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diff --git a/18-TheChildPart1.rst b/18-TheChildPart1.rst new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b4765b8 --- /dev/null +++ b/18-TheChildPart1.rst @@ -0,0 +1,2190 @@ +Episode 3.18, The Child, Part 1 +------------------------------- + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee’shouse is larger than Joan’s, situated on a wooded lot in an +upscale suburb of town. As she walks from the bus stop, Joan notices +it is a quiet neighborhood, except for a man using a leaf blower +across the street. She rings the bell, and China Faye answers the +door. She invites her in, “Hello Joan, it’s nice to see you again.” + +Joan – “It’s nice to see you, too.” + +China Faye – “Cee-Cee is in her studio above the garage. Follow me.” + +As they walk through the house, Joan observes the furnishings. It is +a mixture of American and Chinese decor. Although Joan’s house is +clean, this house is spotless. You could probably eat off any surface +without getting sick. Joan decides to comment, “You have a lovely +home, and it’s so clean.” + +China Faye – “We share the chores, but with all of us working or +going to school, we just couldn’t keep it up. My parents hired a +house cleaning service. They do a very nice job.” + +A boy rushes toward them, “Do you have the keys? We’re going to be +late.” + +China Faye – “I’m driving today. I’ll be there in a minute.” She +looks at Joan, “This is my brother Hui Charles.” She looks back at +her brother, “Hui, this is Joan, a friend of Cee-Cee’s.” + +HuiCharles – “Hi, it’s nice to meet you. Cee-Cee is in her studio.” + +China Faye – “You’re not wearing your name tag. Go find it.” + +HuiCharles goes off in a huff to find his nametag. + +China Faye sighs, “Boys!” + +Joan smiles and asks, “Do all of you work at the restaurant?” + +China Faye – “Yes, except for the little ones. It’s our family’s +business. We all work, and we all reap the rewards. Besides, my +father pays us very well.” + +Joan – “What about those in school, like Cee-Cee?” + +China Faye – “School comes first. Those of us in school only work +once or twice a week.” + +China Faye stops at the stairs leading up to the studio, “Cee-Cee is +expecting you. Have fun.” + +China Faye leaves and Joan walks up the stairs. She knocks and +enters, “Cee-Cee?” + +Cee-Cee– “Right on time. Have a seat.” Joan sits, and Cee-Cee +continues, “Let me show you the routine that I did so you’ll have an +idea of what they are expecting.” + +When the music starts, Cee-Cee begins to float around the room. Her +routine is a blend of many dances, some reminiscent of those done in +the movie *Flashdance*. Cee-Cee finishes as Joan sits in awe of what +she has just seen. “I… I could never do something like that! It was +so beautiful!” + +Cee-Cee– “Sarah seems to think you can. Oh, sorry, I should say +Sister Sarah. Joan, have faith in yourself. I do, and so does Sister +Sarah.” + +Joan – “You know Sister Sarah?” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure, we met in class at Dawson State. Of course, she was +just Sarah McCauley then. She dropped out in her second year to +become a nun, but we’ve kept in touch.” + +Joan – “Have you two been talking about me?” + +Cee-Cee– “Of course, and we have a plan. Now, show me some of the +dances that you know.” + +Joan – “Wait a minute. What kind of plan? This is still my life. I +may not want to become a dancer. I have actually been thinking a lot +about nursing lately.” + +Cee-Cee– “And nursing requires college, right?” + +Joan – “Yes?” + +Cee-Cee– “So, we use dancing to get you into college, and then you +take nursing, too.The point is to get you in. You can thank Roger for +this idea. ‘There’s always a way to work the system.’” + +Joan ponders the scheme for a moment, ‘\ The Dancing Nurse, that +would be an interesting twist!’ She responds, “I want to hear more +about this plan, but okay for now.” + +Cee-Cee– “Dance for me.” + +At the Park + +Luke – “Which college do you think we should go to next year, Arcadia +or Dawson State?” + +Grace – “It doesn't matter to me; I'm not going to college.” + +Luke – “Come on, you have to go. Think of how much better you could +be as an educated free radical.” + +Grace – “I've already had enough drivel shoved down my throat from +the thought police. I'm doing just fine educating myself.” Luke tries +to respond, but Grace is now on a rant, “And now we have the fat +police. You heard Brian the other day, no more junk food in school +vending machines. When did the school board become my parents? If I +want to eat a candy bar, I'll eat one, and it's nobody's business but +my own.” + +Luke – “But they say that kids are getting too fat. It's for our own +good.” + +Grace – “Yeah, yeah, it's for the children. Like I said, when did +they become my parents? It's none of their business what I eat. They +are supposed to educate, period, not run my life. I'm sick of these +high and mighty do-gooders interfering with everyone else's lives. I +didn't hear him mention removing the coffee machine from the +teacher’s lounge. Did I miss that? A lot of our teachers seem to be +pretty wired by the end of the day. I think they should stop drinking +coffee – for the children.” + +Luke – “Grace! You don't eat that much candy anyway. Why do you +care?” + +Grace – “It's incrementalism. You lose a little freedom here, a +little there, and soon, you have none at all. And don't get me +started on politics. The hypocrisy is rampant! How come if I have a +headache and want an aspirin, the school nurse has to get permission, +but if I want to have an abortion, sure, no problem, parental consent +isn't required. They'll even find me a doctor and provide +transportation. What's wrong with this picture?” + +Luke – “I've never actually thought about it. Tell me what's really +bothering you.” + +Grace – “Did you know that life is a four letter word?” + +Luke – “Grace, tell me.” + +Grace – “I'm late.” + +Luke – “Late for