick kiss, “I’ll see +you in a little while.” She walks into the house and quietly +closes the door behind her. She then explodes into a dance, +strutting and twirling and singing, “I did it, I did it, I did +it, did it, did it…” She dances through the kitchen, twirling +with her mother, twirling with her father, and even twirling with +Luke. She struts through the den, and then twirls back into the +living room, still singing, “I did it, I did it, I did it, did +it, did it…” She twirls with Lilly and finally she sits on +Kevin’s lap, where he twirls them in his wheelchair. As she made +her tour through the house, her family began to follow her. They +are now all in the living room, wondering if she has completely +lost her mind, “ Adam and I are getting back together!” + +Everyone can see that she is insane, insanely happy! They all gather +around and begin to hug her, but Helen has concerns, “What do you +mean by, ‘I did it’?” + +Joan – “Oh, I don’t mean that. I just mean that Adam and I are going +to try to be together again. I’m so happy!” + +Helen hugs her, “We’re all happy for you, too.” + +Joan tells her family a modified account of her day. She talks about +watching the leaves float down the creek, planting Judith’s crocuses, +playing catch with Pax, how Adam apologized, and how they talked for +a long time. “Now, Adam is still on probation. He has to prove he can +be trusted. So, when he gets here, act normal. I don’t want him to +know that I’m this excited.” + +She goes upstairs and takes a shower. She stands in front of her +closet, shuffling the hangers back and forth, trying to choose what +to wear. She was originally going to wear pants and a blouse, but a +dress catches her eye. It’s light brown with little dark brown +rectangles spread throughout. She holds it up and looks at herself in +the mirror, “Yeah, that looks unurbanish.” She puts on her makeup and +finishes dressing, adding jewelry and her watch. When she notices the +time, she rushes downstairs, “Where is my purse? Has anyone seen my +purse?” + +Luke points, “It’s over there. What’s your rush? Glynis and Alice +don’t play until seven.” + +Joan – “Adam and I are having dinner first.” + +Luke grabs her, “Breathe through your nose.” Then he demonstrates, +“Remember?” + +Joan – “You’re right.” She breathes slowly a few times, but then the +doorbell rings. She rushes to the door, finishing the last few steps +in a slow, calm walk. She picks up her coat, smiles, and waves as she +walks through the doorway. + +Will pulls the curtain aside and watches as Joan and Adam walk away, +“Would someone explain to me what just happened? I know they’re back +together again, but I still don’t know why they broke up.” + +Luke – “I know.” + +Helen – “And Joan told me this summer.” + +Kevin – “I made Luke tell me, but she didn’t tell Lilly and me until +just the other day.” + +Will – “ How come everyone knows except for me?” + +Helen – “Because, there are some things a girl just doesn’t want to +tell her father.” + +Luke – “I still don’t get it. If Grace did something like that to me, +I don’t know if I could ever talk to her again.” + +Helen – “And that is what Joan tried to do, but she couldn’t keep it +up. Her heart was telling her to do the opposite. She couldn’t stop +loving him.” + +Kevin – “That’s pretty much what she told me. It was driving her +crazy.” + +Lilly – “I don’t know Joan as well as you, but when she came back +this afternoon, you could see it in her eyes. I’ve never seen her +happier. I hope it works out for her.” + +Helen – “Well, like she said, it’s up to Adam. We’ll all have to wait +to see what happens.” + +Will – “Okay, so no one is going to tell me the whole story, but +everything is good now, right?” + +Helen – “Yeah, I believe it’s going to be.” + +At the Unurban + +Joan and Adam find a table and Joan begins to talk, “I don’t know +why, but I really like this place.” + +Adam – “It does have a really relaxed atmosphere. It’s comfortable.” + +Maliyacomes over to take their order, “Hey Snow White, whatcha want +today?” + +Joan – “Oh gosh, how have you been?” + +Maliya– “Pretty good, just going to school and still jumpin’. Who’s +your friend?” + +Joan – “This is my boyfriend, Adam.” Joan and Adam both smile, +pleased that she can say that again, “Have you heard from Casper?” + +Maliya– No, not a word. Nikki hasn’t heard from her either.” + +Joan – “I sure hope she’s all right.” + +Maliya– “I’m sure she is. Hey, my shift’s about over, and I have a +date tonight. What would you two like?” + +Joan – “I know what I want, a hamburger, fries, and a chocolate +shake.” + +Adam – “I’ll have the same, but make mine a cheeseburger.” + +Joan – “Maliya, it’s good to see you again.” + +Maliya– “Thanks, I’ll place the order and Sandy will bring it when +it’s ready.” + +Joan and Adam talk for a while about her bittersweet memories of +Casper. Sandy brings their order and they begin to enjoy their meal. +Someone puts a coin in the jukebox and a song begins to play. Joan +finds the lyrics and melody pleasing. + +*Love is but a song we sing +*And* fear’s the way we die. +You can make the mountains ring +*Or* make the angels cry. +Though the bird is on the wing +*And* you may not know why. +C’mon people now +Smile on your brother +*Ev’rybody* get together +Try to love one another right now…* + +Adam has been quiet for some time, just listening to the song and +watching Joan eat her sandwich, “I was wondering, can I call you Jane +again?” + +Joan puts her sandwich down and puts her hand over his, “My name is +Joan. Don’t you like my name?” + +Adam – “Yeah, sure, but being able to call you Jane has always been +special to me.” + +Joan – “I know, and it’s sweet, but I like my name and I want you to +like it too.” + +Adam gets a dejected look on his face and pulls his hand away, “Okay, +I’ll call you Joan.” + +Joan – “Adam, don’t be hurt.” She proposes a compromise, “How about +if you call me Joan most of the time, but you can call me Jane on +occasion. Would that be okay?” + +Adam perks up with a smile, “Yeah, I can do that.” + +Grace and Luke arrive and sit with them. Joan asks, “Where’s +Friedman?” + +Luke – “We saw Glynis and Alice unloading their equipment. Friedman +went to help them. He’ll be here in a few minutes.” + +Within a few minutes, Kevin and Lilly also come in. Kevin rolls up to +Joan, “I have a surprise for you.” He pauses, watching the puzzled +look develop on her face, “Doctor Dan is parking the car. He’ll be +here in a few minutes.” Kevin relishes the horrified look that paints +across Joan’s face. Then it changes to half a smile, “Which Doctor +Dan?” Kevin gives her the gotcha point and says, “It’s the good one.” + +Joan – “What are you doing here?” + +Kevin – “We really hadn’t decided where we were going to have dinner +yet, so when Luke told us about your plans to be here, we decided to +come check it out.” Dan and Rebecca come in, and Kevin introduces +everyone, ending with “and of course, you know Joan.” + +Dan – “I’m glad to see you are looking so well. How are you doing?” + +Joan – “My knee gave me trouble for a long time, but now I’m doing +yoga and dancing. Thank you for taking care of me.” + +Dan – “It was my pleasure.” + +Joan – “Would you guys like to join us?” + +Kevin interrupts, “No, we’ll get our own table. We just wanted to say +hi before we settle in.” Kevin and the others find a table a little +ways away and begin to enjoy their evening separately. + +A woman walks on stage and turns on the microphone, “Hi, my name +is\ `Tara Stewart <http://www.pocketsofpeace.com/tara>`__\ . I would +like to recite a poem I wrote while the band sets up. It’s called, +“Night of the Hunter’s Moon.” + +*Hunter’s moon +*Sends* silver crystals +Through the frosted pane +Onto my face +As I wait in the shadows +For White Wolf to carry me +To dreams of love and freedom.* + +*My nightscape is perfect +As I expand beyond +The body of pain, +Dreaming of death as an exquisite friend +Never to be feared.* + +*Hunter’s moon +Across a hill of grass painted silver. +The angel lands gently, pauses, +Frees the bird to circle silently above, +Then tips her wing +To say goodbye* + +The audience gives her a round of applause, and she leaves the stage +for the band. + +It’s an all girl band, which is fine, but it is not what they had +expected. Each of them is wearing a nice dress, certainly out of +character for most of today’s bands. And to Joan’s delight, Alice is +wearing her hat. You know, the Dr. Seuss hat with super powers. The +others are wearing hats too, but each one is different. Glynis is +wearing a bonnet that looks very much like Sarah’s. + +Joan – “Grace, is that your mother’s hat?” + +Grace – “Yeah, she let Glynis borrow it. Glynis just found out this +morning that she needed a hat to blend in, so I persuaded my mother +into letting her borrow hers.” + +Joan smiles, puts her hand on Adam’s, and returns to watching the +band. Luke told Grace what happened this morning, but she is still +thrilled to see her two best friends back together again. + +Alicesteps up to the microphone, “Hi, I’m Alice.” She introduces the +rest of the band while pointing each one out, “We call ourselves ‘The +Quaker Sisterhood’. You will find flyers on the counter. If you like +our music and have an occasion, please give us a call. The lyrics for +our first number are from an old Beatle song entitled, ‘I’ve Got a +Feeling’. However, the music is our own.” + +They begin to play and the music is unique, nothing like they have +heard before. It’s reminiscent of some Australian bands they have +heard, but blended with jazz, and some other flavors they can’t name. +Alice begins to sing. + +*I’ve got a feeling, a feeling deep inside, oh yeah. +Oh, yeah, that’s right +I’ve got a feeling, a feeling I can’t hide, oh no no. +Oh no, oh no. +Yeah, yeah, I’ve got a feeling, yeah.* + +*Oh please believe me, I’d hate to miss the train. +Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah. +And if you leave me, I won’t be late again, oh no. +Oh no, oh no. +Yeah, yeah, I’ve got a feeling, yeah. +I’ve got a feeling…* + +Grace – “I have no idea what to call this music, but it is so +twisted!” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’m really glad I came.” Adam doesn’t speak, but thinks +to himself, ‘I’m glad you came, too.’ + +*…I’ve got a feeling that keeps me on my toes +Oh yeah, oh yeah +I’ve got a feeling that everybody knows +Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah +Yeah, yeah +I’ve got a feeling, yeah +Yeah…* + +Friedman – “Glynis says they call it alternative something. They +don’t have a name for it either.” + +The band finishes the song and the audience gives a long round of +applause. Alice again speaks, “Our next song is our instrumental +version of We’ve Only Just Begun, by the Carpenters.” + +Joan – “Oh, I know this song! Dad has it on a record.” As the band +begins to play, Joan sings the words. + +*We’ve only just begun to live, +White lace and promises +A kiss for luck and we’re on our way…* + +Adam - “Maybe this should be our song, Jane?” + +Joan leans toward him and gives Adam a quick kiss, “I would like +that.” + +Kevin is doing a masterful job of engaging in conversation while +keeping one eye on Joan. He smiles after seeing her kiss Adam, +knowing that this is a special night for her, and he is thrilled to +see that she is enjoying herself. + +The band performs several more numbers, and before they know it, it’s +eight o’clock. They all go up and congratulate the band for a job +well done. Before they leave, they say goodbye to Kevin and his +group. Friedman decides to catch a ride with the band, and the four +of them walk home together. At the door, Joan gives Adam a nice, but +short, kiss, “Thank you for a wonderful day.” + +Adam – “Can I see you tomorrow?” + +Joan – “No, tomorrow is a ‘Grace day.’ We need it. I’ll see you at +school.” + +Adam and Grace leave and talk on the way home. Grace comments, “So, I +guess you had a good time at Mercer Creek today.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I’ve dreamed and prayed this would happen, but I never +expected it would.” + +Grace – “Most people would not have given you a second chance, not +after the stunt you pulled.” + +Adam – “Yeah, and I’m so afraid I’m going to do something wrong. I +feel like I’m walking on thin ice.” + +Grace – “You are, and you will be for quite some time. But if she +didn’t love you, you wouldn’t have this much. Just don’t blow it this +time.” + +Adam drops Grace off at her door and goes home. + +At Home + +It is an early start for the Girardi’s. Will and Helen leave to +participate in the funerals for Officers Garcia and Turner. Luke goes +over to Friedman’s, and Grace arrives at eight. Kevin goes to church +with Lilly, and they go to a movie afterward. + +Joan and Grace have a good day. They mostly talk, but they do other +things, too. Joan finally gets Grace to join her while she does her +yoga exercises, and Grace brings over a wonderful movie called The +Notebook. Although Grace is reluctant to admit it, she loves a good +tearjerker just as much as Joan does. Joan’s hours at the bookstore +are quiet, which gives her time to finish her essay. After work, Joan +plays another game of chess with her father. Joan loses this game in +fifteen moves. This time, Will kisses her on the cheek and thanks her +for the game. + +At School + +Joan makes copies of everyone’s essays before they are handed in. She +then makes even more copies, and they all begin passing out the +flyers in between classes to whomever would take them. Adam made some +new posters for Brian, and he puts them up in several places around +the school. Sally Thornton has a contingent of supporters, but not +nearly as many as they have. Jim Barlow has the support of the +cheerleaders. Joan laughs after purposely putting her finger in her +mouth and pretending to puke as the cheerleaders prance by. + +At the Police Station + +Carlisle– “Will, I really think you should let me do this. It’s my +case now.” + +Will – “I know, but it was my case. I just need to finish it. It’s +personal.” + +Carlisleagrees, and Will enters the conference room where Ryan Peters +and his lawyer are already seated, “Good morning. I have a few more +questions about the night Judith Montgomery was murdered. Who invited +Judith to come along with you that night?” + +Lawyer – “You don’t have to answer that.” + +Will – “Come on, it’s a simple question. Someone had to have called +her. She no longer went to your school. Who was it?” + +Lawyer – “My client refuses to answer on the grounds it might +incriminate him.” + +Will – “That’s okay, we already know it was you. The question is why? +Why did you call Judith? Why not call one of your other friends, +those you still had regular contact with? + +Lawyer – “Chief Girardi, my client isn’t going to answer any +questions. You are wasting our time.” + +Will – “Was it Teddy Marks or Joey Edwards who offered you free drugs +to lure Judith there that night?” + +Lawyer – “Don’t say anything.” + +Will – “Did you know he was going to kill her?” + +Ryan – “No, he wasn’t sup…” + +The lawyer places her hand over his mouth, “This interview is over.” + +Will – “I’ve learned what I wanted to know. Thank you for your time.” + +At School + +After last period, Joan, Grace, Luke, Glynis, and Friedman meet up +and find Adam at his locker. He is listening to Elizabeth, “I’m +actually glad that I didn’t run for Student Council President again +this year. I have so many other things going on. Adam just agreed to +be on the semi-formal dance planning committee. Would any of you like +to join?” + +Glynisvolunteers, “Yeah, I think it would be fun.” Then Friedman +offers, “Sure, I’ll help, too. The others shake their heads ‘no’ in +unison.” + +Elizabeth– “Great!” She hands them a flyer. “The first meeting is +tomorrow after school.” She turns to Joan, “Hey, I have some new CD’s +I can bring over on Saturday. Well, they’re not that new, but I think +you’ll like them. And we can dance again. That was fun last time.” + +Joan – “That sounds great.” + +Elizabeth– “Well, I have to go. I’ll see you all later.” + +Adam asks Joan, “So, do you have dance tonight?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I have to catch the bus in a little while.” + +Adam – “I have a project I’ve been working on, too.” He gives her a +quick kiss, “I’ll see you tomorrow.” + +Grace – “Would you like us to hang around until the bus comes?” + +Joan – “No, I’m just going to sit at the bus stop and work on my +calculus. You go ahead.” The rest of them depart. + +When Joan transfers to the + +7th Street +bus, she once again sees Roger, and sits beside him, “Hi.” Joan +notices the notebook on Roger’s lap, “Whatcha working on?” +Roger – “Oh, I have an assignment to bring in several examples of +poetry in music from the last 20 years. Here’s one I found. + +*My love is the evenin’ breeze touchin’ your skin +*The* gentle, sweet singin’ of leaves in the wind +The whisper that calls after you in the night +And kisses your ear in the early moonlight* + +What do you think?” + +Joan – “It’s beautiful, what’s it from?” + +Roger – “It’s from a song called Crazy on You, by Heart. But enough +about this, how has your life been?” + +Joan – “Well, Adam is my boyfriend again. It’s a long story, but we +worked things out, and I think it’s going to be okay.” + +Roger – “Great! I only met him that one time, but I don’t think he +liked me much.” + +Joan – “He was jealous. He’s really a nice guy. How have you been?” + +Roger – “Pretty good, but it’s been really busy. There’s a lot +homework in college. Cee-Cee and I spent the weekend together, but it +was all at the library working. Be forewarned!” + +Joan – “I’ve decided that I want to go to college, but I don’t know +what I want to take. How do you figure out what you want to be?” + +Roger – “That’s a tough one, but you might start by asking yourself, +‘How can you do the most good?’ That should provide you with some +ideas.” + +When the bus arrives, they go inside and get their name tags. The +first part of the class is spent practicing the waltzes and jitterbug +dances that they learned last time. Joan once again makes a bee-line +to the water cooler during the short break. Afterward, Sister Sarah +teaches them the tango. Joan enjoys learning the dance, but she can’t +keep from laughing periodically. It’s just too much like the Addams +family moment her parents had not long ago. However, her perfect +evening is shattered when she turns around to see Ryan Hunter +standing there, “What are you doing here?” + +Ryan – “It’s nice to see you, too.” Roger is standing next to Joan, +so Ryan asks, “Who’s your friend?” + +Roger begins to answer, but Joan interrupts him, “His name is Allez à +l’enfer.” + +Ryan – “Joan! Such language, but your French is excellent.Aucun amour +toujours pour l’ennemi, je vois.” + +Joan gives him a look that could kill and grabs Roger’s arm, “Come +on, we’re leaving.” + +Joan and Roger go out and sit on the bus. Roger sits quietly while +Joan mutters expletives to herself. + +Roger – “You obviously don’t like this guy. Who is he?” + +Joan – “His name is Ryan Hunter, evil incarnate. Stay away from him, +he’s bad news.” + +Roger – “What did he mean by, ‘No love for the enemy’?” + +Joan gives him a surprised look, “So, you speak French, too?” + +Roger – “It comes in handy.” + +Joan – “It’s hard to explain and you probably wouldn’t believe me +anyway. He is not what he appears. Just stay away from him.” + +Joan decides to look out of the window and watch the others as they +get on the bus. Just as the driver is about to leave, she sees Ryan +come out of the building. He is walking with Sister Sarah, but she is +now in civilian clothes. Joan is stunned to realize that the same +cute blonde-haired woman that she saw Ryan with in Millersville this +summer was Sister Sarah! The driver pulls away and Joan watches until +they are out of sight. + +At Home + +It’searly Wednesday morning when the phone rings. Will looks at the +clock as he picks up the receiver. It’s four a.m. “Girardi residence, +this better be good.” + +There is a momentary silence, “Mr. Girardi, this is Friedman.” + +Will – “Why are you calling at four o’clock in the morning?” + +Friedman – “I’m sorry, but this is important. I hacked into Hunter’s +computer last night and I found some things that really scare me. +I’ve e-mailed everything to Luke. You need to get him up and take a +look.” + +Will – “What’s it about?” + +Friedman – “It’s about Joan.” + +Will goes upstairs and gets Luke out of bed. Luke checks his e-mail +and proceeds to print out everything Friedman had sent. They spread +everything out over the bed and on the floor, and become more stunned +as they view each document: Joan’s school schedule, work schedule, +dance schedule, the buses she takes, addresses and phone numbers of +everywhere she goes, names and address of all of her friends, and on +and on and on. + +Luke – “Dad, he’s watching her or having her watched.” + +Will – “I see that.” Will thinks for a few minutes, “We could keep +her at home.” + +Luke – “There’s no way she’s going to agree to that.” + +Will – “I’m her father. I can make her.” + +Luke – “If you do that, she’ll probably just sneak off, and then we +won’t know where she is.” Will is still mulling it over when Luke +continues, “Can we make sure that she’s never alone?” + +Will – “I can get some volunteers, but I wouldn’t be able to cover +every minute.” + +Luke – “Why don’t you call Rabbi Polonsky? He helped us hack into +Ryan’s computer. Maybe he can help us with this.” + +Will ponders Luke’s idea for a few moments, “Yeah, that appears to be +our best option. Actually, I’ll do both.” + +Luke – “Are you going to tell Joan?” + +Will – “I don’t know. I’ll have to think about that.” + +They go downstairs and Luke finds Joan has beaten him into the +bathroom. He continues down to the kitchen to have breakfast. + +When Joan comes down, she whispers into Helen’s ear, “Bathroom’s +empty.” + +Helen gets up and hurriedly goes upstairs. With just Luke and her +father left in the kitchen, Joan says, “I’m not crawling under a rock +for Ryan Hunter.” + +Will looks at her, “You heard?” + +Joan – “Yeah, part of it, but I already knew Ryan was up to +something.” + +Luke – “How?” + +Joan – “I have dreams, remember?” + +Will – “Joan, you need to start telling me about your dreams. Now, +there are a lot of names listed in the printouts from Ryan’s +computer. Fix yourself some breakfast, and then you are going to tell +me who they are and how they connect to you.” + +Joan – “Dad, I deserve some privacy. You’re beginning to sound like +big brother!” + +Will – “Hunter already knows everything you are doing. He is big +brother. I’m your father. I need to know so I can help you.” + +At School + +The special edition of The Eagle is handed out in homeroom. By +lunchtime, there’s a lot of buzz about Brian’s ideas. Joan takes her +campaign to phase two. She and the others pass out copies of Brian’s +mission statement. “Get the whole story here.” Towards the end of the +day, they run out of copies. They continue the campaign by handing +out flyers and telling everyone, “Get all the details. Check with Ms. +Schmidt in the library.” + +At the Synagogue + +Will walks in to see Rabbi Polonsky, “Rabbi Polonsky, I’m glad you +could meet with me on such short notice. You have done a wonderful +job restoring the Synagogue. It’s really beautiful.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Thank you. You can call me Jakob. What can I help +you with?” + +Will – “We’ve learned that Ryan Hunter has been following Joan or +having her followed. We don’t yet know what he plans to do, but we +want to make sure that she is never alone. I need help finding people +to watch her. Is this something you can help us with?” + +Jakob– “Sure, I could probably find some volunteers. How many do you +need?” + +Will gets out copies of Joan’s schedule, “The bus from home to work +is a straight shot, but she has to walk two blocks to the bookstore. +I would like to have someone there on Sunday and Tuesday afternoons. +The bus arrives at…” + +At School + +After school, Joan and Brian check with Ms. Schmidt, “They’re all +checked out. Take a look around.” Joan looks around and is pleased to +see students gathered around several tables talking about Brian’s +ideas. Joan and Brian roam around, asking if anyone has questions. +Brian does a good job of answering everyone’s questions. + +By the time she leaves the library, she has missed her friends. She +goes out to the school steps to wait for the bus. As she sits down, +she notices Adam and Elizabeth walking away from school – together! +She begins to cry, “Yeah, I see your project.” After the bus comes +and goes, she walks home. + +At Home + +Helen is reading on the love seat when Joan walks in the door and +plops herself down beside her. “Joan, what are you doing here? I +thought you had dance tonight?” + +Joan – “I don’t feel like dancing.” She begins to cry again, “Adam is +such a lying bastard! It hasn’t even been a week and already he’s +cheating on me. I hate him!” + +Helen – “Tell me what happened.” + +Joan explains that she has caught Adam and Elizabeth together several +times, but thought it was just a coincidence. However today, she saw +them walking home together. “There’s no reason for them to walk home +together. Adam’s house is in the other direction.” + +Helen smiles and makes Joan look at her, “Adam isn’t cheating on +you.” + +Joan – “I saw them together.” + +Helen – “When June and I paint, we talk. She has told me about all +the time Adam and Elizabeth have been spending together. It’s not +what you think.” + +Joan – “Then what are they doing?” + +Helen – “Dancing.Adam is learning how to dance. He joined Elizabeth’s +dance class, because he wants to dance with you.” + +Joan – “Really?” + +Helen – “Really.He wants it to be a surprise. He plans to ask you to +the semi-formal dance.” After they hug, Helen continues, “Now, dry +your eyes and get ready to dance. I’ll drop you off.” + +At Saint Mary’s Convent + +Joan arrives just as they are beginning. She quickly signs in and +leaves her donation. Sister Sarah again assigns her to Jamie. They +practice the tango. Joan isn’t as giddy about it today as last time. +The tango is followed with more practice of the jitterbug and +waltzes. After class, Joan approaches Sister Sarah, “Hi, I’m sorry I +was late. I missed the bus.” + +Sister Sarah – “That’s okay, I’m just glad you made it.” + +Joan – “Can I ask you a personal question?” + +Sister Sarah – “I suppose, what is it?” + +Joan – “I was wondering how you know Ryan Hunter?” + +Sister Sarah – “Oh, Ryan and I have known each other since high +school. How do you know him?” + +Joan – “Oh, I initially met him through a friend, but Ryan and I +pretty much disagree on everything. We don’t get along.” + +Sister Sarah – “I’m sorry to hear that, he’s a good man. I almost…” +She stops herself and then continues, “Never mind, you don’t want to +hear about me.” + +Joan – “Actually I would, but I don’t want to be nosey. I have to +catch the bus now. Maybe we can talk some more next week?” + +Sister Sarah – “Yes, that would be nice.” + +Joan – “Bye.” + +When Joan gets on the bus, Roger begins the conversation, “I’m glad +you finally showed up tonight. I have something to ask you.” + +Joan gives him a smirk, “I have plenty of questions, but few +answers.” + +Roger – “Have you told Adam that we are in dance class together?” + +Joan – “No, that’s a bridge I haven’t crossed yet. I’m afraid he will +make more of it than what it is.” + +Roger – “Well, I told Cee-Cee, but now there is this thing hanging +out there. I believe she is wondering the same thing Adam would. I +would like for us to get together some time. Maybe the four of us +could have lunch or dinner together. What do you think?” + +Joan – “I should probably tell Adam about us anyway before he finds +out, but here’s the problem. My dad has me on a short leash. I’ve +gotten myself into a bit of trouble, and he won’t let me go anywhere +unless he knows exactly where I’m going in advance. I’ll have to tell +him our plans. Also, he will insist upon meeting you and Cee-Cee, and +I’m sure he will put you through the third degree. Do you and Cee-Cee +really want to go through that?” + +Roger – “No, not really, but I think it’s important that you and +Cee-Cee meet, and it might help you if Adam and I have a talk. Why +don’t you talk to Adam and then call me? Maybe we can do it this +weekend.” + +Joan – “I’ll talk to him and let you know.” + +Joan gets off the bus and transfers to the bus for home. She sees +Rahav and sits beside her, “Thanks for the tip about Pax. I would +hate for anything to happen to her.” + +God – “You’re welcome. Do you remember when you thought Adam was +cheating on you with Judith?” + +Joan – “Yeah, but I was wrong.” + +God – “And how about this morning with Elizabeth?” + +Joan - “Okay, I was wrong again, but it sure seemed like they were +together.” + +God – “In many ways you are very perceptive, but in others, you are +nearly blind. We need to work on that.” + +Joan – “An assignment?I thought we were past that, you know, the +‘like minded’ thing?” + +God – “It’s a process, Joan, something you will have to work on for +the rest of your life. You will continue to make both right and wrong +choices. I can only help you along the way.” God pauses for a moment +to let it sink in, “But back to your perceptions, what about how you +see Ryan Hunter?” + +Joan – “He’s evil! That’s all I need to know.” + +God – “But Sister Sarah sees him as a good man. How can that be?” + +Joan – “She’s blinded by his charm. He has a lot of people fooled.” + +God – “Is it she who is blinded or is it you?” + +Joan – “Are you saying that he’s not evil?” + +God – “Like most people, Ryan is a mixture of both good and evil. You +need to be able to see both sides.” + +Joan – “You actually want me to get to know him better? It makes me +sick just to be in the same room with him. And what about the dream? +He’s planning to hurt me in some way, I can feel it.” + +God – “I already told you, it’s only a possibility. It still depends +upon choices yet to be made. You have an opportunity to affect those +choices. Talk to Ryan.” + +Joan – “What happened to ‘trusting my instincts’? Every bone in my +body tells me to stay away from him.” + +God – “That’s where the ‘have faith in yourself’ part comes in. There +is still light there. Help him find it.” + +Joan sits stunned, not able to believe what God is asking her to do. +She wonders if this is the test that Judith had talked about or the +one God had mentioned before. When the bus arrives at home, she gets +up to leave, “I’ll try, but what if I fail?” + +God – “I’ll always be here for you, Joan.” + +At School + +In the morning, Joan and friends again hand out flyers for Brian. +Fewer kids are taking them, but many are saying, “I already read it, +I plan to vote for Brian.” + +At lunch, Joan and Adam sit off by themselves. Joan begins by asking, +“Do you remember Roger, my tutor?” + +Adam – “Yeah, but I thought you got rid of him.” + +Joan – “I did, but he attends my dance class now. I want you to know, +so you don’t worry.” + +Adam – “But you kissed him! How am I not supposed to worry?” + +Joan – “I already told you, it was a mistake. And besides, he kissed +me. He has a fiancee now and would like us all to get together this +weekend. Roger is a really nice guy and I think you’d like him, if +you gave him a chance. I was thinking maybe lunch on Sunday. Will you +come?” + +Adam would rather not, but he finally agrees, “Yeah, sure.” He begins +to feel guilty, so he continues, “I have something to tell you, too. +I have been dancing with Elizabeth.” + +Joan smiles, “I know, but it’s because you love me, right?” + +Adam is caught off guard, surprised that she knew, “Yeah, I’m only +doing it for you.” + +Joan – “That’s why it’s okay.” + +Adam moves in to give Joan a kiss, but she stops him, “There’s +something else we need to talk about. I was going to mention it at +Mercer Creek, but we had to leave.” She is obviously uncomfortable +saying this, but continues, “I need to know why you had sex with +Bonnie.” + +Adam – “I told you, it was just a stupid mistake.” + +Joan – “And how many times did you make that same mistake?” Adam +doesn’t know what to say, because with any answer, he loses. Joan +continues, “I don’t want an answer now, but I want an honest and +complete answer. You owe me that.” + +Adam – “Okay, you’re right. When DO you want to talk about it?” + +Joan – “How about Saturday, in the morning?” + +Adam – “Okay, I’ll come over and be ready to talk.” + +Joan – “All right.Let’s go sit with the others and finish lunch.” + +At the Police Station + +Brother Jimi arrives to meet with Will again. After they have a seat +in his office, Will begins speaking, “I’ve gone through your list of +members, and there is only one that I have concerns about. His name +is Melvin Thompson. He’s an ex-con, and I was wondering why you chose +him.” + +Brother Jimi – “Melvin has paid his debt to society. He’s a good man +and is very much interested in improving the community.” + +Will – “Okay, his parole officer gave him a good report, so I’ll take +your word for it. I do have another concern. All of your members live +in the west or west central part of town. That’s a pretty narrow +representation of the city.” + +Brother Jimi – “I had to choose people that I knew. That’s where I +live.” + +Will – “I understand, but I would prefer for there to be members from +all parts of the city. Would you consider adding or replacing some of +them?” + +Brother Jimi – “I feel the size of our committee is about right. Tell +me who you have in mind, and I’ll consider your proposals.” + +Will – “I’ve contacted Rabbi Jakob Polonsky, Father Ken Mallory, and +Reverend Anthony Sharpton. Each has expressed an interest in either +becoming a member or sending a representative. Would you consider +including them?” + +Brother Jimi – “I’ve met Rabbi Polonsky and Father Mallory. Both are +fine men. I’ll gladly talk to them and Reverend Sharpton, and +consider including them as part of the committee.” + +Will – “Great, thanks for your willingness to compromise.” Will +provides their phone numbers before Brother Jimi leaves. + +At the Newspaper + +Rebecca – “Hey, I need to ask you something.” + +Kevin – “Just a sec.”He finishes typing on the computer, then he +continues, “Shoot.” + +Rebecca – “I’ve invited Lilly to my church’s rummage sale on Saturday +morning. Is that all right with you?” + +Kevin – “Sure, but you don’t need my permission. If you haven’t +noticed, Lilly pretty much says and does what she pleases. That’s one +of the things I love about her.” + +Rebecca – “Good, I just wasn’t sure about your relationship, and I +didn’t want to interfere.” + +Kevin – “I kind of like the idea that you and Lilly have hit it off. +Have fun.” + +Rebecca – “Oh, it’s not going to be too exciting. I enjoy picking +through the rummage, but being able to chat with Lilly will be the +best part. We have a lot of common interests. I just wanted to make +sure it was okay with you.” + +Kevin – “Like I said, go for it.It’s fine.” + +At School + +After the last class, Joan and Grace walk back to their lockers. Joan +reads a flyer Grace gave her after lunch. + +Grace – “So, what do you think? Luke wants me to go, and I thought +you and Adam could come, too.” + +Joan – “Haunted Hayride, sounds like fun. Orban Farm, I wonder if +it’s Alice’s?” + +Grace – “It’s her uncle’s farm. She says the ride lasts about 45 +minutes, and ghosts and goblins sneak out at you on the way.” + +Joan – “Do you think Alice wants to come?” + +Grace – “She’ll already be there, but she won’t tell me as what. What +do think, an Alice ghost or goblin?” + +Joan – “She’d make a good zombie.” + +Grace – “So, what do you want to be?” + +Joan – “I don’t have a clue. Let’s go to the thrift shop. It’s half +price today. Maybe I can find something there.” + +They meet up with the others and they all decide to go to the thrift +store. + +Glynis– “I already have my costume. I’m going to be Kimberly the Pink +Power Ranger. She’s so cool!” + +Friedman – “Wait until you see it. She even has the phaser thing.” + +Glynis– “It’s called a Blade Blaster, silly.” + +Joan – “Oh, I have to make a few calls. I’ll catch up with you in a +minute.” + +The others go ahead and Joan makes the call. The operator answers, +“Arcadia Herald. How may I direct your call?” + +Joan – “May I speak to Ryan Hunter.” + +Operator – “Who may I say is calling?” + +Joan – “Joan Girardi.” + +After a few minutes, the phone transfers her and Ryan picks up, +“Joan, this is a surprise. What’s the occasion?” + +Joan – “We need to talk. Will you be there tomorrow at about 4 +o’clock?” + +Ryan – “Let me check.” He pauses for a moment, “Yeah, I can be here. +You still haven’t told me why.” + +Joan – “I’ll tell you tomorrow. Bye.” She hangs up and calls Roger. +She gets his voice mail, so she leaves a message about lunch on +Sunday. “Call me back and let me know if that’s okay.” + +At the Thrift Shop + +Joan – “I love this place. There’s a lot of junk, but you can also +find some really neat stuff.” + +Grace – “Hey, Luke, I just figured out what I’ll be. Remember that +awful green outfit I wore to your house that one time.” + +Luke – “The valley girl preppy thing?” + +Grace – “That’s it. I still have it. I’ll be a valley girl. That was +good, wasn’t it?” + +Luke – “Yeah, as long as you only wear it on Halloween.” + +Friedman rushes over, “Hey Luke, come see what I’ve found.” + +They go over to a rack of suits and Friedman pulls one off down. He +holds it in front of him, “What do you think?” + +Luke – “Okay, I give up, what are you?” + +Friedman – “A gangster.” + +Luke – “You mean gangsta?” + +Friedman – “No, gangsta’s only think they look cool, but they dress +like crap. At least the old gangsters knew how to do it with style. +They also have those old style hats over there and some machine guns +in the toy section. We could be the Gambino brothers.” + +Luke pulls out another suit and looks at himself in the mirror, +“Pinstripe, not bad. We look like roaring 20’s something.” + +Friedman changes his voice to sound like a gangster, “That’s the +ticket. Come on, let try on these new threads.” + +Adam hasn’t found anything and joins Joan in the women’s section, who +hasn’t found anything either. They are about to meet up with the +others when Adam spots a cape, “Ooh, look at this. It’s great!” + +Joan – “So, what are you gonna be, Harry Potter?” + +Adam – “Yeah, exactly.This is just like what he wore in the movie, +and it even has a hood. I can make an emblem thing and a wand, and +I’ll be set.” + +Joan – “Once again, everyone finds what they want except for me. +Let’s go over to Luke and Friedman and see what they’ve found.” + +They walk over to the men’s department and Joan sees a suit. It’s a +god-awful looking reddish-orange suit. She takes it off the rack and +checks the size, “This might fit.” She holds it up to herself and +asks Adam, “What do you think?” + +Adam – “It’s definitely ugly. Who will you be?” + +Joan – “Napoleon Dynamite, didn’t you see that movie?” She makes a +stupid expression and imitates his voice, “Yeah, hold on… I forgot to +put in the crystals.” Then she shakes as if she’s being electrocuted, +“It was so funny!” + +Adam – “Yeah, I saw it, but I didn’t think you did. You were in crazy +camp.” + +Joan – “Oh, Kevin brought it home for movie night when I was grounded +last summer. Anyway, what do you think? Isn’t this just like his? It +has the vest, too.” + +Adam – “But you’re a girl. How are you going to pull that off?” + +Joan – “I’ll be Napoleonette. I can pull my hair to the side like his +girlfriend, Deb.” + +They all gather and show each other what they have found. + +Glynis– “I’ve been wandering around just looking at stuff. You are +all going to need ties, and Joan and Adam, I saw some glasses that +would be perfect for you.” + +They are all able to find most of the accessories that they need. +They leave the store happy with what they have found and even happier +that everything was half price. + +At Home + +After dinner, Joan sits down to talk to her father, “Dad, I have a +couple of appointments to tell you about. The first one is with Ryan +Hunter.” + +Will – “Are you insane? I’m trying my best to keep him away from +you.” + +Joan – “I know, but I have to talk to him, and no, I can’t tell you +why. We will be meeting tomorrow after school at the Herald. The +appointment is at four o’clock. There will be plenty of people +around.” + +Will – “Have you told Kevin about this?” + +Joan – “I will be meeting Kevin before I talk to Ryan, and he will be +giving me a ride home. Adam will be with me too, at least for +everything but the meeting. I’ll be fine.” + +Will – “I really don’t like these short notice changes of plans.” + +Joan – “I know, but I’m telling you now. Isn’t that what we agreed +upon?” + +Will – “Yeah, okay, I’ll take care of my part. What’s the other +appointment?” + +Joan – “Adam and I are having lunch on Sunday with a friend. His name +is Roger Worthington. He was my tutor last year for a while. He’s +bringing his fiancee. Her name is Cee-Cee Lin. Both Roger and Cee-Cee +attend Dawson State. They will be coming by about 10:30 and you and +Mom can talk to them before we leave.” + +Will – “Where do you plan to have lunch?” + +Joan – “Cee-Cee’s family owns Lin’s Family Restaurant. We’ll have +lunch there.” + +Will – “Okay, I’ll check them out. Would you like to play a game of +chess?” + +Joan – “Not tonight, I have homework. We can play tomorrow after +dinner.” + +At School + +It’s election day and all are involved with heavy campaigning near +the poll, “Vote for Brian Beaumont, he has the ideas!” “Vote for +Sally Thornton, she’ll listen.” “Vote for Jim Barlow, he’ll… ask +questions, rah rah.” Scott Brooks’ poll showed Jim Barlow in the +lead, but that was taken before all the essays were published. No one +really knows how the election will turn out. + +At lunch, everyone is eagerly waiting for the results to be +announced. Brian has joined his group of campaigners, “I want to +thank all of you for your help, especially Joan. You all did a great +job and I really appreciate your support.” As Brian is finishing, the +announcement comes over the PA, “We have the totals for the election. +Brian Beaumont is the winner for Student Council President with 517 +votes. The treasurer is Jackie…” Everyone at their table cheers, +along with quite a few others in the cafeteria. + +Joan – “Congratulations Brian, I hope you can make all of your ideas +come true.” + +Brian – “I couldn’t have done it without you; those essays are what +made the difference.” + +Joan – “Well, you deserve the job.” + +At the Herald + +Joan and Adam arrive at the Herald and meet with Kevin. + +Joan – “Kevin, did you find out anything?” + +Kevin – “Just that you were right. How did you figure it out?” + +Joan – “I’ll explain later. Adam, will you show me the way to Ryan’s +office?” + +Adam takes Joan to Ryan’s office and Joan goes inside alone. + +Ryan – “So Joan, what brings you here?” + +Joan – “God. He wants me to talk to you. Why else would I be here?” + +Ryan – “Okay, then what does his almightiness want us to talk about?” + +Joan – “Oh, how about for starters, why do you do the evil things +that you do?” + +Ryan – “What evil things? I’m a nice guy.” + +Joan – “Cut the crap, Ryan. We both know what you have been up to. +Why did you reject God? I mean, in the beginning, didn’t you listen +to what he asked you to do?” + +Ryan – “Yeah, I did the little missions like you, but there was never +anything in it for me. And while I was doing his work, he was busy +stealing… well, never mind.” + +Joan – “Stealing Sarah McCauley?”She can see now that she has just +struck a nerve with Ryan, “God didn’t steal her from you. She chose +God.” + +Ryan begins to lose it, “Sarah and I were engaged, and then she +decided to become a nun. What if Adam decided to become a priest? +Wouldn’t you see it the same way?” + +Joan – “I would probably be hurt too, but I would also be happy for +Adam. Becoming closer to God is a wonderful feeling.” + +Ryan – “You’re being brainwashed, Joan. God doesn’t care about anyone +but himself. The sooner you learn that the better off you will be. +And what about Kevin?” + +Joan – “What about Kevin?Are you saying that what happened to Kevin +was an act of God? Kevin got hurt because he got in a car with a +drunk. Choices, it’s all about choices, and God doesn’t make our +choices for us. We need God, especially when things go wrong. I have +seen how God has helped everyone in my family deal with the pain of +Kevin’s accident. That’s what I call love, L-O-V-E.” + +Ryan – “I don’t need God’s love. I’m doing just fine on my own.” + +Joan – “No, I don’t think so, and if you ever decide to be honest +with yourself, you’ll realize that too.” + +Ryan – “I don’t need to be psychoanalyzed by a seventeen year old. +You have no idea what you’re talking about.” + +Joan – “I believe I just hit the nail on the head. Can we talk again +next Friday?” + +Ryan – “No, you’re wasting my time.” + +Joan gets up to leave, “I’ll call you later. Bye, Ryan.” + +At Home + +After dinner, Joan and Will play another game of chess, “Dad, how are +you doing now?” + +Will – “Oh, I’m okay. Things are pretty much the same, which is +weird. That’s actually good, I suppose, because everyone needs to +move on. Dwelling on the past and why things happen… well, it doesn’t +change anything.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’ve been thinking a lot about Judith lately. I still +miss her.” + +Will – “She was a sweet kid and a good friend. Sometimes, we just +have to accept that we’ll never understand why things happen.” + +Joan – “Checkmate. Yeah, I know what you mean.” diff --git a/12-DevilsNightPart1.rst b/12-DevilsNightPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9c7129f --- /dev/null +++ b/12-DevilsNightPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1130 @@ +Episode 3.12, Devil’s Night, Part 1 +----------------------------------- + +At the Lakeview Golf Course + +Will, Kevin, Wayne, and Don meet at the golf course. Tee time is 8:04 +a.m. They each introduce themselves, since this is the first time +some of them have met. Wayne is surprised to see Kevin in a +wheelchair, and is unable to prevent the shocked expression on his +face. He wishes Will had warned him, “Kevin, it must be difficult to +play golf from a wheelchair.” + +Kevin – “Oh, they have a single-rider golf cart that goes everywhere, +including the greens. I’ve even taken it into the traps. They only +have two, so as long as I reserve one ahead of time, I’m fine.” + +Wayne – “That’s great! What’s your handicap?” Wayne becomes +uncomfortable with what he just asked and decides to clarify, “I mean +in golf.” + +Kevin – “That’s okay, I knew what you meant. Mine is 18.” + +They each record their handicap and proceed to the first hole. + +At the Bethel AME Church + +The church is a beautiful wood frame structure, painted white with +traditional stained glass windows. The cornerstone states 1891, but +the building was rebuilt after a lightning strike in 1943 caused it +to burn to the ground. + +The rummage sale is in a newer building, a nice activity center built +on a lot behind the church. It is used for almost everything, except +for Sunday services. The volunteers have done a good job of sorting +everything, but it is still an adventure sifting through the piles of +merchandise. + +Lilly arrives at 8 o’clock and meets Rebecca, who has been there +since 6:30 a.m. Much of the merchandise has already been sold. + +Lilly – “This rummage sale is the largest I’ve seen in a long time. +We could spend hours here and not see it all.” + +Rebecca – “That’s why it’s fun. I always end up leaving with a few +things. What are you interested in?” + +Lilly – “You can’t come to one of these looking for something +specific, but I always peruse through the books, and I like antique +glassware and knickknacks.” They begin to browse. + +At Home + +Helen gets up with Will and Kevin and fixes them breakfast before +they leave for the golf course. Joan and Luke have just gotten up, +and they come downstairs with their stomachs grumbling. + +Helen – “Good morning!I have ham. Can I fix you some ham and eggs?” + +Joan – “Yeah, that sounds good. An omelet would be even better. Do we +have any hash browns or grits? + +Helen – “We have both. Which one do you want?” + +Joan – “Hash browns with an omelet.” + +Luke – “Yeah, that would be good. Make me one, too.” + +Helen – “You two can man the toaster. What are your plans for the +day?” + +Luke – “Friedman and I are going over to the college to meet with +Professor Steinholz. He has access to the school’s mainframe, and we +are going to play around. He’s a computer geek, too.” + +Helen – “Just be home for dinner. The Goetzmann’s want to meet you.” + +Luke – “Yeah, yeah, I’m really looking forward to it. We can talk +about the molecular structure of mobile home parts and acrylic +paint.” + +Helen – “It’s only dinner. You’ll survive, and you’ll have Friedman +here after dinner, so you can hide in your room.” + +Joan – “What are we having for dinner?” + +Helen – “We are having your Aunt Olive’s paella. I’ll make two of +them, and that should be plenty for all of us.” + +Joan – “Can I help? I would like to learn how to make it.” + +Helen – “Only if you promise not to tell your father. Not knowing the +recipe really annoys him, and I love it.” + +Joan smiles, “Yeah, okay.” The toaster pops and they put a couple of +more slices in. “Adam is coming over in a little while. We’re just +going to talk. I don’t know, maybe here, maybe we’ll walk over to the +park.” + +Helen – “Well, have fun. It’s nice to see you two together again.” + +Joan – “Well, today won’t be fun, but it’s necessary.” + +Helen wants to ask why, but she can sense it’s not something Joan +wants to expand upon. “If you would like to talk later, let me know.” + +Joan – “Maybe, I don’t know… yeah, probably.” + +At the Lakeview Golf Course + +The game has been progressing as expected, with everyone scoring near +his handicap. Wayne and Dan are close to par, but Will and Kevin are +behind. Will will be shooting his next shot from a sand trap. + +Dan smiles, “That’s a tough break, Will. If only that tree had been a +little further to the left, it might have ricocheted onto the green.” + +Will – “Well, I’m still working on the angles. Golf is a lot harder +than pool.” + +Kevin – “I’ve made a few beaver pelts, but at least I’m close to the +green.” + +Wayne – “You guys are really doing well, considering you’ve been +golfing less than a year. I stank when I first started playing. But, +that last birdie was sweet.” + +Dan – “Hey, did you know the New England Journal of Medicine reports +that nine out of ten doctors agree that one out of ten doctors is an +idiot?” As he takes his shot, he calls out “Three!” + +At the Bethel AME Church + +Rebecca observes the collection of books Lilly has gathered, +“Harlequin Romances and Bible study, an interesting mix.” + +Lilly – “Don’t tell Kevin about the romances. It’s my secret. The +Bible and Nave’s Topical Bible are for Kevin’s sister, Joan. She +asked me about the Bible the other day. I don’t know if she wants +them, but they’re only a buck each, so I’ll get them for her.” + +Rebecca – “I read Harlequin Romances, and Regency Romances are good, +too. I haven’t told Dan, just because it hasn’t come up, but I don’t +care if he knows.” + +Lilly – “Well, I just feel a little guilty, so hush is the word.” + +They continue browsing and come upon several tables filled with +dishware and knickknacks. Most of it is junk, but Lilly finds a +statue of\ `Pallas +Athena <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/PallasAthena.jpg>`__\ . +It’s about a foot tall, made of green and bronze colored gypsum +stone. She checks the bottom. It says made in Greece. + +Rebecca – “First Harlequin’s, now Greek mythology. You really are a +former nun.” + +Lilly – “Oh, when I was young, we studied the saints in school. I +remember Pallas Athena because Saint Barbara is often referred to as +her Christian equivalent. Pallas Athena is the Goddess of Truth. This +is such a pretty statue. I’m going to get it.” + +At Home + +Joan has rearranged the living room so that a stuffed chair is facing +the love seat. She wants to face Adam when he talks. She has moved +the coffee table in and out between them three times before she +finally decided to leave it in place. The initial bowl of potato +chips has been changed to a bowl of pretzels. Two glasses of ice, one +with a 7-Up for Adam, and a root beer for herself are also in place. +A note pad and pen are on the table. ‘Should I get a tape recorder?’, +she wonders. + +She walks to the window again and looks out for Adam. Helen walks +into the room. “Mom, how do I look? Is my hair okay? Am I sweating?” + +Helen – “You look fine, but you are a nervous wreck. You need to calm +down.” + +Joan – “I can’t. Why did I ask Adam to do this? I am so not signed up +for this!” + +Helen – “Would you like to tell me what’s going on? Maybe I can +help.” + +Joan – “No one can help.” She looks out of the window again and then +back to Helen. “Ah… oh… Adam is going to tell me why he had sex with +Bonnie. No matter what he says, it won’t be good.” + +Helen gives her a hug, “I know this will be hard for you, but I think +you are doing the right thing. You and Adam need to talk about this. +That’s the only way you will be able to move on.” + +Joan – “Well, that’s sort of why I’m doing it, but I still don’t want +to.” + +Helen – “Hey, don’t you have some kind of yoga practice you could do +to calm down?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I tried it. It didn’t work.” + +Helen – “Well, you and Adam will be better after you get this out in +the open. Just keep that in mind.” She gives Joan another hug, “I’m +leaving now. I have stitch witchery on the list for your costume. Is +there anything else you need?” + +Joan – “A snack would be nice, something sweet. I really like those +frosted oatmeal cookies. Oh, and some crackers, maybe Ritz or Chicken +In A Basket, stuff for after dinner tonight.” + +Helen – “I already planned to pick up a few things. I’ll add your +wish list. I’ll be back in a few hours.” Just then, the doorbell +rings. Helen answers it, “Come in, Adam.” She looks back at Joan as +she walks out of the door, “Bye honey.” + +Adam – “Bye Mrs. G.” + +Adam walks over to Joan, and they take their seats, “Are you ready?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I guess so.” + +Adam – “I have been thinking about it all summer long, so when you +asked me to tell you why, it wasn’t hard to write everything down. I +think my problem started when you got sick.” + +Joan – “Wait a minute! You had sex with Bonnie because I got sick +over a year and a half ago?” + +Adam – “You said you wanted an honest and complete answer. I have to +go back to when it started.” + +Joan is not happy, but she says, “Okay, I’m listening.” + +Adam – “Actually, it started just before that. Remember when you came +to the hotel to see me?” + +Joan – “How could I forget that?” + +Adam – “Anyway, you came to have sex. Actually, you just wanted us to +become closer. We didn’t have sex, but being closer to you is what I +really wanted. You shared yourself with me, and I think that is the +closest we have ever been. But then you got sick, and everything +changed. + +I remember sitting in the waiting area while the doctor told us about +your disease. She said you had probably been sick for a long time, +but once the treatment was done, you would be back to normal. The +problem is, I never knew you when you were normal. + +Your parents went in to visit with you, and after awhile, your mom +came back out. She told us to go home, because you were too sick to +see anyone. Luke asked if you were hallucinating like the doctor +said. Your mom almost started crying when she told us that you were. + +Everyone else left, but I stayed. I just couldn’t leave, I had to see +you. So, after a while, I went into your room. You were asleep, so I +sat down and talked to your mom. When you woke up, we talked. Do you +remember that?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I remember.” + +Adam – “Well, you told me you had been talking to God, and you talked +about going some place in your head when we looked at that picture of +Rodin and Rose. You still looked pretty sick, and the doctor and your +mom had already told me you were hallucinating, so what was I to +believe? The only thing I knew for sure was that you believed it. It +really broke my heart when you told me that, because it meant the +feelings you had for me on that day at the hotel were a +hallucination. The Joan I fell in love with and who I thought loved +me wasn’t real.” + +Joan – “Adam, that’s not true. I did love you.” + +Adam – “Maybe, but that wasn’t the real you. That wasn’t the ‘normal’ +you.” Joan sees his point, and Adam continues. + +“During the summer when you were at camp, I began to wonder about +what you said. I started reading those books and realized that maybe +you were telling the truth. I convinced myself that it was true, +because if it was, then your feelings for me were also real. I was +ready to tell you when we met in the park, but then you said it +wasn’t true. When I brought it up again later, you refused to talk +about it. Hah, I remember exactly what you said, ‘I just want to be a +normal couple again. You know? You remember normal?’ We never had +‘normal’ together, and that’s the point! And I realized then that the +Joan I knew was gone. + +I didn’t know what to do. I wanted us to be together again, but you +were different. I didn’t know how to connect with you. Then, Judith +showed up. I know she was your friend and all, but she just took over +your life. You didn’t have time for me any more.” + +Joan – “No, that’s not true. We talked and spent a lot of time +together.” + +Adam – “You would only talk about the little stuff, and the only way +you could find time for me was if we skipped school together.” + +Joan – “I invited you to Judith’s party.” + +Adam – “At the party, you spent the whole time with Judith. It was +only when you got sloppy drunk that you decided you wanted to make +out with me.” Adam looks sadly at Joan for a moment before +continuing, “I’m sorry I got mad, but that wasn’t the real you. The +real you just seemed to be closed off somewhere.” + +Adam stops for a moment, because Joan appears to want to say +something. Joan just sits stunned, wanting to argue that he is wrong, +but haunted by what he just said. She remembers how when she came +back, God told her that she needed to reconnect. She thought he was +just talking about to him. In addition, God recently told her about +her problem with perception. Was he right? Could all of this have +been happening to Adam without her knowing it? At least it appears +that he believes it, and the truth is what she asked for. So rather +than argue, she looks at him and says, “Okay, go on.” + +Adam – “At the hospital, we talked, and everything looked like it +might get better. You promised we would spend more time together. I +said we could go to Mercer Creek like you wanted. But that very next +weekend, you and Judith went there together instead of us.” + +Joan – “Judith needed me. I thought you were okay.” + +Adam – “Well, I should have said something, but I didn’t. Anyway, I +started getting jealous of Judith, and it made me mad the way she was +treating you. That was when you were planting your garden, and I +really hated feeling that way, but I couldn’t help it. We almost +never got to be alone anymore.” + +Joan – “I knew you didn’t like Judith.” + +Adam – “At first, yeah, but that changed. Anyway, then you decided to +get Larry the cat. I thought it might be a way for us to spend time +together, but you didn’t want me to help. Then, when you had to get +rid of him, I took him, hoping you would come to visit. You did, and +I was really happy that you came, but still, nothing really changed +between us. + +When you decided to help Brian Beaumont get elected, it was fun being +able to help you, but you still spent most of your time with Judith. +It did really make me happy that you were pleased when I got the +internship at the graphics design studio. I thought that maybe we +would be able to spend more time together, but again, you spent your +time with Judith working on the clothing drive and getting yourself +grounded in the process.” + +Joan gets angry, “Wait a minute! You’re making this sound like it was +all my fault. If things were so bad, why didn’t you say something?” + +Adam – “It is my fault for not saying something. I was afraid of +losing you. And our time together wasn’t all bad, but it seesawed +back and forth, and slowly got worse over time. I kept hoping it +would take care of itself, but it didn’t, and I let it go on too +long. + +I decided that maybe the way to get closer to you was through Judith. +We started talking, and that’s when I realized that she was really a +nice person. What I liked most about her was that she loved you as +much as me. I told her how I felt, that I wanted to get closer to +you, but I couldn’t figure out how to do it. She is actually the one +who suggested we go out on a real date, but then, you got jealous, +thinking Judith and I were hooking up. In the end, you realized we +weren’t, but it upset me that you were jealous of me spending time +with Judith when you could never find time for me on your own.” + +Joan is getting madder by the minute, but she can see there is some +truth to what he is saying. She bites her tongue while Adam +continues. + +Adam – “With Judith’s help, we arranged our date, and everything +turned out perfectly, except Judith was murdered that same night. I +was really angry with Judith, mostly because of what she did to you. +I knew how much you loved her and how bad you were hurting, but you +closed yourself off completely.” + +Joan – “Adam, you’re right here. I really had a hard time dealing +with Judith’s death. I’m still trying to deal with it.” + +Adam – “I know it wasn’t your fault, but still, I was once again on +the outside looking in. I couldn’t even talk to you about it, because +you would always change the subject. When people really love each +other, and something terrible like this happens, that’s when they +should be able to support each other to make it through their grief +together. You wouldn’t let me in, and that was just another reminder +that there was still very something wrong with us. + +You finally got through it, and things looked like they were getting +better. When we worked on the play and began planning to go to +college together, I really thought that maybe we had a future. But +then, you decided that we shouldn’t even consider going to the same +college. You said it was because you loved me, but it sure didn’t +feel that way.” + +Joan – “Adam, you are so talented. You can go to any art college you +want. I didn’t want to hold you back.” + +Adam – “What about what I wanted? Why would you think I’d want to go +anywhere without you? It seemed more like you wanted to get rid of +me.” + +Joan again wants to say he was wrong, but decides to let him +continue. + +Adam – “Then you saved Dylan’s life. I’m glad you did it, but you two +became like Siamese twins. We couldn’t even have lunch together +without her butting in. I thought my work was going great, but it +turned out to be a disaster. I wanted to talk to you about it, but I +didn’t feel that I could. + +That’s when the hopelessness began to set in. I realized that I was +never going to have you the way I wanted you. I really wanted you to +need me. I thought that maybe if I made you jealous, you might +change. But instead, you hooked up with Roger. It backfired, and +instead of bringing you closer, I pushed you away.” + +Joan – “I told you, the kiss was nothing. It was a mistake. I was +confused.” + +Adam – “Well, what you didn’t know was how totally confused I was. +When we went to the concert, I thought that things could change for +us. If we had sex, then maybe the rest would follow. But that didn’t +work out either. It actually made things worse. Your mom… well… she’s +like my mom, too. Now both of you were mad at me. + +My life seemed like it was totally destroyed, and when you meddled in +Stevie’s life and destroyed it, too, it seemed like you were doing it +on purpose. Why did you hate me so much?” + +Joan – “Adam, I didn’t mean to wreck Stevie’s life, I was trying to +help her. It just all went wrong. And I didn’t hate you, I was just +mad at you.” + +Adam pauses for a moment before continuing, “Do you remember that day +you were framed for throwing eggs at Prices’ car?” + +Joan – “Yeah, that was so wrong.” + +Adam – “Well, that morning, I told you I was tired because I stayed +up all night studying. Remember?” + +Joan – “Yeah, that’s also when you told me about your Rhode Island +trip.” + +Adam – “Yeah, well anyway, I lied. What really happened is I was out +driving around. I wasn’t going anywhere; I just needed to think. Then +I saw Bonnie painting a mural under the overpass on 32nd Street. I +stopped to look, because it looked so incredible. We got to talking, +and she asked me to help her finish it. It took us most of the night +to get it done. + +While we painted, we talked. We talked about painting, and she told +me about herself, and I told her about me. When I mentioned you, I +found out that she already knew who you were, even though you had +never met. When we finished, I gave her a ride home. She invited me +in. She said she wanted to show me some of her paintings. Then it +happened. I knew I shouldn’t, but she wanted me. I just couldn’t +stop. I wanted to be needed so bad.” + +Joan – “Adam, you shouldn’t have. Didn’t you think about what you +were doing to us?” + +Adam – “No, not at that moment, and besides, I didn’t know if there +was an *us* anymore.” + +They both sit in silence for a while, then Adam continues, “Anyway, +the Rhode Island trip, you were right, it was a lie. Bonnie and I had +planned to spend the day together, and I needed an excuse. That +morning, we painted a mural under the Clifton Creek Bridge. When you +saw me later coming out of the music store, I was on my way to +Bonnie’s apartment. You knew something was going on, and even though +I lied, I knew you didn’t believe me. I felt guilty, so I went home +instead of going to Bonnie’s. + +The next day, I met you at your community service, because I really +felt guilty. I didn’t know what was happening to me, and I still +didn’t want there not to be an us, but I was totally confused. + +I didn’t know Bonnie would be there. After you went back inside, she +met me by the dumpster. She showed me the mural she had done. She +wanted me to go with her to her house, but I really had to go to +work. + +I felt bad about using her, so the next day, I took her to see your +mom. I asked your mom to let her join her art class. I thought that +might be a way to make it up to her.” + +Joan – “Art lessons in exchange for sex, sounds like a fair trade.” + +Adam – “I didn’t say it was right. It was just the only thing I could +think of to do. You know, it isn’t easy for me to tell you this, so +let me finish.” + +Joan – “Okay, go ahead.” + +Adam – “A couple of days later, you started talking about our +anniversary. You wanted to celebrate, have dinner together at the +Unurban. Once again, it looked like maybe we did have a future. I +knew I had to end it with Bonnie. I was never in love with her +anyway. It was just sex. + +I went to her apartment to tell her. She started crying. She begged +me to have sex with her just one more time. I said no, but she… well, +we ended up doing it anyway. I know I shouldn’t have, but it +happened. I told her that I loved you, and that I wouldn’t be back. +She tried to get me to stay, but I finally just left. + +The next day, she made that scene, and you figured out something was +going on. The rest you know.” + +Joan – “I don’t understand how when you went to tell her it was over +that you had sex with her again anyway. How could you do that?” + +Adam – “I don’t know. I made a mistake. I’ve made a lot of them, but +I want this chance to make it right. You said you would give me +another chance.” + +Joan – “That I did.” She pauses to think for a few moments. “I will +need some time to think about what you have told me. + +I wish I hadn’t set up our lunch with Roger for tomorrow, but I don’t +think we should cancel. Roger is a good friend, and he is in love +with Cee-Cee. I want you to help me to let Cee-Cee know that I am not +a problem for her. So tomorrow, let’s not make our problems their +problems. Okay?” + +Adam – “Okay.” + +Adam gets up, and Joan walks him to the door. She kisses him on the +cheek, “Thank you for being honest with me. I know it wasn’t easy for +you to tell me that. We’ll talk more about this later.” + +At the Lakeview Golf Course + +Will has had better luck since chipping his way out of the sand trap. +His and Kevin’s score are within a few points. Wayne and Dan’s scores +are much better, but they have each been playing for several years. +They are enjoying the challenge of each other, and each is struggling +to win. + +Dan’s ball is four feet from the hole, “Hey, you know what I learned +the other day? The limbic system of the brain controls the four F’s: +Feeding, Fighting, Fleeing, and Reproduction.” He lines up and sinks +his putt. + +Everyone gets a little grin, and Will comments, “Dan, you are quite +the comedian.” + +Dan replies, “I try not to take life too seriously, because no one +ever makes it out alive.” + +Kevin lines up his cart to the ball. He’s on the edge of the green. +He shoots, and it rolls just of the left of the hole and stops a foot +beyond. Everyone sighs for Kevin. + +Will – “Tough break! That was so close.” + +Kevin – “Maybe we should take up horse shoes.” He putts it in. + +It’s Wayne’s turn. His ball is still in the rough, but just outside +of the green. He shoots and it misses and rolls past the hole about +three feet. + +Dan – “Hey, you are losing your touch. You need to catch up to me.” + +Wayne – “I will, watch me.” He putts and makes par. + +At the Bethel AME Church + +Lilly found a wonderful\ `drawing of Joan of +Arc <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Joan_of_Arc_Drawing.jpg>`__\ , +framed and everything, “This is really nice, and I love the quote.” +Lilly remembers, “When I was in grade school, we had to write an +essay on who we would most like to meet, if we could go back in time. +I chose Joan of Arc. She was such an incredible person, and I really +would have loved to have known her.” + +Rebecca – “Well, now you have this nice drawing to remind you of +her.” + +Lilly – “No, this is for Kevin’s sister. She spent the summer reading +a book about Joan of Arc. I’ll bet she would love this.” + +Rebecca – “Joan is cleaning up today. You must like her.” + +Lilly – “I do, I really do. She’s kind of hard to get close to, but +I’m working on it. She reminds me so much of my little sister.” + +Rebecca – “Oh, you have a sister?” + +Lilly – “Had, she died when I was twelve.” + +Rebecca – “I’m sorry to hear that. What was her name?” + +Lilly – “Rose… our mom really liked flowers.” Lilly wishes she hadn’t +thought about her sister, because now she feels depressed, “Hey, why +don’t we pay for this stuff, and then we can have some of those +brats. They smell so good.” + +Rebecca – “Yeah, sure, then we can come back and look around some +more.” + +At Arcadia College + +Friedman has been logged into Ryan’s computer, browsing around. He +begins reading his e-mails. He comes across one and asks, “Professor +Steinholz, what do you think this one means?” + +Professor Steinholz takes a look and reads it aloud, “Hope will burn +on Devil’s Night, followed by and Peter, Paul, and Mary.” He thinks +about it for a few moments, “Devil’s Night is tomorrow. That’s what +they call the day before Halloween. The rest, I don’t know. Hope will +burn? The answer is Blowin’ In The Wind.” + +Suddenly, Luke has an insight, “Could ‘Hope’ be a place?” + +Professor Steinholz – “I suppose, that would make it likely that +Peter, Paul, and Mary are places as well.” + +Friedman – “Peter and Paul are names of churches! Is there a church +called Hope?” + +Professor Steinholz retrieves a phone book. He leafs through the +yellow pages until he finds the directory for churches, “Church of +Hope on Broad Street.” He continues to leaf through the directory, +“St. Peter’s Catholic Church, St. Paul’s Lutheran Church, and . . . +hmm, there’s no St. Mary’s. That kind of blows our theory.” + +Luke – “St. Mary’s Convent, that’s where Joan takes dance lessons.” + +Professor Steinholz – “I think you’re right. You should give your +father a call.” + +At Home + +After Adam leaves, Joan picks up the notepad and pen and begins +writing down everything that Adam had said. By the time Helen +returns, Joan has everything written down, “Mom, how do you spell +‘idiot’?” + +Helen – “Well, that depends upon whether you are talking about you or +Adam.” + +Joan – “I don’t know, maybe both. I don’t agree with all the things +that he told me, but from his point of view, I think he was being +honest. How could I not have seen it? Am I that blind?” + +Helen – “Blind, no, but self-absorbed, sometimes. It’s not uncommon +for someone your age. It might help if you really start considering +other people’s point of view. Take Grace, for example. She has some +really radical ideas, but it’s good to at least understand them, even +if you don’t agree with them. It will allow you to gain a better +perspective of things. She is both your friend and Adam’s friend. +Perhaps you should talk to her about what Adam has told you and get +her opinion.” + +Joan – “Yeah, that’s a good idea, but I don’t know if she’ll want to. +Plus, I really don’t have time with Elizabeth coming over tonight, +lunch and the hayride tomorrow, and Halloween on Monday. Do you think +Adam will understand if I put this off for a while?” + +Helen – “I think Adam will be willing to give you a little time, but +don’t put this off too long.” + +Joan – “I know, I have to deal with this, but I want to do it right.” + +Helen – “I’m going to leave you alone with this, but I’m here if you +need me. If you want to talk or ask for some advice, just let me +know. Why don’t you come help me prepare some of the ingredients for +the paella tonight?” + +Joan – “Mom, I really want to learn how to make it, but I can’t do it +now. I need to call Grace. It looks like now is the only time I have +to do it.” + +Helen – “We can do it another time. Go call your friend.” + +Joan goes up to her room and calls Grace. Rabbi Polonsky answers, +“Rabbi Polonsky, this is Joan Girardi, may I speak to Grace?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “Grace is actually on her way over to your house. +She’s rather upset now. I’m sure she’ll tell you about it when she +gets there.” + +Joan – “What is she upset about?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “I’d rather let her tell you that when she arrives. +Joan, she needs her friends now.” + +Joan wants to ask what is going on, but decides to take Rabbi +Polonsky’s advice, “Okay. I’ll see what I can do.” + +At the Bethel AME Church + +Lilly and Rebecca have resumed browsing through the rummage and have +worked their way to the clothing section. They have both found some +jeans and blouses in good repair. Lilly has found the most, “These +are really great! I destroy so many of my work clothes by getting +paint on them or snagging them, it’s nice to find some so cheap.” + +Rebecca – “Well, I won’t be wearing these to work, but they will be +great for days like today. Dan wants me to start jogging with him. +The pants are loose enough to work fine.” + +Lilly – “Let’s go pay for these, and then we can come back and check +out the last few rooms.” + +At the Lakeview Golf Course + +Wayne is making a three-foot putt when Will’s cell phone rings. It +startles Wayne, causing him to shank the ball, “I think this warrants +a mulligan.” + +Will signals his approval as he answers the phone, “Will Girardi.” + +Luke – “Dad, we found something in Hunter’s computer. We think his +group is going to burn down three churches and St. Mary’s Convent +tomorrow. You need to warn them.” + +Will – “Which churches?” + +Luke – “The first will be Church of Hope on Broad Street, then St. +Peter’s Catholic Church, and then St. Paul’s Lutheran Church. I’ve +sent an e-mail with the information to your computer at work.” + +Will – “Thanks, Luke, I’ll take care of it.” + +At Home + +When Joan hangs up the phone, the doorbell rings.She runs downstairs +to let Grace in, almost knocking Helen over as she leaps from the +landing. Her heart drops into her stomach when she opens the door. +This is the first time she has ever seen Grace cry. Both Joan and +Helen give her a hug as she puts down her suitcases, “Can I stay here +for a while?” + +Both Joan and Helen say yes, and Joan continues, “Why don’t you go up +to my room? I’ll be there in a few minutes.” After Grace goes +upstairs, Joan says to Helen, “Mom, Grace needs me now. I’m not going +to be able to entertain Elizabeth tonight. Can you call them and +cancel dinner?” + +Helen was really looking forward to this evening, but realizes it is +necessary, “Sure, honey, I’ll take care of it.” + +Joan goes upstairs and the phone rings. Helen picks it up, “Hello.” + +Will – “Hi hon, I have a problem at the office and I’ll probably have +to work into the evening. I’m sorry about dinner.” + +Helen – “Grace is here and she has some big problem at home. Joan has +already asked me to not have the Goetzmann’s come over tonight. She +wants to spend time with Grace.” + +Will – “Okay, I’ll tell Wayne. Why don’t you call June? I’ll see you +later.” + +Helen – “Be safe.” + +At the Bethel AME Church + +Lilly and Rebecca have wandered into a room full of electronic +devices, mostly kitchen appliances. Lilly finds a DVD player, “Do you +know if this works?” + +Rebecca – “Yeah, it was donated by… ,” she thinks for a moment, +“Marilyn Brown’s son. He bought a DVR and didn’t need it anymore.” + +Lilly – “Good!I have a VCR, but not a DVD player. It’s getting hard +to find new movies on tape.” + +Rebecca – “It also plays CD’s, so you can use it for that, too.” + +Lilly – “Great!Last year I heard some Christmas music on the radio by +Mannheim Steamroller, but when I went to the store, they only had it +on CD. I love their version of ‘The Little Drummer Boy’.” + +Rebecca – “Well, it won’t sound as well in comparison to a real +stereo. TV speakers usually aren’t that great, but it will work.” + +Lilly – “This will be fine. Today has been wonderful. I’ve found so +many nice things, and I’ve really enjoyed your company. Hey, have you +been to the flea market on South Clinton Street? It’s by the auto +auction.” + +Rebecca – “I’ve driven by there, but I’ve never stopped.” + +Lilly – “Why don’t we go? There’s always a lot of neat stuff. I love +browsing.” + +Rebecca – “Sure, it’s still early. It sounds like fun.” + +At the Police Station + +Will gives Wayne the bad news about dinner, and both Wayne and Dan +offer to take Kevin home after the game. Toni had duty today, and +Will called her before leaving the golf course. The team is nearly +organized by the time Will arrives. + +Toni – “I have been able to contact Brother Jimi and Father Mallory. +Both have agreed to make sure their churches are empty and to lock +the doors until we arrive. I’m still trying to get a hold of someone +at St. Paul’s and St. Mary’s. We have two K-9 units ready to go and +Roebuck has the bomb squad ready if it is needed.” + +Will – “Send patrol cars to St. Mary’s and St. Paul’s, and have them +evacuate the buildings until we can get there. You have been doing +this quietly, right?” + +Toni – “Yes, we have been using land and cell phones to keep the +information off of the air.” + +Will – “Good, we don’t want anyone to know about it, in case these +devices can be remotely detonated. Go ahead and dispatch the K-9 +units to the Church of Hope and St. Mary’s. When they are done, have +them go to St. Peter’s and St. Luke’s.” + +Toni – “Carlisle and Daghlian are on the way in, and here is the +roster of officers on standby for today and tomorrow.” She hands him +the lists. + +Will – “Have Carlisle and Daghlian go directly to the Church of Hope +and St. Mary’s. I’ll be in my office checking e-mail and making +contingency plans for tonight and tomorrow.” + +At Home + +Grace’s sorrow has turned to anger, but Joan still doesn’t know +exactly what’s wrong. However, she does know that it is something +about Grace’s mother, and she has learned quite a few new expletives. +“Grace, can you tell me what happened?” + +Grace – “I just can’t deal with it anymore. I’m tired of the +promises. I’m tired of the lies. If she wants to kill herself, fine.” + +Joan – “Your mother is going to kill herself? Grace, you need to tell +me what’s going on. Maybe, I can help.” + +Grace – “My mom has all the help she needs. She just won’t take it. +She’s a drunk and will always be a drunk. I have enough problems of +my own. I can’t deal anymore with hers, not if she isn’t even willing +to try.” + +Joan – “I thought she quit! She was fine during our summer vacation.” + +Grace – “Well, she has been sneaking booze and I caught her. ‘It’s +only one little drink.’ For an alcoholic, that’s all it takes. I’m +not going back there… ever! If I can’t stay here, I’ll go to the ‘Y’ +or live on the street. Casper did all right.” + +Joan – “You can stay here as long as you want. I’m sure it will be +okay with my parents, but you are still going to have to deal with +your mother. What did your father say about it?” + +Grace – “He has always been a wuss when it comes to my mother. He +knows what needs to be done, but he doesn’t have the guts to do it.” + +Joan – “What do you want him to do?” + +Grace – “For starters, get her into rehab, the real kind, not just +‘AA.’” +Joan – “Did you tell them that?” + +Grace – “She doesn’t think she needs it, and Dad won’t make her.” + +Joan – “I think we need to tell my parents about this. My dad should +be home soon. Maybe they can have a talk with them.” + +Grace – “Do what you want, I’m through talking to them. Rehab is not +a request, it’s an ultimatum. I’m not going to live with a drunk +anymore.” + +At the Flea Market + +Lilly – “In the summertime, they have tents outside for the farmers’ +market. I buy most of my produce here. It’s fresh, and it’s usually +less expensive than in the stores. Everything is inside now.” + +Rebecca – “This is a lot bigger that it looks from the street. Where +do you want to start?” + +Lilly – “Let’s just start here and work our way to the back.” + +At the Church of Hope + +Lt. Daghlian and the K-9 officer arrive, and Mike is talking to +Brother Jimi, “Nobody is in the church, right?” + +Brother Jimi – “Yeah, it was empty when I got back from ASK. I locked +the doors as soon as I was finished looking around.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Good, have you had anything delivered in the last +week or so?” + +Brother Jimi – “When the officer called, I immediately thought of +Mary, the Mother of Jesus. A statue was donated anonymously and +delivered this last week. It’s really a beautiful statue.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Where is it located?” + +Brother Jimi – “It’s in the right front of the room, near the +lectern. I plan to get a pedestal for it.” + +Mike talks to the K-9 officer, and he and his dog enter the building. +He is only inside for a few minutes when he returns, “Sammy doesn’t +like the statue at all. The rest of the building is clean. You need +to call in the bomb squad.” + +At St. Mary’s Convent + +Carlisle and the patrol officer have begun the evacuation of the +convent. The Sisters were preparing for afternoon vespers, so all are +dressed in their traditional clothing. Carlisle and the officer stand +in the parking lot and observe as the nuns leave the building in +single file. Carlisle chuckles. He puts his hand over his mouth and +chuckles again. The officer asks, “What’s so funny?” + +Carlisle – “I’m sorry, I just can’t help it. I took my niece and +nephew to see\ `March of the +Penguins <http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0428803/>`__\ this summer.” + +The K-9 officer arrives, and together they meet with Mother Superior +Sister Agnes. + +Carlisle – “Has anything unusual happened in the last week or so?” + +Sister Agnes – “No, not that I can think of.Oh, wait, we did receive +a beautiful new statue of St. Mary. We receive donations of all +kinds, all the time. The only thing unusual about it is that it was +given by an anonymous donor.” + +K-9 Officer – “Where is the statue now?” + +Sister Agnes – “Right now, it’s in the rotunda, against the wall. We +plan to replace the existing statue tomorrow. Father Mallory will be +bringing the tools we need after Mass.” + +Carlisle – “Are all the doors unlocked?” + +Sister Agnes – “Yes, I think so.” + +The K-9 officer enters the building with his dog. He goes straight to +the rotunda and checks the statue. His dog alerts immediately. He +calls Carlisle, “This statue is hot. Better call the bomb squad. I’ll +check the rest of the building.” + +Carlisle calls Will, “Will, we’ve found a device. We need the bomb +squad here ASAP.” + +Will – “I’ll get them there as soon as I can, but they are still +working at the Church of Hope. What did you find?” + +Carlisle – “There is something inside a statue of St. Mary. It was +delivered last Wednesday.” + +Will – “Sounds like the same story as at the Church of Hope. Father +Mallory has confirmed receiving a similar statue at St. Peter’s. Keep +everyone out of the building.” + +Carlisle – “Everyone’s out except for Officer Cattrall. He’s checking +the rest of the building.” + +At Home + +Joan has convinced Grace to have lunch. Helen cooked a roast last +night, and they have made sandwiches from the leftovers. Helen has +joined them and the three are sitting quietly at the table eating. +When they are finished, Joan tells Helen, “Mom, Grace needs to tell +you something.” + +Grace – “Hey, I never said I would talk to your mother, you did. I’m +through. I don’t care what they do anymore.” + +Joan – “Come on, you know it has to be you. I can tell her, but I +only know part of it. You know everything.” + +Helen – “I don’t know what’s going on, but I would like to help if I +can. Please tell me what it is.” + +Grace looks at Helen and then to back to Joan. Joan’s nearly +nonexistent radar sputters on for a moment, “I have some poetry to +read for English. Why don’t I go do that now? I’ll be in my room.” + +Joan leaves and Grace begins to tell Helen about her mother. + +At the Flea Market + +Lilly and Rebecca roam through the flea market, not finding anything +they wish to purchase, but they find a woman with handmade quilts for +sale. This sparks a conversation, and Lilly learns that Rebecca +enjoys making quilts as a hobby. Quilting is something Lilly did +years ago with her grandmother, before she lost her sight. They leave +the market talking about some of the projects that they have done, +and in Rebecca’s case, a project she is doing. + +At the Police Station + +Toni – “Our two-hour news blackout is not going to be long enough.” + +Will – “Yeah, I know. Give me the numbers, I’ll make the calls myself +this time.” + +Toni provides the names and numbers, and Will calls the TV station +first, “Jim, Will Girardi. I need an extension on the news blackout.” + +Jim – “But this is big news! The public has a right to know what is +going on.” + +Will – “I know, but before, we only suspected the devices were +planted. Now we have found two and are pretty sure of the locations +of a third and fourth device. They have cell phones for remote +detonation. We have only disarmed one of them. If news gets out +before we are done, whoever planted them will likely detonate those +that remain. Lives are at stake here.” + +Jim is stunned by the news and pauses before responding, “Okay, but I +want a call from you as soon as the last device is disarmed. Deal?” + +Will – “Deal, and I’ll tell you as much as I can, without +compromising the investigation.” + +Jim – “Okay. Hey, good luck.” + +Will – “Thank you.” + +At Arcadia College + +Friedman – “Okay, you see this other computer on the network? It’s +receiving streaming data from somewhere. We need to find out what the +data is and where it is coming from.” + +Professor Steinholz – “We can try a network capture and see if we can +analyze the information. I have a program that will do that.” + +Luke – “Great! You take over, and let us know if we can help.” + +Professor Steinholz – “I have already figured out that what we are +doing is not legal, but this guy is obviously up to no good. How did +you two get involved?” + +Friedman – “The less you know, the better. Let me just say we are +members of an organization called ‘AoJ,’ and leave it at that.” + +Luke thinks to himself, ‘AoJ, Army of Joan, cute, Friedman!’ + +At Home + +Joan has been lying on her bed, reading her poetry assignment. She +doesn’t mind this one so much, because Emily is still her favorite, +“…and here they are, touching people 100 years later.” + +Grace comes in and sits beside her, “I told your mom everything. +She’s on the way to my house.” + +Joan – “Okay, but I kind of thought my dad should go, too. He and +your father are sort of friends now.” + +Grace – “Your dad had to go to work. Your mom said he probably won’t +be in until late tonight.” + +Joan – “I was thinking about calling Adam. He is your best friend.” + +Grace – “Both you and Adam are my best friends, just in different +ways, but I really want to talk to Luke. Where is he?” + +Joan – “He and Friedman are computer geeking with Professor +Steinholz. He’ll be home for dinner.” + +Grace – “Okay, I really don’t feel good. Do you mind if I lay down +for awhile?” + +Joan – “No, go ahead. Just come downstairs when you wake up.” + +At the Lakeview Golf Course + +Wayne, Dan, and Kevin finish their game of golf and eat lunch in the +lounge. Kevin enjoys Wayne and Dan’s bantering back and forth. Dan +beat Wayne by one stroke! Of course, Kevin is nowhere in their +league, but they all had a lot of fun. + +Wayne – “It’s too bad your dad had to go to work. He missed a great +game.” + +Kevin – “Well, at least he got to be here for the first part of it. +Did you see that smile on his face when Dan goaded him about his +ricochet shot?” + +Dan – “He’s a good sport. That joke he made just before he left was +good, ‘Being a cop isn’t all bad, but I do wish they would have more +music and less talk on the police channel.’” + +At the Polonsky’s + +Helen walks up the sidewalk and rings the bell. Rabbi Polonsky +answers the door, “Helen? I wish I could say this is a surprise, but +it is nice anyway.” + +Helen – “We need to talk.” Rabbi Polonsky invites her in, and they +sit in the living room. “Where is Sarah?” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “She’s taking a nap.” + +Helen – “Sleeping it off?” + +Rabbi Polonsky ignores her remark, “Sarah has a problem, and she will +deal with it.” + +Helen – “According to Grace, she hasn’t been dealing with it too +well.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “This is just a little set back. I’m sure she will +come to realize her mistake and everything will be okay again.” + +Helen – “An alcoholic will always be an alcoholic. She needs to +understand that. I don’t think that Grace’s insistence that her +mother get professional help is unreasonable.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “She refuses to go, and I can’t make her.” + +Helen – “Of course you can make her, and if you can’t convince her to +go on her own, I think you should.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “You don’t understand the whole situation.” + +Helen – “I understand that your daughter is now living at my house +and she belongs here with you. She can stay for a while, but this is +not a permanent solution. You need to convince Sarah to get help or +convince Grace that she doesn’t need it, but I don’t think Grace is +going to budge on this issue.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “I will talk to Sarah when she wakes up. Thank you +for allowing Grace into your home while we sort this out.” diff --git a/13-DevilsNightPart2.rst b/13-DevilsNightPart2.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1e57906 --- /dev/null +++ b/13-DevilsNightPart2.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1108 @@ +Episode 3.13, Devil’s Night, Part 2 +----------------------------------- + +At the Police Station + +Toni – “The bomb squad is working on the device at St. Mary’s. A K-9 +handler has confirmed the device at St. Peter’s. We still haven’t +been able to contact anyone from St. Paul’s.” + +Will – “Get a search warrant. Have the officers on the scene start +knocking on doors. Maybe they can find someone who is a member of the +church. Keep calling, but either way, we’ll enter the building when +the bomb squad is finished at St. Peter’s.” + +At Home + +Joan has completed her poetry reading and has written her analysis. +She has even finished her calculus assignment. She begins to look at +the list of things Adam told her earlier. Too much information! She +walks over to her dad’s record collection and leafs through. She +finds an album called “Grand Funk Railroad.” She remembers them from +the “Behind the Music” marathon. She puts the record on and turns the +volume down low. + +She picks up the list again and gets an idea. She goes out to the +garage where she has hidden some of her journals and retrieves those +from last year. She goes through them, comparing what she had written +with Adam’s perception of the same events. They correlate, but with +different points of view. Why didn’t Adam tell her about his +feelings? + +She gets to the part with Roger. A few songs have played through on +the record and a song called, “Heartbreaker” begins to play. She +reads what God had told her, “Real love is hard work. You have to +decide if you want it in your story. Or...if you’d rather just stay +in the dream.” She begins to cry as she comes to the realization of +what God was trying to tell her. She says to herself aloud, “I didn’t +work hard enough!” + +Grace has come downstairs and hears Joan’s words, “Work hard enough +on what?” + +Joan quickly closes her journal and tries to dry her eyes, “Nothing. +How are you doing?” + +Grace – “I’m okay, but you’re not. Tell me what’s wrong.” + +Joan – “No, let’s talk about you. I was thinking, maybe you should go +back to Alateen. I’m sure Luke will go with you again, and I’ll go +with you if you’d like.” + +Grace – “Yeah, I probably will, but no changing the subject. Tell me +what is bothering you.” + +Joan can see that Grace isn’t going to drop the subject. She doesn’t +want to burden Grace now, but she really wants to talk to her about +Adam. After a pause, she responds, “I had a talk with Adam this +morning. I asked him to tell me why he had sex with Bonnie. I really +wasn’t expecting to hear what he told me.” She picks up her list and +hands it to Grace, “This is what he told me. I’d like to know what +you think.” + +Grace takes the notepad and reads through Joan’s notes. She thinks +for a few moments and says, “Some of these points can be disputed, +but I think Adam is telling the truth, from his point of view.” + +Joan – “I know and that’s what is so sad. Did you know he felt this +way?” + +Grace – “We’ve talked about it, but it was something that you and +Adam needed to work out.” + +Joan – “Grace, why didn’t you tell me?” + +Grace – “Because you wouldn’t have believed me, and then you would +have gotten mad, and I didn’t want to lose you as a friend.” + +Joan – “But you should have told me because you are my friend! +Friends do that.” + +Grace – “You know, I only have two real friends, and you and Adam +have made me walk a tightrope between you. Don’t lecture me on what I +should have done, because no matter what I did, I would have come out +the loser.” + +Joan – “Wait, what about Luke?” + +Grace – “That’s different; he’s more than a friend.” + +Joan – “I don’t want to fight with you over this. What I want is for +you to tell me these things in the future. Will you do that?” + +Grace – “Girardi, you just need to start paying attention and get +your head out of yourself.” + +Joan – “I know I have zero perception on a lot of things, but I need +your help. Tell me when I’m messing up.” + +Grace – “And I’m supposed to believe you won’t get mad when I do it?” + +Joan – “I promise. Please! I want to try again with Adam, but I want +to do it right this time. Be my friend. Help me.” + +Grace reluctantly agrees, “Okay. First of all, after you came back +from crazy camp, you picked up with Adam as your boyfriend, but you +stopped being his friend. You need to be both…” + +At Arcadia College + +Professor Steinholz can’t execute the network capture until he logs +into the other computer. Ryan’s bookmarks are the key. “Auto password +fill-in is quite a convenience! The computer is monitoring Ryan’s +stock investments. It could be legitimate, but it’s odd that he is +streaming almost identical data back out to the same network address. +We’re going to have to find someone who understands this.” + +Luke – “My dad has a friend in the FBI. He can probably figure it +out.” + +Professor Steinholz – “Okay, I’ll write down all the steps to get +there. You’ll have to give them Hunter’s log-on.” + +Friedman – “I’m having dinner with Luke tonight. We’ll talk to his +dad after dinner.” + +Professor Steinholz – “Which reminds me, we skipped lunch. Shall we +get something to eat?” + +At Home + +Helen and Kevin come in the front door together. Helen is carrying +some of Kevin’s things. + +Kevin – “Hi Joan, Grace. I just hit a motherlode of a clothes sale. +Let me show you what I bought.” + +Joan would rather continue her conversation about Adam, and Grace is +dying to hear what Helen has to say, but they both act interested in +Kevin’s purchases. Kevin begins to pull items out of the bags, “See +this shirt? Only five dollars! He pulls out a pair of pants, “Only +seven dollars!” This continues until he has shown everything he has +purchased. Joan and Grace provide the appropriate compliments. + +Helen speaks up, “Grace, we need to talk, but it can wait until you +and Joan are finished.” + +Kevin begins to leave as Joan continues talking to Grace, “Okay, so +tomorrow, Roger and Cee-Cee will be coming by…” + +Kevin overhears Cee-Cee’s name and asks, “Are you talking about +Cee-Cee Lin?