what?” + +Grace – “No, I'm late, late.” + +Luke – “Oh geese! You mean…?” + +Grace – “Yeah, that kind. I don't know what to do.” + +At Home + +Helen – “I’ve been thinking about the story you told me of how +Richard and Trenna first met. It’s really sweet, but why didn’t +Richard tell Trenna about how he paid off the other doctors?” + +Will – “Richard told me that Trenna was happy believing that she +seduced him, and that’s why he kept it a secret.” + +Helen – “Yeah, but don’t you think that Trenna would love him even +more, knowing that he did such a thing?” + +Will – “Maybe, but she might become angry at him for deceiving her.” + +Helen becomes frustrated, realizing that this conversation is going +nowhere, “Yeah, maybe you’re right. I’m going to get a shower.” + +Helen sprays her face repeatedly, trying to clear her head. She +thinks to herself, ‘That went well! I still have no idea of what to +do about Joan. A special connection to the universe? God almost flat +out told her that it was true, but what does it mean? How does it +manifest? Does Joan realize it? The dreams, they must be part of it, +or are they all of it? Should she talk to Joan or just observe?’ +Since yesterday, she has been caught in this endless loop of +questions. She wants to do what’s best, but she’s not sure what that +is. ‘If there's a right thing to do, a right way to be, why isn't it +obvious?’ + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “That was really good! You know a nice variety of dances, +but unfortunately, most of them require a partner. What we need to do +is mix it up, modify them into just a series of moves. I think there +are a couple more dances that you could also incorporate. I can show +them to you. Then we need to make everything flow together. Does that +sound like a good plan?” + +Joan – “The plan is great, but implementing it will be a problem.” + +Cee-Cee– “Well, of course it will be hard work, but I know you can do +it. We’ll get the basic routine down today, and then Sister Sarah +will take over during your dance class on Monday and Wednesday. She +is going to have another Sister take over the class and just work +with you. I can work with you again on Thursday and Friday, and then +you’ll be ready for your audition on Saturday.” + +Joan – “The audition is in one week? I don’t think I can be ready by +then!” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure you can. You will blow their socks off.” She pauses, +“Roger uses that expression. I think it means to impress them. Is +that right?” + +Joan – “Yes, that’s what it means. You really think I can do it?” + +Cee-Cee– “I know it. The greatest factor in achieving success is +motivation. This is what you want, to go to college?” + +Joan – “Yes, I really want to.” + +Cee-Cee– “Then let’s do it. Now, let me show you some other dances +that I think would blend in well, and then I’ll show you the routine +I have in mind.” + +At the Park + +Luke – “How could this happen? We used a condom.” + +Grace – “Well, brain boy, whatever made you think that you needed +extra girth?” + +Luke – “I didn’t know. I’ve never bought them before. It only slipped +off that one time. The statistical odds of you getting pregnant from +that are astronomical.” + +Grace – “Well, apparently the little spermazoids didn’t get the +memo.” + +Luke thinks for a moment, “What about the RU-486 abortion pill?” + +Grace – “I’m not sure if that’s what I want to do, and besides, have +you read some of the possible side effects? Cardiovascular disease, +high blood pressure, blood clots, heart attack, and stroke are just a +few. I’m not going to take the chance.” + +Luke – “Then, do you plan to keep it?” + +Grace – “I said, I don’t know. How do you feel about becoming a +father?” + +Luke – “Scared to death! It’s something that I planned to do someday, +but now? This really changes everything!” + +Grace – “Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other +plans.” + +At Home + +Helen – “It’s too bad that Richard had to go home last night.” + +Will – “Yes, it would have been nice if they could have stayed +another two days. He tried to get out of having to work this weekend, +but he couldn’t find anyone who would trade with him. Joan and Emily +seemed to have really hit it off.” + +Helen – “Yeah, she’s so sweet.” She smiles and laughs, “Do you +remember Joan’s third birthday?” + +Will – “That was the balloons, right?” + +Helen – “We made her cover her eyes as we took her into the den. When +she opened them, she saw all the balloons that we’d blown up for her. +She was fascinated by them. She ignored all of her presents, and she +and YaYa played with the balloons all day long. It was so cute.” + +Will – “I miss when they were young. I can’t wait to have +grandchildren.” + +Helen – “Well, I’m looking forward to it too, but I can wait.” + +Will – “Well, me too. I’m just looking forward to having little ones +again.” + +Helen – “I know what you mean. When did Joan stop talking to YaYa?” + +Will – “I’m not sure, but I think it was when she was four or five.” + +Helen – “That sounds about right. Are you ready for lunch?” + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “You’re doing well. I like some of the moves you’ve added. +That was clever adding a herkie. What made you think of that?” + +Joan – “Oh, in my sophomore year I tried out for cheerleading. I +couldn’t do it then. I just felt like putting it in.” + +Cee-Cee– “Well, I think it works well there, but what were those +moves you did after that?” + +Joan – “Oh, that’s part of an exercise routine I do with Ms. Keady. I +think it's Karate or something.” + +Cee-Cee– “Well, I like that, too. It makes that part of the routine +very powerful, but you need to work on your facial expressions. I +know you are concentrating, but you always need to keep a smile on +your face. You have to appear to be doing your routine effortlessly.” + +Joan – “Got it, I’ll try. Are you ready for lunch?” + +Cee-Cee– “Sure, I’m ready for a break. We