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’m having lunch tomorrow with Cee-Cee, her fiance +Roger, and Adam. Do you know her?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, we are sort of friends. How do you know her?” + +Joan – “I don’t, I’ll meet her for the first time tomorrow. I know +Roger. He was my tutor for a while last year.” + +Kevin – “She’s really nice. You’ll like her.” + +Kevin rolls into the kitchen as Helen prepares dinner, “Mom, are you +planning to question Cee-Cee and Roger tomorrow?” + +Helen – “That’s the plan. We won’t be too hard on them. It’s +something your dad and I feel we need to do.” + +Kevin – “Mom, please don’t ask Cee-Cee too many questions. Just keep +them about the last few years.” + +Helen – “Does she have something to hide?” + +Kevin – “It’s nothing you need to be concerned about. Trust me on +this.” + +Helen – “Okay, I’ll talk to your father and we’ll limit our inquiry.” + +Kevin – “Thanks. I need something to eat.” + +Helen – “We finished the roast beef, but I bought ham, bologna, and +Swiss cheese.” + +Kevin – “I’ll pass on the bologna and go for the ham and cheese, +please.” + +At Rebecca’s Apartment + +Rebecca wants to show Lilly the quilting project she’s working on, so +while Lilly sits on the couch, Rebecca retrieves her project from the +other room. She spreads it out on the carpet. + +Rebecca – “I’ve gone with a Maryland theme. This is the Naval Academy +in Annapolis, and the boats represent the Chesapeake Bay. The Raven +is for Edgar Allen Poe who lived in Baltimore. The black bear is for +western Maryland. It was once near extinction, but hunting +restrictions have allowed it to come back. The Blue Crab is for the +bay, and the Old Bay® seasoning is for cooking them. The…” + +At St. Paul’s Lutheran Church + +Lt. Daghlian has received the search warrant, and the bomb squad is +on its way from St. Peter’s. They have determined that, if they enter +using the service entrance in the rear of the church, they can do so +with the least amount of damage. Mike orders his officers to break in +the door. + +Just as they begin, there is an explosion. The interior of the church +becomes engulfed in flames, and shattered stained glass flies in all +directions. Although badly injured by flying glass, Mike makes the +call for help. + +At Rebecca’s Apartment + +Rebecca finishes showing her quilt, and Lilly notices the VCR and DVD +player attached to Rebecca’s television, “Can you show me how the DVD +is hooked up?” + +Rebecca – “Sure, it’s easy. You know, I bought this TV the day +Kevin’s dad saved that girl at the community theater.” She has Lilly +look at the back of the TV and DVD with her, “See, there are just two +cables. This one is the video, and this one is the left and right +audio. They’re color-coded. You just plug them in the right spots on +the back of the TV and DVD.” She picks up the remote to demonstrate +how it works. + +When Rebecca clicks on the TV, they see “Special Bulletin” painted +across the screen. A studio reporter begins speaking, “Moments ago, +there was an explosion at St. Paul’s Lutheran Church. The police were +on the scene, preparing to search the building for the bomb they had +learned was planted there. Many of the officers at the scene were +hurt in the blast. They are being taken to area hospitals. We have a +crew en route to the scene and will provide on-site coverage as soon +as they arrive.” She pauses to pick up some papers just placed on her +desk. “The Arcadia police have been working most of the day disarming +bombs they learned about from an anonymous tip. Bombs at the Church +of Hope, St. Peter’s Catholic Church, and St. Mary’s Convent were +successfully disarmed. Unfortunately, it appears that the last bomb +was detonated before they could disarm it. We will provide additional +information on this unfolding story as we receive it.” + +Lilly grabs the phone and calls the Girardi’s home. Kevin picks up, +“Girardi residence.” + +Lilly – “Kevin, turn on the TV. I’ll be there soon.” She hangs up and +heads for the door. + +At Home + +Kevin alerts everyone and they gather around the television. “…the +fire department has arrived on the scene and is working to contain +the fire. University Medical Center has reported receiving three +police officers and Arcadia General has reported receiving two. Their +identities and conditions have not yet been released. + +To recap the events unfolding, the Arcadia police were preparing to +disarm a bomb at St. Paul’s Lutheran Church when it was detonated. At +least five of the officers at the scene were injured. The police have +been busy during the day disarming other bombs located at the Church +of Hope, St. Peter’s Catholic Church, and St. Mary’s Convent. The +last bomb was detonated before they could disarm it…” + +Joan – “Oh God, here we go again! Mom?” + +Helen is already dialing. When Will answers she says, “Will, are you +okay?” + +Will – “Yeah, I’m fine. I wasn’t there. In fact, I’m on the way to +UMC, and then I’ll be going to Arcadia General to check on the +others. My cell phone never works once I get inside, so don’t worry.” + +Helen – “I love you.” + +Everyone has overheard Helen’s part of the conversation and knows +that Will is okay. Lilly arrives, followed shortly by Luke. Both are +given an update on what has happened. Luke wasn’t aware of the +explosion, but obviously knew of its possibility. He does a good job +of acting surprised, but he is only able to convince Helen and Lilly. +The others plan to grill him later. + +Luke sits beside Grace, “Hi, I didn’t know you would be here.” + +Grace – “Well, I didn’t expect to be here, either. We need to talk.” + +Luke – “Ah, okay, let’s go up to my room.” + +Helen – “Grace, I’ll make an exception this time, but you know the +rules.” + +Grace – “Got it, Mrs. Girardi.” Grace pushes a puzzled Luke toward +the stairs, “Come on, brain boy, I’ll explain it to you.” + +Lilly sits down next to Kevin and says, “I guess this means your +father won’t be here for dinner tonight.” + +Joan and Helen both begin to speak, but Joan lets Helen continue, “We +have already canceled our dinner plans with the Goetzmann’s tonight. +Will called earlier and told us he would have to work. Now, we know +why.” + +Joan is relieved that Helen didn’t mention Grace’s problem at home. +Lilly and Kevin will probably find out anyway, but she hopes it won’t +be until after Grace is back at home. + +At the University Medical Center + +Will arrives at the hospital to find Carlisle is already there. He +asks him, “What do we know?” + +Carlisle – “Mike is still in surgery. A shard punctured his carotid +artery and they had to repair it. Now they’re repairing the smaller +cuts.” + +Will – “Hmm… Blackburn, Lancashire. But he’ll be okay, right?” + +Carlisle – “The doctor said that he would be.” + +Will – “How about the others?” + +Carlisle – “Officer Cattrall received a lot of cuts like Mike, but +none of them are life threatening. Darcy also got a lot of cuts, but +she’ll be okay, too.” + +Will – “Darcy?” + +Carlisle – “Cattrall’s dog.The initial report was wrong. The third +officer was Cattrall’s dog. Oh, and Officer Cattrall threatened to +beat the crap out of the doctor when he refused to treat Darcy. A +nurse, Susan Jordan, took Darcy and is treating her. I don’t know if +the doctor plans to press charges. That’s a problem you may have to +deal with.” + +Will – “I’ll have a talk with Officer Cattrall and then with the +doctor. When I’m done, I’m going over to Arcadia General. Call me if +there’s any change in Mike’s condition.” + +At Home + +Grace – “…so that’s what happened. She’s been lying the whole time, +sneaking booze when no one was around.” + +Luke – “Are you sure? Maybe this was an isolated incident. A +relapse.” + +Grace – “There is no such thing as an isolated incident for an +alcoholic. Either you are or you aren’t. She has to stop or I’m not +going back.” + +Luke – “Yeah, I remember that from one of the Alateen meetings. Do +you want to start going back to them?” + +Grace – “Yeah, but only if you go with me.” + +Luke – “Of course.” + +Grace – “Joan said she would go with me too, but I don’t know. It’s +so personal and it was hard enough allowing you in.” + +Luke – “Whatever you decide, but you know Joan cares for you, too.” + +Grace – “Yeah, I know. That’s why I might reconsider, but not yet.” + +Downstairs, Joan learns to make Aunt Olive’s paella as initially +planned. It’s been such a confusing day, but Grace really helped to +put things into perspective. She’s actually in a good mood now, +feeling optimistic about the future. Helen begins to tell a story +about Aunt Olive, and Joan roars with laughter when she gets to the +punch line. + +In the living room, Kevin and Lilly hear Joan laughing in the +kitchen. Lilly says, “Hey, I would like to show you some things I +bought today.” She goes out to her car and comes back. “I bought +these books for Joan. They’re not a present, just something I thought +she would like, but this is what I wanted to show you.” She pulls out +the drawing of Joan of Arc. “Do you think she’ll like it?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, she really enjoyed reading that book this summer.” + +Lilly – “That’s what I was thinking, too. I’ll give it to her on her +birthday.” She places it back into the bag and pulls out the statue +of Athena. “I got this for me. Do you like it?” + +Kevin – “It’s very pretty. Who is it?” + +Lilly – “Don’t you know your Greek mythology? It’s Pallas Athena.” + +Kevin – “Well, I remember the name, but I just didn’t recognize the +statue. Isn’t that kind of paganistic?” + +Lilly – “I’m not going to worship her, I find her story interesting. +It’s just something pretty to look at.” + +Kevin – “Well, again, it is very pretty. Let’s go up to my room. I +want to show you what I bought today.” + +At Arcadia General Hospital + +Will arrives in the ER to find Officer Palmer sitting with his wife +and daughter. “Hello Mrs. Palmer.” He directs his attention to the +little girl, “And what’s your name?” + +Officer Palmer’s daughter – “Stacy.” + +Will – “You have a very brave daddy.” + +Stacy – “I know, he’s a politeman.” + +Will smiles, “Jim, how are you doing?” + +Officer Palmer – “I’m okay. I have a lot of little cuts, but only two +required stitches. It just hurts like a million paper cuts.” + +Will – “Well, I’m glad to see you weren’t hurt worse. Any word on +your partner?” + +Officer Palmer – “Greg got about the same amount of glass as me, but +he got some in his left eye. They’ve called in a specialist.” + +Will – “Is his wife here?” + +Officer Palmer – “She’s in pre-op with him.” + +Will – “Can I arrange a ride home for you?” + +Mrs. Palmer – “No, I drove, but thank you.” + +Will looks at Jim, “Well, you take whatever time of you need.” He +leaves to visit Officer Gleason and his wife.” + +At Home + +Luke calls to cancel his evening with Friedman. Friedman is +disappointed, but he understands Luke’s reason for wanting to spend +the evening with Grace. + +Helen calls out, “Dinner is served.” They all gather around the table +and Helen asks, “Joan, would you say the blessing tonight?” + +Joan – “Okay. God, please take care of the policemen that were hurt +today and thank you for my friends and family.” + +Helen – “Thank you.” + +They serve the meal and Joan comments, “Ha, ha, hahaha, I know how to +make this now.” + +Kevin – “Well, I’m just as happy not knowing what’s in it. I’ll bet +those seven herbs and spices include ingredients like essence of +cricket, ground Amazon ants, and eye of toad.” + +Joan gives him a smirk, “Well, you’re close.” Lilly gets a horrified +expression on her face, so Joan smiles and continues, “Okay, there’s +no eye of toad.” + +Kevin looks at Lilly, “It’s okay, just eat it.” + +After dinner, Helen gives Grace a brief synopsis of her conversation +with Grace’s father. Luke and Grace spend the remainder of the +evening talking on the couch. + +Kevin and Lilly decide to go out for ice cream. Helen and Joan do the +dishes, then retire to their rooms to read. Joan browses through the +topical Bible, then puts it down on her desk. As she does, she +notices the paper she had the left there the other day, “1 +Corinthians 6:18 – 20.” She remembers the dream, “Cory Callahan! +Corinth… Corinthians.” + +She opens her journal from this summer and finds where she wrote +about the accident. Judith - Cory Callahan - 12:09 - Raphaela? She +then opens the Bible (NASB) and leafs through until she finds 1 +Corinthians 12:9. She reads the passage, “to another faith by the +same Spirit, and to another gifts of healing by the one Spirit.” She +lays the book down and slips into bed. She wonders as she goes to +sleep, ‘I do have faith. I’ve seen the ripples. God knows that, so +why bother to tell me that in a dream? And who is Raphaela?’ + +When Joan wakes up, Grace is sleeping beside her. She loves her, but +she will never become accustomed to her snoring. Mental note: Always +go to sleep before Grace. + +She quietly leaves her bedroom and goes downstairs. Luke is there +having breakfast, “Whatcha eating?” + +Luke – “Coco Puffs, breakfast of champions.” + +Joan gets herself a bowl, spoon, and sits down beside him, “Well, I +don’t know about champions, but for low blood sugar, it’s a must.” +They eat quietly for a while, then Joan breaks the silence, “I have a +name, but I don’t know who it is. Do you think if I put it in your +computer it will give me an answer?” + +Luke – “It will probably give you more answers than you want. Google +is a great search tool, but you’re not touching my computer.” + +Joan – “When we’re done eating, can we go up to your room and see?” + +Luke agrees and when they finish, they go up to his room, “Okay, what +is the name?” + +Joan – “Raphaela. I’m not sure how to spell it. Try R-A-P-H-A-E-L-A.” + +Luke types it in, and starts reading through the responses, +Raphaela’s Kaifuu, Saint Raphaela Maria Porras, Behind the Name: View +Name: Raphaela, Raphaela Pope…” + +Joan interrupts, “How about the saint?” + +Luke selects it and it calls up a biography. Joan reads it through +and sees that she taught children, but she’s not sure if this is what +she is looking for. “Go back to that name thing.” + +Luke does and it gives some information, but nothing that seems to +help. “Try adding ‘name’ to the search.” He does while Joan watches, +“There, ‘Name Meanings,’ click on that one.” When the screen comes +up, she reads the meaning, “Divine healer or healed by God.” Joan +stands stunned, now realizing the connection to the Bible verse. + +Luke – “Earth to Joan. Is this what you were looking for?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I think it is. Thanks.” + +She leaves and walks downstairs. Grace is coming out of the bedroom, +“Morning, Luke’s awake in his room.” + +Grace – “No can do, rule number one, Luke and Grace can never be +alone together in the same bedroom. Mom’s orders.” + +Joan – “Well, I’m going to take a shower. Why don’t you go downstairs +and fix yourself something to eat?” + +Grace rushes into the bathroom, “Nature first, then a shower.” + +Later, Joan, Luke, and Grace are in the living room. Luke and Grace +are talking about what they might do this afternoon. Joan is still +wondering about the dream. She thinks to herself, ‘This is insane and +I was bonkers when I had the dream.’ She decides she needs to take +her mind off it, if only for a little while. She walks over to her +father’s record collection, and leafs through it. “Sounds of Silence, +just what I need.” She puts the record on and it begins to play. She +sits quietly listening, while Luke and Grace continue to talk. + +Will comes downstairs and hears the record playing, “Joan, what are +you doing?” + +Joan – “I’m sorry, I’ll put it away.” + +Will – “No, you can listen to my records. I’m just wondering why?” + +Joan begins to blush a little, “Well, I… I like some of your music. +Not all of it, but some of it.” + +Will smiles, “I told you that you had good taste.” He continues into +the kitchen and Joan follows. “Dad, how are your police officers?” + +Will – “They’ll all be fine. Don’t worry.” + +Joan – “Hey, Cee-Cee and Roger won’t be here for awhile. Would you +like to play a game of chess?” + +Will – “I’m fine, really. Besides, you are too good for me.” + +Joan – “No, you’ve won several games.” + +Will – “And I know why.” He kisses her on the forehead. “I love you, +too.” + +Joan is both disappointed and happy that he knew, but she still feels +she needs to do something, “Hey, why don’t I fix you breakfast? What +would you like?” + +Will – “Oh, how about a ham and cheese omelet, with hash browns and +toast.” + +Joan looks sadly at him, “I haven’t learned how to make that yet. Can +you show me?” + +Will – “A father-daughter project. I’d love to.” + +After the meal is prepared, Joan sits with her father and watches him +eat. “Are you going to have to work today?” + +Will – “Maybe, but I’m going to try to do it all over the phone. +Right now, I just need to coordinate everything and make sure it all +gets done.” + +Joan – “Do you like doing this better than being a detective?” + +Will – “Yes and no, but mostly yes. I’m finally going to meet the new +mayor on Monday. I’m not sure how it will pan out.” + +Joan – “Max Doherty?” + +Will – “Yeah, he seems like a good guy. He only bent the rules once +that I know of, but I may have done the same thing in his situation. +Still, I have a bad taste in my mouth from the last mayor, so I’ll +believe it when I see it.” + +Joan – “Some things have to be believed to be seen.” Joan pauses +briefly, a little puzzled, wondering where that came from. “What did +he do?” + +Will – “Never mind. Are you still going to the hayride tonight?” + +Joan – “Yeah and there’s a party in the barn, too. It should be a lot +of fun.” + +Will – “And Luke and Grace are still going?” + +Joan – “Grace was not going to go, but I talked her back into it. She +needs to have some fun.” + +Helen, Lilly, and Kevin return from church. Helen walks into the +kitchen, “What smells good?” + +Will – “Joan cooked me breakfast.” + +Joan – “Well, I had a little help. Would you like an omelet?” + +Helen – “No thanks. I’ll wait and just have lunch… maybe leftover +paella.” + +After a while, Adam arrives, and Joan meets him at the door. Instead +of inviting him in, she walks outside with him. “We don’t have a lot +of time, but I want to tell you something. Have a seat.” + +They sit on the step and Joan continues, “I’ve been thinking a lot +about what you told me yesterday. I’m really sorry that I didn’t know +how you were feeling, but you have to admit, having sex with Bonnie +was over the top.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I agree. I shouldn’t have and I’m really sorry.” + +Joan – “Well, I forgive you, but that doesn’t fix everything. Why +didn’t you tell me that you felt so distant from me?” + +Adam – “I was afraid. I loved you so much and I still love you. I +just didn’t know what to do.” + +Joan – “What you need to do is talk to me. And not just about the +little stuff, but the important stuff, like how you really feel. I +will try to pay closer attention, but you have to be more open with +me, too. I believe that’s the only way it’s going to work for us.” + +Adam – “I’ll try, but you know I don’t like to talk about myself that +much.” + +Joan – “Then how am I supposed to know what you’re thinking? I’m not +psychic!” + +Adam – “Okay, I’ll try.” + +Joan sees that he’s getting a little defensive, but she knows she’s +made her point. She gives him a quick kiss, “Grace needs to tell you +something.” They walk back inside, and Joan says to Luke, “Hey, +square pants, kitchen! Grace and Adam need to talk.” + +Grace tells Adam about her troubles at home and that she has moved in +with Joan’s family. As expected, Adam offers to do anything he can to +help. They finish their conversation just as Roger and Cee-Cee +arrive. + +Grace hurries into the kitchen, and Joan invites them in and +introduces Adam. She shows them to the couch and goes to the stairs +and calls, “Mom, Dad, Roger and Cee-Cee are here.” + +Will, Helen, and Kevin come down. Roger and Cee-Cee stand back up as +Joan makes the introductions, “This is my dad, mom, and my brother +Kevin.” + +Cee-Ceeimmediately recognizes Kevin and becomes uncomfortable, not +knowing what Kevin will say. Kevin defuses the situation by saying, +“Hi, Cee-Cee, it’s been awhile. It’s nice to see you again.” + +Will is speechless at first, overcome by Cee-Cee’s exquisite beauty. +He’s married, but still a man, and he’s definitely not blind. Helen +frees him from his stupor by commenting, “That’s a lovely dress you +are wearing.” + +Cee-Cee– “Thank you, Mrs. Girardi. It’s very nice to meet both of +you.” + +They all have a seat, and Helen begins the conversation, “Joan tells +me that you attend Dawson State and major in dance.” + +Cee-Cee– “Yes, I love to dance. I actually have two majors. I am also +studying American history. I love this country so much. I just can’t +learn enough about it.” + +Will is impressed and is poised to ask, ‘When did you come to this +country?’ when Helen elbows him in the ribs. She continues instead, +“That’s really impressive, having two majors. That must be hard +work.” + +Cee-Cee– “It is, especially with all the reading, but Roger has been +helping me with that.” + +Will catches his breath and decides to join the discussion, “So +Roger, Joan tells me you used to be her tutor.” + +Roger – “Yes, last year for awhile. She was such a fast learner that +she didn’t need me for long.” + +Will – “And you attend Dawson State as well?” + +Roger – “Yes, I’ll graduate in the spring. I’m majoring in English +literature and plan to write and teach.” + +Joan – “Roger is so good with poetry. He really helped me to +understand what I was reading.” + +Helen directs her question to Cee-Cee, “You are having lunch today at +your family’s restaurant?” + +Cee-Cee– “Yes, my uncle has the finest Chinese restaurant in Arcadia. +You should come by and try our food, if you haven’t already visited.” + +Kevin has been sitting quietly, but decides to comment, “I can vouch +for that. I’ve eaten there many times.” + +Will – “Well, it was nice to meet both of you. You all have a good +time today.” + +When Joan, Adam, Cee-Cee, and Roger leave, Will asks, “Why did you +jab me in the ribs?” + +Helen – “Because I knew what you were going to ask, and because your +tongue was hanging out. I told you, no questions about her past.” + +Kevin was still there listening, “Thanks for going easy on Cee-Cee.” + +Helen – “She seems like a very nice girl.” + +Will goes back upstairs and continues his phone calls. He calls Toni +to check on her status. + +Toni – “We’re just about done. The K-9 handler has checked out the +barn and along the route the hayride will take tonight. Nothing was +found.” + +Will – “Good. I thought it would be okay, but I wanted to be sure. +You’re still going to be there tonight, right?” + +Toni – “Yeah, I will be in the barn and be the substitute driver when +Joan and her friends take their ride. I have my Jason mask and +costume in the car. I’ll be back here about a half an hour before +they arrive. I have even memorized a haunted story for the hayride. +It’ll be fun.” + +Will – “Thanks for doing this.” + +At Lin’s Family Restaurant + +The waitress escorts them to their table, where everyone has a seat, +“Hi, I’m China Faye, I hope you enjoy your meal. May I take your +drink order?” + +Cee-Cee– “You don’t have to be so formal. You know Roger. This is +Joan and Adam.” + +China Faye – “It is nice to meet friends of my sister.” Technically, +China Faye is a cousin, as is her father, but ‘sister’ and ‘uncle’ +are the terms they have come to embrace to describe their +relationship, and the technicalities are just that. + +Joan and Adam reply with the appropriate responses. Joan continues, +“What drinks are available?” + +China Faye – “We have hot tea, sweet tea, Pepsi and Diet Pepsi, +coffee, regular, and decaf, and we have just started offering sweet +green tea.” + +Joan – “I would like the green tea.” The others order sweet tea. +Music has been playing softly over the PA, but it suddenly stops. As +China Faye leaves, she comments, “I’ll put another record on and be +back with your drink order.” + +They all get up to fill their plates with a variety of food. When +they return to their seats, they find China Faye has brought their +drink orders, and they begin to enjoy their meal. Joan strikes up a +conversation with Cee-Cee, “What kind of dance do they teach at +Dawson State?” + +Cee-Cee– “Actually, I was surprised that a state college offered such +a fine program. We study all kinds of dance, classical, pop, ballet, +Middle Eastern, Scandinavian, Russian, even belly dancing. It’s +really a lot of fun.” + +Joan – “That sounds neat. What other courses do they offer?” + +Cee-Cee– “I don’t know them all, but I can think of nursing, +photography, geography, forestry, several courses in the sciences, +mathematics and the arts, and of course, English literature. I know +there are more, but I just can’t think of them all.” + +Roger – “The school’s web site has a listing of the available +courses. I can e-mail you the link.” + +Joan – “That would be great! My email address is +Joan1412@arcadia.com.” + +Adam – “We went there last year to take a look. They offered me a +scholarship, but the art teacher just didn’t impress me. I’ve been +seriously considering the North Carolina School of the Arts. Jason +Welsh is the head instructor. Some of his work was put on display +last year here at the Arcadia Museum of Art. He is a brilliant +artist.” + +When they finish their meal, Adam and Joan begin to get money out to +pay their part of the bill. Cee-Cee interrupts, “No, it isn’t +necessary. My uncle wants today’s meal to be a gift, and he hopes you +will choose to return.” + +Joan – “That’s very nice. Please thank him for us, but your sister +still deserves a tip.” She and Adam both leave money on the table. + +They leave the restaurant and walk out into the mall. Cee-Cee asks +Joan, “Come on, let’s go for a walk and look at some of the stores.” + +Roger asks Adam to join him, but Adam responds, “I really don’t like +the mall.” Roger offers a compromise, “Okay, let’s take a walk +outside.” + +Joan knows why Cee-Cee wants to talk to her alone, so she begins the +conversation, “Okay, I kissed Roger once, but I was confused. I do +like Roger, but I love Adam.” + +Cee-Cee– “I know, Roger told me about it. I know he loves me, but we +are both beautiful and intelligent women.” + +Joan – “Oh, I’m nowhere as beautiful as you. And smart? You haven’t +seen my report card.” + +Cee-Cee– “Oh, but you are very pretty and intelligent. Being +beautiful has always been a problem for me. In the past, my +boyfriends seemed to be disappointed when they didn’t wake up next to +Gilda. I know Roger loves me for who I am. That’s something I +cherish.” + +Joan – “And I know he loves you, too. I’m sure you will be very happy +together.” + +Cee-Ceepauses for a moment, “Joan, do you believe in God?” + +Joan – “Yes, I believe, with all of my heart.” + +Cee-Cee– “I’m glad to hear that. When I was young, my mother taught +me about God, but we had to keep our beliefs a secret. Just before I +left home, my mother told me to always do what God asks me to do. + +Anyway, one day there was this big confusion and I heard God calling +me. I ran to him. It changed my life.” + +Joan begins to wonder, “God talks to you?” + +Cee-Cee– “Yes, but I just hear him in my head and I feel him like a +warm blanket over me. That day, his voice was really loud, but +usually, he just whispers. I’ve only told my mother, Roger, and now +you.” + +Joan – “Why me?” + +Cee-Cee– “On the way to your house, I heard Him again, just two +words, ‘Tell her.’ I know it was only two words, but somehow I knew +what He meant. I don’t know why He wants you to know, but I do as He +asks, because when I do, things always work out.” + +Joan – “But how do you know it’s really God talking to you?” + +Cee-Cee– “Some things have to be believed to be seen.” + +Joan is speechless, amazed by Cee-Cee’s last remark. She simply +smiles in agreement. + +Cee-Cee– “Let’s go find Roger and Adam.” + +When Adam and Roger are outside, Roger starts the discussion, “I know +you don’t like me, but I hope that will change. I’m not sorry for +what happened between Joan and me, but my heart belongs to Cee-Cee +now. You don’t have to worry.” + +Adam – “Then why did you kiss Joan?” + +Roger – “For the same reasons you do. She is a wonderful person, so +easy to fall in love with.” + +Adam – “But you don’t love her now?” + +Roger – “Love is something that never goes away, and I will always +cherish the memory, but Cee-Cee is my life now. I can promise that +Joan and I will just remain friends. You see, love is a decision, not +just a feeling. I’ve chosen Cee-Cee. I’ve let go of Joan.” + +Adam – “So, I am to believe you won’t try to steal her from me?” + +Roger – “No one will steal her from you. You will have to lose her. +Love is hard work. It’s your job to keep her.” + +With that, they turn around and head back into the mall. They meet up +with Joan and Cee-Cee and Roger takes them home. + +At Home + +Luke knocks on his parent’s bedroom door and enters. Will is still +talking on the phone, so Luke quietly takes a seat. When Will +finishes, Luke says, “We discovered something else yesterday. Ryan +has another computer that is monitoring stock investments. Professor +Steinholz thinks it’s strange that it is also sending nearly the same +information out again. Do you think your FBI friend could take a +look?” + +Will – “I don’t know, but I’ll certainly ask.” Luke hands him the +paper with the information. “Thanks, Luke. You and Friedman have been +a great help.” + +Luke – “Friedman came up with something yesterday. He referred to us +as AoJ, Army of Joan. I think that’s neat.” + +Will – “Catchy title, too bad no one but us will ever know about it.” + +When Luke leaves, Will calls Victor. When he picks up, Will says, +“Victor, Will Girardi. Do you remember that fraud case involving Ryan +Hunter you have been investigating?” + +Victor – “Yeah, how can I forget? It’s been a dead end for years.” + +Will – “Well, I think I have your smoking gun.” + +When Joan arrives home, she finds Kevin and Lilly sitting on the +couch. Kevin asks, “Where’s Adam?” + +Joan – “Roger dropped him off at home. We’ll pick him up later for +the hayride.” + +Kevin – “Lilly and I have been talking. Would you mind if we went +with you?” + +Joan – “No, it’ll be fine. In fact, can Adam and I ride with you?” + +Kevin – “Sure, but what about Luke?” + +Joan checks to make sure Luke isn’t around, “Quite frankly, it scares +me to ride with him at the wheel, and he always gets mad when I point +out his mistakes.” + +Kevin – “Ah, the backseat driver. I’ve ridden with him. He’s not so +bad.” + +Joan – “Just the same, I would rather go with you.” She pauses to +think for a moment. “Friedman was going to drive, too, but with you +going, he and Glynis can ride with Luke… or maybe Luke and Grace can +ride with him. I’ll talk to Luke and we’ll work something out.” + +Lilly – “Great.I’ll run home and get makeup and mousse, and be back +in a few minutes.” + +Joan – “Makeup?” + +Lilly – “In a past life, I was Goth girl. Kevin and I will be the +Goth kids tonight.” + +Joan – “Wow!” Joan begins to wonder why the house is so quiet. +“Where’s Grace?” + +Kevin – “Grace forgot to pack her hat for tonight, and Mom took her +home to get it.” + +Joan – “I sure hope there aren’t any fireworks.” + +Lilly – “That’s why Helen went with her. They should be back soon.” + +Luke comes down stairs, “Hey, can you help me hem my pants?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I can do it. Mom showed me how to use the stitch +witchery stuff.” + +Luke – “How was lunch? Wasn’t it great? Kevin took me there this +summer.” + +Joan – “The food was delicious! And Kevin, you were right. Cee-Cee is +a wonderful person.” + +Kevin – “I knew you would like her.” + +When Helen and Grace return, Joan asks, “Did everything go okay?” + +Grace – “They weren’t home. What do you think of my hat?” + +The\ `hat <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/john-lennon-hat.jpg>`__\ is +from the early 60’s, similar to one John Lennon used to wear. + +Joan – “It’s kind of odd looking, but the color goes well with your +outfit.” + +Grace – “That’s why I bought it, and because it’s radical, dude.” + +They have an early dinner, and Glynis, Friedman, and Adam arrive. +Everyone is thrilled with Glynis’ costume. + +Glynis– “Hi, I’m Kimberly and I’m the coolest Power Ranger. Make fun +of me and I’ll blast you.” Luke chuckles, so she pulls out her Blade +Blaster and squirts him twice in the face, “That goes double for +you.” + +Joan lowers her voice to imitate Napoleon Dynamite, “Ah, well, ah, +yah know, that’s cool. Can I hold it?” + +Glynis– “Okay, but just this once.” + +Joan takes it and squirts Adam, “Hey, stop it, you’ll make my emblem +fall off.” + +Joan – “Huh, some wizard you are.” + +Luke – “Hey bugsy, if you guys don’t behave, I’ll have to fill you +full of lead.” + +Friedman – “Or we’ll make you cement overshoes for the evening.” + +Lilly – “Hey, Marilyn and I can think of a few worse things to do to +you.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, like I’ll make you wear this nose ring.” + +Will and Helen enter the living room.Helen observes the motley crew, +“You all look wonderful tonight, a classic collection of +sub-defectives.” + +Grace – “Oh, gee, no way, for sure, how could you ever compare me to +them? They’re so yesterday!” + +Helen smiles, “And you’re all in character. I’m sure you’ll have fun +tonight.” + +At the Orban Farm + +All of them, except for Lilly and Kevin, have prepaid. This allows +them to go ahead of the line. It’s good that Grace read the fine +print on the flyer. + +When they get up to the table, Joan asks, “My brother and his +girlfriend have decided to join us. Can they come in too?” A rather +tall person in a Jason mask gives a nod. “Thank you.” Kevin and Lilly +pay the fee and they all enter together. + +The organizers have been controlling the entry, so there is a good +size crowd in the barn, but it’s not overcrowded. There are a lot of +children and adults. All are playing games and appear to be having a +great time. Over the PA, a rather odd song is playing. Joan asks, +“Hey, ah, that looks cool, does anyone want to play pin the electrode +on the Frankenstein?” + +Grace – “No way, that’s so uncool. It’s for kids. Act your age.” + +Joan – “Not tonight. Anything goes.” + +Adam – “I’ll do it with you. I’ll wand you in the right direction.” + +The others join in and none of them gets the electrode in the right +place. When Glynis finishes, she squirts the cardboard Frankenstein, +blows the imaginary smoke of her Blade Blaster, and says, “So there.” + +They enter the dark room, which is used to store Frankenstein’s spare +parts. They touch brains, intestines, eyeballs, and various other +disgusting, slimy things. Eeeuw, yuck, and gross mix with laughs and +chuckles. + +Joan has been struggling for some time, but finally must submit, +“Hey, I’ll be back in a few minutes. I have to brave the Port-a-Potty +outside.” + +She walks outside and stands in line. A man comes up behind her, +“Don’t you just love long lines when you really have to go, Joan.” + +She turns around and lifts his mask. She then lets it snap back into +place, “Don’t you think it’s a conflict of interest for God to dress +like the devil?” + +God – “Why is it that no one will believe that I have a sense of +humor?” + +Joan – “Well, I’m not in the mood to get it from you. What’s with the +dream? Was it real?” + +God – “By definition, no dreams are real.” + +Joan – “Come on, Socrates, you know what I mean. Is that why you told +Cee-Cee to talk to me? What does ‘Chun Chen’ mean in English? Is she +come kind of healer? If so, what am I supposed to do with her? And, I +thought you said no miracles?” + +God – “What, where, when, why, how, you know I don’t answer +questions. And I didn’t say, ‘no miracles’. I said, ‘miracles happen +within the rules’.” + +Joan – “So what are the rules?” + +God ignores her, “All you need to know is that both you and Cee-Cee +are in the process of fulfilling your nature. Embrace it, and +remember, some things…” + +Joan interrupts, “…have to be believed to be seen. Yeah, yeah, that’s +the third time I’ve heard that today. What does it even mean?” + +God – “You already have faith, Joan. You’ll figure out the rest.” + +A woman next in line behind them speaks out, “Hey, if you’re not +going in, I really have to go.” Joan can see this conversation is +going nowhere, so she gets into the Port-a-Potty and slams the door. diff --git a/14-DevilsNightPart3.rst b/14-DevilsNightPart3.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e9e0d56 --- /dev/null +++ b/14-DevilsNightPart3.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1162 @@ +Episode 3.14, Devil’s Night, Part 3 +----------------------------------- + +At Home + +Helen – “When was the last time we had the house to ourselves?” + +Will – “I think it was sometime in the Dark Ages.” + +Helen – “You know, it’s going to be several hours before the kids +come home.” + +Will – “Hmm, shall I take a shower first or would you like to?” + +Helen – “Why take turns?” + +At the Orban Farm + +When Joan returns to the barn, she sees Glynis chasing Friedman, +squirting him mercilessly with her Blade Blaster, “Why did I agree to +come with you tonight?” + +Friedman – “All I said was that you look pretty in pink!” + +Glynis– “It’s the way you said it, Duckie,” as she continues chasing +him. + +Joan walks up to Luke, “What started this?” + +Luke – “Oh, Friedman’s love bite is still a bit too hard.” + +Joan – “You mean there’s something going on between them?” + +Luke – “I’m not sure, but it’s going to be fun to watch.” + +Joan – “Let’s see if we can rein these two in. I’d like to go on the +hayride now. Where’s Adam?” + +Adam smiles, “Right here. I had my invisible cloak on.” + +Joan – “Oh, I didn’t see you.” + +Adam – “I know. Isn’t it neat?” + +Joan smiles, “Okay, I liked your invisible cloak. Hey, I’m kind of +getting tired of being Napoleon Dynamite. My throat’s getting sore. +Can we just be us?” + +Adam – “That’s what I’ve always wanted.” + +Joan smiles again, takes his hand, and calls out, “Come on +defectives, hayride time.” Everyone seems to be there, except for +Kevin and Lilly. Joan walks through the barn calling Kevin’s name. +Suddenly, Kevin rolls out of the dark room with Lilly on his lap. “I +see you two like the dark room.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, there are a lot of interesting things in there.” + +Joan – “I can see. Come on lover boy, your nose ring has jumped +nostrils and your lipstick is smeared all over your face.” + +Lilly – “I told you it was supposed to go back in the right nostril.” +Kevin and Lilly both begin to laugh. + +They go out to the wagon and are surprised to find no one is waiting +in line. There isn’t even a driver. They all become disheartened, +thinking that maybe they missed the last ride of the night. Everyone +is relieved when the driver approaches to take them on the ride. It’s +the person in the Jason mask they saw earlier. + +Toni – “Everyone aboard.”She looks at Kevin, “We have a handicap +service. I’ll be right back.” + +Toni returns with two huge high school boys. They lift Kevin onto the +wagon and help him get into place. She gets up onto the tractor and +says, “Are you ready to be scared?” Everyone cheers and laughs as the +wagon pulls away. + +Toni had talked to the organizers earlier and knew when and where +every ghoul, goblin, and vampire would be approaching the wagon. +She’s a cop, and although she is pretending to be just the driver, +she is actually watching everything in sight. The wagon rolls along +the path that follows the creek that crosses the farm. + +It’s a beautiful night. The sky is clear, the Moon is crescent, and +Mars is bright in the east, providing a sky pumpkin for the occasion. +Glynis pulls out a deck of cards, “This is a game I played last +year.” She places the cards in four stacks between them, “There is a +‘people’ stack, an ‘animal’ stack, a ‘things’ stack, and a ‘sounds’ +stack. The first one starts with a card from the ‘people’ pile. They +start to tell a spooky story using the word that’s on the card. When +they feel they are done with her part of the story, it is the next +player’s turn. This player draws a card from the ‘animal’ pile and +continues the story. The next player must pick a card from the +‘things’ pile, and the player after that draws from the ‘sounds’ +pile. The play continues until someone draws a card that says, ‘The +End’. The player who draws that card must end the story. Who wants to +go first?” + +Joan doesn’t answer, but just picks a ‘people’ card. She looks at it +and begins, “Once there were some boys and girls on a hayride, and +the wicked witch of October came stealing. Okay, next.” + +Luke draws a card, “So, when she arrived, she found a cow, and she +turned it into a wolf. Okay.” + +Toni is listening to the game and decides to forgo her story. She +continues driving and keeping a lookout. Suddenly, a zombie appears +at the side of the wagon and grabs Lilly’s hair. Lilly screeches and +then begins to laugh. The zombie wanders off, giving up on its prey. + +Kevin takes a card, “She finds a stick and turns it into a wooden +stake.” + +Glynistakes her turn, “And she sneaks up to the wagon and says, Boo!” + +Friedman draws a card, “Then, a mermaid comes flopping out of the +creek.” Everyone boos and hisses at his story. “I’m sorry, that’s the +word I had to use!” + +Adam draws his card, but before he can respond, a vampire grabs Grace +and says, “I want to drink your blood.” Grace responds, using her +warped sense of humor, “Oh, bite me.” + +The vampire wanders off, somewhat disappointed that he wasn’t +successful in scaring anyone. Adam continues, “Then this beautiful +owl starts hooting, and distracts the witch and the wolf.” + +Lilly draws her card, “And the witch gets mad and starts throwing +apples at the owl.” + +Grace takes her turn, “And the tree limb brakes, and bang, it…” + +Everyone is startled, because as Grace spoke, a shot rang out. Toni +draws her weapon and throws off her mask. She searches in the +direction of the shot. Another shot rings out. Toni is hit in the +arm, but she fires several rounds at the attacker. She quickly +assesses the situation and realizes they need to find cover. She +steers the tractor down the bank, but unfortunately, the bank is too +steep. The tractor and the wagon topple into the creek. + +Toni loses her weapon and is pinned under the tractor. She manages to +get her radio and calls for help, “Officer needs assistance, officer +down, shots fired, Orban Farm.” She looks toward the wagon and sees +Kevin and Glynis being carried out of the creek. “We have hurt +children. Send ambulances.” She struggles, but she can’t free her +leg. She calls out, “Somebody come here. I need your help.” Adam and +Lilly come over. “Look for my gun. It’s in the creek. It can’t be far +away.” + +Adam and Lilly begin to feel for the gun, but they can’t find it. +Toni directs them, “Over there further.” Adam finds it and gives it +to Toni. She hands it back to him, “I can’t shoot from here. You’re +going to have to go up on the bank. Wait until you see a flash and +then return fire.” + +Adam – “But I’ve never shot a gun before!” + +Toni – “Just point and pull the trigger.” + +At Home + +Will and Helen are reading in bed when Will’s cell phone rings. As he +hears the news, he can’t hide the horrified expression from his face. +Helen picks up on it immediately, “It’s the kids, isn’t it?” + +Will – “We don’t know anything yet. There has been some shooting, and +Lt. Williams and some children have been hurt. We don’t know if it’s +our kids. I’ll call as soon as I find out.” + +Helen – “Not this time, buster. I’m going with you!” + +Will knows that this is a losing argument, so they both quickly get +dressed and head out the door. + +At the Orban Farm + +Adam has no clue of what he’s doing, but he does as instructed. He +peeks over the bank and waits until he sees the muzzle flash. He +points, shoots, and continues to fire. When the hammer strikes empty +chambers, Grace voices the thoughts of all present, “And there goes +the paddle.” + +Adam calls out to Lt. Williams, “Do you have any more bullets?”, but +Toni has lost consciousness. The gunman begins coming toward them, +firing repeatedly. Suddenly, there is a volley of gunfire from their +right. Five, maybe seven people have come over the crest of the hill. +They fire another round of gunfire toward the attacker. He begins to +retreat. Some continue the chase, while others come to help. + +Alice – “Are you all right?” + +Joan – “Yeah, everyone but Glynis and Lt. Williams. Lt. Williams is +trapped under the tractor.” Of course, she has also been shot, but +Joan doesn’t know that yet. Others go to help Lt. Williams and still +others arrive to help. + +Alice – “This is my Uncle Charles.” + +Joan – “It’s really nice to meet you. You saved us.” + +Charles sees Glynis, “So what’s wrong with this little lassie?” + +Joan – “I think she hit her head when we fell into the creek.” + +Charles looks her over, “Yeah, I see. That’s quite a bump on her +head…” + +Friedman interrupts, “But, she’ll be okay, right?” + +Charles – “I usually just treat animals, but I think she’ll be okay. +An ambulance will be here soon.” + +Joan – “Can you look at my brother? His legs are paralyzed.” + +Charles – “That sounds serious.” + +Joan – “No, he was that way when we came, but since he can’t feel +anything, he wouldn’t know if he’s hurt.” + +Charles examines Kevin, “There doesn’t appear to be anything +obviously wrong. I’d better have a look at the officer.” + +He goes over to Toni, and several units from the sheriffs department +arrive. Sporadic gunfire can still be heard in the distance. After +the deputies secure the scene, the ambulances arrive to transport Lt. +Williams and Glynis to the hospital. + +Will and Helen arrive just as the ambulances are pulling away.Will is +relieved to see a familiar face. He and Helen approach Sheriff Mike +Bristol, “How are our children?” + +Sheriff Bristol – “They’re fine. They’ll be here in a few minutes. +They’re cold, but they’ll be okay.” + +Helen – “Who were in the ambulances?” + +Sheriff Bristol – “Lt. Williams and a girl named Glynis Figliola.” + +Will – “How bad are they?” + +Sheriff Bristol – “Lt. Williams has a flesh wound in the arm. Her +ankle looked to be in pretty bad shape, and she has hypothermia from +lying in the creek so long. Glynis Figliola got a bump on the head, +but she came to as they were putting her in the ambulance. But like I +said, your kids are okay. They just have a few cuts and bruises. +Mainly, they’re cold. Mrs. Orban is gathering up dry clothes for them +to change into, and she already has hot cider waiting. Tonight is a +beautiful night, but not for swimming. Oh, here they come now.” + +The patrol cars come up the trail, but they pass the barn and +continue on to the farmhouse. Will and Helen rush to follow. Hugs and +kisses ensue. They all go inside. The boys who helped Kevin earlier +carry him in and set him in his wheelchair. + +Mrs. Orban – “There are towels and dry clothes on the beds upstairs. +Boys on the right, girls on the left.” She looks at Kevin and +instructs her son, “ Go bring down a set of clothes and a towel for +him.” She looks back at Kevin, “I’m sorry, what is your name?” + +Kevin – “Kevin Girardi.” + +Mrs. Orban – “Kevin, you can go into the dining room. We’ll just stay +out of there while you change. Do you need help changing?” + +Kevin – “No, I’ll be okay.” + +Mrs. Orban calls upstairs, “I have hot cider, so come down when you +are changed.” She looks back at Will and Helen, “We’ll all sit around +the pellet stove.” + +Helen – “It’s really kind of you to help.” + +Mrs. Orban – “Oh, it’s nothing. The clothes are my boys’, so they +will all be too big, but they are clean and dry. Have a seat.” + +The children change and return downstairs to sit around the stove. +All welcome its warmth. + +Luke – “This is great! The creek water was so cold.” + +Mrs. Orban – “Charles installed this a few years ago. We actually +burn corn. It’s cheaper than the pellets, since we grow it +ourselves.” + +Will – “Clever!” + +Mrs. Orban and Alice bring hot cider from the kitchen. All are +thankful to be warmed on the inside as well. + +Sheriff Bristol comes to the door and calls Will outside, “We found +the guy. He’s dead. His name is Chester Logon. Do you know him?” + +Will remembers ‘ logonc’ in the return e-mail address from the +message Luke had forwarded to him, “I think there may be a connection +to the bombing yesterday. How long until your investigation is +complete?” + +Sheriff Bristol – “We’ll be working together on this. His driver’s +license shows an address in Arcadia.” He hands Will a note with the +address, “You can do the search of his residence.” + +Will – “Thanks, Mike. I’ll get on this right away, and we’ll talk +again tomorrow.” Will calls the office and starts the process to get +a search warrant. After the call, he returns inside and sits with +everyone for a few minutes. “Are you ready to go home?” + +No one wants to leave the warmth of the stove, but they all get up to +leave anyway. All thank the Orbans for their kindness and head for +home. After everyone is tucked into bed, Will and Helen go back +downstairs. Helen has been sturdy throughout the evening, but now, +she breaks down into tears, “We almost lost our children!” + +Will soothes her and holds her until she regains her composure, +“Don’t worry. It won’t happen again. I’ll make it so Hunter will +never show his face in Arcadia again.” He kisses her and then gets up +to leave, “I’m going to check on Toni, and then I have some work to +do. Don’t wait up.” + +The next morning, all are busy with the hustle and bustle of getting +ready to leave. Helen observes the children are not much in the mood, +especially Joan. “Do all of you feel okay?” + +Joan – “Yeah, but I’ve been thinking. Maybe I should go visit Aunt +Olive for a while in Sedona. She and I can explore the energy +vortexes.” She smiles, “And maybe I’ll even see the Road Runner and +Wile E. Coyote.” + +Helen – “What brought this on?” + +Joan – “I’ve just been thinking about her. She still owes me a hug.” + +Helen – “Joan.” + +Joan begins to cry, “You know why last night happened. I don’t want +anyone to get hurt because of me. If I go away for awhile, then maybe +he’ll leave you alone.” + +Helen – “Hunter? No, that’s not how he works. Your father and I have +already talked about this. One way or another, Hunter won’t be +bothering us anymore.” + +Joan – “Mom! Dad! What are you planning? You can’t become like him. +If you do, he wins.” + +Will – “Hunter upped the ante last night. This is no longer just a +police matter. He’s dealing with me now.” + +Joan – “No, Dad, please!” + +Will – “Joan, there are two things that matter to me, job and family, +but not in that order. Family is everything.” + +Joan – “Dad, you are still the best man I know, and I want it to stay +that way.” + +Will – “Don’t worry.” He kisses her on the forehead, “I’m still a +cop. I’m just changing tactics. I’ve been trying to fight a big dog. +Now, I’m going to poison his food.” + +With that, Will turns to Helen. “I’ll probably be working late all +week. I love you.” He gives her a kiss. Helen whispers in his ear, “I +think I’ll be staying home with them today.” Will nods, and as he +leaves for work, he thinks to himself, ‘The Army of Joan will be +getting a whole lot larger.’ + +At the Police Station + +Will – “Thanks for working an all-nighter. What do we have?” + +Carlisle – “I searched Logon’s house and found a computer with the +‘Hope will burn’ message in his sent folder. He was definitely +connected to the bombings. I also found some disposable cell phones +like the ones used. I need to make some calls to try to find out +where they came from. Roebuck identified the explosive used as +Semtex. Semtex is made in Czechoslovakia, well Slovakia now, but it’s +the explosive of choice for terrorists. I think we’re going to need +help on this one.” + +Will – “Roebuck mentioned on Saturday that he thought it was Semtex, +but he didn’t want to commit until his investigators knew for sure. +Anything else?” + +Carlisle – “Yeah, the police artist did sketches of the two men who +made the deliveries, and Chester Logon was definitely one of them. He +is also a member of the Hunter’s Citizens’ Watchdog Committee. That +might be enough for us to get a search warrant.” + +Will – “Yes! Okay, give me all of your notes, go home, and get some +sleep. Call me when you wake up.” + +Carlisle leaves and Will calls the mayor’s office. When the secretary +answers, Will says, “This is Chief Will Girardi. I know I have a +meeting scheduled with the mayor at 11 o’clock, but I need to talk to +him now. It’s urgent!” + +The secretary places Will on hold for a few minutes, then transfers +him to the mayor, “Will, what’s up that can’t wait?” + +Will – “We’ve found evidence in the church bombings and the shooting +this weekend that you need to know about. I think the County +Commissioner should be there as well. Can you invite him to our +meeting?” + +Mayor Doherty – “Sure.It’s kind of short notice, but I’ll try. Can +you tell me more about what this is about?” + +Will – “I think I should tell both you and the commissioner at the +same time. I’ll see you at eleven.” + +Officer Osborn arrives and knocks on Will’s door. Will had summoned +him earlier. Will invites him in and he has a seat. “I suppose you +are wondering why I asked you to come here.” + +Officer Osborn – “Yeah, have I done something wrong?” + +Will – “Not at all. In fact, I want to commend you on the work you +have been doing. I have seen a great improvement since the first day +we met. + +As you know, both Lt. Daghlian and Sergeant Williams will be out of +commission for a while. We need help, and that is why I have decided +to temporarily assign you to the detective bureau.” + +Officer Osborn – “Thank you, Chief, but I don’t have any experience +in detective work.” + +Will – “Detective Carlisle and I will help you. What I need you to do +first is to take this information about Chester Logon and get me a +warrant to search the office of Hunter’s Citizens’ Watchdog +Committee. Do you think you can handle that?” + +Officer Osborn – “Yeah, Chief, I know the procedure. I won’t let you +down.” + +At Home + +Shortly after Will leaves, Adam calls. He wants to know if Joan is +going to school. When he is told she won’t be going, he calls in sick +as well and comes over. + +The realization of what almost happened last night has sunk in with a +vengeance. Will’s words continue to resonate through everyone’s mind, +and the petty little differences that at times seem to be so +important, have all fallen away to the knowledge that they all love +each other more than anything in the world. + +It wasn’t their intention to let Grace know just how involved Ryan +Hunter was in all of this, but Will forgot she was present when he +spoke earlier. Luke sits on the couch with Grace, tells her the rest +of the story including details of what he and Friedman have learned +from Ryan’s computer. + +Joan has worried herself sick, literally. Helen, Kevin, and Adam try +to console her, but nothing seems to help. Finally, Helen takes her +upstairs and puts her in bed. Helen makes a trip to the bathroom and +returns with a blue pill left over from the accident. She makes Joan +take one. As Joan falls asleep, she prays, thanks God for saving her +friends and family, and asks Him to please continue to keep everyone +safe. + +Friedman also calls in sick today and goes to the hospital to visit +Glynis. Fortunately, she is doing much better and will be released +later today. Friedman is another matter. He is still trying to deal +with the knowledge that everyone he cares about dies, leaves, or gets +hurt. It is a perceived curse, but it has been, and continues to +affect his behavior. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +After Joan is put to bed, Kevin decides he should check on Lilly. She +seemed to be okay last night, but so did Joan. He calls and confirms +that she is at home before he goes over. + +Kevin – “Hi, what are you doing?” + +Lilly – “Hooking up my new DVD player. Well, it’s not new, but it’s +new for me. You want to watch a movie with me?” + +Kevin – “Sure, but I was wondering if you would like to talk first.” + +Lilly – “About last night?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, how are you doing?” + +Lilly – “I’m fine. We made it through it. It’s over.” + +Kevin is not convinced, but it appears she doesn’t want to talk about +it. + +Lilly – “Come on, I bought my first DVD. It’s a classic.” She pushes +the DVD into the player. They sit on the couch and begin to watch the +movie. The\ `title +song <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/13042969/d366d290/The_Sound_of_Music_-_The_Hills_Are_Alive__Julie_Andrews_.mp3>`__\ begins +to play and Lilly sings along. In fact, it appears she knows every +song. Kevin decides this is good therapy. + +At the Mayor’s Office + +Mayor Doherty asks County Commissioner Jenkins to attend the meeting, +and they all have a seat. + +Will – “Mayor Doherty, let me first congratulate you on winning the +election. I look forward to dealing with such a fine civil servant as +yourself.” + +Mayor Doherty – “Will, when we’re alone, call me Max. Thank you for +the compliment, but you are the white hat who cleaned up Dodge. It +will be a pleasure for me to work with you.” + +Will – “Hello, Commissioner Jenkins. I don’t believe we have met.” + +County Commissioner – “Not in person, but I have heard of you. It’s +William, but please call me Bill.” + +Will – “Well, congratulations on your victory in the election as +well.” + +Bill – “Thank you.” + +Max – “So, what is this about?” + +Will – “As you know, we have had a string of arsons in Arcadia, +starting last spring. Our investigation has indicated a lone +criminal. We have a suspect but not enough evidence to make an +arrest. Last Saturday, I received an anonymous tip that a series of +bombs were planted, scheduled to go off on Sunday. We were able to +disarm three of them, but the forth was detonated, destroying St. +Paul’s Lutheran Church. + +On Sunday, my children were on a hayride at the Orban farm. An +attacker, who we later identified as Chester Logon, tried to kill +them. He was killed by members of the Orban family. When we searched +his residence, we found on his computer a copy of the message about +the bombings that started the investigation in the first place. He +has also been identified as one of the two men who delivered the +bombs to the churches and the convent. The e-mail was addressed to +Ryan Hunter. Ryan Hunter has been our primary suspect all along in +the arson investigation. + +The reason I needed to talk to you is because we have learned the +plastic explosive used in the latest bombing is Semtex. This isn’t +something someone can come by easily. It’s made in Slovakia and would +have to be smuggled into this country. I no longer believe we are +dealing with just a few criminals. I think this new evidence points +to a terrorist cell.” + +Both the Mayor and Commissioner are stunned by the news. Max asks, +“What would you like us to do?” + +Will – “The targets, so far, have all been religious institutions or +places where religious activities take place. I think we need to +guard all the places of worship, and at least the Catholic and +Lutheran schools. I can only speculate why they went after my family, +but it isn’t the first time children were targeted. All the cast of +the play at the Community Theater this summer were children. I think +it would be wise to protect all the schools in the county, just to be +safe. Two of my three detectives are in the hospital and I have +several other officers out with injuries as well. I just don’t have +the manpower to do what needs to be done. I can call up the police +reserve for the short term, but that won’t solve all of our problems. + +Max, I would like you to make a request to the governor for +assistance. Specifically, we need manpower for security and handlers +with explosive-sniffing dogs. Other police organizations in the state +and the Maryland National Guard might be able to provide the +resources. + +Bill, I believe you have the authority to raise the Terrorist Threat +Level in the county. Is that correct?” + +Bill – “I believe so. I have read the action plan, but I don’t have +it memorized. I’ll have to check.” + +Will – “If we do that in conjunction with a request for assistance +from the Department of Homeland Security, we should be able to get +the technical assistance we need. In addition to the extra manpower +for security, we need specialists here to help us analyze the +evidence. We can’t wait for a week or several weeks to get a response +from Bakerstown. I think we have to move fast to prevent another +attack.” + +At Home + +Joan opens her eyes to see Grace’s face just two inches away. She +scoots back slightly and asks, “What are you doing?” + +Grace – “Oh, just watching my best friend sleep. Do you feel better +now?” + +Joan yawns and stretches, “Yeah, I guess I needed a nap. What time is +it?” + +Grace – “Time to join the rest of the world in the hunt for Red +October.” + +Joan – “Huh?” + +Grace – “Your father has been busy this morning. Just a few minutes +ago, the mayor and the county commissioner announced the raising of +the Terror Threat Level in Hogan County to Orange. They cited +evidence your dad found. He is searching the office of Hunter’s +Citizens’ Watchdog Committee now, and he has issued an all-points +bulletin for their arrest. Erica Stevenson, with WGF-TV, said that +Hunter has made this a ‘Red October’, and now everyone is using that +phrase.” + +Joan – “Wasn’t that a movie?” + +Grace – “Yeah okay, so the analogy isn’t that great, but it sounds +neat. Hey, it’s good we skipped school today. All the schools in the +county are on lock down. I feel much better being on the outside.” + +Joan – “Let me go to the bathroom, and then you are going to fill me +in on what’s been happening.” She pauses, thinking for a moment, “Is +Adam still here?” + +Grace – “Yeah, but after you went to sleep, he started having a +fever. Your mom gave him something and he’s zonked out on your +brother’s bed.” + +Joan – “I hope it wasn’t a blue pill.” She detours to Kevin’s bedroom +and looks in on Adam before she goes to the bathroom. When she +returns, she and Grace head downstairs. On the way, Joan notices +Helen asleep on her bed. Grace comments, “Your mom has been a rock +for us, but that’s just a show. I heard her crying when I came up to +see you. She is as worried as the rest of us.” + +Joan – “Where’s brain boy?” + +Grace – “He’s in his room. With everyone asleep, we figured your mom +would want us in different rooms. Of course, there was some heavy +petting before that happened.” + +Joan – “Eeeuw! Too much information. As they take a seat, she clicks +on the television. A commercial is on, so she asks Grace, “Does +anyone know where Ryan Hunter is?” + +Grace – “No, they haven’t found him yet, but your dad has called up +the police reserve, and there are rumors the FBI has joined in the +hunt.” + +The commercial ends and they return to their news program, “We will +return to our discussion of what citizens should do at ‘Terror Threat +Level Orange’ in a few minutes, but first, a spokesman for the FBI +has announced the issuance of an arrest warrant for Ryan Hunter and +the freezing of some of his assets. He would not elaborate on the +reasons, but speculation is that it has to do with Hunter’s +involvement in the terrorist investigation here in Arcadia.” + +Joan sits quietly for a few moments. She then gets up and retrieves +the car keys from Helen’s purse. She sits back down beside Grace and +nervously plays with the keys, “I have to talk to Sister Sarah.” + +Grace – “You with car keys in your hand, it must be important!” + +Joan – “It is. Will you drive me?” + +Grace – “Hey, I got my license to please my father, but I don’t +drive. I’ll go with you, but you’ll have to drive yourself.” + +Joan – “Come on, Grace. I need you to do this for me.” + +Grace – “I think it’s time for you to start driving again. I’ve seen +you drive. You’re a good driver. You can do it.” + +Joan – “But I don’t want to.” + +Grace – “That’s the deal, unless you want to take the bus.” + +Joan toys with the idea of getting Luke to drive her, but she decides +that is an even worse idea. She’s not mad at Grace, because she knows +Grace means well, but she is still terribly afraid to get behind the +wheel again. She picks up the phone and calls the convent. The +receptionist confirms that Sister Sarah is there. She retrieves her +purse from her bedroom and returns downstairs, “Okay, let’s go.” + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Lilly – “I have always loved this movie. I had it on VCR tape, but it +jammed up in the VCR and I had to throw it away.” + +Kevin – “I enjoyed it too. I think I have heard about it, but this is +the first time I’ve seen it.” + +Lilly – “It held the rating as the number one musical until Grease +came out. I still think it’s the best musical of all time.” + +Kevin smiles and gives her a hug, “What would you like to do now? +Would you like to watch TV?” + +Lilly – “No!I don’t want to know what’s going on outside of here. I +just want to be here with you.” She walks over and retrieves a CD +from a shopping bag, “I bought my first CD. Rebecca said this DVD +player would also play CD’s.” She puts the CD in the player and it +begins to play. She sits back down next to Kevin and they begin to +cuddle. As they to listen to the music, Annie’s Song reminds them of +how thankful they are to be together. + +At St. Mary’s Convent + +Joan is hesitant at first, but she starts the car and drives them +away from the curb. As she drives, the anxiety of driving slowly +fades to a tolerable level. Joan and Grace smile back at each other, +and Grace comments, “I knew you could do it.” + +Joan – “Being able to do it hasn’t been the problem. I… I just…” + +Grace interrupts, “I know why, but this is something you needed to do +again.” Joan just smiles in agreement and Grace continues, “There’s +something about Rove you need to know.” + +Joan – “What?” + +Grace – “He hasn’t said anything, but I can read him like a book. I +promised I would help you two, so here it is… He’s really upset about +last night.” + +Joan – “We all are, but he seems to be okay.” + +Grace – “Well, he’s not. Before last night, could you ever imagine +Rove trying to kill someone or even firing a gun?” + +Joan – “No, but he had to. That guy was trying to kill us.” + +Grace – “I know that and that’s why he did it, but that doesn’t mean +that Rove can justify it in his own mind. We may never know if he +actually hit the guy, but the idea of what he may have done is +tormenting him, even if it was justified. When we get back, you need +to talk to him about it.” + +Joan – “Okay, I will, but what should I say?” + +Grace – “You’ll have to figure that out, but somewhere in there, he +needs to hear from you that you still love him.” + +When they arrive, an old man in a rather disheveled police uniform +asks for their ID. Joan and Grace both provide their driver’s +licenses, and the officer comments, “Girardi? Are you the chief’s +daughter?” + +Joan – “Yeah and this is my friend, Grace.” + +Officer – “What is your business here?” + +Joan – “We have an appointment with Sister Sarah.” + +Officer – “Okay, you can pass.” He pauses before he goes to move the +barricade, “Hey, please don’t tell your father about my appearance. I +haven’t put this uniform on in several years.” + +Joan – “Don’t worry, I won’t say anything.” + +When they go inside, a Sister informs them that Sister Sarah is +praying in the chapel and does not wish to be disturbed.” + +Joan – “But it’s really important that I talk to her. Tell her I need +to talk to her about Ryan Hunter.” + +Sister – “It’s that news that has her so upset. I think you should +come back tomorrow.” + +Joan – “No, I have to talk to her now. Please, tell her it’s Joan +Girardi who wants to talk to her.” + +The sister is hesitant, but agrees to ask her, “Wait here.” + +The sister leaves and Joan says to Grace, “Come here, I want to show +you something.” + +Grace – “But the nun said to wait here.” + +Joan – “It’s okay, it will only take a minute.” Joan takes her into +an adjacent room, “This is where we have dance lessons.” + +Grace looks around and comments, “It doesn’t look like much. It’s +painted white like everything else here.” + +Joan – “I know, but I have had so much fun in the room. I just wanted +you to see it. When I come back to class, I want you to join me.” + +Grace – “Dude, I’m not interested. I can dance just fine when I need +to.” + +Joan – “At least just once.Please!” + +Grace says, somewhat condescending, “We’ll see.” + +They hear the sister walking back and hurry back into the waiting +area. She directs her comment to Joan, “She will see you now, but +your friend will have to wait here.” + +Joan looks at Grace and Grace comments, “I just came along for the +ride. I’ll be fine.” + +The sister escorts Joan to the chapel and leaves. Sister Sarah is +kneeling in front of the altar, deeply in prayer. She gets up and +invites Joan to sit with her in a pew. “It’s nice to see you again, +but today is not a good day.” + +Joan – “I know, but there are some things I have to tell you. I was +going to wait until after our next class, but… well, you know what +has happened.” + +Sister Sarah – “Yes, I have heard the news. I still find it so hard +to believe. That isn’t the man I know… the man I still love.” + +Joan – “I know it’s hard to believe, but I know that it’s true. When +he lost you, he began to lose it all. He blamed God for taking you +away from him. The arsons, the bombings, they were all to strike back +at God. Can you see that now?” + +Sister Sarah – “Yes, those thoughts have been tormenting me. But he +used to love God as much as I do. I still don’t understand.” + +Joan – “I don’t know if we will ever understand why, but it happened, +and it’s so sad. I know there is still good in him.” + +Sister Sarah – “He was supposed to come by yesterday morning, but he +didn’t show. It hurts me to know that I may never see him again.” + +Joan – “Well, that’s part of why I wanted to talk to you today. I +think the bomb that was planted here was meant for you.” + +Sister Sarah – “No, not for me, but to hurt me.I was supposed to +spend most of yesterday with him, so I wouldn’t have been here when +the bomb went off.” + +Joan – “So at least part of you believes it’s true.” + +Sister Sarah – “More than I wish, and that means there is something +else I have to do.” Joan gives her a puzzled look, wanting to ask +what, but Sister Sarah continues, “Let me take you back to the +waiting area. Thank you for coming. There will be class on Thursday. +I expect to see you here.” + +Joan – “I’ll be there.” + +After Joan and Grace leave, Sister Sarah picks up the phone. She +dials the number, “Millersville Police Department, Detective Anderson +speaking, how may I help you?” + +Sister Sarah – “Hello, Detective Anderson, uh, David… this is Sister… +uh, Sarah McCauley. Do you remember me?” + +Detective Anderson – “Come on, Sarah, of course I do. We went to high +school together. And I know you are a nun now. How are you?” + +Sister Sarah – “I have been better, but there is something I need to +tell you.” She pauses and Detective Anderson is about to ask “what” +when she continues, “Do you remember when I told you that Ryan was +with me the night of my dad’s murder?” + +Detective Anderson – “Yeah, it eliminated him as being a suspect.” + +Sister Sarah – “Well, I lied….” + +At the Police Station + +Will returns from the Watchdog Committee office to find Toni and Mike +Daghlian waiting for him. “What are you two doing here? You look like +warmed over death!” + +Mike – “We couldn’t sit around and let you and Carlisle do this +alone. What do you have for us to do?” + +Will – “I want you to go home and get well.” + +Toni – “That’s not going to happen. Tell us what you’ve found.” + +Will gives them a long stare before speaking, “Well, I’ve learned +that Hunter has an apartment here in Arcadia. It was listed under a +bogus name. Officer Osborn is procuring a search warrant.” + +Mike – “Good. Toni and I will take care of it. Why don’t you go home +and get some sleep?” + +Will is about to object again, but he really does need to get some +sleep, “Okay, but call me, and tell me what you find.” + +Toni – “We’ll keep you informed. After last night, you need to spend +time with your family.” + +Will – “Oh, some computer experts from the FBI will be here in the +morning to examine Hunter’s computers. I’ll definitely be back to +meet with them.” + +Both Mike and Toni respond at the same time, “We’ll see you then.” +Will thanks them and departs for home. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Lilly allows John Denver’s CD to play through several times. Although +Kevin enjoys it, he has had enough. He is also still concerned about +Joan. + +Kevin – “I would like to go home now. Joan broke down this morning, +and I want to see how she’s doing.” + +Lilly – “Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow.” + +Kevin – “No, I want you to come, too. I don’t know if she will, but +she might want to talk to you. In either case, I would like you to +have dinner with us tonight.” + +Lilly – “Okay.”She straightens up a little and retrieves the CD and +DVD.” + +Kevin – “Why are you bringing those?” + +Lilly – “Your parents and Joan might enjoy them. I thought I would +let them borrow them if they want.” + +Kevin – “Okay, as long as it’s not for tonight.” + +At Home + +Joan and Grace return home to find Luke and Adam waiting for them in +the living room. + +Luke – “Hurry up and get back in your room. Mom’s in the shower. I +told her you and Grace were still sleeping.” + +Adam – “Thanks for leaving the post-it note… on my forehead! ‘Gone to +visit Sister Sarah. We’ll be back soon’.” + +Joan laughs, “I didn’t want you to worry.” They hear the water stop +in the shower and Joan and Grace rush upstairs. Helen comes out of +the bathroom to see Joan and Grace making their bed, “Did you have a +nice sleep?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I feel a lot better now.” + +Grace – “I feel better now, too.” + +Helen feels that Joan and Grace are acting a little odd, but nothing +about the last two days has been normal, so she lets it pass, “How +about Galumpkis for dinner?” + +Joan – “What are Galumpkis?” + +Helen – “They’re Polish cabbage rolls. It’s a recipe that June gave +me. It’s cabbage wrapped around spiced beef and pork, with a sweet +tomato sauce on top. It sounds really good.” She pauses for a moment +and then directs herself to Grace, “Oh, and I can make some with just +beef for you.” + +Grace – “That’s okay. When I’m here, I’ll eat whatever you’re +having.” + +Joan – “Okay, I’ll try it. Can Adam stay for dinner?” + +Helen – “Sure.It takes awhile to make them. Would you like to help?” + +Grace still has that not so secret desire to learn how to cook, +“Yeah, I’d like to.” + +Joan – “Me too, but I need to talk to Adam first. I’ll join you in a +few minutes.” + +They all proceed downstairs, and after Helen and Grace head for the +kitchen, Adam sticks the post-it note back on his forehead, “You +could have just woken me up.” + +Joan pulls it off and smiles, “But you were snoring. I didn’t have +the heart to wake you.” + +Adam – “I wasn’t snoring. I have a cold, something about swimming in +a creek in the wintertime.” + +Luke – “Well technically, winter doesn’t start until tonight.” + +Both Joan and Adam give him a ‘who cares’ look, and Joan says, “Well, +thanks to you, we’re all still here to talk about it.” She directs +herself to Luke, “Scram, Squidboy. Adam and I need to talk.” + +After Luke leaves, she continues, “I know what you did last night was +really hard for you. My dad told me about a time when he had to shoot +a bank robber. It has haunted him every day of his life, but he said +he believed it was a righteous shooting.” She makes him look at her, +“Sometimes it is all right to do something that looks wrong if you +have a good reason. I remember from reading Thomas Aquinas’ Summa +Theologica this summer that he said something like that when he was +talking about purpose and actions. I’m proud of you, because you did +what you did because you love us.” She hugs him and starts to give +him a kiss, but she remembers the cold. She kisses him instead on the +cheek. “I have a poem for you. It’s actually a song, but I only heard +it once, and can’t remember all the words. I’ll sing what I remember: + +“\ Did you ever know that you’re my hero, +And everything I would like to be? +I can fly higher than an eagle, +For you are the wind beneath my wings.” + +Joan hugs him again, and this time, Adam holds her tight. Grace was +right. This is what he needed to hear. + +After a few minutes, Joan says, “I’m going to help Mom and Grace make +dinner. Would you like to help?” + +Adam – “No, I’ll just stay here. Maybe I’ll watch the news.” + +Joan – “Come on. I know you cook for your dad and you. You might like +it. It’s called Galumpkis.” + +Adam relents and joins them in the kitchen. Will returns and also +meets them in the kitchen. Joan asks first, “What can you tell us?” + +Will – “We’re still looking for Hunter and his group. The FBI is +looking for him, too. That’s about it. What are you making?” + +Everyone answers at once, “Galumpkis!” + +Will – “Looks good.” He gives Helen a kiss and says, “I’m going to +lay down for awhile. Wake me for dinner.” With that, he goes up to +bed. + +Kevin and Lilly arrive. Lilly started singing again on the way over, +and Kevin is tolerant, but mildly annoyed. As they come through the +door, Lilly is +still\ `singing <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/13044457/324060db/The_Sound_of_Music_-_Do-Re-Mi__Julie_Andrews_.mp3>`__\ : + +“\ Do, a deer, a female deer +Re, a drop of golden sun +*Mi*\ , a name I call myself +*Fa*\ , a long, long way to run +So, a needle pulling thread +La, a note to follow So +Ti, a drink with jam and bread +That will bring us back to Do oh-oh-oh…\ ” + +She finishes the last couple of lines just as she enters the kitchen. +Helen, who also remembers the song, joins her for another run +through. Kevin quietly sits and watches. Helen and Lilly finish the +second round, by which time, the others have been able to pick up the +words. Joan joins them for a third round, and even Grace and Adam +join in, but only singing under their breath. All the while, +Galumpkis are being made. + +Kevin observes what’s being prepared, shakes his head without +comment, and returns to the living room. There he finds Luke sitting, +just staring into space. Kevin asks, “Joan seems to be in a better +mood. How is she doing?” + +Luke – “After her nap, she seemed to be doing much better. She and +Grace went to visit Sister Sarah at the convent, but don’t tell +anyone. Only Adam and I know.” + +Kevin – “What was that about?” + +Luke – “I don’t know and I didn’t ask.” + +Kevin thinks about it for a moment and then asks, “Do you mind if I +watch some TV? I’m curious about what has been going on.” + +Luke – “Me too, but no one else wants the TV on.” + +Kevin – “Let’s go up to my room and we’ll close the door.” + +Upstairs, Kevin turns on the TV and they wait through a few +commercials before the news starts. The anchors take turns summing up +today’s events. Then the female anchor continues, “The latest +development in this case comes from the Millersville Police +Department. They have issued an arrest warrant for Ryan Hunter for +the murder last March of Michael McCauley. Michael McCauley was the +former president of Arcadia’s Citizen’s Watchdog Committee. The +Millersville Police, in conjunction with the Hogan County Sheriffs +Department, have begun a search of his farm just outside of +Millersville. The search for Hunter, dubbed ‘Red October’ and other +members of his committee, continues.” + +The male anchor continues, “In other news, the Mayor of Arcadia and +the Hogan County Commissioner have asked that parents do not allow +their children to trick-or-treat tonight. Rather, they recommend +Halloween parties at home or at the homes of friends.” + +Luke – “What kind of candy did Mom get for the trick-or-treaters +tonight?” + +Kevin – “I don’t know, but it’s party time at the Girardi house!” + +Everyone enjoys dinner because it’s something new and delicious. +There is very little conversation. The traditional practice of asking +‘what did you do today’ just doesn’t seem relevant. All just eat +quietly and occasionally smile at each other. + +While they were making dinner, Lilly informed them that she had +brought with her “The Sound of Music” DVD. Although not all of them +are thrilled to watch it, the biggest one being Kevin, they still +agree to watch it together. Together is the key here. + +During the movie, the doorbell rings. Joan grabs a bag of M&M’s from +the candy pumpkin and answers the door. + +Little Girl – “Trick-or-treat, smell my feet, give me something good +to eat.” + +Joan – “Didn’t you hear they canceled trick-or-treat? It’s too +dangerous for you to be out.” + +God ignores her, “Do you like my costume, Joan?” + +Joan lifts her devil mask to verify who she is and then lets it snap +back into place like before, “I should have known.” She steps out +onto the porch and closes the door behind her. + +God – “That’s a wonderful movie… all the singing.” + +Joan – “Yeah, great.Can we get to the part about me, my brothers, and +my friends almost being killed?” + +God – “Almost is the key word here.” + +Joan – “You know, I talked to Ryan and it didn’t change anything. He +still tried to kill us.” + +God – “Ripples. There are those that you can see, but there are more +that you can’t see. You have to believe that you did make a +difference.” + +Joan – “Yeah, and I rippled myself into almost getting everyone I +love killed.” + +God – “What if I told you that the bombs were originally scheduled to +be detonated during Sunday services, but Ryan, after your +conversation, decided to change it to be that evening. Can you see +the ripples now?” + +Joan becomes weak in the knees and has to sit down. It’s a few +moments before she can continue, “What about the guy who tried to +kill us?” + +God – “Choices. He made his own choice, without Ryan’s knowledge. And +the Orban family made theirs as well.” + +Joan – “Yeah, that was quite a sight, Quakers coming over the hill +with guns blazing.” + +God laughs, “Alice’s family are Quakers. Her uncle is not.” + +Joan – “So, where’s Ryan now?” + +God – “He’s so far away… You don’t have to worry about him again. +Your father has seen to that.” + +Joan smiles, “Thank you.” + +God – “I have a surprise for you.” She pauses, but continues before +Joan can ask what, “You are on vacation for the next couple of weeks. +You will still have to go to school, but no assignments. Just enjoy +yourself. Re-create.” + +Joan – “I don’t mind some of the assignments.” + +God – “Well, you can always make up your own.” She puts out her hand. + +Joan – “What?” + +God – “The M&M’s. Trick-or-treat, remember?” + +Joan gives her the candy and returns inside to be with her family and +friends. diff --git a/15-RemembranceDay.rst b/15-RemembranceDay.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..60823f7 --- /dev/null +++ b/15-RemembranceDay.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1239 @@ +Episode 3.15, Remembrance Day +----------------------------- + +Saturday at last! Joan rummaged sleepily in the refrigerator: no +milk. That's what she got for sleeping so late. She smiled, +remembering last night; Grace and Adam had come over with some videos +and snacks. Joan and Luke had commandeered the living room for the +evening, built a fire to drive away the damp chill of the November +evening, made popcorn, and the four of them settled in for an evening +of "serious, thought-provoking and educational British television." +Joan giggled as she remembered Luke saying that just before "Monty +Python and the Holy Grail." Apparently Luke had seen it before, but +Joan hadn't, and hadn't known what to expect. Joan giggled again. +Later on, during the Flying Circus video, Grace had started a popcorn +fight. It had taken them nearly an hour to clean the room up when +they finally called it quits for the evening, about three in the +morning. + +As Joan continued to look for something for breakfast, Will's +minestrone soup simmered in the big soup pot on the back burner, +filling the kitchen with its aroma and making Joan even hungrier. +"Dad must have gotten up early and started it," Joan thought. "I +guess I could raid the soup for breakfast." Her stomach growled. "No, +better not. Too much junk food last night. + +The doorbell rang. "I'll get it," Joan said, to no one in particular +-- was she the only one at home? She hadn't seen anyone yet, but +she'd bet that Luke was still asleep. Opening the door, she found +Friedman standing there. "Oh. Hi, Friedman. Come on in; I think Luke +might still be asleep. Go dump a glass of water on him or something." + +Friedman stood there in the doorway, looking a bit embarrassed. "Uh, +I didn't come to see Luke." +"Well, who else? Like you came to see Mom? Dad? Kevin maybe?" +"No. You." +Joan stopped for a moment. "Friedman, if you're going to make a pass +or ask me out, the answer is No. N-O." +"No. No, that's not it. Although..." +"Friedman!!!!" +"Well, okay. It's about... Uh.. You know the 12th is next Saturday." +"Oh. Yeah." +"I was thinking... Maybe some of us could go out to the cemetery, +take her some flowers or something. And you... You were Judith's best +friend. I'm going to ask Adam and Grace and maybe Luke, but only if +you're interested in going." +"Yeah." Thinking about it, Joan nodded. "That would be great. Come on +in for a minute, Friedman. We shouldn't be standing here with the +door open. Mom is always on us about the heating bills." +"Thanks." They stood there by the door. "You still miss her, don't +you," Friedman said. +"I'll never get over it, losing her like that," Joan said, almost in +a whisper. +"I won't, either," Friedman said. +Joan looked at him intently. "It sure seemed like you got over Judith +last fall. One week it was Hamlet and Ophelia, and the next week you +are on the make again, like Judith never happened." +Friedman looked down. "Yeah. I'm ashamed of that. I think I was +running from it, from how I felt. I couldn't deal with it." Looking +at Joan, he continued: "Judith didn't even like me. I know that. But +I don't think I'll ever love anyone like I loved her. You, of all +people; you know she was special. All that Shakespeare -- I really +meant it. I still do: + +"Doubt thou the stars are fire; +Doubt that the sun doth move; +Doubt truth to be a liar; +But never doubt I love, +O dear Ophelia..." + +Joan smiled at him; he had tears in his eyes, and was even more +embarrassed. +"OK, I'm outta here," he said. +"You sure you don't want to dump that glass of water on Luke?" +"No. I've gotta go." Opening the door and stepping through, he turned +back and added, "Joan.... Thanks." +"See you around." +With that, he closed the door and was gone. Joan stood there a +moment, thinking of Judith. With a sigh, she walked back to the +kitchen. + +Before she had opened the cupboard to see if there were any granola +bars left, the doorbell rang again. Joan smiled: Friedman must have +changed his mind about dousing Luke. She opened the door, starting to +say "Come on in, Freid..." + +Standing there was a man in his late 50's. "Um... Excuse me, sir. I +thought you were someone else." The man stood there for a moment. He +was a bit under six feet tall, solidly built, with grizzled and +dirty-looking hair, wearing filthy jeans and an old Packers +sweatshirt, and a black knit ski hat. To Joan, there seemed something +slightly "off" in his manner, perhaps in his eyes. He kept looking +from side to side, as if he were afraid of something. + +"May I help you, sir?" Joan prompted. +The man stood there, as if Joan's question had surprised him. +Collecting his wits, he said "Yes. I'd like to see Will Girardi, +please." +"He's not here." With a sudden fear, Joan realized that except for +the sleeping Luke, she was alone in the house. What did this man +want? +"Oh." He stopped for a minute, as if he hadn't expected that answer. +"Umm... Just tell him that Billy Caruso came by. Tell him... Tell Mr. +Girardi that I'll be back." With that, he turned and walked away. +Joan shut the door as quickly as she could without slamming it. She +bolted the lock, and leaned back against the door to catch her +breath. +-------------------------------------- +Kevin was in the garage, considering what to do next on the boat, +when his cell phone rang. +"Hello," he said. +"Is this Kevin Girardi?" a woman's voice asked. +"Yes ma'am, this is Kevin." +"You probably don't remember me, but I am Louise Taliaferro. My son +Ricky played baseball with you in high school. I called your house +the other day and your mother gave me your cell phone number." +"Yeah. I remember you, Mrs. Taliaferro. You used to sit in the third +base stands with Mom. Yeah... Clear back to T-ball. Ricky and I used +to end up on the same teams most years. How's he doing these days?" +There was a moment's silence on the other end. "Kevin, that's why I'm +calling." +"What's wrong? Has something happened?" +"I don't know if you heard, but Ricky enlisted a few months after you +all moved away. He's... He's been hurt. He's lost both of his legs, +over in Iraq." +"Oh God." +"They've taken very good care of him. He's back in the States. He's +in Walter Reed Hospital." +"I'm really sorry. That's terrible." +"Kevin... This may be hard... Ricky is all right, as far as his +physical health goes. They've done some operations and have all the +shrapnel out of his intestines. He has a plate in his skull, and that +is okay. And some other things, little things I guess in comparison. +But he... He has given up. It's like he doesn't want to get well. He +just lays there in the bed and won't talk to us." +Kevin took a long moment and a deep breath. "Yeah, it's hard. Ricky +was like me. He was always an active guy. And now... At least I still +have legs, not that they do me much good..." +"Could you go visit him? Talk with him?" +"Well, yeah. Walter Reed is in DC. That's an easy drive from here. +But... Mrs. Taliaferro, after my accident I was like that too. Mom +and Dad tried everything and I didn't care. I'll go see Ricky, but it +probably won't help." +"Maybe seeing you, talking with you might help." +"Because I'm a gimp? Dad tried that; he hooked me up with one of his +old buddies that is in a chair and plays basketball. I walked out on +him. So to speak." +"Ricky always looked up to you." +"I think it needs to be the other way around. I'm nothing compared +with someone like him, someone that has put it on the line for his +country." +"Kevin, just go see him. Please." +"Of course I'll go. I'll do whatever I can. I wish I knew what would +help." +"So do we, Kevin. So do we." + +Joan took her first sip of the minestrone. "This is scrumptious," she +said, "Even better than usual." +"Yeah, I love it when you fix this," Luke said. +"Luke, don't talk with your mouth full," Helen said. Luke nodded, as +he ate more of the soup. +Will smiled, glad that his efforts were appreciated. "Mom used to +make it a lot this time of year. You can still get good fresh +vegetables for it in November, and it sure took the chill off rainy +days." +"Pass the bread, please," Kevin said. Joan handed the basket to him. +"This is good, too," he said. +Will nodded. "I thought I'd try this. It's from Mallory's Bakery. We +like their cinnamon rolls; I think we'll have to add their Italian +bread to the list." +"It's good just to have everyone here," Helen said, smiling. "We've +been so busy. We don't have the whole family to supper enough +anymore." They ate in silence for a bit. Joan was the first to get a +second bowl of the soup. + +Kevin asked, "Mom, did you talk with Mrs. Taliaferro?" +"Yes. She called Thursday, said she wanted to talk with you about +something. Something about Ricky." +"Yeah. She got a hold of me this morning. Ricky joined the Army, and +he got sent to Iraq, and his Hummer got blown up." +"No!" Helen said. The others all stopped eating. +"He's in Walter Reed hospital," Kevin continued. "Without legs. +That's why she called. It sounds like he's taking it about the way I +did -- badly." +"I always liked Ricky," Joan said. "He was cute. Is he okay?" +Kevin looked at her like that was a stupid question. Joan continued, +"You know, other than the legs. Is he going to live?" +"Mrs. T. says so. He's got some other stuff, but she says it's minor +in comparison." +"Pretty much anything is," Will said. +"But he doesn't want to live. Just like I was. She wants me to go see +him. I told her it won't help, but she's right; I need to go." +"I'll go with you," Will said. "How about Saturday?" +"No," Kevin said. "I need to do this myself." +"Kevin, I don't think you should drive by yourself all the way to +DC," Helen said, with a worried look. +"Your car is old." Will said. "What if you break down on the +Beltway?" +"Dad... don't do this," Kevin said. "You're treating me like I'm +helpless." +Will said, "We'd both feel better if someone went with you. And it's +not because you can't walk. I'd feel the same way if it was Helen +going and not you." +"It's not that far to drive. What's the big deal?" +"Okay. Okay.... you're right. You're a grown up and we need to treat +you like one," Will said, looking unhappy about it. "Do as you +please." +After a moment, Kevin said "Maybe I'll see if Andy can go. He knew +Ricky better than I did. Yeah, that would be good. I'll call him +after while." +Helen said, "Please tell Ricky that we wish him the best. Maybe Will +and I can go see him some other time." +Kevin nodded, with a smile now that the situation was resolved. + +"Any other bombshells today?" Luke asked. +"Luke, that is sick," Joan said. +Looking embarrassed, Luke said "I didn't mean it that way. I meant, +any other major occurrences we should know about?" + +"Will and I had a nice morning. The house was quiet when we got up, +unlike how it was about 2 o'clock this morning" +"Could you hear us?" Joan asked. "I'm really sorry. We were trying to +be quiet." +Helen laughed. "It's okay. We're glad you all were having a good +time." She continued, "Will started the soup and we went to the +grocery store, and had coffee at Mallory's, and a couple of their +cinnamon rolls." +"And you didn't bring us any?" Luke said. +Ignoring that, she continued, "It was really nice to have a morning, +just the two of us." + +Joan said, "I was up before sleepyhead," looking at Luke. "Friedman +came by. He's organizing some people to go out to Judith's grave next +Saturday." +Helen reached over, putting her hand on Joan's; she looked at her +mother quizzically. "I dreamed about Judith last night," Helen said. +"Probably it was just that I was thinking about her yesterday, and +how it's been a year almost since she died." +"What did you dream?" Joan asked. +"Oh nothing, not really. It was just you and her sitting here at the +table in your pajamas like she had maybe stayed the night over here, +talking and laughing and eating breakfast. It was really just a +moment, and then it was gone." +"I miss her," Joan said. No one else said anything. Joan toyed with +her soup, no longer hungry. The others returned to eating. +"Oh. I almost forgot," Joan said, the memory startling her out of her +thoughts of Judith. "Right after Friedman came by, there was this guy +that came to the door, looking for Dad." +Will looked up and nodded, as if to say "Yeah, tell me more." +"He was kind of creepy looking. Said his name was Billy Caruso." +Will set his spoon down, exchanging a glance with Helen. "Yeah. I +know the guy," he said. +"I told him you weren't here. He said to tell you he'd be back." +Seeing the look on her parents' face, she asked "Is something wrong?" + +After a moment's silence, Will said "Billy Caruso was in a liquor +store robbery back in Chicago, back about the time Kevin was born." +"Yes. I was still pregnant." Helen said. +"He killed Mike Soucek. My partner." +"Mary Soucek and I were in childbirth classes together. She lost her +baby. I think it was the stress. That hurt her worse than losing +Mike, I think. It would have been their first child and would have +given her something. She ended up with nothing." +Will said, "At the trial, after they gave the verdict, the bailiffs +had to haul him out of the courtroom. He was screaming at me. +"Girardi, I'll get you for this. I'll kill you, and your wife too. +You just wait. I'll be back." +"I'll be back," Joan said, looking horrified, "That's what he said: +"Tell Mr. Girardi that 'I'll be back.'" +-------------------------------------- +Adam was coming from the art room. Grace caught up with him in the +hall: "You hear about Friedman?" +"Something about Judith, and Saturday at the cemetary, right?" +"Yeah. I thought Judith was ancient history for him." +Adam nodded. "I'm glad he remembers her. I do too." +"Yeah. Me too. But I hope he doesn't start spouting Shakespeare +again." +-------------------------------------- +The telephone rang. Again. On the fourth ring: "This is the Girardi +residence. We're not available, so leave a message after the beep." +"Ummm.... Billy Caruso. Mr. Girardi, I need to see you. Some place +away from the station. I know where you live now, so I'll come find +you soon. Oh, and your daughter is a nice girl." +-------------------------------------- +"Anything for me today?" Luke asked, as he dropped his backpack by +the door and saw Helen leafing through the mail. +"Let's see... Penn State, and Princeton, and Dartmouth, and here's +Maryland." +"Again. This will be three catalogs they've sent me." +"I don't suppose there's anything for me," Joan said. +Helen ignored her, going on with Luke's mail. +"A letter from Duke..." +"Good basketball team, but not my thing." +"Umm... here's a letter from MIT..." +Luke grabbed it from her hand, tearing it open with trembling hands. + +Luke read: "We are pleased to invite you to register now for the fall +of 2006 under MIT's early decision program..." With a whoop, he began +dancing around the room, to Joan and Helen's amazement. "Yeah!!!! +MIT, here I come!!!!!" + +"Already?" Joan said. "Aren't you, like, not old enough yet?" +"Sure I am," Luke said, stopping his dance. "I'm graduating this +spring with you guys, aren't I?" +"Well yeah. But you're... you're just a kid. You're not even +seventeen." +"A week and a half short. Might as well be." +Helen said, "Joan is right. Maybe you ought to wait for a year, maybe +go to Dawson and live at home." + +Luke stopped short. "I don't believe this. MIT wants me, and you +won't let me go." +"It's not that," Helen said, searching for the right words, as Joan +looked from her to Luke and back. "You're just... young. Too young to +be that far away from home." +"I'm way more mature than Joan," Luke said. +"That may well be," Helen said. Joan's mouth dropping open, "Mom!!!!" +"But you're still not old enough," Helen continued, "A year at Dawson +would be a good transition..." +Luke interrupted her: "I'm plenty grown up enough to do this, whether +you like it or not. I have a full scholarship; I can move out and go +on my own." +Joan was trying to get their attention: "I'm almost eighteen. I'm a +grown-up." +"No you can't," Helen said to Luke, ignoring Joan. "They won't let +you in until you're eighteen. Not without our permission." +"What am I going to do at a 'podunk' college like Dawson? Twiddle my +thumbs all year? Play rock-paper-scissors with Joan?" +"We'll talk about this later," Helen said. "When your dad gets home." +Luke turned and stormed off in tears, stomping up the steps. + +Will lay on the bed, still in his clothes. He watched Helen brush her +hair, as she stood in front of the mirror in her nightgown. She was +so beautiful! That was the least of it; she was honest, and strong, +and she always understood what was going on, even with the kids, when +they were being teenagerish like Luke had been tonight. And she was +brave, with the special courage of a cop's wife. + +Helen lay down the brush, turned and saw Will looking at her. She +smiled, and came over to her side of the bed. She lay on her side, +looking at Will. "You're worried," she said. +"I don't like people shooting at me. But that's my job. What I can't +take is you and the kids being in danger." +Helen nodded. +"That creep. He comes to our house, talks to our daughter. Says 'I'll +be back.' Leaves phone messages. Here, on our home phone, not at the +station." +"We'll be OK," Helen said. +"He killed Mike." +She said nothing; Will continued, "He was my first partner. My +friend. We'd talk about the Bears, and the White Sox. And about you, +and Mary. We were both trying to figure out you girls, and not doing +very well." +Helen giggled. "Mary was so sweet, really just a kid. She and I were +trying to figure out you guys. We weren't making much progress, +either." +"He was maybe the only guy I ever knew that I could talk to about +anything. Whatever was on my mind, he'd listen. He'd make me laugh +about it, and it would be all right." +Helen took Will's hand. +"That day at the liquor store... we'd done all the training, but this +was our first time with the real thing, someone shooting at us. I +swung the squad car across the street to block it, facing the store, +in case he had a car there and made a run for it. Mike called for +backup and I got out and returned fire, taking cover behind the car +door. As soon as he got off the message, Mike did the same on the +passenger side. That Caruso slime had a Uzi; got it at a gun show and +had someone modify it so it would shoot full automatic. Every time +one of us tried to get off a shot, he'd let off a full burst. Just as +the backup got there, he hit Mike, and he went sprawling into the +street. He was gone. Just like that; some loser with a gun in a +liquor store, and Mike was dead. I'd never seen anyone die before, +and here was my best friend, splattered all over the street. Thirteen +bullets in him, the report said. I was crazy mad; I wanted to rush +the guy, and kill him barehanded. It was good that Otis was there; he +saw what I was going to do and ran over and grabbed me, sort of +tackled me into the car, when he could have gotten hit himself doing +it. 'Girardi, do your duty. Don't think about it now. Just do your +job.'" + +Helen spoke: "I rushed over to their house as soon as I heard. Mary +was just sitting there at the kitchen table, not even crying. She +wouldn't say anything, just kept, scrunching up one of the blue +napkins and pulling it and wadding it up again. Her eyes... she died +that day, just as much as Mike did. And then when she had the +miscarriage... I wish I could have done something for her. Anything." + +"You stayed by her through the funeral. You took her to the hospital +when the labor came. You stayed with her at night for weeks, until +Kevin was born." + +"It wasn't enough." +"It's never enough. There's no answer for something like that." Will +continued, "You just have to go on. She has, you know." + +"She never married again. She takes care of her mother and hardly +sets foot out of the house. She never really dealt with losing Mike, +and the baby." + +"Don't blame yourself, Helen. You did all that anyone could do. You +were a friend." +-------------------------------------- +Luke slammed his locker door as Joan came toward him. He had not come +down to supper last night. She had heard him and Dad shouting at each +other last night when Dad tried to talk to him in his room. This +morning he skipped breakfast; he tore through the kitchen, grabbing a +couple of power bars from the cabinet and almost running out the door +with his backpack. + +She rushed to catch up with him as he headed to class. "Luke, I'm +sorry," she said, touching his arm. He brushed her aside. "Go away. I +don't want to talk to anyone." She stayed beside him as he pounded +through the hall. "Talk to Grace. Talk to someone," she said, as he +ignored her and walked away. "Don't be like this," she shouted at him +as he disappeared around the corner. + +Grace came up beside Joan, watching Luke go. "Been a long night," +Grace said. "We were IM-ing all night about it." +"What are we going to do?" Joan asked. +"Nothing," Grace said. "Nothing we can do. He's come up against a +brick wall, and he's got to learn that there's some things you just +have to live with." +-------------------------------------- +The bookstore had been quiet all evening. Joan was checking over +stock lists at the register. She looked up, hearing a customer +approach the desk. She was an elderly Oriental woman, tiny and +dignified. She could not have been any more than five feet tall, but +she carried herself as if she were an empress. She wore a black +raincoat, and had gray streaks in her short black hair. Her eyes were +dark and solemn as she looked at Joan. + +"Ma'am, are you ready to check out?" +"Yes, Joan. I found what I wanted." +Joan grimaced. "Oh, it's you. Where have you been?" +"Everywhere," the woman replied, smiling slightly. +"Figures. You do get around." +She smiled more broadly, now a wide grin. "Yes. Part of my job." +"OK, what do you have today?" +She laid a book on the counter: "Poems of the Great War." [use the +URL to link to Amazon, and check the title...] +"Cheery reading," Joan said. "Something lighthearted for when you've +had a hard day?" +"This one is good. It is by Wilfrid Owen," she said, opening the book +and reading: + +Quote: +What passing-bells for these who die as cattle? +Only the monstrous anger of the guns. +Only the stuttering rifles' rapid rattle +Can patter out their hasty orisons. +No mockeries for them; no prayers nor bells, +Nor any voice of mourning save the choirs, -- +The shrill, demented choirs of wailing shells; +And bugles calling for them from sad shires. + +What candles may be held to speed them all? +Not in the hands of boys, but in their eyes +Shall shine the holy glimmers of goodbyes. +The pallor of girls' brows shall be their pall; +Their flowers the tenderness of patient minds, +And each slow dusk a drawing-down of blinds. + +"Mr. Owen wrote truly." + +"So what is it with you and war? Do you like death?" +"Let me read you another one." + +Quote: +Bent double, like old beggars under sacks, +Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge, +Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs, +And towards our distant rest began to trudge. +Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots, +But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame, all blind; +Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots +Of gas-shells dropping softly behind. + +Gas! GAS! Quick, boys! -- An ecstasy of fumbling +Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time, +But someone still was yelling out and stumbling +And flound'ring like a man in fire or lime. -- +Dim through the misty panes and thick green light, +As under a green sea, I saw him drowning. + +In all my dreams before my helpless sight +He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning. + +If in some smothering dreams, you too could pace +Behind the wagon that we flung him in, +And watch the white eyes writhing in his face, +His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin, +If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood +Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs +Bitter as the cud +Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues, -- +My friend, you would not tell with such high zest +To children ardent for some desperate glory, +The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est +Pro patria mori. + +The woman closed the book. "You really think I want these things to +happen?" +"You let it happen," Joan said. "You have let millions of people get +killed in wars. Or crippled, like poor Ricky. Not to mention people +like Judith. Or my Dad's old partner. He and Mom still hurt over that +one." +"Billy Caruso had free will. So did Mark Soucek. Their free choices +brought their paths together that day. Mark chose to do what was +right; your father did, too, even though it put both of them in +danger. Billy chose to do what was wrong." +"You're big on this free will stuff. What about Hitler? And all those +people that died in the war he started, and in the concentration +camps? Millions of them." +"Yes. I was there. I have been on every battlefield since the +beginning of your species. And in every prison camp and field +hospital. And burial ground." +"Couldn't you, maybe, zap some of these people, make them stop +killing?" +"Joan, you know better than that. I am all about free will. I can +send people like you to tell them what they should do, and I have. Oh +yes, I have sent many... But I am not going to 'make' them do +anything. I choose not to be that kind of God." +"What about death? Why do you let it happen?" +"It's complicated." +"Yeah. That's what you always say. Can't you elaborate? A little?" +"Remember when Kevin used to play soccer?" +"Yeah. He was good at it, like he was at everything. But it was +sooooo boring. All those guys running up and down the field, and +standing next to Mom on the sidelines, listening to her gossip with +the other soccer moms." +"What happens when a soccer player gets taken out of the game for a +substitute?" +"He goes to the sidelines, maybe sits on the bench." +"But he's still there with his team, even though he can't go back in +the game again." +"Yeah." +"He's watching the game, and cheering his teammates on. Right?" +"Yeah." +"He's still part of the team, just as much as anyone on the field." +"Yeah." +The woman laid a $50 on the counter, and picked up the book. +"Keep the change, Joan. Put it in the till for Sammy." +"So that's my answer?" +The woman opened the door and walked out, waving over her shoulder as +she came past the window on the sidewalk. +-------------------------------------- +"This is the Girardi residence. We're not available, so leave a +message after the beep." +"Ummm.... Billy Caruso again. Mr. Girardi, I'm still looking for you. +I'll come by next time I'm in town." + +Joan lay in bed Friday night, sleepless. She was worried about her +dad; that Billy Caruso guy really had him shook up. And she was +worried about Luke. And she missed Judith. "I'm lucky; I have +friends. I wouldn't trade Grace and Adam for anyone. But Judith... it +was like she was a part of me, like she could read my mind..." With +such thoughts Joan finally drifted off to sleep... + +Joan and Judith sat at the Girardi kitchen table in their pajamas +eating breakfast. The sun was up, shining brightly in the window. +"How's my crocus doing?" Judith asked, taking a bite of a donut. "The +one you brought home and put in your room." +"It's growing. That's more than I usually manage with plants. +"You do know what kind it is, don't you," Judith said. +"I have no idea," +"Joan of Arc. I picked it out 'cause it made me think of you." +"Uhhh... did you know about me and... uh... why I was interested in +Joan of Arc?" +"I didn't know you were interested in Joan of Arc. I just knew your +name is Joan. That was enough connection to buy that kind at the +store." +Judith finished the donut, and reached across for another one. "So +you and Rove are back together." +"Yeah. You see all this stuff ?" +"Be nice to the boy. He's OK, even if he did cheat on you. Typical +male: guys are all worthless scum." +"I thought he was better than that," Joan said, absentmindedly +stirring her cereal. +"Well, now you know. If it makes you feel any better, he hated +himself for it." +"Good." +"Yeah. He was like a rabbit in a steel trap. He didn't know how to +get out. You know how he is. He's helpless when it comes to dealing +with people. Even with you." +"So you watched all of this?" Joan said. +"Well, some of it. I'm not God. I can only be one place at a time. +But I do keep an eye on you guys when I can. Better than watching the +soaps." +"I don't think I want to know." +"Relationships suck. But being alone sucks worse." +"Yeah. Tell me about it." +"Am I going to have to listen to more Shakespeare today?" +"I don't know. Probably." +"I still can't believe he memorized Hamlet. For me. That was insane." +"He was in love." +"Yeah. Right. All hormones and one kiss. Friedman is worthless scum +like the rest, fickle as the wind. But... when all is said and done, +my kind of guy." They both giggled at that. "Except he's still alive +and I'm dead." Judith added, "That's a problem, but he'll get over +it." +"Won't we all," Joan said. +"Yeah. 'Death and taxes,' my dad used to mutter. Trust me, death is a +lot more sure than taxes." +-------------------------------------- +"Andy, I'm glad you could come," Kevin said as his friend settled +into the passenger seat and closed the door, which wouldn't latch. +"It needs more of a slam," Kevin said. Andy slammed it this time, and +it held. "The Gimpmobile has its quirks," Kevin added with a grin. +"Yeah. I hope it gets us there. Have you ever driven it this far?" +"Once. When I came out to see you." +"Wonderful. We'll probably get on the Beltway and the transmission +will fall out or something." +"Life's an adventure," Kevin said as he pulled out and headed down +the street to the Interstate ramp. +"Right about that. Let's see... To turn the radio on, you give it a +thump there?" +"That's it. Hope you still like country. The tuner broke and it only +gets one station now." +"I can tell this is going to be fun." +"Don't worry. The maintenance is up to date, and this baby runs like +a top." The engine coughed, as if for emphasis. Kevin laughed: "Well, +at least it runs." +"Yeah. You're making me more confident all the time." +-------------------------------------- +Friedman put on his best shirt and a tie, looking in the mirror and +getting his hair just so. His hands trembled a little; this was +almost like going to the funeral again. Picking up a paper from his +dresser, he looked at it again, mouthing the words. It would have to +do. +-------------------------------------- +Kevin and Andy rolled through Rockville on I-270, staying in the slow +lane. A sixteen-wheeler roared by after sitting on their bumper for +over a mile. "Speed limit is 55," Kevin said. "What's his problem?" +"They must think we're yokels from out in the country -- never seen a +big city interstate before," Andy said. +"Yeah. I'd probably be going 70 or 75 like they are, if the +Gimpmobile could do it. Fifty-five is about it, unless it's +downhill." +They rode on, negotiating a busy set of interchanges. +Kevin asked, "Did you know Ricky joined the Army?" +"Yeah. He signed up the day he turned eighteen, a couple months after +you guys moved away." +"He was always pretty quiet. He just played ball and went on his way; +never did all the crazy stuff we did. Never saw him at a party, not +once." +Andy said, "Most I ever got out of him was that Ben Franklin quote: +'Early to bed and early to rise.' He said he was in bed by 8:00 most +nights and up at 3:30 or 4, even on weekends. +"Great on the field, though," Kevin said. "Not much got past him at +short, and seems like he'd always scratch out a single when we had to +have it." +Andy said, "Never got any notice for it. Coach never gave him much +credit, either. He was into home runs, and Ricky couldn't hit it out +of the park if his life depended on it." +"I wish I'd known him better." +"Me too," Andy said. "Funny how you can go right on through with a +guy, from T-ball and Little League on up, and sort of take him for +granted, and never get to know him, not really." +"Yeah. I'll say this for him. I never heard Ricky say anything +negative about anyone." +"He usually didn't say much, period." +"His mom sounded pretty desperate on the phone," Kevin said. "About +like my mom must have been." +"He's their only child." +"I don't think that matters. Mom and Dad have Luke and Joan, and they +still were basket cases." +-------------------------------------- +Joan watered the crocus in her room; today of all days it had started +to bloom, despite the dismal day outside. She smiled, thinking of how +Judith would like it that the flower picked today to start blooming. +Joan was glad of the dream she'd had last night about her. "I guess +there'll always be a connection," she muttered, looking up. "Just +like You keep telling me." She looked at the clock; almost time to +go. What on earth was she going to wear? +-------------------------------------- +"Why are we stopping?" Andy asked, as Kevin signaled, slowed, and +pulled onto the narrow shoulder. +"Oil light's on." +"Here? On the Beltway?" +"Murphy's Law. It had to be here. Right where 270 joins the big +dance, and just four miles or so to our exit." Kevin grinned at his +friend, as he hit the button for the emergency flashers. "It does +this sometimes. That's why I keep a case of 50-weight in the back. +Glad you're here -- I can add the oil, but I have trouble getting the +hood closed." +Kevin started to open his door. A truck horn blared, as a +sixteen-wheeler roared by. "Uh.... Andy. Maybe you should do the oil. +I don't think I have enough room on this side to get out. Not without +ending up as road kill." +-------------------------------------- +Helen brought the coffee over, and refilled Will's cup and her own. +He nodded his thanks, munching absentmindedly on his toast. She sat +down, smiling as she smelled the hot coffee, and took a sip. +"Why do I do this stuff?" he asked. +"What stuff?" +"Work. Being a cop. Chasing bad guys." +"You're still thinking about Mike, aren't you." +"Yeah. And that slimeball Caruso." +"And?" +"Maybe its time to quit." +"Why?" +"When it puts you guys in danger, that's it. I need to do something +else. That creep has called four times this week and keeps saying +he'll come get me. What if Joan answers the door again? Or Luke?" +Helen sat down her coffee cup. +"Honey, you know better than that." +"Than what?" +"We know there are risks. I know it, the children know it. Every day, +in the back of our minds, we know that you might not make it home. +That scares the crap out of me, and I know it does the children, too. +But we all want you to be who you are. And that's being a good cop. +If something happens to any of us because of that, that's OK too. We +are sure going to stand with you, and if that means some danger, so +be it." +-------------------------------------- +"Is this the exit?" Kevin asked. +Andy glanced again at the map. "Yeah, this is it." +Kevin signaled and took the exit lane for Georgia Avenue. +"Kev, I'm scared about this." +"Yeah, me too." +"Like, what if he doesn't want to see us?" +"Could happen. We've come all this way. We'll just sit there if he +ignores us. I did that to a lot of visitors when I didn't want them +around. Everyone feeling sorry for me. I learned to tune it out." +"I mean, Ricky is a disabled vet. A hero. And we're just old +ballplayers. At least you have a connection." +"The gimp thing, yeah." +"I don't even have that." +"Lucky you." +"Yeah." + +By this time, they had reached the hospital complex. Kevin drove +slowly, looking for a place to park. He had his handicapped permit, +but all of the handicapped places were taken. He finally found a +place, far out on the edge of the complex. +"Guess we'll get our exercise today," he said. +"Looks that way. At least it's not raining." +"Not yet," Kevin said, looking at the gray overcast. +-------------------------------------- +Ricky was in a ward with seven other patients. The room had large +windows overlooking a courtyard, and would probably be cheerful on a +sunny day. Today it was gray, and dominated by the fluorescent +lights. Ricky was awake, and saw Kevin and Andy come in, but he +turned his face to the wall. Kevin rolled up beside the bed, and Andy +sat in the chair near the foot of the bed. They sat there in silence +for a few minutes; Ricky continued to ignore them. +"Kid, we're not going anyplace. In case you're wondering," Kevin +said. No response. "Well, we're here, if you decide to notice us." +They continued sitting there: five minutes. Ten. The ward was quiet. +Several of the patients were asleep. A couple of the others were +watching TV. There were the constant beeps and noises of the medical +equipment, and voices in the hall as people came and went. Kevin and +Andy sat, looking at one another and at Ricky. Andy made a motion as +if to ask, "Should we leave?" Kevin shook his head, "No." Ten minutes +became fifteen. + +Without looking at them, Ricky said, "Go away. I don't want to see +anyone." +Kevin said, "No." +Looking at them now, Ricky said, "Mom put you up to this, didn't +she?" +"Yeah." +"She thinks because you're in a chair that you and I might have +something in common." +"Something like that, I guess." +"It sucks." +"Yeah." +"Now that we've covered all possible topics of conversation, you've +done your duty. Leave. Get out of here." +"No." +"I could ask the orderlies to throw you out." +"Yeah." +"Just so you'll know, you are not going to cheer me up. I'm way past +that." +"So we figured." +"Well, why are you here?" +"We came to see you." +Ricky smiled, bitterly. "And here I am, America's hero. Plate in my +skull, sponges in here where I used to have guts, not even able to +pee without a catheter. Just one hand that I can use, until they do +another half-dozen operations. And no legs. In case you didn't +notice." +"Yeah." +"Do you know any words besides 'yeah' and 'no?'" +Kevin smiled; "A few." He continued: "Ricky, this sucks. I know that +Andy and I, we can't do any good or change anything. But when we +heard about you being here, we had to come. If nothing else, we'll +just sit here." +"Misery loves company." +"Yeah." +"There you go again; you need to enlarge your vocabulary, Kev." +-------------------------------------- +Out in the garage, Adam finished packing his backpack, making sure +there was plenty of padding around what he'd made. Last of all, he +took a little box from the work table, and slipped it in his pocket. +It was time to go; he'd better grab his coat. Maybe an umbrella too; +it looked like it might rain. +-------------------------------------- +"So we had patrol, 0600 hours, and we drew the one Hummer that still +didn't have any armor. The mine was right next to the bridge. Ripped +us apart. I'm the only one they drug out that still had a pulse. +Lisa... And Ishmael and Freddy. They probably never felt a thing. I +didn't either, not then. Didn't wake up until Germany, and I don't +remember much of that." Kevin and Andy continued to listen. "They +flew Mom and Dad over. They were by my bed in the recovery room, +after they took the legs. That was when it began to sink in, when I +saw their faces." +"Yeah," Kevin said. +"God, this sucks. I don't mind it so much about me. It's them. They +don't need a cripple for their only child. I'm never going to be able +to do anything, just lay around and cost lots of money and have +everyone feel sorry for me, or pretend that I'm invisible." +The three of them were silent. There was nothing to say. + +"Helen, go upstairs. Now." +"What?" +"Go upstairs. It's Caruso. Coming down the walk. No, I'm coming up +too; I need my gun." +Will hustled an unwilling Helen up the steps and into their bedroom. +"Stay here. If you hear anything happen downstairs, call 911." +The doorbell rang. +"Be careful, Will." +He had his gun now. "Always. I want to come home to you. That has +kept me alive more than once." +The doorbell rang again. Will walked down the steps, his gun ready. +The doorbell rang a third time. +Will stood to the side of the door, opened it quickly and took +position, ready to shoot. +Billy Caruso stood there, not moving, not saying anything. He was in +a battered gray overcoat, hanging open over the old Packers +sweatshirt he'd worn when Joan talked with him. His eyes were on the +gun in Will's hands. "Go ahead and shoot. I deserve it," Caruso said. +"What do you want?" Will said, still ready to shoot. +"Oh, put that away. I guess it doesn't matter any more. It won't +change things." Caruso held his hands out, palms up, as if to say +"I'm not armed." Will lowered his gun. +Caruso said "They let me out last month. 'Good behavior,' they said." +Will said "Yeah. I checked with the Illinois corrections people. I +can't believe they'd let a creep like you back on the street." +"I've been looking for you," Caruso said. +"So I hear." +"You get lots of time to think when you're locked up. Lots of time. +You remember things, lots of things you'd just as soon forget." +Will waited, still alert for trouble. "And?" +"Well, I had to face up to what I'd done. And I didn't like what I +saw. No, not one bit." +"You killed my partner." +"Yeah. A guy with a pregnant wife. Doing time doesn't even begin to +deal with it." +"No. I wish they'd executed you." +"Me too. It would have been easier than living with it." +"So why are you here?" +"I came looking for you, like I said. When I got out, my daughter +said I could come live with her in Philly. She's all grown up now and +has kids of her own, and a husband." +"I don't really care," Will said. "You can live under a bridge for +all I care." +Caruso nodded, and continued: "I got a job now, washing dishes at a +factory cafeteria. But that's not why I came here." +"Well, spill it," Will said. +"I know nothing I can do will change anything. Nothing can undo what +I did that day. But I have do to what little I can." He reached +inside his overcoat. Will raised his gun again. "Get your hand back +out where I can see it," Will said. +"Oh. Yeah. I guess you're right." Very slowly, Caruso pulled an +envelope from an inner pocket of his coat. Will lowered his gun. +"A couple of years ago, my mother died. I was the only child, so I +got her estate. Quite a bit, actually, a couple million dollars. +After I made sure my daughter and her family were set up all right, +there's still a lot left. Can you... could you see to it that it gets +to that woman, your partner's wife? And any family she has?" +Will looked at the envelope as Caruso held it between them. "You +can't buy your way out of what you did," he said. +"I know that. I know it won't really change anything, but I have to +do what I can. Here's the information, and the address of my lawyer +in Chicago that has the money. I've told him to do whatever you tell +him. He could put it in a trust to give her an income, or whatever." +"Why didn't you just have him do it directly? Why come to me?" +"I don't want her to know where this comes from. It would just open +old wounds. And if you decide it is more than she needs, you probably +know some other cops' families that need it. Just do whatever will +help people, that's all I'm asking." +He handed the envelope to Will, and turned to go. +"Hey Caruso," Will said. He turned back, looking at Will. "Good luck. +Good luck with everything." +-------------------------------------- +Ricky smiled and said, "Guys, I'm glad you came." +"Yeah, we are too," Andy said. +"You especially," he said, looking at Andy. "I know Mom put Kevin up +to this, but you -- you didn't have to come. You're not a gimp." +"Sometimes I wish I was, instead of Kev. Or instead of you, now." +"No you don't. Don't ever wish to be like this." Kevin and Andy took +Ricky's good hand, held it, squeezed it hard. They began to leave. + +"Can you do something for me?" Ricky asked. "Yeah, anything," Andy +and Kevin said at the same time. All three of them laughed at that. +"Lisa... God, we didn't even get to that. Lisa was... well, sort of a +girlfriend. Sort of. It was real on and off. And we'd had a fight the +night before and she wasn't talking to me that morning. If only... if +only I could take back some things, some of what I said." +Andy sat back down. Kevin wheeled his chair back around. +"She was a sweet girl, cute brunette from northern New York, a little +town close Fort Drum. Her dad had been career army, clear back to +'Nam, and she'd always been around military. He was so proud of her +-- I went home with her on leave, the one time we had a chance. And +now she's dead." +By this time, Ricky was crying, the tears running down his cheeks. +Andy reached across and got the box of tissues, and dried some of the +tears; Kevin held Ricky's hand. +"She's buried at Arlington. Could you guys go there for me? Take one +of those Veterans' Day flags, maybe. And some flowers. She loved +daisies. God, when she would put them in her hair... I can't believe +she's gone." +Andy was crying too. "Yeah. We'll do it." +"Spc. Lisa Macmillan. She'll be in the new section, where they're +putting the Iraq and Afghanistan people. Way off away from the +tourists." + +They sat in silence for a while. Kevin asked, "Rick, you going to be +OK?" +"No," he answered, trying to smile. +"We'll come back. Arcadia is not that far away. And call me, +anytime." "Me too," Andy said. +"Yeah. Thanks again. Thanks.... Don't forget about Lisa. Tell her.. +Tell her I love her. I always will." +"No. We'll take care of it. We'll head over there soon as we leave +here." +-------------------------------------- +Joan stood by Rocky's grave. She had come early, so that she could be +there for a few minutes alone. + +"Rocky," she said, "I only knew you for such a little while. I wish +it had been a lot longer. You were... you faced death well. A lot +better than I ever will. You saw it coming, and made it your friend." + +She looked around, half-expecting to see him the way she had at his +funeral, but he was not to be seen. "It sucks that you died so young. +I know you're OK now and everything, but I still don't like it. Your +mom misses you. But I guess you know that." + +She sensed that someone had come up beside her. Turning, she saw that +it was Adam. He was in a dark hooded raincoat, with his backpack. +"Hi," he said. +"Hi." +"I thought you might be here." +"Yeah." + +They stood there for a bit. "I wish I'd met him," Adam said. "He must +have been a good kid." +"Yeah, he was." +"You okay?" he asked. +"No. Are you?" +"No." +Joan began to cry. Adam shyly took her hand. She held it tightly, +grateful for the contact. + +After a long while, he said, "Jane?" +"Mmm-hmm?" Joan replied. +"I was wondering, you know, if maybe... " Adam faltered to a stop. +Turning to him, "Yes?" +"I want to go over to Mom's grave." +"Sure." +"That's why I came out early. I went over there, and I couldn't do +it, not by myself. Would you go over with me?" +Joan squeezed his hand. "Of course I will." + +They walked hand in hand down the row of tombstones; Elizabeth's +grave was not far from Rocky's. Joan and Adam stood at the foot of +her grave for a long while. A cold drizzle began to fall. The bare +limbs of the trees on their left rustled as the wind picked up. + +Adam spoke, so softly that Joan could not tell whether he was talking +to himself or to her. +"I remember when I was in kindergarten and we were supposed to draw a +house. All the other kids drew a kid house, you know, a box with two +windows and a door and a curl of smoke from a chimney. The teacher +loved it, and told them how good they all were. My house was +different. I got this idea that I'd show all the rooms at once with +all the furniture and the plumbing and the electric wires, all kind +of piled up in four or five dimensions, and all the people that had +ever lived there before us. The teacher frowned at me when she saw it +and said 'Now Adam. Be a good little boy and draw a house the way it +is supposed to be.' I didn't know what to do, so I started crying, +and the other kids made fun of me, all except Grace. She told them to +shut up. She hit one of the boys, and the teacher made her go sit in +the corner." + +Joan held Adam's hand. She was starting to cry again. +"I took it home, all smudged where I'd cried on it. I didn't even +have to tell Mom what it was. As soon as she saw it, she said 'That's +our house, isn't it?' She hugged me, and hung it on the refrigerator. +It stayed there for years." + +"I wish I'd known her," Joan said. +"She would have liked you. She saw lots of stuff that other people +can't see, and she would see what a good person you are." +Joan didn't know what to say to this. Adam took his hand from Joan's, +and reached into an inside pocket of his coat. He pulled out a little +cardboard box, what might have once been a box for a ring. "I made +this for you, Mom," he said. He opened it, and took out a tiny +sculpture: a woman surrounded by a nimbus of bright wires, looping +around her like ripples in a three-dimensional pond. Kneeling on one +knee in the wet grass, he set it gently at the foot of the tombstone. +"If there's ever any good ripples that come from me, you're the one +who started it." + +Joan stood behind Adam, her hands on his shoulders. She was +awestruck. The little sculpture was exquisite, like a tiny jewel, or +a star in the night sky. Looking up, she saw that Grace was standing +there. As Adam stood up, Grace came over and hugged him, hard, +neither of them saying a word. Finally she spoke, "The others are +here. We'd better go." + +The three of them walked toward the chapel, as the drizzle grew into +a steady cold rain. + +"This is the third time we've crossed this bridge," Kevin said as +they crossed the Potomac in heavy afternoon traffic. +"I think we just need to get in that lane and we'll be able to get in +the place this time," Andy said. "Yeah, there it is. There's the +sign." +-------------------------------------- +Friedman, Glynis and Luke stood inside the chapel waiting for them. +Joan went to Luke, taking his hands in hers. "I'm glad you came," she +said. Luke smiled, a little. "I'm sorry I've been such a grouch," he +said. +"It's OK. For what it's worth, I'm on your side. You would knock 'em +dead at MIT, now or anytime." +"Thanks. Thanks, Joan. That means a lot." +"Tell her about the admissions guy," Grace said. +"Oh yeah. I called the admissions office yesterday after school and +told them the situation. He said that the scholarship still holds, +even if I don't start until fall 2007. And he said I might as well +get some general studies courses out of the way at Dawson. They would +work with the Dawson people and make sure that the courses transfer." +"Luke, that's great news!" Joan said. +"I still want to go. It's not fair." +"Unchallenged," Joan said. "Life's not fair, is it?" +"No," he said, sadly shaking his head. "That's kind of what today is +all about, I guess. Life is definitely not fair." + +The six of them walked down the drive toward Judith's grave. The +little group huddled together against the wind, now blowing steadily +as the temperature dropped. A few leaves, the last of the season, +swirled around them. They saw two people standing by the grave, +holding one another. "I wonder who that is," Grace said. The two +people heard the group and turned to see who they were. "Look, it's +Judith's parents," Joan said. + +"Mr. Montgomery. Mrs. Montgomery," Joan said, as the group gathered +beside them. Seeming surprised that the young people had come, Mr. +Montgomery said "It is a dark day for this sort of thing. I'm glad +you came." +"We had to," Joan said, finding herself the spokesperson for the +group. "We haven't forgotten." +"Nor have we," Mrs. Montgomery said. +"We don't want to intrude," Mr. Montgomery said. "We've been here for +a while, and I guess we'll go now." +"Don't go," Joan said. "Stay here with us. We all cared about Judith. +We ought to all be here together." +Touched by Joan's offer, Mr. Montgomery said "Thank you. That is very +kind." + +The tombstone read: + +Quote: +Judith Montgomery +Beloved Daughter +March 9th, 1988 +November 12, 2004 + +There were flowers on the grave, obviously from the Montgomerys. The +eight of them stood in a little group around the grave. + +"We failed her," Mrs. Montgomery said. "We were so busy with our jobs +that we didn't have time for her. She made it hard for us to try and +get through, but that doesn't excuse us. We didn't try hard enough. +If only we could start over..." + +Joan came over and hugged her. For a moment, Joan could think of +nothing to say. Slowly, she said "Judith is all right now. Everything +is all right." + +"I wish I knew that," Mr. Montgomery said. "God, I wish I knew that." +Not knowing what else she could say, Joan kept her silence, and +hugged him also. + +Grace spoke up. "Judith, you rocked. You broke every convention. You +turned everything upside down. We miss you, girl." + +After a moment, Luke said "You have gone on into another continuum. +You see things now that our eyes are too dim to see. You hear things +our ears are too dull to hear. If there is a God, you must be seeing +Him face to face, and you must know the things that still mystify us. +We will come to you, but you can no longer come to us. Go gently and +be at peace, friend." + +Glynis said "I didn't know Judith much at all. But I wish her well. +And I'm here for all of you... all of you, my friends." She turned +away, shy at having said what she said. + +Adam set his backpack on the ground, opened it, and pulled out +something wrapped in a cloth. He motioned for Joan to help him, and +the two of them unwrapped it. + +It was Judith, whirling on one foot in a wild dance, her arms +outstretched and her hair flying about her. She had a huge smile on +her face as she looked skyward, as if she were caught up in a moment +of fierce joy. + +"Here. You should have this," Adam said. +They looked at the sculpture, and at Adam. "We can't take this. +It's... it is stunning," Mrs. Montgomery said. "You should sell this; +it would be worth a lot of money." +"No. I can't sell something like this. I made it for Judith. I was +going to leave it here, but you should have it." + +Joan added her voice: "Yes. You should have it. I think Judith would +want it that way." Adam pressed the sculpture into Mr. Montgomery's +hands. Reluctantly, he took it, cradling it carefully in his arms. + +Joan began to speak. "You saved my life, Judith. Back there at crazy +camp, I was losing it. I was going insane, and didn't believe in +anyone or anything anymore. But you drug me back up and made me keep +on living." Looking down at her feet, Joan continued, "I wish I had +been there for you. I was too wrapped up in myself last fall, and +I... I wasn't paying enough attention to you or to anything. I didn't +see what was happening to you, not until it was too late." + +Reaching into her pocket, she pulled out three balls. "I still have +the juggling balls. I... I try sometimes, for you. But I just can't +do it, not without you." Sobbing now, she said "I miss you so much! I +wish you were still here with us." Grace and Luke hugged her and held +her as she turned away, trying to hide her tears. Mrs. Montgomery +came over, shyly, and took Joan's hand. "Thank you for everything," +she murmured. "You were there for Judith when no one else was." Joan +smiled through her tears and nodded. + +"I was crazy last fall," Friedman said, while this was going on. "No, +I've always been crazy." The others smiled. "Judith, you were crazy +too. You were a blaze of light, too bright to bear... I guess maybe +too bright to last on this earth." + +After a moment he continued, "You weren't exactly falling for my +boyish charm. Not even for my Hamlet. And that's OK. But I hope you +realized that I really did love you." + +Looking at Glynis, who seemed uncomfortable with his remarks, +Friedman continued, "I've moved on now. We all have, because we must. +But we will remember you, always." + +Looking around at the group, as if unsure whether to say more, he +continued: + +"Judith, now you sleep. 'Perchance to dream?' +Or is it a formless night without morning, +The end of a 'tale +Told by an idiot, +Signifying nothing?' + +Was I no more than a pest? +Or do you dream of me, as I of you, +Awaiting a morning where +Even love stillborn +is honored?" + +-------------------------------------- + +There were rows of graves, some of them fresh, all in military +precision with identical white markers. Many of them had little +American flags from the crowd of visitors for the Veterans' Day +ceremonies the day before. Kevin and Andy were alone in the cold +rain, except for an old woman down the way in a black raincoat but +bareheaded, kneeling in the wet grass and weeping silently by a fresh +grave. + +Quote: +Lisa A. Macmillan, Spc. U.S. Army +Operation Iraqi Freedom +August 18, 1984 - September 4, 2005 + +Kevin rolled up to the marker, leaned over, and planted the little +flag by it, next to one that was already there. Andy gently laid the +little bouquet of daisies on the mound, where grass was just +beginning to grow back. + +"Lisa, friend of our friend," Kevin said, softly. "We don't know if +you can hear us, but Ricky misses you. I think he wishes he were +dead, too." +"He wants you to know that he loves you," Andy said. "He's a good +guy, and we hope you'll think well of him." +"We wish you well, wherever you are. May you have rest, and peace." + +The old woman stood, slowly and with effort, and with a last look at +the grave began walking their way. She nodded to them as she passed, +her black-and-gray hair soaking wet and plastered to her forehead, +her face wrinkled, her Oriental eyes dark and sad, and red from +weeping. They returned the nod and watched as she slowly made her way +down the row, tiny and fragile-looking in the rain. + +-------------------------------------- + +The rain fell steadily, harder now than before. Joan and Adam walked +slowly along the sidewalk, holding hands and sheltering under his +umbrella. Their breath was now making clouds of steam, as the +temperature continued to drop. Each of them was lost in thought, glad +simply to have each other's company. They were almost to the Girardi +house before Adam spoke: + +"I was thinking... you know, the other part of a year ago." +"Yeah. I was thinking about that too." +"It was good." +Joan looked at Adam, and smiled. He smiled back, his little smile +that she loved. "You were so handsome. I thought my Prince Charming +had come to sweep me off my feet." +"You were beautiful. I've tried to draw you, what you looked like +that night. I can't. I don't have any way to measure up to it." +"That was such a good time," Joan said. +"I really thought things were going to be OK," Adam said, softly, +"Like I'd finally found someone, and we'd be together forever." +"Yeah, like the old stories: 'And they lived happily ever after.' +Hasn't happened." +"No. I wish it had." +They walked on a bit. Adam broke the silence: "I hate that I screwed +things up." +"You weren't the only one. We both screwed up. I sometimes wish we +could go back a year, back to that night. And before Judith died. I +wish we could bring her back." +"I wonder if we'll ever be like we were a year ago. Seems like +another universe or something." +"I guess not," Joan said. "It's like being a child, maybe. We can't +go back there again." She stopped and turned to Adam. "But we're +where we are now. And we can go on from here, the best we can." +"Unchallenged," he said softly. +Adam kissed her, a shy little kiss on the cheek. "I love you." +She smiled at him. "I love you too." Gently, she reached up and +touched his face. + +They embraced in the cold rain, kissing tenderly and long as the +early dark of November deepened around them. diff --git a/16-AWonderfulGiftPart1.rst b/16-AWonderfulGiftPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d08c037 --- /dev/null +++ b/16-AWonderfulGiftPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,2070 @@ +Episode 3.16, A Wonderful Gift, Part 1 +-------------------------------------- + +With Ole Pen + +It’s been awhile since I’ve written. So much and so little has +happened. After a week with no trace of Ryan Hunter and his group, +the county lowered the Terrorist Threat Level back down to ‘Yellow’. +I’m still trying to deal with the idea of life without Ryan. Yes, I’m +thrilled, but I still think about him, and I often have to remind +myself that he’s gone. + +Grace went home after her mother agreed to admit herself into rehab. +Sarah is in Baltimore. I don’t know why she couldn’t do it here, but +I guess this is a special Jewish center for that purpose. Rabbi +Polonsky left today to join her, so Grace is back as my roommate +until her mother returns. + +I told Dad that I knew Ryan was gone, but he said he still had to +complete his investigation. He left this morning to consult with the +FBI about it, and he won’t be back until Tuesday evening. I know it’s +just a few days, but I’m still going to miss him. I like having him +here every day. + +The Goetzmann’s finally came over the Saturday before last. Mom made +her leg of lamb. Everyone enjoyed it. Elizabeth was glad that I found +out about Adam taking dance lessons. She felt bad about deceiving me, +but Adam wanted to keep it a secret. She said Adam is doing really +well. We talked and listened to the CD’s she brought with her, and +she showed me a few dances that she had learned. We had a good time. +Yesterday was a struggle, but I feel better now, having said goodbye +once again to Judith. The crocus is still blooming. The Herald had a +story this morning. Visitors to Mercer Creek discovered the crocuses +Adam and I planted. They have bloomed as well! I had Luke look up the +‘Joan of Arc’ crocus for me. They’re not supposed to do that, at +least not until the spring. Strange. + +I’m falling back in love with Adam. I guess I never really fell out +of love, but it still scares me. I need to slow down. How do you +control your heart? I should tell him how much I really love him. Not +sharing our true feelings is what caused our breakup in the first +place. Isn’t that what I demanded of him? God, please help me to do +it right this time. + +Next week is Thanksgiving and my birthday, both on the same day. That +happens every few years. At least I wasn’t born on April 1st! +Everyone is trying to get hints of what I might like as a present. In +years past, I’ve always given everyone lots of ideas, but this year, +I can’t think of anything I want. + +I stopped taking street fighting lessons from Ms. Keady, except for +once a week. She wants me to at least practice that often. She feels +she knows the jitterbug well enough now, and tomorrow, we start +teaching students. We are both amazed that we never got caught with +what we were really doing in the gym. I asked Elizabeth to help with +the teaching, and she agreed. Since I’ll be dancing so much during +school, I’ve decided to skip dance class this week. + +Ms. Keady has made only one request, in addition to me helping to +teach the other students. Her daughter wants to meet me. So, after +school tomorrow, she and I will be visiting the Children’s Hospital. +I hate it when anyone is hurting, but children are the worst. I +started to tell my dad, but then I realized I didn’t have to. I told +him anyway. + +Well, I have to go to sleep. It’s going to be a stressful next few +days. I have built up my endurance, but jitterbugging is still a +dance that’s quite exhausting, and I’ll be doing a lot of it. + +At School + +Joan and her army walk to class. Is it still her army, now that Ryan +is gone? Good question. They come upon Alice posting flyers on the +wall. + +Alice – “Would you like to come to the ‘Battle of the Bands’ on +December 3rd? There will be five bands, including ours. It’s to raise +money to rebuild St. Paul’s Church.” + +Joan – “Yeah, it sounds like fun. Do they need help?” + +Alice – “Brother Jimi thought you might ask. He would like you to +accept the donations.” + +Adam – “I’ll help with the lighting.” He smiles and continues, +“Because Joan will need someone to catch the loot.” + +Joan – “Oh no, we’re not doing that again. I’ll talk to my dad and +see if he can have some police officers there from the beginning.” + +Alice – “Brother Jimi has already seen to that. Don’t worry; +everything will be fine this time.” + +Joan – “How did you find out about it?” + +Alice – “Brother Jimi called and asked me if we would play. He saw us +play at a wedding reception, and he liked our music.” + +Joan wonders for a moment, “Friedman, where’s Glynis?” + +Friedman – “I don’t know. We went… we studied biology yesterday. I’m +surprised she’s not here today, too.” + +Elizabeth walks past, “Hey, you need to get to the gym.” She winks, +“I hope you dance.” + +Adam – “What was that about?” + +Joan – “Oh, it’s nothing. It’s a song from one of the CD’s she +brought over the other day. But she’s right, I have to go. I’ll see +you later.” + +At the Girardi Residence + +Richard answers the door, “Will, come in, I’m so glad you decided to +come.” + +Will – “Well, I can’t make promises, but I have decided that it’s +time we talked.” + +Richard – “Let me introduce you to my family. This is my wife Trenna, +my daughter Emily, and my son Trevor.” + +Will initially extends his hand, but each pulls him in for a hug and +responds with an appropriate greeting. Emily continues, “Uncle Will, +tell me about Joan. I was so excited when Dad told me that I had a +cousin. When can I meet her?” + +Will – “I don’t know just yet, but we can talk later.” + +Will and Richard go into the study alone.Richard begins, “I could +tell you remember my mother’s name. Please don’t hold that against +her. She’s really a sweet kid.” + +Will – “It was just the initial surprise. Don’t worry; I would never +take our problems out on Emily or Trevor. In fact, that’s the main +reason why I decided to come. I haven’t been fair to my children. +I’ve been depriving them of knowing their uncle and cousins…” + +At the Herald + +Rebecca walks up to Kevin’s desk, “Here are some more stories I want +you to edit.” + +Kevin – “Why don’t you just make your suggestions online, instead of +hand carrying them?” + +Rebecca – “I like to write my notes by hand, but you still get the +original stories.” + +Kevin – “Okay, but it seems inefficient.” + +Rebecca – “Well, I’ll consider changing. We are going to have to +reduce our operating costs. With the FBI freezing Hunter’s assets, +that puts us in a real bind. I’ll be at a meeting with them today to +discuss it.” + +Kevin – “They just don’t want Hunter’s money to go to sponsoring +terrorism.” + +Rebecca – “I know, but the government doesn’t have any more right to +his money than we do. We are the victims here. We are going to get +some of it released, while the lawyers fight it out.” + +Kevin – “Good luck with that!” Kevin has been enjoying Grace’s +company at home for too long. He continues, “The fascist corporate +state wants it all.” + +At School + +Joan and Ms. Keady are pleased with the response to the dance +lessons. As expected, more girls join in than boys, but Ms. Keady +decided not to make participation mandatory. All students have the +choice of dancing or running laps. Given that, some of the boys +decide to dance after all. + +Joan isn’t as tired as she expected. It must be the endorphins. The +shower was wonderful, but it still didn’t wash off all the sparkle. +It’s like being a little high, but it’s a natural high, and boy is +she hungry. Lunch couldn’t come soon enough. + +It’sJoan’s turn in line and the lunch lady asks, “Whatcha want, +sugar?” + +Joan leans over the counter and says softly, “I’m really hungry +today. Can I have extra of everything?” + +Lunch Lady – “Sure you can, baby.” She fills the tray with extra +large portions, “There you go.” She smiles and continues, “Have a +good day, Joan.” + +Joan does a double take. Is she God or does she just somehow know her +name? With Adam and Grace standing there, she can’t pursue it +further, so she thanks her and continues to the table. + +Adam – “Wow, I’ve never seen you take so much food! You always eat +like a bird.” + +Joan – “Can it! I’m a growing girl. I’m hungry.” + +Adam – “No, I didn’t mean it that way, I’m sorry.” + +Grace – “Children, please, not at the table.” + +Friedman – “I like girls with meat on their bones.” Both Grace and +Joan slap him in the head, “Come on, stop it!” + +Joan smiles and looks at Grace, “We haven’t done that in awhile. Life +is good!” The distraction offers an opportunity to change the +subject, so Joan continues by asking, “Adam, are you ready to dance +with me?” + +Adam – “That’s something we need to talk about, but later.” + +Joan – “What?” + +Adam – “Not now.” + +Joan – “You mean you don’t want to dance with me? Then what are the +dance lessons about?” + +Adam – “I said, later.” + +Joan – “No, I want to hear it now.” + +Adam gets mad and leaves the table. Joan looks back at the others +with a surprised look on her face. Grace comments, “You’re messing +up.” + +Joan gets up to follow, but first says to Grace, “Don’t let anyone +touch my lunch. I’ll be back.” She catches up with Adam in the +hallway, “What’s wrong?” + +Adam – “I just didn’t want to talk about it there. It’s private.” + +Joan – “Okay, we’re alone now. What is it?” + +Adam – “I’ve been working really hard to learn how to dance, but I’m +not that good yet. I want our first real dance to be special, not +something in gym class.” + +Joan – “Okay, I’m sorry. I didn’t think about that. But I still have +to help teach the class.” + +Adam – “I know, but I was wondering, could you and Elizabeth switch? +I would rather you not see me dance until later.” + +Joan – “I don’t know. I’ll have to ask Ms. Keady. But what if I +can’t?” + +Adam – “Then I’ll run laps. I know you don’t trust me yet, but I have +my reasons. I promise, I’ll tell you everything soon.” + +Joan – “Okay, I’ll see what I can do and I won’t bring it up again.” +She pulls him in for a kiss, “Let’s go back and finish lunch. I’m +still hungry.” + +At the Girardi Residence + +Trennahas laid out a selection of lunch meats, peanut butter, jelly, +and bread. All have gathered around the table. Emily is rocking side +to side in her seat, enjoying her sandwich, “Uncle Will, can you tell +me about Joan now?” + +Will – “You know, Kevin and Luke are also your cousins.” + +Emily – “Yeah, but they’re boys. Tell me about Joan. How old is she?” + +Will – “Joan is almost eighteen.” + +Emily – “Wow! She’s exactly twice my age. I’ll be ten in January. +What does she look like?” Will retrieves pictures of all three +children from his wallet and hands them to her. “Wow! She’s pretty +and she wears her hair long like mine. What does she like to do?” + +Trenna– “Emily, you’re asking too many questions. Your Uncle Will +might not want to talk so much yet.” + +Will – “It’s okay, Joan likes to dance and she practices yoga. She +likes music and she has a boyfriend named Adam.” + +Emily – “What kind of dance?” + +Will – “I don’t really know. She’s mentioned waltzes and the +jitterbug. All kinds, I think.” + +Emily – “Mom, see? Joan dances. Why can’t I take ballet lessons?” + +Trenna– “We’ll talk about this later.” + +Will – “I’m sorry.” + +Richard – “That’s okay. Emily just has the attention span of a nine +year old. We’ve just been waiting to see if this is what she really +wants.” + +Will – “So Emily, tell me about yourself.” + +Emily – “Well, I want to be a ballerina.” + +Trenna– “Emily.” + +Emily – “Okay, and I like to sing. What kind of music does Joan +like?” + +Will – “Mostly pop music, but she likes some of the music I have on +records.” + +Emily – “I like country western the best. LeAnn Rimes is so hot!” + +`How do I live without +you? <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12889944/c7342f76/Leann_Rimes_-_How_Do_I_Live_Without_You.mp3>`__\ *\ +I want to know. +How do I breathe without you? +*If you ever go.* +How do I ever, ever survive?*\ ” + +Will – “Wow, you’re really good. Have you ever thought about taking +singing lessons?” + +Emily – “Mom, see?” + +Will – “So Trevor, tell me about yourself…” + +At the Children’s Hospital + +Joan is able to switch gym class with Elizabeth. The results are much +the same as the first class. Elizabeth tells her that all of them -- +Adam, Luke, Grace, and Friedman -- joined in the jitterbug lessons. +Joan would have loved to be part of that, but it was more important +to avoid a crisis for Adam. She still wants Grace to come to one of +her dance classes. Maybe this will do the trick. + +After school, Ms. Keady takes them to the Children’s Hospital. They +talk on the way, “What is your daughter’s name?” + +Ms. Keady – “This week, she’s Ultra or Pearl. Her name is actually +Zoe, but she likes nicknames, depending upon what she’s reading at +the time. She’s been reading the ‘Ultra’ comic book series. Pearl +Penalosa is the heroine.” + +Joan – “Can I ask why she is in the hospital?” + +Ms. Keady – “Zoe has a brain tumor. It’s causing the symptoms of +narcolepsy. Do you know what that is?” + +Joan – “Something about falling asleep?” + +Ms. Keady – “Yes, but it happens unexpectedly. She may be talking and +then suddenly, she’s asleep. She usually wakes up a few seconds +later, but the periods have been getting longer, sometimes as long as +a few minutes. The doctors haven’t been able to treat the tumor, so +they’re trying a new drug to treat the symptom.” + +Joan – “Will she be okay?” + +Ms. Keady – “Fortunately, there’s no pain, but my fear is one of +these times, she just won’t wake up. My sister had the same thing. +She died when she was nine.” + +Joan – “I’m so sorry to hear that.” + +Ms. Keady – “Well, she wants to be treated like a normal girl, so +please try your best to do that. She dreams of becoming a dancer. +That’s why when I told her about our lessons, she wanted to meet +you.” + +They arrive and sign in at the security station. The guard looks up +Zoe’s name and responds, “Ms. Keady, they have moved Zoe to a new +room. She’s now on the third floor, in the Harold Lloyd suite, room +21.” + +They enter the room and Zoe immediately reaches for her mother with +open arms. Ms. Keady melts into her with a loving hug. This is a side +of Ms. Keady that Joan has never seen. The drill sergeant gym teacher +she has known is now the most loving mother. + +Ms. Keady – “How are you feeling today?” + +Zoe – “Fine. Look! A doctor came by and gave me this book. He said I +could keep it.” + +Ms. Keady – “Let me see.” Zoe holds up the book so they can see the +cover. “\ The World at Ripple Pond, sounds nice. I have to talk to +Dr. Wilson, but I’ll be back soon. You and Joan can talk for awhile.” + +Ms. Keady leaves and Joan says, “That was nice of the doctor to give +you the book.” + +Zoe – “Yeah, he comes by a lot. I don’t know his name. He’s a real +nice man, but he talks kind of funny. Do you have a pen so I can +write my name in my book?” + +Joan retrieves a pen from her purse and Zoe writes her name on the +inside cover, “There, now everyone will know it’s mine.” + +Joan – “Can I see?” + +Zoe hands her the book and Joan leafs through, “This is really a nice +book.” She returns to the front page and notices where Zoe has +written her name, “Oh, Raphaela is your middle name. That’s a very +pretty name.” + +Zoe – “Yeah, sometimes I like to be called Raphie. That was my aunt’s +name, but I never knew her.” + +This whole experience is very unnerving for Joan, but she has +promised to act normal for Zoe, so she says nothing. Zoe asks, “Tell +me about dancing. What kind of dances to you like?” + +Joan – “Oh, I like all kinds. I guess my favorite would be the waltz, +but all are fun to do. Do you have a favorite?” + +Zoe – “I don’t know the names, but mom dances with me. She doesn’t +like me to do it alone, but I do anyway, sometimes. I’m pretty good, +except when I go sailing.” + +Joan – “Sailing?” + +Zoe – “When I go to sleep. Sometimes, I fall down. Will you show me +the waltz dance?” + +Joan gets up and Zoe climbs out of bed. “Are you sure you are allowed +to get out of bed?” + +Zoe – “It’s okay. They don’t start the medicine until tomorrow. Come +on, dance with me.” + +Joan takes Zoe’s hands and walks her through the steps. Zoe is right, +she is a quick learner. Soon, they are dancing around the room. Ms. +Keady comes back and smiles while watching from the doorway. When +they finish the dance, she comes in and makes a big to-do about how +well Zoe dances. Joan, of course, provides the appropriate +encouragement as well. Zoe climbs back into bed and picks up her +book. She begins to read aloud, “Once upon a time, Princess Juliette +was walking in…” Suddenly, Zoe is asleep. + +Joan looks at Ms. Keady, “So, I guess this is sailing?” + +Ms. Keady – “Yeah, that’s what she’s decided to call it.” + +Joan – “What should I do?” + +Ms. Keady – “Nothing, just wait. Soon, she’ll wake up, and if nothing +has changed, she’ll continue reading, and she won’t realize anything +has happened.” + +Joan waits for what seems like forever. Then just as suddenly, Zoe +continues, “…the meadow. A handsome prince came by and offered her a +ride on his beautiful horse. They rode all morning, and then…” + +At the Girardi Residence + +Will is in the basement with Trevor. Richard has built a marvelous +train platform for him, actually for both of them, to play with. +Trevor has two trains racing around the maze of crossings, bridges, +and tunnels. Will is impressed with Richard’s craftsmanship. “You and +your father have done a great job making this train set.” + +Trevor – “Yeah, we have a lot of fun with it, but sometimes it gets +boring. Would you like to see something neat?” + +Will – “Sure!” + +Trevor moves a lever and both trains move onto the same track, “Watch +this.” Trevor increases the speed and each train roars around the +platform on a collision course.” + +Will – “Wait, they’re going to crash!” + +Trevor – “That’s the idea.” Within seconds, train cars and train car +parts begin flying off the platform. + +Richard rushes down stairs to investigate the commotion, “What +happened?” + +Trevor – “Uncle Will moved that lever. I told him not to.” A smile +paints across his face. + +Will – “I… but I…” Will decides it’s pointless to argue. He gives +Trevor a glare and agrees, “Well, I’m sorry. I wasn’t expecting this +to happen.” + +Richard is astute enough to know what really happened, but decides to +let if go. “Will, I found some pictures that I think you might want +to see. Let’s go up to the study. Trevor, please clean up this mess.” + +Trevor – “But Dad…” + +Richard – “And no more trains for a week.” + +At the Children’s Hospital + +Zoe – “…and they all lived happily ever after.” + +Joan – “Or they all moved towards spiritual growth and +enlightenment.” + +Zoe – “What?” + +Joan – “Oh, never mind. That was a nice story. You read very well for +your age.” + +Ms. Keady – “She has a good teacher. Mrs. Olg is retired, but she’s +still the best teacher in Arcadia.” + +Zoe – “I like Mrs. Olg too, but I want to go to a real school +someday.” + +Ms. Keady – “I know, honey. Maybe this new medicine will allow you to +do that.” + +On the way home, Joan is quiet for a while, but she finally decides +to speak, “Zoe is really nice. Would it be all right if I visit her?” + +Ms. Keady – “I put you on the visitor’s list, so you can visit +whenever you like.” + +Joan – “Thank you.” She pauses before continuing, “I don’t know if I +should ask this, but where is Zoe’s father?” + +Ms. Keady doesn’t respond immediately, but then says, “Zoran and I +had planned to marry on Valentine’s Day. He had business in Tokyo, so +we spent Christmas there. On the way back, our plane crashed. There +were 393 passengers on that flight, but he was the only one who was +killed. I will never understand why.” + +Joan – “I’m so sorry to hear that. I shouldn’t have asked.” + +Ms. Keady – “That’s okay, it was a long time ago. Please don’t tell +any of your friends. At school, I’m still Arcadia’s army drill +sergeant, and I want to keep it that way.” + +Joan – “Don’t worry; I’m good at keeping secrets.” + +At Home + +Grace and Luke are waiting for Joan to arrive. They agree to study +biology and government together so Joan can catch up on the classes +she missed today. While they wait, they play Skip-Bo at the dining +room table. + +When Joan arrives, she sits with them and asks to be dealt in, “I +need to do some mindless activity for awhile.” + +Grace – “I gather you don’t want to talk about your trip with Ms. +Keady?” + +Joan – “Ms. Keady’s daughter is Zoe. She’s very pretty, and someday +she will have all the boys chasing after her, that is, if she lives +that long. It’s really heartbreaking. Why do bad things always seem +to happen to good people?” + +Helen overhears Joan’s comment, “That’s a question that only God can +answer. I’ll say a prayer for her.” + +Joan – “You know what she wants most?” Joan doesn’t wait for an +answer, “She wants to go to school like a normal kid. That really +makes me feel sad, because I know how much I complain about school, +and that’s all she wants.” + +No one responds. They just begin to play the game, giving Joan the +mindless activity she seeks. + +At the Girardi Residence + +For Will, going through the pictures with Richard is melancholy and +cool, kind of bittersweet. It brings back some of the bad memories +and some of the good times he had forgotten. Will is especially drawn +to an 8X10 photo of his father in uniform. He remembers it from when +he was a child, but he never knew what had happened to it. + +Richard – “I was thinking about having copies of this made. Would you +like one?” + +Will smiles, “Yes, that would really be nice.” + +Richard packs up the photos, all except for one album and the photo +to be copied, “These are some more recent photos I would like to show +you after dinner.” + +Trennacomes in, “You forgot to get lettuce. I have dinner on the +stove. Can you run to the store and get some?” + +Richard – “Sure.Will, I’ll be back in a little while.” + +Will – “I can come with you.” + +Richard – “No, you and Trenna haven’t had a chance to talk yet. You +can do that while she watches dinner.” + +After Richard leaves, Will and Trenna go into the kitchen. Will +comments, “What smells so good?” + +Trenna– “Spiced beef, it’s a recipe passed down through my family. My +ancestry is Irish. My maiden name is Muldoon.” + +Will – “Well, it smells delicious.” + +Trenna– “I think you’ll like it. I’ve also made peach cobbler for +dessert.” + +There’s a lull in the conversation, so Will asks, “How did you and +Richard meet?” + +They sit down and Trenna smiles, “I was selling equipment for a +medical manufacturer. We were demonstrating an ultrasound scanner +where Richard was one of the resident doctors. Afterward, I invited +Richard and the other doctors out for dinner. I was surprised when +they all declined, except for Richard. It was intended as a business +courtesy, but I found that I really enjoyed Richard’s company. I +couldn’t stop thinking about him. Then a week later, I called and +asked him out. We dated for a while, and then we fell in love. Well, +I think I actually fell in love with him that first night. It’s not a +Romeo and Juliette story, but it worked for us. I’m very happy.” + +Will – “No, it sounds like a nice story.” + +Trenna– “Tell me about Helen. How did you two meet?” + +Will – “Bailey’s Donut Shop. I was a rookie street cop then, working +on the night shift. My partner and I made a habit of stopping in at +Bailey’s after our shift. I noticed Helen was usually sitting and +quietly reading in a corner booth. I didn’t say anything for weeks, +but then I just had to say hello. She told me to leave her alone and +she got up and walked out. + +I left her alone for a few days. Then I got my partner to talk about +her with me, just loud enough for her to hear. She ignored us, but we +kept it up for a few days. Then I caught the tiniest smile. I sat +down with her, but this time, she didn’t leave. She still wouldn’t +talk to me, but she let me talk to her. By the time she finally did +talk to me, I think I had told her everything there was to know about +me. It was still several more weeks before she would go out with me, +and a couple of years before she would marry me. It was a challenge, +but I finally made her fall in love with me.” + +Trenna– “That a nice story. I’m looking forward to meeting her. What +else can you tell me?” + +Will – “Well, for years she stayed at home raising the children. But +two years ago, she started working at the school office, while the +kids were in school. Last year, she became the school’s art teacher. +She really enjoys it. She also paints. I don’t know the first thing +about art, but I know she’s really good. She’s even had her work +shown at the Franklin Art Gallery in Arcadia.” + +Trenna– “That’s really impressive. I don’t paint, but I do love art.” +She gets up, checks the oven, and turns down the burners on the +stove. “I bought a painting a few years ago. Richard says I’m weird +for buying it. Let me show it to you.” + +She takes him to the upstairs hallway where it is hanging, “It’s a +reproduction of MC Escher’s ‘\ \ `Ascending and +Descending <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/AscendingandDescending_MCEscher.jpg>`__\ .’ +What do you think?” + +Will looks at the painting for a while, “I don’t know. There’s +something wrong with that staircase.” + +Trenna– “That’s the beauty of it. It’s impossible, yet there it is! I +love it.” + +At Home + +Joan, Grace, and Luke play cards until dinner, so the studies have to +wait. Between Luke and Grace, Joan catches up. However, the physical +and mental exhaustion of the day causes Joan to have to go to bed +early. She lies quietly trying to make sense of the day, but she’s +just too tired to think. As she falls asleep, she wonders, “Is this +real or am I going crazy?” + +At the Girardi Residence + +After dinner, Will and Richard retire to the study. Richard shows +Will the pictures in the last photo album. It’s a collection of +photos from their wedding through the present. Richard turns through +the pages, explaining each picture. As he turns the next page, a +photo falls out. Will picks it up. It’s a picture of Richard and +another man. Written on it is, “Thanks for the tip.” Richard can see +Will is curious, so he explains. + +“That’s Frank Burns. He was the best man at our wedding. I first met +Trenna when she came to show some equipment at our hospital. She was +the most beautiful woman I’d ever seen. I knew she had planned to ask +us all to dinner, so I paid the other doctors $50 each to decline. +That’s what he means by ‘Thanks for the tip.’ I got to spend the +evening alone with her. I wanted to ask her out right away, but I was +broke. Then she called me. Trenna is happy believing that she seduced +me. That’s why I’ve never told her what Frank meant by his remark.” + +Will smiles, “That’s a nice story.” + +At School + +Joan and Grace meet up with the others, and they are shocked to see +Adam has a splint on his finger, “What happened!” + +Adam – “Elizabeth got mad at me last night. She slammed my finger in +the car door, but it was an accident.” + +Grace – “Spill it.” + +Adam – “Well, I was trying to be funny and made the mistake of making +fun of Jim Krosier. He’s in our dance class too. It appears Elizabeth +has a crush on him.” + +Joan – “She mentioned him the other day. He’s her favorite dance +partner.” + +Adam – “Well, he’s more than that. They are going out on a date this +weekend.” + +Joan – “Well, you just need to learn to keep your hands out of places +where they don’t belong.” She smiles and gives him a kiss. + +Glynis– “Oh, I’m so jealous. Huggy-bear, kissy-face.” + +Joan – “What’s your problem?” + +Glynis– “The reason I wasn’t at school yesterday. Apparently, I have +mono. I’m not allowed to kiss for a while.” + +Luke – “Friedman! Have you had a fever or anything?” + +Friedman – “No, apparently, I was just the donor.” + +Everyone laughs, except for Glynis and Friedman. + +At Johns Hopkins Children’s Center + +Richard and Trenna send the children back to school. Trenna works +part time selling pharmaceuticals, while the kids are at school. + +Richard decides he wants to show Will where he works. They enter the +pediatric trauma center, and Richard introduces Will to some of the +staff. He then begins to show Will some of the facilities and +equipment that aren’t being used. Will can see that Richard is very +proud of both his family and his work. He thinks to himself that he’s +glad he decided to make the trip. He regrets not having gotten to +know his brother, a good and decent man. + +Over the PA comes a message, “Code Yellow. All physicians and staff +report to your stations.” Simultaneously, Richard’s pager goes off. +Richard is initially annoyed, “Now what! I told them I was taking the +day off.” He pulls out a card from his wallet, “I haven’t had this +code before.” He reads the card aloud, “Code Yellow – Disaster.” + +Suddenly, the trauma center becomes a flurry of activity. Doctors, +nurses, and other specialists begin arriving from other parts of the +hospital. Richard and Will walk over to the nurses station where +Richard asks, “What do we have?” + +Nurse – “A major accident on I-95, just north of the tunnel. Five of +the vehicles were school buses. There are about 20 children on the +way.” + +Richard looks sadly at Will, “I’m sorry, I have to go to work.” + +Will – “I understand, I’ll call you later.” + +Richard goes to work and Will makes himself invisible by standing in +a recess in the wall. Children begin to be brought in and the hallway +quickly becomes a triage area. A gurney with a girl a little younger +than Emily is parked in front of Will. The girl is covered with cuts +and scrapes. She cries while the doctor tends to her wounds. She +reaches out her hand, “I want my mom. They said my mom would be +here.” Will melts and takes her hand, “She’ll be here soon. Don’t +worry.” He holds her hand while the painkiller takes effect. Her +mother does arrive, just before they take her to the OR. + +At the Herald + +Rebecca returns from her meeting with the FBI. She hasn’t said +anything yet, but the expression on her face indicates that it did +not go well. She sits at her computer for a few minutes, and then +walks to the center of the room, “Listen up, everyone.” She pauses +briefly, and then continues, “I was at the meeting with the FBI to +discuss the freezing of our assets. They want to search our database +to ensure that no one was involved with Ryan Hunter. Although we +would like to cooperate and get this behind us, this is a clear +violation of the First Amendment. We had to refuse. + +The battle has gone to the lawyers. I don’t know how long this will +last or how long this newspaper can survive without cash flow. I ask +all of you to hang in there, and hopefully, this will be resolved +soon.” + +Rebecca returns to her desk and Kevin notices that she appears to hit +the ‘Enter’ key. A message pops up on his screen. It reads: + +*Kevin,* + +*That was my official statement. As your friend, I suggest you polish +up your resume.* + +*Rebecca* + +At School + +The jitterbug lessons go pretty much the same as yesterday. Some +students decide to join after watching for awhile. Adam is unusually +quiet during lunch, and Joan wonders if he is still mad about what +happened yesterday. She decides to strike up a conversation, “I +haven’t heard you mention Pax recently. How is she?” + +Adam – “She’s fine. In fact, my dad is allowing her in the house now. +We kept the shed heated, but she still got very lonely. She sleeps in +my room now. She has claimed my bed, but begrudgingly lets me have it +when I go to sleep.” + +Joan – “That’s good to hear that she can spend time with you in the +house now. She’s such a great dog.” + +Adam – “Yeah, and my dad likes her too. He takes her out for walks +and plays with her when I’m not there. He’s not a dog person, so I +never would have believed this could happen, but Pax has won his +heart.” + +Joan – “Believing in things that you can see is easy. It’s the things +you can’t see that I sometimes have trouble with.” + +Luke – “Well, you can’t see air, but we know it is there, even though +we can’t see it.” + +Grace – “You mean like religion, because I know you believe in God, +and you can’t see him?” + +Joan thinks to herself, ‘But I can see him!’ She leaves the thought +there and replies, “I guess I mean, what if you discover that +something you never thought could be true, actually might be true? +What would you do?” + +Grace – “You’re being too cryptic, but if you know it’s true, then +believe it.” + +Glynis– “I once believed that dogs were boys and cats were girls. I +didn’t learn I was wrong until we got another cat.” + +Friedman – “Thank you for sharing that. Atem re’item, Exodus 19:4, +You have seen. If you know it to be true, then you must believe it.” + +Adam looks at Joan, “I believe in things that I can’t see. When I +told you I talked to angels, it wasn’t completely a metaphor. I +believe in God and angels, and I talk to them all the time. I just +don’t talk to anyone else about it.” + +Joan smiles, happy that Adam would share that with her, “Yeah, but +what if this thing is so incredible, that you have only heard of it +happening in legends. Would you still believe it?” + +Luke – “You really have only two choices; to believe it is true, or +believe you are insane. I think the jury is still out.” + +Joan’s eyes become like daggers. “Thanks Luke, don’t you think I’ve +thought of that?” + +Grace – “If you’re not going to tell us what it is, I don’t think we +can help you. Maybe you should talk to a priest, or to Lilly.” + +Joan – “Yeah, maybe. I don’t know. I guess I’ll just have to figure +it out on my own. Thanks for the ideas.” + +Joan quietly continues eating and thinks to herself, ‘Believing in +God hasn’t been a problem, because I can see God. But I don’t see +this, I just think it might be true. Is that enough?’ + +On the Way + +Will remained at the hospital until the backlog of children were +treated and forwarded elsewhere. He had a similar encounter with a +young boy and tried to comfort him. It was inspiring for him to watch +Richard work. + +On the drive home, Will listens to the news. “Joppatowne Elementary +School’s field trip to the National Aquarium turned into tragedy +today. Their school buses were involved in an accident on interstate +95, just north of the Fort McHenry Tunnel. Almost a 150 children were +treated at area hospitals. Fortunately, there were no fatalities…” He +searches the dial, but can’t find anything he likes. He resumes +listening to the CD Lilly loaned him. He thinks about Helen and the +kids, and how wonderful it will be to be\ `back home +again <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12899598/4f56cdc4/John_Denver_-_Back_Home_Again.mp3>`__\ . + +At the Bookstore + +Business has been light, so Joan has been able to do the reading +Madam Marx gave her. She takes a tablet and begins writing things +down: The passage from Corinthians; the meaning of Raphaela; +Raphaela, Ms. Keady’s daughter; her being named after her aunt. Was +the Raphaela in her dream Ms. Keady’s sister? *The World at Ripple +Pond*. She checked. That was never a book the store had ever ordered, +and as far as she could find, it has never existed. Yet, now Zoe also +has a copy, given by a mysterious doctor who talks funny. The ‘Joan +of Arc’ crocus. It had no business blooming until the spring. Oh, and +the frog! We had it cut to pieces. How could it have jumped out of +her hand and out of the window? + +She wonders for a few minutes, then continues writing. ‘I leave hints +all over the place. I’m all about hints.’ Then she writes, ‘Some +things have to be believed to be seen.’ She slowly begins to circle +this last entry, over and over again. She misses the days when God +would just give her assignments. ‘Sure, whatever you say.’ At least +then, she knew what she was supposed to do, even if she didn’t know +why. ‘God, why won’t you just walk through that door and tell me I’m +right or tell me that I’m nuts?’ + +The door chimes and she looks up, “Dad! What are you doing here?” She +runs to him, and gives him a big hug. + +Will – “I looked at my watch as I was coming into town and realized +it was about time for you to get off work. I decided to give you a +ride home.” + +Joan – “I’ve missed you. I know it was only a couple of days, but I +like having you home.” + +Will – “Well, I don’t have any more trips planned, so I should be +home for quite a while. Are you ready?” + +Joan – “Yeah.”She gathers up her things and sets the alarm as she +leaves. On the way home, she tells him about how much fun she has +been having teaching the jitterbug. Then she continues, “So, how was +your trip?” + +Will – “Good, it turned out better than I had expected. I’ll tell you +about it after dinner tomorrow. I know you’ll probably beat me, but +would you like to play a game of chess when we get home?” + +Joan – “No, not tonight, I’m too tired. I’m going to get something to +eat and go to bed, but I would like to play again.” + +Will – “I’ll be ready.” + +They arrive home and everyone is glad to see Will. As they are +getting ready for bed, Helen asks, “How was your trip?” + +Will – “Good, good, better than I had expected.” + +Helen – “So, does that mean we’ll be having company for +Thanksgiving?” + +Will – “Yeah, I invited them last night.” + +At Home + +School was pretty much the same as the previous days. Elizabeth and +Joan talked for a while and she apologized profusely, “I’m really +sorry for breaking your boyfriend. It really was an accident.” Joan +asks about Jim. “He’s really good looking and he’s a great dancer. +I’ll let you have a dance at the ‘Battle of the Bands’ if you want.” + +After school, Joan and Will have their game of chess. Will is +actually playing very good. Joan looks at the board and devises a +strategy for him to win. She’s getting better at this. She only had +to make one subtle mistake to insure her loss. + +Will – “Did you let me win again?” + +Joan – “No! You won fair and square. You’re getting better each time +we play.” + +Will isn’t sure whether to believe her, but he decides that maybe he +actually did win this one. + +Dinner is wonderful. Oh, it was just spaghetti and meatballs, but all +of them being together again made it special. After dinner, they all +gather around the table again. + +Will – “Earlier this week, I told you I had business with the FBI. I +actually went to visit your Uncle Richard. I…” + +Joan interrupts, “That’s great! What made you decide to go see him?” + +Will – “Well, you kids almost getting killed reminded me about of how +important you are to me. I got to thinking that I wasn’t being fair +to you.” + +While her father is talking, Joan remembers what God told her. She +smiles, pleased as she realizes that her father has decided to play +his missing note. + +Will continues, “You should be able to know your uncle and +cousins.So…” + +Joan interrupts again, “Uncle Richard has a family?” + +Will – “Yes, he’s married and has two children. His wife is named +Trenna, and his children are named Emily and Trevor. Anyway, I +decided to have a talk with him. It’s still going to be difficult for +me, but I think I’ll be okay. It’s more important for you to be able +to know him and his family.” + +Kevin – “When will we be able to meet them?” + +Will – “Next week. I have invited them for Thanksgiving.” + +Joan – “I remember that uncle Richard is a doctor. Do you know what +kind?” + +Will – “He works at the Johns Hopkins Children’s Center. I saw him +working. He’s really impressive. I’ll tell you more about that +later.” + +Luke – “How old are his kids?” + +Will – “Emily is nine and Trevor is seven.” He looks at Joan, “Emily +is dying to meet you. She will probably stick to you like glue. She’s +quite a little pistol, but she’s really a sweet kid.” He looks at +Luke, “Trevor is a handful. He probably should have been named +Damien, but it will only be a few days. He will likely want to spend +time with you.” He looks at Helen, “Trenna is a stunning strawberry +blonde. She’s really nice, smart, and a great cook. I’m sure you’ll +like her, too.” + +Luke – “What do you mean when you say Trevor should have been named +Damien?” + +Will – “Oh, it’s nothing. I’m sure you two will get along.” + +Kevin – “It sounds like they are really good people. I have some +news.” He pauses momentarily, “Things at the newspaper are not going +well. Rebecca didn’t say anything specifically, but I think if the +problem with the FBI isn’t resolved soon, there may be layoffs, or +the newspaper may even have to close. It doesn’t look good.” + +Will – “How do you know this?” + +Kevin – “She told me to polish up my resume. I really like my job, +but it looks like I may not have a choice. I have looked around and I +think working as a paralegal would be interesting. It still involves +research and I would have to do some writing with it. I’ve found a +paralegal course and one in creative writing at the same place. Both +courses are available on line. I’ve enrolled and will be starting +them after Thanksgiving. So that’s the news with me.” + +Helen – “Kevin, I hope you are able to keep your job, but if you do +get laid off, I’m sure you will be able to find something else. And +if you can’t find something right away, you can try to finish your +courses early. You never know. This may turn out to be a good thing.” + +Later that evening, Joan goes up to Luke’s room, “Can I look up +something on your computer?” + +Luke – “You know I don’t let anyone touch my computer.” + +Joan – “Come on, you know mine died. I won’t hurt anything, I +promise. It will only take a few minutes.” + +Luke relents, “Okay, but don’t close any of my windows and I’ll be +back in a few minutes.” + +When Will told her that Richard worked at the Johns Hopkins +Children’s Center, something resonated within her. She does a Google +search and clicks on one of the links. She reads: + +*The Johns Hopkins Children’s Center is a full-service children’s +hospital within the Johns Hopkins Hospital, with 160 inpatient beds +on eight different units and a separate pediatric emergency +department. Our pediatric nurses pride themselves on providing +competent and compassionate patient-focused, family-centered care. If +you want to be a pediatric nurse…”* + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +It’s nearly morning and Helen is finishing a good night’s sleep. In +her dream, she is alone in the church. A handsome young man, whom she +has seen before, steps up to the lectern. He has lost his brown +corduroy coat and is instead wearing traditional clothing. “Father +Mallory was feeling ill this morning. My name is Father Deus.” He +begins to give the most beautiful sermon she has ever heard. It’s +about believing in things that can’t be seen. When he finishes, he +steps down and sits beside her, “That’s a pretty nightgown you’re +wearing.” + +Helen – “Yeah, I try to dress well when we meet here. So, what’s the +occasion? Is something bad going to happen?” + +God – “Why, is your life in desolation?” + +Helen – “No, but it always seems like I see you only when something +bad is going to happen.” + +God – “Well, this time it is different. I want you to pay attention. +You will be told something that you have been told before. You will +know it when you hear it. I would like you to consider believing it +this time.” + +Helen opens her eyes to see the clock reads 5:59 a.m. She turns the +alarm off before it sounds. She lays and wonders for a while before +getting up. + +At School + +Joan has gym class when she is usually taking calculus, but she +doesn’t mind missing it at all. Everyone in this class has decided to +join in. Many in this class have already talked to their friends +about the dance lessons. Some have even been practicing with others +who have already taken their first lessons. Only time will tell if +dancing becomes a regular part of physical education, but the +prognosis looks good. + +In government class, Brian Beaumont gives a brief presentation on the +plans for this year’s job fair. He remembers Joan’s essay and asks +her to help. Joan is reluctant at first, knowing that she already has +herself spread pretty thin, but Grace razzes her, “Come on, practice +what you preach.” When Grace agrees to help her, she decides to +volunteer. This creates a conflict, because Joan really wants to +visit Zoe after school. + +At the Police Station + +Mimi – “Thanks for meeting with me. We could have done this earlier, +but with your terrorism investigation, I decided it could wait.” + +Will – “Well, I’m curious if the information I provided helped.” + +Mimi – “Yes and no.Officer Garcia was a suspect in the missing money +and heroin from the evidence locker, so your request to investigate +his involvement at the community center bust seemed warranted. Also, +the fact that some of the money and drugs were found during the +warehouse raid seemed to suggest his involvement as well, but even +with all of that, there just isn’t enough evidence to go to trial. +What we have could just be coincidences. I’m afraid we’re going to +have to close the book on this one, unless some new evidence comes to +light.” + +Will – “Well, the man’s dead. I suppose it really doesn’t matter now, +no reason to soil his memory.” + +Mimi – “So, how is the Hunter investigation going?” + +Will – “Rapping up.We’re running out of leads. It’s a good thing he +skipped town, because we don’t have as much evidence as I would like. +If this goes to trial, I question if we have enough evidence to get a +conviction.” + +Mimi – “Do you have any information on the murder charge by the +Millersville police?” + +Will – “I had Carlisle talk to Detective Anderson in case there was +any information related to our investigations. They only have a +motive and no alibi, not a strong case, either. The FBI is another +matter. They have him involved in manipulating stock futures. It +appears that’s how he made his millions.” + +Mimi – “Well, he’s gone, and I think Arcadia will be better off +without him.” + +Will – “On that, we totally agree.” As Mimi leaves, Will thinks to +himself, ‘You may have been the most cunning criminal I have faced, +but you sure don’t know how to play poker.’ + +At the Herald + +Rebecca returns once again from a meeting with the FBI. She seems to +be in a better mood than yesterday. There was a new agent present who +wasn’t at the previous meetings. His name is Victor Delacruz. + +Rebecca once again takes center stage, “May I have your attention?” +She pauses while people gather around, “We have reached a tentative +agreement with the FBI. It will require some sacrifices on our part, +but the plan will allow us to emerge as a stronger company than +before. When the plan is finalized, it will be posted on our internal +web site. All full time employees will be allowed to vote for or +against the agreement. Thank you.” + +Rebecca walks over to Kevin’s desk, “Hey, have you had lunch? There’s +a new street vendor selling Philly cheese stakes. Sound good?” + +Kevin can sense that Rebecca has an ulterior motive, so he goes +along, “Yeah, it’s actually been quite awhile since I’ve had a cheese +steak. Let’s go.” + +Once they have gotten their sandwiches, Rebecca begins the +conversation, “When I said that all full time employees would be able +to vote on the agreement, there was a reason. We are going to have to +let go of all of our part-time workers and paid interns. Everyone +left will have to take a 5% pay cut, but that will be offset by stock +purchases. It’s not a great deal, but it may allow us to avoid +layoffs of full time employees.” + +Kevin – “Adam is going to be heartbroken. He really enjoys his work +here.” + +Rebecca – “I know. I like Adam too, but this is a business decision, +nothing personal. Charlie in Ads told me he didn’t like being told by +Hunter to hire him, but he has been very satisfied with Adam’s work. +He will give Adam all the references he wants.” + +Kevin – “I’ll call Joan and give her a heads up.” + +Rebecca – “Adam won’t find out until he comes to work this afternoon, +but yeah, I think you should tell her.” + +Kevin looks at his watch, “She’s in class now. I’ll call her after +her last period.” + +At School + +During lunch, Joan contacts Susan Jordan at UMC. To Joan’s delight, +she agrees to participate in the job fair. Adding someone from the +medical industry to the job fair will be a lot easier now that she +has a volunteer. + +Just before the meeting, Kevin calls to tell her about Adam losing +his job. She considers not going, but Adam doesn’t know yet, so she +decides to attend and rush things along. + +It turns out that Grace has her own agenda. She proposes inviting a +union leader to explain the job opportunities in that profession and +the trades. There isn’t any opposition to either of their proposals, +since Grace has already lined up a volunteer as well. + +At Sal’s Arcade + +Luke and Friedman enjoy the new game that was months overdue. They +have played it before, but the released version of ‘Phantom Warrior’ +has more features than Friedman’s pirated version. + +Glynis, along to watch, quickly becomes bored. She finds her own +game, ‘Whack-a-Mole’, and becomes enamored with this decades old +carnival favorite. She names each of them Alfred and calls out their +name each time she whacks one. Friedman has been trying hard to +ignore Glynis’ effort at anger management, but he finds it +impossible. He and Luke join the crowd that has gathered around her. + +All activity in the arcade ceases and the crowd begins to chant along +with Glynis, “Bam! Alfred. Bam! Alfred…” Excitement grows as she +nears the record that has stood for over seven years. When she goes +over the top, bells and whistles chime from the machine. She +continues on, adding a substantial number to the original total, but +alas, she misses one and the game ends. Many in the crowd offer their +congratulations and as she types her name into the permanent record +of the machine, she looks at Friedman and adds, “With a little help +from Alfred.” + +At the Rove Residence + +After the meeting, Joan calls home to tell her mother that she will +be late for dinner. She leaves school and walks over to Adam’s house. +She finds Mr. Rove preparing to leave for work and tells him that +Adam will be losing his job. Carl decides he will talk to Adam in the +morning and allows Joan to stay with Pax. + +Paxis happy to see Joan. She retrieves a ball from Adam’s room and +begins to taunt Joan with it. If Pax could talk, Joan knows she’s +would be saying something like, “Come on, play with me. Bet you can’t +take this. I dare you. No, you can’t have it. Oh, don’t give up so +easily. If you promise to throw it, I’ll let you have it. Come on, +please! Outside? Outside?” + +Joan has never had Kevin’s arm with a ball, so when she takes Pax +into the front yard, she often throws and hits one of Adam’s many art +pieces. Fortunately, she doesn’t break anything, but by the time Adam +arrives, she and Pax have everything in the yard that will move, +moving. + +Adam is in a moderately bad mood, but it pleases him to find Joan and +Pax there. He is also astute enough to know there must be a reason +for her presence. He takes the ball from Pax and throws it. “Kevin +told you?” + +Joan – “Yeah, he called me after school. I’m so sorry.” She gives him +a hug, “I’m sure it won’t take you long to find something else.” + +Adam – “I think I already may have.” Joan gives him a surprised look, +but he continues before she can speak, “Do you remember that mural I +restored at Ike and Ishmi’s Bagel Co-op?” + +Joan – “Yeah, over on Walnot Street.You did a beautiful job.” She +pauses to throw the ball for Pax, “And funny! Those eyes were so +cool.” + +Adam smiles, “Yeah, I liked them, too. Anyway, I ran into Mr. Zonker, +Ike, the other day, and he told me that people have been asking who +did it. He has a list of names if I want it. I wasn’t interested at +the time, because I was busy with work and dancing, but I think I’ll +pay him a visit.” + +Joan – “That’s great! You are so talented. Hey, can I come with you +sometimes? You…” Pax demands her attention and get a ball toss “…you +almost never let me watch you work.” + +Adam – “I usually like to do my art in private. You know what a lot +of it means to me.” + +Joan – “I know, but do you remember what I said about us talking +more, sharing our feelings? You need to let me in. Your art is a very +important part of you. I’ll never be able to do what you do, but I +want to understand it. If I can watch you work, you can explain what +you’re doing and then I’ll understand. See?” + +Adam takes the ball from Pax and gives it a long throw. He then takes +Joan in his arms and gives her a kiss, “Are you starting to fall in +love me again?” + +Joan – “Yeah, a little.” + +At Home + +Joan has finished her reading and struggles to complete her calculus +assignment. When she finishes, she goes to Luke’s room to have him +check her answers, “Luke, can you check my homework?” + +Luke – “Just a minute.” + +Soon, Grace comes down, “We were just talking.” + +Joan doesn’t respond, but just goes upstairs and waits while Luke +checks her work. He tells her that she has one wrong and explains how +to find the correct answer. Joan thanks him and as she leaves, she +wonders why he is being so nice. + +She goes back down to her room and talks to Grace, “You need to cool +it, at least here. Mom has told you the rules.” + +Grace – “Yeah, I know, but we were just talking.” + +Joan – “Yeah, well no talking in bedrooms, okay?