have plenty of food in the +kitchen.” + +Joan – “I brought sandwiches. My dad made them for us. His sandwiches +are always so good!” + +Cee-Cee– “Okay, let’s go to the kitchen, and I’ll get us something to +drink.” + +After Cee-Cee runs through the selections she has to offer, Joan +chooses sweet green tea. They sit down and begin enjoying their +sandwiches. Cee-Cee asks, “How long can you stay today?” + +Joan – “I told my parents I didn’t know how long I would be. They’re +fine with me staying, as long as I keep my cell phone on.” + +Cee-Cee– “How tired are you?” + +Joan – “A little, but I feel like I have this energy that just wants +to burst out.” + +Cee-Cee– “I know that feeling. You’re really are doing well. I’m +thrilled that we have the routine pretty much done. Now you need to +work on the transitions between the dance moves. They need to flow +from one into the next. That takes practice.” + +Joan – “This is going to be a busy week. I feel bad for Adam. I won’t +have very much time to be with him. We were supposed to go together +to the Allan apple orchard today. He’s drawing sketches for work.” + +Cee-Cee– “I saw +that\ `portrait <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/JoA_Portrait_Painting2.jpg>`__\ of +you in your room. Did he do that?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I love it. I asked him if I could watch him while he +works, but now I’m too busy to do it.” + +Cee-Cee–“I’m sure he’ll be fine. He seems like an understanding boy. +After this week, things will calm down, and you can make it up to +him.” + +At the Thrift Shop + +Kevin – “Hey, are we about done? I’m getting hungry.” + +Lilly – “Just a little while longer. I need to look at everything.” + +Kevin – “First the yard sales, and now the thrift shop, you know that +shopping is a man’s least favorite thing to do.” + +Lilly – “Then be thankful that you get to do it with me. It’s only a +month until Christmas, and I don’t have a thing for anyone.” + +Kevin – “After we get some lunch, we could go to the mall.” + +Lilly – “You know I don’t have much money. I can’t afford to shop +there.” + +Kevin – “I have some extra money this week. I’ll pay for it.” + +Lilly – “No!After we’re married, the money will be ours, but not +until.” + +Kevin – “You haven’t said yet when you want to get married. Have you +decided?” + +Lilly – “June, I would like a June wedding.” + +Kevin – “Great, that’s fine with me.” + +Lilly spots an item, “Oh, look! This is a beautiful scarf. Joan +always wears scarves. I’ll bet she’ll like this one.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, it’s really nice.” Kevin continues to think to +himself, ‘Come on, I’m starving!’ + +Lilly can read his mind from the expression on his face, “Okay, just +let me look at the jewelry.” + +Lilly paws through the items. Most of it is costume jewelry, but she +finds a necklace. “Look at this, a\ `Fleur-de-lis +Necklace <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/FleurdeLisNecklace.jpg>`__\ . +Do you think Joan would like it?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, she used to have one like it, but she lost it +somewhere.” + +Lilly – “Well, Joan’s done. Let’s eat.” + +Walking Home + +Grace – “So what do you think I should do, brain boy?” + +Luke – “Well, the logical thing for you to do would be to have an +abortion. It would allow both of us to continue with our plans.” + +Grace – “Why does my decision have to be logical?” + +Luke – “Because I don’t believe that God endowed us with sense, +reason, and intellect, just to forgo their use.” + +Grace – “Is that what you want me to do?” + +Luke – “I don’t know. I’m just saying that would be the easiest +solution.” + +Grace – “Yeah, but when have I ever done what’s easy? I’m going to do +what I decide to do. I just don’t know what that is yet.” + +Luke – “You know we have to tell our parents. They’ll find out +eventually.” + +Grace – “You’re not telling anyone! I’ve only told you because it’s +your fault.” + +Luke – “Wait a minute, we both decided to have sex!” + +Grace – “Listen horndog, I was never thrilled with the idea. The only +reason I decided to let you put your pizzle in my vizzle was to find +out what all the hoopla was about. Pregnancy was never part of the +plan. Anyway, I’ll decide who to tell and when. I need time to +think.” + +Luke – “Have you told Joan?” + +Grace – “Tomorrow. It’s my day and I’ll tell her then.” + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “Come with me. I need you to try something on.” Joan wants +to ask what, but she decides just to follow. Cee-Cee takes her into a +bedroom and pulls a dress out of the closet, “Try this on. I think it +will fit.” + +Joan – “Whose is it?” + +Cee-Cee– “China Faye’s. She already said I could borrow it.” + +Joan – “Then why do you want me to try it on?” + +Cee-Cee– “Because it’s for you. Put it on and I’ll explain.” While +Joan puts on the dress, Cee-Cee continues, “Every one of the other +girls there will be wearing tights. You are going to be wearing a +dress. We want you to stand out. When the auditions are finished, and +judges begin to make their decisions, I want the lady in red to be +stuck in their minds.” + +Joan – “But this is so beautiful! What if I fall or something?” + +Cee-Cee– “That is not going to happen. Don’t even think it.” + +While Joan admires herself in the mirror, Cee-Cee starts rummaging +through the dresser. Joan becomes concerned when she realizes, “What +about when I do the herkie?” + +As soon as the words leave her lips, Cee-Cee holds up a pair of black +short-shorts, “Got you covered.” + +At Home + +Grace and Luke arrive, and Helen asks, “Would you two like some +lunch?” + +Luke asks sarcastically, “What kind of turkey surprise do we have +today?” + +Helen smiles and sings, “Flaming turkey wings!”All get a laugh, and +Helen continues, “We also have some ham and lots of sides. There’s +pie if you eat something else first.” + +Luke – “Never mind, I’m not really hungry.” + +Grace – “Thank you, Mrs. Girardi. I’ll fix it.” She looks at Luke, +“Come on, you’re eating too.” + +Grace fixes turkey for herself and ham for Luke, with the same sides +for each. They sit down, and Helen asks, “Are you two having a +problem?” + +Grace – “Luke and I have started a biology experiment. Now that it’s +started, we’ve been debating whether we would be more satisfied with +the outcome if we worked with biology or against it” + +Helen – “Joan and Adam are in your class. Maybe they can help.” + +Grace – “I plan to ask Joan what she thinks about it tomorrow.” + +Luke picks at his food for a while then decides he has had enough, +“I’m going to get online and do some research on our biology project. +I’ll be back down in a little while.” + +Luke leaves, and Helen comments, “I’m actually kind of glad that Luke +left. I have a question to ask you. Has Joan ever talked to you about +her dreams, other than that night at Lake Nashman?” + +Grace – “Mrs. Girardi, Joan has talked about them, but it was in +confidence. I don’t know if I should be talking to you about them.” + +Helen – “Is she still having them?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I think so, but she usually doesn’t tell me the +specifics. She doesn’t feel she should talk about them.” + +Helen – “What I really want to know is if there is more than just +dreams and talking to spirits.” + +Grace really feels uncomfortable talking to Helen about this, but she +decides to answer this question. She remembers Joan’s ‘half a red +pill’ comment and responds, “Yeah, there’s more, a lot more. I’ve +already said more than I should have. You need to talk to Joan.” + +At the Lin Residence + +Cee-Cee– “Okay, that is enough for today. I don’t want you to strain +anything before your audition.” + +Joan – “I’m doing fine. I’m still working on the transitions.” + +Cee-Cee– “No, that is enough for now. I would like for you to +practice some tomorrow, but not too much.” She retrieves a paper from +a folder, “These are the courses in which I would like for you to +enroll. All are required courses, except for ‘Modern Dance Techniques +II.’ You don’t need to take the first course. I think the instructor +will agree after she sees your performance. All you need to do is +decide on the nursing class that you want to take. You need to be +enrolled before the audition, so do it soon.” + +Joan – “Thanks, I already knew about the required courses, but I +wasn’t sure of which dance class to take. I plan to ask Susan Jordan +about the nursing class at the job fair on Wednesday. Then I’ll go +online and register.” + +Cee-Cee– “Would you like something to drink while I take you home?” + +Joan – “Oh, you don’t have to, I can take the bus.” + +Cee-Cee– “No, I’ll take you. We don’t want anything to happen to your +dress. You do need to find a pair of shoes to wear. Anything you feel +comfortable dancing in will be fine, but definitely no high heels.” + +Joan – “I have a pair of sneakers with flowers on them. Some of the +flowers are red.” + +Cee-Cee– “Those sound like they will be perfect.” + +At the Flea Market + +Lilly – “Come on, this will be the last stop. Just think about your +cousin Emily.” + +Kevin – “What does she have to do with this?” + +Lilly laughs and sings, + +“\ Rollin', rollin', rollin' +*Though* the streams are swollen +Keep them doggies rollin' +Rawhide!\ ” + +Kevin gets a laugh, “She did enjoy the ride. If we hadn’t stopped for +dinner, I think she would have ridden on my lap for the rest of the +day.” + +Lilly – “Well, just imagine Emily is on your lap singing and +chattering away. We’ll be done soon.” They continue looking at the +variety of items on display. Lilly takes an interest in some of them, +but passes them by. When they finish looking through all the items, +Lilly asks, “There are a few things I think I will buy, but I want +them to be a surprise. Wait here, and then meet me at the car in ten +minutes.” + +At Home + +Grace walks upstairs and calls up to Luke’s attic bedroom, “You’re +still taking me to see Rent. Get a move on it.” + +Joan arrives and meets Grace in the foyer, “Look at the dress I have +to wear for my audition.” + +Grace – “That’s really nice. Where’d you get it?” + +Joan – “Cee-Cee let me borrow it. It’s actually her sister’s.” + +Grace – “Hey, Luke and I are going to see Rent. You wanna come?” + +Joan – “Sure, can I ask Adam?” + +Grace – “Make it quick. We don’t have much time.” + +Joan puts the dress in her closet and calls Adam. Adam is returning +from the Allan apple orchard, and is only a few minutes away. She +takes a quick shower, changes clothes, and is back downstairs by the +time Adam arrives. As they walk out to the car, Joan decides she’s +more afraid to ride with Luke than to drive herself. She asks, “Luke, +would it be all right if I drive?” + +Luke agrees, partly because this is the first time she has asked, and +partly because he knows that if he says no, she will be mad at him. +He doesn’t say anything, just hands her the keys. + +On the way, Adam asks Joan, “How is your dance routine coming along?” + +Joan – “Great! We have it all figured out. I just need to practice. +I'm so excited. This is my chance to go to college, so I'm going to +grab it with both hands, and hold on tight!” + +Adam – “I'm really happy for you. Can I come and watch your +audition?” + +Joan – “You can come if you want, but you won't be able to watch. The +only ones allowed in the room are me and the judges. Cee-Cee says +they will videotape it. I can ask for a copy.” + +Adam – “I would like to see it.” + +Joan – “Oh, this week I'm really going to be busy. I have dance or +work every night. I won't be able to see you, except for at school. +Will you be okay with that?” + +Adam whines, “No, I'll miss you.” Joan becomes concerned, but before +she can say anything, Adam smiles and continues, “But I'll survive. I +know this is important to you.” + +Joan – “After this week, I promise I'll make it up to you.” + +Grace – “Okay, now that's settled, do any of you know what this movie +is about?” They all answer no, so Grace continues, “Well…” + +At Home + +Grace – “Did you sleep well?” + +Joan – “I always sleep good after a day of exercise. How about you?” + +Grace – “Not too bad. What are your plans for today?” + +Joan – “To spend the day with you, until I have to go to work. I do +have to practice my routine, but that won't take long. Would you like +to stay here or go somewhere?” + +Grace – “I would like just to stay here.” + +Joan – “Are you hungry?” + +Grace – “Starved!” + +Joan – “Me, too.” + +They proceed to the kitchen and find Will drinking coffee, “Can I +make you some breakfast?” + +Grace – “I thought I would make it this morning. What would you +like?” + +Will – “Well, I thawed a rib eye overnight. I was going to make +steak, eggs, and grits.” + +Joan – “That sounds good. I haven't had that in awhile.” + +Grace – “I can fix it.” + +While Grace prepares breakfast, Will asks, “Did you enjoy your movie +last night?” + +Joan – “It was okay. I really enjoyed just spending time with Grace +and Adam, and even Luke was nice to me last night.” + +Grace – “The movie was just okay? It was fantastic! It was a message +of friendship, tolerance, and living every day to the fullest. Lines +of gender, education, talent, sexual orientation, and all-around +stereotypes were totally erased. It exemplifies what life should +really be about – love.” + +Joan – “Yeah, you told me that before we went, and love is always +good, but for once, I agree with Luke. They were all unhappy about +their lives; the lifestyle they promoted was pointless, yet they +whined instead of doing something about it. People need to take +personal responsibility for their lives. They would have been better +off had they gotten jobs, paid their rent, pooled their remaining +money, and hired a real songwriter.” + +Grace – “You didn’t like the music, either?” + +Joan – “I liked the first song.” + +Will – “Did you two watch the same movie?” + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Ginger mumbles, “Can ar gapt sojwn?” + +Lilly – “Yeah, Extra-strength Tylenol, please.” + +Ginger mumbles, “Og. Krimwelat indefor.” + +Lilly – “Okay, send him in.” + +Ginger leaves and Kevin comes in, “Playing hookie from church today? +That’s a first.” + +Lilly – “I don’t play hookie from church! God will always be first in +my life and you know that.” + +Kevin – “Whoa!I was just trying to make a joke, trying to cheer you +up, sorry.” + +Lilly begins to cough and doesn’t respond for a few moments, “Sorry, +I just feel like Joan looked last summer. I must have the first US +case of bird flu.” + +Usually, Kevin can tell what Lilly means by the expression on her +face, but today, she just looks miserable, “Do you really think so? +Do you want me to take you to the hospital?” + +Lilly – “No, I don’t really have bird flu. I do have something, but I +just need to get some more sleep. Ginger is getting some medicine.” + +Kevin – “Are you hungry? Can I make you something? You should eat.” + +Lilly – “Not unless you want to clean the carpet.” + +Kevin – “Can I stay while you sleep? I’ll be quiet.” + +Lilly – “I’d like that.” + +Ginger returns with the medicine and a thermometer, “Pukem on meiat.” + +Lilly – “I don’t need a thermometer to tell me that I have a fever.” + +Kevin – “But we do. When I take your temperature later, I’ll need to +know if you are getting better or worse.” + +Lilly relents and puts the thermometer under her tongue. When it +beeps, Kevin reads the display, “102.3. Let’s see what the Tylenol +does for you.” + +At Home + +Joan – “Are you mad at me?” + +Grace – “No, just surprised. I thought you would like the movie.” + +Joan – “Maybe I should have, because I’ve been digging through the +garbage, too. But I finally have found something that matters.” + +Grace – “Dancing?” + +Joan – “No, nursing. I want to help children.” + +Grace – “Then why are you dancing?” + +Joan – “To get into college. Once I’m in, I’ll take nursing, too. +It’s a great plan. Roger thought of it.” + +Grace – “How do you know you want to be a nurse? Do your dreams have +something to do with it?” + +Joan – “Partly, but there have been other things. I can’t explain, +but I really feel this is the right thing for me.” + +Grace just sits for a moment, thinking about what Joan has told her. +“It’s nice to have a plan for your future. I wish I was so sure about +mine. I’m happy for you.” + +Joan – “Let me show you my routine.” She retrieves the CD from of her +purse, grabs the boom box, and leads Grace out to the back yard. She +puts the CD in the player and says, “When I’m ready, select track +eight. This is a great dancing song. It starts off slow and ends +fast.” + +Joan gets ready, but then she notices that Pallas Athena is still +lying on her side. She motions to Grace, “Come help me with this.” +Together, they lift the urn and place it back on its pedestal. Joan +then rotates it until Athena is facing the yard, “Now you can watch +me too!” + +After Joan prepares, Grace selects track eight. Joan runs through her +routine. She does it almost flawlessly. When she finishes, she asks, +“What do you think?” + +Grace – “It was great! Who was that singing?” + +Joan – “Someone named Donna Summer. I’ve never heard of her, but +she’s good.” + +Grace – “Me neither. Are you done?” + +Joan – “No, I want to run through it two more times.” + +Joan repeats her routine, then they go up to the bedroom. This is the +moment Grace has been dreading, but she needs to tell Joan. She +closes the door, “I have something important to tell you.” Grace +doesn’t continue right away, wondering if Joan will be mad at her, or +worse, be ashamed of her. + +Joan – “Okay, what is it?” + +Grace – “I’m pregnant.” + +Joan’s jaw drops in disbelief, “Pregnant?” Grace’s revelation causes +Joan to leap into her ‘fighting place.’ She becomes filled with rage, +“Why that little frack!” She gets up, and as she passes through the +door, she yells, “Luke!” + +Grace follows her, tugging on her arm, trying to stop her, “No, wait, +let me explain.” + +Joan ignores her and yells again, “Luke, get your butt down here!” + +Luke comes down and Will comes running up the stairs at the same +time, “What’s wrong?” + +At the last moment, Joan curbs what she really wants to say, “Your +son is an idiot!” + +Grace doesn’t want to involve parents yet. She tries to defuse the +situation by saying, “We’re just having an argument. It’ll be okay. +I’ll take care of it.” She drags Joan back into the bedroom and +closes the door. + +Will stands looking at Luke, “Would you like to talk about it?” + +Luke stands there, knowing the reason for Joan’s anger, but he +doesn’t want to tell his father the reason either, “Maybe later.” He +goes back up to his room, and Will returns downstairs. + +Joan is still furious, “How could he do that?” + +Grace – “But it wasn't his fault.” + +Joan – “Then who's the father?” + +Grace – “Okay, it's partly his fault, but I let him.” + +Joan – “He seduced you?” + +Grace – “Come on, think of what you're saying. You're talking about +Luke. Besides, no one seduces me unless I want to be seduced. Please +just calm down and let me explain.” + +Joan paces around the room a bit, and then she sits and does the +exercise that Ms. Keady taught her. After a few minutes, she is able +to continue, “Okay, tell me why I shouldn't blame Luke.” + +Grace – “Because I wanted it, too. Remember what Lilly told you?” + +Joan – “Yes, but you're not stupid. Why didn't you use a condom?” + +Grace – “We did, but something went wrong.” + +Joan – “I guess so. What…?” + +Grace interrupts her, “I wanted it, okay. All of that stuff that Luke +has been saying about us having a relationship, well it's true. And +you know what? He actually loves me and I love him. How weird is +that? Anyway, it's a fluke and it's not something that is going to +happen again. I just wanted at least once in my life to know what it +was like, how it felt, to have someone who actually loves me, make +love to me. Is that so bad?” + +Joan – “I have those same feelings, but I don't think God wants me to +follow through with them, at least not yet.” + +Grace – “Well, you could have it if you wanted it, and if you and +Adam don't work out, there will be a hundred boys standing in line to +fall in love with you. I have Luke.” + +Joan – “No, that's not true. I'm sure there are lots of other boys +for you.” + +Grace – “No, you know I'm right. Who else other than a science geek +like Luke could fall in love with a free radical like me? And if it +doesn't work out, there won't be another. That's why I decided to do +it.” + +Joan – “Does he know you love him?” + +Grace – “I don't know, but the important thing is that he loves me. I +don't think that is ever going to happen again. That's why it means +so much to me.” + +Joan – “You saw what happened to Adam and me when we didn't share our +feelings. You have to tell Luke how you feel.” + +Grace – “Okay, he knows, I just can’t say the words.” + +Joan – “What are you going to do?” + +Grace – “I don’t know.” + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Ginger – “Eeid eht weasd.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I know. I’m worried, too.” + +Lilly – “Are you talking about me?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, it’s time to take your temperature again.” + +Lilly – “Just let me sleep.” + +Kevin forces the thermometer under Lilly’s tongue, and she +begrudgingly doesn’t resist. It beeps and he reads the display, +“103.6, she’s getting worse.” Kevin looks at Ginger, and then back to +Lilly, “I’m taking you to the hospital.” + +Lilly – “No, I’ll be fine. I don’t have the money to pay for the +hospital. Just give it a while longer.” + +Kevin – “Okay.” Kevin and Ginger leave the room, “If I wasn’t in this +wheelchair, I would drag her to the hospital, whether she liked it or +not.” + +Ginger – “Teiee wimem que.” + +Kevin – “All right, I’ll check her temperature again in a little +while.” + +At Home + +Helen – “Hi hon, where is everybody?” + +Will – “They’re upstairs. Joan is mad at Luke, and Grace is trying to +calm her down.” + +Helen – “Do you know what it’s about?” + +Will – “No, but Joan is really upset about something. I can’t +remember seeing her this mad since we wouldn’t let her go to that +concert with Adam.” + +Helen – “Maybe I should have a talk with her.” + +Will – “No, I think we should just let them work it out for now.” + +Helen – “Can I fix you something to eat?” + +Will – “No, I had a late breakfast.” + +Grace – “Are you calmed down enough to talk to Luke?” + +Joan – “Now?” + +Grace – “Yes, I want the three of us to talk about it. I want to hear +your ideas.” + +Joan – “I don’t know. For a genius, he sure is stupid!” + +Grace – “Well, I won’t argue that. Can I go get him?” + +Joan doesn’t answer, but just gives her a nod and a manufactured +smile. Grace goes out to the attic stairs, “Luke, come down. We need +to talk.” + +Luke comes down with a handful of papers, and they join Joan back in +the bedroom. Grace asks, “What are the papers?” + +Luke – “I’ve been doing research. I’ve printed out a lot of +information on pregnancy and I have more about child rearing if you +want it. There’s some good information here.” + +Grace – “Okay, educate us.” + +Luke – “Well first, an embryo is what they call the first eight weeks +of life. Here’s a picture of +an\ `embryo <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Embryo.jpg>`__\ . +It looks the same as any other mammal. It’s pretty much just a blob +of meat. + +Then, starting with the third month, they call it a fetus. This is +when it begins to take human form. This is also when the brain begins +to develop, between the eighth and fourteenth week. Here’s a picture +of +a\ `fetus <http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a361/mshaffer2/Fetus.jpg>`__\ . + +The answer to if or when a fetus can feel pain appears to depend