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I hear you.” + +Helen calls upstairs, “Joan, telephone. Grace, I need to talk to +you.” + +Grace goes downstairs and Joan picks up the phone, “Hi, this is +Joan.” + +Cee-Cee– “Hello, where are we going tomorrow?” + +Cee-Ceedoesn’t have to identify herself. Although she speaks English +very well, she still has a strong Chinese accent. “I don’t know. +Where would you like to go?” + +Cee-Cee– “I was hoping you would know. A voice in my head only +suggested that I go with you.” + +Joan realizes she must mean her planned visit with Zoe. It also dawns +on her that she still doesn’t know what God wants her to do with +Cee-Cee. Could it be that all of these hints have really been about +her? “Oh, I plan to visit a friend at the Children’s Hospital after +school. Would you like to come?” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure, I love children. Shall I pick you up at school?” + +Joan was going to say she would meet her there, but there is no sense +in taking the bus, “Sure, that would be nice. About three thirty?” + +Cee-Cee– “I’ll see you tomorrow. Have a pleasant night.” + +Grace comes back upstairs and calls up to Luke, “Luke, your mom wants +to talk to you.” She goes into Joan’s bedroom, “Did you rat on me?” + +Joan – “You mean about being in Luke’s room?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I just got the third degree from your mother.” + +Joan – “No, I didn’t say anything, but you deserved it. You know the +rules.” + +Grace – “Then if you didn’t tell her, how did she know?” + +Joan – “She’s a mom. She figures things out.” + +At the Children’s Hospital + +Cee-Ceepicks Joan up as scheduled. On the way, she asks, “Are we +going to meet someone special?” + +Joan – “Yeah, her name is Zoe. She’s really sweet. She’s the daughter +of my gym teacher.” + +Cee-Cee– “How old is she?” + +Joan – “I’m not sure, but I think she’s about seven. Oh, she likes to +dance. If she asks, maybe you can dance with her tonight.” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure, I can do that.” + +As they approach Zoe’s room, Joan sees God walking toward them, “Hi, +Joan.” + +Joan – “Hi.”She looks at Cee-Cee, “Cee-Cee, this is my friend, ah…” + +God interrupts, “May I speak to Joan in private for a moment?” + +Cee-Ceestands stunned for a moment, with a glowing expression painted +across her face, but then she responds, “Sure, it’s very nice to meet +you.” + +After Cee-Cee walks ahead, Joan says, “God, I have no idea of what +I’m doing!” + +God smiles, “What are you expecting to happen?” + +Joan – “I’ve made a list of all the hints. You’re all about hints, +right? I still don’t understand how this can be within the rules?” + +God – “You are an instrument of Me, bound by the limit of time and +space. Perfect.” + +Joan – “But I don’t think I’m ready!” + +God – “There will always be another test that you’ll be afraid you +will fail. You just need to remember what I have told you… three +times now. And what is that?” + +Joan sighs, “Some things have to be believed to be seen. So how does +Cee-Cee fit in?” + +God – “Cee-Cee has been asking that same question. She has already +learned that the spiritual pathway to me is from within. You must +learn it, also. Look inside your soul.” God begins to leave, but then +adds, “You have known how it is to have an adversary. Enjoy having an +ally.” + +God leaves, and Joan and Cee-Cee walk into the Zoe’s room together. +Zoe – “Hi, Joan. You just missed Mrs. Olg. Who’s your friend?” + +Joan is speechless for a moment, realizing the connection, but then +says, “This is Cee-Cee Lin. She’s a dancer too, and I met Mrs. Olg in +the hallway. She is really a nice person.” + +Zoe – “Hi, Cee-Cee.I wish I felt better. I would love to dance with +you.” + +Joan notices it right away. Zoe looks terrible. Her skin is pale and +her eyes have dark circles around them. Her beautiful wavy black hair +now looks dry and lifeless. “Well, we can just talk. I brought you a +book. It’s kind of young for you, but I still enjoy it.” + +She hands Zoe the book and Zoe glows for a moment with excitement, “I +haven’t read this one. I have ‘Green Eggs and Ham’ at home. I still +like to read it. Thank you.” + +A nurse walks in, “Princess Julie, it’s time for your medicine.” + +Zoe – “It’s Juliette. Can you come back later? I want to talk to my +friends.” + +Nurse – “Okay, but only for a few minutes. We have to keep to the +schedule.” + +The nurse leaves and Zoe says, “I’m sorry. When they give me the +medicine, it’s going to make me tired.” She pauses, thinking for a +moment, “I really don’t think this stuff is helping me. I’m pretty +smart, but I don’t see how a medicine that makes me tired is going to +help me to stay awake.” + +Neither Joan nor Cee-Cee can think of anything to dispute her point, +but Joan comments, “Well, we’ll stay here until you fall asleep.” + +The nurse returns and after Zoe falls asleep, Joan asks Cee-Cee to +take Zoe’s hand. Cee-Cee does, but asks, “What would you like me to +do?” + +Joan – “Pray with me that God will heal Zoe.” Joan takes her other +hand and they both begin to pray silently. After awhile, Joan opens +her eyes. She sees that Zoe is still the same. Nothing has changed. +She stands up and kisses Zoe on the forehead, “I’m so sorry Zoe.” + +The drive home is in silence, because Cee-Cee can tell that Joan in +not in the mood to talk. As Joan gets out of the car, Cee-Cee asks, +“May I come by to visit tomorrow?” + +Joan – “Sure, in the morning or afternoon.” + +Cee-Cee– “Good, I’ll see you in the morning. Have a good night.” + +At Home + +Joan was quiet during dinner and went to bed early. In addition to +feeling depressed because of her failure, she began to feel sore all +over. Helen has observed that Joan is in a mood, so as she tucks her +in bed, she asks, “What’s wrong?” + +Joan – “I’m just sad for Zoe. I think she’s dying.” + +Helen gives her a goodnight kiss, “I’ll say a prayer for your +friend.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Cee-Ceearrives at nine and Helen answers the door, “Hello, Mrs. +Girardi. I’m here to visit with Joan.” + +Helen – “Come in, Joan is still asleep. Can I offer you some coffee +or tea?” + +Cee-Cee– “No thank you. Would you mind asking her if she will see me? +I won’t stay long.” + +As Helen and Cee-Cee walk upstairs, they meet Grace coming down. +Cee-Cee says, “Hello, I’m Cee-Cee. What is your name?” + +Grace – “Grace, Joan has mentioned you.” + +Cee-Cee– “I didn’t know Joan had a sister. It is very nice to meet +you.” + +Grace – “No, I’m not her sister. We are just friends.” + +Helen – “Is Joan awake?” + +Grace – “Sort of, but something is wrong. I think she’s hurting. I +was on my way down to tell you.” + +Helen and Cee-Cee enter Joan’s room. Helen says, “Grace says you’re +not feeling well.” + +Joan – “Oh, I’ll be okay. I think all the dancing this week has just +caught up to me.” + +Helen feels her forehead, “No fever, where does it hurt?” + +Joan – “Pretty much everywhere.After Cee-Cee leaves, I’ll take a +long, hot bath. That will help.” + +Helen – “Okay, but let me know if you need anything.” + +Helen leaves and Cee-Cee pulls a pint-size canning jar from her +purse. “I brought this for you. It will help.” + +Joan – “What is it?” + +Cee-Cee– “It’s Leopard’s Bane in a Witch Hazel base. I use it for +bruises and aching muscles. It works really well.” + +Joan – “How did you know I would have bruises?” + +Cee-Cee– “I didn’t know exactly, but for some reason, I thought I +should bring it. Sit up and let me do your back.” + +While she applies the suave, Cee-Cee continues, “Do you remember when +I told you that I can also feel when God is present?” + +Joan – “Yeah, the warm blanket thing, right?” + +Cee-Cee– “Yeah, it’s like that. Well, I also feel it when I’m near +you. I can tell that you and God have a special connection. And after +last night, well, it was so wonderful to finally see her!” + +Joan – “You knew?” + +Cee-Cee– “Yeah, like I said, I can feel it. I just want you to know +that if you ever need help doing God’s work, please ask me.” + +Joan – “Did God ask you to say that?” + +Cee-Cee– “No, not this time. This is my choice.” She finishes +applying the salve and hands Joan the jar. She turns her chair around +and sits looking away, “I would like you to do the rest of your +bruises.” + +Joan looks at the canning jar, “This stuff must be home made. Where +do you get it?” + +Cee-Cee– “ “My mother taught me how to make it. I was very athletic +when I was young and I was always straining something. I ordered a +Leopard’s Bane plant several years ago and my uncle already had a +Witch Hazel shrub growing in his yard. Now we have the flowers +growing on the side of our house. I just harvest the Leopard’s Bane +flowers and Witch Hazel leaves and make up the mixture as I need it.” + +Joan finishes applying the salve, “You can look now.” Cee-Cee turns +around and Joan continues, “Cee-Cee, why do you think God talks to +us?” + +Cee-Cee– “I don’t know. We are very lucky. But he does talk to +everyone, even if it is just by leaving hints. The hints are +everywhere.” + +Joan – “I think the hardest part is keeping it a secret. I feel so +alone.” + +Cee-Cee– “The distance you feel, that cold isolation, you don’t have +to live there forever. It’s a choice that only you can make. I never +would have told you, a complete stranger, had God not asked me to do +it. But as soon as I met you, I could feel it, and then I knew why. +Unfortunately, you are right. If the wrong people learn of it, we +could both end up committed somewhere.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I spent a whole summer in crazy camp. Brainwashing is +what it was. They made me believe I was crazy, and they never let me +consider the possibility that I was actually talking to and seeing +God. It was so horrible!” + +Cee-Cee– “My mother told me to keep it a secret for that very reason. +My uncle, brothers, and sisters are good people, but this is just +something I can’t share with them. Have you told anyone?” + +Joan – “I almost have, I would like to, but no.” + +Cee-Cee– “Your brother Kevin has kept a secret about me for years. I +think you could probably trust him, and your mother seems to be one +who could be trusted. How about them?” + +Joan – “Maybe, but it would be a burden for them to know. I don’t +know if I want to do that.” + +Cee-Cee– “I’ll tell you something else I have learned. Your mother +also has a connection to God. It is not nearly as strong as yours, +but it’s there.” She pauses and smiles, “Well, it’s up to you. I have +to go. I have some studying to do and then Roger is taking me dancing +tonight. This will be our first time since he started taking lessons. +I’m really looking forward to it.” + +Joan – “Roger is a good dancer, but you must be so much better than +him. Won’t it be awkward?” + +Cee-Cee– “The secret to being a good dancer is to make your partner +look good. Remember, Ginger Rogers did everything Fred Astaire did, +but she did it backwards and in high heels.” + +Joan smiles, “Well, have fun! I don’t think I’ll be dancing anytime +soon. Thank you for coming by with the medicine.” + +Cee-Ceepoints to the jar, “Twice a day until they’re gone. See you +later.” + +Will and Helen are sitting at the kitchen table discussing +Thanksgiving dinner. Helen is telling Will about her conversation +with Trenna, “We have worked out the menu. We are going to have a +blend of both of our traditions.” + +Will – “Will we still have sweet potatoes and pumpkin pie? + +Helen – “Don’t worry, we’ll still have your favorites. We’ll just be +adding some Irish dishes that Trenna likes to serve.” + +Will – “Great, then we’re all set.” + +Helen – “One more thing.Joan asked if she could invite Adam and Carl +Rove, and I told her she could.” + +Will – “Okay, but I thought this was going to be a special family +gathering this year.” + +Helen – “It will be, but Joan really wants Adam to be here, but she +doesn’t want to leave Carl alone on Thanksgiving. It’s her birthday +dinner too, remember.” + +Will – “Right! I knew that, I just forgot it was on Thanksgiving this +year. Has she given any hints of what she might want for a present? + +Helen – “Not a clue.It was so much easier when she used to make wish +lists, but I think she’ll like what we got her. That was a good idea +getting Luke to tell us everything that he would want in a computer. +That reminds me, I need to check on her. She’s not feeling well this +morning.” + +Helen walks up to the bathroom. Steam is billowing from under the +door. She knocks, “Joan, are you all right?” + +Joan – “I’m fine. I’m Olaying my troubles away.” + +Helen – “Save some hot water for me. I haven’t had my shower yet.” + +Joan chuckles and says to herself as she turns on the hot water, ‘No, +it’s mine, all mine.’ + +Kevin calls from his room, “Mom, can you help me with this?” + +When Helen enters his room, Kevin continues, “I need help getting +this poster to lay flat while I put it in the frame. Can you hold it +for me?” + +Helen looks at the poster, “You’re giving that to Luke?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, it’s hilarious!” + +Helen – “But their naked!” + +Kevin – “No they’re not. Besides, it’s not like he hasn’t already +been looking.” + +Helen – “That’s what I’m afraid of. Have you shown this to Lilly?” + +Kevin – “She thought it was to risqué, but agreed that Luke would +like it. We were going to give this together, but she didn’t want to +have any part of it. She’s getting him a poster of her own.” + +Helen helps Kevin to put it into the frame anyway. She knows that her +displeasure with it is mostly because it makes her realize that her +baby boy is growing up. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Joan comes downstairs, still sore, but feeling much better. She +enters the kitchen to look for something to eat. Helen observes, “Is +that a new perfume you are wearing?” + +Joan – “Do you like it? It’s Leopard’s Bane and Witch Hazel.” + +Helen – “Yeah, it really smells good.” + +Joan smiles, “It’s actually a sports cream. Cee-Cee gave it to me. +Between it and the bath, I’m feeling a lot better.” + +Helen – “Can I make you some brunch?” + +Joan – “Decisions, decisions, breakfast or lunch.” Joan browses +through the refrigerator and cupboards, “Aha! Pop-Tarts without +Luke’s name on them. I’ll have some of these.” + +Helen – “Well, I think you could have picked something a little more +nutritious, but okay. What are your plans for this afternoon? Will +Adam be coming over?” + +Joan – “No, I have homework to do. I have a lot of catching up to do +from missing so many classes this week, but I’ll get it done. Adam’s +checking out some job prospects. He thinks he can get work restoring +artwork.” + +Helen – “That would be a good job for Adam, something he loves and is +good at.” + +Joan – “Yeah, he’s actually excited about it. He was hurt when he was +laid off, but I think he will enjoy this new opportunity even more.” + +Helen decides to change the subject, “I have been meaning to ask. I +don’t mind that you have older friends, but I have been wondering +about you and Cee-Cee. You seem to have gotten very close to her in a +short period of time. What is it that you have in common?” + +Joan hesitates, trying to find words that won’t be too revealing, and +decides to answer with a question, “You’ve talked to her. What is +your impression?” + +Helen – “Well, she seems to be an intelligent and a very pleasant +person.” + +Joan – “She’s is, but it’s more than that. She sees the world +differently than most people. We share a connection that I can’t +explain. I can talk to her about things. I just really enjoy spending +time with her.” + +Helen – “It’s okay. Cee-Cee seems like a wonderful friend. I was just +curious.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Will comes down stairs, now having taken a shower and changed +clothes. He goes into the living room where Luke and Grace have been +talking. “Are you two ready to go?” + +Luke – “Yeah, we’re ready.” + +Grace actually wants to go, but feels like she is intruding. “Mr. +Girardi, this is a father-son thing. Are you sure you want me to go? +I can stay here.” + +Will – “No, it’ll be fine. You’re part of the family now. Besides, I +may need you to help explain some of this stuff to me.” + +Grace – “Hey, I can do science, but I’m not crazy about it like Luke. +Maybe you two should go without me.” + +Luke – “Come on, we’ve already talked about this. Let’s just all go +together and have fun.” + +After receiving these assurances, she relents and they leave for the +show. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Kevin comes down with his framed poster for Luke. He hides it in the +den for later. “What’s for lunch?” + +Helen – “We have ham left over from last night. Would you like me to +make you a sandwich?” + +Kevin – “No, I’ll do it. Whatchamaking?” + +Helen – “I’m not making anything yet. I’m just making sure I have +everything for the lasagna.” + +Kevin – “Whoa, isn’t that Dad’s job?” + +Helen – “Your father just prefers to make it, but I know how to make +it, too. If Luke enjoys himself today, your father will stay as long +as he wants. It takes two hours to make, so if they don’t come back +by 4:30, then I’ll make it. We just both want Luke to have his +birthday dinner on time.” + +Helen continues to check for the needed ingredients while Kevin fixes +his sandwich, “Where’s Lilly today?” + +Kevin – “She had some shopping to do and she wanted to do it on her +own. She’ll be by later when she’s done.” + +At the Inventor’s Show + +The show, organized by Professor Steinholz for inventors to be able +to demonstrate and hopefully find buyers for their inventions, offers +a whole range of products, from the ever-improving salad spinner to a +new x-ray transparent padding device that offers women some relief +during mammography exams. There is something for everyone. + +Luke is intrigued with the variety of items on display. He remembers +Professor Steinholz’s speech about the practical application of +ideas, and here is a whole gymnasium full of them. Sure, many of the +products are no more exciting than a Ginsu knife, but the inventors +are here, showing their proud inventions, and courageously facing the +risk of failure, a quality Luke has come to admire. + +Luke spots Professor Steinholz with Susan Jordan talking to an +inventor and decides to say hello, “Hi, this is a great show you’ve +arranged.” + +Professor Steinholz – “Thank you, I’m really pleased with the turn +out. Have you met my fiancée, Susan Jordan?” + +Luke – “I have seen her and have heard you talk about her, but no, we +haven’t met.” + +Professor Steinholz provides the introductions, and Luke introduces +Grace and Will, for Susan’s benefit. Susan responds, “Oh Luke, your +father and I have already met. Chief Girardi, how is Darcy?” + +Will – “I saw her with Officer Cattrall the other day and she’s doing +fine. Thank you again for taking care of her.” + +Susan – “It was my pleasure, and thank you for chewing out Dr. +Thomas. I couldn’t say anything at the time, but everyone loved +watching you put him in his place.” + +Will smiles, “Well, I don’t often lose my temper, but he had it +coming.” + +Professor Steinholz is called away, but Susan remains to talk. Luke +asks, “My sister says you will be at the job fair, is that right?” + +Susan – “Yes, when she asked, I thought it would be a wonderful +opportunity to explain the careers available in the medical +profession. I’m really looking forward to it and to finally meeting +her. Well, I have met her, but not when she’s been lucid.” + +Luke – “Fiancé, that’s new, isn’t it?” + +Susan – “Yes, just two weeks ago. We plan to marry on April 8th, and +then we’ll take a cruise for our honeymoon. It’s been eight years in +the making, but it was worth the wait.” + +Will – “Eight years, that seems like a long time.” + +Susan – “Dietrich really loved Abbey, his first wife. It was hard for +him to let go and share is his heart with me. But I had to wait. I +love him. What else could I do?” + +Will – “Well, I don’t know Professor Steinholz very well, but he +seems like a nice man. I wish you two all the best.” + +Susan – “Thank you.” + +At Home + +Joan finishes her homework and calls Adam. When he answers, she asks, +“Where are you?” + +Adam – “Outside, I was about to knock.” + +Joan hangs up and goes down to let him in, “So tell me, did you get +the job?” + +Adam – “I think I got two of them and maybe more later.” + +Joan – “Great, tell me about them.” + +Adam – “The Dumbar building downtown has a mural in their lobby. +Settling has caused a crack to run through it. They will have someone +else fix the crack, but they want me to restore the painting once +that’s done. + +The other job is a new mural for the Hogan County Historical Society. +They want scenes from Hogan County. They already have one with some +of the more common scenes, but they want to add another one. I did +this sketch and they loved it.” + +He shows her the sketch, “This is Ole Paint. They loved it when I +told them how he got his name. This is Southern Junction, at the end +of Shaffer road. This is the Allan apple orchard, and do you remember +the old Nashman house at the lake?” + +Joan – “Yeah, that was so pretty.” + +Adam – “Well, they thought so, too. They liked my idea, except they +thought it would be better to have each one in a different season. I +can do that, so now I just have to do the final sketch. If they like +it, it’s a go.” + +Joan – “Great, I’m happy for you.” She gives him a hug. + +Adam – “Well, I’d better go. I’m driving up to Lake Nashman tonight. +I’ll draw the sketch in the morning, and then come back.” + +Joan – “Why don’t you drive up in the morning?” + +Adam – “I don’t have anything planned for tonight and I’d really like +to get it done. The other places are closer and I can do them after +school.” + +Joan – “Where are you going to sleep?” + +Adam – “In the camper.I’ll be fine.” + +Joan walks him to the truck and kisses him goodbye, “Drive gently.” + +Adam smiles back, “Whoever thought of that stupid saying, anyway?” + +Joan – “I don’t know, it was just in the driver’s manual.” + +At the Inventor’s Show + +Continuing on, all are enjoying some of the strange and creative +inventions. They come across an interesting display and listen to the +man give his schpeil, “What happens when you go to the bathroom in +the middle of the night? Do you turn on the light and squint, open +your eyes and blind yourself or poke around in complete darkness? +Have you ever fallen into the toilet because the seat was up? Worry +no more, because with\ `Toilet Landing +Lights <http://totallyabsurd.com/toiletlandinglight.htm>`__\ , you’ll +always know…” + +Grace reads the poster aloud, “Only $15.50 and they support the +American Heart Association for Women. Yeah, I can definitely see that +connection!” + +They continue on, stopping at every booth. The variety of inventions +is quite amusing. There are the\ `Sponge Bob Foot +Pads <http://totallyabsurd.com/spongbobfootpads.htm>`__\ , +the\ `Amazing FlyGun <http://www.amazingflygun.com/main.asp>`__\ , +a\ `Floating Shade <http://totallyabsurd.com/floatingshade.htm>`__\ , +and\ `Scooba <http://www.hammacher.com/publish/72736.asp?promo=homepage>`__\ , +like Roomba, the robotic vacuum, but for mopping tile, linoleum, or +sealed hardwood floors. Numerous other inventions keep them +entertained through the afternoon. + +At Home + +Lilly arrives from her shopping and Will, Luke, and Grace return from +the inventor’s show at about five. Helen already had the sauce +simmering and the noodles boiling. Will joins her and together they +complete dinner. + +Dinner is wonderful for Luke. Lasagna is his favorite, and as is the +tradition, dinner is followed by serving a double-decker German +chocolate cake with chocolate milk. + +After dinner, it was present time. Luke was still hoping for a car, +but did not have his hopes up. Kevin started first, “Well, we all got +together and talked about what to get you. Since you spend so much +time with Professor Steinholz and in your room, we thought your room +could use some sprucing up. Here you go, happy birthday. I hope you +like it.” + +Kevin hands Luke the poster that he framed earlier, “Wow,\ `String +Theory <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/stringtheoryg.jpg>`__\ . +Yeah, this is great. What’s not to like?” He looks at his mother, who +responds, “No, I don’t approve, but it’s okay.” He then looks at +Grace, who has a smirk on her face, “Okay, but put it behind your +door.” + +Lilly – “Well, I don’t approve either, but he’s your brother, so I +guess it’s okay. Mine is not so risqué. Happy birthday, Luke.” + +She hands him another framed poster. He unwraps it and smiles, +“Great,\ `String Theory for +Dummies <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/stringtheory3.jpg>`__\ . +Thanks, Lilly.” + +Grace – “Mine are a little smaller, but I think perhaps more +scientifically founded.” She hands him two smaller framed posters, +“Happy birthday.” + +Luke opens one and smiles, “\ \ `Super Duper Symmetric String +Theory <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Super_Duper_Symmetric_String_Theory.jpg>`__\ .” + +Grace – “You seemed to like Professor Farnsworth when we watched +*Futurama*.” + +Luke – “Yeah, he’s pretty funny.” He opens the second one, “And of +course, the\ `Alternate String +Theory <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/string-theory.gif>`__\ . +Thanks, these are great.” He tries to give her a kiss, but she shies +away. + +Joan – “Well, I think you have enough posters. I hope you like this.” + +She hands him a rather heavy package. He opens it, “This sounds good, +*Hiding* in the Mirror, by Lawrence M. Krauss. Thanks.” + +Joan – “Well, I hope you like it. I read it and I thought it was +good. I remember you reading The Physics of Star Trek, so I thought +you might like this one too.” + +Luke – “I will, thanks.” + +Will – “Your mother and I already agreed basically on what to get you +for your birthday, but it was quite a struggle when it came to the +particulars. I think you’ll like the compromise that we made.” + +Will stops talking and Luke wonders, ‘Okay, so what is it? Where is +it?’ + +Helen – “It’s parked across the street.” She hands him the keys, +“It’s the blue Pontiac Vibe.” + +Luke jumps up and down and heads for the door, “Wahoo, I have wheels! +Vaa-rooomm,:: + + Get your motor runnin\ ’, + *Burumbump* burumbump, + Head out on the highway, + *Burumbump* burumbump. + *Lookin*\ ’ for adventure, + *Burumbump* burumbump, + *In* whatever comes our way, + *Burumbump* burumbump. + Born to be wild…*\ ” + +All follow him outside. As they walk, Will whispers to Helen, “He +must think you said Viper.” + +Luke walks around the car, looking at the exterior and into the +windows. He opens the driver’s door and has a seat, “This is so cool. +It’s definitely not hot, but it’s not bad.” He notices the gearshift, +“Oh, this will be a challenge. Why did you pick a car with a manual +transmission?” + +Will – “Your mother and I considered a lot of cars. This one was on a +final short list that we came up with. I found this one for sale at a +government auction. I got it for a really good price. It’s a 2003 +with only 12,000 miles on it. It’s in great shape and only has a few +minor scratches on the outside. I can help you to learn how to shift. +It won’t take you long to get the hang of it.” + +Luke – “I can figure it out. I know the theory of operation. I’ll +just have to practice. Can I take it for a ride?” + +Helen – “Your father will take you out in the morning and show you +how to correctly shift the transmission. Once he’s satisfied that you +know how, then we’ll let you drive it on your own.” + +Luke – “Mom, I can do it!” + +Will – “I’m sure you can, but there are some other things we need to +talk about. Let’s go back inside.” + +Once inside, Helen continues, “This is yours and your sister’s +birthday present. It is for you to share, at least for now.” She +directs herself to Joan, “Your father and I would like you to start +driving again. What happened this summer wasn’t your fault. That’s +why they call them accidents. You are a good driver.” + +Joan exchanges glances with Grace and Luke before responding, “I have +driven, I just don’t like to. I’m doing fine taking the bus.” + +Helen – “When have you driven?” + +Joan – “A few weeks ago. Dad was working, you and Luke were asleep, +and Grace wouldn’t drive me. I had to talk to Sister Sarah. It was +important. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.” + +Will – “So, you are driving again?” + +Joan – “I’ll drive if I have to, but the bus still has my name on +it.” She looks at Luke, “You can use the car most of the time. Happy +birthday.” diff --git a/17-AWonderfulGiftPart2.rst b/17-AWonderfulGiftPart2.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a009788 --- /dev/null +++ b/17-AWonderfulGiftPart2.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1565 @@ +Episode 3.17, A Wonderful Gift, Part 2 +-------------------------------------- + +At Home + +Prior to going to bed, Will taped a note to his door. It was short +and to the point, “Not before nine!” Luke found it when he came to +get his driving lesson. + +Luke goes out to his car to check its features. The ‘Neptune’ +exterior with a ‘Slate’ interior is a nice combination. He proceeds +to read the operators manual, 1.8-liter 4-cylinder engine, 5-speed +manual transmission, front-wheel drive, power steering, power sun +roof, power windows, power door locks, power mirrors, AM/FM Stereo/CD +player, air conditioning, cruise control, anti-lock brakes, dual +front air bags, roof rack, keyless entry, and alloy wheels. He thinks +to himself, ‘I would still like to have a Viper someday, but for my +first car, this is not bad!’ + +When Joan and Grace get up, they see Luke outside with the hood open, +drooling over the engine. They decide to join him. + +Grace – “Do you have any idea what you’re looking at?” + +Luke – “Yeah, it has a 1.8 liter engine.” + +Joan – “I can see that too, it’s written right there on the thingy. +You should close the hood and leave it alone, and whatever you do, +don’t let Dad in there. He knows even less than we do.” + +They go inside to find Will making breakfast, “French toast or +pancakes?” + +It’s a rare occasion when all vote for French toast without descent. +When Helen returns from church, they all sit down to have their meal. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Kevin wakes up to find Ginger standing over him, “What is it?” + +Ginger mumbles, “Wom yur ake rum kak ras?” + +Kevin responds groggily, “Yeah, that would be nice. Is Lilly back +from church yet?” + +Ginger mumbles, “Per kim ty sham umbrel sim.” + +Kevin – “Okay. Would you like me to help?” + +Ginger mumbles, “Nem.” + +By the time Lilly returns, Ginger has made brunch. They all sit down +at the table and begin to eat. Kevin smiles and comments, “I think I +have been staying here too often. I’m beginning to understand what +Ginger is saying.” + +Lilly chuckles, but Ginger mumbles, “Kim und san per cap!” + +Lilly – “Oh, lighten up. He’s only making a joke.” She takes another +bite, “This is really good. What did you put in it?” + +Ginger – “Sak ker pluk te barum.” + +Kevin – “Well, I didn’t get that one. Is it anything like the mystery +ingredients in my Aunt Olive’s paella? + +Lilly – “No, don’t worry. Just eat it.” + +At Home + +Luke is quite pleased with his driving lesson. It doesn’t take him +long to learn how to not grind the gears. Will lets him just drive +for a while to get the feel of how the car maneuvers. When he’s +satisfied, they return home. + +Joan and Grace are having their Grace Day. Joan jokingly calls it, “A +day of Grace.” Although not every Sunday can be reserved for them to +be together, it has become a tradition that they strive to keep. + +It’s mostly girl talk, as Joan talks about Adam, and suppresses her +grimace while Grace talks about Luke. At Grace’s insistence, they do +yoga exercises, but Joan can’t sustain them long. Although concealed +by her clothing, the bruises are still fairly prominent and cause too +much pain to continue. + +When Luke returns, Joan goes for a walk. Luke sits on the couch and +banters back and forth with Grace about which movie they’ll go see. + +Luke – “I think we should go see the new Harry Potter movie. It’s the +forth one, and it’s supposed to be the best.” + +Grace – “They’re okay, but witches and warlocks, it’s too much like +aliens. I’d rather see ‘Chicken Little’. I can identify with that +more.” + +Luke – “Yeah, but that’s a cartoon!” + +Grace – “And your point is?” + +Luke realizes that he has just stepped in it, “I mean, wouldn’t you +rather see real actors?” + +Grace thinks to herself, ‘Great recovery Luke. Now I won’t have to +beat you.’ She considers a compromise, “Okay, we’ll go see Harry +Potter, but next week, we are seeing ‘Rent’. That will be some real +acting.” + +Luke – “I don’t even know what that is.” + +Grace – “Good, it will be educational, too.” + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Kevin – “I’m really looking forward to tonight. I’ve never seen you +wear a dress, except to church. I never thought I would see the day.” + +Lilly – “Well, you still haven’t, not until we leave for dinner.” + +Kevin – “Come on, let me see it.” + +Lilly – “No, it’s a surprise, and Rebecca has already made the same +observation. I don’t need to hear it from you.” + +Kevin – “It’s just that you seem to be such a feminist, very strong +and assertive, always ready to speak your mind. That’s part of what I +love about you. I thought that’s why you rarely wear a dress.” + +Lilly – Well, part of that is true, but you’d better lose the term +feminist.” + +Kevin is baffled for a moment, “I don’t get it. What’s wrong with +‘feminist’? I meant it as a compliment.” + +Lilly – “At one time, being called a feminist was a term I embraced, +but today’s feminists are anti-feminine. They berate the choice of +becoming a homemaker, procreation and child rearing. They deny their +maternal instinct and condemn the feminine urge to nurture and care +for those they love. They abhor everything that is distinctive about +our sex. No, I am a woman who is comfortable with who I am. I am not +a feminist.” + +Kevin – “Okay, I won’t use it again.” + +Lilly – “You better get home. Your dad is looking forward to spending +time with you.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, he wants to start putting sealant on the hull.” + +Lilly – “You know that’s not what he really wants.” + +Kevin – “I know, it’s spending time together that’s important.” + +At the Park + +When Joan arrives in the park, she sees God sitting on a bench. She’s +knitting as before, when she lectured Joan about her treatment of Mr. +Dreisbach, “Have a seat, Joan.” + +Joan – “I’d rather stand if you don’t mind. So what’s with the +bruises?” + +God – “What do you think?” + +Joan – “I failed with Zoe, so my reward is a pain in the ass?” + +God smiles, “Tell me what you remember about physics.” + +Joan – “Juxtaposed coherent aggregates vibrating in unison or +harmonic ratio are mutually attracted.” + +God – “Attraction, one of my favorite laws. However, I was looking +for a simpler definition of physics.” + +Joan – “Physics is the study of matter and energy, and how they +interact.” + +God – “And how do they interact?” + +Joan remembers a lesson from Ms. Lischak, “Matter and energy cannot +be destroyed, only changed from one form to the other, E=MC^2.” + +God – “Good, you did well, and I’m pleased that you are also doing +well in biology.” + +Joan – “Changing the subject, are we?” + +God – “Actually no, because it’s all connected, but I do have a +suggestion for you.” + +Joan – “Something else for me to mess up?” + +God ignores her, “When your cousins come to visit, I want you to pay +attention.” + +Joan – “To which one, Emily or Trevor?” + +God – “Both actually, but especially to Emily.” + +Joan – “From what my dad says, I won’t have a choice. He said she +will stick to me like glue.” + +God – “You are the big sister she’s never had. You can put up with +being idolized for a few days.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’ll be nice. Am I supposed to help her somehow?” + +God – “No, this time, it’s how she can help you.” + +Joan – “Can you be more specific?” + +The bus pulls up and stops. God gets up and starts to get on the bus, +“I have to go. Seek what is hidden in plain sight.” She waves goodbye +and Joan walks home, wondering about Emily. + +At Home + +When Kevin arrives home, he and Will go out to the garage. While Will +reviews the directions, he asks, “How is Lilly?” + +Kevin – “She’s fine. She bought a dress for tonight.” + +Will gives Kevin a surprised look, “Lilly in a dress? How did this +happen?” + +Kevin – “She has been acting kind of subdued lately. I think what +happened at the hayride has affected her more than she’s letting on. +She said she saw the dress at the thrift store and decided to buy it. +How the dress fits in, I don’t know, but I’m sure she’ll tell me +eventually.” + +Will – “I like Lilly, especially her warped sense of humor, but she +is a hard lady to figure out sometimes.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, but I’m enjoying the challenge.” + +Will – “I’ll tell you, when I first learned that you two were dating, +I never expected it to last. She is so different from the other girls +you have dated.” + +Kevin – “I really loved Beth, but a lot of the time, I never knew +what she was thinking. With Lilly, if she has something to say, she +says it. It’s really nice to know where I stand, even when she’s mad +at me.” + +Will – “Well, I’m glad things are working out for you two.” He +pauses, and then continues, “Richard told me that he would have a +talk with Emily and Trevor about you being in a wheelchair. When they +come, I don’t expect Trevor will say much, but Emily is a book of +questions. I just want you to be ready, and remember that she’s only +nine, because her questions never stop. She seems to want to know and +do everything.” + +Kevin – “Don’t worry, it’ll be fine.” + +At the Bookstore + +Joan is enjoying the quiet evening. There are few customers, and she +is leisurely putting new stock on the shelf. A new book, Wong’s +Essentials of Pediatric Nursing, catches her eye. She thinks about +Zoe, ‘Maybe it’s not Zoe in particular, but all sick children that +God wants me to help.’ She begins to read and quickly becomes +enthralled. + +At Don Thornberry’s Restaurant + +Kevin has dressed up for the occasion, wearing a sports jacket with +matching dress pants. A dress shirt, tie, and dress shoes finish his +attire. + +Lilly has styled a little curl in her hair, put on lipstick, and just +a touch of makeup. She’s wearing a black\ `evening +dress <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/St.jpg>`__\ , +with crocheted lace sleeves. With matching black high heels, she +looks absolutely stunning. + +They both order the house specialty, a thick porterhouse steak with +all the trimmings. While they enjoy their meal, Lilly decides to +explain, “I know you have been wondering why I bought this dress. My +mother had one exactly like it.” + +Kevin – “You have never told me about your family, except for your +grandmother. I would like to know, if you don’t mind.” + +Lilly – “I had a great childhood, really I did, but everything went +to hell when my sister died. Her name was Rose. I was twelve when it +happened. Nobody knew anything was wrong, but she had an aneurysm in +her brain. She was happy, talking about the fun she had that day, and +then she just slumped over at the dinner table and died. + +None of us took it well, we all loved her so much, but my mom took it +the hardest. She cried for months. Finally, after asking her a +hundred times, my dad got her to agree to go with him to a VFW mixer. +She put on this dress and I remember her smiling as she said goodbye. +That was the last time I saw them. + +After my parents died, I went to live with my grandmother. So, when I +saw this dress at the thrift store, I just had to have it. I miss her +so much.” + +Kevin reaches across the table and takes her hand. They finish their +meal in silence. When they are through, Lilly asks Kevin to join her +on the deck, “When we were almost killed, it reminded me of how +precious life is. I’ve been thinking a lot about it lately, what I +want out of life, who I want to be, and I realized just how much I do +love you. What I have decided is that for the rest of my life, I want +to love God, you, and our children. Will you marry me?” + +At the Bookstore + +The evening passes quickly. It’s almost closing time when Adam walks +through the door, “Hi, whatcha reading?” + +Joan shows him the cover, “It’s about helping children. It’s not too +hard to read, considering it’s a textbook. I actually understand a +lot of it.” + +Adam – “You have never mentioned an interest in nursing. When did +this come about?” + +Joan – “I don’t know. I don’t even know if this is what I want to do, +but something about it feels right. How was your day?” + +Adam – “It was great! I asked this guy if I could go out on the end +of his dock to draw the Nashman house, and he decided to go out with +me. He told me a lot about the place and some things that were no +longer there. Then he took me out on his boat, and I was able to +sketch with a view directly from the lake. Here, let me show you.” + +He opens his sketchpad and begins showing his drawing, “See this +well? It’s no longer there, but he told me about it, so I put it in. +This boathouse is something that isn’t there anymore either, but +thanks to him, I was able to recreate it.” + +Joan – “These are all so beautiful. I’m sure the historical society +will love them.” + +Adam – “Are you ready to go home?” + +Joan – “Yeah, it’s been a long day.” She closes up shop and Adam +drives her home. + +At Home + +Joan’s bruises fade during the first part of the week, as does the +soreness, but she still isn’t ready for physical activity. Helen gave +her an excuse for PE, and she decided to skip dance lessons as well. +However, by Wednesday, Joan feels almost back to normal. The +three-day week is uneventful, except for the absence of Ms. Keady. A +substitute teacher oversaw her classes. Helen was only able to learn +that Ms. Keady was absent because of a family matter. No one answered +the Keady home phone number, and the Children’s Hospital would only +say that Zoe was no longer there. Joan is terribly worried about Zoe +and carries this sadness beneath the joy of the next two days. + +Richard and family arrive after school on Wednesday. Richard attempts +a formal introduction, but Emily decides to immediately introduce +herself to Joan, “Hi, I’m Emily.” She spins around, “Do you like my +outfit?” +Emily is dressed cute as a bug’s ear. She is wearing a\ `cowgirl +outfit <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/CowgirlOutfit.jpg>`__\ that +her father bought for her. Before Joan can answer, Emily takes her +hand, “Can I see your room? Do you like LeAnn Rimes? What kind of +dances do you know?” As they walk upstairs together, Joan smiles back +at the others, while Emily continues the questions as they go. + +Richard – “Well, that was Emily. She’s a little excited about meeting +Joan. I’m sure she’ll introduce herself to everyone later.” + +Will helps Richard bring the Thanksgiving items in from the car that +they brought with them. Then Richard, Trenna, Will and Helen sit at +the dining room table and begin to talk. + +Trevor stays in the living room with Kevin, Luke, and Grace. He is +being quiet, but Kevin notices that he seems to be interested in him. +He asks, “Have you ever known anyone who was in a wheelchair before?” + +Trevor – “No.” He peeks around to make sure his father is still at +the dining room table, “My dad told me not to say anything, but does +it hurt?” + +Kevin – “The reason I’m in this chair is because I can’t feel +anything below my waist. No, it doesn’t hurt.” + +Trevor – “Have you always been that way?” + +Kevin – “No, I was in an accident a few years ago and I hurt my back. +That’s when I stopped being able to feel my legs.” + +Trevor – “Oh.” + +Luke – “What kind of things do you like to do?” + +Trevor – “I like trains. I have a neat train set at home. I like to +play video games. I’ll play Tiger baseball again this summer. I like +to play army with my friends. My great great-grandfather was in a war +in Baltimore. He was at a fort and shot canons at a bunch of boats +that came. My mom says they wrote a song about him.” + +Kevin – “Wow, do you know the name of the song?” + +Trevor – “No, but I know the words. Mom taught me. + +*Oh, say can you see, by the dawn’s early light, +What so proudly we hailed at the twilight’s last gleaming?*\ ” + +He pauses for a moment, “Ah, I forget. Oh… + +*And the rocket’s red glare, the bombs bursting in air, +Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.*\ ” + +He pauses again, “That’s all I can remember.” + +Luke – “That’s really neat! It’s called the ‘Star Spangled Banner’. I +like to play video games, too. Maybe we can play later.” + +Kevin – “I used to play baseball. Would you like play catch?” + +Trevor – “Yeah, that’ll be fun.” + +Luke retrieves the baseball mitts from the garage, and Kevin and +Trevor go out back. Luke sits back down next to Grace, “What would +you like to do now?” + +Grace – “I’m gonna go upstairs and see if Joan needs to be rescued. +If she’s okay, I’ll be back in a few minutes.” + +Grace walks upstairs to find Joan and Emily lying on the bed +coloring. Emily is chattering away, “Eeeuw, I don’t like boys, not +like that.” Emily looks up, “Who are you?” + +Joan – “This is my friend, Grace. She’s staying with us while her +parents are away.” + +Emily – “Hi, would you like to color?” + +Grace – “No, thank you. What are you coloring?” + +Emily holds up the coloring book, “Ultra! She’s so cool.” + +Joan – “Zoe let me borrow it.” + +Grace doesn’t respond to this, because Joan has already told her +about her concern for Zoe, “Well, have fun.” Grace returns downstairs +to talk to Luke. + +Luke – “So, what would you like to do?” + +Grace – “There’s really not much we can do. I expect when Kevin and +Trevor come in, you and Trevor will go up to your room to play video +games.” + +Luke – “Yeah, I feel like I need to entertain him. Sorry.” + +Grace – “Don’t be sorry. I’m just going to try to fade into the +woodwork.” She pauses as a new thought comes to her, “In fact, I’m +going home to get Joan’s present. That way, I can give the woodwork a +brake. I’ll be back in a little while.” + +Luke – “What did you get her?” + +Grace – “It’s going to humiliating enough. No previews.” + +In the dining room, the Girardi parents talk shop. All of them work, +at least part time, and this seems like a good way to break the ice. +Will praises Richard for his ability to save children. Richard +confesses he’s searched of the Arcadia Herald to read about the White +Hat that cleaned up Dodge. He professes equal admiration. + +Helen and Trenna share some interesting tales as well. When the +conversation drifts into sports, the hot topics are the Orioles and +the Ravens. To Helen’s surprise, Trenna leads the discussion, a local +sports fan from birth. After relaying a tale of she and her father +attending the last Colts game in 1983, Trenna notices that Helen +isn’t participating in the conversation. Helen isn’t interested in +sports, except when it came to Kevin, and that association isn’t +something she wants to bring up now. Trenna changes the subject to +art, and Helen is relieved. Will interjects his observations of +Trenna’s ‘strange staircase’ painting. Helen remembers she has her +copy of\ `The Garden, +Epping <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Picture.jpg>`__\ in +the garage, which spurs Will to remember the boat, and they all +ventured out into the garage to view the treasures. + +In Joan’s room, after they each finished coloring a page, Emily +decides she wants to do something else. Joan smiles as she remembers +how short a nine-year-old girl’s attention span can be. Emily is just +interested in everything. Whenever Joan answers a question, Emily +comes up with two more. The only thing that is keeping Joan from +becoming annoyed is the fact that Emily is so sweet. + +Joan decides to teach Emily some dance steps. It is, after all, one +of the first things that Emily asked about. Like Zoe, Emily is +interested in the waltz. She has already learned some of the more +modern dances, but no one has taught her the older traditional ones. + +Joan looks through her CD’s and finds one she purchased in a moment +of insanity, but secretly enjoys listening to on occasion. She finds +the\ `track <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12817695/e30e33d2/Enya_-_Floras_Secret.mp3>`__\ she +wants and smiles, because it reminds her of her Cousin Florine. As +she dances with Emily, Joan remembers her dance with Zoe and she +feels a mixture of sadness and joy. + +Kevin and Trevor are having a good time playing catch. Trevor has a +pretty good throwing arm for his age, but his ability to catch is +even better. When Kevin asks what position he liked to play best, his +reply is not a surprise to Kevin, “I like shortstop the best. I’m the +best one. I’ve gotten more outs than anybody else by catching the +ball and throwing it to first base. The coach said I can play +shortstop again next year.” + +The parents watch part of their game, then go inside. In the kitchen, +Joan peers into the crock-pot while Emily skips around, singing the +words to Flora’s Secret. + +Will comes in with the others and stirs the pot a little. “Looks like +it’s done. I’ll start the pasta. Why don’t you set the table, Joan?” + +Emily stops singing and watches Kevin roll into the kitchen. “Hi, +you’re Kevin, right?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, that’s me, and I know you are Emily.” + +Emily gives Kevin a strange look and then she kicks him in the shin. + +Trenna– “Emily! Why did you do that?” + +Emily ignores her mother and asks Kevin, “Did you feel that?” + +Kevin – “No, I can’t feel my legs.” + +Emily sits on his lap, looks up at him, and pinches his thigh, “Did +you feel that?” + +Trenna– “Emily, what has gotten into you?” + +Kevin chuckles, “No, I didn’t feel that either.” + +Emily – “Mom, see! You should have let me bring my spurs.” She looks +at Kevin, “Come on, you can give me a ride anyway.” + +Grace returns at the same time Lilly arrives. As Kevin and Emily roll +through the house, Kevin smiles at Lilly and says, “This is Emily.” + +Emily is a bit preoccupied with her ride and just continues singing +as she slaps Kevin’s leg. + +*…Movin’, movin’, movin’, +Though they’re disaprovin’ +Keep them doggies movin’, Rawhide…* + +Since Kevin is busy, Will makes the introductions, “This is Lilly +Watters, Kevin’s girlfriend, and Grace is friends with Joan and +Luke’s girlfriend.” + +After the introductions, Lilly notices Trevor’s fascination with her +tattoo, “Do you like it?” + +Trevor – “I don’t know. I’ve never seen one up close.” + +Trenna– “Well, you can look, but don’t ever ask to get one.” + +Lilly – “It’s from my wet and wild youth. I have another one, but I +can’t show you.” + +Trevor doesn’t understand her meaning and simply replies, “Oh.” + +Kevin and Emily pass through the kitchen again. Kevin quietly smiles +as Emily continues to slap his leg while singing her latest tune. + +*…This old man, he played five, +He played knick-knack on my hide. +With a knick-knack paddywhack, give your dog a bone. +This old man came rolling home…* + +Will places the crock-pot of sauce and the pasta on the table. Trenna +brings the salad, and Helen brings the bread and milk. After everyone +is seated, Helen asks Trenna to say the blessing. + +“May this food restore our strength, give new energy to tired limbs, +and new thoughts to weary minds. May this drink restore our souls, +give new vision to dry spirits, new warmth to cold hearts. And once +refreshed, may we give new pleasure to You, who gives us all. Amen.” + +Helen – “Thank you, that was a very nice prayer.” + +Trenna– “It’s one that my family said often. We use a variety of +prayers before mealtime.” + +They serve the food and begin to eat quietly. Emily, of course, can’t +help but talk about something. “Joan, what are we going to do after +dinner?” + +Joan – “I’m sure we can find something fun to do. Maybe we can just +talk and I will ask some questions.” + +Emily misses the significance of Joan’s remark, but everyone else +gets a smile from it. Lilly decides to comment, “If what I saw when I +arrived represents your day, you have already been having a lot of +fun.” + +Emily – “Yeah, but we’ll only be here two more days. I don’t want to +miss anything.” + +Lilly – “I’m sure you won’t.” Again, Emily misses the significance of +the remark, but everyone else gets a smile from it. + +Lilly rests her chin on her hand and begins to slowly rap her fingers +on her cheek, “Kevin and I had a really nice time last Sunday. The +dinner was wonderful and we talked about so many things. We thought +that today would be a good time to tell you what we’ve decided.” + +Lilly stops talking and just continues to rap her fingers on her +cheek. Joan notices it first, “Oh my God!” She jumps out of her chair +and runs around the table. She hugs Lilly, “Congratulations! We’ve +been waiting for this for such a long time.” + +The others still haven’t figured out what Lilly was trying to show +them, so Joan explains. She takes Lilly’s hand and holds it up for +all to see, “The ring, she’s wearing an engagement ring!” + +Dinner ceases and all get up to hug Lilly and Kevin. When they sit +back down, Helen asks Kevin, “What took you so long? I thought you +would never ask.” + +Kevin – “I didn’t ask. Lilly asked me.” Those who know Lilly aren’t +surprised. Kevin continues, “I have wanted to marry Lilly for a long +time, but I didn’t want to put pressure on her. I decided to wait +until she was ready. It was worth the wait.” + +Will pours Emily and Trevor glasses of grape juice and the rest +glasses of wine. He offers a toast, “I was mistaken earlier when I +introduced Lilly as Kevin’s girlfriend. Let me instead introduce my +future daughter-in-law.” He pauses while they click their glasses +together, “La famiglia è tutto!” + +All – “Famiglia.” + +After dinner, Joan wants some fresh air. She walks toward the park +with Emily in tow. Actually, Emily is skipping rings around Joan as +she walks, still chattering away. + +Joan – “Can I ask you some questions now?” + +Emily – “Sure, what kind of questions? I like multiple choice +questions the best, because they are easier to figure out the answer. +Sometimes…” + +Joan interrupts, “What kind of things do you like to do?” + +Emily – “I like to do a lot of things. I like singing. Oh, Dad and +Mom are going to let me take singing lessons! Your dad helped with +that. After I’m good enough, the teacher is going to arrange for me +to sing at different places. That’s why dad got me this outfit. I +just wore it today, because I wanted to look my best when I met you. +Mom says first impressions are very important.” + +Joan – “Well, I agree with your mom, but sometimes you don’t really +get to know people until you spend more time with them.” + +Emily – “Well, I like you. You’re so cool! I wish you were my sister. +Then we could talk all of the time. Why do you have to live so far +away?” + +Joan smiles, “This is just where I live. We can still talk after you +go home. There’s the telephone and e-mail.” + +Emily – “My dad won’t let me have e-mail. He says some bad people +might talk to me. Maybe he’ll let me get it so I can talk to you.” + +Joan – “That would be nice. Hey, I heard you singing during your ride +with Kevin. You’re pretty good.” + +Emily – “Yeah and your dad said so, too. What is your favorite song?” + +Joan – “Oh, that’s hard. There are so many good songs.” She pauses, +thinking for a moment, “I guess my favorite is ‘The Rose’. I don’t +know why, it’s just so beautiful. My dad has it on a record.” + +Emily – “I like country western the best. I’m not sure what my +favorite is, but I love anything by LeAnn Rimes.” + +Joan – “I’ve heard a few of her songs. She’s pretty good.” + +Emily – “Have you had enough walking? I have a LeAnn Rimes CD in the +car. Maybe we could listen to it.” + +Joan – “Maybe, but I wanted to talk to you about tomorrow. I haven’t +spent any time with your brother and I would like to talk to your +parents, too. Will you be mad if I spend some time with them?” + +Emily – “No, I guess not. Mom says I have to spend some time with +Luke, too. I’ll do that tomorrow and then we can do something later.” + +Joan – “Well, let’s go back home. I need to call Adam, and then I’ll +show you how to play a neat card game.” + +At the table, the adults gather to talk and play cards. Will and +Helen thought it would be fun to play Euchre with Richard and Trenna. +First, everyone wants to know more about Sunday night, the +engagement, and Lilly’s ring. + +Lilly – “I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, but I didn’t +know how I wanted to do it. Proposing marriage is very special. When +Rebecca and I were shopping, I found a dress just like my mother used +to wear. That’s when it all came together.” + +Trenna– “I considered a ring similar to that when Richard and I +became engaged. I love the princess-cut diamond with blue sapphires +on either side. It’s such a beautiful ring.” + +Lilly – “I’ve always loved this ring. It belonged to my mother.” + +It wasn’t Lilly’s intent, but this put an end to the conversation. It +was enough for them to know that the ring belonged to her mother. No +one wanted to inquire further. + +When Joan and Emily return, they find Grace seated in the living +room. Luke is up with Trevor playing video games. “Why don’t you sit +with Grace while I talk to Adam. She can show you the card games. I +won’t be long.” + +Joan makes her call. She doesn’t have anything special to say; she +just wants to hear his voice and confirm dinner tomorrow. When she is +finished, she finds that Grace and Emily are already playing ‘Go +Fish’. Joan joins the game. + +After a while, Emily’s ceases her constant chatter. Grace says, +“Emily, it’s your turn.” Emily doesn’t respond. Her eyelids have +become heavy and Grace observes, “I think she’s winding down.” Joan +removes the cards from her hand and she lays Emily across her lap. +She strokes her hair and smiles, “A hundred and ten percent all day +long, and then poof, lights out. That’s so cute.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Richard and family return early from the hotel, because Trenna wants +to help Helen prepare the turkey. Emily and Trevor immediately go +back to sleep on the couch, and Richard naps in a stuffed chair. + +Joan and Grace come down later and observe Emily and Trevor sleeping +on the couch. Joan at first smiles, but then she thinks about Zoe, +‘They’re both sailing.’ She then vows to only have happy thoughts for +the rest of the day. After all, it is her birthday. + +Wonderful smells lure them into the kitchen, where Helen and Trenna +are sitting at the table. Joan and Grace quietly snoop around, +looking at all the goodies in the process of being made. Helen asks, +“Would you like some breakfast, birthday girl?” + +Trenna– “Helen, why didn’t you tell us?” + +Helen – “Luke had his birthday last week and we didn’t want you to +feel obligated to get Joan something.” + +Trenna– “Well, it’s a good thing we have gifts for Will and the kids. +What we have wasn’t meant as a birthday present, but at least we’ll +have something to give you today. Happy birthday. How old are you?” + +Joan – “Eighteen, old enough to vote.” + +Trenna– “Well, you be sure to learn about the issues, so that your +vote will count for something.” + +Joan – “I’ve been involved with school politics. I’m sure Grace will +help me out. She knows a lot of political stuff.” + +Grace – “Yeah, I think the best thing we could do is to vote everyone +out of office.” + +Trenna– “Ah, an anarchist. Well, sometimes the less politicians do, +the better it is for everyone. But if you don’t participate, you will +have no effect at all.” She redirects to both of them, “Why don’t you +let your mother and I fix you breakfast? Would you like a bowl of hot +oatmeal to start?” + +Joan and Grace both agree, and Helen starts the oatmeal. Trenna +begins preparing the rest of the meal. When the oats are ready, +Trenna adds brown sugar, and serves it to the girls. “This is very +simple, oatmeal with brown sugar on top, but it’s good for you. It +has a lot of fiber, vitamins, and protein. Some say that oatmeal can +lower your cholesterol. If that’s true, it goes well with the next +part of the meal.” + +Trennareturns to the kitchen, and after a while, she brings creamy +scramble eggs, mixed with bacon and cheese. She and Helen have made +enough for all of them, and they sit down together to enjoy the +meal.” + +Joan – “I don’t normally eat a big breakfast, but this is really +good.” + +Trenna– “Thank you. Actually, I’ve purposely made the portions +smaller than usual. I think we’ll have a light lunch, so we’ll all be +hungry for dinner. Your mother and I have already planned the menu, +but is there anything special I can make for you?” +Joan – “Dad mentioned your peach cobbler. Could you make that?” + +Trenna– “It’s already on the menu.” + +Emily and Trevor wander in from the living room. They both have a +seat. Emily cuddles up next to Joan and groggily asks, “Who won the +game?” + +Joan – “Oh, you did. Don’t you remember?” + +Emily smiles and rubs her eyes, “No.” + +Trennabrings Emily and Trevor bowls of oatmeal, and they begin to +eat. She comments, “After you eat, you two stinkers need to have +baths. We didn’t get them done last night.” + +Emily – “Did you bring my clothes?” + +Trenna– “Yes, your daisy shirt and jeans, just like you wanted.” + +Joan – “I like your jammies. I have a pair with polka dots, too.” + +Emily smiles, “We have good taste. Hey, your dad showed me a picture +of you. You had your hair curled in front. Could you show me how to +do that?” + +Joan – “Sure, it’s easy. I just use a curling iron.” + +After Emily finishes eating, she asks Joan to go up with her to the +bathroom. Joan gets her a towel and shows her the soap and shampoo. +“Is this the soap you use?” + +Joan – “Yeah, Mom and I both use it. It’s called Oil of Olay.” + +Emily smiles and thinks to herself, ‘Great, Joan soap!’ + +Joan starts to leave, “Call me when you’re finished and I’ll curl +your hair.” + +Emily – “No, wait! I won’t be long. There’s not much of me to clean.” +Emily slips out of her pajamas. Joan smiles, amused as she watches a +sliver of white disappear behind the curtain. As soon as the water +begins to flow, so does the singing. + +“…\ I’m a happy girl. +Everybody knows, +That the sweetest thing that you’ll ever see, +In the whole wide world, +Is a happy girl. + +*I used to hide in a party crowd, +Bottled up inside, +Feeling so left out. +Standing in a*\ …” + +After Emily dresses, Joan blow dries her hair and puts in the curl +that she wanted. As they head downstairs, they meet Trenna and Trevor +as they head up for his shower. Joan escorts Emily to Grace and Luke, +who are sitting on the couch, “Time to meet my brother.” + +Emily – “But…” + +Joan interrupts, “No buts, we already talked about this. I’m going to +talk to your mother for awhile.” + +Emily frowns, “Okay.” + +Joan leaves and Emily sits down beside Luke, “So, what do you like to +do?” + +Luke – “Joan calls me a science geek. I like learning about things. +I’ve made Joan a neat birthday present.” + +Emily – “It’s Joan’s birthday?” Tears begin to fill her eyes, “But, I +don’t have anything to give her. Nobody told me.” + +In an unusual display of affection, Luke begins to hug her, “We’ll +think of something. Why don’t I make my gift from me and you?” + +Emily – “No, it has to be something from me, something special.” She +begins to think, and then suddenly she has an idea, “Can you take the +record player up to your room?” + +Luke – “Sure, it’s not that heavy. Why?” + +Emily – “I’ll tell you after we get up there. She flips through +Will’s records until she finds the one she wants. Okay, let’s go.” + +After talking to Trenna about things they each like to do, Joan says, +“I have no idea how to get to know Trevor. What does he like to do?” + +Trenna– “Trevor is all boy. I don’t suppose you want to play combat?” + +Joan – “Not really. Does he like to do anything that isn’t boyish?” + +Trenna– “He likes to read, but he still enjoys it when I read to +him.” She retrieves a paperback book from her purse, “He likes short +story science fiction. I’ve read the first three stories to him. Why +don’t you two have a story time together?” + +Joan – “Thanks, I can do that.” + +Joan returns to the living room where Grace has been trying to +entertain Trevor, “Hi, I’m Joan.” + +Trevor – “Yeah, I know.” + +Joan – “Your mom thought you might like me to read you a story. Does +that sound like fun?” + +Trevor doesn’t seem too enthusiastic, but he agrees. Joan sits in the +stuffed chair and pulls Trevor onto her lap. + +Grace – “I’m going to see if Luke needs rescuing.” + +Joan smiles as Grace leaves, “Let’s see what we have.” She opens the +book. “The next story is called, ‘\ \ `The Last +Question <https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BzD_A1TK-sRLY3VJQWw0cFdmS28/edit?usp=sharing>`__\ \ ’. +Is there such a thing? Let’s find out.” + +She begins to read, “The last question was asked for the first time, +half in jest, on May 21, 2061, at a time when humanity first stepped +into the light…” + +Joan finishes the story and Trevor asks, “So, AC became God?” + +Joan – “It’s just a story. You should ask your mom and dad about +God.” + +Trevor – “What do you think?” + +Joan – “I don’t think anyone knows what God is. He’s beyond our +experience, but I do know that he loves us. Come on, it’s time for +lunch. Are you hungry?” + +When they gather at the table, Helen announces, “This is just going +to be a snack. We want you all to be hungry for dinner.” She directs +herself to Joan, “This is a treat with you in mind, birthday girl.” +Helen leaves the room, not clarifying further. She returns with two +plates of sliced cantaloupe, “I called your Aunt Olive and asked her +to ship them to us. Arizona seems to be the only place that has them +this time of year. She told me she kissed each one as she put them in +the box.” + +Joan chortles, “Oh boy, thanks!” She looks around, but doesn’t see +it. Then, Helen retrieves the shaker from her back pocket, “Salt, +thanks, I needed this.” + +Helen – “I know.” She has a seat and asks, “So what have you men been +up to?” + +Kevin – “Dad and Uncle Richard have been talking about Grandpa, and +I’m been listening. We’ve also been sort of watching the parade. The +M&M balloon committed hara-kiri on a lamp post.” + +Trenna– “Was anybody hurt?” + +Will – “They didn’t say. It happened just before we came down.” + +Trevor – “Uncle Will, Mom says you should talk to me.” + +Trenna– “What I said is that you should spend some time with your +Uncle Will.” + +Will – “Sure, what would you like to do?” + +Trevor – “I don’t know.” + +Will doesn’t speak, but the expression on his face says it all. +Trenna comes to the rescue, “Maybe your Uncle Will can tell you the +story about that plaque in the living room.” + +Trevor – “Okay.” + +Joan – “Good, then I’ll steal Uncle Richard for awhile.” She looks at +Emily, “Is that okay?” + +Emily – “Yeah, Luke and Grace and me have been having fun, but I get +you later.” + +Joan – “Deal.” + +Trevor – “Mom, is God a computer?” + +Everyone’s jaw drops, but before anyone else can say anything, Joan +speaks up, “It’s the story I read to him. It’s called The Last +Question. The ending was a real surprise. Had I known, I would have +picked another story. I’m sorry.” + +Trenna– “That’s okay. Honey, let me read the story while you spend +time with your Uncle Will, and then we’ll talk.” + +After their snack, Will takes Trevor into the living room. He takes +the plaque off the wall and has a seat with Trevor on his lap. “This +picture is of me carrying a girl out of a fire. Her name is Elizabeth +Goetzmann, but I didn’t learn that until later. + +Your Aunt Helen and I were watching a play. Then suddenly…” + +Joan decided to talk to Richard while they took a walk, “Why didn’t +you tell me you had a family when you came the first time?” + +Richard – “I was hopeful but not optimistic that your father and I +would be able to resolve our problems. Had it worked out differently, +I would have told you. I never told Emily and Trevor about your +family until just before your father came to visit. I felt it was +better for them not to know then to have to deal with the pain of +knowing you exist and regret not having the opportunity to know you.” +He stops momentarily and smiles, “Can you imagine what a basket case +Emily would have been had she known you existed?” + +Joan – “Yeah, she does seem to idolize me.” + +Richard – “Trenna has two brothers who have children, but they are +all boys. Emily has met your Cousin Florine, but they just didn’t +seem to connect, not like you and Emily have appeared to.” + +Joan – “Yeah, Florine is kind of strange with her talking to flowers +and all.” + +Richard – “It does seem strange. She told me that she talks with +them, not just to them.” + +Joan – “The flowers talk to her?” + +Richard – “That’s what she told me, but I have thought about it for a +long time. Who knows, perhaps they do? How do you know they don’t, +just because they’ve never spoken to you?” + +Joan doesn’t know what to say. Maybe that’s how God talks to Florine. +This certainly changes her perspective of her cousin. + +There are a few moments of silence while Joan ponders this. Then she +decides to ask Richard a question she’s been wanting to ask, “What do +you think about nursing? I have just been wondering about it, +thinking that it might be something that I want to do.” + +Richard – “Nurses are the backbone of medicine. They have one of the +most important jobs. They are the ones who see the patients the most. +I don’t know what I would do without them.” + +Joan – “But it’s hard, isn’t it?” + +Richard – “They do have to deal with a lot of stress. It’s especially +hard when your patients are children. Not everyone can be saved, and +it’s heartbreaking. But there are some who are healed, and that’s the +focus. If you decide to make that a career, I for one will have the +utmost admiration for you.” + +Joan thinks about what Richard has told her and smiles without +comment. Richard continues, “Johns Hopkins has some of the best +nursing programs in the country. If you attend, you can live with us +while you’re in school.” + +Joan – “Thank you, Uncle Richard. I might decide to do that, but +there are courses offered here, too. I’m still not sure what I want +to do, or even if nursing is the right choice.” She pauses and +smiles, “Emily would love it, though.” + +Richard – “I’m sure she would.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Adam, Carl, and Lilly arrive at about four. Carl and Adam bring +coleslaw again, but today’s batch is much smaller than what they made +for the crab feast last summer. Lilly brought two pies. One is +pumpkin and the other is lemon meringue. + +Will, Richard, and Trenna have been watching the Cowboys and Broncos +game. Trenna has been cheering for the Broncos. Will and Richard are +undecided about which team they want to win, but have been playfully +annoying Trenna by cheering for the Dallas cheerleaders. Carl +retrieves a beer from the fridge and joins them. + +To Emily’s delight, Joan has once again taken her under her wing. +They have been watching `Miracle on 34th +Street <http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0039628/>`__\ ’, a Thanksgiving +tradition for a Joan. Joan is pleased to learn that Emily had never +seen it, and that she still believes in Santa Claus. She treasures +watching Emily sparkle as she watches. + +Emily chatters through the whole movie, about what is going on, and +Christmases past. When they approach the part of the movie with +Joan’s favorite quote, she makes Emily stop to listen. + +“Faith is believing when common sense tells you not to.” (Fred +Gailey) + +Joan wants Emily hear this, since Joan has heard it almost verbatim +from the utmost authority. + +It’s finally dinnertime and all are famished. They gather around the +table and Trenna is once again asked to say a prayer, + +“Lord God, on this day of Thanksgiving, we ask your blessings on our +family, our friends, our home, our health -- and on the food we are +about to eat. We thank you for this time together and the many gifts +that you have given us. Help us to remember in this time of bounty +those less fortunate. And may your love consume us all that we might +share in your glory. Amen.” + +Trennasmiles and holds up her glass, “And may we all be in heaven +half an hour before the devil knows we’re dead.” + +After a little laughter, Trenna continues, “It is often taught that +the Pilgrims invited the Indians to the first Thanksgiving to give +thanks to them for saving their lives. That is not what really +happened. The Pilgrims invited the Indians to join them in giving +thanks to God…” + +Dinner was delicious and all leave the table having eaten more than +they should have. When the kitchen is clean, they all return for the +birthday celebration. Will relinquishes his seat at the head of the +table and places Joan there. They open the gathering with the +traditional Happy Birthday song. + +Unknown to Joan, the order of the gift giving has been decided in +advance. Luke is the first to offer his gift. He hands her an oblong +box, “Open it.” + +Joan removes the wrapping to find a\ `Drinking +Bird <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/DrinkingBird.jpg>`__\ . +She places it on the table and Luke brings a glass of water, “See, +this is so cool. It’s actually a heat engine. The gas…” + +Joan interrupts him, “Great, thank you, Luke. I would rather just +watch the bird drink and not know why.” + +Luke – “Yeah, but this is just to explain your other present. See…” + +Joan interrupts again, “What other present?” + +Luke – “Well, I’ve taken this concept, and employed laser and +pneumatic technology to create a drinking bird on a much larger +scale. It was fascinating when I discovered…” + +Joan decides to let Luke give his schpeil, since he seems determined +to do it anyway. After a briefing of the technology behind his gift, +of which only he understands, he goes into the other room to retrieve +it. Grace has to help him tilt it through the doorway, because +upright, it almost reaches the ceiling. “Unwrap it.” + +Joan – “Do you have a ladder?” + +Trennagets up and gives Joan her chair to stand on. Joan begins at +the top and peels away the wrapping, “It’s Big Bird!” + +Luke – “Yeah, I thought I would jazz him up a little for you. Let me +get the water and the plant, and then I’ll plug it in.” + +Joan steps off the chair and stands back. She wonders in the back of +her mind if it will explode when he plugs it in. + +Luke – “The plant is a Bleeding Heart. It’s a perennial, so it’s +perfect. There are three more pedestals, so you can have up to four +plants in all. All you have to do is change this gallon jug of water +when it gets low, probably once a week.” He plugs it in. A fan begins +to whisper below and a laser flashes, illuminating the birds’ butt. +Slowly, the bird begins to dip, and once down, it sucks water from a +basin. When it rises, a little water flows into the plant below. +After a few minutes, it repeats. “Neat, huh?” + +Joan – “Yeah, it actually is. I’m always forgetting to water the +plants in my room. This will come in handy.” + +Luke – “Well, that’s part of why I made it. I’m glad that you like +it. If you want to know more about how it works, I’ve written a…” + +Joan interrupts, “No thanks, I would rather remain mystified.” + +Lilly – “Okay, it’s my turn. Mine isn’t as grandiose as Luke’s, but I +think you’ll like it. Happy Birthday.” + +Joan opens the present to find the drawing that Lilly had purchased +at the church rummage sale, “\ \ `Joan of +Arc <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Joan_of_Arc_Drawing.jpg>`__\ , +how pretty! I love the saying.” + +Lilly – “I was hoping you would. I remember you reading the Joan of +Arc book this summer.” + +Joan – “Thank you. I’ll find a nice place in my room to hang it.” + +Grace – “Okay, it’s my turn. I’ve worked a long time on this. I even +made it rhyme this time. I hope you like it.” + +Joan opens the present to find a plaque. Decoupaged on the front is a +poem. It reads: + +**Joan of Arcadia** + +**I want you to know,** + + + +**That I’m ‘anti’ all through.** + + + +**Except when it comes,** + + + +**To a friend such as you.** + +**Although sometimes you’re crazy,** + +**With the weird things you do.** + +**I love that about you,** + +**It’s what makes you, you.** + +**So for now and forever,** + + + +**I’ll be your best friend.** + + + +**Let’s walk the sewers together,** + + + +**And sail boats through the end.** + +Joan – “Grace, this is beautiful. Thank you.” She gets up and gives +her a hug. + +Grace – “Lilly showed me how to do the decoupage.” + +Joan – “Thank you, Lilly, for helping with this. It’s so beautiful. +Another treasure for my room.” + +Adam gets up and retrieves his gift from the other room. He places it +on the table, “Here, I made this for you. Open it.” + +Joan gently peels back the paper to reveal a sculpture about a foot +tall. It is a hand on a platform, surrounded by little fiber-optic +strands that point down toward it. Adam hands her a small figurine +wrapped in paper. She opens it, “It’s a female dancer!” + +Adam – “Put it on the platform.” She does and then Adam adds, +“There’s a switch on the bottom. Turn it on.” + +When Joan turns it on, the dancer begins to float around the +platform. Color pads of light from the fiber optics paint the +platform with changing colors. Music comes from the box, playing the +tune, Tiny Dancer. “It’s beautiful! Thank you.” + +Joan chortles as she repeatedly turns the switch on and off. After a +few moments, she realizes that she should continue with the gift +giving and play with her music box later. + +Richard – “Well, we didn’t know it was your birthday until after we +arrived, but we do have a gift for Will and you kids. He walks into +the other room and retrieves four wrapped presents. He gives one each +to Will, Kevin, Joan, and Luke, “Open them.” + +They each open their present to find a framed picture of their +grandfather in his police uniform. “Will really liked this picture +when he came to visit. We decided to make copies for all of you, so +that when you have a home of your own, you’ll each have one.” + +All thank Richard and Trenna for their thoughtful gift. + +Kevin – “Mine is probably the smallest gift of all. It’s actually +half of a gift. You’ll get the other half on Christmas.” + +Joan smiles and jokingly says, “I hate birthday-Christmas presents +combined.” She opens the card and discovers the contents. It’s a +record of certificates of deposit in her name. She exclaims, “Is this +what I think it’s for?” + +Kevin – “Yep, and I have the other half put away for Christmas. Now +all you have to do is convince our parents to let you go.” + +Helen and Will simultaneously ask, “Go where?” + +Joan – “I was going to wait until after New Years to talk to you +about it. Our French class is taking a trip to Paris over spring +break. There is also an excursion to Domremy, where Joan of Arc +lived. I really want to go. Please!” + +Will and Helen look at each other, but Will decides to speak, “We’ll +have to know a lot more about this trip, how many chaperones will +there be, where will you stay, and answers to a hundred questions I +can’t think of right now, but I think we’ll probably let you go. +However, if these riots in France are not over with by when it’s time +for you to go, the deal’s off.” + +Joan – “Thank you, thank you, thank you, and thank you, Kevin.” + +Emily – “My turn, my turn!” She pulls her chair out and then stands +on it. “Luke, will you start the music?” + +Luke uncovers a computer that has been hidden in the corner, “Ready?” +Emily nods, and Luke pushes the enter key. When the music begins to +play, Emily sings. + +*Some say love it is a river +*That* drowns the tender reed. +Some say love it is a razor +*That* leaves your soul to bleed.* + +*Some say love it is a hunger +An endless, aching need +I say love it is a flower, +And you it’s only seed.* + +*It’s the heart afraid of breaking +That never learns to dance +It’s the dream afraid of waking +That never takes the chance* + +*It’s the one who won’t be taken, +Who cannot seem to give +And the soul afraid of dying +That never learns to live.* + +*And the night has been too lonely +And the road has been too long. +And you think that love is only +For the lucky and the strong.* + +*Just remember in the winter +Far beneath the bitter snow +Lies the seed that with the sun’s love, +In the spring, becomes a rose.* + +Joan – “That was beautiful, and my favorite song. Thank you.” + +Emily – “Luke took the record player up to his room and let me listen +to the song. I didn’t know until I heard it, but LeAnn Rimes does +that same song, too. I just had to finish memorizing the words.” + +Luke – “And I downloaded a karaoke copy of the song.” + +Joan – “Well, thank both of you. Emily, you are such a talented +singer. You will be great someday.” + +Helen – “And now, last, but not least, is our gift. Your father and I +expected that you would refuse to drive the car, so we decided to get +you something else for your birthday. We are happy you have agreed to +at least drive sometimes.” + +Will – “The computer that just played Emily’s song, it’s yours.” + +Joan – “Really?”She gets up to go look at it. “Does it have e-mail?” + +Luke – “It has the complete Microsoft Office package. You are also +subscribed to iTunes.” + +Joan – “Will you show me how everything works?” + +Luke – “That’s part of the deal.” + +Joan – “Mom, Dad, thank you. This has been such a wonderful +birthday.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +It’s Friday morning, and although they stayed up late last night, all +get up for breakfast at IHOP. Adam comes over at about nine, and he +and Joan are talking. Joan admires her Tiny Dancer sculpture, +enjoying the tune and watching the dancer move about on the platform. +Adam comments, “I’m glad you like it. There is something I have been +meaning to ask you.” + +Joan – “What?” + +Adam – “The reason I made this for you is because I know how much you +love to dance. That’s why I decided to take dancing lessons, so I +could dance with you. I was wondering, would you go with me to the +Mirror Ball next month?” + +Joan – “I thought you would never ask? Of course I will.” + +Adam smiles, “Then I have something else for you.” He pulls an object +wrapped in tissue paper from his pocket and gives it to her. Joan +unwraps it to find a male dancer for her sculpture. She places it +beside the female counterpart and turns on the music box, “Now, they +can dance together like us.” + +As they kiss, Helen walks into the living room, “Oh, I’m sorry. I +didn’t know you were having a moment.” + +Joan – “Mom, look what Adam gave me!” + +She shows Helen the music box now with the two figurines dancing +together. “That’s really nice, and romantic! Does this mean…” + +Joan doesn’t wait for Helen to finish, “Yeah, he finally asked me.” + +Adams becomes puzzled, “How did you know I was going to ask you?” + +Telling Adam how they actually learned of it wouldn’t be any fun, so +Joan says, “We’re women. We figure things out.” + +Helen continues, “Well, I just wanted to tell you help to yourself to +lunch. Trenna and I have removed all the meat from the turkey, so +there is plenty to make sandwiches.” + +Helen returns to the dining room where Will, Richard, Trenna, Kevin, +and Lilly are once again playing Euchre. + +Emily and Grace come downstairs, “Come on, Joan. Your friend is nice, +but I want to do something with you, and you can talk to your +boyfriend after we leave.” + +Joan looks at Adam who returns an understanding look. He smiles and +looks at Grace, “We haven’t had a ‘Day of Grace’ for awhile. I have a +new project at home I’d like to show you. Let’s go.” Adam and Grace +depart. + +Emily sits down next to Joan, “Would you like to listen to music? +Then you can show me how to dance some more.” + +Joan gets up and leafs through the records, trying to find one that +she thinks Emily would enjoy. She comes across one titled, “Snoopy +Vs. the Red Baron.” She puts it one and they start to dance as the +music begins to play. + +The doorbell rings, but neither Joan nor Emily care to answer it.They +are having too much fun practicing line dancing. Helen answers the +door to find a man and two women, one of them noticeably pregnant. + +Sister Sarah – “Hello, my name is Sarah McCauley, Sister Sarah, and +this is my sister and her husband, Anna and John Finnegan. Are you +Mrs. Girardi?” + +Helen remembers Joan mentioning Sister Sarah on many occasions, “Yes, +it’s Helen, please come in. Joan has told me how much she enjoys +taking dance lessons.” + +Joan notices them come in, stops dancing, and turns off the record. +They all have a seat. After the introductions, Sarah begins, “You +haven’t been to dance class in two weeks. I’ve been worried about +you.” + +Joan – “I’m okay. I was dancing a lot at school, and I was sore from +doing that. I’ll start again next week.” + +Sarah – “I’ll look forward to it. I’ve really missed you.” She +glances at Anna and then continues, “We were talking at dinner +yesterday and I mentioned you. I was surprised when Anna told me that +she knew you. We decided to come visit to see how you were.” + +Joan looks at Anna, “The grocery store in Millersville, right?” + +Anna – “I’m glad you remember. Our chance meeting has meant so much +to me. I really want to thank you.” + +Joan becomes a little embarrassed, “Oh, it was nothing.” + +Anna – “No, it was! I took your advice and now Sarah and I are +sisters again. But there was something else that I didn’t tell you +that day. The reason I didn’t want Sarah to become a nun is because I +wanted her to marry and have the children that John and I couldn’t +have. We had been trying for years, but it just never happened.” She +looks down at her stomach and massages it with her hands, “But look +at me now! We are twice blessed!” + +All offer congratulations. When they get up to leave, Sarah comments, +“Well, we just wanted to say hello. We plan to spend the rest of the +day with John’s family again. I’ll see you in class.” + +As they are leaving, Helen notices Roger and Cee-Cee coming up the +walk. Cee-Cee pauses to talk to Sister Sarah. After a few moments, +she continues up the walk with Roger, “Hello, Mrs. Girardi. May we +come in to visit for a little while?” + +Helen – “Sure, come in.” + +They come in and have a seat. Cee-Cee continues, “Roger and I spent +yesterday evening with his family. We will be spending this evening +with mine. It is a custom in my family to visit friends on +Thanksgiving Friday. I hope you don’t mind.” + +Helen – “No, all of this company today is quite a pleasant surprise.” + +Cee-Ceelooks at Joan, “How are you feeling?” + +Joan – “Much better, pretty much back to normal.” + +Cee-Cee– “Good!I have been talking to my dance teacher and she would +like you to audition for her class at Dawson State next year. Have +you applied?” + +Joan – “No, I haven’t done that yet. I was going to wait until after +the job fair this week. Do you think I can get in?” + +Cee-Cee– “I know you can. That’s why tomorrow, we are going to start +working on your routine. My house, 9 o’clock.” + +Joan’s excitement is written across her face, “That’s wonderful. I’ll +be there.” + +Roger – “I have a bit of news. My English teacher will be retiring +after this year. I applied for the position, and he has given me a +great recommendation. I might be your English teacher if you go to +Dawson State next year.” + +Joan – “That’s great news. I’m so happy for you, and for me. You are +a wonderful teacher. Now, all I have to do is get in.” She pauses and +looks at Cee-Cee, “Will you be okay with this?” + +Cee-Ceesmiles, “It will be fine. Well, we have to go. We have other +friends to visit before dinner tonight.” + +Cee-Ceeand Roger get up, and Helen opens the door for them. As she +does, Zoe darts through and plops herself onto Joan’s lap, “Look at +this!” + +Joan takes the paper and Zoe points, “Read that part.” Joan reads, +“Zoe R. Keady has been accepted into St. Paul’s Lutheran Elementary +School as a second grade student. Please have her report to on +November 28, 2005. Classes begin at 9 a.m.” + +Joan looks up and Zoe gives her a big hug. “I’m so excited. I get to +go to a real school!” + +Joan – “But how did this happen? I didn’t think you could go.” + +While everyone was watching Joan and Zoe, Ms. Keady quietly came in +through the open door, “It’s gone. The tumor is gone.” + +Helen – “Well, hello Ms. Keady. This is a nice surprise.” + +Ms. Keady – “Hello Helen, you can call me Carol. Anyway, the doctors +didn’t expect the medicine to affect the tumor, only the symptoms. +They were as surprised as the rest of us.” + +Emily – “Hi Zoe, I’m Emily. Joan has a coloring book of yours in her +room. Would you like to color?” + +Zoe – “Yeah.” + +Zoe and Emily run toward the stairs. Joan then exchanges glances with +Cee-Cee. Without saying a word, they both begin to glow, wondering +the same thing. Zoe and Emily stop on the stairs, and then return to +the living room. They each take one of Joan’s hands and coax her, +“Come on, we want you to come, too.” + +Joan gets up and goes with them, still glowing with a smile painted +across her face. Cee-Cee calls after Zoe, “It’s nice to see you again +Zoe.” As she and Roger leave, she adds, “And it’s nice to meet you, +Ms. Keady.” + +Helen has observed the exchange of looks between Joan and Cee-Cee, +and becomes curious once again. On the porch, she asks, “Cee-Cee, may +I speak to you for a moment?” + +Roger takes the hint and continues to the car. “What is it, Mrs. +Girardi?” + +Helen – “It’s okay, but I have been wondering how you and Joan have +gotten so close in such a short period of time. What is it that you +two have in common?” + +Cee-Ceethinks for a moment before responding, “We both like to +dance.” She laughs, “We have similar taste in men. We are able to +talk about things, things that we can’t share with other people. But +what I enjoy most is that your daughter has a very special connection +to the universe.” + +Cee-Ceewaits for Helen to respond, but Helen is speechless. Cee-Cee +continues, “But you already knew that, didn’t you?” Cee-Cee smiles, +“Goodnight, Mrs. Girardi.” diff --git a/18-TheChildPart1.rst b/18-TheChildPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b4765b8 --- /dev/null +++ b/18-TheChildPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,2190 @@ +Episode 3.18, The Child, Part 1 +------------------------------- + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee’shouse is larger than Joan’s, situated on a wooded lot in an +upscale suburb of town. As she walks from the bus stop, Joan notices +it is a quiet neighborhood, except for a man using a leaf blower +across the street. She rings the bell, and China Faye answers the +door. She invites her in, “Hello Joan, it’s nice to see you again.” + +Joan – “It’s nice to see you, too.” + +China Faye – “Cee-Cee is in her studio above the garage. Follow me.” + +As they walk through the house, Joan observes the furnishings. It is +a mixture of American and Chinese decor. Although Joan’s house is +clean, this house is spotless. You could probably eat off any surface +without getting sick. Joan decides to comment, “You have a lovely +home, and it’s so clean.” + +China Faye – “We share the chores, but with all of us working or +going to school, we just couldn’t keep it up. My parents hired a +house cleaning service. They do a very nice job.” + +A boy rushes toward them, “Do you have the keys? We’re going to be +late.” + +China Faye – “I’m driving today. I’ll be there in a minute.” She +looks at Joan, “This is my brother Hui Charles.” She looks back at +her brother, “Hui, this is Joan, a friend of Cee-Cee’s.” + +HuiCharles – “Hi, it’s nice to meet you. Cee-Cee is in her studio.” + +China Faye – “You’re not wearing your name tag. Go find it.” + +HuiCharles goes off in a huff to find his nametag. + +China Faye sighs, “Boys!” + +Joan smiles and asks, “Do all of you work at the restaurant?” + +China Faye – “Yes, except for the little ones. It’s our family’s +business. We all work, and we all reap the rewards. Besides, my +father pays us very well.” + +Joan – “What about those in school, like Cee-Cee?” + +China Faye – “School comes first. Those of us in school only work +once or twice a week.” + +China Faye stops at the stairs leading up to the studio, “Cee-Cee is +expecting you. Have fun.” + +China Faye leaves and Joan walks up the stairs. She knocks and +enters, “Cee-Cee?” + +Cee-Cee– “Right on time. Have a seat.” Joan sits, and Cee-Cee +continues, “Let me show you the routine that I did so you’ll have an +idea of what they are expecting.” + +When the music starts, Cee-Cee begins to float around the room. Her +routine is a blend of many dances, some reminiscent of those done in +the movie *Flashdance*. Cee-Cee finishes as Joan sits in awe of what +she has just seen. “I… I could never do something like that! It was +so beautiful!” + +Cee-Cee– “Sarah seems to think you can. Oh, sorry, I should say +Sister Sarah. Joan, have faith in yourself. I do, and so does Sister +Sarah.” + +Joan – “You know Sister Sarah?” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure, we met in class at Dawson State. Of course, she was +just Sarah McCauley then. She dropped out in her second year to +become a nun, but we’ve kept in touch.” + +Joan – “Have you two been talking about me?” + +Cee-Cee– “Of course, and we have a plan. Now, show me some of the +dances that you know.” + +Joan – “Wait a minute. What kind of plan? This is still my life. I +may not want to become a dancer. I have actually been thinking a lot +about nursing lately.” + +Cee-Cee– “And nursing requires college, right?” + +Joan – “Yes?” + +Cee-Cee– “So, we use dancing to get you into college, and then you +take nursing, too.The point is to get you in. You can thank Roger for +this idea. ‘There’s always a way to work the system.’” + +Joan ponders the scheme for a moment, ‘\ The Dancing Nurse, that +would be an interesting twist!’ She responds, “I want to hear more +about this plan, but okay for now.” + +Cee-Cee– “Dance for me.” + +At the Park + +Luke – “Which college do you think we should go to next year, Arcadia +or Dawson State?” + +Grace – “It doesn't matter to me; I'm not going to college.” + +Luke – “Come on, you have to go. Think of how much better you could +be as an educated free radical.” + +Grace – “I've already had enough drivel shoved down my throat from +the thought police. I'm doing just fine educating myself.” Luke tries +to respond, but Grace is now on a rant, “And now we have the fat +police. You heard Brian the other day, no more junk food in school +vending machines. When did the school board become my parents? If I +want to eat a candy bar, I'll eat one, and it's nobody's business but +my own.” + +Luke – “But they say that kids are getting too fat. It's for our own +good.” + +Grace – “Yeah, yeah, it's for the children. Like I said, when did +they become my parents? It's none of their business what I eat. They +are supposed to educate, period, not run my life. I'm sick of these +high and mighty do-gooders interfering with everyone else's lives. I +didn't hear him mention removing the coffee machine from the +teacher’s lounge. Did I miss that? A lot of our teachers seem to be +pretty wired by the end of the day. I think they should stop drinking +coffee – for the children.” + +Luke – “Grace! You don't eat that much candy anyway. Why do you +care?” + +Grace – “It's incrementalism. You lose a little freedom here, a +little there, and soon, you have none at all. And don't get me +started on politics. The hypocrisy is rampant! How come if I have a +headache and want an aspirin, the school nurse has to get permission, +but if I want to have an abortion, sure, no problem, parental consent +isn't required. They'll even find me a doctor and provide +transportation. What's wrong with this picture?” + +Luke – “I've never actually thought about it. Tell me what's really +bothering you.” + +Grace – “Did you know that life is a four letter word?” + +Luke – “Grace, tell me.” + +Grace – “I'm late.” + +Luke – “Late for what?” + +Grace – “No, I'm late, late.” + +Luke – “Oh geese! You mean…?” + +Grace – “Yeah, that kind. I don't know what to do.” + +At Home + +Helen – “I’ve been thinking about the story you told me of how +Richard and Trenna first met. It’s really sweet, but why didn’t +Richard tell Trenna about how he paid off the other doctors?” + +Will – “Richard told me that Trenna was happy believing that she +seduced him, and that’s why he kept it a secret.” + +Helen – “Yeah, but don’t you think that Trenna would love him even +more, knowing that he did such a thing?” + +Will – “Maybe, but she might become angry at him for deceiving her.” + +Helen becomes frustrated, realizing that this conversation is going +nowhere, “Yeah, maybe you’re right. I’m going to get a shower.” + +Helen sprays her face repeatedly, trying to clear her head. She +thinks to herself, ‘That went well! I still have no idea of what to +do about Joan. A special connection to the universe? God almost flat +out told her that it was true, but what does it mean? How does it +manifest? Does Joan realize it? The dreams, they must be part of it, +or are they all of it? Should she talk to Joan or just observe?’ +Since yesterday, she has been caught in this endless loop of +questions. She wants to do what’s best, but she’s not sure what that +is. ‘If there's a right thing to do, a right way to be, why isn't it +obvious?’ + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “That was really good! You know a nice variety of dances, +but unfortunately, most of them require a partner. What we need to do +is mix it up, modify them into just a series of moves. I think there +are a couple more dances that you could also incorporate. I can show +them to you. Then we need to make everything flow together. Does that +sound like a good plan?” + +Joan – “The plan is great, but implementing it will be a problem.” + +Cee-Cee– “Well, of course it will be hard work, but I know you can do +it. We’ll get the basic routine down today, and then Sister Sarah +will take over during your dance class on Monday and Wednesday. She +is going to have another Sister take over the class and just work +with you. I can work with you again on Thursday and Friday, and then +you’ll be ready for your audition on Saturday.” + +Joan – “The audition is in one week? I don’t think I can be ready by +then!” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure you can. You will blow their socks off.” She pauses, +“Roger uses that expression. I think it means to impress them. Is +that right?” + +Joan – “Yes, that’s what it means. You really think I can do it?” + +Cee-Cee– “I know it. The greatest factor in achieving success is +motivation. This is what you want, to go to college?” + +Joan – “Yes, I really want to.” + +Cee-Cee– “Then let’s do it. Now, let me show you some other dances +that I think would blend in well, and then I’ll show you the routine +I have in mind.” + +At the Park + +Luke – “How could this happen? We used a condom.” + +Grace – “Well, brain boy, whatever made you think that you needed +extra girth?” + +Luke – “I didn’t know. I’ve never bought them before. It only slipped +off that one time. The statistical odds of you getting pregnant from +that are astronomical.” + +Grace – “Well, apparently the little spermazoids didn’t get the +memo.” + +Luke thinks for a moment, “What about the RU-486 abortion pill?” + +Grace – “I’m not sure if that’s what I want to do, and besides, have +you read some of the possible side effects? Cardiovascular disease, +high blood pressure, blood clots, heart attack, and stroke are just a +few. I’m not going to take the chance.” + +Luke – “Then, do you plan to keep it?” + +Grace – “I said, I don’t know. How do you feel about becoming a +father?” + +Luke – “Scared to death! It’s something that I planned to do someday, +but now? This really changes everything!” + +Grace – “Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other +plans.” + +At Home + +Helen – “It’s too bad that Richard had to go home last night.” + +Will – “Yes, it would have been nice if they could have stayed +another two days. He tried to get out of having to work this weekend, +but he couldn’t find anyone who would trade with him. Joan and Emily +seemed to have really hit it off.” + +Helen – “Yeah, she’s so sweet.” She smiles and laughs, “Do you +remember Joan’s third birthday?” + +Will – “That was the balloons, right?” + +Helen – “We made her cover her eyes as we took her into the den. When +she opened them, she saw all the balloons that we’d blown up for her. +She was fascinated by them. She ignored all of her presents, and she +and YaYa played with the balloons all day long. It was so cute.” + +Will – “I miss when they were young. I can’t wait to have +grandchildren.” + +Helen – “Well, I’m looking forward to it too, but I can wait.” + +Will – “Well, me too. I’m just looking forward to having little ones +again.” + +Helen – “I know what you mean. When did Joan stop talking to YaYa?” + +Will – “I’m not sure, but I think it was when she was four or five.” + +Helen – “That sounds about right. Are you ready for lunch?” + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “You’re doing well. I like some of the moves you’ve added. +That was clever adding a herkie. What made you think of that?” + +Joan – “Oh, in my sophomore year I tried out for cheerleading. I +couldn’t do it then. I just felt like putting it in.” + +Cee-Cee– “Well, I think it works well there, but what were those +moves you did after that?” + +Joan – “Oh, that’s part of an exercise routine I do with Ms. Keady. I +think it's Karate or something.” + +Cee-Cee– “Well, I like that, too. It makes that part of the routine +very powerful, but you need to work on your facial expressions. I +know you are concentrating, but you always need to keep a smile on +your face. You have to appear to be doing your routine effortlessly.” + +Joan – “Got it, I’ll try. Are you ready for lunch?” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure, I’m ready for a break. We have plenty of food in the +kitchen.” + +Joan – “I brought sandwiches. My dad made them for us. His sandwiches +are always so good!” + +Cee-Cee– “Okay, let’s go to the kitchen, and I’ll get us something to +drink.” + +After Cee-Cee runs through the selections she has to offer, Joan +chooses sweet green tea. They sit down and begin enjoying their +sandwiches. Cee-Cee asks, “How long can you stay today?” + +Joan – “I told my parents I didn’t know how long I would be. They’re +fine with me staying, as long as I keep my cell phone on.” + +Cee-Cee– “How tired are you?” + +Joan – “A little, but I feel like I have this energy that just wants +to burst out.” + +Cee-Cee– “I know that feeling. You’re really are doing well. I’m +thrilled that we have the routine pretty much done. Now you need to +work on the transitions between the dance moves. They need to flow +from one into the next. That takes practice.” + +Joan – “This is going to be a busy week. I feel bad for Adam. I won’t +have very much time to be with him. We were supposed to go together +to the Allan apple orchard today. He’s drawing sketches for work.” + +Cee-Cee– “I saw +that\ `portrait <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/JoA_Portrait_Painting2.jpg>`__\ of +you in your room. Did he do that?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I love it. I asked him if I could watch him while he +works, but now I’m too busy to do it.” + +Cee-Cee–“I’m sure he’ll be fine. He seems like an understanding boy. +After this week, things will calm down, and you can make it up to +him.” + +At the Thrift Shop + +Kevin – “Hey, are we about done? I’m getting hungry.” + +Lilly – “Just a little while longer. I need to look at everything.” + +Kevin – “First the yard sales, and now the thrift shop, you know that +shopping is a man’s least favorite thing to do.” + +Lilly – “Then be thankful that you get to do it with me. It’s only a +month until Christmas, and I don’t have a thing for anyone.” + +Kevin – “After we get some lunch, we could go to the mall.” + +Lilly – “You know I don’t have much money. I can’t afford to shop +there.” + +Kevin – “I have some extra money this week. I’ll pay for it.” + +Lilly – “No!After we’re married, the money will be ours, but not +until.” + +Kevin – “You haven’t said yet when you want to get married. Have you +decided?” + +Lilly – “June, I would like a June wedding.” + +Kevin – “Great, that’s fine with me.” + +Lilly spots an item, “Oh, look! This is a beautiful scarf. Joan +always wears scarves. I’ll bet she’ll like this one.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, it’s really nice.” Kevin continues to think to +himself, ‘Come on, I’m starving!’ + +Lilly can read his mind from the expression on his face, “Okay, just +let me look at the jewelry.” + +Lilly paws through the items. Most of it is costume jewelry, but she +finds a necklace. “Look at this, a\ `Fleur-de-lis +Necklace <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/FleurdeLisNecklace.jpg>`__\ . +Do you think Joan would like it?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, she used to have one like it, but she lost it +somewhere.” + +Lilly – “Well, Joan’s done. Let’s eat.” + +Walking Home + +Grace – “So what do you think I should do, brain boy?” + +Luke – “Well, the logical thing for you to do would be to have an +abortion. It would allow both of us to continue with our plans.” + +Grace – “Why does my decision have to be logical?” + +Luke – “Because I don’t believe that God endowed us with sense, +reason, and intellect, just to forgo their use.” + +Grace – “Is that what you want me to do?” + +Luke – “I don’t know. I’m just saying that would be the easiest +solution.” + +Grace – “Yeah, but when have I ever done what’s easy? I’m going to do +what I decide to do. I just don’t know what that is yet.” + +Luke – “You know we have to tell our parents. They’ll find out +eventually.” + +Grace – “You’re not telling anyone! I’ve only told you because it’s +your fault.” + +Luke – “Wait a minute, we both decided to have sex!” + +Grace – “Listen horndog, I was never thrilled with the idea. The only +reason I decided to let you put your pizzle in my vizzle was to find +out what all the hoopla was about. Pregnancy was never part of the +plan. Anyway, I’ll decide who to tell and when. I need time to +think.” + +Luke – “Have you told Joan?” + +Grace – “Tomorrow. It’s my day and I’ll tell her then.” + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “Come with me. I need you to try something on.” Joan wants +to ask what, but she decides just to follow. Cee-Cee takes her into a +bedroom and pulls a dress out of the closet, “Try this on. I think it +will fit.” + +Joan – “Whose is it?” + +Cee-Cee– “China Faye’s. She already said I could borrow it.” + +Joan – “Then why do you want me to try it on?” + +Cee-Cee– “Because it’s for you. Put it on and I’ll explain.” While +Joan puts on the dress, Cee-Cee continues, “Every one of the other +girls there will be wearing tights. You are going to be wearing a +dress. We want you to stand out. When the auditions are finished, and +judges begin to make their decisions, I want the lady in red to be +stuck in their minds.” + +Joan – “But this is so beautiful! What if I fall or something?” + +Cee-Cee– “That is not going to happen. Don’t even think it.” + +While Joan admires herself in the mirror, Cee-Cee starts rummaging +through the dresser. Joan becomes concerned when she realizes, “What +about when I do the herkie?” + +As soon as the words leave her lips, Cee-Cee holds up a pair of black +short-shorts, “Got you covered.” + +At Home + +Grace and Luke arrive, and Helen asks, “Would you two like some +lunch?” + +Luke asks sarcastically, “What kind of turkey surprise do we have +today?” + +Helen smiles and sings, “Flaming turkey wings!”All get a laugh, and +Helen continues, “We also have some ham and lots of sides. There’s +pie if you eat something else first.” + +Luke – “Never mind, I’m not really hungry.” + +Grace – “Thank you, Mrs. Girardi. I’ll fix it.” She looks at Luke, +“Come on, you’re eating too.” + +Grace fixes turkey for herself and ham for Luke, with the same sides +for each. They sit down, and Helen asks, “Are you two having a +problem?” + +Grace – “Luke and I have started a biology experiment. Now that it’s +started, we’ve been debating whether we would be more satisfied with +the outcome if we worked with biology or against it” + +Helen – “Joan and Adam are in your class. Maybe they can help.” + +Grace – “I plan to ask Joan what she thinks about it tomorrow.” + +Luke picks at his food for a while then decides he has had enough, +“I’m going to get online and do some research on our biology project. +I’ll be back down in a little while.” + +Luke leaves, and Helen comments, “I’m actually kind of glad that Luke +left. I have a question to ask you. Has Joan ever talked to you about +her dreams, other than that night at Lake Nashman?” + +Grace – “Mrs. Girardi, Joan has talked about them, but it was in +confidence. I don’t know if I should be talking to you about them.” + +Helen – “Is she still having them?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I think so, but she usually doesn’t tell me the +specifics. She doesn’t feel she should talk about them.” + +Helen – “What I really want to know is if there is more than just +dreams and talking to spirits.” + +Grace really feels uncomfortable talking to Helen about this, but she +decides to answer this question. She remembers Joan’s ‘half a red +pill’ comment and responds, “Yeah, there’s more, a lot more. I’ve +already said more than I should have. You need to talk to Joan.” + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “Okay, that is enough for today. I don’t want you to strain +anything before your audition.” + +Joan – “I’m doing fine. I’m still working on the transitions.” + +Cee-Cee– “No, that is enough for now. I would like for you to +practice some tomorrow, but not too much.” She retrieves a paper from +a folder, “These are the courses in which I would like for you to +enroll. All are required courses, except for ‘Modern Dance Techniques +II.’ You don’t need to take the first course. I think the instructor +will agree after she sees your performance. All you need to do is +decide on the nursing class that you want to take. You need to be +enrolled before the audition, so do it soon.” + +Joan – “Thanks, I already knew about the required courses, but I +wasn’t sure of which dance class to take. I plan to ask Susan Jordan +about the nursing class at the job fair on Wednesday. Then I’ll go +online and register.” + +Cee-Cee– “Would you like something to drink while I take you home?” + +Joan – “Oh, you don’t have to, I can take the bus.” + +Cee-Cee– “No, I’ll take you. We don’t want anything to happen to your +dress. You do need to find a pair of shoes to wear. Anything you feel +comfortable dancing in will be fine, but definitely no high heels.” + +Joan – “I have a pair of sneakers with flowers on them. Some of the +flowers are red.” + +Cee-Cee– “Those sound like they will be perfect.” + +At the Flea Market + +Lilly – “Come on, this will be the last stop. Just think about your +cousin Emily.” + +Kevin – “What does she have to do with this?” + +Lilly laughs and sings, + +“\ Rollin', rollin', rollin' +*Though* the streams are swollen +Keep them doggies rollin' +Rawhide!\ ” + +Kevin gets a laugh, “She did enjoy the ride. If we hadn’t stopped for +dinner, I think she would have ridden on my lap for the rest of the +day.” + +Lilly – “Well, just imagine Emily is on your lap singing and +chattering away. We’ll be done soon.” They continue looking at the +variety of items on display. Lilly takes an interest in some of them, +but passes them by. When they finish looking through all the items, +Lilly asks, “There are a few things I think I will buy, but I want +them to be a surprise. Wait here, and then meet me at the car in ten +minutes.” + +At Home + +Grace walks upstairs and calls up to Luke’s attic bedroom, “You’re +still taking me to see Rent. Get a move on it.” + +Joan arrives and meets Grace in the foyer, “Look at the dress I have +to wear for my audition.” + +Grace – “That’s really nice. Where’d you get it?” + +Joan – “Cee-Cee let me borrow it. It’s actually her sister’s.” + +Grace – “Hey, Luke and I are going to see Rent. You wanna come?” + +Joan – “Sure, can I ask Adam?” + +Grace – “Make it quick. We don’t have much time.” + +Joan puts the dress in her closet and calls Adam. Adam is returning +from the Allan apple orchard, and is only a few minutes away. She +takes a quick shower, changes clothes, and is back downstairs by the +time Adam arrives. As they walk out to the car, Joan decides she’s +more afraid to ride with Luke than to drive herself. She asks, “Luke, +would it be all right if I drive?” + +Luke agrees, partly because this is the first time she has asked, and +partly because he knows that if he says no, she will be mad at him. +He doesn’t say anything, just hands her the keys. + +On the way, Adam asks Joan, “How is your dance routine coming along?” + +Joan – “Great! We have it all figured out. I just need to practice. +I'm so excited. This is my chance to go to college, so I'm going to +grab it with both hands, and hold on tight!” + +Adam – “I'm really happy for you. Can I come and watch your +audition?” + +Joan – “You can come if you want, but you won't be able to watch. The +only ones allowed in the room are me and the judges. Cee-Cee says +they will videotape it. I can ask for a copy.” + +Adam – “I would like to see it.” + +Joan – “Oh, this week I'm really going to be busy. I have dance or +work every night. I won't be able to see you, except for at school. +Will you be okay with that?” + +Adam whines, “No, I'll miss you.” Joan becomes concerned, but before +she can say anything, Adam smiles and continues, “But I'll survive. I +know this is important to you.” + +Joan – “After this week, I promise I'll make it up to you.” + +Grace – “Okay, now that's settled, do any of you know what this movie +is about?” They all answer no, so Grace continues, “Well…” + +At Home + +Grace – “Did you sleep well?” + +Joan – “I always sleep good after a day of exercise. How about you?” + +Grace – “Not too bad. What are your plans for today?” + +Joan – “To spend the day with you, until I have to go to work. I do +have to practice my routine, but that won't take long. Would you like +to stay here or go somewhere?” + +Grace – “I would like just to stay here.” + +Joan – “Are you hungry?” + +Grace – “Starved!” + +Joan – “Me, too.” + +They proceed to the kitchen and find Will drinking coffee, “Can I +make you some breakfast?” + +Grace – “I thought I would make it this morning. What would you +like?” + +Will – “Well, I thawed a rib eye overnight. I was going to make +steak, eggs, and grits.” + +Joan – “That sounds good. I haven't had that in awhile.” + +Grace – “I can fix it.” + +While Grace prepares breakfast, Will asks, “Did you enjoy your movie +last night?” + +Joan – “It was okay. I really enjoyed just spending time with Grace +and Adam, and even Luke was nice to me last night.” + +Grace – “The movie was just okay? It was fantastic! It was a message +of friendship, tolerance, and living every day to the fullest. Lines +of gender, education, talent, sexual orientation, and all-around +stereotypes were totally erased. It exemplifies what life should +really be about – love.” + +Joan – “Yeah, you told me that before we went, and love is always +good, but for once, I agree with Luke. They were all unhappy about +their lives; the lifestyle they promoted was pointless, yet they +whined instead of doing something about it. People need to take +personal responsibility for their lives. They would have been better +off had they gotten jobs, paid their rent, pooled their remaining +money, and hired a real songwriter.” + +Grace – “You didn’t like the music, either?” + +Joan – “I liked the first song.” + +Will – “Did you two watch the same movie?” + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Ginger mumbles, “Can ar gapt sojwn?” + +Lilly – “Yeah, Extra-strength Tylenol, please.” + +Ginger mumbles, “Og. Krimwelat indefor.” + +Lilly – “Okay, send him in.” + +Ginger leaves and Kevin comes in, “Playing hookie from church today? +That’s a first.” + +Lilly – “I don’t play hookie from church! God will always be first in +my life and you know that.” + +Kevin – “Whoa!I was just trying to make a joke, trying to cheer you +up, sorry.” + +Lilly begins to cough and doesn’t respond for a few moments, “Sorry, +I just feel like Joan looked last summer. I must have the first US +case of bird flu.” + +Usually, Kevin can tell what Lilly means by the expression on her +face, but today, she just looks miserable, “Do you really think so? +Do you want me to take you to the hospital?” + +Lilly – “No, I don’t really have bird flu. I do have something, but I +just need to get some more sleep. Ginger is getting some medicine.” + +Kevin – “Are you hungry? Can I make you something? You should eat.” + +Lilly – “Not unless you want to clean the carpet.” + +Kevin – “Can I stay while you sleep? I’ll be quiet.” + +Lilly – “I’d like that.” + +Ginger returns with the medicine and a thermometer, “Pukem on meiat.” + +Lilly – “I don’t need a thermometer to tell me that I have a fever.” + +Kevin – “But we do. When I take your temperature later, I’ll need to +know if you are getting better or worse.” + +Lilly relents and puts the thermometer under her tongue. When it +beeps, Kevin reads the display, “102.3. Let’s see what the Tylenol +does for you.” + +At Home + +Joan – “Are you mad at me?” + +Grace – “No, just surprised. I thought you would like the movie.” + +Joan – “Maybe I should have, because I’ve been digging through the +garbage, too. But I finally have found something that matters.” + +Grace – “Dancing?” + +Joan – “No, nursing. I want to help children.” + +Grace – “Then why are you dancing?” + +Joan – “To get into college. Once I’m in, I’ll take nursing, too. +It’s a great plan. Roger thought of it.” + +Grace – “How do you know you want to be a nurse? Do your dreams have +something to do with it?” + +Joan – “Partly, but there have been other things. I can’t explain, +but I really feel this is the right thing for me.” + +Grace just sits for a moment, thinking about what Joan has told her. +“It’s nice to have a plan for your future. I wish I was so sure about +mine. I’m happy for you.” + +Joan – “Let me show you my routine.” She retrieves the CD from of her +purse, grabs the boom box, and leads Grace out to the back yard. She +puts the CD in the player and says, “When I’m ready, select track +eight. This is a great dancing song. It starts off slow and ends +fast.” + +Joan gets ready, but then she notices that Pallas Athena is still +lying on her side. She motions to Grace, “Come help me with this.” +Together, they lift the urn and place it back on its pedestal. Joan +then rotates it until Athena is facing the yard, “Now you can watch +me too!” + +After Joan prepares, Grace selects track eight. Joan runs through her +routine. She does it almost flawlessly. When she finishes, she asks, +“What do you think?” + +Grace – “It was great! Who was that singing?” + +Joan – “Someone named Donna Summer. I’ve never heard of her, but +she’s good.” + +Grace – “Me neither. Are you done?” + +Joan – “No, I want to run through it two more times.” + +Joan repeats her routine, then they go up to the bedroom. This is the +moment Grace has been dreading, but she needs to tell Joan. She +closes the door, “I have something important to tell you.” Grace +doesn’t continue right away, wondering if Joan will be mad at her, or +worse, be ashamed of her. + +Joan – “Okay, what is it?” + +Grace – “I’m pregnant.” + +Joan’s jaw drops in disbelief, “Pregnant?” Grace’s revelation causes +Joan to leap into her ‘fighting place.’ She becomes filled with rage, +“Why that little frack!” She gets up, and as she passes through the +door, she yells, “Luke!” + +Grace follows her, tugging on her arm, trying to stop her, “No, wait, +let me explain.” + +Joan ignores her and yells again, “Luke, get your butt down here!” + +Luke comes down and Will comes running up the stairs at the same +time, “What’s wrong?” + +At the last moment, Joan curbs what she really wants to say, “Your +son is an idiot!” + +Grace doesn’t want to involve parents yet. She tries to defuse the +situation by saying, “We’re just having an argument. It’ll be okay. +I’ll take care of it.” She drags Joan back into the bedroom and +closes the door. + +Will stands looking at Luke, “Would you like to talk about it?” + +Luke stands there, knowing the reason for Joan’s anger, but he +doesn’t want to tell his father the reason either, “Maybe later.” He +goes back up to his room, and Will returns downstairs. + +Joan is still furious, “How could he do that?” + +Grace – “But it wasn't his fault.” + +Joan – “Then who's the father?” + +Grace – “Okay, it's partly his fault, but I let him.” + +Joan – “He seduced you?” + +Grace – “Come on, think of what you're saying. You're talking about +Luke. Besides, no one seduces me unless I want to be seduced. Please +just calm down and let me explain.” + +Joan paces around the room a bit, and then she sits and does the +exercise that Ms. Keady taught her. After a few minutes, she is able +to continue, “Okay, tell me why I shouldn't blame Luke.” + +Grace – “Because I wanted it, too. Remember what Lilly told you?” + +Joan – “Yes, but you're not stupid. Why didn't you use a condom?” + +Grace – “We did, but something went wrong.” + +Joan – “I guess so. What…?” + +Grace interrupts her, “I wanted it, okay. All of that stuff that Luke +has been saying about us having a relationship, well it's true. And +you know what? He actually loves me and I love him. How weird is +that? Anyway, it's a fluke and it's not something that is going to +happen again. I just wanted at least once in my life to know what it +was like, how it felt, to have someone who actually loves me, make +love to me. Is that so bad?” + +Joan – “I have those same feelings, but I don't think God wants me to +follow through with them, at least not yet.” + +Grace – “Well, you could have it if you wanted it, and if you and +Adam don't work out, there will be a hundred boys standing in line to +fall in love with you. I have Luke.” + +Joan – “No, that's not true. I'm sure there are lots of other boys +for you.” + +Grace – “No, you know I'm right. Who else other than a science geek +like Luke could fall in love with a free radical like me? And if it +doesn't work out, there won't be another. That's why I decided to do +it.” + +Joan – “Does he know you love him?” + +Grace – “I don't know, but the important thing is that he loves me. I +don't think that is ever going to happen again. That's why it means +so much to me.” + +Joan – “You saw what happened to Adam and me when we didn't share our +feelings. You have to tell Luke how you feel.” + +Grace – “Okay, he knows, I just can’t say the words.” + +Joan – “What are you going to do?” + +Grace – “I don’t know.” + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Ginger – “Eeid eht weasd.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I know. I’m worried, too.” + +Lilly – “Are you talking about me?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, it’s time to take your temperature again.” + +Lilly – “Just let me sleep.” + +Kevin forces the thermometer under Lilly’s tongue, and she +begrudgingly doesn’t resist. It beeps and he reads the display, +“103.6, she’s getting worse.” Kevin looks at Ginger, and then back to +Lilly, “I’m taking you to the hospital.” + +Lilly – “No, I’ll be fine. I don’t have the money to pay for the +hospital. Just give it a while longer.” + +Kevin – “Okay.” Kevin and Ginger leave the room, “If I wasn’t in this +wheelchair, I would drag her to the hospital, whether she liked it or +not.” + +Ginger – “Teiee wimem que.” + +Kevin – “All right, I’ll check her temperature again in a little +while.” + +At Home + +Helen – “Hi hon, where is everybody?” + +Will – “They’re upstairs. Joan is mad at Luke, and Grace is trying to +calm her down.” + +Helen – “Do you know what it’s about?” + +Will – “No, but Joan is really upset about something. I can’t +remember seeing her this mad since we wouldn’t let her go to that +concert with Adam.” + +Helen – “Maybe I should have a talk with her.” + +Will – “No, I think we should just let them work it out for now.” + +Helen – “Can I fix you something to eat?” + +Will – “No, I had a late breakfast.” + +Grace – “Are you calmed down enough to talk to Luke?” + +Joan – “Now?” + +Grace – “Yes, I want the three of us to talk about it. I want to hear +your ideas.” + +Joan – “I don’t know. For a genius, he sure is stupid!” + +Grace – “Well, I won’t argue that. Can I go get him?” + +Joan doesn’t answer, but just gives her a nod and a manufactured +smile. Grace goes out to the attic stairs, “Luke, come down. We need +to talk.” + +Luke comes down with a handful of papers, and they join Joan back in +the bedroom. Grace asks, “What are the papers?” + +Luke – “I’ve been doing research. I’ve printed out a lot of +information on pregnancy and I have more about child rearing if you +want it. There’s some good information here.” + +Grace – “Okay, educate us.” + +Luke – “Well first, an embryo is what they call the first eight weeks +of life. Here’s a picture of +an\ `embryo <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Embryo.jpg>`__\ . +It looks the same as any other mammal. It’s pretty much just a blob +of meat. + +Then, starting with the third month, they call it a fetus. This is +when it begins to take human form. This is also when the brain begins +to develop, between the eighth and fourteenth week. Here’s a picture +of +a\ `fetus <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Fetus.jpg>`__\ . + +The answer to if or when a fetus can feel pain appears to depend upon +the agenda of the author. Logically, if something has a brain, then +it must be able to feel pain. So, if you do decide to have an +abortion, it would be best if you did it before the eighth week.” + +Grace – “Do you still want me to get an abortion?” + +Luke – “I never said that. I only said that it would be the easiest +solution.” + +Grace looks at Joan, “What do you think?” + +Joan – “I can’t tell you what to do, but whatever you decide to do, +you’re going to call it what it is. It’s not an embryo, a blob of +meat, or a fetus, and it’s definitely not an it. It’s a child.” + +There is a long silence as Joan’s words resonate with Luke and Grace. +Grace asks, “Will you stand by me no matter what I decide?” + +Joan – “Of course, I’ll always be your friend.” + +Luke doesn’t say anything, so Grace begins to glare at him. “Of +course, I’ll always be here, too. You really didn’t have to ask.” +After a few moments, he continues with his presentation, “Also during +the eighth week, fingers and toes begin to develop…” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +The phone rings, and Helen picks it up. Kevin’s voice is filled with +despair. “Mom, how high can a fever get before it’s dangerous? Lilly +is really sick, and she won’t let me take her to the hospital.” + +Helen – “What is her temperature?” + +Kevin – “It’s 104.1. I can’t get her to wake up. I don’t know what to +do!” + +Helen tries, but fails to keep the alarm from her voice, “I’ll be +there in a few minutes.” + +Will – “Were you talking about Lilly?” + +Helen – “Yeah, she’s really sick. We need to get her temperature +down. Joan and I will have to get her into the shower.” + +Will – “I can carry her. Let’s go.” + +Helen – “No, but thank you. We’re going to have to remove her +clothes, and I may need help while she’s in the shower. We want to +help her, not embarrass her. This is a job for women.” + +Helen knocks on Joan’s bedroom door, “Joan.” She doesn’t wait for an +answer and enters the room, “Lilly is sick. She needs our help.” + +Joan – “Ah yeah, sure.” Joan begins to leave with Helen, but +remembers, “Oh, I’m supposed to be at work in a couple of hours.” + +Helen looks at Luke, “You’re working at the bookstore tonight.” Helen +bags several cans from the pantry, and they leave for Lilly’s +apartment. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Kevin has started placing a cool towel on Lilly’s forehead. She’s +awake, but delirious. + +Helen – “Can you walk?” + +Lilly – “I don’t know.” + +Joan and Helen lift Lilly out of bed. Fortunately, Lilly is able to +walk with their help. They remove her clothes and sit her on Kevin’s +seat in the bathtub. Helen starts the water, and when it is lukewarm, +she turns on the shower. + +Lilly screeches, “Oww, that’s freezing!” + +Helen – “No, it’s warm. It only feels freezing to you.” + +Lilly shivers, but slowly becomes accustomed to the temperature. Joan +and Helen also sponge her with the warm water. She remains under the +shower until the water actually does begin to cool. Then Joan and +Helen dry her, help her back into her pajamas, and get her back into +bed. Helen, Kevin, and Ginger go to the kitchen, but Joan remains +with Lilly. + +Lilly – “That was so mean.” + +Joan – “Mom thinks it’s what you needed, and she knows about such +things.” + +Lilly – “Yeah, I know.” Lilly’s eyes become heavy, “Do you mind if I +sleep for a little while?” + +Joan takes her hand in hers, “Go ahead. I’ll just stay with her and +be quiet.” + +With that, Lilly dozes off, and Joan begins to pray. She prays +silently until the others return. + +Helen – “Lilly, wake up. I have some broth for you.” + +Lilly – “I don’t know if I can eat anything.” + +Helen – “You’re dehydrated. You need liquids.” Lilly relents and sits +up a little. Helen continues, “First, we need to take your +temperature.” She places the thermometer under Lilly’s tongue. When +it beeps, she reads the display, “99.1. Good, it looks like your +fever has broken.” Helen puts the bowl near Lilly’s mouth, and begins +to spoon-feed her the broth. + +At Home + +Luke is preparing to leave, “Are you sure you don’t want to come with +me?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I’m going to go home for awhile. I have something I +need to do.” + +Luke kisses her goodbye, and is pleased that she doesn’t resist. +“I’ll be home about eight-thirty.” + +After Luke leaves, Grace walks into the kitchen where Will has been +quietly paying bills. Will looks up and asks, “Hey, it’s just you and +me kid. I don’t think we’ve ever had just the two of us. Would you +like to talk?” + +Grace – “What do you want to talk about?” + +Will – “Anything you like.” + +This is too tempting for Grace. She thinks for a moment, and then +begins, “Okay, the first amendment says that Congress shall make no +law… abridging the freedom of speech. They are talking about +political speech, so how could the Supreme Court decide that +McCain-Feingold’s campaign finance reform doesn’t violate the first +amendment?” + +Will is flabbergasted, “I don’t know. They must have had their +reasons. They are the Supreme Court.” + +Grace – “Well, they need learn to read what the Constitution says, +not what they would like it to say. I have some reading to do, too. +Would it be okay with you if I went home for a while?” + +Will – “Sure. It might be just you and me for dinner tonight. Would +you like anything special?” + +Grace – “Anything but turkey.” + +Will – “Sure, I’ll think of something.” + +Grace smiles as she leaves, pleased that she could razzle Mr. +Girardi. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Lilly is able to finish the bowl of broth. Everyone is pleased when +she keeps it down. Helen gives her another dose of Tylenol and says, +“I’ll give you a little while, and then I’ll make you some chicken +noodle soup.” + +Lilly – “That sounds good, but I need to get some sleep.” + +Helen – “We’ll leave you alone.” + +They all go out to the living room and Helen calls Will, “Hi hon, +Lilly’s doing better, but we are going to stay here for a while. How +is everything there?” + +Will – “Luke went to work and Grace went to her house. I assume you +won’t be home for dinner?” + +Helen – “No, I’ll have Joan and Kevin pick up something. Will you be +okay?” + +Will – “Grace and I will be fine. I’m just going to run to the store +and pick up some hamburger and buns. It’s not turkey.” + +Helen – “Well, I think we are going to have subs. I love you.” + +Will – “I love you, too.” + +At the Polonsky Residence + +In addition to wanting time alone to think, Joan’s comment caused +Grace to want to review her notes from Hebrew class. Yes, she +actually did take notes, even though she made it a practice of +constantly giving her instructor grief. She often made smart-aleck +comments, and on one occasion, she asked her instructor, “Why do I +have to learn Hebrew, anyway? All of this stuff is already translated +into English.” + +She had hoped to irritate her instructor, but instead he answered, +“Because the true meanings of some passages are sometimes +misunderstood after being translated from Hebrew into English.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Grace, please open your Tanakh and read Shemot 21:22 +– 25.” + +Grace complies, “\ And if men strive together, and hurt a woman with +child, so that her fruit depart, and yet no harm follow, he shall be +surely fined, according as the woman's husband shall lay upon him; +and he shall pay as the judges determine. But if any harm follow, +then thou shalt give life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, +hand for hand, foot for foot, burning for burning, wound for wound, +stripe for stripe.\ ” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Who can tell me what this passage means?” + +Leah – “Well, ‘her fruit depart’ sounds like a miscarriage. So, if a +man causes a woman to have a miscarriage, he should be fined.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Some texts do translate this as a miscarriage or +premature birth. Go to your Hebrew text and tell me what word or +words this phrase derives from.” + +Leah looks it up, “\ v’-yats-u y’-la-dey-ha, which is a combination +of the Hebrew noun *yeled* (yeh'-led, Strong 3206) and a verb +*yatsa*\ ’ (yaw-tsaw', Strong 3318).” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Jeremy, look up those words in your dictionary.” + +Jeremy looks them up, “\ *Yatsa*\ ’ means ‘to come out’ and *yeled* +means child.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Good, now look up the word *nephel* (neh'-fel, +Strong 5309).” + +Jeremy looks it up, “\ *Nephel* means miscarriage.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Leah, *yatsa*\ ’ is used 1,061 times in the Tanakh +and is never translated as miscarriage. Why should it mean that here? +If Moses actually meant miscarriage, then why did he not use the word +*nephel* instead of the words *yatsa*\ *’* and *yeled*?” + +Leah – “I don’t know.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Let’s go back to the English translation. The phase +‘yet no harm follow’, to whom does this refer?” + +Leah – “It sounds like it is referring to the mother.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Does it? Read the whole passage again.” + +Leah reads it again, “Well, it really doesn’t specify whether it is +referring to the mother, her unborn child, or both.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Grace, please find Amos 1:13 - 14 and read it for +us.” + +Grace finds the passage and reads, “\ Thus saith the Lord: For three +transgressions of the children of Ammon, yea, for four, I will not +reverse it: because they have ripped up the women with child of +Gilead, that they might enlarge their border. So will I kindle a fire +in the wall of Rabbah, and it shall devour the palaces thereof, with +shouting in the day of battle, with a tempest in the day of the +whirlwind.\ ” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Here, the killing of unborn children is done on +purpose, but we can see God’s view of it. Let’s go back to Shemot +21:22 – 25. Grace, if either the child or the mother dies, which law +would apply?” + +Grace says this aloud in the present as she remembers her answer, “A +life for a life.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “This passage means the very opposite of what some +who support abortion profess. In this case, the woman is accidentally +struck, but if she or the child dies as a result, then the guilty +party could be sentenced to death. This is the only instance in the +Torah where involuntary manslaughter calls for the death penalty.” He +pauses and looks directly at Grace, “Do you understand now why you +are learning Hebrew?” + +Grace begrudgingly answers, “Yes.” + +Grace has made a career of besmirching the dogma of her Jewish +religion, but this has been mostly because of her resentment of +authority. Only to Joan and her father has she confessed that she +does believe in the God of Abraham and the major tenets of her +religion. She ponders this discussion and makes her decision. + +At Home + +When Grace returns, Will makes hamburgers, and they quietly enjoy the +meal. Although fearful after Grace’s last rant, Will once again asks +if Grace would like to talk about anything. + +Grace – “How did you and Mrs. Girardi become parents?” + +Will – “Ah… Ah… hasn’t your mother talked to you about this?” + +Grace – “No, I don’t mean the plumbing. What I mean is, what did you +do to get ready? How do people prepare to become parents?” + +Will – “Well, I think everyone learns from the experience with their +parents. They embrace what they feel was good, and they try to avoid +what they feel was bad. Helen also did a lot of reading. She read +everything she could find about raising children, and then we talked +about it. She also talked a lot to her parents, but it soon became +clear that for every suggestion of what to do, there was someone else +who suggested doing the opposite. When issues would arise, we would +talk about them, but Helen seemed to have a better instinct of what +to do. I usually ended up agreeing with her. You should probably ask +her these questions.” Will pauses for a moment, “Why are you +interested in parenting?” + +Grace – “It's just that, well, since I've been here, I've seen that +you and Mrs. Girardi do things differently than my parents. I kind of +wish some things were different at home.” + +Will – “Your parents are good people, and some things are not right +or wrong, just different. You should talk to them about what's +bothering you when they come home.” + +Grace – “I wish it didn't take so long. Most rehabs are only 28 +days.” + +Will – “I talked briefly to your father about that. There is a lot +more spiritual training involved in her program than other programs +like it. They are both hoping that with this program, she will not +relapse again, and that's why they are in Baltimore instead of here.” + +Grace – “I miss them.” + +Will – “I know it's hard for you, and we are not here to replace your +parents, but while they are away, you are part of our family. Is +there something specific you would like to talk about?” + +Grace – “Maybe later. Thanks, Mr. Girardi.” + +At the Bookstore + +It is a quiet night, with few customers and little restocking to do. +Luke is left with plenty of time to consider his predicament. Before +he left home, he borrowed Joan's iPod and copied his favorite songs +from CD. The music calms his fears, and he begins to accept his +situation. He sings along with Norah Jones and thinks about Grace, +how much she means to him, and what he must do. + +At Home + +When Luke arrives home, Grace is sitting on the couch watching TV. +She turns it off as soon as he walks in. He sits beside her and they +both speak at once, “I have something to tell you.” He lets Grace +continue, “I've decided to have the baby.” + +Grace was expecting him to say anything but, “That's wonderful!” He +continues, “I have our new song. I want you to listen to it.” He +gives her the earphones, and once they are in place, “Come Away With +Me” begins to play. When the song finishes, Luke slides off the couch +onto one knee and asks, “Will you marry me?” + +Grace – “What, are you nuts?” + +Luke – “No, I looked it up this morning. Marriage without parental +consent in Maryland is age 18. However, since you're pregnant, that +age requirement may be waived for you. All we have to do is convince +my parents to let me.” + +Grace – “Luke, use your logic. Neither of us is ready for marriage. +And besides, if we ever do get married, it's not going to be due to a +prenatal shotgun.” + +Luke – “Grace, I love you.” + +Grace – “And I love you, okay, there, I said it, but just forget the +marriage idea.” + +Luke is disheartened by Grace’s rejection, but it is the answer that +he expected. What was a surprise is that she finally did tell him +that she loves him. He takes one of the earpieces, and they both +listen to +another\ `song <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12740791/41c098e0/Norah_Jones_-_The_Long_Day_Is_Over.mp3>`__\ . +They cuddle for a while, and when the evening fades, they each go to +bed. + +At the Crime Scene + +Will knows he should get some sleep, but he just can’t until Helen +and Joan are home. They all got a late start this morning. + +On the way to work, Will hears of the police investigating a +shooting. The address is nearby, so he decides to stop. When he +arrives, he finds Lt. Daghlian talking to a neighbor. + +Will waits for Mike to finish and then asks, “What do we have here?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “The victim is a Mrs. Carolyn Mitchell, gunshot wound. +She’s at UMC in critical condition.” +Will – “Why does that name sound familiar?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “We investigated her daughter’s murder a couple of +years ago.” + +Will – “Oh yeah, I remember, her daughter went to AHS.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Apparently she surprised a burglar, a black male age +18 to 25. A neighbor saw him speeding away in a white sedan. Not much +to go on, yet. We’re checking for prints near the back window.” + +Will – “Where’s her husband?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Out of town on business.Toni’s trying to locate him. +Social services is making arrangements to pick up their children at +school.” + +Will – “Well, good work so far. Keep me informed.” + +At School + +Helen and Joan arrive at school at about ten. Kevin took the day off +to tend to Lilly, who is now able to have a small breakfast of solid +food. + +After lunch, Grace asks Joan and Luke to join her privately. Once +they are alone, she informs Joan of her decision, “I’ve decided to +have the baby. I know it’s probably not the logical thing to do, but +I feel it is the right thing to do.” + +Joan – “Well, we’ll be here for you.” + +Luke – “You didn’t say last night, do you plan to keep it?” + +Grace – “I haven’t decided that yet. I’ve just decided that I can’t +kill it.” Grace thinks about what she has just said, and decides to +clarify for Joan, “I mean, I can’t kill a child.” + +Luke – “When do you want us to tell our parents?” + +Grace – “I need some time to think about what I’m going to say. I’ll +tell my dad next Sunday morning, and we can tell your parents after +your mother comes home from church.” + +Adam walks up, “Hey, are you guys mad at me? What’s with all the +secrecy?” + +Grace – “We just had some things to talk about. Have a seat, I’ll +fill you in.” Joan and Luke leave, and Grace tells Adam about her +pregnancy and her decision to have the baby. + +At the Police Station + +Lt. Daghlian – “We found some prints. Carlisle is running them now. +Mrs. Mitchell is out of surgery. She lost her baby.” + +Will – “She was pregnant?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Yeah, about five months. She still in critical +condition and hasn’t regained consciousness.” + +Will – “Five months, that’s a shame. Let me know if we find a match +to the prints.” + +At St. Mary’s Convent + +Lilly’s illness and her need for help comes at a bad time for Joan. +This week Joan needs to keep in top physical condition, but what +could she do? She had to try to help Lilly. + +Before going to bed, Joan applies a liberal portion of Cee-Cee’s +sports cream everywhere she can reach. In the morning, she only has +one small bruise on her hip. Only time will tell if proactive +treatment actually works. + +As expected, Sister Sarah takes Joan into a separate room to practice +her routine. Before they begin, Sister Sarah asks, “Please sign this +for me.” She hands Joan a clipboard, “Sign here and also at the +bottom of the second page.” + +Joan – “What is it?” + +Sister Sarah – “Applications for Dance at Dawson State. You still +need to apply online, but you also need these forms submitted. I’ll +take care of submitting them. There is a registration fee of $40. Can +you afford it?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I can ask my dad. I’m sure he will give it to me.” + +Sister Sarah – “Good, bring it with you on Wednesday. Now, let’s see +what you and Cee-Cee have come up with.” + +Joan runs through her routine while Sister Sarah watches. When she +finishes, Sister Sarah doesn’t say anything. She appears to be +thinking. + +Joan – “What do you think? Is it that bad?” + +Sister Sarah – “No, it’s actually very good, but there’s something +wrong after your Karate moves.” + +Joan – “I know, I’ve been working on the transition, but it’s hard.” + +Sister Sarah – “It’s not you, it’s the routine. We need something +different in there.” Again, Sister Sarah pauses to think, “Do you +know how to square dance?” + +Joan – “No, I’ve never done that.” + +Sister Sarah – “I think that’s what we need. Let me show you.” She +starts with the Karate moves, twirls, and does several square dance +moves before continuing with the routine, “See, it works much +better.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I like that, but you need to help me with those moves.” + +Sister Sarah – “Sure, it won’t take long. Square dancing is easy, and +the judges will love it. It is the Maryland state folk dance.” + +At the Police Station + +Lt. Daghlian – “We found a match for the prints. It's a Leroy +Johnson. He has a juvenile rap sheet a mile long, but nothing since +he turned eighteen.” + +Will – “Well, he might get off as a first offender on the burglary +charge, but we still have attempted murder. Do we have an address?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Carlisle and Toni are on the way there now. He also +drives a white Pontiac Bonneville. I've put his plates out on the +wire.” + +Will – “Find him.” + +At the Herald + +Rebecca – “Hey, I have a story for you if you want it. How would you +like to go to the Anderson Clinic and report on the demonstration?” + +Kevin – “The anti-abortion demonstration?” + +Rebecca – “Yeah, you can try to interview the protesters and +patients, and get both points of view.” + +Kevin – “Sure, I'd love to get out of here for a while.” + +Rebecca – “I'll want the story by the end of the day. Can you do it?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I'll have it ready.” + +At School + +Joan – “I think I blew my calculus quiz today.” + +Luke – “What are you studying?” + +Joan – ”Lines, intersecting lines, and skew.” + +Grace – “Bless you.” + +Joan – “Ha ha, but I really do need help. Luke, can you help me after +school?” + +Luke – “When?Don't you have to work tonight?” + +Joan – “Well, ah, maybe you could come with me. Did you see Sammy's +new geek-a-palooza section?” + +Grace – “Never mind, Luke. In study hall, we do calculus, and at +work, you teach me something. Deal?” + +Joan – “What do you want me to teach you?” + +Grace – “That you won't find out until tonight. Do we have a deal?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I guess so.” + +Glynis– “I love calculus. What is the first derivative of a cow?” + +Friedman – “Prime rib.” + +Joan – “Huh?” + +Glynisslaps Friedman, “Hey, you weren't supposed to give the answer.” + +Luke – “Shouldn't it be a porterhouse steak?” + +Adam – “No, T-bones would be the first derivative.” + +Glynis– “It's a joke, guys.” + +Joan – “Oh, I get it.” + +Adam – “What are we supposed to learn in government today?” + +Grace – “Creative reading.” + +Luke – “I thought we were still doing the Supreme Court.” + +Grace – “We are.” + +At the Anderson Clinic + +Kevin is pleased to see the protest is civil. He interviews the +protesters, and learns their views are pretty much as stated on their +signs, “Abortion is Murder,” “Adoption is a better choice,” “No +RU-486.” + +He tries to get a patient to talk to him as she was going in, but she +ignored his advance. When she leaves, one of the protesters taunts +her, “Abortion is Murder!” + +Woman – “Frack you!” + +Kevin tries again, “Can I ask you a few questions? I'm from the +Arcadia Herald.” + +Woman – “I don't have anything to say to you.” + +Kevin – “Please! I have already talked to the protesters. I would +like to get a patient’s point of view.” + +Women – “I'm a murderer. Can't you read the sign?” + +Kevin – “Do you really believe that?” + +The woman continues walking, but then she turns around and decides to +talk, “My baby has Downs syndrome. Do you know what that is?” + +Kevin – “Yes, I've heard of it.” + +Woman – “But have you lived it? My brother has it. I love him dearly, +but I can't knowingly bring a child into the world with that +disorder. This pregnancy will be terminated tomorrow. My husband and +I will try again, and when the test comes out negative, we will have +our baby. Now leave me alone.” + +The woman leaves and Kevin considers getting lunch. Then he spots a +woman he recognizes coming out of the clinic. A man is pushing her in +a wheelchair. + +Kevin calls, “Teresa!” He rolls toward her and she recognizes him. +She motions to the man pushing her to continue. Kevin forces his +wheelchair in the way, “Teresa, I need to talk to you.” + +Teresa – “We don't have anything to say to each other. It's over.” + +Kevin – “That's what I want to talk about. Please, just give me a +couple of minutes.” + +Teresa thinks for a moment, and then asks the man to leave. He asks, +“Who is this guy?” + +Teresa – “An ex-boyfriend.It's ancient history. Don't worry about it. +I'll meet you at the car.” + +The protesters become annoyingly loud with their chanting. Teresa +says, “Okay, but let's get away from these maggots.” They roll up the +sidewalk a ways and stop, “You know, I haven't thought about you in +years, and I've been quite happy with that.” + +Kevin – “I know, you have every right to be mad at me.” + +Teresa – “You don't know the half of it. Why are you here, anyway?” + +Kevin – “I'm working. I work for the Arcadia Herald. Why are you +here?” + +Teresa – “Why do you think?” + +Kevin – “No, I mean why are you in Arcadia?” + +Teresa – “I'll graduate from Dawson State in the spring.” + +Kevin – “I've been trying to find you, but all anyone knew is that +you got married and disappeared. Is that your husband?” + +Teresa – “Fiancé. My marriage only lasted a year. What do you want +with me? Haven't you done enough?” + +Kevin – “That's what I want to talk about. I'm really sorry about the +way I treated you.” + +Teresa – “You think that makes it all better? What makes you think +you can date someone until you have your way with her and then just +dump her?” + +Kevin – “I know I did wrong. I just want you to know that I'm sorry.” + +Teresa – “Well, you can be sorry about this. This was my second +abortion. The first one was during our junior year.” + +With that, she rolls herself toward the car, leaving Kevin with the +realization of what she has just told him. + +At the Police Station + +Jeannie – “Will, Brother Jimi is on line two.” + +Will – “Thanks.” He picks up the phone, “Brother Jimi, I haven't +forgotten, three o'clock Thursday afternoon.” + +Brother Jimi – “Good, we are really looking forward to being able to +tell you about some of our ideas. Have you considered our invitation +to the fundraiser this Saturday?” + +Will – “Yes, it has actually turned into a family affair. Our +children will be there for most of the evening, but Helen and I have +decided we would rather only attend for a few hours. Will that be all +right?” + +Brother Jimi – “That will be fine. We are just happy you will be able +to come.” + +Will – “Great, then I'll see you on Thursday” + +Brother Jimi – “There is one more thing. I understand you are looking +for a young man named Leroy Johnson.” + +Will – “Yes, he is wanted for burglary and attempted murder.” + +Brother Jimi – “Well, I know where he is. He would like to turn +himself in, but he's afraid. The reports have been saying 'armed and +dangerous' and he is neither. Can you assist?” + +Will – “Where is he?” + +Brother Jimi – “At my house.Would you come and supervise his +surrender? I've told him that you can be trusted.” + +Will – “All right, I'll be there with a couple uniformed officers +shortly.” + +Brother Jimi – “Thank you.” + +At School + +Luke – “Wow, that was quite a compelling argument you made, but I'm +surprised you are even interested in the issue.” + +Grace – “I'm not really, it's hypocrisy I abhor. Limiting political +ads prior to an election is obviously abridging the freedom of +speech. A moron can see that.” + +Joan – “But isn't it a good thing that they are doing it?” + +Grace – “That's not the point. The Supreme Court is supposed to +decide what is legal or illegal, based on the Constitution. If the +people would rather the Constitution say something different, there +is a process for amending it.” + +At the Herald + +Rebecca – “This is wonderful. You've managed to present most of the +arguments for and against the issue. I especially like that part +about the high school athlete who got his cheerleader girlfriend +pregnant and then dumped her. I think everyone knows someone like +him.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I knew someone like him, too.” + +Rebecca – “But you misspelled 'arrogant'.” + +Kevin looks at his article, “Oh yeah, 'errorgant'. I guess I was +thinking of something else.” + +Rebecca – “Well, fix that and you'll have another Girardi byline +tomorrow.You deserve it.” + +Kevin – “Thanks.” + +At the Bookstore + +With Joan taking care of the customers, and Grace restocking, they +have free time in short order. When Joan and Grace return to the +counter, Joan asks, “Are you going to show me what you have in that +bag now?” + +Grace – “There's something I need to tell you first. I've decided I'm +going to keep the baby.” + +Joan is surprised, “You are? That's great, but it's really going to +change your life!” + +Grace – “I know. I'm sure they would find good parents to adopt her… +ah, him, but I don't think I could deal with never knowing my own +child. I can take care of it… sorry, him or her, and I have your +parents and mine to help.” + +Joan – “Don't forget me, Luke, and Adam, but you can have all the +poopy diapers.” + +Grace – “Yeah, I've been practicing barfing the last few mornings.” + +Joan – “Are they going to let you stay in school when you start +showing?” + +Grace – “Mr. Dingle is an idiot, but he does have access to a lot of +information. They can't kick me out. I'm going to finish high school. +I'll need that since I plan to home school.” + +Joan – “You really have this all planned out!” + +Grace – “No, not really, but I've decided that if I'm going to do +this, I'm going to do it right.” + +Joan gets up and hugs her, “You will be a wonderful mother.” + +Grace – “I want you to teach me how to knit. I have everything we +need in the bag.” + +Joan looks through the contents of the bag, “Wow, you sure do. +Booties, great choice! Your baby's going to be born in the summer, so +I'm glad you didn't pick a sweater. Babies can always use booties. +This says it's a half-hour project, but forget that. Who knows how +long it will take us to make them?” + +Grace – “I never thought I would be doing this.” + +Joan laughs, “And you're not even a hundred. Well, things change, +they always do. This is actually fun, once you get the hang of it. +It's relaxing.” + +Grace – “Relaxing I can use. This has been a stressful past few days. +Hey, I need to use the restroom before we start, do you have one +here?” + +Joan retrieves a key from under the counter, “It's in the back, just +past Sammy's office.” + +After Grace leaves, Joan hears a noise. She calls out, “Is somebody +there?” + +God – “I'm always here, Joan.” + +Joan peers around the bookshelf to see God with his mussed hair, +black eye shadow and lipstick, and assortment of protruding hardware. +“Oh, it's you. I haven't seen you in awhile.” + +God – “You see me as you want to see me.” He holds up a book, +“Interesting reading, Whose View of Life?\ ” + +Joan – “Hey, you're a little late, Grace has already made her +decision.” + +God – “And how do you feel about that?” + +Joan – “I think she made the right choice, but there are a lot of +people who would disagree. What do you think?” + +God – “People make choices every day, good choices, bad choices, +small consequences, big consequences. It's all a part of life.” + +Joan – “Oh, and life is the crux of the debate. When does it begin?” + +God – “When do you think life begins?” + +Joan – “That's just it, there doesn't seem to be an agreement.” + +God – “Do you remember when we first met at your school?” + +Joan – “How can I forget that? I thought you were a pervert!” + +God – “I told you a lot of things about yourself. What else did I +say?” + +Joan thinks for a while, trying to remember the details of what he +told her. After a few moments she remembers, “I've known you since +before you were born?” + +God – “Hey, I love your dance routine.” With that, he smiles and +walks toward the door. + +Joan – “Wait! What about nursing? Is that what you want me to do?” + +God doesn't answer. He just waves and continues walking. + +Grace – “Do you know him?” + +Joan – “Nobody really knows him. Hey, let's get to our knitting.” + +At School + +It's finally the day for the long-awaited job fair. Joan is one of +the few students who are actually excited about it. Mr. Price is +quizzing students as they enter the room. + +Mr. Price – “Mr. Friedman, what career field interests you?” + +Friedman – “I thought I would check out medicine, since Joan invited +a rep. Maybe I'll become a doctor… Doctor Friedman, gynecologist and +obstetrician, that has a ring to it.” + +Grace – “Well, now we know that Glynis isn't putting out.” + +Joan – “Friedman, you are determined, I'll give you that. This may be +the only way you ever get into a woman's pants.” + +Everyone laughs, even Glynis, but excluding Friedman and Mr. Price of +course. Mr. Price next queries Adam, “And how about you Mr. Rove? +Mrs. Girardi has prepared a presentation.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I know, and I plan to talk to her, but Grace has +invited people from the union and trades. I'm been thinking about +brick laying. I thought I would follow in Rodin's footsteps.” + +Mr. Price misses the allusion and comments, “Well, I'm sure you would +do well in that trade.” Mr. Price then directs himself to Luke, “And +Mr. Girardi, what is your interest?” + +Luke – “I think I'll just browse.” + +Mr. Price – “Ms. Girardi?” + +Joan – “Nursing.I want to become a nurse.” + +Joan is pleased when Mr. Price responds, apparently sincerely, +“That's a good choice. You would make a fine nurse.” + +Mr. Price – “Ms. Figliola?” + +Glynis– “I don't know. I guess I'll just browse, too.” + +Joan enters the job fair and finds that Friedman is already talking +to Ms. Jordan. She decides not to join him, because she would rather +talk to her privately. She begins to browse and spots Flight +Attendant God. + +Joan – “Still flying the friendly skies?” + +God – “The most common reason why people choose a career is because +they want to feel useful. Flight attendants are useful, especially +when something goes wrong.” + +Joan – “I suppose, but wouldn't I be more useful as a nurse, +especially with…” she looks around, “ah, you know what.” + +God – “Did you know your grandmother was a nurse?” + +Joan – “Grandma Alma?” + +God – “No, Agnes.She was very good, until she became ill.” + +Joan – “So, you do want me to become a nurse?” + +God – “The choice is yours. Oh look, Ms. Jordan is free. You better +hurry.” + +At the Police Station + +Carlisle – “Mrs. Mitchell has regained consciousness, but her husband +is refusing to let us talk to her.” + +Will – “We really need to know if she can identify her attacker.” + +Carlisle – “He says she can, but he doesn't want her to have to do it +yet.” + +Will – “Well, it can wait for a while. We have the prints.” + +Carlisle – “Hey, tell Kevin I liked his article this morning. He's a +good writer.” + +Will – “I'll tell him. He doesn't get to write his own stories often, +but they are always good when he does.” + +Carlisle – “I just heard there's been an incident at the Anderson +Clinic. There's a unit on the scene investigating.” + +Will – “Do you know what happened?” + +Carlisle – “Some kind of fight.” + +Will – “I'll have a unit stay there for the rest of the day.” + +At School + +Joan – “So, the programs are the same. If I go for two years, I can +become an LPN, and if I complete all four years, I can become a RN.” + +Ms. Jordan – “Yes, the course is designed to allow you to achieve +whichever goal you are seeking. Some choose to complete the four-year +degree. Others choose the two-year degree, begin working as a LPN, +and then complete their RN training part-time. Which is best depends +upon your situation and your goals.” + +Joan – “This is going to be harder than I thought it would be, +chemistry, biology, psychology, philosophy, public speaking, all in +the first year!” + +Ms. Jordan – “It is hard work, but I'm sure you can handle it. It +does seem to be what you want, and motivation can overcome many +obstacles. There are also tutor's available for most subjects.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I already have one in mind. Thank you so much for +explaining this to me.” + +Ms. Jordan – “It's been a pleasure.” She gives Joan her business +card, “Call me if you have any other questions.” + +Joan – “There is one other thing. Do you know anyone at the +Children's Hospital? I was wondering if there might be a job there +for me.” + +Ms. Jordan – “I do know some people. I can make some calls.” + +Joan – “Thank you. I do have a good job at the bookstore, but I've +been thinking that it might be a good experience for me to work +there. I can start to learn how things work.” + +Ms. Jordan – “I'll let you know if I hear of anything.” + +At the Police Station + +Will – “Are these the people from the Anderson Clinic?” + +Officer Gibson – “Yes Sir, Mr. and Mrs. Jamison, and Mr. and Mrs. +Oglesbee.” + +Will – “Do we know what happened?” + +Officer Gibson – “I believe so, sir. I found two witnesses who tell +the same story. Mr. Jamison was leaving the clinic, pushing his wife +in a wheelchair. When they reached the protesters, Mrs. Jamison and +Mrs. Oglesbee got into an argument. Mrs. Oglesbee threw some kind of +red liquid onto Mrs. Jamison. Then Mr. Jamison hit Mrs. Oglesbee. +Then, Mr. Oglesbee and Mr. Jamison began fighting. That is when we +arrived to break it up.” + +Will – “Okay, who is charging what?” + +Officer Gibson – “Each is charging the other with assault and +battery. Mrs. Jamison is charging Mrs. Oglesbee, and Mrs. Oglesbee is +charging Mr. Jamison.” + +Will – “Do they want lawyers?” + +Officer Gibson – “The Oglesbee's lawyer is already here. The +Jamison's is on the way.” + +Will – “Good, call me after each of them has had time to talk to +their lawyers.” + +At School + +After Joan finishes talking with Ms. Jordan, she wanders over to be +with Adam, Grace, and Luke. She begins to listen to the conversation. + +Luke – “How does someone learn to become a brick layer? Is there a +trade school?” + +Tradesman – “There is technical training followed by apprenticeship +training, which is typically about three years.” + +Adam – “Is there any way to accelerate it?” + +Tradesman – “There are courses offered online, and they can be +completed at whatever pace you choose, but the on-the-job training +must be on-the-job. That length of time is determined by the hours +that you work and your proficiency.” + +Grace – “Okay, I assumed you were joking. Luke, you can't be +serious!” + +Joan – “Adam, you don't need to follow exactly in Rodin's footsteps.” + +Luke – “I'm going to need to earn a good wage.” + +Adam – “I'm not going to be able to go to the North Carolina School +of the Arts.” + +Joan and Grace drag Adam and Luke outside. Joan talks to Adam, and +Grace talks to Luke, but each is listening to the other's +conversation. + +Grace – “Listen brain boy, you are not becoming a bricklayer. You are +going to college, and someday, you are going to figure out that those +little string thingies are actually rubber bands.” + +Joan – “You were so excited about going to NCSA. What happened?” + +Luke – “But I'm going to need to support you and our child.” + +Adam – “I was accepted, but I won't get the scholarships I had hoped, +and my college fund is not as large as I believed. I can't afford it, +at least not until I can save up some more money. If I go to NCSA, +I'll run out of money by the end of my second year.” + +Grace – “I don't need your support. My parents will take care of me +and our child.” + +Joan – “Duh, haven't you heard of student loans?” + +Luke – “I need to do the right thing.” + +Adam – “I have this thing about going into debt. I won't do it.” + +Grace – “This is not up for discussion! If you don't go to college, +we are through.” + +Joan - Okay, I know you're disappointed, but there are other options +than bricklaying. You know that Dawson State has an art program. It's +not NCSA, but it can't be that bad.” + +Adam – “I really didn't like the instructor there. I already know a +lot more than he does.” + +Luke resigns to Grace's demand, and they stop their conversation. +Joan and Adam continue. + +Joan – “But didn't you say they offered you a scholarship? With the +scholarship, maybe you could go there for a few years and then finish +at NCSA.” + +Adam – “Well, maybe. My dad and I will have to look at the numbers +again.” + +Joan – “I really didn't like Mr. Dreisbach, but I learned that I +didn't have to. All I had to do was allow him to teach me. Sure, it's +nicer if you like your teacher, but you don't have to like him to +learn from him. And you know what the best part would be?” She +doesn't wait for Adam to answer, “Maybe we can go to college +together!” + +Adam – “I have definitely been considering that, but that would be +the only reason I would go there. Wasn't it you who said that I +shouldn't pick a college just to be with you?” + +Joan – “Yeah, but now you wouldn't be. You'd be going to Dawson State +because that is what you can afford. Having me there too would just +be a great perk!” + +Adam – “When do you find out if you're getting in?” + +Joan – “I'm not sure. I'll have to ask.” + +Adam – “Okay, I'll apply after school and we'll see what happens.” + +At the Police Station + +Will – “What do they have to say?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “They both correctly detail the assault against them, +but ignore the one they perpetrated.” + +Will – “Okay, let me speak to their lawyers.” + +After a few moments, Will and the lawyers meet in a conference room. + +Will – “Catherine, it's good to see you maintaining a high standard +of clientele. Mr. Snyder, it's nice to meet you, too. Now, I have +heard both accounts, but what you don't know is that I have two +witnesses who tell the complete story.” + +Catherine – “Who are these witnesses?” + +Will – “We'll get to that. Anyway, no charges have been filed yet. +We've only taken statements. It looks like both of you have good +cases for assault and battery. So, you and your clients have a +decision to make. You can both decide not file charges and go home, +or we'll arrange for bail hearings. Let Lt. Daghlian know of your +decision. Thank you for your time.” + +At School + +Joan is sitting at a library computer, logged on to the Dawson State +web site. As she pecks away, she talks to herself, “And last but not +least, Modern Dance Techniques II.” She pauses for a moment and then +hits the enter key. A message appears, “Your application has been +submitted to the registrar and copied to the email address provided.” + +She decides to check her email to verify that she did receive a copy +of the application. She begins to read the subject lines and comments +as she goes through deleting the spam, “‘Your PayPal account has been +violated', no, you want to violate me, ‘Important Notice: SECURITY +MEASURES', no thanks, I don't have an account with Wainwright Bank. +Oh, there's one from the IRS, ‘You have a refund coming', fat chance +of that, ‘From the desk of Mrs. Ali Musa', yeah, Nigerian scam, ‘Hi +its me', who cares.” She begins to delete the message, but then she +notices the return e-mail address, egirardi@jhmi.edu. She opens the +message and reads: + +‘\ Hi Joan, I sure miss you. Good news! Dad let me have e male. Let +me know if you get this. Heheeheh, let me know if you don't get it +to. Dad says I can use the computer for school too – blah – and to +talk to you and few friends. Hey, can you find out if Zoe has e male? +He showed me Google and a cyclopedia. There really kind of neat. I +think Google has a problem with it though. Every time I search for +something, a place called eBay always says they have it. Strange. Not +a lot else has happened. School is okay. My friend Lauren likes +poetry, so I told her you liked Emily Dickenson. It's so cool that +she has my name. Sorry, it doesn't take much to get me excited. +Anyway, she got her book and has been reading her. We had her over +for dinner and it was so funny. Mom asked her to say the prayer and +this is what she said: + +*In the name of the bee +And of the butterfly +And of the breeze, amen* + +*After dinner, she showed me the poem. Isn't that awesome! Oh! I've +been warring the scarf you gave me to school. Everyone likes it, but +they think I'm wired. It's really not that cold yet, but I like to +wear it anyway. It smells like you. What was that perfume again, +leopards breath and which hazel? I get to go to singing lessons twice +a week. Ms. Thatcher is great! She's been playing different songs for +me, and having me try to sing them. She says that learning different +kinds of songs is good, but I still like country western the +best.\ *\ `Only +Hope <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12732264/a8d0a6d0/Mandy_Moore_-_Only_Hope.mp3>`__\ *\ is +the song she had me learn yesterday. When I sing it, I can feel it. +It's so cool! Your going to have to tell me how your dancing went +with CC. Well, dad says its time for me to get off the computer. He +just showed me how to use the spell checker and put the music clip +in. Right me. Emily*\ . diff --git a/19-TheChildPart2.rst b/19-TheChildPart2.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b2504fc --- /dev/null +++ b/19-TheChildPart2.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1778 @@ +Episode 3.19, The Child, Part 2 +------------------------------- + +At Home + +Luke – “Can’t you at least pay attention to the movie?” + +Grace – “I’m watching. I am able to multitask.” + +Luke – “Okay, what is the number that she doesn’t like?” + +Grace – “Five.Why did you rent this movie, anyway?” + +Luke – “Because she’s pregnant and I thought her experience might +interest you.” + +Grace – “I’m not having my baby in a Wal-Mart.” + +Helen walks into the room, “Who’s having a baby at Wal-Mart?” + +Grace – “Nobody in her right mind.” + +Helen – “When did you take up knitting? + +Grace – “I had Joan teach me. What do you think?” + +Helen – ‘Booties, nice.” Helen pauses, trying to properly phrase her +next question, “You know, if there is anything…” + +Grace interrupts her, “Do you remember Mrs. Finnegan?” + +Helen – “Joan’s friend with the twins.” + +Grace – “Joan and I are each making a pair of booties for her.” + +Helen is noticeably relieved, “Well, that’s really nice of the two of +you.” + +Just then, Joan peeks her head through the door, “Come out here, I +want to show you something.” + +When they walk out onto the porch, Joan clobbers Luke with a +snowball. + +Luke – “Why did you do that?” + +Joan – “I’ve been needing to do something, seulement par Grace étiez +vous avez économisé.” + +Helen – “Where did all of this come from? It was only supposed to be +flurries.” + +Grace – “Look at those flakes, they’re huge!” + +Joan – “A guy on the bus said now they’re calling for three to eight +inches.” + +As Luke throws a snowball at Joan, he says, “Ah, the butterfly effect +and chaos theory. Why can’t they just say they don’t know?” + +Will – “Because then no one would pay them to make the predictions.” + +Helen – “Hi honey, see the snow?” + +Will – “How can I miss it?” + +Helen smirks, “That was a rhetorical question.” + +Will – “I know.” Joan throws another snowball at Luke, but misses and +hits her father. “Oh, you want to play?” He joins her in the yard, as +do the others. Soon, all of them are laughing, and covered with snow. + +They become tired and are about ready to quit when Joan is clobbered +by a snowball from nowhere. She looks and sees Adam laughing as he +walks across the street. “Guess what? No school tomorrow.” + +Joan – “Hi, well I’m glad you came over… you bum.” She gives him a +kiss and smashes a snowball on his head, “Don’t you love snow?” + +Adam – “Yeah, on the ground.” + +Helen – “Come on, everyone inside.” Joan and Adam are the only ones +sensible enough to have coats on. + +Grace – “Wait! I need to do one more thing.” She walks out to an +untarnished spot in the snow, “Joan, come join me.” + +Joan – “Snow angels?” + +Grace – “Yep, come here.” + +They join hands, and before they fall into the snow, Grace says +quietly, “I need two angels, one for me, and one for you know who.” + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Kevin had planned to return home, but was surprised by the unexpected +change in the weather. Although his car handles ice and snow rather +well, he really should have changed the tires several months ago. He +and Lilly decide he should spend the night. + +It’s Ginger’s turn to be sick. Fortunately, she is not as ill as +Lilly was, but she still does not have the energy to do anything more +than lay in bed or sit in the living room. Lilly enjoys caring for +her, because Ginger always does so much for Lilly. It’s going to be +hard for Lilly to leave her in June, but she has already decided that +she will find her an appropriate roommate before she leaves. + +Lilly – “Who’s ready for another movie?” + +Kevin – “We already watched the two that I brought, and I’d rather +not watch ‘\ The Sound of Music\ ’ again.” + +Lilly – “Well, I have a surprise.” She directs herself to Ginger, “I +have your Christmas present already. I know how you love to read +romances and westerns, so I thought these would be perfect. It’s a +movie with two sequels. Would you like to watch the first one?” + +Ginger – “eisom ccm etoyt.” + +Lilly – “Good, it’s called ‘\ Love Comes Softly\ ’.” + +At Home + +The ones who need to, change into dry clothes. Helen warms Joan’s +dinner, and makes hot chocolate for everyone. Will starts a fire. + +Luke and Grace sit on the couch and watch their movie. Joan and Will +play a game of chess, while Helen and Adam are at the dining room +table looking over some of his recent sketches. + +Adam – “Has Joan told you about Ole Paint?” + +Helen – “Several times. She likes to wave to him on the way to Mercer +Creek.” + +Adam – “That’s him. Anyway, they recently painted him and all the +buildings. He really looks good now, but I want to paint him like +Joan and I remember him. Have you ever seen him?” + +Helen – “No, I’ve never been to Mercer Creek.” + +Adam – “Okay, I’ll talk to Joan when she’s done. I feel like I’m +forgetting something. What kind of paint do you think I should use? +I’m not sure which would be best, acrylic or oil.” + +Helen – “What kind of surface are you painting on?” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Joan – “Oh, you shouldn’t have done that.” + +Will – “What? You don’t know what I’m planning.” + +Joan – “Nor you.” She moves her rook, “Check.” + +Will – “I’ll just take him with my pawn.” + +Joan – “Uh-huh, but what about my bishop?” + +Will – “Oh, I didn’t see that.” He looks over the board and decides +the only thing he can do is to move his king. + +Joan moves her queen, “Check.” + +Will is once again stuck with only one possible move. He places his +queen in the way and Joan promptly takes his queen with her rook, +“Dad, you’re slipping. You should have seen that coming.” + +Will – “I guess I’m a little tired tonight.” + +Joan has been trying to decide whether to beat him or let him win. +She decides she will win, gently. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Grace – “There, I have one done. What do you think?” + +Luke – “It really looks nice, but have you been watching the movie at +all?” + +Grace – “Americus is a stupid name!” + +Luke – “Okay, but ‘Brownie, Brownie, do not lasso your sister’ was +funny.” + +Grace – “And there was Baby Ruth, Praline, Cherry, and was there +another one?” + +Luke – “I don’t know, Twinkie or Pez, I lost track.” + +Grace – “Well, if you want me to learn something from this movie, I +guarantee you…” She stops to look around. She lowers her voice and +continues, “…that my baby will not be named after junk food. If you +want a weird name, maybe it can go in the middle.” + +Luke – “You’re going to let me help pick the name?” + +Grace – “Your vote counts for a third, because I’m voting for two.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Joan – “Checkmate.” + +Will – “Well, that does it. Good game, but I still have to work in +the morning.” + +Joan gives him a kiss, “Good night, Daddy.” + +Will – “Good night.” + +Joan walks out to the dining room, “Are you two done talking?” + +Adam – “Yeah, I just needed some pointers on painting the mural at +the Historical Society.” + +Helen – “His sketches are really good. Have you seen them?” + +Joan looks at them, “No, not these.” She scans the drawing papers +spread out on the table. “Oh, these are my favorites.” + +Adam – “Do they look right to you?” + +Joan looks closer, “Ole Paint had a rust spot on his chin.” + +Adam – “That’s it, I knew something was missing.” + +Joan – “Did you apply to Dawson State?” + +Adam – “Yeah, I submitted the paperwork after school.” + +Joan – “Good! Well, I’m going to bed. Can you come back tomorrow?” + +Helen – “Adam is sleeping on the couch. The wind has picked up and +you can hardly see two feet in front of you.” + +Joan – “Oh, good! I’ll see you in the morning.” She gives Adam and +her mother a kiss, and she goes to bed. + +When Joan’s head hits the pillow, sleep comes immediately. Tonight +was a good night of dancing. Sister Sarah is thrilled with her +performance and feels she has an excellent chance of being accepted +into Dawson State’s dance program. “Change nothing, just practice +until you can do it in your sleep. But smile, you need to smile. A +smile is a whisper of a laugh. Show them the joy that you feel when +you perform.” + +So, she dances in the dim light of the ballroom where she has danced +before. China’s red dress swirls as she floats around the room. She +is alone, but she can sense he is there. It doesn’t matter that she +can’t see him. “Am I doing what you want?” There is no answer, just a +hint of ‘\ Last Dance\ ’ playing low. She chortles, “Hey, Holey One, +are you there?” + +She finishes her routine, and continues to turn slowly, gazing around +the room. She sees a small white table, with two chairs. On the table +is an arrangement of flowers with a candle burning in the center. God +is seated and motions for her to join him. + +God – “Holey One?I have been called many things, but I think this is +a first.” + +Joan – “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it, please. I won’t ever say it +again. It was supposed to be a joke.” + +God – “Humor is good. It is always based on a modicum of truth.” God +smiles, “Have you ever heard a joke about a father-in-law?” + +Joan gets a confused look on her face, “No.” + +God smiles again at her answer, “Well, humor is a healthy way to put +distance from a problem, a way of standing off and looking at a +problem with perspective. However, do you understand what is +bothering you?” + +Joan – “I don’t have a problem. Everything is going great!” + +God – “Is it? Remember, I know what you are thinking.” + +Joan – “You have been wonderful to me. I have no right to complain.” + +God – “But there is something.” + +Her eyes begin to water. She doesn’t want to say it, because it’s +such an ungrateful thankless feeling. But she realizes that she +cannot lie to God, “Yes, there’s sadness, a little sadness beneath +the joy, but you’ve given me so much. You have given me Cee-Cee. +She’s a wonderful friend!” + +God – “Yet you’re still lonely, you feel isolated from those you +love, but you worry about the burden.” + +Joan – “That’s what you told me, that it would be a burden for them +to believe me.” + +God – “What about the ones who suspect or even know the truth? They +know that you have not been honest with them. Is that not a burden +for them to bear?” + +Joan – “Who knows?” + +She opens her eyes and sees Grace is beside her. As she wonders, she +gets up to fix a cup of warm milk for herself. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Adam is painting the mural at the Historical Society. He is working +on the sixth grid, the last portion of Allan’s apple orchard. + +Joan – “That’s really beautiful! It’s amazing how you can do the +apple blossoms from memory.” + +Adam – “Photographic, remember?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I remember.” + +Adam – “I’m glad you could make it. I was getting worried.” + +Joan – “It took me a little longer to finish up, but I told you I +would be here.” + +Adam steps down from the ladder, and takes her in his arms, “And +that’s the only thing that matters.” + +Joan – “There is something I need to tell you.” + +Adam – “Oh, more secrets revealed? What is it?” + +Joan – “Secrets? Well, in time, but there is something I need you to +know now.” Joan stops talking, and they just stand in front of each +other, each gazing into the other’s eyes. “I love you.” + +Adam – “I love you, too.” + +Joan – “No, I really do love you. I just want you to know that.” + +Adam opens his eyes and stares into the darkness of the living room. +He calls out, “Jane?” He is alone, but then he hears the voice that +he desires, “Go back to sleep, Adam.” He smiles and rolls over, +snuggling back into the comfort of the couch. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +The morning news reports the main streets have been cleared, but it +will be some time before the secondary streets can be plowed. Before +leaving for work, Will instructs Luke on how to use the snow blower. +“I’m glad I didn’t get rid of this. It will save you a lot of time +today.” + +Joan awakens to the sound of the snow blower. Grace sleeps as Joan +quietly slips out of bed and goes downstairs. She looks out of the +window to see Adam brushing the snow off cars, and Luke clearing the +driveway. She wanders out to the kitchen, where Helen is making +breakfast, “Did you have a good nights sleep?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I guess so, but I had a weird dream.” + +Helen – “Is it something you would like to talk about, or is it +private?” + +Joan – “Just weird.I don’t always know what they mean, or if they +actually mean anything at all. I still have normal dreams like +everyone else.” + +Helen – “I know what you mean, but there is something different about +some dreams, a clarity that others don’t have, and if God is present, +you can feel the difference.” + +Joan – “But what if I don’t get it right? I could be making a really +big mistake.” + +Helen – “Your mind may be confused, but your heart will never lie to +you.” Helen places the meal in front of her daughter. + +Joan – “Mom?” + +Helen – “I know, when you’re ready.” + +Joan – “I’m ready now.” Helen takes a seat and Joan begins, “Do you +remember when I saw that pervert in the yard?” + +At the Police Station + +Will – “Hey, they were playing ‘Winter Wonderland’ while I was coming +in to work this morning. Are they trying to tell us something we +don’t already know?” + +Carlisle– “Storm Sheppard, the one who predicted flurries, has been +calling everywhere trying to get his street plowed. It seems everyone +is busy.” + +Will – “What kind of weatherman doesn’t own a snow blower?” + +Toni – “The kind who predicts flurries.” + +Will – “Do we have any situations that need to be dealt with?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Nothing major. We’re helping with traffic and +emergency transportation. The biggest problem is on + +Dilcue Street +. They lost power last night, and there are so many wires down, the +electric company won’t even predict when they’ll have everyone’s +power restored. The plows can’t get in, on account of the downed +wires. It’s a mess.” +Will – “Oh, that reminds me. I have a meeting with Brother Jimi at +three o’clock.” + +Carlisle– “I wouldn’t plan on it. They won’t have the secondary roads +cleared until this evening, so I doubt if many people will be able to +make it.” + +Will – “Do we know what’s going on in that area?” + +Toni – “Not really. Our patrol cars are getting stuck, and our +four-wheel-drive vehicles are being used for emergencies. Most of the +phones are out, too.” + +Will – “Has anyone heard from the mayor?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “He’s stuck at home, but he’s coordinating things by +phone.” + +Will – “Send one of the four-wheelers into the + +Dilcue Street +area just to take a look around. See if they can plow Chamberlain and +Churchill. That will give everyone a way in and out. I’ll try to call +Brother Jimi.” He begins to go to his office but stops, “Any word on +the Mitchell case?” +Lt. Daghlian – “I haven’t talked to her husband since yesterday.” + +Will – “Call him and see if his wife is ready to look as some mug +shots.” + +At the Herald + +Lilly’s apartment complex has a private service to plow their parking +lots, so it was cleared by the time they got up. Lilly brushes the +snow off his car and Kevin is on his way. Lilly had already scheduled +to take the day off to care for Ginger. + +Kevin has a few stories to check, but soon finds himself with nothing +to do. He rolls over to Rebecca to chat, “Do you have any more +stories for me?” + +Rebecca – “Not yet.The only story is the snow, but everyone is still +collecting information. Would you like to work the tip line today?” + +Kevin – “Sure, I’d rather do that than be bored.” + +Rebecca – “Okay, just enter the information into the form and then +post it. If you receive anything hot, call me.” + +Kevin – “I won’t let you down, Lois.” + +Rebecca smiles, “You better not or you’ll be working for Jimmy.” + +At Home + +Joan – “…so I’m not as weird as you think. All of those things were +assignments that he asked me to do.” + +Helen – “I’ve never thought you were weird… well, on occasion, but +I’m glad you have decided to tell me. Can I ask you a question?” + +Joan – “You can ask, but I probably won’t know the answer.” + +Helen – “What is he like?” + +Joan – “He’s very elusive about himself, but he says I see him the +way I want to see him. Lilly can probably tell you more about him +than I can.” + +Helen – “But you talk to him! You must know him better than anyone.” + +Joan – “Mom, I can’t be your spiritual advisor. I need you to help +me. I’m more confused than anyone. He almost never gives answers, but +is great at providing more questions. When he talks, it’s about me, +something he wants me to learn or do. I rarely know the reason for +the things he asks me to do. I just do them, because I know that when +I don’t, things always turn out badly. All I can say is that he does +exist, and that he loves us.” + +Adam and Luke return from outside and Helen asks, “Can I fix you some +breakfast?” + +Adam and Luke both say yes. Joan then says, “Mom, we can talk more +later. I need to take a shower.” Before she gets to the stairs, the +phone rings, and she decides to pick up, “Girardi’s party palace.” + +Cee-Cee– “Hi bee’s knees, how are you doing?” + +Joan – “Fine, everything is fine. Bee’s knees?” + +Cee-Cee– “I’ll explain later. Do you still want to practice today?” + +Joan – “Yeah, but can we, with the snow and all?” + +Cee-Cee– “Yes, my brothers have cleared our driveway, and I have +four-wheel drive. I can pick you up, or we can practice there. Which +would you prefer?” + +Joan – “I don’t care, whichever would be the easiest.” + +Cee-Cee– “I would prefer for us to work in my studio. Since neither +of us has school, we can do it at anything time. Do you have a +preference?” + +Joan – “Oh, why don’t you pick me up in about an hour. Would that be +okay?” + +Cee-Cee– “That will be fine. I’ll see you soon.” + +On + +Dilcue Street +Officer Gibson and Swansiger are patrolling + +Dilcue Street +, zigzagging across at the intersections that are passable. All seems +quiet, until they come across several men pushing a car. Even with +their help, the car’s rear tires continue to spin. +One of the men approaches, “Can you help us? There is a woman inside +who is having a baby.” + +Officer Swansiger – “Do we have time to get her to the hospital?” + +Brother Jimi – “I don’t believe we have a choice. I think the baby is +breached.” + +Office Gibson calls on the radio, “Inform UMC that we are +transporting a woman in labor. Her baby may be breached.” + +They get the woman and her husband into their SUV, and they prepare +to leave. Brother Jimi asks, “Can you get a message to Chief +Girardi?” + +Officer Swansiger – “Sure, what is it?” + +Brother Jimi – “Tell him our meeting today is canceled, but I’ll call +and we’ll reschedule for next week.” + +Officer Swansiger – “I’ll give him the message.” + +The woman cries out, “¡Ah Dios, por favor salve a mi bebé!” They +leave for the hospital. + +At Home + +Joan returns downstairs, clean and ready to go. Helen is in the +kitchen doing dishes, “Where’s Adam and Luke?” + +Helen – “Today, they are entrepreneurs. Several of the neighbors have +asked them to clear their sidewalks and driveways. I’ll bet they make +a bit of money today.” + +Joan – “Cee-Cee will be here soon to pick me up. We’re going to +practice at her place.” + +Helen – “You can practice here. I would love to see you dance.” + +Joan – “Cee-Cee’s studio is actually better. There’s a lot more +room.” + +Helen – “I know that Cee-Cee knows about you. Why did you tell her +before telling me?” + +Joan – “I didn’t; she found me. I can’t say any more. I promised not +to tell anyone about her.” + +Cee-Ceeknocks on the door, and Joan and Helen go to answer. “Good +morning Mrs. Girardi. Isn’t it a beautiful day?” + +Helen – “Yes, it surely is.” + +At the Herald + +Kevin tediously enters the data from the tip line. It’s boring, but +he’s glad to have chipped in. He enters the information diligently, +then receives a call that sounds interesting. The caller reports +hearing of a pregnant woman being taken to UMC with a breached baby. +He calls Rebecca and tells her about the tip, “I’d like to go over to +UMC and talk to this woman, and I can try again to see if Mrs. +Mitchell will talk to me. I feel it would be a good follow up to my +last story. What do you think?” + +Rebecca – “That sounds like a good idea. I’ll find someone else to +take over the tip line.” + +At the Lin Residence + +Joan – “I told my mom.” + +Cee-Cee– “About God?” + +Joan – “Yeah, at least part of it. I’m glad I did. I’ve wanted to +tell her for a long time. I’ve really needed my mom… all of her.” + +Cee-Cee– “I think she already knew.” + +Joan – “Why didn’t you tell me?” + +Cee-Cee– “I did give you a hint, but it had to be your decision to +tell her.” + +Joan remembers that conversation, “Does Kevin know?” + +Cee-Cee– “I don’t believe so, but there might be another.” + +Joan – “Who?” + +Cee-Cee– “The one I thought was your sister.” + +Joan – “Grace?” + +Cee-Cee– “Yes, I think that was her name.” + +Joan – “What makes you think she knows?” + +Cee-Cee– “I said she might know. It’s just a feeling I get from her. +She knows a lot more than people think.” + +They arrive at the studio. “Sister Sarah told me that she added some +square dance moves to your routine. Show me those bee’s knees.” + +Joan – “What does that mean, anyway?” + +Cee-Cee– “Oh, it’s an old saying I learned from my dance instructor. +It means you are a very good dancer. Dance for me.” + +At the University Medical Center + +Kevin arrives at the ER, surprised to see Friedman talking to Dr. +Thompson, “Hi Dan. Friedman, what are you doing here?” + +Friedman – “I’ve been considering becoming a doctor. Ms. Jordan +hooked me up with Dr. Thompson.” + +Dan – “Dr. Dan, I like that much better.” + +Friedman – “What are you doing here?” + +Kevin – “I’m trying to get a story. Was a pregnant woman brought in +here a little while ago?” + +Dr. Dan – “Yeah, she’s in the ER.” + +Kevin – “How is she doing?” + +Dr. Dan – “She’s not my patient, but I couldn’t talk about her case +anyway. You know the rules.” + +Kevin – “Can you see if she’ll talk to me?” + +Dr. Dan – “Her husband is in the waiting room. He’s wearing a red +flannel shirt. Good luck.” + +Kevin – “Thanks.” + +Kevin enters the waiting room and introduces himself, “Hi, my name is +Kevin Girardi. I work for the Arcadia Herald. May I ask you a few +questions?” + +Man – “Ah, ah, ningunos reporteros.” + +Kevin – “Do you speak English?” + +Man – “Yes, sí, some.” + +Kevin – “Wait here, I’ll be right back.” He goes out and finds +Friedman, “Joan mentioned once that you were taking Spanish. Is that +right?” + +Friedman – “Sí, estoy tomando a españoles avanzados.” + +Kevin – “Well, I understand ‘sí’. Can you help me talk to a man in +the waiting room?” + +Friedman – “Sure, it’ll be fun.” + +They return to the waiting room, and Friedman introduces himself, +“Hola, estoy aquí ayudar a Sr. Girardi a comunicarse.” + +Kevin – “Ask him if he will talk about his wife.” + +Friedman asks and he responds, “Es una cuestión privada. No hablaré +con los reportero.” + +Friedman – “He won’t talk.” + +Kevin – “Ask him if he will if I promise not to reveal their names, +and… and I give him twenty dollars.” + +Friedman asks, and he reluctantly agrees, “Qué usted desea saber?” + +Friedman translates and Kevin asks, “It was reported that your wife’s +child was breached. How is she doing?” + +Friedman has some difficulty translating the question, because +‘breached’ just doesn’t translate correctly. After several attempts, +he finds an alternate word. The man responds, “Sí, el bebé no saldrá. +El doctor está intentando moverlo.” + +Friedman translates and Kevin continues, directing his question to +the husband, “How…?” + +At Home + +Grace comes downstairs with bed hair adding an appropriate statement +to how she feels. + +Helen – “Good morning.” + +Grace – “Hi! No school, it’s a good thing.” + +Helen – “Are you not feeling well?” + +Grace – “I just slept nine hours, and I’m still tired. Maybe I need +to start taking vitamins with iron.” + +Helen feels her head, “You don’t seem to have a fever.” + +Grace – “I’m not sick. Where is everybody?” + +Helen – “Joan went with Cee-Cee to practice, and Adam and Luke are +out making money.” + +Grace – “Oh yeah? How much snow did we get?” + +Helen – “About eight inches followed by freezing rain. Our street has +been plowed and the rest are supposed to be finished by tonight. Can +I fix you some breakfast?” + +Grace – “No, I’m just going to have cereal.” She rummages through the +cupboard, “Ah, frosted shredded tweet!” + +Helen – “Boy, that’s an old joke!” + +Grace – “Yeah, I don’t even remember what it means. I’ve just always +called it that.” + +Helen – “Well, it has a lot of fiber and tastes good. Would you like +anything else to go with it?” + +Grace – “No, thank you. I’ll be fine.” + +Luke and Adam return. They enter the kitchen and Luke asks, “What’s +for lunch?” + +Grace – “I’m still working on breakfast.” + +Adam – “Hey, what’s with the Meg Ryan look?” + +Grace – “I couldn’t find my brush and I didn’t feel like brushing it +anyway.” + +Luke – “Are you okay?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I’m just tired. Mrs. Girardi, would it be okay if I +have a cup of that coffee?” + +Helen – “Sure, how would you like it?” + +Grace – “With just a little milk.” + +Luke – “Are you supposed to drink coffee?” + +Grace knows why he asked, so she tries to deflect, “Unlike you, I +haven’t been prohibited from drinking coffee. I’m only having one +cup, just to get me kick started.” + +Adam – “I wouldn’t mind some hot chocolate. Mrs. G., would it be okay +if I made some?” + +Helen – “Sure, the can’s in the cupboard. I’ll start the water.” + +Luke – “Adam and I have made some good money. Where would you like me +to take you?” + +Grace – “We’re still going to the ‘Battle of the Bands’ on Saturday, +right?” + +Luke – “Yeah, but I thought we could do something else, too?” + +Grace – “You can buy me some treats from the bake sale and a raffle +ticket.” + +Luke – “I was going to do that anyway. Lilly’s making a German +chocolate cake.” + +Grace – “Why don’t you be adventurous and try something else? There +will be all kinds of baked goods there. All the church groups are +donating.” + +Luke – “We’ll try stuff together, okay?” + +Grace – “Yeah, okay.” She drinks the last of her coffee, “Well, I +have to go scrape the dirt off.” She imitates Arnold Schwarzenegger, +“I’ll be back.” + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “It’s perfect and you’re smiling!” + +Joan – “I feel good about this, I really do, it’s perfect.” + +Cee-Cee– “Well, I will take credit along with Sister Sarah for the +routine, but you make it work. I want you to know something. You are +a much better dancer than I was when I started college. I know you +want to become a nurse, and that is fine, but you should really +continue dancing as well.” + +Joan laughs, “I’ve already figured it out. I’ll be the Dancing +Nurse.” + +Cee-Cee– “Let’s have a bite to eat. My uncle brought home a lot of +food from the restaurant last night.” + +At the Police Station + +Will – “Thanks for giving me the message.” + +Officer Swansiger – “You’re welcome, sir.” + +Officer Swansiger leaves and Lt. Daghlian approaches, “Mrs. Mitchell +has agreed talk about what happened and to look at some mug shots. +I’m heading over there now.” + +Will – “Good! While you’re there, check on a woman who was brought in +with a breached baby. I’d just like to know how it turned out.” + +Mike – “Sure, do you have a name?” + +Will – “No, but I doubt there will be more than one with a breached +baby.” + +Mike – “I’ll see what I can find out.” + +At the University Medical Center + +Kevin and Friedman continued their interview with the man. He refused +to answer some questions, but answered others. The interview was +finally interrupted when all heard the sound of a baby crying. The +man stands up excited, and a nurse invites him in to see his wife and +baby. + +After awhile, the proud father comes out to the waiting area carrying +his baby. He shows it to everyone who was there. He dances, rocking +his baby from side to side, as he goes from person to person. When he +finishes, he holds his baby close in his arms and looks upwards to +say, “Behold Leocadia, la única cosa mayor que usted mismo.” + +After he returns to his wife, Kevin asks Friedman what he said. “He +named his daughter Leocadia, and he’s very happy and proud.” + +Kevin – “Well, I’m glad everything worked out for them. Thanks for +helping me.” + +Friedman finds Dr. Dan, and continues his conversation. When Kevin +sees Lt. Daghlian arrive, he asks, “Hello Lt. Daghlian, why are you +here?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “I’m here to interview Mrs. Mitchell. Why are you +here?” + +Kevin – “I’m here to do the same.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Well, you can come with me to her room, but our +interviews will have to be separate. Hey, do you know anything about +the woman who was brought in with a breached baby?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, they were able to move it and she had a baby girl.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Great! Your father will be happy to hear the news.” + +When they arrive at the hospital room, Mr. Mitchell comes out to meet +them. He was expecting Mike, but he gives Kevin a questioning look, +“Hi, I’m Kevin Girardi with the Arcadia Herald. I was wondering if I +might speak to your wife about the shooting.” + +Mr. Mitchell – “Are you related to Chief Girardi?” + +Kevin – “He is my father, but like I said, I am a reporter for the +Arcadia Herald.” + +Mr. Mitchell – “Lt. Daghlian, you can go in. Mr. Girardi, my wife +doesn’t want to talk to reporters. I’m afraid you’ll have to leave.” + +Kevin – “Could you at least give me a statement?” + +Mr. Mitchell – “My wife is still in a great deal of physical pain +from her wound, and emotional pain from losing our child. Good day, +Mr. Girardi.” + +At Home + +Luke and Adam have gone to Adam’s house to clear his driveway. When +they finish, they solicit work in his neighborhood. + +Grace has cleaned up and brushed her hair. She found her brush behind +the nightstand. She is sitting on the couch, working on the second +bootie. She has Luke’s Norah Jones CD in the player, wanting to hear +their song again. ‘\ Come Away With Me\ ’ will always remind her of +Luke’s marriage proposal. Misguided as it was, she will still cherish +it forever. + +Helen comes into the living room, “You’re being awfully quiet today. +May I join you?” + +Grace – “Have a seat, there’s something I want to ask you anyway.” +Helen lays her book across her lap and listens, “You know that Joan +has really become interested in working with children.” + +Helen – “Yeah, that’s what the nursing is all about.” + +Grace – “Well, I’ve been thinking about the little munchkins, too, +although I don’t want to become a nurse. I’ve been considering +something more like a combination of teaching and childcare. In a lot +of ways, that’s like becoming a parent. How did you prepare to become +a parent?” + +Helen – “I wish there was an instructor’s manual, but mostly it’s +learn as you go. I did do a lot of reading, and I talked to my +parents and others, but in the end, you just have to do what you feel +is right.” + +Grace – “But what if you don’t get it right? I mean, messing up a +child is very serious!” + +Helen – “I once stuck Kevin with a pin when I was changing his +diaper. I cried almost as much as he did. Everyone makes mistakes. I +just learned the correct way to do it, and it never happened again. + +And there are some situations when you really don’t know what the +right thing is to do. Joan once had an imaginary friend she called +YaYa. She really believed he was real. We decided to pretend and go +along with her. I think now that we made the right choice, but at the +time, we really weren’t sure if that was the right thing to do.” + +Grace – “Joan’s never told me about that.” + +Helen – “It was when she was very young. She probably doesn’t +remember it.” + +Grace – “My parents have taught me about religion, since I was old +enough to understand. What do you think about my doing that?” + +Helen – “During day care?No, I don’t think teaching religion would be +appropriate, not unless all of your children are Jewish. The teaching +of religion is the responsibility of parents. It should be left to +them, or to those they designate. You must also respect the religious +beliefs of the children, and that of their parents. Not doing so can +have dire consequences.” + +Grace – “What if I were to teach just moral values, without religion? +Do you think that would be okay?” + +Helen – “Moral values often derive from religious values. Even if you +just taught Judeo-Christian moral values, there could be a conflict. +What if one of your children is Muslim? It might be okay, but you +would have to talk to the parents before hand, review what you plan +to teach, and be in agreement before you proceed.” + +Grace – “I never thought that just teaching moral values could be +such a problem.” + +Helen – “Not as a parent, but in your case, yes.Morals based on +religious values do call for codes of conduct, that there are moral +absolutes, there is good and evil, right and wrong, and that one must +adhere, and in some cases, have blind faith. The other extreme is +that there are no fixed truths, that morality is anything one wishes +it to be, everything is morally relative, or blind feelings. Most +people are somewhere between those extremes. Reason is the moderating +factor. An individual’s life is the primary value. From that, it can +be reasoned what mode of behavior is required to sustain that life, +and the lives of others.” + +Grace – “That sounds like you’re talking about Luke.” + +Helen – “Luke is a good example of someone who has high moral values, +but is not religious. He has reasoned his belief in God, and has +modeled his behavior according to what he believes God would want.” + +Grace – “I want to do more than just change diapers and keep them out +of trouble. I would like to be a positive influence.” + +Helen – “Reading to them and teaching them how to read is probably +one of the best things you can do. Kevin, Joan, and Luke all learned +how to read before kindergarten. Once a child has learned to read, +they begin to teach themselves. You just need to make sure what they +are reading is appropriate. Again, you should discuss what you plan +to read or let the children read with their parents.” + +Luke returns, so Grace decides to end the conversation, “Thank you, +Mrs. Girardi. You have given me a lot to think about.” She smiles and +directs herself to Luke, “Have you finished giving your blow jobs?” + +Luke – “Hah hah.” He answers by paraphrasing the lyrics to a song, +but I worked hard for the money. So hard for it, honey. I worked hard +for the money, so you better treat me right. I just want to use the +money to do something special with you.” + +Grace – “We’ve already talked about that. You should save your money. +I’m sure you can find something more important to spend it on.” + +Joan returns, singing as she gracefully dances through the doorway, + +“\ Last dance +Last chance for love +Yes, it’s my last chance +*For* romance tonight… + +Hey, whatcha doing?” + +Helen – “Just talking. How was your practice?” + +Joan – “Good, really good. Cee-Cee says I’m ready. We’ll practice one +more time after school tomorrow, and then Saturday is the big day.” + +Helen – “I’m sure you’ll do fine.” + +Joan wonders, “Thanks, Mom. By the way, where’s Adam?” + +Luke – “Home.He decided Pax needed some play time.” + +Joan – “Mom, is it okay if I go over? I really haven’t had much time +to spend with Adam this week.” + +Helen – “Go ahead, but I want you home for dinner.” + +Joan – “Thanks.” She pulls on her blouse because it’s sticking to her +skin, “I just need to get the sweat off, change, and go.” + +Helen – “Girls don’t sweat, they glow.” + +Joan chortles, “Okay, then I must be radiant! I’ll just douse and +stir the embers.” Joan starts to leave, but she notices Grace’s +knitting, “Oh, let me see.” + +Grace shows her the bootie, “I’m going to have to pull a lot of this +out.” + +She shows Joan her mistake, “That’s not so bad. It’s a Persian flaw.” + +Grace – “It’s a gift. I’ll do it over.” + +Helen – “That’s nice of you two to make booties for Mrs. Finnegan.” + +Joan – “Ah, ah, yeah, she’s a real nice lady. I still have to start +my left one.” + +Joan and Grace exchange knowing smiles as Joan dances up the stairs +to the bathroom, still happy from her practice with Cee-Cee. + +At the Police Station + +Much of the city is back to normal. The mayor is free from his home, +and even Storm Sheppard finds his way back to the TV station. Most +streets are plowed, except for parts of + +Dilcue Street +. Electricians are still working to restore power lines; they plan to +work through the evening to have all power restored by morning. +Will is caught up on reports and listens to the tip line. One good +thing about an unexpected storm is that the criminals have just as +much trouble getting around as everyone else. At least for the day, +no new cases have been reported. + +Lt. Daghlian returns from UMC and knocks on Will’s door, “Hey Chief, +can I come in?” + +Will – “Sure, what do you have to tell me?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Mrs. Mitchell picked Leroy Johnson from the mug shots +I took with me. It looks like he is our man.” + +Will – “Did she agree to testify?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Yes, and she appears to have a clear recollection of +what happened.” + +Will – “Good, write up your report, and we’ll send it to the DA this +afternoon. Any word on the other woman?” + +Lt. Daghlian – They were able to move the baby, and she had a natural +childbirth… a girl.” + +Will – “I’m glad to hear this one had a happy ending.” + +At the Herald + +Rebecca – “Did you have a good excursion?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, it was interesting, but I’m afraid I didn’t get much +information. Just a few facts: the woman with the breached baby was +able to have a natural childbirth, and I have a statement from Mr. +Mitchell about his wife. It’s really not enough to write a story +about.” + +Rebecca – “Perhaps we can still use it. We are collecting information +about last night’s storm and the events of today for tomorrow’s +edition. Send your information to Andy. He might be able to work it +in.” + +Kevin – “No byline?” + +Rebecca – “Not this time.” + +At the Rove Residence + +Joan wants to surprise Adam, so she does not call first. When she +arrives, she finds Mr. Rove there alone. She asks, “Where’s Adam?” + +Carl Rove – “You just missed him. He took Pax over to the park.” + +Joan – “Thanks, I’ll go find him.” + +Carl Rove – “Hey, thank your father for letting us use the snow +blower. It really made the job easier.” + +Joan – “I’ll tell him. Bye.” + +Joan walks to the park, and finds Adam throwing a Frisbee for Pax. +Adam is actually sitting on a bench, letting Pax do all the work. +Joan sits beside him, “Nice lazy kind of day, don’t you think?” + +Adam – “Luke and I worked hard this morning. I really don’t feel like +more exercise. How was your practice?” + +Joan – “Good, Cee-Cee says I’m ready. We’re still going to practice +after school tomorrow, but Saturday is the big day.” + +Adam – “I was supposed to work at the Historical Society tonight, but +they didn’t open today. I’m going to try to set it up for tomorrow +after school. Would you like to come?” + +Joan – “Can we go after my practice?” + +Adam – “I have to get there before they close. Can you meet me there +later?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’ll figure something out, but I won’t be able to stay +too late. I have to get up early on Saturday morning.” + +Adam – “I’ll get you home on time.” + +At Home + +Luke cleans up, shaves his peach fuzz, and puts on a touch of +‘essence of pimp’ aftershave. He returns to the living room where +Helen and Grace are still quietly sitting, “The movie starts in 45 +minutes.” + +Grace – “What movie?” + +Luke – “\ Chicken Little, you wanted to see it, right?” + +Grace – “Yeah, but you don’t.” + +Luke – “Well, we’re going, my treat.” + +Grace decides not to argue, and just gets ready to go. Helen asks, +“Will you be home in time for dinner?” + +Luke – “We’ll be here. We’ll skip the popcorn and be hungry when we +get home. What are we having?” + +Helen – “I’m making beef stew in the crock-pot. Well, it’s half beef. +I threw in the last of the turkey. It’ll be good.” + +Luke – “Great! The end of turkey surprise.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Helen – “Will you say the blessing for us?” + +Joan smiles, + +“\ In the name of the bee +*And* of the butterfly +And of the breeze, amen\ ” + +Everyone smiles, including Helen, but Helen adds, “I suppose Emily +Dickinson is appropriate for a dinner prayer.” + +Joan – “Emily sent me an e-mail and told me about it. She thought it +was so cute.” + +Helen – “How is Emily?” + +Joan – “She’s fine. She’s taking singing lessons. She really didn’t +say a whole lot.” + +Helen – “Well I’m glad you two will be able to keep in touch.” She +asks Grace, “How was your movie?” + +Grace – “I enjoyed it. It was good, but ‘\ Wallace & Gromit\ ’ it was +not.” + +Luke – “I always thought Chicken Little was a girl.” + +Grace – “I guess they decided to change that. There were a lot of +good jokes. I thought watching all the town’s people get zapped was +funny, but I notice that some of the real little kids were scared to +death. And what’s with Disney’s bizarre tradition of creating single +father families? Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Beauty and the Beast, all +of their mothers were departed for the great unknown.” + +Joan – “I don’t know, maybe they’re trying to make up for the fact +that in a lot of other movies, a father seems nowhere to be found. I +like having both.” + +Will smiles, loving Joan’s comment, “Well, it sounds like we have +another mixed review. Maybe we’ll rent the DVD for movie night when +it comes out.” + +Helen – “How was your day, Lilly?” + +Lilly – “It was a good day. I didn’t have to work, so I took Ginger +shopping. She doesn’t like to go out, but I talked her into it. I +called the thrift shop and found out they were open. I figured there +wouldn’t be many people there, and I was right. Both of us found some +nice things, and it was half price today.” + +Helen – “It’s nice that you could get her out of the house for +awhile. She seemed nervous when Joan and I showed up the other day, +but that could have been because she was worried about you.” + +Kevin – “She does pretty well with people she knows. It just takes +awhile.” + +Helen – “And how is the Herald?” + +Kevin – “Pretty slow today. I tried to get a story at UMC, but I +wasn’t able to get much information. There was a woman with a +breached baby. The doctors were able to move it and it came out all +right.” Kevin smiles and chuckles at what he just said, “But Mrs. +Mitchell, the one who was shot the other day, her husband wouldn’t +let me talk to her. No byline this time.” + +Will – “One of our patrols took the woman with the baby to the +hospital. I’m glad to hear everything worked out for her.” + +Kevin – “Her husband didn’t speak English very well, so I had +Friedman translate for me.” + +Luke – “Friedman was there?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, he was talking to Dr. Dan when I arrived. They named +their daughter Leocadia. I thought that was a rather odd name so I +looked it up. She was a saint in the fourth century. Joan’s ‘\ Lives +of Saints\ ’ has a write up on her.” + +Joan – “You went in my room?” + +Helen interrupts, “No, you put it on the bookshelf in the study.” + +Joan – “Oh sorry, I forgot.” + +Helen – “So, is everyone ready to go back to school?” All give a +resounding “No.” “Well, I have projects due, and since everyone had +today off, I shouldn’t hear any excuses for them not being done.” + +Joan – “Adam showed me his when we returned from the park. He calls +it Pax Vobiscum, but he made her really goofy looking. Her eyes are +bugging out and her tongue is so long, it lies on the floor. It’s +really kind of neat!” + +Helen – “Well, the assignment was to make an exaggerated image of +something you love. I guess his will pass.” + +Joan – “Can I be excused? I have calculus homework to get done.” + +Helen – “Go ahead.” + +Joan – “Can you check it for me when I’m done?” + +Grace – “Yeah, but don’t be too long. My brain is already shutting +down. I’m going to bed early tonight.” + +At the Historical Society + +Joan passes her calculus exam, and dance practice is as expected. +Cee-Cee drops Joan off at the Historical Society when they finish. +Joan calls Adam when she arrives, and he lets her in. + +Joan – “This is great. Everyone will see your painting as soon as +they walk in the door. What are all of those boxes for?” + +Adam – “It’s a grid. Not all of my sketches are the same size. This +helps me to make everything proportional.” + +Adam climbs the ladder and resumes painting. Joan quietly watches for +a long time. Adam asks, “Do you have any questions about what I’m +doing?” + +Joan – “No, this I can see. You’re turning white squares into an +apple orchard. It’s so wonderful how you can do that.” + +Adam – “Your mom helped me to pick just the right paint. The blossoms +really stand out, don’t you think?” + +Joan – “They’re beautiful.” + +Adam – “How was your practice?” + +Joan – “It was fine, but I’m still really nervous about tomorrow.” + +Adam climbs down from the ladder and gives her a hug, “You’ll do +fine. Grace told me how good you are, a majestic Northern Dancer.” + +Joan – “Adam.” She pauses, looks deep into his eyes, “There is +something I want to tell you.” + +Adam – “¿Usted me ama?” + +Joan smiles, “I’m French, you and Grace are Spanish.” + +Adam – “Ok, tell me.” + +Joan – “I love you.” + +As they begin to kiss, Adam says, “I love you, too.” + +At Home + +Joan wakes up and notices Grace is not there. She looks out in the +hall, and the bathroom door is open. A quick shower follows her dart +into the bathroom. She puts her pajamas back on and goes downstairs. +To her surprise, everyone is seated at the dining room table, ready +to eat. Helen says, “Have a seat, breakfast will be ready in a few +minutes.” + +Joan – ‘Why are all of you up so early?” + +Will – “We’re going with you.” + +Joan – “But you’re not going to be able to watch. I’ve already told +you that.” + +Adam – “We all know how important this is to you.” + +Grace – “Yeah, we’re moral support. We’ll be there to cheer you on +your way.” + +Luke – “And sooth your feelings if you fall on your butt.” + +Joan gives Luke a snarl, “Well, I might just do that. I’m so +nervous!” + +Lilly – “You’ll do fine. Cee-Cee called to remind you that she will +be picking you up at eight. I told her we were all going, so she’ll +meet us there. Oh, she said she will be picking up Sister Sarah.” + +Joan – “Good, I was hoping she would come.” + +Kevin – “Where’s your dress?” + +Joan – “After breakfast, I’m not taking a chance of slopping +something on it.” + +Helen returns from the kitchen with Joan’s breakfast, a bowl of +granola with milk, a banana, an English muffin, and orange juice. + +Joan – “Wow, this is great! Not too big and it will get me through +the audition. Thanks.” + +Helen smiles but doesn’t say a word. She and Will return to the +kitchen, and over the next few minutes, they prepare everyone else +breakfast. + +Will’s cell phone rings. He picks up and Carlisle speaks, “Hey boss, +I’m sorry to bother you, but there’s a problem at UMC. Mrs. Mitchell +is hysterical, insisting that you come talk to her.” + +Will – “What is she upset about, and why does she want to talk to +me?” + +Carlisle– “Originally she wanted to talk to Mike, but he’s off today, +and I haven’t been able to locate him.She’s upset about the charges +against Leroy Johnson. She’s just learned what they are.” + +Will – “I just enforce the law, I don’t make it.” Will would rather +not have to talk to her, but he agrees to visit the hospital. He +looks at Joan, “Sorry, I’ll try to be there when you’re done.” + +Joan – “Dad, don’t worry about it. No one’s going to be able to see +anything anyway.” + +Will gets up, hugs Joan, and kisses her on the forehead, “I wanted to +go because I love you.” + +At Dawson State + +As Cee-Cee had predicted, all the girls and the few boys are wearing +tights. Joan sticks out like a sore thumb. Cee-Cee and Sister Sarah +meet them as they walk into the gymnasium, “I look like an idiot!” + +Cee-Cee– “No, you look beautiful. You do stand out, but that’s the +point.” + +Sister Sarah – “You need to sign in. Come with me.” + +Joan goes with her to register and then returns. The other students +appear to be practicing their routines. Joan asks, “Should I run +through my routine again?” + +Sister Sarah – “No, you’re ready, but I do want you to do your warm +up exercise.” + +While Joan is doing her exercise, a man’s voice comes over the PA, +“May I have your attention please.” He pauses while the room quiets +down, “Two of our judges have been unexpectedly delayed. The +auditions will continue, but they will be delayed by about an hour. +We are sorry for the inconvenience.” + +Joan – “An hour!I’m already going crazy!” + +Cee-Cee– “Just relax. The other students are nervous, too. Why don’t +you walk around and talk to some of them?” + +Joan – “Should I? Isn’t that like consorting with the enemy?” + +Sister Sarah – “Many of these students will be your classmates. Wish +them all luck. It will pay off in the future.” + +Joan begins to browse among the students, learning their background, +hopes, and dreams. Many seem to be just like her.” + +At the University Medical Center + +Will enters Mrs. Mitchell’s room in the ICU. She appears to be +resting, but awakes as he enters, “Hello Mrs. Mitchell, I’m Will +Girardi.” + +Mrs. Mitchell – “You don’t remember me, do you?” + +Will – “Yes, I remember you. I’m so sorry for your loss. I have a +teenage daughter of my own.” + +Mrs. Mitchell sits up a little, obviously a little groggy, “They made +me take a sedative, but I still want to talk to you.” + +Will – “About your baby?” + +Mrs. Mitchell – “Why is Leroy Johnson only being charged with +burglary and attempted murder?” + +Will – “I’m the Chief of Police, not a lawyer, but the law states +that manslaughter or murder can only be charged if the fetus is +viable. Your baby was only five months old.” + +Mrs. Mitchell – “But he was viable; I could feel him growing inside +me. I already had a name picked out.” + +Will – “I understand your feelings, but I don’t make the law, I just +enforce it.” + +Mrs. Mitchell lies back down on the bed in despair and begins to cry, +“Well, when I bury Colin next to Lindsay, you can tell me again that +no one has died here.” + +Will is nearly as heartbroken as Mrs. Mitchell, but he cannot think +of anything appropriate to say in response. He just sincerely says, +“I’m sorry, Mrs. Mitchell,” and leaves the room. + +At Dawson State + +Will arrives and sees Elizabeth and Mrs. Goetzmann in the parking +lot, “Hello Elizabeth, June, are you here for the dance audition?” + +Elizabeth– “Yeah, I’m hoping to go here next year.” + +Will – “Joan is already inside. I’ll walk with you.” + +As they enter the gym, Joan is chatting with the other students. She +sees Elizabeth and hurries over to greet her, “I didn’t know you +would be here!” + +Elizabeth– “Yeah, me either. We haven’t talked in awhile. I’ve been +so busy with the Mirror Ball committee. My audition is at ten-thirty, +when’s yours?” + +Joan – “It was to be at nine-thirty, but they have all been delayed +for an hour. Some of the judges are late.” + +Elizabeth– “What’s with the dress?” + +Joan – “It was Cee-Cee’s idea. I’m the sore thumb.” + +Elizabeth’s dance instructor approaches, “Hello Sister Sarah, +Cee-Cee, it’s good to see you again.” + +Sister Sarah – “It’s only a few times a year, but it’s always a +pleasure.” + +Elizabeth’s instructor – “Are you ready?” + +Elizabeth– “Ready as I’ll ever be, but now I have an hour to kill.” + +Elizabeth’s instructor – “Come with me and we’ll get you signed in.” + +Elizabethleaves, and Cee-Cee says to Joan, “I would like you to do +your warm up routine again. It’s almost time.” + +Joan does her warm up routine again and hears her name called over +the PA. All give her hugs and best wishes. + +Grace – “Break a leg, hah hah.” + +Adam – “Good luck, Jane.” + +Joan smiles and gives Adam a kiss. All of her anxiety melts away. She +is ready. + +After Joan leaves, Cee-Cee says, “Come with me, but be quiet.” + +All are curious, but remain silent as requested. She takes them to an +elevator, and then into a room with a large window. “This is a +two-way mirror. We can watch from here.” + +Helen – “I didn’t think we were going to be able to watch!” + +Cee-Cee– “I decided not to tell her, because I knew she would be +nervous enough already. We will tell her after it’s over, but we do +have to be quiet.” + +Before Joan enters the room downstairs, she says a prayer to herself, +“I don’t know if this is allowed, but if you can, please help me not +to mess this up.” + +One of the judges explains the rules and instructs Joan to put her +music in the player. Joan starts the CD at the end of the previous +song and stands waiting for her song to begin. + +As described before, the song, ‘Last Dance’, starts out slow. She +begins to float around the room, doing the slower dance moves she has +practiced. Then, when the pace picks up, she erupts into the faster +dances, demonstrating her versatility like the toe of a bird. +Everyone, including the judges, are awestruck. It is rare that the +judges see such a performance during an audition. They thank Joan and +tell her she will learn of their decision when the evaluations are +complete. + +When Joan returns to the gym, her family greets her and informs her +that they were allowed to watch. + +Helen – “You were wonderful!” + +Grace – “Well, I wasn’t surprised. I saw her practice.” + +Adam – “They have to let you in, you’re so good!” + +Luke – “I’m proud of you. Adam is right, you are really good.” + +Will catches Joan’s eye. He’s just standing there, glowing at her. He +gives her a hug and says, “Ginger Rogers, take note.” + +Joan laughs, “Yeah, but I didn’t have to do it in high heels or +backwards.” + +Joan lets go of her father, “Thank all of you, but I was so scared. +She looks at Sister Sarah and Cee-Cee, “I said a prayer before I went +in. Was that cheating?” + +Sister Sarah – “No, not at all.All talent is on loan from God.” + +At Home + +They all sit down to lunch. While they eat, each of them comments on +different parts of Joan’s routine. Joan is getting tired of all the +“thank you’s,” but is still pleased with the attention. After lunch, +she decides to take a nap. She bids Adam farewell, and she and Grace +retire to the bedroom. + +Grace – “Do you want me to set the alarm?” + +Joan – “No, we’ll be fine. We’ll wake up before it’s time to leave +for the ‘Battle of the Bands’.” + +At the Beachland Ballroom + +Joan has assumed her duties collecting money. She is happy to be +working with Mrs. Villa again. Adam is up preparing the lighting, and +Grace and Luke are setting up the refreshments. + +Mrs. Villa – “It’s nice to see you again. It’s been a long time, +sugar.” + +Joan – “I know. When Rahav stopped teaching dance, she recommended +that I go to St. Mary’s Convent. I just haven’t needed to come to +this side of town.” + +Mrs. Villa – “That’s okay. I grill Alex occasionally to find out how +you are. Going to college at Dawson State, that’s impressive.” + +Joan – “Well, it’s not for sure yet, but I have a good chance.” + +Upstairs, Grace, Luke, and Lilly are helping to place the baked goods +on tables. There is actually more than they expected, and men are +setting up additional tables for the goodies. Cakes, pies, cookies, +cupcakes, tarts, if you can bake it, it’s there. Ladies from church +groups all across town are present with their baked goods. + +People arrive, and as Joan asks for the donation, she also offers to +sell a raffle ticket, “Would you like to buy a raffle ticket for +baked goods? It’s only a dollar, and there are all kinds of goodies +to choose from. There will be ten winners.” + +The ballroom is nearly full when the ‘\ Quaker Sisterhood\ ’ begins +to play. They begin to play their unique style of music, and they +have a new member, a pianist, adding another instrument to their +sound. All, young and old, begin to dance and enjoy the music. + +Joan continues to greet the new arrivals and sell raffle tickets. +Elizabeth, Jim, and her parents arrive, “The music sounds great! This +is Jim.” + +Joan – “Hi, it’s nice to meet you.” + +Jim – “Elizabeth wants us to have at least one dance. Will that be +okay?” + +Joan – “Let me talk to Adam, and then I’ll let you know.” + +Will, Helen, and Kevin arrive. Joan goes through her sales pitch and +is pleased when her father buys ten raffle tickets, “Thanks Dad, I +hope you win.” + +Will – “It’s for a good cause. Actually, I hope I don’t win. I have +enough trouble keeping my weight down as it is.” + +Joan – “I’ll come see you on a break later.” + +Mrs. Villa – “Why don’t you take one now. I know you want to talk to +Adam.” + +Joan thanks Mrs. Villa and heads up to the balcony to be with Adam. + +Lilly sees Kevin enter the refreshment area. She announces to Kevin, +Luke, and Grace, “It’s time to go to the ballroom.” + +Grace – “But we’re needed here.” + +Lilly – “Don’t argue with me, it’s a surprise. Come on.” + +Joan meets with Adam in the balcony, “Hi, oh you’re alone tonight. +Would you like some company?” + +Adam – “Always, and you’re just in time.” + +Joan – “Time for what?” + +Adam – “Watch.” + +Will and Helen walk out onto the dance floor as Brother Jimi comes on +stage, “Ladies and gentlemen, may I have your attention.” He waits +for a moment until the commotion dies down, “I want to thank all of +you for coming tonight, but I also want to take this opportunity to +introduce an honored guest.” Adam turns the spotlight on Will and +Helen. “Let me present Police Chief Will Girardi and his lovely wife +Helen. If it wasn’t for Chief Girardi and the Arcadia Police +Department, we wouldn’t be here tonight.” There is an uncomfortable +silence as the crowd wonders what he will say next. “As you know, +they were not able to disarm the bomb that destroyed St. Paul’s +Lutheran Church. However, thanks to their great work, three other +religious institutions were saved. Please join me in giving him a +warm round of applause.” + +The crowd applauds, cheers, and whistles. When the noise dies down, +Alice takes the microphone, “Mr. and Mrs. Girardi, would you do us +the honor of beginning the next dance?” + +Alicesignals to her group, and they begin to play the song, ‘Don't It +Make My Brown Eyes Blue’. Will and Helen dance slowly to the music. + +Elizabethenters the balcony, “Have you asked him yet?” + +Joan – “No, I haven’t had a chance. This is sooo cool!” + +Elizabeth– “Well, it’s not over yet. Adam, can Joan have a dance with +Jim? I really want her to see what a good dancer he is.” + +Joan looks at Adam, “I won’t if it’s going to upset you.” + +Adam – “No, go ahead. We’ll have our dance at the Mirror Ball.” + +Elizabethtakes Joan down to Jim and continues to the stage. When the +song ends, she takes the microphone, “Last summer, Mr. Girardi saved +my life by carrying me out of the fire at the Community Theater. I +only got to sing this song once. I would like to sing it again for +him.” She nods to Alice, and she begins to sing the ‘I Don't Know How +To Love Him’. All just watch and listen while she sings. + +When she finishes, Brother Jimi returns to the stage, “Thank you +Elizabeth, that was beautiful. Our next group is from Charles Town, +West Virginia. Let’s give a warm welcome to ‘\ The Southern Cross.’” +The crowd applauds, and they begin to play their first number, ‘Sweet +Home Alabama’ by Lynyrd Skynyrd. All begin to dance. Adam has fun +with the spotlight, periodically spotlighting different people he +knows. Joan and Jim, Grace and Luke, Kevin and Lilly, Rebecca and Dr. +Dan, Glynis and Friedman, and Alice with someone. + +After this song, Joan and Lilly return to their duties. Luke walks +with Grace to the restroom. As he waits outside, he hears Grace +getting sick. He enters and finds her hugging the toilet, “It looks +like I need to take you home.” + +Grace – “No, if you do, how will Joan and Adam get home?” + +Luke – “My dad can take them.” + +Grace – “Your parents don’t plan to stay that long. Adam needs to +stay until the end of the show.” + +Luke – “I’ll have Kevin take us.” + +Grace – “No. Ask your dad if he’s ready to go home. I’ll go with +them.” + +Luke – “I’ll go with you.” + +Grace – “No, you’re staying here. I want you to have fun. Besides, +they haven’t had the raffle yet.” + +At Home + +Joan goes to bed to find Grace sound asleep, purring with a soft +snore. “Rats! I have to remember to get to sleep before Grace.” At +least it’s not as bad as some nights. She lays her head on the pillow +and thinks about how much she enjoyed the evening. Despite Grace’s +song of saws, she falls asleep quickly. + +Judith – “Hey, I saw your dance routine today. You were fantastic!” + +Joan – “Thanks, I was so nervous. I’m really glad that I didn’t mess +up. How have you been?” + +Judith – “Oh, just being me, a free spirit, playing with the angels, +but this isn’t just a social call. I need to tell you something.” + +Joan – “What?” + +Judith – “Grace needs you.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I know. It’s going to be hard for her, now that she’s +decided to keep the baby.” + +Judith – “You need to go to her, now.” + +Joan looks around, “Where is she? It’s just you and me here.” + +Judith – “She’s in the bathroom. WAKE UP!!!” + +Joan sits up in bed with a start. She looks around her dimly lit +room. She’s alone. She slips out of bed and walks to the bathroom. +She listens. She can hear Grace crying through the door. She quietly +calls out her name, “Grace, are you all right?” Grace doesn’t answer, +but Joan can still hear her crying. She turns the doorknob and finds +it’s not locked. She walks in to find Grace sitting on the toilet, +sobbing, “Grace, what’s wrong?” + +Grace looks up with tears still flowing from her eyes, “I… I lost my +baby!” + +Joan kneels beside her and just holds her while she continues to sob, +“Why did God do this to me? I didn’t want to get pregnant in the +first place.” + +Joan remembers something she once heard, “The truth of God’s love is +not that he allows bad things to happen. It’s his promise that he’ll +be here with us when they do.” She stands up, “Come on, let’s get you +back into bed.” Grace stands up, but she staggers slightly. Joan +catches her, “Just lean on me.” + +Joan helps her back into bed. After Grace falls asleep, she takes +her hand and prays silently. She then joins her in silken repose. diff --git a/20-ADarkNightofGrace.rst b/20-ADarkNightofGrace.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e07b98d --- /dev/null +++ b/20-ADarkNightofGrace.rst @@ -0,0 +1,2094 @@ +Episode 3.20, A Dark Night of Grace +----------------------------------- + +Joan once again makes snow angels, but this time she is lying in bed. +It will be nice having the whole bed again, but it will also be +lonely. She has gotten used to having Grace sleeping beside her. Oh, +but the song of saws will not be missed. Mixed feelings, but she +realized that Grace needs her father. That’s why she made the call. +Although she refused to tell him why, Rabbi Polonsky knew that Joan +would not have called if it wasn’t necessary. He returned to Arcadia +this evening. + +Rabbi Polonsky had plans to come home anyway, just not this soon. +Sarah is progressing better than expected, and her release is already +scheduled. Next Sunday is the big day. Grace and her father will +travel to Baltimore and return once again as a family. + +Although Joan, Luke, and Adam all try to be supportive, Grace refuses +to talk about it. Instead, she diligently works to finish the second +bootie. Joan joins her and by late afternoon, both sets of booties +are finished. + +Grace – “Can you get these to Mrs. Finnegan?” + +Joan – “We can give them to Sister Sarah tomorrow.” + +Grace – “No, I can’t, you have to do it for us.” + +When Joan returns from work, Grace is gone. A somber day fades as +Joan +joins\ `Annie <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12577456/e6e81f74/Heart%20-%20Dreamboat%20Annie.mp3>`__\ on +her ship of dreams. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +At School + +Joan – “Hey.” + +Grace – “Hey.” + +Joan – “How’s your father?” + +Grace – “He’s fine; why did you call him?” + +Joan – “Because I thought you needed him.” + +Grace – “Well, now there’s this thing hanging out there. What am I +supposed to say to him? ‘Dad, I accidentally got pregnant, I decided +I wanted to keep the baby, and then I lost it.’ Which revelation do +you think my father, the rabbi, would understand?” + +Joan – “All of them, because he is a rabbi, and mostly because he is +your father.” + +Grace – “Yes, he’s my father, which is why he won’t understand any of +it.” + +Joan – “So, you didn’t tell him? What about your mom?” + +Grace – “She has her own problems to deal with.” + +Joan – “Grace, you have to talk to somebody about this. Will you talk +to Luke?” + +Grace – “Hey, I already have El Shaddai’s ear, and I’m not finished +cussing at him yet. Just drop it!” She turns and darts off in the +other direction. + +Joan calls after her, “Grace, wait! Who?” + +Luke walks up as Grace leaves, “What did she say?” + +Joan – “I’m not sure… something about yelling at some Spanish guy.” + +At 570 Elcaro Street + +Lilly – “Does that look clean to you? Never mind, it probably does. +Listen up dregs, the new owners will be moving in tomorrow. This +place must be clean before we leave, and I have plans for this +evening. Get to work.” + +Homeless Man – “I’ve made some coffee. Would you like a cup?” + +Lilly – “It’s about time you learned how to make it. I don’t suppose +you saved me any donuts.” + +He walks over to a toolbox and retrieves two donuts, “I hid some in +there for you.” + +Lilly – “Thank God, I’m starving!” + +Homeless Man – “You’re welcome.” He lets Lilly enjoy her donuts, and +then he continues, “Do you know who the new owners are?” + +Lilly – “I don’t have anything to do with that. I just make sure +everything is repaired and ready to go. All I know is that this will +be a store and four families will live in the apartments upstairs.” + +Homeless Man – “Urban renewal and you are an urban legend.” + +Lilly – “Yeah, right.If you ever decide you no longer want to be +homeless, let me know. I know someone who will be needing a +roommate.” + +Homeless Man – “No, thank you, I prefer to live everywhere.” + +At School + +Teacher – “Class, we have a new student today. Her name +is\ `Fatimah <https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BzD_A1TK-sRLeXVVNXBmRjJhU1U/edit?usp=sharing>`__\ Fakiri.” +Fatimah whispers in the teacher’s ear, and then the teacher +continues, “But apparently I have mispronounced her name. Would you +say your name for us?” + +Fatimah – +“\ \ `Fatimah <https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BzD_A1TK-sRLYjNIQXlNY29RT2c/edit?usp=sharing>`__\ , +but I prefer to be called Tima.” + +Teacher – “Thank you, Tima. Please give her a warm welcome.” + +When the class claps, Tima shyly smiles. The teacher directs her to +an empty seat next to Alice. + +Alice – “That’s a pretty scarf you’re wearing. I thought Muslim women +were supposed to be plainly dressed.” + +Tima– “Oh, thank you, my mother made this for me. It’s called a +khimar. We are required to conceal our beauty, but we are permitted +to wear attractive clothing.” + +At the Police Station + +Jeanne – “Will, a Mr. Farrell from the ACLU would like to speak with +you.” + +Will – “What does he want?” + +Jeanne – “He wouldn’t say. Shall I send him in?” + +Will – “Sure, why not?” Jeanne brings him in and Will greets him, +“Hello Mr. Farrell. How can I help you?” + +Mr. Farrell – “Hello Chief Girardi. I’d like to speak with you about +your association with Brother Jimi’s committee.” + +Will – “What is it you would like to know?” + +Mr. Farrell – “We have concerns that all of its members are +affiliated with religious organizations.” + +Will – “Brother Jimi solicited the membership of his committee. A +majority of the citizens of Arcadia belong to some religious +organization. It is an efficient means to solicit input from our +citizens.” + +Mr. Farrell – “His committee only represents citizens who are +affiliated with religious organizations.” + +Will – “The committee is neither a religious nor a political +organization. It provides a forum to present recommendations to the +police department regarding how we can better serve the entire +community.” + +Mr. Farrell – “Again, he only represents those citizens who have +religious beliefs. This is a clear endorsement of religion and a +violation of the separation of church and state. I must protest this +association.” + +Will – “The last time I checked, people with religious beliefs are +not barred from participating in civic activities. Would you like to +recommend a representative from the Arcadia Association of Atheists?” + +Mr. Farrell gets angry, “There is no such organization. If you insist +on continuing this association, we will file suit.” +Will – “Well, Mr. Farrell, I guess we will see each other in court. +Good day.” +At School + +Just before the bell rings, the teacher asks the class, “Who has AP +Calculus next?” + +Grace looks for someone else to respond, then slowly raises her hand. + +Teacher – “Good, please show Tima her way to class.” + +Grace gives the teacher a dumbfounded look, and then looks at Tima. +“Sure, why not, just don’t talk to me.” Tima quietly follows. + +On the way, they meet Luke, “Who’s your friend?” + +Grace – “An acquaintance, Tima, Luke; Luke, Tima.” + +Tima– “Luke, it’s nice to meet you.” + +Luke – “It’s nice to meet you, too.” + +Grace – “Okay, this is the classroom.” + +Timathanks her and enters the room. + +Luke – “We need to talk.” + +Grace – “About what?” + +Luke – “You know what.” + +Grace – “Oh, about me leading Tima to the Promised Land? It wasn’t my +idea.” + +Luke – “Huh?” + +The bell rings, and Grace says, “Never mind” as they enter the +classroom. + +At The Herald + +Rebecca – “Here are five stories I want you to check, and I e-mailed +links for three more.” + +Kevin – “Why didn’t you just e-mail links for all of them.” + +Rebecca – “I can’t go cold turkey. Deal with it.” + +Kevin – “No problem.Accept the good stuff and move on. That’s my +motto.” + +Rebecca – “So, what are you going to write for your class tonight?” + +Kevin – “How did you know about that?” + +Rebecca – “Lilly and I are getting together tonight. We talked +earlier.” +Kevin – “Oh, it’s almost done. I call it ‘Floating Effortlessly Above +the Masses’. Do you think the title’s too long?” + +Rebecca – “Yeah, it’s a little wordy. It sounds more like a title for +one of your legal papers. Why don’t you try something shorter?” + +Kevin – “Any suggestions?” + +Rebecca thinks for a moment, “How about ‘Crowd Surfing’?” + +At School + +Ms. Lischak – “Greetings, hormonal units. This week we will be +discussing human reproduction.” + +As the class grows silent, Grace whispers, “Just what I need!” + +Ms. Lischak continues, “You have all had how-to instruction in health +class. We will be discussing the physical, chemical, and biological +processes involved in reproduction.” + +Darlene raises her hand, “So, we’re not going to talk about +premarital sex?” + +Ms. Lischak – “We will be discussing the hardware. For software +support, please seek advice from your parents. Pay attention, because +we will be going into great detail.” She flips a quarter in the air, +“Lukey G., call it.” + +Luke – “Heads.” + +Ms. Lischak catches the quarter, “Tails, you lose. The hormone +released by the area of the brain known as the hypothalamus begins at +the onset of sexual maturity…” + +At 570 Elcaro Street + +Lilly – “No, get in here! You are not ‘Robin the Graff Wonder’ here. +The last thing that I need is a mess to clean up on the sidewalk.” + +She closes the window and then releases two latches at the top of the +windowpane, “See, they fold in, so you don’t have to hang out of the +window to clean it.” + +Robin gives her a ‘who-cares’ look and returns to cleaning the +window. She sprays the window with cleaner. + +Lilly – “No, not that one!” Lilly rummages through the supplies and +finds a bottle of Windex, “Use this one. Scrubbing Bubbles is for the +bathroom.” + +The homeless man calls from the doorway, “There’s a problem with the +toilet on the fourth floor. It won’t flush.” + +Lilly – “Wonderful, and when did you learn that it didn’t work?” + +Homeless Man – “Well…” + +Lilly doesn’t wait for him to finish. She grabs a plunger and heads +for the doorway. As she passes through, she gives him a tart smile +and says, “Holy crap, Batman!” + +As Lilly disappears downstairs, the homeless man smiles and whispers +to himself, “Batman?” + +At School + +After biology class, Glynis comments, “I think it’s fascinating. +Human reproduction is an incredible process. It’s very important that +we know how our bodies work.” + +Grace – “I think that health class was enough.” + +Joan – “It’s a miracle, that’s all I need to know.” + +Luke – “That really wasn’t as embarrassing as I thought it would be. +Ms. Lischak is actually explaining how everything works. It’s +science.” + +Adam – “Well, I really felt uncomfortable. Why couldn’t they separate +us into classes for boys and girls? The stress has given me a +headache.” + +Glynischuckles, “Hey, that’s my line.” + +Friedman glares at Glynis and then looks back to the others, “Glynis +has a point. It’s important for each of us to know how our body +works, and how the body of the opposite sex works. Do you think Ms. +Lischak would give extra credit if…?” + +Grace interrupts, “I don’t think she’d even want to know what you +have in mind.” + +Joan – “Am I the only one who noticed something different about Ms. +Lischak today?” + +Luke – “She didn’t seem different to me.” + +Joan – “That’s because you’re not a woman.” + +Glynis– “Hey, I’m a woman, what did I miss?” + +Grace – “The rock on her finger the size of Texas.” + +At the Police Station + +Will – “Good, I just wanted to make sure we had all of our ducks in a +row.” + +Mimi – “Well, I’m glad you came to me when you first decided to deal +with Brother Jimi’s committee. The City Charter gives you the +authority to determine which civic organizations are associated with +the police department. And as you stated, the fact that the members +of the committee are also religious leaders is irrelevant, since the +committee is neither religious nor politically affiliated. Do you +know Mike Trimble?” + +Will – “We’ve met on a few occasions.” + +Mimi – “He’s going to handle the case. He’ll be by tomorrow at nine +o’clock.” + +Will – “Don’t you think we’re jumping the gun a bit? The ACLU hasn’t +filed suit yet.” + +Mimi – “Oh, but they will. They’ll sue even if they don’t think they +can win. They win most of their cases out of court. People just can’t +afford the legal fees involved, so even if they feel they are right, +many agree to settle. They claim to be defenders of the Bill of +Rights, but when it comes to the First Amendment, they choose to read +it as freedom from religion. They want every aspect of religion +removed from the public arena, especially when it comes to +Christianity. It’s better for us to prepare now.” + +Will – “Thanks for your help.” + +At School + +Joan leaves French class looking at a photograph and talking to +herself, “Est-ce le chemin vers l’église de Saint ‘Remy?Quand +est-elle l’entrée permitted? Est-ce que je peux être seul dans +l’église?” + +Grace approaches and asks, “What’s that?” + +Joan shows her +the\ `photograph <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/St-1.jpg>`__\ , +“It’s Joan of Arc’s church in Domremy-la-Pucelle. I’ll be visiting it +during spring break.” + +Grace – “Right, the French class trip. Has Adam said anything to you +about it?” + +Joan – “Just that he’s happy for me.” + +Grace – “Don’t you think he would like to go, too? He would have a +riot at the art museums.” + +Joan – “Yes, but I’m sure he doesn’t have the money. I wouldn’t be +going if it wasn’t for Kevin. I don’t want to make him feel any worse +than he already does.” + +Grace – “Ask him. Let him decline the offer.” + +Joan – “Maybe you’re right. How is it that you can see that I should +talk to Adam, but you can’t see that you need to talk to someone, +anyone?” + +Grace – “Maybe I’ll take Mr. Dingle for a spin during study hall.” + +Joan – “Come on, you know that’s pointless. He’s a moron with a PhD. +You don’t have to go through this alone. Let us help you.” + +Grace – “Gotta go.” Grace turns and walks the other way. As she does, +she begins to sing, “Dingle bells, dingle bells, dingle all the way…” + +At St. Michael’s Episcopal Church + +Brother Jimi – “Thanks for coming. I believe you know Father Mallory +and Rabbi Polonsky.” They acknowledge one another. “Let me introduce +the other members of the committee.” + +After Brother Jimi introduces the others, Will comments, “It’s nice +to meet all of you. Reverend Sharpton, I have heard of you. Wayne and +June Goetzmann speak highly of you.” + +Reverend Sharpton – “Thank you, I’m glad to hear that. Reverend +Yardley was loved and respected by our congregation. His shoes have +been difficult to fill.” + +Brother Jimi – “Well, let’s get down to business. We really +appreciate the extra security that you provided for the Beachland +Ballroom during our last fundraiser. We wanted everyone who attended +to know they would be safe during the event.” + +Will – “You’re welcome, and thank you for the surprise.” + +Brother Jimi – “Well, we all felt that you and the Arcadia Police +deserved recognition for a job well done. We are planning another +event for New Years Eve. Do you think you could help us out again +with security?” + +Will – “That may be possible, but I’ll have to wait until we are +closer to New Years to know if I can commit the resources.” + +Brother Jimi – “Fair enough. We have received some complaints about +the situation at Meadow Park. Many of the residents are concerned +about the number of people who hang around all night long. They +believe drug deals are being made. They would like the ten o’clock +curfew enforced.” + +Will – “We already have regular patrols through that area, but curfew +enforcement is not something we are tasked to enforce. If the +citizens can assist us with information on actual criminal activity +going on, then I could justify doing a sweep of the park.” + +Reverend Sharpton – “I might be able to help you with that. I’ll call +you later.” He pauses before he continues, “On another matter, one of +our parishioner’s works for the zoning commission. She approached me +with a concern. Are you aware that a mosque is opening on Elcaro +Street?” + +Will – “No, this is the first I have heard of it.” + +Reverend Sharpton – “This city is still recovering from the attacks +of Ryan Hunter and his group. Her concern is that this may mark the +beginning of another wave of attacks.” + +Will – “We don’t know that! It’s only a small percentage of Muslims +who are involved in terrorism.” + +Reverend Sharpton – “Yes, I know, but she came prepared with an +alarming statistic. The fundamentalist Muslims, about five percent, +are the ones who support the kind of terrorist acts of September +11th. If only five percent of American Muslims are Fundamentalists, +then America has 300 thousand potential terrorists living within our +mists.” + +Will – “Well, I don’t know about those figures, but even if they are +correct, it doesn’t mean these people are terrorists.” + +Reverend Sharpton – “I’m just relaying what she told me. I agree with +you, but when the news of this becomes more widely known, people are +going to start asking questions, legitimate questions. I’m only +bringing it up to make you aware.” + +Will – “Has anyone talked to them?” + +Father Mallory – “A few of us are planning a visit. Their imam’s name +is Fakiri. We were wondering if you would like to join us.” + +Will – “I don’t feel having the Chief of Police show up is a good +idea. You should make your visit without me. As long as they are not +breaking any laws, I have no reason to become involved.” + +Brother Jimi – “Well, I’m glad that’s out of the way. We have only +two more issues to discuss…” + +At School + +Adam – “Hey, you want to go to the library and look up that hormone +for biology?” + +Grace – “I already know the answer; it’s what is detected by a +pregnancy test.” + +Adam – “Okay, but is that enough of an answer for Ms. Lischak? I have +dance tonight, so I need to look it up now. I just thought we could +do it together.” + +Grace – “This is just another ploy to get me to talk, isn’t it? Don’t +you guys get it? I just want to be left alone!” + +Adam – “Friends don’t leave friends alone.” + +Grace glares at Adam and leaves without making a further comment. + +At The Herald + +Kevin goes to Rebecca’s desk, “Why do you have ‘Dar al-Islam’ circled +in this story?” + +Rebecca – “That’s the name of the new mosque on Elcaro Street. Imam +Fakiri wants to announce the opening and to invite everyone to noon +prayer on Friday. Make sure it’s spelled correctly and find out what +it means.” + +Kevin – “Is ‘Iman’ his name or should it be ‘Imam’ his title?” + +Rebecca wonders for a moment, “I don’t know, I didn’t take the call. +It could be a typo. Find out and maybe you should insert his name +somewhere in the text.” + +Kevin goes back to his desk and does several searches. He finds a +variety of spellings, but the one provided seems to be the most +common. It means, ‘House of Peace’. The task of clarifying whether to +use ‘Iman’ or ‘Imam’ will require more research. + +At the Polonsky Residence + +Grace enjoys dinner with her father. While staying with the +Girardi’s, she learned how to make one of his favorite pasta dishes. +After dinner, she watches a little TV, and then finishes her +homework. She looks up ‘human chorionic gonadotropin’ on her +computer. She finds a website that confirms what she already knows. +She then reads the following: + +‘\ HCG may also be produced abnormally by certain tumors. HCG levels +may be elevated in women who have cancer of the ovaries…\ ’ + +Grace wonders, ‘Could it be that she was never really pregnant?’ She +cradles her head in her hands, “Okay, calm down and just breathe.” + +At Home + +Joan returns from dance class, “Mom, what did we have for dinner?” + +Helen – “I made a roast. I’ll fix you a plate. How was class?” + +Joan – “Great! We started learning the rumba, and Sister Sarah loved +the booties Grace and I made for her sister.” + +Helen – “That was really nice of you two to make them for her.” + +Joan sits quietly at the table while Helen finishes warming her +dinner. When it’s ready, Helen sits beside her. + +Joan – “Mom, I need some advice.” + +Helen – “About Grace?” + +Joan is astounded, “How’d you know?” + +Helen – “It’s a mom thing.” She pauses, cherishing Joan’s expression, +and then she continues, “Actually, your father had a chat with Rabbi +Polonsky today. He asked if we knew what was bothering her.” + +Joan – “Well, I know, but I can’t say. The problem is that she +refuses talk to anyone about it.” + +Helen – “Does this involve Luke?” + +Joan – “He’s involved, but it’s not about him. How can you help +someone when they won’t let you?” + +Helen answers with a question, “If this were one of God’s requests, +what would you do?” + +Joan – “Ahhh, fail, fail, fail.” + +Helen – “No you wouldn’t. Remember the story you told me about +Ramsey? Even though you thought you failed, it turned out that you +didn’t. Maybe if we put our heads together, we can figure something +out.” + +Joan – “If we put our heads together, you’ll just hear a hollow +noise.” + +Helen – “Oh honey, just give it a little more time.” + +At School + +Joan – “Hey, where have you been?” + +Grace – “I had a thing with my uncle, and then I had to give blood.” + +Joan smiles, “Your uncle is a vampire?” + +Grace – “Did you know that you aren’t supposed to eat garlic +twenty-four hours prior to giving blood?” + +Joan becomes perplexed, not knowing what to say. Is she serious? She +decides to give Grace a tart smile and change the subject, “Which +would you rather have, creamed chicken ala mush or a roast beef +sandwich?” + +Grace – “We have a choice?” + +Joan – “You and I do. Come on, let’s go up to the roof and have +lunch.” After they settle in, Joan says, “I know you don’t want to +talk about what happened, so I’ve decided I won’t bother you +anymore.” +Grace – “Well, it’s about time someone decided to respect my +privacy.” + +Joan adds, “But, I want you to know that I’m here for you if you +change your mind.” + +Joan and Grace eat quietly for a while, and then Grace breaks the +silence, “You know my mother’s coming home on Sunday.” + +Joan – “Yeah, your dad told me.” + +Grace – “Well, that means we won’t see each other. What are you doing +on Saturday morning?” + +Joan – “Nothing, I guess.” + +Grace – “Good, I’ll pick you up at eight.” + +Joan – “Where are we going?” + +Grace – “I just have a thing to do. I’ll tell you then.” + +A heat exchanger that had been running turns off. The sound of +someone talking softly becomes apparent, and they realize they are +not alone. As they quietly peer around a roof vent, they observe Tima +kneeling on a prayer carpet, reciting her prayers. After a few +moments, Grace gestures. They quietly go back down into the school. + +Joan – “Do you know her?” + +Grace – “Her name is Tima. She started here yesterday.” + +Joan – “She’s Muslim, right?” + +Grace asks sarcastically, “What, did the scarf give it away? Yeah, +she’s Muslim.” + +Joan – “I’ve never met a Muslim.” + +Grace – “And you still haven’t. You’re better off staying away from +her.” + +Joan – “Why?” + +Grace – “Because she’s probably praying that her suicide bomber vest +arrives before Christmas.” + +Joan – “Grace, that’s not fair!” + +Grace – “Fair? Tell that to my Aunt Tirza. Thanks for lunch.” She +darts off, ending the conversation. + +At The Herald + +Rebecca – “Hey, that was a nice touch adding that ‘Dar al-Islam’ +means ‘House of Peace’.” + +Kevin – “Thanks. I couldn’t find out Imam Fakiri’s first name, so I +stopped by there after work. His first name is Iman! Imam Iman +Fakiri, now that’s a tongue twister. At least his last name isn’t +Saad! I put ‘Imam Fakiri’ in the story.” + +Rebecca smiles, “Saad, that’s the best you could come up with?” + +Kevin returns the smile, “Actually, I came up with a few more.” + +Rebecca – “Iman Woman.” + +Kevin – “Iman Uglay.” + +Rebecca – “Iman bin Laden.” + +Kevin – “Iman Assaf.” + +With this last one, they both start laughing. Rebecca regains her +composure first, “Ahhh, okay, that’s enough. We really shouldn’t be +doing this.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I know, but it is funny!” + +Rebecca – “I’m sure that Mr. Fakiri is a very nice man.” + +They look at each other and begin to laugh again. Rebecca returns to +her desk, but she’s still carrying a smile. She chuckles as she hears +Kevin continue to rattle off names, “Iman Idiata, Iman Oaf, Iman +Evill, Iman Yosles…” + +At the Police Station + +Carlisle – “Hey boss, have you read this morning’s paper?” + +Will – “No, I haven’t had time. Where have you been?” + +Carlisle – “One of my snitches called with some interesting +information. Did you hear a mosque is opening on Elcaro Street?” + +Will – “Yeah, I’ve heard about it.” + +Carlisle – “Well, he overheard some guys talking in the bathroom +about making trouble. I went to grill him for more information.” + +Will – “Do you have any IDs on them, what they’re planning to do?” + +Carlisle – “No, he didn’t see them, and they didn’t give specifics.” + +Will – “Can you trust this guy?” + +Carlisle – “I suppose it could be a stall tale, but he’s been pretty +reliable in the past.” + +Will smiles at Carlisle’s bit of humor and then continues, “Okay, +have everyone get the word out. I want to know if there is any new +information.” + +Carlisle leaves and Will gets on the phone, “Brother Jimi, I’m glad I +caught you. Have you met yet with the Imam on Elcaro Street?” + +Brother Jimi – “No, we plan to meet in the morning.” + +Will – “Good, I would like to come with you.” + +At School + +Adam – “Hey, Mrs. G., I’ve finished my distortion project. What do +you think?” + +Helen – “It looks,” she pauses wondering, “interesting. I’ll let you +explain it when the class begins.” + +While the other students continue to come in, Adam notices +a\ `painting <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/catseye_hst_ripple10-Canvas.jpg>`__\ against +the wall, “Whose is this?” + +Helen – “Oh, it’s Tima Fakiri’s. She painted it last summer. Isn’t it +beautiful?” + +Adam – “Yeah, it’s like, I don’t know, a stellar rose.” + +Helen – “She does call it, ‘The Rose’. It’s her distortion of the +cat’s eye nebula. She’s added more ripples to it. The +original\ `picture <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/catseye_hst.jpg>`__\ is +taped to the back of the canvas.” + +Adam pulls the picture off and compares it to the painting. As he +returns it, he notices writing on the back, “When the sky +disintegrates, and turns rose colored like paint.” + +Adam – “Tima’s in my AP Calc class. I didn’t know that she took art. +She’s really good!” + +Helen – “She told me she’s been painting since she was very young. +She is talented.” + +Adam – “She blew us all away yesterday when she went up to the board +and solved a problem using Euler’s method. She solved it, but she +added some strange calculations. Even Luke was scratching his head +trying to understand her solution. And then, she just walked back to +her seat like nothing happened.” + +Helen – “Today was only her second day in class, but I can tell that +she’s very smart. I’m going to have fun with her. Now, go to your +seat.” + +At Home + +Helen – “Here’s your dinner. How was work?” + +Joan – “The same. Actually, it was pretty quiet tonight. I’ve been +thinking about Grace. She really doesn’t like this new Muslim girl, +and she doesn’t even know her.” + +Helen – “She seems really sweet, but the Jews and Muslims have a long +and violent history. If everyone could just respect each other's +right to believe as they choose, the world would be a much better +place.” + +Joan – “I don’t think her religion is the issue. Maybe it’s part of +it. I think Grace is angry and she’s taking it out on Tima.” + +Helen – “Perhaps you could find a way to show Grace that Tima is +really a nice girl.” + +Joan – “Hah!Your mission, should you decide to accept it, is to +change Grace’s mind.” + +Helen – “Okay, it will be a challenge, but you can find a way.” + +Joan – “That’s what you said yesterday. I still have no idea of what +to do.” + +Will comes into the kitchen and gives Joan a kiss, “How was your +day?” + +Joan – “Fine, just more double, double, toil and trouble.” + +Helen – “Oh, Macbeth!” + +Joan – “No, Harry Potter.How was your day, Daddy?” + +Will – “‘Fire burn and cauldron bubble! Something wicked this way +comes!’ Hogwarts, right?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’m surprised you remember.” + +Will – “Well, you did sing that song for weeks after we watched the +movie.” + +Helen, talking aloud to herself, “Great, now I have my example of +alternative education for the meeting!” + +Joan – “What meeting?” + +Helen – “Never mind.” + +Joan returns to her conversation with her father, “So, you had a bad +day?” + +Will – “No, not really. I’m just trying to prevent problems when the +new mosque opens on Friday. There’s supposed to be an article in the +newspaper about it.” + +Joan – “Oh, I’d like to read that.” + +Helen – “The paper’s in the living room.” + +At School + +Joan – “Hey, I got a B on my calculus test. Thanks for your help.” + +Grace – “No problem.Did you find the answer for Ms. Lischak’s +prostate question?” + +Joan – “Yeah, it’s ‘prostate specific antigen’, PSA. Just remember +‘public service announcement’.” + +Grace smiles, “Or ‘Partido Socialista Auténtico’.” + +Joan – “What?” + +Grace – “Never mind, did you bring a lunch again today?” + +Joan – “No, I’m going to brave the mystery meat.” She smiles and +adds, “I just hope it doesn’t have a collar.” + +Grace – “Good one, Girardi! I prefer to think of it as viscera-lite.” + +Joan – “Eeeuw, I think I lost my appetite.” + +Grace – “Oh, get over it.” They get their trays and sit down at a +table. + +Joan – “Will you go with me on a little excursion during lunch this +Friday?” + +Grace – “And to where would that be?” + +Joan – “Uh-uh, you don’t get to find out until we get there.” + +Grace gives her a disgruntled look. Joan isn’t supposed to play this +game. Her initial impulse is to refuse; however, she agrees, because +she really wants Joan to go with her on Saturday, “Yeah, okay, but +only if we can be late getting back from lunch.” + +Joan – “I have it planned so we won’t, but perhaps I can oblige.” + +Adam joins them, “Hey, what is this stuff?” + +Joan – “Entrailles de chien, bon appétit!” + +Adam – “Wow, sounds good, thanks.” + +At The Herald + +Rebecca – “Hey, thanks for letting me have Lilly for the last few +nights. We’ve been having a lot of fun.” + +Kevin – “And what have you two been up to?” + +Rebecca – “Oh no, don’t go there. Lilly made me promise that I +wouldn’t tell. It’s a surprise.” + +Kevin – “Is this about Christmas?” + +Rebecca just ignores him and smiles, “Check your inbox. I sent you +some more stories.” + +Kevin takes the hint, “I was wondering about the new mosque opening +on Friday. Is anyone planning to be there?” + +Rebecca is startled by his question and pauses before responding, “I +wasn’t going to say anything, but Iman Fakiri called. He was furious! +He didn’t want his name put in the story.” + +Kevin – “Do you want me to call him?” + +Rebecca – “No, I’ve already apologized. What more could I do? We +can’t unpublish the newspaper, and a retraction would just attract +more attention to it.” She pauses and then continues, “Anyway, we +don’t plan to have anyone at the mosque on Friday. It’s not the type +of event we typically cover.” + +Kevin – “I would like to go to the noon prayers. I think there may be +a story.” + +Rebecca – “Do you know Arabic?” + +Kevin – “No, but I have a tape recorder, and I’ve found a professor +at Dawson State who will translate it for me.” + +Rebecca – “Okay, go for it, but if there’s a story, you’re working +this weekend. I’ll want it for the Sunday addition.” + +Kevin – “Will I get overtime?” + +Rebecca – “Don’t push it! We’re still just barely keeping it in the +black. Maybe I’ll give you a byline and a day off.” + +Kevin accepts the compromise and returns to work. + +At 570 Elcaro Street + +Imam Fakiri – “That’s why we are having an open house, so people can +come to see that Islam is a religion of peace.” + +Rabbi Polonsky – “But most people don’t speak Arabic. They won’t know +what you are saying.” + +Imam Fakiri – “The prayers must be spoken in the language of Allah. +During your services, you recite the Torah in Hebrew. Do people +accuse you of hiding a terrorist agenda?” + +Reverend Sharpton – “Jews and Christian’s have not been flying planes +into buildings. They haven’t been blowing up passenger trains. And, +in case you haven’t been paying attention, more Muslims are being +killed by other Muslims than by anyone else.” + +Imam Fakiri – “But we don’t have anything to do with that! That’s why +we moved here.” + +Father Malloy – “What do you mean?” + +Imam Fakiri becomes noticeably uncomfortable, “Never mind.” + +There is a short silence while the others wonder what he meant, but +then Will continues, “It’s really not unfair for people to have +trouble believing that Islam is a religion of peace, when all the +evidence seems to point to the contrary.” + +Reverend Sharpton interjects, “Pay no attention to that man behind +the curtain, Dorothy.” + +Imam Fakiri – “Okay, I see your point, but how can you prove a +negative?” When no one answers, he continues, “Perhaps since this is +an open house, we can make an exception. I will speak to my daughter +when she comes home from school.” + +Will – “We have received unconfirmed threats against your mosque. I +feel it would be prudent to have a police presence here on Friday.” + +Imam Fakiri – “No, that would not be acceptable. Who would people +think you were protecting? And from whom?” + +Will – “The purpose is to protect all who attend. I think it is a +wise precaution.” + +Imam Fakiri thinks for a few moments, “Okay, but plain clothes +officers only, and I don’t want anyone to know they are here.” + +At School + +Leaving biology class, Glynis comments, “That picture of +a\ `fetus <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Fetus.jpg>`__\ was +so cute.” + +Joan – “I wish you wouldn’t use that word!” + +Adam – “Chill, Jane!She didn’t mean anything by it.” + +Grace – “I’ve seen it before. They use ultrasound and a technique +called 3D surface rendering. Can we talk about something else now?” + +Friedman – “Her discussion of brain development will probably be a +test question… starts between the eight and fourteenth weeks, got +it.” + +Grace – “That’s a statistical average. In your case, pick ‘none of +the above’.” + +Friedman ignores her comment and continues, “Ms. Lischak said that on +Friday, we will finish with what happens during birth. That’ll be +cool.” + +Glynis– “My mom told me that I was an easy childbirth, just a few +hours of labor, and then boink, there I was.” + +Grace – “Boink? Isn’t that what started it all? Never mind, why did I +sear that image on my brain?” + +Friedman – “Touchy today, are we? That time of the month?” All the +girls slap him. + +Grace – “Friedman, have you heard of the term, ‘retroactive +abortion’?” + +Friedman retorts, “Of course, that was the final solution to ‘\ The +Butterfly Effect\ ’. Unbirth. To be, or not to be: that is the +question. My name is I was, not I am. O, doth thou summon me to your +temporal orb…” + +Grace interrupts, “Enough, already! When I was born, I was so +surprised that I didn’t talk for a year and a half. Maybe you should +try it!” + +Grace darts down the hall. Luke looks at Friedman and asks, “Why did +you do that?” + +Friedman – “Hey, I promised I wouldn’t call her ‘Marg’ anymore. I +never said anything about not pushing her buttons.” + +Luke hears Joan giggling, “What’s with you? You know why she’s +upset.” + +Joan – “I’m sorry, but I can’t help it. What Grace said is actually +kind of funny.” + +At the Police Station + +Will ponders the conversation with Imam Fakiri. ‘That’s why we moved +here.’ It was obviously a slip, but what did he mean? Is he a +law-abiding citizen who just happens to be a Muslim, or has a +terrorist cell actually moved into Arcadia? What is he hiding? + +Carlisle – “Hey boss, you wanted to see me?” + +Will – “Yeah. I want you and Sgt. Collins to attend the open house at +the Elcaro Street mosque on Friday. Wear plain clothes, but something +appropriate for church.” + +Carlisle – “We haven’t heard anything further about the threat to the +mosque. This may not be necessary.” + +Will – “It’s just a precaution. Watch everybody.” + +Carlisle – “Will do.” + +Carlisle leaves and Will gets on the phone. It rings for a long time, +but just as he thinks it’s going into voice mail, Victor picks up, +“Will, how have you been?” + +Will – “Hi Victor, how did you know it was me?” + +Victor – “Caller ID, it’s a great tool. What’s up?” + +Will – “Well, it may be something or it may be nothing, but I would +like you to get some information for me. A man named Iman Fakiri…” + +At 570 Elcaro Street + +Kevin – “Hello, my name is Kevin Girardi. I’m with The Arcadia +Herald. Is Iman Fakiri at home?” + +Tima– “My father is working and cannot be disturbed. Did you say +Girardi?” + +Kevin – “Yes, with *The* Arcadia Herald.” + +Tima– “Do you have a brother named Luke?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, do you know him?” + +Tima– “No, not really, but I have met him. What is it that you want +with my father?” + +Kevin – “I just wanted to get some more information about the open +house you have planned at your mosque.” + +Tima– “My father doesn’t talk to reporters, and he has asked me not +to either. Just come on Friday and you can see for yourself.” + +Kevin – “May I ask just one question? Where did you live before +moving here?” + +Timaignores the question, “I have to go. I’ll walk you out.” + +When the elevator stops at the first floor, it suddenly drops another +foot. Tima looses her balance and falls against Kevin’s chair, +spilling some of the contents of her purse. The elevator then slowly +rises up to the threshold and the door opens. + +Tima– “This has gotten a lot worse. I’m so sorry. Are you all right?” + +Kevin – “I’m fine. Are you okay?” + +Timarubs her arm, “Yeah, I’ll be okay. I wish they would come and fix +this. My mom is getting tired of calling them.” + +Kevin – “I know someone who can help.” + +Kevin collects her things and Tima puts them back into her purse, +“Thank you. Good night.” + +At School + +A strange girl dressed like a Carollesque dormouse is reciting poetry +in the foyer. Singing poetry, actually. She seems oblivious to +everyone around her, but more bizarre is that everyone seems +oblivious of her. Joan probably would have passed her by as well, but +her voice is alluring. Joan stops to listen. + +*Dancing madly backwards +Memories racing forward +Tinsel showers from rainbow skies +Protect the rose of vision +Thought turns inward on a journey +*To* see God in the mind’s eye* + +Girl – “What do you think? Am I real or am I Memorex?” + +Joan – “Surreal is more like it.” + +Girl – “Sir Real, I like that, Joan.” + +Joan – “Oh God!Where have you been? You know that I worry when you +don’t come around. Have I done something wrong?” + +God – “I’m always here, in everything you see and everyone you meet, +and no, you are doing just fine. However, I do have a suggestion.” + +Joan – “A suggestion?” + +God – “Today is half price day at the thrift store. You should go buy +a couple scarves.” + +Joan – “I don’t need scarves! I’m all about scarves. I have tons of +them.” + +God – “Head scarves. You and Grace will need them.” + +Joan – “Oh, I didn’t think about that. Thanks. Am I doing the right +thing?” + +God – “You will have an effect.” + +Joan – “Come on God, a little guidance would help here.” + +God – “Hints, Joan, I leave hints everywhere. You should go or you’ll +be late.” + +The bell rings so Joan rushes off to class. + +At The Herald + +Kevin – “I tried to get an interview with Iman Fakiri last night, but +his daughter wouldn’t let me talk to him.” + +Rebecca – “You’re really into this story. I hope it’s worth your +time.” + +Kevin – “Have you ever heard of an organization called Coexist?” + +Rebecca – “Not an organization, but a cause. Bono of U2 is big into +it. It’s a plea for the people of the world’s three major religions +to stop killing one another.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I’ve heard some of Bono’s quotes, ‘Jesus, Jew, +Mohammed, it’s true… all sons of Abraham,’ but is there actually an +organization?” + +Rebecca – “I don’t think so, at least not on a national or +international scale. I have heard of some small groups on college +campuses. Some clothing manufacture has grabbed the patent on the +logo. Does this have something to do with Imam Fakiri, or did we +change the subject?” + +Kevin – “I came across a variation of the more common logo and I was +just wondering about it. It’s nothing.” + +At the Police Station + +Will is watching the morning news and reviewing the logs from last +evening with Sgt. Williams. + +TV reporter – “An Akron, Ohio, man has been arrested for plotting to +stage a terrorist attack. He planned to place grenades inside +trashcans at a local suburban shopping mall. The suspect also made a +videotape in preparation for the attack. + +In other news…” + +Will looks at Toni, maintaining a serious expression, “I’ll bet he’s +a Methodist. Those Methodists are always causing trouble.” + +Toni looks at him in disbelief, and then smirks, “Come on, Will, you +know what he is.” + +Will smiles, “Of course I know. Why do they do that? Do they think +we’re that stupid?” + +Toni – “Apparently so.A lot of the news outlets are doing it.” + +Will returns to reviewing the ledger, “Do we have an ID on the +Liqueur Mart robber?” + +Toni – “Armond Washington. We have him on the security camera. We’ve +put an APB out for him.” + +Will – “Wasn’t he a suspect in the Quickie Mart robbery? Black male, +wears his hair in dreadlocks, right?” + +Toni – “Yeah, he’s out on bail.” + +The news once again catches Will’s attention. + +TV reporter – “In local news, the Liqueur Mart on 5th street was +robbed again last night. The police have identified the suspect as +Armond Washington. He is six feet tall and wears a beard. The police +have asked for the public’s help in locating him.” + +Will looks at the television in disbelief and then looks back at +Toni, “I’m not going to say it.” He returns to the ledger, “What +about the mosque threat, anything new?” + +Toni – “Not a peep.Carlisle thinks it may have just been some guys +blowing hot air.” + +Will – “Well, I’m still going to have him and Sgt. Collins on the +inside.” He looks at his watch, “I have to go. I have an appointment +with Mike Trimble. I can’t miss it again. I’ll be back after lunch.” + +At School + +Luke – “Come on Grace, you’ve barely talked to me all week. We can’t +go on like this.” + +Grace – “I told you, I don’t want to talk about it. It’s all I can do +just to sit through biology class every day. ‘Doth God pervert +judgment? Or doth the Almighty pervert justice?’” + +Luke – “You’ve been reading the Torah?” + +Grace – “I memorized it, remember?” + +Luke – “So, you believe what happened is some kind of punishment?” + +Grace – “‘For we are consumed in Thine anger, and by Thy wrath are we +hurried away.’ You don’t want to be near me, dude.” + +Luke – “Memorizing something and understanding it are two different +things. I don’t know much about God, but I don’t think he goes around +punishing people. People do that well enough on their own. You should +talk to your father.” + +Grace – “My father will never know about this. Ever!” + +At The Herald + +Rebecca – “Is it all right if I borrow Lilly again tonight.” + +Kevin – “You’ll have to ask her.” + +Rebecca – “I already have. I just want to make sure it’s okay with +you.” + +Kevin – “I have some class work I can do tonight. I’m actually +surprised that you and Lilly have become such good friends, but I’m +glad, too. She doesn’t allow many people to get close to her. Just +let me have her once in a while.” + +Rebecca – “Come on, we don’t spend that much time together.” + +Kevin – “I was just kidding. It’s fine.” + +Rebecca – “I need to talk to Dan, but why don’t we all do something +together this weekend.” + +Kevin – “Sure, that sounds good.” + +At School + +Joan arrives for biology class a little early and approaches Ms. +Lischak at her desk, “May I ask you a personal question?” + +Ms. Lischak – “You know I don’t discuss my personal life with +students.” + +Joan – “Yeah, but I was just wondering about your ring.” + +Ms. Lischak looks at her hand, “Carbon in transparent form, created +under pressure, a girl’s best friend.” + +Joan – “Pressure, that’s good. Who is your second best friend?” + +Ms. Lischak pauses for a moment, just looking at Joan, “Will you be +attending the Mirror Ball?” + +Joan – “Yeah, Adam is taking me.” + +Ms. Lischak – “Sometimes the solution to mysteries just requires +being in the right place at the right time. Go to your seat, Ms. +Girardi.” + +At the Police Station + +Will is jotting down facts, working on a statement for Mike Trimble. +He’s detailing everything he can remember about the events that lead +to his association with Brother Jimi’s committee. His cell phone +rings, “Will Girardi.” + +Victor – “Hi Will, I have some information for you…” + +Will – “Uh-huh… yeah… yeah… really!” + +At Home + +Helen – “It’s nice to have everyone at dinner, well almost everyone. +Where is Lilly this evening?” + +Kevin – “She and Rebecca are doing something. It’s a surprise.” + +Helen – “Well, tell her we missed her. Luke, you haven’t said the +prayer in a while. Would you say one for us?” + +Luke thinks for a moment, “Dear Lord, if I mix sodium with +concentrated nitric acid, and add to it Plutonium, would you take +care of me? Amen.” + +Everyone smiles. + +Joan – “You’re such a weirdo!” + +Kevin – “After dinner, go to\ `The Darwin +Awards <http://www.darwinawards.com/>`__\ website. You’ll find your +answer there.” + +Helen – “Ah hmm, well, it was a prayer. Let’s eat.” + +They pass around the food and everyone enjoys the meal. + +Kevin asks Luke, “Do you know a girl named Tima Fakiri?” + +Will’s eyes widen momentarily, but he returns his expression back to +normal before anyone notices. + +Luke – “Yeah, she’s in my AP Calculus class.” + +Joan – “I know who she is, but we haven’t met.” + +Kevin – “I talked to her last night. I found one of her cards in the +fold of my wheelchair this morning…” + +Helen interrupts, “How did that happen?” + +Kevin – “It’s a long story.” He hands the card to Luke, “Can you get +this back to her?” + +Joan – “Let +me\ `see <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Coexist.jpg>`__\ it.” + +Kevin – “I looked up the area code. It’s the Buffalo, New York area. +I’m guessing that’s where they came from.” + +Helen – “Tima is a very nice girl, and talented too. I have her in +one of my classes. I wish I could show you the painting she made. +It’s so beautiful. She calls it ‘The Rose’.” + +Joan – “Adam mentioned seeing it. He said there was something strange +written on the back.” + +Helen – “It’s only strange to us. It’s a quote from the Koran.” + +Joan – “Grace and I saw her praying on the roof the other day. She +must be very religious.” + +Luke – “What does this symbol mean?” + +Helen – “See the cross, the Star of David, and the crescent moon and +star, they’re all religious symbols. It’s a desire, a hope, a vision +that someday all the worlds major religions will peacefully coexist.” + +Will breaks his silence, “Why were you talking to Tima Fakiri?” + +Kevin – “I was trying to talk to her father, but she wouldn’t let me. +I’m trying to get information for a story.” + +Will – “Well, there’s a story all right, but it’s not one that should +be told, at least not in the newspaper. Do you remember Ben Pollack?” + +Kevin – “Sure, but what does he have to do with this?” + +Will – “Be careful what you write, son.” + +Joan becomes frustrated, “What’s with this Illya and Napoleon +routine? Are you guys going to tell us what you’re talking about?” + +Will ignores her, “This steak is nice and tender!” + +Joan – “Dad!” + +Will – “Let’s just say that Tima Fakiri is a very special young lady +and leave it at that.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Joan awakens, refreshed from her pursuit of rabbits. She stretches, +yawns, and smiles at the new day. During her slumber, the +significance of subtleties coalesced, and clarity of mind is now +bestowed upon her. She speaks softly to herself, “Protect the rose of +vision.” + +At School + +Joan arrives at her locker, still a little dazzled, and somewhat +apprehensive. The whence, how, and what are still unknown. She finds +Adam talking with Elizabeth, “Hi.” + +Adam – “Elizabeth wants me to help them finish the mirror ball. +They’re having trouble cutting the mirrors. We’re going to meet +tomorrow afternoon. Would you like to come?” + +Joan – “Um, I don’t know. Who else will be there?” + +Elizabeth – “There’ll be Glynis, Friedman, Alice, Adam, and me. Oh, +and Alice has invited Tima Fakiri, so that’s six so far. Come on, +it’ll be fun!” + +Joan – “I haven’t had good experiences with mirrors.” + +Elizabeth – “Oh, there’ll be other stuff to do. A lot of the +decorations still need to be finished.” + +Joan – “Okay, I’ll come.” Elizabeth leaves, and Joan and Adam head to +class, “Are you working tonight?” + +Adam – “No, I’ve finished the mural at the historical society and I’m +taking tonight off. What would you like to do?” + +Joan – “I really don’t want to go anywhere, but I would like for us +to do something. Can you rent some movies and we can vegetate at my +house?” + +Adam – “Yeah, sure, what do you want to see?” + +Joan – “I want to see the ‘\ Bad News Bears\ ’ and ‘\ Must Love +Dogs\ ’. Can you get those?” + +Adam – “It’s a date.” + +At 570 Elcaro Street + +Lilly comes out of the elevator and knocks on the door. A man +answers, and Lilly asks, “May I speak to Mrs. Fakiri?” + +Man – “Whom may I say is calling?” + +Lilly – “My name is Lilly Watters. I work for the Arcadia Urban +Renewal Project. It’s about the elevator.” + +He shows her into the living room. After a few minutes, a woman in a +wheelchair comes out to greet her, “Hello, I’m Fatimah Fakiri.” + +Lilly – “Hello, my name is Lilly Watters. I work for the Arcadia +Urban Renewal Project It’s nice to meet you. I just wanted to let you +know the elevator has been repaired. I’m sorry for the delay. I can +see now why its repair is so important to you. My fiancé uses a +wheelchair.” + +Mrs. Fakiri – “Thank you for having the elevator repaired. I do like +to go outside. Is your fiancé the newspaper reporter who came by +yesterday?” + +Lilly – “Yes, he called last night and I arranged for someone to be +here today to fix the elevator. Again, I’m sorry for the delay. It +was nice to meet you.” + +Lilly gets up to leave and Mrs. Fakiri comments, “We will be having +our open house in a few hours. You are welcome to stay.” + +Lilly – “No, thank you. I am a Catholic and I will always be a +Catholic.” + +Mrs. Fakiri – “Of course we hope that some who visit will become +interested in Islam and decide to join us, but this is a gesture of +goodwill to the people of all faiths in the community.” + +Lilly – “Again, thank you, but I really do have to get back to work. +I’m starting a new project today.” + +At School + +Joan – “Where were you earlier?” + +Grace – “I overslept. My alarm went on strike. I didn’t miss +anything, did I?” + +Joan – “No… oh, Adam and I are going to help with the decorations for +the Mirror Ball tomorrow. Do you want to come?” + +Grace – “I don’t know. I’ll let you know tomorrow.” + +Grace notices Alice and Tima walking ahead of them, “Let’s slow down +a little. I don’t want to get too close.” + +Joan – “Why do you dislike her so much? You don’t even know her. +Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. When will you see we’re made of the +same stuff?” + +Grace – “Oh yeah, your zombie song. That was almost as touchy-feely +as ‘\ Give Peace a Chance’, but in the real world, it doesn’t work +that way. ‘Why don’t you let us share your life?’ Okay, let’s suppose +we agree to that. Who decides who must die in order for the undead to +live, because I haven’t heard of anyone who has survived having their +brain eaten?” +Joan – “It was just a play.” + +Grace – “Words have power; we’ve been over this before. When good +negotiates with evil, who always compromises? How do you negotiate +with someone whose baseline for discussion is your death? The zombies +would take the brains that are given, steal more brains anyway, and +continue to demand more. No, in the real world, evil must be +confronted and defeated.” + +Joan – “But zombies aren’t real, and people aren’t a bunch of bodies +sharing the same head. My dad says that Tima is a very special young +lady. I don’t know how he knows, but I know he wouldn’t say something +like that if it wasn’t true. Can you at least give her a chance?” + +Grace – “See you at lunch.” Grace leaves, ending the conversation. + +At 570 Elcaro Street + +When the bus stops, Joan and Grace step off.Grace asks, “Now are you +going to tell me where we’re going?” + +Joan points, “This way.” They begin to walk up the street and Joan +continues, “I read about this in the paper. They are having an open +house for noon prayers at the new mosque.” + +Grace interrupts, “You are taking me to a mosque? Are you insane? +Don’t you listen to anything I say?” + +Joan – “Yes, no, and yes. I’m just curious. I want to see what they +do, and I don’t want to go alone.” + +Grace – “So you invited a Jew to come with you?” + +Joan – “No, I invited my best friend. Come on, it won’t last long. +They are noon prayers.” Joan reaches into her purse and retrieves the +scarves she purchased, “Here, put this on.” + +Grace looks at the scarf, “I’m not wearing that; everyone will think +I’m a Muslim.” + +Joan – “I wore a Kippah at your bat mitzvah, and I’m not Jewish. It’s +just to show respect.” + +Grace – “You owe me big time!” + +Joan – “I’m already going with you tomorrow, remember?” + +They enter the mosque to find that several rows of folding chairs +have been set up. Grace quickly pulls Joan into a seat in the last +row. She bows her head, “What is my father doing here?” + +Joan looks and sees Rabbi Polonsky, Father Malloy, Brother Jimi, and +several other religious leaders sitting in the front row, “I guess +they were curious, too.” + +Father Malloy notices Joan and waves. Joan waves back. + +Grace – “What are you doing? I’m trying to be invisible here!” + +Joan points to Grace and then puts her finger in front of her mouth, +“Shhhhh!” Father Malloy nods and gives the okay sign, “It’s cool, as +long as your father doesn’t turn around.” + +Kevin comes up to them, “What are you two doing here?” + +Joan – “I just wanted to come see. And you?” + +Kevin – “I’m working.” + +Grace – “Go work somewhere else. You’re attracting too much +attention.” Grace slouches down even further in her seat. + +Joan – “Grace isn’t here, okay?” + +Kevin – “Got it.” Kevin rolls a little farther toward the front of +the room. + +Joan looks around the room and spots another familiar face. Carlisle +returns the recognition with a nod. + +Joan whispers to Grace, “Hey, that guy is a cop. He works for my +dad.” + +Grace quickly looks around the room, “He’s probably watching the guy +behind us.” + +Joan turns around, looks, and then turns back, “What about him?” + +Grace – “Haven’t you ever watched CSI? He’s the middle-aged white guy +with a ponytail.” + +Imam Fakiri steps to the front of the room, which is good, because +Joan isn’t sure how to respond to Grace’s comment. He begins to +speak, “Thank all of you for coming today. Normally, we say our +prayers in Arabic, the language of Allah. We will do that today as +well, but my daughter will offer an English translation as we pray.” + +He rolls out a prayer rug and joins the others in prayer. Tima steps +up to the front and the Muslims begin to pray. They pause while Tima +repeats the prayer in English. This continues until the prayers are +finished. + +Tima– “Thank all of you for coming to our prayer service. I hope the +English translation helps you to better understand how we praise +Allah. If any of you would like to learn more about Islam, please +speak to my father.” She pauses, looks at her father, and then back +to the audience, “I truly believe the practice of Islam is the way +Allah wants all men to praise him. However, I also know that forced +belief does not persuade anyone to love Allah with all of their +heart. How one worships Allah must be freely chosen. Allah has given +humanity free will, with blessings and consequences for each choice +made, but reserves the ultimate judgment for Himself. May Allah bless +all of you.” + +With that, Grace whispers to Joan, “I’m out of here. Meet me in the +parking lot.” She darts out of the room. + +Timawalks from the front and briefly stops to talk to Kevin. Then she +continues and stops in front of Joan, “I’m surprise to see you here, +Joan, but I’m glad you came.” + +Joan – “How did you know my name?” + +Tima– “I saw you talking to Luke and I asked who you were. Didn’t I +see Grace with you?” + +Joan – “Yeah, she’s waiting outside. I really have to go. We need to +catch the bus.” + +Timajingles her keys, “I have my dad’s car. Let me give you a ride.” + +Joan – “Um, yeah sure, thanks.” + +Outside, Grace is standing, waiting for Joan. A van pulls up and a +man steps out, “Hey, can you tell me where Green Street is from +here?” + +Grace – “I don’t know. I don’t live here.” + +The man continues to approach, holding his hand up to his ear as if +he didn’t hear her, “I’m supposed to make a delivery on Green Street. +It’s near here. Do you know where it is?” + +Grace – “I said I don’t know.” + +Suddenly, he grabs her, covering her mouth and pinching her nose with +his hand. She struggles, but she can’t break free. As Joan and Tima +come around the side of the building, Tima sees what is happening. +She screams, “No!” and begins to run toward them. Joan quickly +follows. + +Timajumps on his back. She begins to gouge his eyes and bite his +neck. He throws her off. Joan then jabs him in the larynx, knocking +the wind out of him briefly, but he knocks her down. Tima begins to +drag Grace from the van, but he grabs her. He slams her head against +the side of van and she falls limp. + +Until now, Joan had forgotten her training, at least the part where +she must become vicious. Seeing what he did to Tima changed that. +Within a few moments, the man was on the ground, moaning in pain. +Joan then walks over to Grace and Tima, her skin blood red and still +breathing heavily. + +Grace – “Whoa Joan, think Bruce Banner. How the hell did you do +that?” + +Joan is still too upset to talk. She begins to pace while she +struggles to calm down. She looks up to see the pony tailed +middle-aged white guy standing in front of her. She begins to attack +him. + +Ponytail Man – “Hold it, wait, I’m a police officer. Sgt. James +Collins. What happened here?” + +At Home + +Joan – “Mom, I’ve already told you, we were just going to watch them +pray and go back to school. How could we know this would happen?” + +Will – “When we gave you your privacy back, that didn’t mean that you +weren’t to tell us anything. You should have told us you were +planning to go there.” + +Joan – “I’m sorry. I didn’t think it was a big deal.” + +Helen – “Tima’s in the hospital, and you and Grace have cuts and +scrapes everywhere. Thank God it wasn’t worse!” + +Joan – “Yeah, Tima’s in the hospital. I told you I would fail!” + +Helen can see that Joan is uncomfortable with her outburst. She +replies, “We’ll talk about this later.” + +Will – “Well, at least we have that pervert behind bars. We’ve been +trying to catch him for months.” + +Kevin – “Changing the decals on his van was kind of clever.” + +Luke has been listening to the exchange, and he finally asks, “I want +to know is how you took that guy out? He was twice your size!” + +Joan – “I just learned how to sing.” + +Kevin – “You sang him into a puddle of moaning flesh?” + +Joan – “I learned it watching ‘\ Miss Congeniality\ ’. Solar plexus, +Instep, Nose, Groin! S-I-N-G!” + +Luke – “Very funny.” + +Joan – “Nobody at school knows what happened, right?” + +Kevin – “There will be a story in tomorrow’s paper, but I said the +names of the girls involve were being withheld at the request of +their parents.” + +Will – “I’ve arranged for all your identities to remain anonymous, +since two of you are still minors.” + +Helen – “I talked to Principal Chadwich. He will not mention why you +missed school this afternoon, but you have detention until your class +work is made up.” + +Joan – “Okay.” The doorbell rings. “Oh, I invited Adam over to watch +movies. Not a word, okay?” + +She answers the door and lets Adam in, “Where were you this +afternoon?” + +Joan – “It’s a long story and I just want to forget about it. Did you +get the movies?” + +Adam – “The ‘\ Bad News Bears\ ’ was all checked out, and ‘\ Must +Love Dogs\ ’ doesn’t come out until next week. I thought that maybe +we could watch TV.” + +Joan is disappointed, but she agrees, “Okay, what’s on?” + +Adam – “I don’t know, but I’m sure we can find something.” + +Joan selects the television schedule channel and they watch as the +programs scroll by. + +Adam – “Have you ever watched, ‘\ Spook Speaker\ ’?” + +Joan – “No, I haven’t watched TV in a long time. It really broke my +heart when they canceled ‘\ Made of Lo Mein\ ’. How could the MED +channel cancel such a wonderful show? Anyway, I just stopped watching +TV altogether.