upon +the agenda of the author. Logically, if something has a brain, then +it must be able to feel pain. So, if you do decide to have an +abortion, it would be best if you did it before the eighth week.” + +Grace – “Do you still want me to get an abortion?” + +Luke – “I never said that. I only said that it would be the easiest +solution.” + +Grace looks at Joan, “What do you think?” + +Joan – “I can’t tell you what to do, but whatever you decide to do, +you’re going to call it what it is. It’s not an embryo, a blob of +meat, or a fetus, and it’s definitely not an it. It’s a child.” + +There is a long silence as Joan’s words resonate with Luke and Grace. +Grace asks, “Will you stand by me no matter what I decide?” + +Joan – “Of course, I’ll always be your friend.” + +Luke doesn’t say anything, so Grace begins to glare at him. “Of +course, I’ll always be here, too. You really didn’t have to ask.” +After a few moments, he continues with his presentation, “Also during +the eighth week, fingers and toes begin to develop…” + +-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- + +The phone rings, and Helen picks it up. Kevin’s voice is filled with +despair. “Mom, how high can a fever get before it’s dangerous? Lilly +is really sick, and she won’t let me take her to the hospital.” + +Helen – “What is her temperature?” + +Kevin – “It’s 104.1. I can’t get her to wake up. I don’t know what to +do!” + +Helen tries, but fails to keep the alarm from her voice, “I’ll be +there in a few minutes.” + +Will – “Were you talking about Lilly?” + +Helen – “Yeah, she’s really sick. We need to get her temperature +down. Joan and I will have to get her into the shower.” + +Will – “I can carry her. Let’s go.” + +Helen – “No, but thank you. We’re going to have to remove her +clothes, and I may need help while she’s in the shower. We want to +help her, not embarrass her. This is a job for women.” + +Helen knocks on Joan’s bedroom door, “Joan.” She doesn’t wait for an +answer and enters the room, “Lilly is sick. She needs our help.” + +Joan – “Ah yeah, sure.” Joan begins to leave with Helen, but +remembers, “Oh, I’m supposed to be at work in a couple of hours.” + +Helen looks at Luke, “You’re working at the bookstore tonight.” Helen +bags several cans from the pantry, and they leave for Lilly’s +apartment. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Kevin has started placing a cool towel on Lilly’s forehead. She’s +awake, but delirious. + +Helen – “Can you walk?” + +Lilly – “I don’t know.” + +Joan and Helen lift Lilly out of bed. Fortunately, Lilly is able to +walk with their help. They remove her clothes and sit her on Kevin’s +seat in the bathtub. Helen starts the water, and when it is lukewarm, +she turns on the shower. + +Lilly screeches, “Oww, that’s freezing!” + +Helen – “No, it’s warm. It only feels freezing to you.” + +Lilly shivers, but slowly becomes accustomed to the temperature. Joan +and Helen also sponge her with the warm water. She remains under the +shower until the water actually does begin to cool. Then Joan and +Helen dry her, help her back into her pajamas, and get her back into +bed. Helen, Kevin, and Ginger go to the kitchen, but Joan remains +with Lilly. + +Lilly – “That was so mean.” + +Joan – “Mom thinks it’s what you needed, and she knows about such +things.” + +Lilly – “Yeah, I know.” Lilly’s eyes become heavy, “Do you mind if I +sleep for a little while?” + +Joan takes her hand in hers, “Go ahead. I’ll just stay with her and +be quiet.” + +With that, Lilly dozes off, and Joan begins to pray. She prays +silently until the others return. + +Helen – “Lilly, wake up. I have some broth for you.” + +Lilly – “I don’t know if I can eat anything.” + +Helen – “You’re dehydrated. You need liquids.” Lilly relents and sits +up a little. Helen continues, “First, we need to take your +temperature.” She places the thermometer under Lilly’s tongue. When +it beeps, she reads the display, “99.1. Good, it looks like your +fever has broken.” Helen puts the bowl near Lilly’s mouth, and begins +to spoon-feed her the broth. + +At Home + +Luke is preparing to leave, “Are you sure you don’t want to come with +me?” + +Grace – “Yeah, I’m going to go home for awhile. I have something I +need to do.” + +Luke kisses her goodbye, and is pleased that she doesn’t resist. +“I’ll be home about eight-thirty.” + +After Luke leaves, Grace walks into the kitchen where Will has been +quietly paying bills. Will looks up and asks, “Hey, it’s just you and +me kid. I don’t think we’ve ever had just the two of us. Would you +like to talk?” + +Grace – “What do you want to talk about?” + +Will – “Anything you like.” + +This is too tempting for Grace. She thinks for a moment, and then +begins, “Okay, the first amendment says that Congress shall make no +law… abridging the freedom of speech. They are talking about +political speech, so how could the Supreme Court decide that +McCain-Feingold’s campaign finance reform doesn’t violate the first +amendment?” + +Will is flabbergasted, “I don’t know. They must have had their +reasons. They are the Supreme Court.” + +Grace – “Well, they need learn to read what the Constitution says, +not what they would like it to say. I have some reading to do, too. +Would it be okay with you if I went home for a while?” + +Will – “Sure. It might be just you and me for dinner tonight. Would +you like anything special?” + +Grace – “Anything but turkey.” + +Will – “Sure, I’ll think of something.” + +Grace smiles as she leaves, pleased that she could razzle Mr. +Girardi. + +At Lilly’s Apartment + +Lilly is able to finish the bowl of broth. Everyone is pleased when +she keeps it down. Helen gives her another dose of Tylenol and says, +“I’ll give you a little while, and then I’ll make you some chicken +noodle soup.” + +Lilly – “That sounds good, but I need to get some sleep.” + +Helen – “We’ll leave you alone.” + +They all go out to the living room and Helen calls Will, “Hi hon, +Lilly’s doing better, but we are