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I liked that show, too.” He goes back to reading from +the screen, “‘\ Zombie Humorist\ ’, can we watch it?” + +Joan gives Adam a nod and a tart smile, “Sure.” They begin to watch +the program, but soon, Joan loses interest. She quietly begins to +read, letting Adam continue to watch the show. During a commercial +break, Adam notices that Joan is reading, “Don’t you like the show?” + +Joan – “It was interesting for about ten seconds.” + +Adam – “But it’s about ghosts, I thought that you would like it.” + +Joan – “Not ghosts like that! I like Judith, Rocky, and Casper.” + +Adam – “You’ve seen Karen Casper?” + +Joan smiles, “No silly, Casper the Friendly Ghost!You can watch the +show. I’ll just read and watch occasionally.” + +Adam – “What are you reading?” + +Joan turns the book over and shows him, “\ The Chronicles of Narnia: +The Magician’s Nephew.” I thought that we could go to a matinee on +Sunday and see the movie about the next book. What do you think?” + +Adam – “Sure, we can go, the preview looked awesome.” + +The commercial ends, so Adam returns to watching the program. Joan +reads, watches the show, but mostly watches Adam. She smiles and +giggles occasionally. Adam notices, but he assumes that she is +enjoying her book. + +There is another commercial break, so Adam returns his attention to +Joan. She’s wearing a Cheshire cat grin that just barely hides the +canary feathers. Adam becomes puzzled, “What?” + +Joan – “I can see why you enjoy this show.” She pauses, making Adam +even more confused, “You’re counting the number of wardrobe changes +made by Ms. Cleavage.” + +Adam begins to blush, “Me? No, I just like the show. It’s…” + +Joan interrupts, “The red top was very good. Now we know that ruffles +do have ridges, but I think the best one was the black top. You know, +the one she was wearing when she knelt down to clean up the coffee. +That one was especially revealing.” + +Adam is now beet red. He takes the remote control to search for +another program. + +Joan – “Oh, ‘\ The American President\ ’ is on at nine! I love that +movie. I’ll go make popcorn.” + +At the University Medical Center + +Grace picks up Joan right on time. Initially she is quiet, but then +she asks, “How did it go with your parents?” + +Joan – “Pretty good, actually, but we all have detention next week.” + +Grace – “I’m grounded until Wednesday, but it’s really not a +punishment. I had planned to stay home with my mom anyway.” + +When Grace pulls into the hospital parking lot, Joan asks, “Why are +we here?” + +Grace – “I have an appointment.” + +Joan – “At the hospital?” + +Grace – “No, at the clinic in the building next door. Just come with +me.” + +They go up to a suite on the fourth floor. Joan notices the sign on +the door as they enter, ‘Field & Katz OB/GYN’. + +Grace walks up to the receptionist’s window, “I’m Grace Polk. I have +an appointment with Dr. Katz.” + +The receptionist finds Grace’s folder and reads from it for a few +moments, “Looks like we have everything we need. The nurse will call +you in a few minutes.” + +Joan – “When are you going to tell me what’s going on?” + +Grace – “You’ll figure it out. Just be here.” Joan is surprised when +Grace reaches over and takes her hand. + +A nurse calls from the doorway, “Ms. Polk, will you come with me?” + +Grace stands up, still holding Joan’s hand. + +Nurse – “Just you.” + +Grace – “But, I want her to come with me.” + +Nurse – “We have some things to take care of first.” She looks at +Joan, “I’ll be back for you.” + +Grace goes with the nurse and Joan sits back down. A very pregnant +woman comes out and sits down beside her. She looks at Joan and +comments, “It’s like carrying a ten pound basketball.” + +Joan looks at her and replies, “Ah, well, I wouldn’t know, but I +guess so.” + +Woman – “You’ll know someday, Joan.” + +Joan – “Oh God!I’m so sorry I messed everything up. I really tried.” + +God – “What makes you think you messed up?” + +Joan – “I figured out the hint, ‘Protect the rose of vision’. Some +protector I was! She’s in the hospital.” + +God – “Oh, but you did protect her.” Joan looks at God, wondering how +that could possibly be true. God continues, “If you and Grace hadn’t +gone to the prayer service, Tima would have been in that parking lot +alone.” + +Joan wonders for a moment, and then she asks, “What’s wrong with +Grace?” + +God – “Just be here for her.” + +The nurse calls from the doorway, “You can come in now, Ms. Girardi.” +Joan looks at God and then she follows the nurse. The nurse leads her +to a small room where Grace is lying on a gurney, “The sonographer +will be with you in a few minutes.” + +Grace – “But I thought Dr. Katz was going to do the examination.” + +Nurse – “Dr. Katz had to deliver a baby this morning. He’s on his way +and will be back before your exam is finished.” + +The nurse leaves and the sonographer enters, “Hello, my name is +Julianne Marsh. I will be performing the exam. Has Dr. Katz talked to +you about what will happen?” + +Grace – “Just that he was going to look at my ovaries.” + +Ms. Marsh – “Yes, the exam is in two parts…” + +At Home + +Luke goes shopping with his mother, and Will is at the kitchen table +paying bills. Kevin comes in to talk, “Before Tima left the building +yesterday, she asked me, begged me actually, not to tell anyone about +the card. She said that she was supposed to have destroyed it. So, I +took your hint and limited what I said about her. In fact, I didn’t +even mention her at all. Now will you tell me why I passed up such a +great story?” + +Will – “Just know that you did the right thing.” + +Kevin – “Dad, I want to know.” + +Will looks at him for a few minutes, making up his mind, “Okay, but +this goes nowhere, got it?” + +Kevin – “I promise, I won’t tell anyone.” + +After a few moments, Will begins to tell the story, “Do you remember +hearing about those terrorists who were arrested in New York some +years back? The press called them the Buffalo Six.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I remember. They were actually from Lakawanna, a +suburb of Buffalo. Was she one of them?” + +Will – “No, but do you remember what the most important piece of +evidence was?” + +Kevin thinks for a few moments, “Something about e-mails.” + +Will – “Right. The FBI was already investigating them, but it was the +e-mails that solved their case. Tima is the one who told the FBI +about them.” + +Kevin – “That was really courageous. You’d think that she would want +everyone to know.” + +Will – “Well, she didn’t. She only provided the information with a +guarantee of anonymity. It makes sense if you think about it.” + +Kevin – “How?” + +Will – “Who has more to fear from radical Islamists, the infidels or +a Muslim who turns in their own?” + +Kevin – “I see your point.” + +Will – “There’s more. Earlier this year, Mrs. Fakiri was shot. The +shooter was never caught, but the FBI and the family believes the +bullet was meant for Tima. It is unfortunate for Mrs. Fakiri that she +and her daughter share the same name. Now do you understand why they +don’t want their names in the newspaper?” + +Kevin – “They just want to live in peace.” + +At the University Medical Center + +After the exam, Joan and Grace return to the waiting area. The nurse +calls from the doorway, “Dr. Katz will see you now.” + +The nurse guides them to an exam room, and Dr. Katz comes in shortly +thereafter. + +Grace – “You told me you would do the examination.” + +Dr. Katz – “No, I said that I would examine your ovaries. I never +said that I would actually perform the procedure. I would rather not +have that kind of intimate knowledge about my niece.” + +Grace tenses up and takes Joan’s hand once again, “Okay, so what’s +the verdict?” + +Dr. Katz – “You’re fine. I have reviewed the images and there are no +signs of tumors, cancerous or otherwise. The only odd result was your +blood test. Are you sure you did the pregnancy test correctly?” + +Grace – “I did it three times. They all said I was pregnant.” + +Dr. Katz – “If you had actually been pregnant, your hCG levels would +still be elevated. They are normal.” + +Grace – “Well, then it’s a miracle, because I know what I saw.” + +Dr. Katz smiles, “Miracles are good. Go home, you’re fine.” + +Grace begins to cry. She stands up and gives him a hug, “Thank you, +Uncle Hiram.” + +They leave the doctor’s office and enter the elevator. Joan asks, +“Why didn’t you tell me about this?” + +Grace, still drying her eyes, says, “I really thought that I was +being punished. I didn’t want to drag you down with me.” + +Joan – “Grace, you should have told me.” + +Grace acquires a crooked smile, “I’m sorry.” + +Joan – “Well, don’t be mad, but as long as we’re here, I want to +visit Tima.” + +Grace – “I thought you had to work on the Mirror Ball.” + +Joan – “It can wait.” + +They leave the elevator and walk through the corridor to the +hospital. They stop at the information desk and Joan asks, “We would +like to visit Tima Fakiri, what room is she in?” + +The attendant looks at his computer, “We don’t have a patient by that +name. I’m sorry.” + +Joan – “What does that mean? She’s supposed to be here.” + +Attendant – “I’m sorry, she’s not here. That’s all I can tell you.” + +Grace drives Joan home. When they arrive, Adam is waiting on the +curb. After talking for a few minutes, Grace decides she will go with +them. + +At School + +Joan, Adam, and Grace enter the art room. They approach Elizabeth, +Friedman, and Glynis, who are working cutting mirrors. + +Adam – “Hi, sorry we’re a little late.” + +Elizabeth – “That’s okay, at least you’re here. We can’t figure out +how to get this stupid glass-cutting tool to work. It keeps breaking +the mirrors.” + +Adam – “I’ve used one like that. The trick is to…” + +Joan interrupts, “What would you like us to do?” + +Elizabeth – “Why don’t you go help Alice and Tima with the +decorations?” + +Hearing her name, Alice pops her head above the table, “Over here.” +They walk over, and Joan and Grace are both pleased to see the two of +them working on the floor. + +Joan asks, “Tima, how are you?” + +Timalooks up, “I’m fine. How are you?” + +Grace – “We’re fine. We didn’t think you would be here after what +happened yesterday.” + +Tima– “I promised Alice that I would come. I only have a slight +headache. I’m okay.” + +Joan – “How can we help?” + +Alice – “We’re cutting out figures of dancing boys and girls. We’re +also going to have some stars and other figures. Tima is painting the +trim with phosphorescent paint, and then we will glue mirror +fragments in various places. They will sparkle when they reflect the +light from the mirror ball.” + +Timastands up to face Joan and Grace. “I brought some sweet tea. +Would you like some?” + +Joan and Grace agree, so Tima prepares three cups of tea. Grace +observes the cups and their contents, “Oh, I get it. We’re supposed +to wonder if the cup is half full or half empty.” + +Timaresponds, “There is another way to see it. We can be thankful +that we each have a cup.” + +Timaraises her cup, and Grace and Joan follow suit. They click them +together, each offering a toast: “Fee sahitkum; L’chaim; À votre +santé!” diff --git a/21-TheMirrorBall.rst b/21-TheMirrorBall.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a7ddab1 --- /dev/null +++ b/21-TheMirrorBall.rst @@ -0,0 +1,1976 @@ +Episode 3.21, The Mirror Ball +----------------------------- + +At Home + +Joan wonders, ‘Why did I ever buy this? This is just not who I am’. +She continues the “what-to-wear boogie” while rummaging through her +closet. She wants to look nice for Adam today, but she really doesn’t +feel like dressing up. She holds up another skirt and blouse to +herself, looks in the mirror, frowns, and tosses them onto the pile +of clothing already on her window bench seat. She glances outside for +a moment and smiles. No pervert today! She holds another outfit up to +herself and looks again in the mirror, “Yeah, this looks nice.” + +Her image puts her hand on her hip and with a crooked smile says, +“So, you like what you see?” + +Joan is stunned for a moment, but then she realizes to whom she is +speaking, “I think Adam will like it.” + +God – “What do you think the mirror sees?” + +Joan puts her hand on her hip, imitating her image in the mirror, “I +don’t know; you’re the one who’s in there.” + +God smiles, “It’s all about light, Joan. There are two ways of +spreading light. You can be the candle or the mirror that reflects +it. Which one are you?” + +Joan – “I try to be both.” + +God presses her nose against the inside of the mirror and scans the +room with her eyes, “Mirrors would serve you better if they first +reflected before sending back an image. This mirror is flat, but +there are others.” + +Joan – “Hah, you mean like those in a fun house? I like the ones that +make you look both really fat and really skinny.” + +God – “Focus, Joan, you are building a mystery. Learn to see from +both sides now.” + +Helen calls upstairs, “Joan, telephone.” + +Joan glances away for an instant. When she returns her eyes to the +mirror, her reflection is as it was before. Frustrated, she yells at +the mirror, “But I don’t know what you mean!” She walks to the door, +peeks out her head, and calls downstairs, “What’d you say?” + +Helen – “Emily’s on the phone.” + +Joan picks up the telephone, “Hi Emily, how is my favorite cousin?” + +Emily – “I am great! I’m better than great! I’m soooooooooooo +excited! Guess what?” + +Joan – “I don’t know, but I’m sure you’re going to tell me.” + +Emily laughs, “You’re always so funny. But really, I get to sing at +the Inner Harbor on Christmas Eve… my first public performance. Isn’t +that awesome?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I’m really happy for you. I’m sure you’ll do well.” + +Emily – “I want you to come. I know it’s Christmas, but I really want +you to see and hear me. Pleee-heee-heeez!” + +Joan is hesitant, “I don’t know. I really enjoy spending Christmas at +home with my family and friends.” + +Emily – “We’re also going to be in the ‘Parade of Lights’. We +decorate our boats, and then we circle through the Inner Harbor. Two +years ago, we won the ‘Blinking Jesus Award’. Last year there were +more than fifty boats. It’s really a lot of fun.” + +Joan – “It sounds really neat. Blinking Jesus Award?” + +Emily – “Oh, that’s just what my mom calls it. It’s a prize for +having the best decorated boat.” + +Joan – “Let me talk to my parents, and then I’ll let you know.” + +Emily is disheartened, but happy that it is still a possibility, +“Oooh-kay.” + +Joan continues, “How is everything else?” + +Emily – “Oh, my friends Lauren and Kizzie are going to…” + +After Joan finishes talking with Emily, she walks downstairs, “Mom, +Emily wants me to visit during Christmas.” + +Helen – “I know, Trenna and I talked before she put Emily on the +phone. Emily being able to sing at the Inner Harbor is a Christmas +present that Trenna arranged for her. Emily doesn’t know.” + +Joan – “So this isn’t real?” + +Helen – “It is for Emily. The only thing that Trenna arranged was the +opportunity. Emily still had to audition, and the band agreed that +she was good enough. She will only be singing the last song.” + +Joan – “I would like to see her sing, but I also like spending +Christmas at home. What do you think I should do?” + +Lilly has been sitting quietly, feeling this is more of a +mother-daughter talk, but she can no longer resist inserting her +opinion. “No one really knows when Jesus was born. The celebration of +his birth on December 25th is just a tradition. There is really no +reason why we couldn’t celebrate Christmas when you return.” + +Helen – “Christmas is also about giving. Emily adores you and it will +mean so much to her to have you there. I think you should go.” + +Joan had already decided that she would go for the very reason that +her mother cited. She also wonders about the meaning of God’s message +relative to Emily’s call. Was it a coincidence? Lilly’s observation +shows her she doesn’t have to choose between the two. “Yeah, you’re +right. I’ll tell Adam when he picks me up for the movie, and I’ll +e-mail Emily from work.” + +At School + +When Grace arrives, Joan and Adam are amusing themselves by bantering +the dialog of Mr. and Mrs. Beaver. + +Joan – “You’ve been sneaking second helpings, haven’t you?” + +Adam – “Well, you never know if your next meal’s going to be your +last… especially with your cooking.” + +Grace – “What are you doing?” +Joan smiles, “We’re packing food. You’ll thank me later. Adam gets +cranky when he’s hungry.” + +Adam – “I’m cranky now!” + +Grace – “You two are nuts! Where’s Luke?” + +Joan – “He should be here somewhere; he left before I did. How’s your +mom?” + +Grace – “She’s fine. You haven’t told him about Saturday, have you?” + +Joan – “No, that’s our secret.” + +Adam – “What’s your secret?” + +Grace deflects, “\ \ `The Secret of Roan +Inish <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Secret_of_Roan_Inish>`__\ .” + +Adam – “Is this about Tima, because I was being nice to her? She is +your friend, right?” + +Joan smiles, “Adam, it’s okay.” + +Adam – “I don’t have a roaming eye, at least not anymore. I swear!” + +Grace – “Speaking of roaming, look who’s coming.” + +Joan – “Don’t worry about it, Adam. I believe you.” She smiles and +gives him a kiss, “My lips are selkied.” + +Grace – “Thanks, I want to tell him myself.” + +Adam – “Okay, just so you know.” He returns the smile, “Yeah, they +are like silk.” + +Luke, Glynis, and Friedman join them. Grace says to Luke, “We need to +talk, biology closet, three o’clock. Don’t be late.” + +Luke – “I don’t think you’re going to make it.” + +Grace – “Sure I will, that is if you let me read your biology notes +from Friday. When I take the test with everyone else today, I’ll be +caught up. No detention.” + +Joan chortles, “Ha, ha, I used his notes to study at work last +night.” + +Luke – “Okay, we’ll go over biology during lunch. How’s your mother?” + +Grace – “She’s fine. We’ll talk later.” + +Grace begins to leave, but Friedman says, “Wait, Glynis and I have +something to tell all of you.” Grace remains and Friedman continues, +“Glynis and I aren’t dating each other.” + +Joan – “You mean you broke up? I’m so sorry.” + +Glynis– “No, we’ve never been dating. It’s all been a ruse.” + +Grace – “Well, you guys are certainly not inept at subterfuge.” + +Friedman – “Though this be madness, yet there is method in it.” + +Adam – “And the purpose of this deception is?” + +Friedman – “Our parents would never approve of who we’re really +dating, so we’ve been pretending to date each other. After I pick up +Glynis, we pick up Sean and Mel, and we make it a foursome. We’ve +been doing it for months.” + +Joan – “Sean, from Judith’s party?” + +Glynis– “Yep.” + +Luke – “Mel? Um, are you telling us that you’re an elk?” + +Friedman – “No, her name is Jamel. Mel is her nickname.” + +Adam – “So why are you telling us this now?” + +Glynis– “Because you’ll find out on Saturday, anyway. We’re all +coming to the dance.” + +Grace quips, “We’ll continue with part two of ‘\ As the Mirror Ball +Turns\ ’ in just a moment.” + +At the Police Station + +Lt. Daghlian – “Peter Fyles will be released from the hospital at +noon. Your daughter sure did a number on him… gives ‘Bic Stic’ a +whole new meaning.” + +Will – “She was just defending herself.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “That’s not his story. He says she attacked him for no +reason.” + +Will – “He’s either delusional or a liar. We have two witnesses to +back up Joan’s story.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Well, in any case, he’ll think twice about carrying a +pen again. How is she doing?” + +Will – “She’s fine; she just had a few scrapes and bruises. Were you +able to contact the other girls?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Their parents have agreed to let them view a line-up. +I’ve set it up for four-thirty this afternoon.” + +Will – “Anything new on Armond Washington?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “No, just a few crank calls. Do you think Mayor +Doherty would consider shaving his beard?” + +Will smiles, “I’ll ask him when we have lunch today.” Lt. Daghlian is +surprised for a moment, then he realizes that Will is joking. Will +continues, “Just keep looking.” + +At The Herald + +Rebecca – “It’s too bad there wasn’t much to your Muslim story, but +it’s good that you were there for the attempted kidnapping. I wish we +could have interviewed the girls involved. It would make for a great +story.” + +Kevin – “I did interview them, but they are minors. Their parents +want their identities to remain confidential.” + +Rebecca – “But you know who they are, don’t you?” + +Kevin – “Yes, I know.” + +Rebecca gives Kevin a mischievous smile, “Some reporters would +publish that information anyway, feeling that it’s the public’s right +to know.” + +Kevin – “Well, we’re not The New York Times. We have ethics, don’t +we?” + +Rebecca, still smiling – “You could write the testimonies for them +and put their signatures on it.” + +Kevin – “Oh yes, creative journalism.” Using a good imitation of +Walter Cronkite, Kevin continues, “And finally, Dan Rather stands by +his story that Bush is a Martian. And that’s the way it is, Monday, +December 12, 2005.” + +Rebecca, also imitating Walter Cronkite, “And that’s the way the Dan +cookie Rather crumbles.” + +Kevin, now switching to imitating Arnold Horshack of ‘Welcome Back, +Kotter’, “Ooh-ooh-ooooh!And that’s the way, uh-huh, uh-huh, I like +it, uh-huh, uh-huh.” + +Both laugh. Rebecca asks, “So, what do you have in mind for your next +story?” + +Kevin – “Actually, I’m writing an editorial. I’ve been thinking of +using the title, ‘Illusions in Journalism’.” + +Rebecca – “Allusions, sounds interesting. What’s it about?” + +Kevin decides not to correct her error, “Well, it’s a sensitive +subject, some would even say taboo, but I feel it should be +discussed. It’s not finished yet, but I would like to hear what you +think about it.” + +Rebecca – “You’ve piqued my interest. Send it to me.” + +At School + +Luke – “Okay, you have to tell me about Mel. Where did you meet?” + +Friedman – “We met at the Southgate Mall. She had a Mount Rushmore +T-shirt on, and those guys never looked so good… especially +Washington and Lincoln. Kind of bloated, but happy, if you know what +I mean.” + +Luke – “Yeah, I get it, she has idyllic mammary.” + +Friedman – “The skirt she was wearing was so tight I could read the +embroidery on her underwear. It said, ‘Wash in lukewarm water and +spin lightly’. Such was great advice.” + +Luke – “This sounds like another Brittany story. Is that all she is +to you, a great body?” + +Friedman – “No, she’s also really smart. We talk about everything. +She’s a sophomore at Southside High School, and she’s on the varsity +diving team. I bought her a ‘Slippery When Wet’ T-shirt, and she +loved it. Oh, and guess what?” + +Luke – “What?” + +Friedman – “She likes Hamlet.” + +Luke – “She sounds perfect for you. What is it about her that your +parents wouldn’t like?” + +Friedman – “The lady doth protest too much, methinks.” + +Luke – “Come on, there must be more to it than that!” + +Friedman – “This above all: to thine own self be true, for there is +nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.” + +Luke – “Now that’s just wrong. Just because Shakespeare is famous +doesn’t mean that he knows what he’s talking about. Good and bad, +right and wrong, they all have demonstrable certainties.” + +Friedman – “Okay, but within those boundaries, there are shades of +gray. That’s what I mean.” + +Luke mimics Friedman, “So what doth thou feel is gray about the +lady?” + +Friedman laughs, “If she were gray, methinks my parents would not be +as concerned. You’ll find out at the dance.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Joan – “So, tell us about Sean.” + +Grace – “Whoa, girl talk, I’m out of here.” + +Joan matter-of-factly states to Grace, “You are a girl.” Grace +begrudgingly remains, while Joan continues to query Glynis, “Come on, +tell us about him.” + +Glynis– “Well, he’s very handsome. You saw him at the party. Don’t +you think so?” + +Joan – “I saw him briefly between the lip-locks, but then again, I +was pretty drunk.” + +Glynissmirks at her remark, “Well, he is handsome, and he’s a great +kisser. He’s also really smart. I told you about his research at +Stanford. Last summer he got to work at Johns Hopkins doing AIDS +research. He’s majoring in biology at Dawson State. He’s…” + +Joan interrupts, “Whoa! Whoa, whoa, whoa. Sean goes to Dawson State? +How old is he?” + +Glynis– “Well, that’s the problem. He’s two years older than me. +That’s why I can’t tell my parents. They would never approve.” + +Grace – “And now you want us to become part of this adolescent +conspiracy?” + +Glynis– “No, you won’t have to do anything. Just don’t tell my +parents about it. That shouldn’t be too hard, since you don’t even +know them.” + +Joan – “What about me? I met your mother at parent-teacher night.” + +Glynis– “She thought you were nuts even before I told her about crazy +camp.” + +Joan – “Thanks a lot.” + +At Millie’s Restaurant + +Millie’s is a family-owned diner within walking distance of the +mayor’s office. It has become an Arcadia institution, having first +opened shortly after Arcadia became the county seat in 1856. Legend +states that both General Lee and General Grant have eaten there. +Although best known for its tenderloin sandwiches, Will’s favorite is +the barbeque pork, so that is what he orders. + +Mayor Doherty – “So what is it that you wanted to talk about?” + +Will – “I recently had a meeting with Brother Jimi’s committee, and +he brought up an interesting proposal. What is the status of the +warehouse at 1213 West Gilmore Street? You know, the one confiscated +during the drug raid last October.” + +Mayor Doherty – “It’s in limbo. We’ve been trying to find a buyer, +but no luck yet. Why are you interested?” + +Will – “Brother Jimi thought that it could be sold or leased to a +company with the condition that they hire employees locally. It would +help the unemployment situation in that part of town. Perhaps the +sale price could be discounted, the lease reduced, or the property +taxes lowered as an incentive. A manufacturing or a distribution +center would be ideal. If they were to offer a training package that +targets unskilled labor, it would have the best effect.” + +Mayor Doherty – “That’s a good idea; the black coalition will love +it. But so far, there has been little interest.” + +Will – “What does the black coalition have to do with this? Why can’t +we just provide everyone with an equal opportunity and leave race out +of it?” + +Mayor Doherty – “That’s not how the system works.” + +Will – “When will the system work that way or will it always be just +a dream?” + +Mayor Doherty frowns, “We need to insure that there is no +discrimination based on race.” + +Will – “The best way to prevent discrimination based on race is not +to discriminate based on race.” + +This time the mayor ignores him completely. Will moves on, “What +about Wallmans? I remember reading that they were looking to put a +distribution center in the area.” + +Mayor Doherty – “That idea was killed by the Maryland legislature. +They’re putting it in southern Pennsylvania instead.” + +Will – “Well, I really think that it is a good idea. Can you put +people to work on it?” + +Mayor Doherty – “I’ll see if they can put an incentive package +together similar to what you have proposed.” + +Will – “Thanks Max.” + +At School + +Joan – “I never know whether to pick up a Sloppy Joe or eat it with a +fork.” + +Glynismakes a joke, “Whenever I come to a fork in the road, I always +take it.” Everyone moans. + +Friedman – “Maybe they should call it Sloppy Joan.” + +Joan – “Thank you Friedman, a fork it is.” + +Alice and Tima arrive and ask to join them. After they are seated, +Tima asks Adam, “Mrs. Girardi has given us a really cool assignment. +Would you like for me to tell you about it or would you rather wait?” + +Adam – “If I say that I would rather wait, will you be able to stand +the strain?” + +Timasmiles at Adam’s joke, “Probably not.” + +Adam – “Okay, then tell me.” + +Tima– “She wants us to make something that displays an abstraction. +What’s really cool is that we can choose any medium, any subject, +pretty much whatever we want. She’s really going to let us express +ourselves. There is something I’ve been thinking about doing for a +long time, and this assignment is perfect!” + +Adam – “Something that displays an abstraction… I’ll have to think +about it.” After a few moments, Adam smiles, “Yeah, I know what I’ll +do. Thanks for the heads up.” + +Tima– “You’re welcome.” She notices their absence, “Where are Grace +and Luke?” + +Joan – “There off somewhere studying biology. How are the +preparations for the dance coming along?” + +Alice decides to answer, “Everything is nearly finished. Thank all of +you for helping. Can some of you help us put the decorations up on +Saturday morning? It shouldn’t take too long.” + +All agree to lend a hand. Glynis asks Tima, “Will you be coming to +the dance?” + +Tima– “No, I’m not allowed to dance with boys.” + +Joan – “You mean you did all of this work, and you’re not even going +to be able to enjoy it?” + +Tima– “I enjoy helping. I just want you to have fun.” + +Glynis– “That really doesn’t seem fair. Being a Muslim must be hard. +Do you ever wonder how your life might have been had your parents +chosen to raise you differently?” + +Timareflects for a moment before answering, “It is hard sometimes, +and I have wondered how my life might have been different. I ask +Allah for guidance almost every day.” She continues while looking at +each one seated at the table, “My beliefs are very important to me. +They define who I am and who I am not. This is how I choose to live +my life. Please don’t feel sorry for me.” She looks at her watch, “I +have to go; I have an appointment.” + +Joan – “Please say hello for me.” + +Timagives Joan a long stare of disbelief, much like the one that Joan +gave to God when he reminded her of her promise. She wonders how Joan +knows about her noon time excursions to the roof, but is pleased that +she has chosen to be cryptic, “Yes, of course. I’ll see you later.” + +After Tima leaves, Joan addresses her friends. “Hey, I have an idea…” + +At The Herald + +Kevin can see Rebecca working at her desk. When a frown furrows +across her brow, he knows that she has finished reading his +editorial. She briefly glares at him with\ `angry +eyes <http://dc35.4shared.com/download/18067188/7be86998/Loggins__Messina_-_Angry_Eyes.mp3>`__\ , +but quickly returns to viewing her computer. He decides to send her +an e-mail. + +*I can see that you’re upset, but this issue is important. We can’t +just sweep it under the rug. Let me show you what I’ve found. Can we +talk privately later?* + +*Kevin* + +After a few moments, Kevin receives her reply. + +*I can’t believe you wrote this! This racist is not talking to you, +fact-boy.* + +At the Police Station + +Sergeant Williams – “How was your lunch with the mayor?” + +Will – “The food was great, but I have mixed feelings about our +conversation. Has anything happened here?” + +Sergeant Williams – “We have Peter Fyles in lockup. He wants to see +you.” + +Will – “That’s not going to happen. I’m not going to allow him to +concoct some conflict of interest charge. Lt. Daghlian has complete +control of this investigation.” + +Sergeant Williams – “A Mike Trimble called. He said that it’s +important that he talks to you right away.” She hands him a post-it +note, “Here’s his number.” + +Will – “Thanks, just what I need.” + +Sergeant Williams – “Bad news?” + +Will – “Yeah, most likely. Is there anything else I need to know?” + +Sergeant Williams – “No, that’s all I have.” + +Will – “Thanks.” + +Toni leaves and Will calls Mike Trimble. He reviews paperwork while +he waits on hold. + +Mike Trimble – “Will, I just want to let you know that the ACLU has +filed suit in the federal court. A process server is looking for you. +I have to be in court tomorrow. Can we meet Wednesday morning?” + +Will – “I would like Mimi Rogers to be in on this. I’ll have to check +with her, but that should be fine.” + +After he hangs up, he calls Mimi and confirms their appointment. He +then calls Toni back to his office, “I’m going to take the rest of +the afternoon off. I’ll be at home if you need me but if anyone asks, +you don’t know where I am.” + +Sergeant Williams – “There’s a guy at the front desk asking to see +you.” + +Will smiles, “Give me about ten minutes and then let him know that +I’m not here.” + +At School + +Grace quivers, “Eeeuw, I still hate this place. I’m just waiting for +all of these formaldehyde darlings to pop their lids and slime us to +death. A day of the living dead! A mind is a terrible thing to taste, +but I only regret that I have but one brain to lose for my country. +Slither out you closet denizens, for…” + +Luke interrupts, “You’ve been hanging around Friedman too much. Are +you finally going to talk to me now?” + +Grace stops avoiding the issue, “Yeah, that’s why we’re here.” They +sit on the floor and Grace begins, “It’s just that when I lost the +baby, my life went to hell. I know at first, I was scared, and I +didn’t know what to do, but then I decided that I really wanted to +have it.” She thinks of Joan, “I mean, I wanted to have the baby. +Losing it… losing the baby really broke my heart.” + +Luke – “And your method for mending a broken heart is to cut yourself +off from those who love you? You should have let me in. It was my +baby, too.” + +Grace – “I’m sorry, but there’s more to it. I got mad at God and I… +well, let’s just say that I didn’t use any euphemisms. I thought that +He was punishing me and that’s why I lost the baby. Then when I +looked up the HCG hormone for class, I found out that I might have +cancer. I didn’t want…” + +Luke interrupts, “You have cancer?” + +Grace – “No, it turns out that I didn’t. In fact, the doctor doesn’t +think that I was ever pregnant, but I know I did those tests right, +and they were all positive. Life sucks, dude.” + +Luke pulls her in close and hugs her, “Yeah, but you didn’t die.” + +Grace – “So what do we do now, brain-boy?” + +Luke – “Just be here with me.” + +Grace – “I can’t stay long. I’m still grounded.” + +Luke – “I’ll take what I can get.” + +At Home + +Joan comes through the door singing along with her iPod, “Home, where +my thought’s escaping, home, where my music’s playing, home, where my +dad lies waiting, silently for me.” She removes her earphones, “Why +are you here?” + +Will – “Because I live here? Where’s Luke?” + +Joan – “He’s in the pet cemetery with Grace. Why are you really +here?” + +Will – “I took the afternoon off.” Will considers asking about the +pet cemetery but decides that he really doesn’t want to know, “I’ve +made cornetti. Hungry?” + +Joan agrees and sits at the kitchen table while her father prepares +her snack. Will asks, “How was school today?” + +Joan – “Good, I think I passed my biology test. I definitely wasn’t +looking forward to sitting in detention… the breakfast club it’s +not.” She pauses until he brings her snack and sits at the table with +her, “Dad, you don’t just take the afternoon off. Is something wrong +at work?” + +Will really doesn’t want to talk about it, but he decides that she’ll +find out soon enough anyway, “It looks like the white hat is going to +become Darth Vader… at least that’s how the ACLU will portray me. +It’s frustrating. You try to do what you think is best and no matter +what, someone complains. Do you like the cornetti?” + +Joan – “Don’t change the subject. Tell me what’s going on.” + +Will provides her with a synopsis of his case and what he expects the +ACLU will claim. “No matter what happens, there will be a lot of +publicity about this case.” + +Joan – “So this is kind of like a two-way mirror. You see yourself +one way, but the ACLU sees you another way, and you have to show +which one is real.” + +Will – “That’s a good analogy. Our court system is supposed to give +us truth, justice, and the American way, but you’re lucky if you get +all three.” + +Joan – “Yeah, all that stuff can drive you crazy. Just ask Grace.” +She stands up, puts her arms around his neck, and gives him a kiss on +the cheek, “Well, I know you still wear a white hat.” She takes +another cornetto, “I have to catch the bus for class. I’ll see you +later.” + +With Ole Pen + +Tuesday, December 13, 2005 + +Well, I am officially a computer geek! Luke has shown me a lot of +neat things that I can do with this computer, but the neatest thing +is that now I use it for writing my diary. It’s a lot easier to hide +a CD than a journal, and it’s even password protected! + +Dad and Kevin both took the day off. They said they just didn’t feel +like going to work. I know Dad’s reason, but I’m not sure what’s up +with Kevin. He seemed kind of moody today. + +They worked on the boat this morning. When I got home from school, +they showed me what they had done. It’s a Mary Kay boat! I was glad +when they told me that pink was just the color of the primer. We’re +going to have a family meeting to decide the final color for the +boat. I already know what color I want, and I also have a name. Now +all I have to do is convince everyone else. + +Mom asked me how I felt about driving to Baltimore. I told her the +truth. I’m not thrilled about it, but I’ll do it. She didn’t say +anything more, but I could tell that she was thinking, “Hmm.” I worry +when she does that. + +I’m still trying to figure out what mirror me meant the other day. At +work, I leafed through every book I could find that talked about +mirrors. Nothing seems to fit. I know it’s a metaphor, but when +monumentous interruptous actually tells me something, it usually +means more than or something different than what I think it does. +Will I forever be plagued with a failure of imagination? I’m going to +ask Mom. I sure hope she gives me more than just ‘Hmm’. + +I have a calculus quiz tomorrow. Does anyone ever need to know this +stuff after high school? Who cares if the angle of the dangle is +proportional to the dingle of the dongle? I have Luke to figure stuff +like that out for me. + +Dad and I played a game of chess before I came to bed. I really don’t +care about winning, but I don’t think I should let him win too often. +I beat him in twelve moves. I love the time with him and hug he gives +me, win or lose. That’s the best part. + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +At the Police Station + +Will – “No one called, so I assume everything has been quiet.” + +Sergeant Williams – “Well, not quiet, but mostly routine.Three of the +four girls picked Peter Fyles out of the lineup. The DA thinks we +have a good case to put him away. When he was arraigned yesterday, +the judge denied bail. He’ll be our guest until the trial.” + +Will – “We’re really not set up for long-term stays. I’ll see if +Sheriff Bristol can take him off our hands.” + +Sergeant Williams – “We received a tip that Armond Washington was +seen near ‘The Liquor Emporium’. We think he may have been casing it +out. Carlisle will be there when they open at 11 and I’ll take the +evening shift.” + +Will – “I’m glad we finally have something on Washington. Let me know +if anything happens. Oh, if that process server shows up again, let +me know. I’ll let him do his thing today.” + +Sergeant Williams – “I’ll let Sergeant Drake know.” + +Mike Trimble raps on the open door as Toni is leaving, “Good morning, +Will. I’m a little early. Can we start?” + +Will – “Sure, let me call Mimi…” + +At School + +Helen walks into the office, “Hi, Marlene. I need a red marker. Is it +all right if I take one?” + +Marlene – “Sure, help yourself. You know where they are.” + +Helen – “I miss working here. We never seem to have time to talk +anymore. Would you like to have lunch today?” + +Marlene – “Oh, I can’t. I have some errands to run. How about +tomorrow?” + +Helen – “That would be nice. How are the kids?” + +Marlene - “Oh, it’s a soap opera. To tell you the truth, my son has +married a real tramp! She doesn’t get out of bed until eleven. She’s +out all day spending his money on heaven knows what, and when he gets +home, exhausted, does she have a nice hot dinner for him? Hah! She +makes him take her out to dinner at an expensive restaurant.” + +Helen - “Oh, that’s a shame. I’m sorry to hear that. How is your +daughter?” + +Marlene – “Ah, now that’s a lucky girl. She has married a saint. He +brings her breakfast in bed, he provides her enough money to buy +whatever she needs, and in the evening he always takes her out to +dinner at a nice restaurant.” + +Helen gives her a confuzzled look. Marlene slowly cracks a smile. She +points at Helen and says, “Gotcha!” + +As Helen leaves the office, the bell rings. The halls fill with a +mass of moving students. Joan sees her and approaches, “Mom, are you +going anywhere for lunch today?” + +Helen – “Well, I tried to, but no luck.” + +Joan decides not to ask what that means and gets to her point, “I +really need to talk to you about something. Can we meet in your +classroom?” + +Helen – “Sure, but let’s go for a walk instead.” + +Joan – “Mom, are you nuts! It’s twenty degrees outside.” + +Helen – “It was nineteen degrees last year… I checked. It’s global +warming, you know.” + +Joan – “Who cares about one degree? It’s winter. Mom. Yes or no?” + +Helen is slightly frustrated with Joan’s response, because she wanted +to be able to say, ‘Gotcha’. Instead, she smiles and answers, “Yes, +I’ll be there.” + +At The Herald + +Kevin has decided not to bring up his editorial today. Instead, he +has been quietly doing his work. He does not plan to drop the issue, +but has decided that a breather for a day or two will be best. + +Rebecca feels awkward as she approaches his desk. She asks, “How are +you feeling today?” + +Kevin, realizing that Rebecca is trying to break the ice, responds +with, “I’m doing fine, and you?” + +Rebecca – “I’m okay. I was just wondering since you called in sick +yesterday.” + +Kevin – “I just wasn’t feeling well, but a moderate dose of pink +xylene cleared my head.” + +Rebecca – “I’m glad that you’re feeling better. I can’t use that +heavy-duty stuff. Sudafed works for me, and it doesn’t knock me out.” +She hands him a few papers, “Here are some stories I would like you +to check. I’ll have more later.” + +At the Police Station + +Mike Trimble – “So, that’s basically the ACLU’s case. I would like to +talk to all members of the committee. I expect the prosecution will +call some or all of them as witnesses. Can you arrange a meeting?” + +Will – “I’ll give Brother Jimi a call and let you know when we can +meet. Do you think we can win this?” + +Mike Trimble – “It really depends upon the judge. If he rules +according to what the Constitution actually states, we’ll win. If he +rules according to what he thinks it says, it could go either way.” + +At School + +Joan enters the classroom and closes the door behind her. She scoots +a stool up to the front of her mother’s desk and then places her +lunch tray upon it. Helen inquires, “What’s for lunch?” + +Joan – “Mystery meat.I suppose that’s appropriate for today. Would +you like some?” + +Helen – “No, I brought a sandwich. So what is it that you want to +talk about?” + +Joan – “God and his divine law against being direct.” Helen smiles +without comment, so Joan continues, “Last Sunday, just before Emily +called, God paid me a visit. We had this conversation, but his +responses were even more cryptic than usual. I really don’t know what +he means, and I need your help.” + +Helen – “Well, I’ll help if I can. What did he say?” + +Joan – “Actually, it was a she this time. In fact, it was me, which +made it all the more confusing. I wrote everything down after I +talked to Emily.” She hands Helen a sheet of paper, “Read it for +yourself.” + +After Helen reads what Joan has written, she looks up at Joan, “Well, +she seems to be trying to tell you something about yourself, +something she wants you to do better. Is there something new that she +has been asking you to do?” + +Joan hasn’t told her mother about her latest gift, because she’s +still pondering whether it is real. Has she interpreted the hints +correctly, or is she suffering from a failure of too much +imagination? Perception certainly isn’t her forte. Everything that +has happened has an alternate, more rational explanation. She +remembers, ‘Some things have to be believed to be seen.’ Is that it? +Is faith the key? She decides to cautiously confide in her mother, +“Well, there is something, but I need to understand it better.” + +Helen – “Well, I think God wants you to understand it better, too. +‘Focus, Joan. You are building a mystery. Learn to see from both +sides now.’ That has to mean something. If you are the candle, then +you are the source. I think the candle could be your behavior, +because your behavior will always display your true image.” + +Joan – “I had the same thoughts about the candle, but it’s the mirror +part that I’m wondering about.” + +Helen – “If you are the mirror, then you are not the source. If you +reflect upon the light before sending it back, then you are affecting +it in some way. Are you a flat, concaved, or convex mirror? Each +would affect the light differently, with concaved being the most +interesting. What exactly does God mean by light? That’s what you +need to figure out.” + +Joan – “That’s what I can’t figure out.” + +Helen wonders quietly for a few minutes, “What if I show this to +Lilly? I’ll bet she would have some ideas. We’ll be studying +catechism after work tonight. Why don’t I ask her then?” + +Joan – “Okay, but wait until I get home. I want to hear what she +says, and I’d rather she not know that we’re talking about me.” + +Helen – “I can do that. I’ll say it was a dream that I had. That +should work. What you tell me will always be our secret, until you +tell me otherwise.” + +Joan – “Good.” She smiles, thinking to herself, ‘Her lips are +selkied.’ She continues eating her lunch, “Would you like some of my +apple crisp?” + +Helen takes a spoon and begins to help herself, “They do make good +apple crisp.” + +At St. Mary’s Convent + +Joan is thrilled that Grace has finally come with her, and Grace is +wondering why she finally agreed to come. Both actually know the +reason. Sometimes you do things you don’t really want to do because +you are friends. + +Sister Sarah tallies the student head count and it is even this +evening. Normally, she just sits out when this happens, but tonight +she calls Sister Margaret. Sister Margaret has taught the class on a +few occasions when Sister Sarah was ill and when she was teaching +Joan separately. Sister Sarah announces the reason for the change, +“We’re going to start tonight’s lesson with the jitterbug. All of you +know it well, so we’ll be removing it from future classes. Let’s have +one last dance.” + +She starts a CD and the music begins to play. All commence dancing +with their partners. Joan and Grace dance like a matched set, each +predicting the other’s moves. While they dance, Joan glances over at +Sister Sarah and Sister Margaret. She remembers her dream, but +suddenly realizes her mistake. She was not laughing at them dancing; +she was laughing with them. For fun, Joan begins to mix the Lindy Hop +into their dance. Grace follows suit and together, they dance and +have a grand time! +At The Liquor Emporium + +Dan – “What kind of wine would you like?” + +Rebecca – “Red would be nice.” + +Dan was hoping for a more specific answer. He knows nothing about +wine and was hoping that Rebecca would make the choice. He decides to +admit his ignorance, “The only brand that I have tried is Boone’s +Farm. Thursday was a good year.” + +Rebecca smiles as his joke, “Well, we’re not in college anymore.” + +Toni Williams overhears their conversation. She asks Rebecca, “What +kind of wine do you like?” + +Rebecca – “I don’t like dry wines. That’s all I know.” + +Toni selects a bottle of Woodhall Party Garnet from the shelf, “I’ve +had this one before. It’s made here in Maryland. If you like a sweet +wine, this is a good choice.” + +Dan – “Okay, let’s party.” + +They begin to walk toward the register, but they are startled when a +man pulls a gun. He demands money from the clerk. They retreat back +down the aisle unseen. + +Toni recognizes the gunman as Armond Washington and observes him from +the end of the aisle. The clerk gives him the money from the +register, but Washington becomes belligerent about the sum. He +threatens to shoot the clerk if he doesn’t open the safe. Toni had +hoped to be able to wait to confront him until after he left the +store, but she feels that is no longer an option. She draws her +weapon and calls out, “Police, drop your weapon.” + +Washington turns and points his gun at Sergeant Williams. Shots ring +out. + +At Home + +The older Girardis are having a little party of their own. Lilly +brought snacks, and all have been enjoying talking and playing +Euchre. Will’s cell phone rings. + +Will – “Girardi… uh-hah… yeah, I know them… how bad… what hospital… +okay, I’m on my way.” + +Will hangs up and observes the puzzled expressions coming from his +family. They obviously could not help listening, “Sergeant Williams +has been involved in a shooting. I have to go debrief her.” + +Helen – “What was that about a hospital?” + +Will – “Toni shot a robber and the robber shot a customer… Dan +Thompson.” + +Kevin – “Dr. Dan Thompson?” + +Will – “Yeah. Why don’t you go to the hospital and call me when you +find out how he is. He’s at UMC.” + +Lilly – “I’m going with you. Has anyone called Rebecca?” + +Will – “She was with him when it happened.” + +Will leaves for ‘The Liquor Emporium’, as Kevin and Lilly leave for +the hospital. When Joan arrives home, she is in high spirits. It was +a fun night with Grace, and she is especially delighted to have +learned that her initial interpretation of her dream was wrong. She +is looking forward to learning if Lilly can make sense of what Mirror +God has told her. She asks her mother, “Where’s Lilly?” + +Helen – “She’s had to leave. Are you hungry?” + +Joan – “Yes, but did you talk to her?” + +Helen removes Joan’s dinner from the microwave and sits with her, +“Not really. She had to leave in a hurry. I just handed her your +paper and told her it was a dream that I had. I asked her to read it +when she got a chance. She read it quickly and initially rattled off +some possibilities, but then she stopped. Something else appeared to +come to mind. Then Kevin pressed once again for them to leave. She +said that she would have to think about it for awhile.” + +Joan – “So, when will she let us know?” + +Helen – “I’m not sure. I expect her to respond as soon as she’s had +time to collect her thoughts. Helen pauses as she changes the +subject, “I do have some bad news to tell you. Do you remember Dr. +Dan from UMC?” +Joan – “Yeah, what about him?” + +Helen – “He was shot tonight. That’s why Lilly and Kevin had to +leave.” + +Joan – “Will he be all right?” + +Helen – “I don’t know. I sure hope so. Your father, Kevin, and Lilly +have all mentioned that he’s a really nice man.” + +Joan – “Can you take me to the hospital?” + +Helen – “We won’t be able to see him; Kevin and Lilly are already +doing what they can for Rebecca. There’s really nothing for us to +do.” + +Joan – “I guess you’re right.” + +Helen sees that Joan is upset. She hugs her then takes her hands, “We +can say a prayer.” + +At Home + +Kevin stays with Lilly and Rebecca until Dan gets out of surgery. +After debriefing Toni, Will goes to UMC to find out about Dan and to +interview Rebecca. Will has decided to sleep in a few extra hours, +but Kevin has gotten up with the others, “It looks like Dan will be +okay. The bullet ricocheted off the wall before it hit him in the +shoulder. It only went in about an inch.” + +Joan – “Oh, I’m glad to hear that. Well, I mean, I’m glad it wasn’t +worse. When will he be getting out?” + +Kevin – “Rebecca was the only one allowed in to see him. He’s +scheduled for some tests today. I guess the bullet nicked his +axillary artery. The doctors want to make sure that an aneurysm +doesn’t develop before they let him go home.” + +Helen – “You look terrible. Why don’t you go back to bed?” + +Kevin – “Oh, I’d love to, but Rebecca asked me to make sure +everything keeps running at the paper, so I’m the editor for today. +It’s actually a great opportunity, but I wish the circumstances were +different.” + +Joan – “Do you think it would be okay if I visit Dr. Dan after +school?” + +Kevin – “I suppose, but you should call the hospital first to make +sure that he’s still there and allowed visitors.” + +At School + +Adam – “You don’t look very happy today. What’s wrong?” + +Joan – “Oh, a friend got hurt last night and I’m just worried about +him.” + +Adam – “Do I know him?” + +Joan – “Yeah, well, you’ve met him. He was with Kevin when we went to +the Unurban the last time. Dr. Dan.” + +Grace – “The knee guy?” + +Adam – “Oh, Ms. Askew’s boyfriend.” + +Joan – “Yeah, that’s him. He got shot.” + +Both Grace and Adam ask a flurry of questions, too many for Joan to +address. She motions for them to stop, “All I know is that he was at +a liquor store when he got shot. I’m going to try to visit him at the +hospital after school.” + +Adam – “Would you like me to come with you?” Grace immediately offers +the same. + +Joan – “No, I’ll just go by myself. Rebecca and Lilly will probably +already be there.” + +They arrive at Joan’s calculus classroom where they will part ways. +Joan says jokingly, “Is the angle of the dangle really proportional +to the dingle of the dongle?” + +Both Adam and Grace smile. Adam responds, “I think you overheard a +joke, but that’s not how it goes.” + +Joan – “Great, just what I need, another quiztastrophe. My grade +average in calculus is already a joke.” + +Grace – “I can help you with your calculus in study hall. It won’t +help you now, but maybe you’ll pass the test.” + +Joan – “And what would you like me to do for you? Do you have your +dress yet?” + +Grace looks around quickly, “Shh, don’t broadcast it! I’m covered. My +mom took me shopping.” + +At The Herald + +Kevin enjoys writing his second front-page story. Full control of the +content of his story and that of the other writers is something that +he has wanted for a long time. He is requiring rewrites and demanding +that some ‘facts’ be sourced or removed. He’s not making many +friends. + +While at the hospital, he had the opportunity to interview Rebecca. +As expected, his father wouldn’t share what Sergeant Williams told +him, but he has the facts from one point of view. He plans to use +Washington’s mug shot in the article, something he feels should have +been published long ago. + +Kevin watches the news as he works. He sees his father arriving at +the police station. A slew of reporters begin to ask questions. + +Reporter # 1 – “Chief Girardi, can you tell us the identity of the +customer who was shot during the robbery last night?” + +Will – “Yes, his name is Daniel Thompson. He is a doctor at UMC.” + +Reporter # 2 – “And what is his condition?” + +Will – “The last I heard he was in fair condition.” + +Reporter # 3 – “What is the status of the investigation into this +shooting?” + +Will – “Excluding Dr. Thompson, all the witnesses have been +interviewed. Today we will review the store’s security camera tape, +and we hope to be able to interview Dr. Thompson. Then we file +reports. The evidence will be turned over to Internal Affairs for +their review.” + +Reporter # 1 – “We have received an unconfirmed report that Sergeant +Williams fired first at Armond Washington. Can you comment?” + +Will – “I will note the key word in your statement, ‘unconfirmed’.” + +Reporter # 3 – “Mrs. Washington states that the killing of her son is +just another example of how the Arcadia Police Department routinely +victimizes the black community.Do you have a response?” + +Will – “I understand Mrs. Washington’s grief, but Mr. Washington was +shot during the commission of a robbery. Armond Washington is a +victim of his own criminal behavior. The only true victims are Dr. +Thompson and the others present during Mr. Washington’s unlawful +activities. I have no further comments.” + +Reporter # 2 – “Chief Girardi, just one more question. What is the +status of Sergeant Williams?” + +Will – “As is standard police policy, Sergeant Williams has been +suspended with pay until Internal Affairs completes their +investigation. Good day.” + +Kevin quickly edits his story to include some of the comments from +this interview. + +At the University Medical Center + +Rebecca and Lilly stay at the hospital until Dan’s parents and sister +arrive from Scranton, Pennsylvania. It wasn’t until then that Rebecca +realized that she had left her purse in Dan’s car. With no way to get +into her apartment, she accepts Lilly’s offer to sleep on Kevin’s +couch. When they return, Dan’s family graciously allows Rebecca and +Lilly to spend time with him. + +Although still in a lot of pain, Dan is in good spirits, cracking +jokes like, “This is why I didn’t try out for javelin catcher in +college.” + +A sonographer pulls the curtain aside and plugs in an ultrasound +machine, “I have to perform an exam. Would you mind waiting outside?” + +Rebecca – “Actually, I’d like to stay if it’s okay.” + +The sonographer considers her request and says, “Sure, but please be +quiet during the examination.” She addresses Dan, “Normally, this +exam doesn’t hurt, but I will be scanning near your wound. I will try +to be as gentle as possible, but I expect it may hurt while I do it.” + +Dan nods and prepares himself. When she places the transducer on his +shoulder, the shock of the cold gel startles him. He jerks, causing a +rush of pain in his shoulder. + +Sonographer – “I apologize, doctor. We warm the gel, but it always +seems to be a shock at first contact.” She moves the transducer +across his shoulder, looking for the axillary artery. Dan grits his +teeth but says nothing. Rebecca and Lilly can see the artery come +into focus on the monitor. The sonographer pushes a button and the +artery fills with color. It is completely red, except for a turbulent +area of yellow and blue. This, Rebecca surmises, is the nick that she +was told about earlier. When the exam is finished, the sonographer +cleans the gel from Dan’s shoulder and says, “I hope that wasn’t too +painful.” + +Her comment is more obligatory than meaningful, because it is obvious +that Dan is in a great deal of pain. He manages to give her a +Cheshire cat smile, “I’ll be okay, but could you ask the nurse to add +some joy juice to my drip.” + +Sonographer – “I’ll let her know.” She leaves, pushing the machine +down the hallway. Rebecca follows her. After they are a distance +away, Rebecca asks, “That turbulence isn’t good, is it?” + +Sonographer – “I am not allowed to discuss the results of the exam +with anyone, except for Dr. Thompson’s doctors.” + +Rebecca – “I’m no expert, but Susan Jordan has shown me enough to +know what I’m looking at. How serious is it?” + +Sonographer – “Oh, you know Susan?” She doesn’t wait for an answer, +“Well, the doctors will decide what needs to be done. Please, I can’t +say any more.” + +At School + +Ms. Lischak – “Let’s have a little review. Ms. Polk, please tell me +the definition of an enzyme.” + +Grace – “Enzymes are things invented by biologists that explain +things which otherwise require harder thinking.” + +Ms. Lischak – “That’s interesting, Ms. Polk. Do I need to explain why +your response will cause negative activation energy to be applied to +your grade for this class?” + +Grace reconsiders, “Actually, enzymes function as organic catalysts.” + +Ms. Lischak – “Better, Ms. Polk.LukeyG., define a catalyst.” + +Luke – “A catalyst is a chemical involved in, but not changed by a +chemical reaction. Enzymes function by lowering the activation energy +of reactions.” + +Ms. Lischak – “Mr. Friedman, what are the possible mechanisms for an +‘over the barrier’ catalyst?” + +Friedman doesn’t answer. To the class, he appears not to know the +answer. They begin to chant, “Brain freeze, brain freeze, brain +freeze…” + +Friedman interrupts, “No, no, I know the answer. It’s just that I +have been wondering why we never talked about the ‘through the +barrier’ mechanism.” + +Ms. Lischak – “Time constraints. We did mention it briefly during +physics, but quantum tunneling is too complex a subject to cover, +even in these advanced placement courses. If you choose to take +quantum mechanics in college, I’m sure you will have the opportunity +to investigate this matter further.” + +Friedman – “Well, I have already done some reading on my own. I was +just wondering what you thought about it.” + +Ms. Lischak – “Quantum tunneling requires negative energy, which is +theoretically impossible. Yet experiments have shown that photons can +just appear on the other side of an energy barrier. Either negative +energy is possible or some as yet unknown force is at work.” + +Joan – “Whoa, whoa, whoa. It took me a long time to understand this +activation energy stuff. Are you now saying that a catalyst can cause +a change involving no energy at all?” + +Ms. Lischak – “Negative energy, Ms. Girardi, which is a physical +impossibility, yet there is evidence to suggest that it exists… a +conundrum at our present level of science. That is why I decided not +to attempt to delve into the subject during this class.” + +Joan sits with a bewildered expression painted across her face. After +a few moments, she raises her hand again, “So, in layman’s terms, +we’re talking about magic.” + +Ms. Lischak – “Magic is simply alternative physics. As I stated +previously, I expect that one day, it will be found that some unknown +force is at work.” + +Joan whispers to herself, “God!” + +Ms. Lischak – “What did you say, Ms. Girardi?” + +Joan – “Never mind. Thank you.” + +At the Police Station + +Will says jokingly, “We’ve been spending a lot of time together. +Maybe we should start ‘\ Seeing Other People\ ’.” + +Mimi smiles, “Hah, hah, I’ve heard that one before, but I’d rather be +‘\ Dancing in Twilight\ ’.” + +Will smiles, “Oh, I haven’t seen that one.”Getting back to business, +Will asks, “So, what do you think? It looks pretty clear cut to me.” + +Mimi – “I agree, but let’s not make a public statement just yet. I +would still like to read what Dr. Thompson has to say. Any word on +when we can get his statement?” + +Will – “I had hoped to get it today, but his doctors have asked that +we wait. I’m told he is still in a lot of pain. I don’t expect him to +provide any information that we don’t know already.” + +Mimi – “I agree, but let’s get all the facts, then we’ll make our +conclusions.” + +Will – “Fair enough.” + +At The Herald + +Kevin has just sent tomorrow’s edition to print when Rebecca walks +in. He asks, “What are you doing here?” + +Rebecca – “I’m not staying. I just wanted to check how everything +went today.” + +Kevin – “Fine. I haven’t made a lot of friends, but it’s a good +edition.” + +Rebecca – “Okay, you’re in charge again tomorrow. I’ll be back on +Monday.” + +Kevin – “How is Dan?” + +Rebecca was already looking emotionally drained, but Kevin’s question +obviously disturbed her even further, “I don’t know. I think the +problem with his artery is more serious than we’ve been led to +believe. I’m really worried.” + +Kevin – “I’m really sorry to hear that. I’ll stop by after work.” + +Rebecca – “No, just go home. I’ll call you if anything changes.” + +Kevin – “Joan plans to visit after school. Can you arrange for her to +see him? She would really like to.” + +Rebecca – “Sure, I can make it happen.” She pauses then continues, +“About your editorial. Can you prove your accusations?” + +Kevin – “Yes, I have everything documented and cataloged. I can also +document a similar pattern for WGF-TV’s news program.” + +Rebecca – “Okay, I’ll be back sometime tomorrow. If you can provide +the proof, I’ll consider letting you run your story.” + +At the University Medical Center + +When Joan arrives, Lilly is the only one in the Intensive Care +waiting area. She motions for Joan to have a seat, “Rebecca called to +let us know you were coming. Dan’s parents are with him now, but you +can go in when they are finished.” + +Joan – “Thanks. How is he doing?” + +Lilly – “I’m not really sure. Rebecca is concerned about his artery. +I only know what she tells me.” + +Joan – “Tell me what you know.” + +Lilly provides Joan with the information she has been given. When she +is finished, Joan surmises, “So, the bullet wound isn’t that bad, +it’s just the nick in his axillary artery that has everyone +concerned.” + +Lilly – “That’s what I gather. Maybe Dan’s parents will have more +information when they come out.” Joan nods without speaking. + +Lilly reaches into her purse and pulls out the paper that Helen had +given her. She skims over it again, “This is your dream, isn’t it?” + +Joan hesitates, not sure what to say. She is surprised that Lilly +figured it out, but is glad that she believes it was a dream. She +answers, “Yeah, how did you know?” + +Lilly – “The dialog just wasn’t your mother. How long have you been +having dreams like this?” + +Joan – “Off and on all my life, but they just started to be regular +last summer.” + +Lilly – “Are all of your dreams like this?” + +Joan – “No, I dream about a lot of things. I don’t always understand +them, but this one seems important. That’s why I decided to ask Mom +about it.” + +Lilly smiles, “And so she asked me.” She gazes at Joan for a moment +before she continues, “I’ve always known that there was something +special about you. Like mother, like daughter.” She looks at the +paper and then back to Joan, “Do you know what a charism is?” + +Joan – “No, is it anything like grace?” + +Lilly – “Well, you do need grace to understand it, but no, it is +different. They are gifts from the Holy Spirit. There are several: +The word of wisdom, the word of knowledge, faith, the grace of +healing, the working of miracles, prophecy, the discerning of +spirits, diverse kinds of tongues, and interpretation of speeches to +name a few. These dreams may be words of wisdom or knowledge.” + +Joan smiles, “Me discerning knowledge? You haven’t seen my calculus +grades.” + +Lilly – “There are many kinds of knowledge. Intellectual knowledge is +just one kind.” She briefly looks back at the paper, “This image of +you in the mirror is trying to tell you something, something you +should learn to do better. I don’t know what that is, perhaps you do, +but you need to learn more about it. ‘Focus, Joan. You are building a +mystery. Learn to see from both sides now.’ Does that mean something +to you?” + +Joan ponders it once again, but this time, its meaning becomes clear. +She had been ignoring the obvious. She responds to Lilly, “Yes, now +it does. Thank you for your help.” + +Rebecca returns slightly before Dan’s family come out from their +visit. Dan’s mother asks, “Are you Joan?” + +Joan – “Yes ma’am. How is he doing?” + +Mrs. Thompson – “Okay I guess, considering. I’m sorry you won’t be +able to talk to him. He’s fallen asleep, but he was looking forward +to your visit.” + +Joan says “Oh,” dishearteningly. “Can I sit with him for awhile?” + +Mrs. Thompson replies, “I don’t see why not. Go ahead.” + +Joan enters the room and sits beside the gurney. She glances around +at all the instruments displaying various waveforms and numbers. She +closes her eyes and prays, ‘God, please help me to do this right.’ +She opens her eyes briefly, finds Dr. Dan’s hand, and closes them +again. She visualizes his artery, the nick, and the turbulence, just +as Lilly described it to her. She concentrates on that spot. Then she +prays, ‘God, please heal Dr. Dan’s artery.’ + +After a few minutes, she returns to the waiting area. The Thompson’s +have gone to find a restaurant, and only Rebecca and Lilly remain. +Lilly says, “Come on; let me give you a ride home.” + +At Home + +When Joan opens her eyes, she is puzzled because she is unable to +sense her body. She realizes that she had forgotten to put on sports +cream before going to bed. She also remembers that she has gym class +today and bemoans having to exercise with bruises. + +Her body begins to tingle as it awakens. She sits up, expecting pain, +but there is none. She examines her arms and legs, nothing. She +stands in front of the mirror, examining her face and backside, still +nothing. No bruises! She smiles as she realizes what has happened. +Happy feet take control as she dances around the room singing, “I’m a +catalyst, whoaoo, a beautiful chemical reaction, yeah that’s me…” +After a few minutes, she darts out the door to be the first one in +the bathroom. + +At School + +As the students enter the classroom, Helen gets her first peek at +some of their projects. She observes Tima’s project and feels +disheartened. Tima seems to be a promising student; Helen is not +looking forward to having to scold her for not following +instructions. + +After they have all settled, Helen comments, “I’m glad to see that +all of you completed your projects. I’ll have each of you explain +your projects one at a time.” She looks at Tima, “That’s a pretty +picture, but the assignment was to make something that displays an +abstraction. Please explain your project.” + +Timastands up and holds +her\ `project <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/EulersRelation.jpg>`__\ in +front of her, “Shakespeare used the sonnet to capture the very +essence of love. In his painting, ‘\ \ `The Creation of +Adam <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/TheCreationofAdam.jpg>`__\ ,’ +Michelangelo brings out the beauty of the human form that is far more +than just skin deep. Euler’s equation reaches down into the very +depths of existence. It brings together mental abstractions with +origins in very different aspects of our lives, reminding us once +again that things that connect and bind together are ultimately more +important, more valuable, and more beautiful than things that +separate.” + +Helen is both surprised and pleased. Although her artwork isn’t +abstract, it does display an abstraction, so technically, Tima +followed her instructions. “That’s very insightful. Please write down +what you just told us and tape it to the back.” + +Tima– “Yes, Mrs. Girardi, it’s already there.” + +Helen – “Thank you. Lindsey, please explain your project…” + +At The Herald + +Kevin and Rebecca meet in the conference room. Kevin asks, “How’s +Dan?” + +Rebecca – “He’s doing really well. He had another test this morning +and his artery is healing. There’s no more turbulence near the nick.” + +Kevin – “That’s great news. When will they let him go home?” + +Rebecca – “They’ll do one more test in the morning, and if he passes +again, they’ll let him go home tomorrow.” + +Kevin – “Well, if I can help in any way, just let me know.” + +Rebecca – “I’m not sure how next week will pan out yet. I may take +you up on your offer.” + +Kevin turns his attention to the task at hand. Rebecca’s mood also +changes with the transition. Kevin says, “This will go a lot easier +if you have an open mind.” + +Rebecca – “I don’t like being called a racist!” + +Kevin – “I never said that, but my research does indicate that our +stories have a racial bias. I think that rather than it being a +conscious effort, it may be that our reporters have just become +conditioned to report stories that way.” + +Rebecca – “Can you prove this?” + +Kevin rolls back from the computer and motions for Rebecca to take +his place, “I’ve compiled links to all the stories reporting on +violent crime in Arcadia.” + +Rebecca – “What are the red links?” + +Kevin – “They are all violent crimes, but the red links are murders. +Click on any link you want and you’ll see what I mean.” + +Rebecca complies and reads from the story, ‘Mrs. Harrell was a black +single mother of three… Charles Stevenson has been arrested and +charged with her murder…’ “Okay, so what’s your point? Mrs. Harrell +is identified as being black.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, but Charles Stevenson isn’t. That’s part of the +pattern. If the victim is black, their race is usually provided. +However, if the criminal is black, their race is seldom mentioned. +It’s a lie of omission.” + +Rebecca – “Okay, maybe it happens once in a while, but I can’t +believe that it is as consistent as you say.” + +Kevin – “Click on another link.” + +Rebecca clicks on several more links and finds similar patterns. She +gets defensive once again, “Okay, so maybe you’re right. What harm +does it do if we don’t provide someone’s race in a story?” + +Kevin – “If race is relevant to a story in the first place, then it +should be equally relevant for everyone in the story. The harm is +that by being selective, we have created an illusion that there is no +black crime in Arcadia. The reality is that blacks were responsible +for 49% of all murders in Arcadia last year. Considering that blacks +make up only about 12% of the population, that is quite a statistic +being ignored.” + +Rebecca – “So, in that first story, you feel we should have provided +Mr. Stevenson’s race.” + +Kevin – “Or not have provided Mrs. Harrell’s. Would her death have +been less tragic had she been white, married, or not had children?” + +Rebecca – “No, of course not!” + +Kevin – “Then her race is irrelevant, unless there is another motive +for providing it.” + +Rebecca – “And that motive would be?” + +Kevin – “You know very well the motive. It’s the same reason that +Charles Stevenson’s race was not mentioned. Listen, all I’m saying is +that we should provide our readers with the facts, all of the +relevant facts, and let them decide what to do with them.” + +Rebecca – “Will that change anything?” + +Kevin – “Maybe, maybe not. The light of the truth can be harsh to +those who have been in the dark, but it will also set them free.” + +Rebecca – “Well, that’s very Platonic of you, but that doesn’t answer +my question. What good can come from this?” + +Kevin – “Okay, how about that the first step toward finding a +solution to a problem is to acknowledge that it exists.” + +Rebecca ponders their discussion for a few moments, and then she +responds, “Okay, I’ll think about it over the weekend and let you +know on Monday.” + +At the Police Station + +Carlisle – “I got Dr. Thompson’s statement. It agrees with the other +statements of those who were there. I’ll have it typed up in a few +minutes.” + +Will – “Good, send a copy to Mimi when you have it finished.” + +Carlisle – “Will do, boss.” + +Will – “Oh, are you still working as security for the dance tomorrow +night?” + +Carlisle – “No, Principal Chadwick decided that he didn’t want armed +security guards. The school is a gun free-zone, yuh know.” + +Will – “What if someone gets a weapon past the security?” + +Carlisle – “Then we’ll have shock and awe at Arcadia High.” + +Will – “That’s not a comforting thought!” + +Carlisle – “Those are the rules.” + +At School + +Students once again bring their projects into the classroom. Most +place them on their desks or against the wall. Adam brought an easel +with his and places +his\ `painting <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/MirrorBallAmbigram.jpg>`__\ prominently +near Helen’s desk. + +After allowing a few other students to show their projects, Helen +calls on Adam, “Adam, tell us about your project.” + +Adam – “Well, as you might have guessed, I made this for the dance +tonight. I have used an ambigram character set to write along each +side of the painting. An ambigram is an abstract letterform that +still produces a recognizable letter for each character. Each side +reads ‘Adam and Joan’ or ‘Joan and Adam’, depending upon how you look +at it.” + +The students begin to cock their heads from side to side, trying to +read the writing. Expressions like, awesome, that’s really cool, +radical, way to go space cadet, and even one nifty permeate the +classroom.” + +Helen – “Good work, Adam. I’ll let you take it with you, but I’ll +need it back to grade it.” + +Adam – “It’s no problem Mrs. G. I plan to let Joan take it home after +the dance.” + +At School + +The gymnasium is bustling with activity. More volunteers than just +the sub-defectives have arrived to help prepare it for the dance. The +gender is predominately female, some being old friends, others not so +much friends, and still others with faces only familiar from the +halls of Arcadia High. Some notables are Cheryl, Heidi, and Tracy, +three cheerleaders that Joan actually likes; skater girl, without her +skates; and Iris with her Eagle camera. Ms. Lischak is also present +to supervise. + +Several of the boys are working to hoist the mirror ball up to the +ceiling. Adam is assisting Clay Fisher who is integrating a CD player +into the gyms PA system. Clay will be the DJ for tonight’s dance. The +equipment is on ‘loan’ from Arcadia’s Mix-FM. +The girls are taking turns hanging decorations. They only have three +ladders and one is being used to install the mirror ball. All is +going well, so Ms. Lischak decides to visit the girl’s room. When she +returns, she finds that the cheerleader’s have begun using a human +pyramid to hang decorations. Ms. Lischak credits them for their +ingenuity, but she has also seen several of their performances during +this year’s football season. She offers this advice, “Please remember +that intelligent falling is no substitute for the law of selective +gravity: An object will always fall so as to do the maximum damage.” +She assigns two boys as spotters. + +Joan and Elizabeth set up a table with ice, a variety of soft drinks, +and sweet iced tea. Grace provides two sheets of carrot cake, both +iced with white frosting. Elizabeth is cutting them into portions for +the party afterward. + +After the mirror ball and lights are tested, the third ladder becomes +available. This speeds up the placement of the remaining decorations. +When finished, all stand to marvel at their creation. + +Joan approaches Tima, “We have one last thing to do. Come with me.” + +Joan leads Tima into the girl’s locker room. There they find Tima’s +mother waiting for them. + +Mrs. Fakiri has a large bag on her lap, “Here, put these on.” + +Tima– “Umm, why are you here?” + +Mrs. Fakiri – “Because Joan invited me. Just be quiet and put these +on.” + +Time – “Yes Umm.” + +The dress is similar in style to the ones she normally wears, but +this one is yellow, decorated with large beautiful white flowers. She +has also provided matching shoes. After Tima dons the new dress, Joan +brushes and places a matching silk flower in her hair. When finished, +Joan takes her hand and says, “Close your eyes and come with me.” + +Joan, Tima, and Mrs. Fakiri return to the gymnasium. When they +arrive, Joan says to Tima, “Open your eyes.” + +With the lights dimmed, the mirror ball rotates, reflecting +intermittent beams of light that are being flashed upon it. Tima +asks, “What’s going on?” + +Joan – “You said you couldn’t dance with boys, right?” + +Tima– “Yes, that is true. I’m not allowed.” + +Joan presents her arm to the room, inviting Tima to look around, “Do +you see any boys here?” + +All the boys have gone. A song begins to play over the PA. Tima looks +at her mother. Her mother answers her silent query, “Go have fun.” + +For the next two hours, Tima enjoys dancing and talking with her new +friends. + +At Home + +Helen – “Is everything ready for the dance tonight?” + +Joan – “Everything but me.Did you pick up my dress from the +cleaners?” + +Helen – “It’s in your room. Would you like some lunch?” + +Joan – “No, I had too much carrot cake. I’m just going to take a nap +so that I’ll be ready to dance the night away.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Joan once again makes a staircase entrance, but this time, it’s +anything but glamorous. Judith pops in at the last minute to suggest +that she make some changes. Judith suggests that she wear a pair of +two-tiered +droplet\ `earrings <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Multi-coloreddropletearrings.jpg>`__\ that +Joan purchased on a whim several months ago. They were a thrift store +special that she had stuffed, bag and all, into her dresser drawer, +where they lay forgotten until now. Leave it to Judith to note that +the outer two stones perfectly match the color of her dress. Judith +also suggests changing the color of her eye shadow and lipstick. When +Joan looks at herself one last time in the mirror, she agrees with +Judith’s assessment, “That’s Joanith shining through.” + +Joan hurries down the stairs, “I know; I’m sorry I’m late. I had to +accommodate the spiritual realm before I could come down.” This just +adds wonder to the awe of her appearance. Their expressions prompt an +explanation. Joan laughs, “Judith paid me a visit.” + +Adam is mesmerized. Although it is a different color, the style of +her dress is nearly the same as the one she wore when she offered him +a gift. She has never looked more beautiful, but for Adam, that is a +daily occurrence. Ma and Pa Girardi are both clutching handkerchiefs, +each wondering which one will need to use them first. Kevin wonders +how he failed to notice when his little sister became a woman. Luke +is just a basket case, knowing that his turn is next. + +Adam offers Joan a wrist corsage. Both are pleased to see that one of +its wildflowers matches perfectly with her dress. Joan offers in +return a kiss, a thank you, and a boutonniere. + +Luke – “Come on, we’re late. Grace likes late, but only if it’s her. +Let’s go.” + +Just then, Joan’s cell phone rings. Grace queries, “Where are you, +Girardi?” + +Joan – “We’re on our way.” + +Grace – “Ripley’s been calling, wanting to get a picture of me in +this dress. Get your butt over here!” + +Joan – “We’ll be there soon. I’m sure you look beautiful.” + +Helen – “Go have fun. Be home by eleven.” + +Joan – “Mom, we might want to get something to eat afterward.” + +Will – “Okay, call us when you leave the dance.” + +Joan can see that Luke is a nervous wreck. She grabs the keys from +his hand, “Adam’s driving.” Luke surrenders without protest and they +scurry out to the car. + +At the Polonsky’s, they all walk up to the door together. Joan knows +that the parents will want to see all of them, not just Luke. She +also expects that he may need moral support. She remembers her +butterflies when she and Adam went on their first real date. She will +be there for him if he needs help. + +To Joan’s surprise, Luke does rather well. Grace is the only one who +appears nervous. She is self-conscious, but she and her mother have +done a wonderful job. There isn’t anything anti about her. Her skirt +is made of a pleated teal blue silk that flows down to about +mid-calf. The top of her gown has white silk crisscrossing her bosom +and puffy teal blue short sleeves. All of her accessories match, and +her hair and makeup are perfect. In Luke’s eyes, she is a goddess of +imaginary light. After they exchange flowers, all leave for the +dance. + +At the Mirror Ball + +As in years past, Mr. Price waits at the entrance, ready to pounce on +anyone that he feels deserves it. Fortunately, all are able to pass +without losing any miraculous things. + +Inside, the mirror ball reflects light like rain; its color slowly +changing from red, to green, then to blue, with all the colors in +between. Joan watches the array of stars float around the room, +giving a stillness that contrasts with the dancing teens. Friedman +approaches with a girl on his arm. Her green soul window eyes sparkle +as she smiles at him. She is about 4’ 9” tall and probably weighs +less than 100 pounds wet. She has a beautiful figure, with just the +right combination of muscle tone and curves. Imagine an ebony\ `Mary +Lou +Retton <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/MaryLouRetton.jpg>`__\ . +Friedman shouts, “Hi, this is Mel. Mel, these are my friends.” + +All greet her and provide their names, but shouting at each other +precludes a real conversation. Joan suggests that they get some +punch, sit, and talk, “Adam, would you go ask Clay to turn the volume +down a little?” + +Grace – “Hey, I’ll go with you. I’m anti-claymation.” + +Grace and Adam leave, and within a few minutes, the volume of the +music becomes tolerable. + +Joan – “Wow, that’s better. Now we can talk. I love your dress and +those earrings are amazing.” + +Mel – “Thank you. My mother brought them back as a gift from her last +trip to Jamaica. I love things that are handmade.” + +Joan – “Are you from there? I’ve only met one person from Jamaica. He +was a terrible singer.” + +Mel – “Me, no, I was born here… well, in Montgomery County. We moved +to Arcadia when I was five. My dad and uncle work for the community +center.” + +A slow melody begins to play. Joan feels a tap on her shoulder, +“Would you like to dance?” Joan is overwhelmed with a rush of déjà vu +as the dream she had discounted begins to play out. Adam, the room, +the music, everything is as she remembers. They walk out onto the +dance floor and begin a waltz. Elizabeth was right, but she totally +understated Adam’s ability. Time stands still as they float around +the room, much like the figurines on her music box, escaping into a +world of their own. + +After several numbers, the group gathers once again to rest. Ms. +Lischak walks over, “Greetings kinesiology specimens. I’m glad to see +that everyone is enjoying themselves.” + +Glynis– “Oh, we are, although Sean and I aren’t the best dancers.” + +Joan – “Sister Sarah has actually talked about that. When I’m +learning a new dance, I find it helpful, but if I think about it +while I’m doing it, I usually mess up. I just try to do what feels +right.” + +Ms. Lischak – “Whether it is cognizant or subliminal, all of you +participate.” She briefly looks out into the room and then back to +the group, “The ocular presentation that you have fashioned is quite +impressive. God’s eldest daughter rippling through space, +quaquaversally reflecting, refracting, focusing, and dispersing, all +in tune with the angular momentum of the sphere. The visual +consequence of the medium-energy gauge boson chains raining upon the +mirror ball is magnificent. Well done, photons.” + +Grace whispers to Luke, “There she goes again with her dirty talk. +Why can’t she just say that it’s pretty?” Luke smiles without +comment. + +Joan asks, “Um, Ms. Lischak, is your second best friend here?” + +Ms. Lischak smiles at her comment, “Yes, he’s here. He would actually +like to talk to you. Let us have a dance and then you two can talk.” + +Ms. Lischak walks to the other side of the gymnasium, and then onto +the dance floor with her significant other. Joan squints to see in +the dim light, ‘Yes, it is him!’ + +Joan feels another tap on her shoulder. Sean asks, “Would you like to +dance?” Mel then asks Adam, Glynis asks Luke, and so on. They all +return to the dance floor. It’s a fast song, so Joan begins to +integrate some of the square dance moves that Cee-Cee taught her. +Soon, they are dancing as a group, exchanging partners every few +seconds. + +The next song is a slow one for Joan’s dance with Mr. Tuchman. +Although there is not enough time for him to tell her everything that +has happened, she does learn that he has gone back to college. He is +about to complete another bachelor’s degree, this time in history. “I +will be Arcadia High’s history teacher beginning in the fall.” + +Joan – “Really, that’s great!” Joan considers what he has told her, +“Wait, what about Mr. Dreisbach?” + +Mr. Tuchman apologizes, “Oh, I’m sorry; I wasn’t supposed to let +anyone know. He won’t publicly announce his retirement until the end +of the year. When he told me of his plans, he did mention something +about starting a jazz band.” + +Joan smiles, “So he can play the saxophone. Good for him.” + +When the song ends, Joan returns to be with her friends. She takes +this opportunity to have another conversation with Mel. They seem to +be opposites in many of their likes and dislikes. Mel loves to dive +and Joan still fears it. Mel loves Koala bears and hats, and you know +Joan’s thoughts on that subject. However, Mel has a darling +personality and is a pleasure to talk with. With the experiences +Friedman has had with girls, Joan is pleased that he has found such a +jewel. + +The mirror ball seems to abate its rotation with the waning of the +evening. Joan wonders what song to choose for the last dance. A +melody begins to play in her head, one that she has heard on one of +her father’s records. Its lyrics resonate, not only for this evening, +but also for the events of this past week. After arranging it with +Clay, she pulls Adam once again out onto the dance floor. She sings +along as she and Adam dance to the music. + +*Do you believe in magic +In a young girl’s heart +How the music can free her +Whenever it starts +And it’s magic…* diff --git a/22-DancingWithTheMoon.rst b/22-DancingWithTheMoon.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e75ae08 --- /dev/null +++ b/22-DancingWithTheMoon.rst @@ -0,0 +1,2616 @@ +Episode 3.22, Dancing With The Moon +----------------------------------- + +At Home + +Joan – “Last night was fantastic! I haven’t had that much fun in a +long time.” + +Grace – “You should have seen the expression on Clay’s face when I +offered a demonstration of the bris. It was priceless. But I still +don’t subscribe to the whole bogus dating ritual.” + +Joan – “Don’t give me that. You had a blast.” + +Grace – “But I would have had just as much fun meeting everyone there +in jeans and a T-shirt.” + +Joan – “Didn’t you see Luke’s face when you came down the stairs last +night?” + +Grace – “Yeah, a typical male response to superficial matters of +appearance. What ever happened to letting your true beauty shine from +within?” + +Joan – “If there are places on your body where that actually happens, +you’re not attractive, you’re leaking.” + +Both laugh at Joan’s comment. Grace says, “Girardi, you are more +warped than I am!” + +Joan – “Miss Candy told us in make-up class that all humans have +imperfections. We conceal them because we are girls. Everything is +not a conspiracy, and disturbing the dating ritual only creates +havoc. Besides, assuming that you are more enlightened than the +millions of people who created a tradition is a bit arrogant, don’t +you think?” + +Grace – “Why should I participate in the dating rat race? Even if I +win it, I’m still a rat. You know I loathe hypocrisy, yet you still +think I should continue with this ritualistic dogma.” + +Joan – “Yes, I do. Tell me, why did you go to dance class with me the +other day? I know you really didn’t want to go.” + +Grace – “Because you’re my friend, and I know you really wanted me to +go with you.” + +Joan – “Okay, so my brother is in love with you. Don’t you think he’s +worth a little compromise?” + +Grace – “Whose side are you on?” + +Joan – “Both.Listen, contrary to popular belief, opportunity rarely +knocks. You usually have to beat down the door. If you want to cause +a different outcome, play your own game, then you have to be willing +to play the game in the first place.” + +Grace – “Now you sound like my father. He won’t let up on me about +going to college.” + +Joan – “I think you should go. You want to change the world, right? +So who’s listening to your ideas now? Me, Adam, and Luke. Why be just +one more person trying to change the world when you can write things +to cause thousands of people to try? Do it! Shoot for the moon. Even +if you miss, you’ll land in the stars.” + +Grace will not admit it, but she finds what Joan has just proposed to +be an intriguing idea. She decides to change the subject, “Let’s do +yoga.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +The doorbell rings, so Helen answers the door, “Well hello Adam, +Joan’s at work.” + +Adam – “I know. I wanted to talk to you.” + +Helen – “Has your father told you about my proposal?” + +Adam – “Yes, but there’s something else. I have a problem, and I +don’t know what to do. Can we talk?” Helen invites him in and they +sit in the living room, “My dad has a girlfriend.” + +Helen – “What has he told you about her?” + +Adam – “He’s been seeing her for several months, always on the nights +that I had dance lessons or work. She wants to fix us Christmas +dinner. That’s why he told me about her.” + +Helen – “You should be happy for him.” + +Adam – “She’ll never be my mom! I had a mom. No one can replace her.” + +Helen – “Joan told me once that you think of me like a mom. Why +couldn’t she be one, too?” + +Adam – “Because I picked you. I don’t even know her.” + +Helen – “Adam, you’re agonizing over something that may never happen. +Your mother will always have a place in your father’s heart, but it +has been five years. If this woman makes your father happy, you +should respect his feelings for her. Who knows, if you give her a +chance, maybe you two can become friends.” + +Adam sits silently for a few moments before he responds, “But it +hurts.” + +Helen gives him a hug, “I know, but life must go on.” + +Again, Adam sits quietly for a few moments before he responds, “Okay, +I’ll be nice to her, but that’s it.” + +Adam gets up to leave and Helen walks him to the door, “Thanks Mrs. +G.” + +Helen – “Well, I’m sorry that you won’t be able to come with us, but +I understand. I’m sure this dinner is important to your father.” + +Adam – “No, I’ll be going. He postponed the dinner until after we get +back.” + +Helen – “Well, that should tell you something about your father.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Oh, don’t say anything to Joan. I +haven’t told her yet.” + +Helen – “This is something that you should share with her.” + +Adam – “I will, just not yet. I’ll tell her after the trip.” + +At School + +Grace – “So, did you guys study for the tests?” + +All say that they had, and then Joan asks, “Why, didn’t you?” + +Grace – “If you haven’t noticed, studying always ends with dying. I +can handle these corn tests, pizza tests, tater tests… betcha can’t +eat just one!” + +Joan – “Tater tests, what are you talking about?” + +Grace – “It’s an allusion, Girardi, keep up. Would tater salad have +been better?” + +Glynis– “Is an allusion still an allusion if no one understands it?” + +Grace – “The tree still makes a sound, Chateletness.” + +Joan – “What tree?” + +Friedman – “The one that fell in the hundred-acre wood.” + +Joan – “When did that happen?” + +Luke – “Yesterday, which is when the dog who traveled into the future +and bit his own tail felt it.” + +Joan says to Adam, “The only dog I know is yours. Maybe he’s really +Mister Paxbody.” + +Adam – “Could be. He was chasing a squirrel in the back yard when I +left this morning.” + +Grace is not sure if Joan and Adam are actually believing this or +just playing along, “It’s a joke, frellwits. Anyway, the point is +that these tests are nothing but a pointless trivial pursuit. There’s +no way a multiple-choice question can show what someone can do with +what they know.” + +Adam – “Trivial Pursuit, like in Jeopardy?” + +Joan responds to the suggestion, “Ooh, ooh, I’ll take Laverne & +Shirley for $800.” + +Luke – “I’ll take String Theory for $1200.” + +Glynis– “I’ll try Fractal Geometry for $900. They’re so pretty.” + +Adam – “Do they have a Dungeons & Dragons category?” + +Grace – “No, fire spear, try Abstract Art for $500. I’ll take +Political Corruption for $1100.” + +Adam – “Sculpture.” + +Friedman – “Bzzt, you didn’t say for how much. I’ll take Human +Reproduction for $1000.” + +Grace – “And Friedman sucks us into the black hole of reality.” + +Adam – “Can I still take a turn?” + +Joan smiles and gives Adam a kiss, “I’ll call your name later.” They +each enter their classrooms to begin their first midterm exam. + +At The Police Station + +Will – “Are you ready?” + +Mimi – “I think you should do this.” + +Will – “I’ll make the opening and closing remarks, but it’s your +testimony they want to hear.” + +Will steps up to the podium, “Good morning. We have completed our +investigation into the shooting that took place at The Liquor +Emporium last Wednesday evening. Lieutenant Rogers of Internal +Affairs will give the briefing.” + +Will steps aside and Mimi begins to speak, “After reviewing the +testimony and other evidence, we have determined that Sergeant +Williams’ discharge of her weapon was justified. It is clear that Mr. +Washington pointed his weapon at Sergeant Williams before the +exchange of gunfire. Her action probably saved her life and the lives +of others.” + +Reporter # 1 – “Was it determined who shot first?” + +Mimi – “It appears that they fired simultaneously.” + +Reporter # 2 – “Mrs. Washington is demanding an independent +investigation in this shooting. Do you have a comment?” + +Mimi – “Internal Affairs is the independent investigation.” + +Will steps up to the microphone, “If the DA decides to conduct their +own investigation, we will offer our full cooperation. However, we +have not received such a request.” + +Reporter # 3 – “Chief Girardi, the ACLU has a filed suit in regard to +your association with Brother Jimi’s committee. Do you have a +comment?” + +Will ignores him, giving him his answer, “Sergeant Williams will be +returning to active duty as of today. That is all. Thank you.” + +After they have returned inside, Mimi asks, “Why didn’t you answer +his question?” + +Will – “I have dealt with him before. I would just be giving him +something to take out of context. My concern is with federal court. +I’m sure the press and talk radio will give full vent to the court of +public opinion.” + +At the Herald + +Kevin – “Good morning, how is Dan doing?” + +Rebecca – “Pretty good. His sister is staying to care for him. I’ll +help in the evening.” + +Kevin – “I’m glad to hear that. Would it be all right if I stopped by +after work?” + +Rebecca – “I’m sure he’d like that.” She pauses briefly, “Um, could +you do me a favor?” + +Kevin – “Sure, what is it?” + +Rebecca – “I would like to have a bottle of Woodhall Party Garnet, +but I can’t bring myself to go back to get it. Would you pick one up +for me?” + +Kevin writes down the name, “I’ll pick it up before I visit tonight.” +Rebecca gives him a twenty-dollar bill, “That’s not necessary.” + +Rebecca – “I just want you to get it for me. I’ll pay for it. It’s +for when Sergeant Williams comes over for dinner. Do you know her +first name?” + +Kevin – “Toni.” + +Rebecca – “Thanks, now, about your editorial.” + +Kevin interrupts, “There’s something that I was going to put in that +I didn’t mention on Friday. Did you know that 90% of black victims of +murder and non-negligent manslaughter were killed by black +offenders?” + +Rebecca – “I get your point. I don’t want you to publish it.” + +Kevin – “But, why? I have already shown you that everything in it is +true.” + +Rebecca – “I just feel that it would do too much harm to the +newspaper and to me personally, but I’m willing to make a +compromise.” Kevin doesn’t respond verbally, but instead gives her an +‘okay, what?’ expression. Rebecca continues, “I’m going to add +checking stories for racial bias to your duties. That will have the +same effect, won’t it?” + +Kevin has worked hard on his editorial and really would like to see +it published, but he also can see her point of view. He counters, +“How about political bias, too?” + +Rebecca – “Okay, but only outside of the editorial page.” + +Kevin – “No problem, that’s where opinions belong.” + +At School + +Joan – “My calculus teacher gave us a vote of confidence before the +test. She said, ‘The Day of Judgment is upon us, and you will be +judged. Those who fail to pass this test will be doomed forever to +burn in an explicit differential ball of flame!’ She was joking, but +I could sense a distinct burning smell when I left the room after the +test.” + +Grace – “I’m sure you didn’t do that bad. You seemed to know it when +we were in study hall. I should pass if the teacher uses the mean +value theorem for grading.” + +Adam – “I’m not sure how I did. I could see the formulas, but I +couldn’t figure out what to do with them.” + +Friedman – “Well, I’m sure that I aced it.” + +Glynis– “I am the calculus queen! Nature laughs at the difficulties +of integration.” + +Luke – “As far as the laws of mathematics refer to reality, they are +not certain, and as far as they are certain, they do not refer to +reality.” + +Joan – “So who’s ready for Government?” + +Grace – “Nobody, that’s the problem. It’s just a self-licking ice +cream cone.” + +Joan – “Eeeuw, that’s a disturbing image. I mean the test.” + +Grace – “Oh yeah, the cheese test. Hypocrisy is our current form of +government. It is a representative republic where your neighbors +elect someone to decide how much of your money will be given to +them.” + +Luke prods Grace on, “Define the judiciary?” + +Grace – “The judiciary is a panel of unelected officials who impose +laws on society that would never pass through the Congress.” + +Luke – “And the Congress?” + +Grace – “When explaining anything in Congress, always choose +stupidity over conspiracy, incompetence over cunning. Anything else +gives them too much credit. Congress is like looking at that Escher +picture of the wild geese flying together. It makes absolutely no +sense, but even they can occasionally manage to hit you with a load +of crap.” + +Glynis– “Cute, Grace, but I don’t think those answers will fly on the +test.” + +Grace – “And Counselor Troi once again states something that is +blindingly obvious.” + +Friedman – “Grace does have a point. Whenever a politician wants to +pass a useless piece of legislation, they always claim that it is for +the children. It works every time. Nobody is against children.” + +Joan – “‘For the children’, that’s good. Isn’t it?” + +Grace – “Yeah, that’s good. You really are an elegant moron. We’ll +talk later.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +With the completion of the last class on Friday, a week of tater +tests is finally over. Winter break begins for 20% of the students, +while the remainder plans to enjoy their Christmas break. All leave +the school in high spirits. + +At Home + +When Joan comes downstairs with her suitcase, she is expecting +everyone to be there to bid her farewell. Instead, she walks through +an empty house. She finally looks out a front window and notices +everyone gathered around a large van. When she walks out to +investigate, Adam peeks out from behind an open door, “Good, let me +have your suitcase.” + +Joan – “What are you doing here?” + +Grace looks out from behind him, “A piss poor job of packing. We +should start with the Van-Gogh carrier on top.” + +Luke – “Space, the final frontier. These are the voyages of the +Starship…” + +Grace interrupts, “Minimize. Your mission, should you decide to +accept it, is to figure out how to get all this stuff into the van +without us becoming bubble wrap.” + +Joan – “Will somebody please tell me what’s going on?” + +Adam – “We’re all going to Baltimore, I think.” + +Joan – “When did this happen?” + +Grace – “It hasn’t, yet.” + +Will – “We decided that since Richard came to visit us for +Thanksgiving, we’ll go there for Christmas. Surprise!” + +Joan – “Grace and Adam, too?” + +Helen – “You said that you liked to spend Christmas with family and +friends.” + +Joan – “This is going to be fun! Where’d you get the van?” + +Will closes the side door of the van to reveal a decal, “Dunuelos +Rentals, I got a great holiday rate.” When he actually turns to look +at the van, he asks, “Hey, who added the extra artwork?” + +Grace – “I thought the van needed some sprucing.” + +Joan – “I love the wreath and holly, but what does Turk 182 mean?” + +Grace – “It’s a populist parable about a graffiti artist in New York. +I thought the work needed a signature.” + +Adam – “Uh, wasn’t that Taki 183?” + +Helen – “Adam’s right. When Taki ruled magik kingdom…” + +Grace interrupts, “Whatever. The point is that he was a messenger for +the oppressed who took up arms against the status quo.” + +Will – “Well, I think your father will see a different message when I +send him the bill to have your liberation graphic removed.” + +Luke – “Don’t worry, Dad, I applied a coat of wax first. It’ll wipe +off with a sponge.” + +Adam, Luke, and Grace return to packing the van, having their own +conversation in the background. + +Kevin – “Lilly got us a great discount on the hotel.” + +Grace sings a motivational tune for Luke. + +*You put the big box in, +You take the small box out, +You put the big case in, +And you shake it all about. +You do the hokey pokey +And you change the stuff around +That’s what it’s all about* + +Lilly walks up, having only heard her name, “I didn’t do it. What did +I do?” + +Adam grins and exclaims, “We’re gonna need a bigger boat.” + +Kevin – “I was just telling Joan about the discount you got us on the +hotel.” + +Grace – “Never interrupt someone doing what you say can’t be done.” + +Lilly – “Oh, that. Well, God works in mysterious ways.” + +Kevin gives Lilly a ‘tell them’ look, “Okay, Father Mallory knew +someone in Baltimore who owed him a favor.” + +Grace – “…Stay on target… Almost there… Stay… on… target…” + +Joan – “Ooh, I have to go get my other presents.” + +Grace begins to fling her arms up and down, “Danger, danger, Will +Robinson. Critical mass will be reached in five minutes. Abort +program, input data, recompute.” + +Luke – “Don’t have a short circuit. If all else fails, I’ll use the +force.” + +At the Girardi Residence + +It begins to snow as they leave Arcadia. It’s a short-lived flurry, +but still a nice gesture from Mother Nature as they embark on their +Christmas journey. All are seated reasonably comfortable. Luke was +instrumental in using the space available to accommodate both the +luggage and passengers. Kevin is the only sardined passenger, but +since he can’t feel his legs, it does not affect his comfort level. + +All engage in small talk for some time, and then Grace asks Joan, +“So, where is it?” + +Joan – “Where’s what?” + +Grace – “The CD. You said that you were looking forward to listening +to it during your drive to Baltimore.” + +Joan – “That was when I thought that I would be driving alone. It’s +different now that we’re all here.” + +Grace – “You mean me? What, you think I’ll go postal if I have to +listen to Christmas music? Put it in.” + +Joan – “Are you sure?” + +Grace – “Hey, you wanna know the truth? I actually like some of the +songs. Let’s hear it.” + +Helen – “What did you bring?” + +Joan smiles, obviously pleased at receiving Grace’s permission, “It’s +actually a two-CD set entitled, ‘WOW Christmas’. I really like it, +because I’ve heard a lot of the singers doing regular songs.” She +hands the first CD to Helen to put in the player. They sing along +with some of the songs, but mostly they just listen. After listening +to both CD’s, Lilly offers her Mannheim Steamroller CD for their +enjoyment. The remainder of the drive is a Fresh Aire Christmas +journey. + +Joan was able to avoid driving from Arcadia, but Helen made her drive +from the hotel to Uncle Richard’s and Aunt +Trenna’s\ `home <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/TheRichardGirardiHouse.jpg>`__\ in +Overlea, a neighborhood in northeast Baltimore. When they arrive, +Emily is in the front yard bouncing on her mother’s mini-trampoline. +Trenna, being the shrewd mother that she is, placed it there this +morning. She knew that Emily would not be able to resist using it. +Trenna is hopeful that Joan will at least get a little sleep tonight. + +When Joan pulls in the driveway, Emily bounces off and runs toward +the van. She continues to jump up and down, calling out excitedly, +“You’re here, you’re here!” She bounces along side of the van as Joan +pulls up the driveway, “Come on; let me show you my room. I want you +to meet Pooka.” + +Joan puts the van in park, turns off the ignition, and opens the +door, “Can I take my seatbelt off first?” + +In response to Joan’s wisecrack, Emily stops jumping. She puts her +hand on her hip and gives Joan a tart smile. She then steps up on the +running board, wraps her arms around her, and squeezes a hug, “I’ve +missed you so much.” + +Joan melts into her and hugs her in return, “I’ve missed you, too.” +They hug briefly, and then Joan asks, “Who is Pooka?” + +Emily – “You’ll see.” Emily takes Joan’s hand, “Come on, I’ve got my +room all cleaned and ready for you.” + +Everyone in the van is amused and touched while observing the +exchange. When Joan gets out, she smiles back at her mother. Helen +comments, “Go ahead. We’ll bring in your things.” + +After Joan and Emily leave, Grace quips, “Tonight, Joan Girardi +continues her lead on American Idol.” + +Helen – “We all knew this would happen. I think it’s wonderful.” + +Will – “Pop-Tart extraordinaire.” + +Adam – “Well, we won’t see Joan for a while.” + +Trenna, Richard, and Trevor come out as Emily leads Joan inside. +Emily allows her mother to give Joan a quick hug before they go in. +“I’m glad you’re here. We’ll talk later.” + +Joan – “It’s good to see you again too, Aunt Trenna.” + +They unloaded most of the luggage at the hotel. What remains are the +presents, and Luke and Joan’s belongings. The Christmas tree seemed +barren underneath, but now rests on a mountain of packages. Trevor’s +eyes become aglow as he comments to his mother, “And Santa hasn’t +even come, yet!” + +A poster of LeAnn Rimes adorns the outside of Emily’s bedroom door. +The caption reads, “Crazy Blue.” Emily leads Joan in, but Joan has to +stop, look, and smile for a moment. Emily’s room is larger than +Joan’s, but just as cluttered. The first thing that catches her eye +is a large net suspended from the ceiling. In it is a collection of +stuffed animals of all shapes and sizes. Joan takes a few moments to +scan the array. She smiles and comments sarcastically to Emily, +“Looks like E.T. did go home.” + +Emily plops herself on the bed and begins to hug a rabbit nearly half +her size, “But Pooka is still here. He’s been with me for as long as +I can remember. I put everyone else in the net, but I really would +like Pooka to stay. Is that okay?” + +Joan – “Sure, your bed looks big enough for the three of us. Can I +see him?” Emily hands Pooka to Joan. Joan hugs him and strokes his +worn fur, “He looks well loved.” She does a quick waltz with him +before returning him to Emily. + +Emily – “I dance with him too, sometimes.” + +Will – “Knock, knock.” He enters through the open door, “I have +Joan’s suitcase. Where would you like me to put it?” + +Emily – “In front of the chifforobe. I’ve cleared out my stuff, so +there’s plenty of room.” Will delivers the suitcase, hugs his niece, +and leaves. + +Joan looks at the mirrored cabinet where her father has placed her +suitcase. She opens the door and inspects the inside, “This is nice, +a clothes bar and 3 drawers down below.” She thinks to herself, ‘So +this is a chifforobe.’ + +Emily gets up from the bed and seats Pooka on the pillows, “After you +put your clothes away, can you teach me how to rumble?” + +Joan is bewildered by Emily’s request. She doesn’t recall telling +Emily about her street fighting lessons. Then she realizes what Emily +is asking, “Oh, it’s called the rumba. It’s similar to a waltz, but +with a fast beat.” + +After she puts away her clothes, Joan takes Emily’s hands and begins +a slow demonstration, “Okay, you need to do the opposite of me. Put +your right foot back --- one, two, then your left foot to the side +--- three, your…” After they practice for a while, Joan speeds it up. +When she feels that Emily is ready, she asks, “I’ll bet you have +every song ever recorded by LeAnn Rimes.” + +Emily – “Almost. The only one that I don’t have is her ‘God Bless +America’ CD. I’ve asked Santa to get it for me.” + +Joan – “Have you heard her Latino version of Can’t Fight The +Moonlight?” + +Emily – “Yeah, Kizzie sent it to me. I like the original better, but +it’s awesome that way, too.” + +Joan – “And it will be awesome for us to rumble to.” + +Emily smiles at Joan’s purposeful mistake. She finds the song on her +computer, and cranks up the volume as it starts playing. + +Downstairs, Luke is outside playing catch with Trevor, the adults are +sitting at the dining room table talking, and Grace and Adam are +talking in the living room. + +Grace – “When I told my dad that I wanted to come on this trip, he +gave me the whole rabbinical speil about the differences between our +beliefs and those of Christians. Duh, like I didn’t know. Then, just +as I was leaving, he gave me a Christmas present. Can you believe +it?” + +Adam – “Maybe your dad just didn’t want you to feel left out while +you were here.” + +Grace – “We all know that Christmas is a big commercial racket. It’s +run by a big eastern syndicate. Christmas is just the time of year +when Christians indulge in material excess.” + +Adam – “It does seem that way, but there are those who do practice +the true meaning of Christmas.” + +Grace – “And you know what that is?” + +Adam – “It’s a celebration of the birth of Jesus. For God so loved +the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him +should not perish but have eternal life.” + +Grace – “When did you start reading the Bible?” + +Adam – “I haven’t. Mom read it to me sometimes, and I remember +everything that she told me.” + +Grace – “Did she explain the trinity to you?” + +Adam – “The Holy Trinity is a mystery. We’re not supposed to +understand it.” + +Grace – “A mystery? An oxymoron is more like it. I believe in one +God, not a committee.” + +Adam smiles, “Don’t you mean an elegant moron?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I hear you. Had Whiney known Joan, she would have been +the riddle, wrapped in a mystery, inside an enigma. So, what do you +believe?” + +Adam – “I believe that I don’t really know.” + +Grace – “Good answer.” She walks over to the Christmas tree and +shakes her package again, “I still don’t have any idea of what’s in +there.” + +Adam – “Well, then it’ll be a nice surprise on Christmas morning.” + +In the dining room, the adults have been catching up on what has +happened since Thanksgiving. Richard turns the discussion to their +plan for tomorrow, “We have the whole morning and afternoon free. +There are lots of things to do and see, but I have picked two that I +think everyone will enjoy. I thought that in the morning we could go +to Fort McHenry. The tour doesn’t take long and there is a nice video +presentation about its history. Then I thought we could visit Edgar +Allan Poe’s grave at the Westminster Cemetery. Baltimore’s football +team is named after his famous poem, ‘The Raven’.” + +Will – “That sounds like a fun morning. Is your ancestor’s name +mention on a marker at the fort?” + +Trenna– “No, few names are actually mentioned. My fourth +great-grandfather was Patrick Muldoon. He was only called up for +active duty twice during the war. Both times he served at Fort +McHenry. His brother served under General Stricker. He was killed at +the battle of North Point. It’s long gone now, but Patrick owned a +pub and restaurant called The Buck Stops Here. They served venison +and the seafood catch of the day. Stout was on tap. It was down in +Fells Point. I’ll be happy to show you where it was when we go into +town tomorrow.” + +Will – “That’s an interesting story.” He continues asking +sarcastically, “The Buck Stops Here? That sounds original.” + +Trennacounters, “It may have been in 1812.” + +Will smiles and uses hand gestures as if speaking to an audience, +“Bambi: You’ve seen the movie. Now, eat the star!” + +Trennasmirks, “Very funny.” + +Will – “Seriously, I do enjoy history, especially when it involves +family.” + +Helen – “I have mixed feelings about visiting Poe’s grave. I’ll bet +it’s a popular Halloween attraction.” + +Richard – “The lines to get in wrap around the block on Halloween and +on January 19th, Poe’s birthday. We’ll probably be the only ones +there tomorrow.” + +Luke and Trevor come in from playing catch. Trenna says to Trevor, +“Go tell your sister and Joan to come down. I need to talk to them.” +When they come down, Trenna addresses Emily, “It’s time to take your +shower.” + +Emily – “But Mom, we’re having fun. Joan was just…” + +Trenna– “No buts, shower, now. Besides, Joan needs some time to say +goodnight to her friends.” + +Emily frowns, but obeys her mother. She runs upstairs to the +bathroom. Joan then walks out to the living room to see Grace and +Adam. + +Adam – “Hello stranger.” + +Joan – “I’m sorry, but I just couldn’t get away. She’s been having so +much fun.” + +Grace – “No problem. We knew that she would be the center of your +attention.” + +Joan – “Whatcha been doing?” + +Adam – “Just talking and listening to the discussion in the dining +room. It sounds like we’ll all be spending time together tomorrow.” + +Joan smiles and sings, “Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya, tomorrow, +you’re only a day away.” + +Soon the conversation in the house turns to the sound of yawns, and +everyone separates to find their own places to sleep. They have a big +day ahead of them. + +At Fort McHenry + +Emily straddles a cannon, “Joan, take my picture!” + +Joan takes out her camera and snaps a picture, “That’ll look nice +with the harbor in the background.” + +Emily – “Now let me take your picture.” Joan trades places so that +Emily can get her picture, “You have to send me a copy.” + +Joan – “I will.” + +Joan had noticed it earlier, but the giggling and laughing has become +more pronounced now that she is closer to the edge. She peers over +the rampart to the park below. There, she sees children playing with +bubbles, dancing like fairies in pursuit of the shining orbs. She +watches for some time, and then comments, “They really are having a +blast!” + +Woman – “Oh, children go crazy over bubbles.” + +Joan is a little surprised, having expected Emily to answer. She +hadn’t noticed the woman standing there. She is an attractive woman, +similar in appearance and demeanor to Laura Roslin. She is wearing a +full-length red coat, with matching low heel shoes. Her bonnet is a +crocheted masterpiece of red and yellow yarns. Joan smiles without +comment, then returns to watching the children. + +The children continue their play, giggling and frolicking as they +pursue the empty planets on the run. Their glee is infectious and +Joan can’t help but smile as she watches them, “Watching them puts a +smile in my heart.” + +Woman – “Children are fascinating creatures. I mean, what’s so great +about bubbles?” + +Emily – “They’re pretty, they float, you can chase them, catch them, +pop them, I mean, they’re just totally awesome! They even have +rainbows!” + +Woman – “Wouldn’t it be wonderful if everyone had something they +loved as much as children love bubbles? I can remember a child who +had a similar fascination with balloons.” + +Joan – “Oh, but I hated it when they popped! That really scared me.” +She begins to wonder, “Are you…?” + +Emily interrupts, tugging on Joan’s hand, “Come on, let’s go see what +they’re doing over there.” + +The woman looks at Emily, and then back to Joan, “Children are the +laughter of God, don’t you think? Cherish their innocence.” + +Emily objects, “Hey, who are you calling innocent? Even my mom knows +that I’m usually guilty. You don’t know anything.” + +The woman looks lovingly at Emily, “Yes, you are guilty of pushing +the envelope. It’s in your nature. You are becoming who you will be.” +She looks back at Joan, “Remember what I told you before.” She smiles +and walks away. + +Joan – “Wait! What did you tell me? When?” The woman continues +walking away, waving over her shoulder as she leaves. + +Emily – “Come on, let’s go!” + +With Joan in tow, Emily catches up with the rest of the family. The +others are looking down at the\ `Inner +Harbor <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/InnerHarborfromFederalHill.jpg>`__\ from +their vantage point on Federal Hill. + +Will – “What’s the name of the tall ship?” + +Richard – “It’s the\ `USS +Constellation <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/USSConstellation.jpg>`__\ . +It was the last all-sail ship built by the United States Navy. You’ll +get a closer look this evening. Emily will be singing at the sidewalk +theater beside the ship.” + +Grace – “Do these cannons still work?” + +Adam – “Why, do you want to shoot one?” + +Grace – “Yeah! You see those small boats going everywhere?” + +Trenna– “Those are water taxis.” + +Grace – “Well, imagine them scurrying to get out of the way of a +cannon ball. It would be like watching water spiders scatter on a +pond. Round shot ripples, now that would be a hoot!” + +Lilly – “I think a tour of the harbor would be fun, minus the cannon +fodder.” + +Kevin – “I could go for that.” + +Trevor – “I would rather go see the fishes.” + +Luke – “Fishes?” + +Trenna– “See that building over there? That’s the National Aquarium. +I haven’t been there in a few years, but it’s really pretty neat.” + +Helen – “I would rather do that than go see a tombstone. What do you +think, Will?” + +Will knows that Helen’s comment is not really a question, but a +statement permitting only one acceptable response. He asks Richard, +“Do we have time?” + +Richard – “We have time to go to the aquarium or tour the harbor, but +not both. So, Poe’s grave is out?” + +Will – “We’ll have to visit his tell tale heart some other day.” + +Helen – “Anyone else have an opinion?” + +Grace – “Yes, no, maybe, sorta, kinda; Hey, look over there!” + +Adam - “What kind of answer is that?” + +Grace – “The midterm elections are coming up next year, my first turn +at bat. It’s never too early to start preparing for their politically +definitive answers.” + +Luke squeezes a hug from Trevor, “Well, I think phishing can be fun. +I like catching big phat fish.” + +Helen – “Then it’s settled. I’m glad we had this discussion.” + +After they finished their tour of the National Aquarium, the +Girardi’s find a street vendor and enjoy a late lunch of Philly +Cheese Steaks. It was a nice finish to a morning and afternoon of +fun. + +On the drive home, Trenna detours to Fells Point. They stop at a +charming gift shop called Zoe’s Garden. + +Trenna– “This is where ‘\ The Buck Stops Here\ ’ used to be.” + +All browse for a while. Although it wasn’t in her shopping plans, +Joan couldn’t help but purchase a knickknack for someone special. + +At the Girardi Residence + +Trenna– “Emily and Trevor, time to take a nap.” + +Emily – “But Mom, I’m not tired.” + +Trenna– “Em-i-ly, we already talked about this. Go to bed.” + +Emily asks Joan, “Will you lay down with me?” + +Joan – “Okay, but just for a little while.” + +It isn’t long before Emily falls asleep. Joan had planned to slip out +quietly, but she falls asleep as well. In fact, everyone decides to +take a nap. When they meet up again later, all are refreshed and +ready for the evening. + +Trenna– “…so you can park here or there’s another garage a block +north. You do remember how to get there?” + +Will – “Yeah, I just take + +Belair Road south +to +Lombard Street +and turn right.” +Luke – “Not quite, Dad. Don’t worry; I made notes for you this +morning.” + +Helen – “And I bought a map at the gift shop.” + +Grace – “A map! What a novel idea.” + +Adam – “If we can find that Bromo-Seltzer clock tower, it’s just a +few blocks south of there.” + +Joan – “What is Bromo-Seltzer, anyway?” + +Richard – “It used to be a popular antacid. I’m not sure if they make +it anymore.” + +Emily comes down stairs, twirls, and then strikes a pose, “Ta-dah!” +She is beautifully dressed for the evening as one of +Santa’s\ `elves <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/ElfCostume.jpg>`__\ . + +Helen – “This is wonderful! Where did you get it?” + +Trenna– “Lauren’s mother made it. She’s quite a seamstress.” + +Lilly shakes the jingle bell several times, “I love the hat!” + +Joan – “You look perfect for tonight.” + +Emily is already beaming, but with Joan’s comment, she begins to glow +even brighter, “I have another surprise, but I’ll show it to you +later.” + +Trenna– “Did you put your long johns on?” + +Emily – “Snug as a doodle bug in a rug.” + +Trenna– “Okay, then it’s time to leave. Everybody know the plan?” + +All agree. With that, they depart for their destinations of Middle +River and the Inner Harbor. + +At Long Beach Marina + +The marina is a patchwork of docks offering over 300 slips for +mooring boats. Richard keeps his boat in storage during the winter, +except for the week of Christmas. He launched it and the family +decorated it last weekend. + +The 36-foot cabin cruiser is something the family loves to take out +during the summer. Richard bought it used several years ago. They +have toyed with giving the boat a new name, but it still bears the +name of Wind Mistress. It sleeps six, and they often take it out on +the Chesapeake Bay for overnight excursions. Emily is always her +daddy’s first mate. + +Luke – “I’ve never been on a boat this big. This is really cool.” + +Joan, running her hand along the trim, “This woodwork is beautiful.” + +Trenna– “It’s cherry. I love it, too. Let me give you a quick tour.” + +At the Inner Harbor + +Helen’s map, Adam’s clock tower landmark, and Luke’s notes from +earlier make the four-mile journey from Richard’s house a success. +Grace’s ‘Turn right here left’ call from the back seat causes its +intended confusion, amusing all, except for Will. The detour makes +the total travel time just slightly longer than planned. + +They find a parking garage across the street from Harborplace. Helen +and Lilly persuade all to browse through the various shops. And +browse is what they do; however, Will purchases a variety of treats +from the Fudgery, both for themselves and for the Barnacle Bills. + +For dinner, they choose the *Tir* Na Nog, an Irish restaurant with a +tavern atmosphere. Each chooses a different sandwich from the menu: +Will, a crab cake; Helen, a club; Lilly, a vegetable pita; Kevin, a +smoked turkey; Adam, a buffalo chicken; and Grace, a roast beef. +After the meal, all give a satisfied sigh of relief. + +Grace wipes her hands with her napkin, “Well, I’ve done my part for +global warming. This cow will never pass greenhouse gases again.” + +Lilly, smirking at Grace’s remark, “Well, I enjoyed my sandwich, +too.” She looks at Kevin, “Did I ever mention that I was once a +vegetarian?” + +Grace sarcastically asks, “Did you become a vegetarian because you +love animals or because you hate plants?” + +In the Outer Harbor + +The boats gather near the base of the Key Bridge. While Richard finds +their place in line, Luke, Emily, and Trevor tend to the Christmas +decorations. They inspect all the trim and turn on the twinkling +array of lights. Trenna and Joan finish preparing dinner, a beef stew +that Trenna had begun at home. This isn’t just any beef stew, its +Trenna’s family recipe. Beef, bacon, carrots, onions, potatoes, +tomatoes, black olives, porcini mushrooms, and peppercorns are just a +few of the ingredients, but it’s the brandy that gives the stew its +unique flavor. + +The Girardi’s enjoy the warmth of the stew and the accompanying cup +of steaming hot chocolate. Each begins to gaze into the night sky, +dreaming through the noise of the waves gently lapping against the +boat. The flotilla provides an additional collage of Christmas music +to sooth the end of the day. As the last remains of twilight fade, +the evening star sets, signaling the beginning of the parade of +lights. + +At the Inner Harbor + +The sidewalk is bustling with people. Some are walking to and fro, +while others are standing, listening to the music. The band is +composed of three men and a woman. All are medical professionals by +day, but at night, they entertain patrons of Baltimore’s nightspots. + +The band plays a wide range of music, but tonight, the theme is +Christmas. They have prepared to perform enough traditional favorites +so that none will need to be repeated. However, they do honor two +requests to repeat songs. + +Kevin backs his wheelchair against a pylon and seats Lilly on his +lap. The others gather on either side. As they listen, two young +girls approach. One asks, “Hi, are you Kevin?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, that’s me, are you Kizzie?” + +Lauren – “No, I’m Lauren.” She points to her friend, “This is Kizzie. +We’re here to sing with Emily.” + +Helen – “Joan has mentioned both of you. Come join us.” + +Lilly – “Your outfits are darling, similar to Emily’s, but slightly +different.” + +Kizzie– “That’s how we wanted it. Emily is singing lead and we will +be singing harmony.” + +Grace observes Kizzie’s unique accessory, “Those are pretty earrings, +a sparkling star that embraces all the possible opposites.” + +Kizziesays thank you, but then she realizes that Grace has learned +her secret, “Okay, so I’m a Jewish elf. Emily is my best friend. She +asked me to be here.” + +Grace – “Hey, no problem, that’s why I’m here. It’s just kind of +funny, don’t ya think?” + +Kizziesmiles, “Yeah, kinda.” + +A commotion begins as people call out, “I can see them! They’re +coming!” The band ends their song and the crowd begins to drift south +on the sidewalk to get a better view. Cheers erupt, and then all +becomes quiet as the first boats come into view. The people aren’t +sure how to respond. It’s the Lady D, followed by the Coast Guard +LCM-8 involved in +her\ `rescue <http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_qa4442/is_200408/ai_n16062106>`__\ last +year. The crowd decides to give them a round of applause, recognizing +the theme of tragedy and hope. + +Following comes a random mixture of sail and power boats, some large +and some small. Among the boats are the Der Pelikan, Get The Net, +Three Belles, and the *Seaheather*. The Wind Mistress has a position +near the middle. + +Emily has been jumping up and down, waving at the people, and calling +out “Merry Christmas” the whole way. The others have as well, but +Emily is certainly the most exuberant. As they approach the wharf, +she calls out, “I can see them! I can see them!” + +Joan scans the crowd, “Where are they? I can’t see them. There are +too many people.” + +Luke points, “See the two guys in wheelchairs? Kevin is the one on +the right.” + +Joan – “Oh yeah, the one with Lilly on his lap.” All of them return +to waving and calling out, “Merry Christmas!” + +On the shore, the Girardi’s spot their seafaring counterparts. They +wave and call out “Merry Christmas.” To the masses, this is just +another decorated boat passing by. + +After they circle past the cheering crowd, Richard steers the Wind +Mistress into the marina at Locust Point. There, he moors beside the +USS Sanctuary. All climb the ladder to the dock, and begin the walk +back to the theater where Emily will sing. + +When the last of the boats pass the crowd, the band begins to play +once again. Emily sees Lauren and Kizzie and runs up to greet them. +The band is playing Jingle Bell Rock so Emily, Lauren, and Kizzie +hold hands and begin to circle dance. Joan, Grace, Adam, Luke, and +Trevor also join in the horah. After a few more songs, the band sings +Silent Night. This is Emily’s cue that her song is next. + +The female singer steps up to the microphone, “We hope that you have +enjoyed the music this evening. For our last song, we would like to +introduce a talented young singer.” She gives Emily a nod. After +Emily, Lauren, and Kizzie come on stage, she continues, “Please give +a warm welcome to nine-year-old Miss Emily Girardi.” + +The crowd applauds. Emily takes the microphone off the stand, “Hey, +I’m almost ten.” After the crowd finishes laughing, Emily continues, +“These are my friends Lauren and Kizzie.” Lauren and Kizzie take a +bow, and then lower their microphone on its stand. Emily looks back +to the band, nods, and returns to face the crowd. She begins to sing. + +*So this is Christmas +*And* what have you done +Another year over +And a new one just begun...* + +After she finishes the song, the crowd gives her a long round of +applause. She waits for them to quiet and then speaks, “Thank you, +thank you.” She pauses briefly, “I’ve been looking forward to this +for a long, long time. I love to sing, and I have been aching to have +people to sing to. Being able to sing for you tonight is a dream come +true.” She pauses once again, gives a sly smile, and then asks, +“What’s my name?” The crowd roars, “Emily!” Emily responds, “Great, +now I have one last thing to say.” She lowers the microphone to her +belt buckle and presses +the\ `button <https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BzD_A1TK-sRLZEppemZXT0FIYUk/edit?usp=sharing>`__\ . +As the crowd laughs, Emily and her friends wave and leave the stage. + +Trennahugs Emily, and then she hugs Lauren and Kizzie, “You were +wonderful!” + +Emily – “They did seem to like me, didn’t they.” + +Joan – “You were fantastic. You get better every time I hear you +sing.” + +The woman from the band calls over, “Lauren and Kizzie, stay where I +can see you.” + +Lauren – “Mo-om, we’re right here.” The woman stops packing her +instruments and walks over, “Mom, these are Emily’s cousins from +Arcadia.” + +Trennamakes the introductions, “Sheila Morris, this is Richard’s +brother Will, his wife Helen, their sons Kevin and Luke, and their +daughter Joan. And this is Lilly Watters, Kevin’s fiancé.” + +Sheila – “It’s nice to meet all of you, but especially you, Joan. I +feel like I know you. Emily talks about you all the time.” + +Joan – “Well, it’s nice to meet you too, Mrs. Morris. Emily has told +me how kind you are to her when she comes to play with Lauren. Thank +you for making the costumes for tonight.” + +Lilly – “Yes, they were marvelous!” + +Sheila – “I know how special this is for Emily, so I was happy to do +it.” She gives Lauren and Kizzie a little hug, “Well girls, we need +to get Kizzie home. Come help me finish packing.” She looks back to +the Girardi’s, “Again, it was nice meeting you. Perhaps I’ll see some +of you tomorrow morning. Have a very Merry Christmas!” + +They part ways, each to begin their journey home. + +At the Girardi Residence + +The Girardi’s are happy to be home, as they wind down from a pleasant +evening. That is, except for Emily. She is so high she may never come +down, but exhaustion is beginning to take its toll. She allows Joan +to cuddle with both her and Adam. She even allows them to smooch a +little without protest. + +All are gathered in the living room, enjoying a dessert of whipped +cream covered pumpkin pie. When they finish, Richard explains, “We +have a tradition of letting the children open one present on +Christmas Eve. Would you like to join us?” + +The older kids look at each other, unsure how to respond. Helen makes +the decision, “I think we would rather just watch Trevor and Emily +open a present. We can do ours tomorrow.” + +Richard continues, “Okay, which of you would like to go first?” + +Trevor – “I will, I will!” + +Trennadirects him to a couple packages under the tree, “Which one +would you like to open?” + +Trevor looks back and forth between the large and small packages, +trying to make a choice. Richard decides to assist, “Sometimes good +things come in small packages.” + +Trevor retrieves the smaller package and looks at the tag. It reads, +“From Luke.” He unwraps it, “Wow,\ `The Adventures of Sharkboy and +Lavagirl <http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0424774/>`__\ ! Thanks Luke, +let’s go watch this.” + +Before Luke can respond, Trenna interrupts, “Not tonight, it’s +already past bedtime. You can watch it tomorrow after church.” + +Emily – “My turn, my turn!” + +Joan – “I got you something. It’s in the blue paper with snowflakes.” + +Emily looks and finds it. She sits beside Joan while she opens it, +“\ \ `Ice Princess <http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0396652/>`__\ ? What’s +it about?” + +Grace – “They should have called it Skating in the City or maybe +Buffy’s Frigid Sister.” + +Joan gives Grace a smirk, “It’s actually a delightful story about a +young girl chasing her dreams. She reminds me of you. We can watch it +together tomorrow.” + +Emily gives Joan a hug, “Thanks, Joan.” + +This appears to be it, but then Trenna comments, “Grace, we made you +a gift. It’s the small square package in purple paper. We would like +you to open it now.” + +Grace is surprised, not expecting to be a part of this ritual of +greed, at least not tonight. She retrieves +the\ `package <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/blue-star-of-david-ornament.jpg>`__\ from +under the tree and opens it. When she sees what they have made her, +she is deeply touched and initially is not sure what to say. + +Emily boasts, “I helped to glue on the sequins!” + +Trennacomments, “Happy Hanukkah, Grace. We would be honored if you +would hang it on the tree while you are here.” + +Grace walks over and hangs the ornament prominently on the front of +the tree. She admires it as she backs away, and then turns to face +the others. A hint of a tear is in her eye, “Thank you. This really +means a lot to me.” + +Christmas Morning + +Trevor whispers to his father at a distance of about two inches, +“Dad, wake up! Santa came. Can I go downstairs?” + +Emily is on the other side of the bed whispering to her mother, “Mom, +time to wake up. Santa’s been here!” + +Richard opens one eye and looks at the clock. It reads 4:53 a.m. He +repeats Trevor’s news to Trenna, “Santa came last night.” + +Trennamoans, “Go back to bed. We’re not opening presents until after +church.” + +Trevor responds, now at full volume, “But there’s a new bike down +there! I think it’s mine!” + +Emily also excitedly informs her mother, “And there’s a scooter that +I think Santa left for me!” + +Trennamoans once again, realizing that there will be no return to the +Land of Nod. She throws back the covers, “Okay, but nothing happens +until I’ve had my first cup of coffee.” + +Emily and Trevor run back to their bedrooms. There, Joan and Luke sit +groggily on the bed. Each had previously gone through a similar +scenario. Their response was, “Go ask your parents.” + +After starting the coffee, Trenna steps out onto the porch. An +overnight shower has coated everything with a thin sheet of ice. She +observes, Well, I know why no one has ever written a song called, +“I’m Dreaming of a Translucent Christmas.” It’s pretty, but you can’t +do anything with it. There will be no bike riding outside this +morning. She returns inside to watch the coffee maker fill ever so +slowly. + +The older Girardi’s sit on the living room couch, each nursing a +fresh cup of coffee. As in Joan and Luke’s house, a loop can be made +through the downstairs. However, here there are no steps to +negotiate. The young folks circle through the downstairs testing +their new modes of transportation. When Emily passes, she smiles and +continues to sing her latest tune. When Trevor passes, he rings his +bicycle bell, an accessory Richard is beginning to regret having +purchased. The wall clock chimes six times to remind them that they +should all still be in bed. + +Trennaretrieves the phone and calls the hotel. When Helen picks up, +Trenna just begins speaking, “You remember that eight o’clock Mass we +were going to? It’s been postponed until twelve-thirty. Come on over +anyway. I’ll make breakfast.” + +Helen is about to respond when she hears ‘brringg-brringg’ through +the receiver, “What was that?” + +Trenna– “It’s something whose warranty is about to expire. Come on +over.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +There was a doughnut shop across from the hotel, so Will stopped and +picked up breakfast. + +Trenna– “I’m glad that Fred had time to make the doughnuts. Thank you +for getting them.” + +Will – “No problem. Like a good neighbor, Dunkin’ Donuts was there.” + +Richard - “Doughnuts bring good things to life.” + +Kevin moans, “If any of you decides on a second career, donut +consider a job in advertising.” + +Despite Kevin’s sarcasm, or perhaps due to it, the others decide to +join in the fun. + +Adam – “I donut, they are the breakfast of champions.” + +Grace – “Better things for better living through chemistry.” + +Will – “Hey, everyone knows that Arcadia’s finest runs on Dunkin’.” + +Joan – “I donut believe I ate the whole thing.” + +Helen – “King Dunkin’ donut fair to well in Macbeth.” + +Lilly – “Maybe he should have taken a flying leap through a Dunkin’ +Donut.” + +Luke – “Marge dear, would you kindly pass me a donut?” + +Grace - “Donut? What’s a donut?” + +As Emily scoots by, she snatches another doughnut, “That’s what +donuts are-are, mmm-mmm good.” All laugh, not because her comment is +so funny, but because she has not been privy to their conversation. +When she comes around again, she asks, “Can we open presents now?” + +A ‘yes’ from Trenna begins the unwrapping fest for Trevor and Emily. +It’s a long process, because Trevor and Emily play with their new +toys before opening the next gift. Trevor received a Hasbro ChatNow, +so he and Luke talk and text each other from different rooms in the +house. Emily received the Crayola Girlfitti, and she, Joan, and Grace +colored and talked. Adam even joins them for a while, offering Emily +some artistic advice. Before they know it, the morning is gone, and +it’s time to get ready for church. + +Although Emily is old enough to attend Mass, Trenna prefers that both +she and Trevor attend Bible study. The teacher has a talent for +explaining the message of the Bible in a way that children can +understand. It is a forum where questions can be asked, and Emily is +always full of questions. + +Being Christmas, today’s lesson is the story of the birth of Jesus, +as told in the books of Matthew and Luke of the New Testament. Those +familiar with the story know about the wise men from the east who +visited Jesus as a child. They presented gifts of gold, frankincense, +and myrrh. Emily has, what in her mind is a perfectly valid question, +“Why would a wise man want Jesus to smell like a monster?” The +teacher always counts on an interesting Bible study class when Emily +attends. + +Will, Adam, Grace, Joan, and Luke stay at home. Emily wants Joan to +attend Bible study with her, but Joan persuades Emily that she should +spend time with her friends. They consider opening their gifts to +each other, but Will asks that they wait until everyone is present. + +What to do? Joan and Luke are about to fall asleep, so Adam suggests +that they take a walk. It has warmed enough outside to melt the ice, +but it is still cold enough to awaken anything warm blooded. Joan and +Luke agree. + +They stroll down the sidewalk and talk about last evening. Joan and +Luke share their experience on the boat, and Adam and Grace share the +excitement of the Inner Harbor. Grace pulls out samples of the fudge +that Will purchased, and all enjoy the treat. The sugar rush helps +for Joan and Luke’s fatigue. + +Luke – “Mmm, this is sooo good! You know, chocolate has been shown to +improve blood vessel function in healthy people.” + +Joan – “So, there’s no problem with renting space at the top of the +food pyramid?” + +Adam – “Hey, at least it’s a balanced diet.” He rocks back and forth +with a piece of fudge in each hand. + +Grace quips, “Save the Earth… it’s the only planet with chocolate.” + +Joan notices what’s across the street, “Hey, Saint Michael’s! Isn’t +that their church?” + +Adam – “Yeah, I think that’s what your aunt said as they were +leaving.” + +Joan – “Let’s go see.” + +Grace – “They’re busy doing their Christmas thing. We should leave +them alone.” + +Adam – “We’re not dressed for church. I don’t think we should go in, +either.” + +Joan – “They won’t mind. Come on, we can go in quietly and stand in +the back.” + +Grace – “Can we dispense with the rumble afterwards?” + +Joan gives Grace a smirk, “You know that had nothing to do with the +mosque. It could have happened anywhere. Let’s go in.” + +Joan walks up the steps, pulls the huge mahogany door open, and slips +through. The others follow her inside. + +They congregate in the back of the church as planned. No one notices +their entry, except for the priest and some members of the choir. To +their delight, they do not give notice to the congregation. + +The priest steps up to the lectern and begins to speak, “Today, we +celebrate the birth of our savior, Jesus Christ. His birth should not +have been a surprise, for it was prophesied in the Old Testament. +Some of the passages are: + +*Deuteronomy 18:18 I will raise them up a Prophet from among their +brethren, like unto thee, and will put my words in his mouth; and he +shall speak unto them all that I shall command him.*\ God would raise +up a prophet like Moses. + +*Isaiah 7:14 Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; +Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his +name Immanuel.*\ One would be born of a virgin as a special sign or +miracle from God. + +*Isaiah 9:6 For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and +the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be +called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, +The Prince of Peace.*\ This One, who was yet to be born, would have a +special place in the hearts of all the people. This One, born of a +virgin, would have Authority to reign over the world. + +*Genesis 49:10 The scepter shall not depart from Judah, nor a +lawgiver from between his feet, until Shiloh come; and unto him shall +the gathering of the people be.*\ This One, who was yet to be born, +would have a special place in the hearts of all the people. + +*Micah 5:2 But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little among +the thousands of Judah, yet out of thee shall he come forth unto me +that is to be ruler in Israel; whose goings forth have been from of +old, from everlasting.*\ This Son was to be born in Bethlehem. + +*Hosea 11:1 When Israel was a child, then I loved him, and called my +son out of Egypt.*\ This Son was also to come out of Egypt. + +In the New Testament, Mathew 2:14 & 15 states…” + +Joan motions for them to leave, and they escape as quietly as they +entered. Once outside, Joan asks, “Is that true?” + +Adam – “Is what true?” + +Joan – “That part about the passages in the Old Testament.” + +Luke – “I don’t think that a priest would make it up.” + +Grace – “A few words can be disputed, but they are factually +accurate.” + +Joan – “Wow, so maybe my mom and Lilly are right.” + +Grace – “Hey, I said that it was an accurate translation. I didn’t +say that I agree with his conclusion.” + +Joan – “But don’t these passages support what Christians believe +about Jesus?” + +Grace – “There are just as many other passages that tend to disprove +that Jesus was the Messiah. I… Jews believe that Jesus was a great +teacher, nothing more.” + +Luke – “This type of pseudo-science is a common occurrence. Take +nine-eleven. As soon as it happened, people started quoting +Nostradamus saying, ‘See, he predicted this.’ When Dan Brown +published The Da Vinci Code, people started searching The Nag Hammadi +library for proof, in support of a work of fiction! Even man-made +global warming has all the characteristics of a religion. A consensus +is not proof. A consensus is an agreement, an opinion, a belief. +There was once a consensus that the world was flat, too. These +scientists should be required to state the opinions upon which their +facts are based.” + +Joan – “So, you don’t believe what the priest said, either?” + +Luke – “No, I didn’t say that. A true scientist must acknowledge how +much he doesn’t know, leaving room for mystery, miracles, and the +wisdom of nature. In these matters, everyone has to decide for +themselves what they believe to be true.” + +Joan – “So it always comes down to faith. I know what I believe, but +what if what I believe turns out not to be true?” + +Adam – “Jane, I don’t think we can ever know. The answer will always +be bigger than the question. The best we can do is to try to ask the +right questions.” + +Joan is taken aback, because she remembers being told this before. +After a short pause, she answers, “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Let’s +go home.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Richard walks in carrying Trevor and Kevin rolls in with Emily on his +lap. The munchkins were too tired to walk home and are now sound +asleep. This is another Girardi Christmas tradition, although it is +seldom a planned event. Richard and Will carry the sleeping beauties +upstairs and tuck them into their beds. As they return downstairs, +each takes comfort in knowing that the most precious thing worth +stealing is a kiss from a sleeping child. + +Trennaand Helen are in the kitchen making lunch when Will and Richard +join the others in the living room. Will notices that Joan and Luke +are once again falling asleep. He suggests, “Why don’t you two go lie +down and get up with Trevor and Emily.” + +Both Joan and Luke feel bad, because they would rather spend the time +with Adam and Grace, but they accept their father’s suggestion. It’s +just too much of a struggle to stay awake. After Joan and Luke walk +upstairs, Helen and Trenna bring out lunch trays prepared so everyone +can assemble sandwiches. + +Trennaturns on the TV and selects a channel. Within a few +minutes,\ `A Season for +Miracles <http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0226418/>`__\ begins to play. +All enjoy the movie while they eat. + +Toward the end of the movie, the four nodding hams stroll downstairs. +Trenna retrieves the lunch trays from the refrigerator, and they +enjoy a late lunch while watching the conclusion of the movie. + +Magical voices have been calling Trevor and Emily since they awoke +from their nap. Both have been watching the packages attempt to +jostle their way to the front, each calling out “Open me!” or “No, +open me first!” or “No, I’m the prettier one, open me!” As soon as +Alanna narrates the ending to the movie, Trevor asks, “Can we…?” + +Richard anticipates his question, “Yes, but let’s let your cousins +begin.” + +Grace – “I have something for Luke.” She retrieves the package from +beneath the tree and gives it to him. + +Luke – “Are you sure?” + +Grace – “No one has ever become poor by giving. Merry Christmas.” + +Luke accepts the gift and unwraps it, “Wow, thank you!” He holds up +the book,\ `God at the Speed of Light: The Melding of Science and +Spirituality <http://www.writers.net/writers/books/17653>`__\ .” +Grace – “The first half is a bit heavy with physics, but the second +half is an easier read. I think you’ll enjoy it.” + +Luke – “You’ve read it?” + +Grace – “Well yeah, I do come with a brain.” + +Luke – “No, I didn’t mean that. This just doesn’t sound like +something you would be interested in reading.” + +Grace – “I read it to find out if you would like it. I didn’t say +that I agree with it.” + +Joan – “Can I see?” Luke hands her the book. She looks at the cover, +leafs through the pages, and then she gives it back, “I don’t think I +would be able to understand this. Will you explain it to me when +you’re done?” + +Luke smiles, “Still having personal issues with the electromagnetic +spectrum? Okay, my fish tank can use cleaning when we get home.” Joan +sticks her tongue out at him. + +Grace – “Every major religious text in the world metaphorically +describes God using terms of light. Baumann theorizes that God and +light are inseparably linked, being manifestations of the same thing. +Now you know.” + +Trennadecides that it’s time to move on with the gift giving. She +asks, “Joan, do you have a gift you would like to give someone?” + +Joan walks over to the tree and retrieves a package. She sits back +down next to Adam and gives it to him, “Merry Christmas.” + +Adam opens the small box to find +a\ `pendant <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/JMensPendant.jpg>`__\ , +“Wow, thanks… and the letter ‘J’.” + +Grace quips, “It’s a heart monitor, dude.” +Joan smiles at Grace’s comment and further explains, “No bells or +whistles, just a reminder of where my heart resides.” + +Adam understands the dual meaning of her comment. She is once again +offering him a gift of her heart, but also reminding him of his +responsibility by accepting it, “Thank you. I will wear this always.” +He slips the chain over his head, puts the medallion in place, and +thanks Joan with a kiss. + +Emily puts two fingers in her mouth and pretends to gag. This gives +everyone a smile, except for Joan and Adam who are too busy to +notice. She begins to fidget in her seat, looking excitedly at her +mother. Trenna relents, “Emily, do you have a present that you would +like to give?” + +Emily flies off the couch and retrieves a package from under the +tree. She sits back down next to Joan and gives it to her, “Merry +Christmas! I hope you like it. The man said it was their best movie.” + +Joan opens the package to find a DVD of the movie\ `Top +Hat <http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0027125/>`__\ , staring Fred Astaire +and Ginger Rogers, “Wow, thanks. My friend Cee-Cee thinks that Ginger +Rogers is the best dancer ever.” She continues, still excitedly for +Emily’s benefit, “And it’s noir!” + +Adam offers a correction, “It’s filmed in black and white, but it’s +not noir.” + +Joan – “Oh, okay, well I like it anyway, thank you.” She gives Emily +a hug, which Emily cherishes. + +Richard – “Lilly, do you have a gift that you would like to give?” + +Lilly goes to the tree and returns with a two-foot long cylindrical +package. She gives it to Kevin, “Merry Christmas.” + +Kevin – “Hmm, let me guess, a swimsuit poster of Natalie Glebova?” + +Lilly – “Not a chance. Guess again.” + +Kevin – “Well, I guess we’ll have to see.” He opens the present, +“Cool! Up to twenty feet! Go stand over by the wall.” + +Lilly – “Why, you’re not going to grab me with that thing.” + +Kevin – “I need to test it somehow. Oh, and face the wall.” + +Lilly gives him the evil eye. + +Kevin – “Okay, put your back to the wall. I can test it that way, +too.” + +Lilly gives him a smirk, knowing full well what he intends to do. She +crumples some wrapping paper and presses it into a ball, “You can +grab this.” + +Kevin – “I like my idea better.” Lilly once again eyes him +dangerously. + +Kevin relents. He inserts the batteries and presses the button. It +telescopes out to its maximum length. He then releases the mechanism, +pulls the lever, and grabs the ball of paper. + +Kevin – “Got it!” He gives her a mischievous smile, “Do you think +Tippy would like to play when we get home?” + +Lilly takes the grabber tool and places it back into its box. She +says with a slight smile, “They should have put a rating on this +thing, not suitable for children under twelve.” + +Trenna– “Okay Trevor, you’re under twelve. Do you have a present that +you would like to give?” + +Trevor scurries over to the tree and retrieves an oblong box. He +gives it to Luke, “Merry Christmas.” + +Luke unwraps the present, “\ Where IS Moldova? I don’t know, Eastern +Europe maybe? I’ve never heard of this game!” + +Trevor – “I don’t know where it is either, but my dad says this looks +like a fun game.” + +Richard – “We went shopping to get you a video game, but we found +this at the store and decided to get it instead. We hope you enjoy +it.” + +Luke – “Yeah, this looks cool. I haven’t played a board game in a +long time. Thanks.” + +Richard – “Do you have a gift that you would like to give?” + +Luke walks over and retrieves a small package from under the tree. He +returns and gives it to Grace, “Merry Christmas, Grace. I’ve always +known that you were special. This proves it.” + +Grace unwraps the package to find a homemade DVD. In black marker, +Luke has written Grace – March 3, 1988, “You better not tell me that +you’ve transferred a bunch of my baby pictures to DVD!” + +Luke – “No, although you could do that for me.” Grace gives him a +‘not in your lifetime’ look, so Luke continues, “I discovered that +something marvelous happened on the day you were born. I would like +to show you.” + +Grace – “Now, with everyone here? No way, Dude!” + +Luke – “Trust me, it’s not embarrassing. You’ll love it!” + +Richard – “The DVD player is in the cabinet to the left of the TV.” + +Grace is reluctant, but she walks over and inserts the disk into the +DVD player. Richard turns on the television and selects the video +input. He then gives the remote to Grace. + +Luke – “Push play, and then replay. I’ll explain what you’re +watching.” + +Grace complies. While +the\ `video <https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BzD_A1TK-sRLVExlTDFqSWN1UWM/edit?usp=sharing>`__\ plays, +Luke narrates, “There was a lunar eclipse on the day you were born. +It was unique, because it was the shortest partial lunar eclipse of +the 20th century. It lasted only 13 minutes, 25 seconds. This video +is time compressed to 18 seconds. Only three thousands of a percent +of the Moon’s surface was covered by the Earth’s umbra.” + +Grace – “Great! I share a birthday with the most unimpressive eclipse +of the century.” + +Luke – “No, not at all! This eclipse is actually quite extraordinary! +Watch the video again.” After Grace plays it several more times, Luke +asks, “Can you see it?” + +No one does. Everyone gives him a look of bewilderment. He takes the +remote and plays the video again, “Okay, let me explain. The Earth’s +shadow has two parts: the umbra, the darker inner part caused by the +Earth totally blocking the light from the sun; and the penumbra, a +lighter outer shadow caused by light from the sun only being +partially blocked. The penumbra does cover the Moon, but watch the +umbra.” + +After several more plays, Joan exclaims, “Oh, I see it!” + +Luke – “What?” + +Joan becomes a little self conscious, “Never mind, I’m probably +wrong. I’m sure you’re looking for some scientific explanation.” + +Luke – “Not everything is about science.” + +Helen – “Joan, tell us.” + +With her mother’s urging, Joan continues. “Well, it’s sorta like a +cosmic Fred and Ginger.” + +Luke – “Excellent!” Luke gives Grace an embrace while looking over +her shoulder toward the TV. He clicks play once again, “On the day +that you were born, the Earth’s shadow danced with the Moon.” + +Everyone is astounded as they realize what Luke has been trying to +show them. Joan smiles, looks up, and then back to the group, “Grace, +it’s a touch of truth that lets you see the world in a whole new +way.” + +Kevin – “How did you figure this out?” + +Luke – “Well, I used this program called Starry Night and…” + +Grace interrupts him, “Don’t spoil it, space boy. You did good.” When +Luke moves in for a kiss, Grace permits it. + +Helen – “Luke, I’m impressed. This is so sweet. You really can be a +romantic!” She pauses for a moment, thinking about who has and hasn’t +given a gift, “Adam, do you have a gift that you would like to give?” + +Adam walks over to the tree and retrieves a package. He sits back +down and gives it to Joan, “Merry Christmas, Joan.” + +Joan gives him a smile and carefully removes the wrapping paper. +Inside, she finds an envelope and a smaller wrapped package. Adam +says, “Open the envelope.” + +Joan opens the envelope to find a letter, +a\ `photograph <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/SnowflakeJoan.jpg>`__\ , +and a small vial. She reads +the\ `letter <http://dc14.4shared.com/download/59268857/66be85d8/THE_OFFICIAL_CANADIAN_SNOWFLAKE_REGISTRY.doc>`__\ . + +Joan sits silently for a few moments, looking at the photograph. She +then tilts the vial back and forth, watching the drop of water move +from end to end. + +Emily – “That’s so cool, your very own snowflake!” + +Adam – “I wanted to get you something unique. What do you think?” + +Joan is torn, not sure what to say, “Adam, this is really sweet. How +much did you pay for this?” + +Adam – “Just three easy payments of $19.95.” + +Joan explodes, “You paid sixty bucks for this? A letter, a picture, +and a drop of water! What were you thinking! We could have had dinner +at La Cachette or Don’s Steakhouse…” + +Grace inserts a comment while Joan is on her rant, “Or Adam could +play a joke on you.” + +Joan – “… or you could have gotten me a…” Joan realizes what Grace +has just said, “It’s… it’s a joke?” + +Adam smiles, “Jane, there’s another package there. Open it.” + +Joan removes the paper to find a jewelry box. She lifts the lid and +views +the\ `contents <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/SnowflakeEarRingNecklace.jpg>`__\ , +“Wow, these are beautiful!” + +She removes the earrings and puts them on. She then gives the +necklace to Adam, “Will you put this on me?” + +Adam clasps the necklace around her neck. She then gets up and walks +over to a mirror. She admires her gift for a few moments and returns. +After giving Adam a kiss, she says, “These are wonderful! I’m sorry +about before.” + +Adam – “It’s okay. We all had bets on how you would react.” + +Joan – “We?” + +Kevin – “It was risky. I mean, with Joan, you never know which home +phone number you’re going to get.” + +Grace – “She is quasi-Sybilesque. I still can’t believe what she did +to that guy at the mosque.” + +Luke – “That expression on your face was priceless, ‘Adam, this is +really sweet.’ I thought you were going to kill him then!” + +Adam smiles, “I wasn’t worried.” He puts his hand on his chest and +caresses the pendent that she gave him, “I know what’s in here.” + +Emily – “Can I have the picture of the snowflake?” + +Joan gives her the photo, the letter, and snowflake urn. Emily grins +and whispers to herself, “Wow, Snowflake Joan.” Joan smiles and +squeezes a hug. + +Will – “Kevin, do you have a gift that you would like to give?” + +Kevin uses his grabber tool to retrieve a package from under the +tree. He gives it to Lilly, “Merry Christmas.” + +It’s a small package and Lilly is not surprised when she sees that it +is jewelry. She is pleased with +Kevin’s\ `choice <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/LilyCrossNecklaceEarrings.jpg>`__\ . +It’s a sterling silver cross, entwined by a single vine which has +captured a calla lily. There are also matching calla lily earrings. +She puts on the earrings and then sits on Kevin’s lap so he can adorn +her with the necklace. + +Kevin – “I thought these were a perfect way to demonstrate how you +and your faith are intertwined. It’s you.” + +Lilly – “I love it.” She looks down at her necklace, and then gives +him a kiss. + +Will – “Well, I have a gift that I would like to give.” He retrieves +a package from under the tree and gives it to Helen, “Merry +Christmas.” + +Helen opens the package to find a beautiful\ `red +dress <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/RedDressShaw1.jpg>`__\ and +matching shawl, “Will, this is beautiful!” She leans over and gives +him a kiss. + +Will – “There’s more.” + +Helen looks under the paper and finds an envelope. When she opens it, +she finds two tickets for the play Hairspray. She looks closer at the +tickets and exclaims, “Tomorrow!” + +Will – “The last time we went to a play, it didn’t turn out well. I +thought we’d try it again.” + +Helen – “I’ve heard of this play. I’ve been hoping it would come to +Arcadia.” + +Will – “I purposely avoided reading the details. All I know is that +it’s a bright, colorful, tuneful musical comedy. At least the story +will be a surprise.” + +Richard – “The play is at the Hippodrome downtown. It’s a beautiful +theater. They just finished renovating the building last year. It was +originally built in 1907.” + +Helen – “Maybe we can get some more tickets. Trenna, Lilly, I’m sure +you would enjoy this play, too.” + +Will – “Perhaps another time. I would like this to be our night out.” + +Helen – “Okay, it’s my turn. She retrieves a package from under the +tree and gives it to Will, “Merry Christmas.” + +Will opens the package to find a signed copy of William F. Buckley’s +book, The Unmaking of a Mayor. Will caresses the slightly worn cover, +leafs through a few pages, and smiles, “Thank you. I’ll enjoy reading +this.” + +Helen looks at him for a moment, expecting him to say more, but he +doesn’t. She then asks, “Richard, do you have a gift to give?” + +Richard retrieves a package from under the tree and gives it to +Trenna, “Merry Christmas, Hon.” + +Trennaopens the package to find an assortment of nightwear. There are +2 matching nightgown pajamas sets, and 2 robes. One nightgown and +pajama set is royal blue and the other is white with a pink butterfly +print. The robes are made of terrycloth, one pink and one blue, each +matching a nightgown pajama set. + +Trennacomments, “Well, there is nothing sexy about these.” She +pretends to read the garment tag, “Hmm, Melissa Gilbert Collection.” + +Richard smiles at her joke, “No it doesn’t. Besides, anything is sexy +when you wear it.” + +Trennasmiles, “I love them. Sexy is the antithesis of comfortable. +What do you think for tonight, gown or pajamas, pink or blue?” + +Richard – “How about the blue nightgown?” + +Trenna– “Ooh la la, royal blue dreams tonight.” She puts her +nightwear aside and retrieves a package for Richard, “Merry +Christmas.” + +Richard opens the package to find a copy of\ `The Limbaugh +Letter <http://www.rushlimbaugh.com/pages/static/limbaugh-letter>`__\ , +“Great! Talent on loan from God. Now all I need is Rush 24/7.” + +Trenna– “The letter is a concession. You don’t have time for Rush +24/7.” + +Richard notices there is also a bottle of British Sterling aftershave +in the box. He opens it and puts a few dabs on. Trenna takes a sniff +and begins to snuggle his neck, “I love that smell on you.” + +Richard smiles, “Ooh and I love it when you smell me.” + +Emily exclaims, “Eeeuw, da-ad, mo-om, cooties maximus!” + +Joan squeezes another hug from Emily, “Yeah, too much bedroom.” Joan +whispers, “You may have cooties and not even know it. Would you like +me to give you the cootie shot?” + +Emily – “Uh, I don’t know, does it hurt?” + +Joan – “No, let me show you.” She traces the motions with her hand as +she sings the little song, “Circle, circle, dot, dot. Now you have +your cootie shot.” + +Emily – “Show me that again!” Joan shows her again, after which Emily +begins to practice on her own. + +The gift giving continues. However, the remaining gifts bear the +label, ‘From Santa’, or ‘From Rudolph’, or from some other +traditional holiday character. This was so Trevor and Emily would not +believe that Santa had forgotten about their cousins. + +When all the gifts were unwrapped, there was still one package under +the tree. This was Grace’s present from her father. Trenna asks, +“Grace, would you like to open your gift now or do it later?” + +Grace answers by retrieving the package from under the tree. Her +curiosity of what gift her father has given her for Christmas is +finally quenched. She is pleased when she removes a Hanukkah Menorah, +an eight candle candelabrum. There are also several boxes of candles. + +Trenna– “That’s beautiful! Would you like to light the candles?” + +Grace – “Yes, I would.” She glances out the window, “But it’s not +quite time. Hanukkah begins at sundown.” + +Helen – “I know that Hanukkah is a Jewish holiday, but I really don’t +know any more than that. Would you explain it to us?” + +Grace – “Hanukkah commemorates the rededication of the Jerusalem +temple by Judah Maccabee in 165 B.C. It recalls the Talmudic story of +the Temple’s one-day supply of oil miraculously burning for eight +days. As part of the celebration, we light an additional candle for +each day of the festival. + +Richard retrieves the newspaper and finds the page that gives the +local weather forecast, “Sundown is at 4:34 pm.” He glances at his +watch, “That’s coming up pretty quick. Is there anything that we can +do to help you prepare?” + +Grace is surprised, but pleased by Richard’s offer. She is hesitant, +but asks, “Well, after I light the candles, I would like to place the +Menorah in front of the window. Would that be alright?” + +Trenna– “We can move one of the end tables under the window and place +a cookie sheet on top of it.” + +Will – “How long do the candles stay lit? I mean, what if they’re +still burning when it’s time for us to go back to the hotel?” + +Grace – “I think these candles will probably burn out on their own by +then, but if they are still burning, I’ll blow them out.” + +Luke – “Isn’t there some ritual that goes along with the lighting of +the candles?” + +Grace – “When I light a candle, I recite a passage about light from +the Torah.” + +Joan – “Why don’t you write it down and we’ll say it with you.” + +Helen – “Yes, we would like to participate if it’s okay.” + +Will and Richard place the end table under the window and Trenna +retrieves a cookie sheet from the kitchen. Grace writes down what she +plans to recite during the ceremony, and Joan, Adam, and Luke help +her to make copies. + +Grace strikes a match and lights the central candle. She then uses it +to light the first candle on the right. She turns towards the group +while holding the Menorah. Together they recite, “Creation - And God +said: ‘Let there be light.’ And there was light. (GEN 1:3, JPS) Light +was the first thing God created. All growing things depend on light +for life. God is the source of all life.” With that said, Grace +places the Menorah in front of the window. + +Helen – “That was very nice. Thank you for letting us be a part of +your Hanukkah celebration.” + +Grace – “And thank you for allowing me to take part in your +celebration of Christmas.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Helen, Trenna, and Lilly place the remaining dinner items on the +table. The menu includes an Italian salad, stuffed mushrooms, roasted +crab cake, lasagna, spiced beef, braised cabbage, yams, mashed +potatoes, pumpkin and apple pies, and dinner rolls. Joan tastes one +and says, “Mmmm, to die for!” + +Will and Richard are seated at opposite ends of the table, while the +others are seated along either side. Richard fills everyone’s glass +with a sweet red wine, excluding Emily and Trevor, who are given +black cherry soda. He asks Will, “Would you like to offer a toast?” + +Will raises his glass, “To all the special ‘F’ words: Family, +friends, fact, fiction, fate, freedom, faith, forgiveness, and +forever.” + +Richard – “Hear, hear!” Everyone clicks their glasses together. + +Trenna– “I would like to say a Christmas prayer.” Everyone becomes +silent and bows their heads. + +*May God bless us with discomfort at easy answers, half truths and +superficial relationships - so that you may live deep within our +heart.* + +*May God bless us with anger at injustice, oppression and +exploitation of people so that we may work for justice, freedom and +peace.* + +*May God bless us with tears to shed for those who suffer from pain, +rejection, starvation and war, so that we may reach out our hand to +comfort them, turning their pain into joy.* + +*May God bless us with enough foolishness to believe that we can make +a difference in this world, doing what others claim cannot be done.* + +*And, may the blessing of God, who creates, redeems and sanctifies, +be upon us, and upon all we love and pray for, this day and forever +more. Amen.* + +Emily – “Happy birthday, Jesus!” + +Trenna– “Grace, would you like to say something?” + +Grace – “God bless the cheese makers for they are the curds and the +whey. Luke, pass the lasagna.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +After dinner cleanup, all gather back in the living room. Luke +suggests playing his new board game, while Emily and Trevor would +each like to watch their new movies. Helen settles the dilemma, +“Let’s watch Emily’s new movie.” + +As Joan stated earlier, it’s a nice, feel-good movie. Everyone enjoys +it, especially Emily. As soon as the movie ends, Emily asks, “Mom, +can you teach me how to ice skate?” + +Trenna– “We’ll see.” + +Emily – “Pleee-heee-heeez!” + +Trenna– “Okay, there’s an ice-skating rink at Patterson Park. I’ll +call them tomorrow.” + +Emily – “Yes!” + +Joan – “You are so spoiled.” + +Emily – “No I’m not!” She strikes a pose, “Besides, what’s wrong with +wanting to feel strong and graceful and beautiful?” + +Joan – “Nothing, you already are.” + +Trenna– “Time to get ready for bed.” + +Emily – “But I’m not tired!” + +Trenna– “Bath, pajamas, and then you can come back down for awhile.” + +Emily rummages through her Christmas gifts to find her new pair of +pajamas, “Kim Possible is awesome. She’s so wily.” + +Joan – “Oh, like you’re not? She’s perfect for you.” + +Emily – “Well, I for sure have some of her Kimness.” She glances at +her family and then decides to whisper in Joan’s ear, “I still don’t +understand why it’s usually easier to get forgiveness than it is to +get permission.” She then darts upstairs, not waiting for an answer. + +The remainder of the evening is once again spent in the living room, +but now there are several activities being pursued. Kevin, Adam, and +Luke try to find Moldova. Will is reading his book and Richard is +reading his Limbaugh Letter. Trenna entertains Trevor by +reading\ `The +Star <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/40935571/bc4c331f/The_Star.doc>`__\ , +the first story in a book of short story science fiction that he +received from Santa. Helen and Lilly work on needlepoint projects +that they received from each other (a.k.a. Santa). Grace and Joan +spend their time with Emily adorning Barbie, Ken, Francie, and +Poindexter with outfits both new and old. + +At Johns Hopkins Children’s Center + +The observance of Boxing Day is not a common practice in the United +States. However, it is a custom that Trenna’s family has observed, +and she persuades Richard to continue the tradition. A non-mandatory +gathering has been scheduled at the hospital. Richard had planned to +go alone, but he decides to invite Joan, “The meeting won’t last +long. If you would like to come, I can give you a tour when we’re +finished.” + +Joan – “I’d like that.” + +Emily – “No, I want you to stay here with me. We can watch The +Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl with Luke and Trevor.” + +Richard – “You can watch that anytime. Why don’t you come with us?” + +Emily hesitates, perplexed while her mind deciphers the competing +urges. She then takes Joan’s hand, “Okay, I’ll go.” + +Grace – “Ahem, may I come too?” + +Richard – “Sure.” He gives Trenna a kiss, “We’ll be back in a few +hours.” + +JohnsHopkins Medical Centeris composed of a series of buildings +joined by enclosed walkways, tunnels, and skywalks. The Children’s +Center is located near the southeast corner of the main complex. When +they enter the ward, Richard takes them to a reading room where a +doctor is seated viewing patient images. Richard makes the +introduction, “Dr. Simmons, this is my niece Joan and her friend +Grace… and you know Emily.” + +Dr. Simmons – “It’s nice to meet you.” He addresses Joan, “Richard +has told me that you want to become a nurse. Feel free to have a look +around.” + +Joan – “Thank you, Dr. Simmons.” + +Dr. Simmons – “Richard, we received a new patient yesterday. Her name +is…” He pauses to look at the chart, “…Judith Spiegel. She’s ten +years old and has been comatose since a car accident yesterday +morning. She sustained minor head trauma, but the CT and MRI scans do +not show any anomalies. I’m at a loss to explain why she’s in a coma. +After the meeting, I would like you to take a look at these images +with me.” + +Richard – “Sure thing. Joan, Grace, we’ll be back in a little while. +Emily, do what Joan tells you. April, our head nurse, is at the +nurses’ station if you need anything.” + +After they leave, Joan picks up the chart the doctor left on the +counter. + +Grace – “What are you doing? Leave that alone.” + +Joan – “I just want to have a peek.” + +Grace – “We can get in real trouble, you know, that hippo law.” + +Emily – “What’s a hippo law?” + +Joan – “It’s actually H-I-P-A-A. It’s a law about keeping medical +information private. It’ll be fine, no one’s going to know. I think +it’s kind of cool that her name is Judith.” + +Grace – “Judith is just as common a name as Joan.” + +Joan – “Maybe, but I’ve only known one. She’s in room 10B. Let’s go +see.” + +Grace – “Are you nuts! We can’t go bothering the patients.” + +Joan – “The doctor said that we could look around. Besides, how can +we possibly bother her? She’s in a coma.” + +Joan walks down the hallway with Emily at her side, and Grace +reluctantly follows behind. When they reach the room, Joan leaves +Emily with Grace and walks inside. She returns after a moment, +“There’s a woman asleep on the couch. I’ll bet she’s her mother. +We’ll have to be quiet.” + +Grace – “And it will remain totally quiet if we just go back to the +reading room.” + +Joan – “You have to come see her. You won’t believe it.” + +Joan takes her by the arm and leads her into the room. When Grace +sees the girl lying on the bed, she is astounded. She almost forgets +to whisper, “She’s a ten year old Judith!” + +Joan toys with her, “Yes, the doctor did say that.” + +Grace – “No, I mean she looks like our Judith, only younger.” + +Joan – “I know, isn’t she beautiful!” + +They all just watch her for a while, not saying anything. Then Joan +brushes Judith’s bangs aside, “The doctor says there’s no reason for +you to be asleep. Time to wake up.” She motions to Emily and Grace, +“Say a prayer with me.” + +Joan takes Judith’s and Emily’s hand. Grace walks around the bed and +takes Emily’s and Judith’s other hand. They pray silently. After a +few minutes, they hear the woman stir on the couch. Joan motions for +them to leave and they exit back out to the hallway. + +Joan says to Emily, “You were so quiet in there. I’m amazed!” + +Emily – “It seemed important to you. I wasn’t sure what prayers to +say, so I said some Our Father’s and Hail Mary’s. Was that okay?” + +Joan – “Those were good choices.” + +Grace – “Okay, no more Nancy Drew. I can’t deal with being George.” + +Joan – “All right, let’s go see who’s awake.” + +Grace – “Girardi!” + +It was no use. Joan had already started walking down the hallway with +Emily, looking into the rooms. When they disappear through a doorway, +Grace reluctantly follows. They visit with five children before +Richard finds them, “I see you’ve met Nathan. How are you doing +today?” + +Nathan – “Okay, I guess. Dr. Simmons said that I’ll be going home +tomorrow.” + +Richard – “Yes, I know.” With a smile, he continues, “And I don’t +want to see you again for a long, long time.” + +Nathan returns the smile, “Me neither. Thanks, Doctor Girardi.” + +Emily – “Did you know that Nathan has a train set like ours? And +Julie likes to play ‘Go Fish’, and Elly likes LeAnn Rimes as much as +I do, and Peter got a scooter from Santa, but his is blue, and…” + +Richard interrupts, “Wow, that’s really neat, but I have to consult +with Dr. Simmons now. When we get home, I want you to tell me all +about it.” He addresses Joan, “When we’re finished, I’ll try to +answer any of your questions.” + +Joan’s interaction with children has not always been stellar. She has +been observing Emily, and without exception, each child that she has +talked to has become happier from the exchange. Joan is surprised +when she realizes that this is what God meant when she said, “I want +you to pay attention… this time it’s how she can help you.” Emulating +Emily, she should patent the term as a powerful new puerile +communication technique. “Thank you, Uncle Richard, but I think I’ve +already found my answers. I’ll just visit with more of the kids if +that’s okay.” + +Richard – “Okay, I won’t be long.” + +As he leaves, all hear a woman calling out, “Judith! Oh, my sweet +baby, you’re awake!” Everyone congregates in and outside of her room. + +Judith – “Where’s the angel?” + +Woman – “You’re my angel, sweetie.” + +Judith – “No, the one who said I should wake up.” + +Woman – “Oh, you were dreaming, pumpkin, but I’m so happy that you’re +awake.” + +Grace leads Joan away from the others, “How’d you do that?” + +Joan – “Do what?” + +Grace – “Cause her to wake up.” + +Joan – “What makes you think I did it?” + +Grace – “Because you told her to wake up… and then she did.” + +Joan – “When I tell Luke to wake up, he just ignores me.” + +Grace – “Well it certainly wasn’t me!” + +Joan – “Hey, you’re the one who had the dancing moon shadow at birth. +When I was born, all it did was rain.” + +Grace – “Technically, it was an earth shadow, but it doesn’t mean +anything.” + +Joan – “Of course it means something. I’m not sure what, but it means +something.” + +Grace – “Your balloon never lands, does it Girardi?” + +Joan gives her a smirk, “Maybe it was the prayer that we said or +maybe it was just time for her to wake up. The doctor did say that he +didn’t know why she was in a coma. Anyway, I’m just glad that she +woke up, whatever the reason.” + +Neither Joan nor Grace had noticed that Emily had quietly joined +them, “Do you think that my prayers helped at all?” + +Joan gives her a hug, “Of course, that’s it! Yah know, that explains +the whole thing, the power of three. We are charmed!” Emily glows as +she considers Joan’s revelation. + +Grace – “We’re charmed, that’s your explanation?” + +Emily reaches a new high, almost as high as she was on Christmas Eve. +She remembers a routine she did while playing Cheetah Girls with her +friends. She sings an answer to Grace’s agnostic question, using hand +motions during each line. + +(raises and lowers her arms while wiggling her fingers)\____\_ +Sometimes the snow comes down in +June (draws +circles in the +air) Sometimes +the sun goes ‘round the moon +(points her finger at Grace, using a circular motion)\____________\_I +see the passion in your eyes +(stretches out her arms)\________________________________\_Sometimes +it’s all a big surprise + +Joan – “Good job!” She takes Emily with her to peer back into +Judith’s room, “I think your dad and Dr. Simmons will be busy with +her for a while. Let’s go visit with some of the other kids, and then +we’ll come back and talk to Judith.” + +At the Girardi Residence + +Helen – “Did you have a good time?” + +Joan – “Yeah, it was great. There was a girl named Judith who was in +a coma, and she woke up while we were there. She looks like our +Judith, too.” + +Grace – “Totally different voice, though. She has a deep, throaty, +genuine laugh, like the sound a dog makes just before it throws up.” + +Joan – “Okay, she did have an odd laugh, but she’s really a sweet +kid. She and her mother are obviously close, but she really lit up +when her father came in. Her parents own a horse farm. She actually +has her own horse!” + +Emily – “Yeah, and she said that I could come visit. Can I?” + +Trenna– “I don’t think you’re old enough to ride a horse.” + +Emily – “Mo-om! Judith is my age. It would be so cool!” + +Richard – “I’ll talk to her father, and then we’ll see.” + +Joan – “Grace went to the gift shop and bought her a PEZ dispenser.” + +Grace – “Hey, you weren’t supposed to tell anyone.” + +Joan – “Oops, there goes my balloon again.” + +Luke – “You remembered.” + +Helen – “That was really a nice thing to do.” + +Grace – “A moment of inspired insanity.” + +Kevin – “Insanity or lunacy?” + +Grace snips, “Yo, Professor Xavier, don’t imagine that chair gives +you special protection.” + +Joan – “Whoa, down Grace, he’s just making a joke.” + +Grace – “This Moon stuff is starting to rent space in my brain. +Everyone just needs to knock it off!” + +Luke – “I thought you liked it.” + +Grace – “I did, but it’s growing on me like a colony of E. Coli. The +eclipse was just a nascent fluke, not some prophetic celestial +marker.” + +Helen tries to defuse the situation by changing the subject, “Trenna +and I have made chicken salad. Who’s hungry?” + +Grace – “Not!” Grace storms out the door. + +Luke – “Maybe I should go after her. I’m the one who started this.” + +Joan – “No, let me. I think she’s really mad at me.” + +Adam – “No, I’ll go. I don’t think she’ll hit me.” With that, he +heads out the door after Grace. + +When Adam catches up to her, she is still walking fast and uttering +expletives under her breath. Adam just quietly walks beside her until +she is ready to talk. + +Grace – “Do you remember when we talked about Joan and her secrets? +Has she ever explained any of them to you?” + +Adam – “You were there when she told us about her dreams. I think +that explains a lot.” + +Grace – “But not all of it. Don’t you think there’s more?” + +Adam pauses, thinking about what Joan told him in the hospital, +“Yeah, probably, but she doesn’t want to tell us. That’s just the way +she is.” + +Grace – “Wait! What was that?” + +Adam – “What was what?” + +Grace – “That pause. You know something, don’t you?” + +Adam – “I know there are parts of herself that she wishes to keep +secret.” + +Grace – “How can you be in love with someone you don’t really know?” + +Adam – “I love what I do know. Hey, I’m just happy that she’s giving +me a second chance. Maybe someday she’ll tell me about that part of +herself, but I’m willing to wait until she’s ready.” + +Grace mulls over what Adam has said before responding, “I don’t know +if I can wait much longer.” + +Adam – “Sure you can. I’m hungry, let’s go have lunch.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +The conversation during lunch was primarily about the wonders of +Sharkboy and Lavagirl. Joan and Emily both provided more tales of the +children they met today, but they avoided saying anything more about +Judith. Although quiet, Joan could tell that Grace was still upset. + +After lunch, Emily asks Joan to spend time with her listening to her +new LeAnn Rimes CD. Grace interrupts, “Later, Mushroom, Joan and I +need to talk.” + +Emily pouts, “Why do I always get the fuzzy end of the lollipop?” + +Joan kneels down in front of Emily and places her hands on her +shoulders, “You know that’s not true. It’s okay, we’ll listen to your +CD together in a little while.” Joan gives her a hug and heads out +the door with Grace for another walk. + +Grace – “Is your entire family in on this conspiracy?” + +Joan – “What do you mean?” + +Grace – “This whole Moon thing is a deflection.” + +Joan – “A deflection? A deflection from what?” + +Grace – “You and your secrets?” + +Joan – “I told you about my dreams. Don’t you believe me?” + +Grace – “I do, but that’s not all of it. When are you going to tell +me the rest?” + +Joan – “What rest?” + +Grace – “The other half of the red pill.” + +Joan is taken aback. She remembers having said that to Grace, but she +believed that it was another one of her dreams. She just walks along +with Grace and doesn’t respond for several minutes. + +Joan – “In the ‘Matrix’, do you remember me telling you about +Cypher?” + +Grace – “Cypher’s the one who betrayed them.” + +Joan – “You’re right, but do you remember why?” + +Grace – “Because he regretted having taken the red pill.” + +Joan – “And at the beginning, do you remember what Morpheus asked +Neo? Are you sure you want to know how deep the rabbit hole goes?” + +Grace – “Lay it on me.” + +Joan pauses for a moment, “Grace, the truth doesn’t always set you +free. Knowing the truth can be a lonely place. You already have +enough burdens of your own. You should think about this for a while.” + +Grace – “I’ve been thinking about it since last summer.” + +Joan – “You’ve waited this long, you can wait a while longer.” Joan +turns around and walks back toward the house. + +Grace calls after her, “Girardi!” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +When they return, Joan goes to spend time with Emily as she has +promised. Grace finds Luke sitting in the living room by himself. He +is totally confused, believing at first that his gift was +appreciated, but now has no clue of what went wrong. Grace decides to +take her lost puppy for a walk. + +Grace – “I don’t think I’ve walked this much all year.” + +Luke – “I guess you’ve had a lot to think about.” + +Grace – “Okay, listen up. I’m not mad at you. I loved your Moon +shadow. It’s just… well… there’s something else and your Moon thing +caused it to reach critical mass.” + +Luke – “Okay, I can understand that.” + +Grace – “I purposely used geek speak.” + +Luke – “So, what is it?” + +Grace – “I don’t want to talk about it.” + +Luke – “Grace! We have to talk about it.” + +Grace – “Not this time, Moon Boy. All you need to know is that this +isn’t about you.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +When the shadows begin to stretch across the floor, Luke asks, “Would +you like us to make copies of what you plan to say tonight?” + +Grace – “No, this time I’m going to recite it by myself and everyone +can just listen.” + +When the sun sets, Grace lights the central candle as before. She +then uses it to light the first and second candles on the right. She +turns towards the group while holding the Chanukah. She recites her +passage, however this time, she maintains eye contact with Joan. + +“\ O send out Thy light and Thy truth; let them lead me; let them +bring me unto Thy holy mountain, and to Thy dwelling-places. (PSA +43:3, JPS) Our minds and hearts will be cleaned by the light of the +Spirit of Truth and others can be cleaned from the overflow.” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +What Grace is asking her to do frightens her. At least her mother had +already figured out most of it on her own. Should she tell Grace +everything or just provide another piece of the puzzle? Will Grace +even believe her? Will it strengthen their friendship or destroy it? +These are the questions that Joan ponders as they rock slowly on the +glider. + +Adam shifts slightly, bringing Joan back from her mental torture. She +takes a cleansing breath of cool night air, emitting a sigh with its +release. Pulling the blanket tighter, she snuggles deeper into the +comfort of Adam’s arms. A lone star catches her gaze, prompting her +to make a wish before returning to her dark night of Grace. ‘Oh God +of second chances and new beginnings, here I am again.’ + +photobucket.com + diff --git a/Makefile b/Makefile new file mode 100644 index 0000000..302ec13 --- /dev/null +++ b/Makefile @@ -0,0 +1,24 @@ +# Minimal makefile for Sphinx documentation +# + +# You can set these variables from the command line. +SPHINXOPTS = +SPHINXBUILD = sphinx-build +SPHINXPROJ = JoanofArcadiaSeason3 +SOURCEDIR = . +BUILDDIR = _build + +%.odt: %.rst + rst2odt -q -l cs_CZ $< $@ + +# Put it first so that "make" without argument is like "make help". +help: + @$(SPHINXBUILD) -M help "$(SOURCEDIR)" "$(BUILDDIR)" $(SPHINXOPTS) $(O) + +.PHONY: help Makefile + +# Catch-all target: route all unknown targets to Sphinx using the new +# "make mode" option. $(O) is meant as a shortcut for $(SPHINXOPTS). +%: Makefile + @$(SPHINXBUILD) -M $@ "$(SOURCEDIR)" "$(BUILDDIR)" $(SPHINXOPTS) $(O) + @@ -0,0 +1,185 @@ +# -*- coding: utf-8 -*- +# +# Configuration file for the Sphinx documentation builder. +# +# This file does only contain a selection of the most common options. 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Refer to documentation +# for a list of supported languages. +# +# This is also used if you do content translation via gettext catalogs. +# Usually you set "language" from the command line for these cases. +language = 'cs' + +# List of patterns, relative to source directory, that match files and +# directories to ignore when looking for source files. +# This pattern also affects html_static_path and html_extra_path . +exclude_patterns = ['_build', 'Thumbs.db', '.DS_Store', 'original'] + +# The name of the Pygments (syntax highlighting) style to use. +pygments_style = 'sphinx' + + +# -- Options for HTML output ------------------------------------------------- + +# The theme to use for HTML and HTML Help pages. See the documentation for +# a list of builtin themes. +# +# html_theme = 'alabaster' + +# Theme options are theme-specific and customize the look and feel of a theme +# further. For a list of options available for each theme, see the +# documentation. +# +html_theme_options = {} + +# Add any paths that contain custom static files (such as style sheets) here, +# relative to this directory. They are copied after the builtin static files, +# so a file named "default.css" will overwrite the builtin "default.css". +html_static_path = ['.static'] + +# Custom sidebar templates, must be a dictionary that maps document names +# to template names. +# +# The default sidebars (for documents that don't match any pattern) are +# defined by theme itself. Builtin themes are using these templates by +# default: ``['localtoc.html', 'relations.html', 'sourcelink.html', +# 'searchbox.html']``. +# +html_sidebars = {} + +html_title = 'Joan of Arcadia, Season 3' +html_short_title = 'JoA Season 3' +html_show_sourcelink = False +html_copy_source = False + + +# -- Options for HTMLHelp output --------------------------------------------- + +# Output file base name for HTML help builder. +htmlhelp_basename = 'JoanofArcadiaSeason3doc' + + +# -- Options for LaTeX output ------------------------------------------------ + +latex_elements = { + # The paper size ('letterpaper' or 'a4paper'). + # + # 'papersize': 'letterpaper', + + # The font size ('10pt', '11pt' or '12pt'). + # + # 'pointsize': '10pt', + + # Additional stuff for the LaTeX preamble. + # + # 'preamble': '', + + # Latex figure (float) alignment + # + # 'figure_align': 'htbp', +} + +# Grouping the document tree into LaTeX files. List of tuples +# (source start file, target name, title, +# author, documentclass [howto, manual, or own class]). +latex_documents = [ + (master_doc, 'JoanofArcadiaSeason3.tex', 'Joan of Arcadia, Season 3 Documentation', + 'JoA Writers Project', 'manual'), +] + + +# -- Options for manual page output ------------------------------------------ + +# One entry per manual page. List of tuples +# (source start file, name, description, authors, manual section). +man_pages = [ + (master_doc, 'joanofarcadiaseason3', 'Joan of Arcadia, Season 3 Documentation', + [author], 1) +] + + +# -- Options for Texinfo output ---------------------------------------------- + +# Grouping the document tree into Texinfo files. List of tuples +# (source start file, target name, title, author, +# dir menu entry, description, category) +texinfo_documents = [ + (master_doc, 'JoanofArcadiaSeason3', 'Joan of Arcadia, Season 3 Documentation', + author, 'JoanofArcadiaSeason3', 'One line description of project.', + 'Miscellaneous'), +] + + +# -- Options for Epub output ------------------------------------------------- + +# Bibliographic Dublin Core info. +epub_title = project +epub_author = author +epub_publisher = author +epub_copyright = copyright + +# The unique identifier of the text. This can be a ISBN number +# or the project homepage. +# +# epub_identifier = '' + +# A unique identification for the text. +# +# epub_uid = '' + +# A list of files that should not be packed into the epub file. +epub_exclude_files = ['search.html'] + +# Cover page image +epub_cover = () diff --git a/index.rst b/index.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1c21cf7 --- /dev/null +++ b/index.rst @@ -0,0 +1,31 @@ +Joan of Arcadia, Season 3
+=========================
+
+:author: Mark Shaffer (mshaffer), Melissa Biemans, Castanea_d, PHAEDRUS
+:URL: https://mshaffer.livejournal.com/767.html ...
+
+.. toctree::
+ :maxdepth: 2
+
+ 01-Lunch.rst
+ 02-LArmeedeJoanPart1.rst
+ 03-LArmeedeJoanPart2.rst
+ 04-TheOutingPart1.rst
+ 05-TheOutingPart2.rst
+ 06-SummertimeandtheLivinisEasy.rst
+ 07-DanceofDesire.rst
+ 08-NightoftheHunterPart1.rst
+ 09-NightoftheHunterPart2.rst
+ 10-MakingChoicesPart1.rst
+ 11-MakingChoicesPart2.rst
+ 12-DevilsNightPart1.rst
+ 13-DevilsNightPart2.rst
+ 14-DevilsNightPart3.rst
+ 15-RemembranceDay.rst
+ 16-AWonderfulGiftPart1.rst
+ 17-AWonderfulGiftPart2.rst
+ 18-TheChildPart1.rst
+ 19-TheChildPart2.rst
+ 20-ADarkNightofGrace.rst
+ 21-TheMirrorBall.rst
+ 22-DancingWithTheMoon.rst
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