going to stay here for a while. How +is everything there?” + +Will – “Luke went to work and Grace went to her house. I assume you +won’t be home for dinner?” + +Helen – “No, I’ll have Joan and Kevin pick up something. Will you be +okay?” + +Will – “Grace and I will be fine. I’m just going to run to the store +and pick up some hamburger and buns. It’s not turkey.” + +Helen – “Well, I think we are going to have subs. I love you.” + +Will – “I love you, too.” + +At the Polonsky Residence + +In addition to wanting time alone to think, Joan’s comment caused +Grace to want to review her notes from Hebrew class. Yes, she +actually did take notes, even though she made it a practice of +constantly giving her instructor grief. She often made smart-aleck +comments, and on one occasion, she asked her instructor, “Why do I +have to learn Hebrew, anyway? All of this stuff is already translated +into English.” + +She had hoped to irritate her instructor, but instead he answered, +“Because the true meanings of some passages are sometimes +misunderstood after being translated from Hebrew into English.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Grace, please open your Tanakh and read Shemot 21:22 +– 25.” + +Grace complies, “\ And if men strive together, and hurt a woman with +child, so that her fruit depart, and yet no harm follow, he shall be +surely fined, according as the woman's husband shall lay upon him; +and he shall pay as the judges determine. But if any harm follow, +then thou shalt give life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, +hand for hand, foot for foot, burning for burning, wound for wound, +stripe for stripe.\ ” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Who can tell me what this passage means?” + +Leah – “Well, ‘her fruit depart’ sounds like a miscarriage. So, if a +man causes a woman to have a miscarriage, he should be fined.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Some texts do translate this as a miscarriage or +premature birth. Go to your Hebrew text and tell me what word or +words this phrase derives from.” + +Leah looks it up, “\ v’-yats-u y’-la-dey-ha, which is a combination +of the Hebrew noun *yeled* (yeh'-led, Strong 3206) and a verb +*yatsa*\ ’ (yaw-tsaw', Strong 3318).” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Jeremy, look up those words in your dictionary.” + +Jeremy looks them up, “\ *Yatsa*\ ’ means ‘to come out’ and *yeled* +means child.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Good, now look up the word *nephel* (neh'-fel, +Strong 5309).” + +Jeremy looks it up, “\ *Nephel* means miscarriage.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Leah, *yatsa*\ ’ is used 1,061 times in the Tanakh +and is never translated as miscarriage. Why should it mean that here? +If Moses actually meant miscarriage, then why did he not use the word +*nephel* instead of the words *yatsa*\ *’* and *yeled*?” + +Leah – “I don’t know.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Let’s go back to the English translation. The phase +‘yet no harm follow’, to whom does this refer?” + +Leah – “It sounds like it is referring to the mother.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Does it? Read the whole passage again.” + +Leah reads it again, “Well, it really doesn’t specify whether it is +referring to the mother, her unborn child, or both.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Grace, please find Amos 1:13 - 14 and read it for +us.” + +Grace finds the passage and reads, “\ Thus saith the Lord: For three +transgressions of the children of Ammon, yea, for four, I will not +reverse it: because they have ripped up the women with child of +Gilead, that they might enlarge their border. So will I kindle a fire +in the wall of Rabbah, and it shall devour the palaces thereof, with +shouting in the day of battle, with a tempest in the day of the +whirlwind.\ ” + +Rabbi Gellman – “Here, the killing of unborn children is done on +purpose, but we can see God’s view of it. Let’s go back to Shemot +21:22 – 25. Grace, if either the child or the mother dies, which law +would apply?” + +Grace says this aloud in the present as she remembers her answer, “A +life for a life.” + +Rabbi Gellman – “This passage means the very opposite of what some +who support abortion profess. In this case, the woman is accidentally +struck, but if she or the child dies as a result, then the guilty +party could be sentenced to death. This is the only instance in the +Torah where involuntary manslaughter calls for the death penalty.” He +pauses and looks directly at Grace, “Do you understand now why you +are learning Hebrew?” + +Grace begrudgingly answers, “Yes.” + +Grace has made a career of besmirching the dogma of her Jewish +religion, but this has been mostly because of her resentment of +authority. Only to Joan and her father has she confessed that she +does believe in the God of Abraham and the major tenets of her +religion. She ponders this discussion and makes her decision. + +At Home + +When Grace returns, Will makes hamburgers, and they quietly enjoy the +meal. Although fearful after Grace’s last rant, Will once again asks +if Grace would like to talk about anything. + +Grace – “How did you and Mrs. Girardi become parents?” + +Will – “Ah… Ah… hasn’t your mother talked to you about this?” + +Grace – “No, I don’t mean the plumbing. What I mean is, what did you +do to get ready? How do people prepare to become parents?” + +Will – “Well, I think everyone learns from the experience with their +parents. They embrace what they feel was good, and they try to avoid +what they feel was bad. Helen also did a lot of reading. She read +everything she could find about raising children, and then we talked +about it. She also talked a lot to her parents, but it soon became +clear that for every suggestion of what to do, there was someone else +who suggested doing the opposite. When issues would arise, we would +talk about them, but Helen seemed to have a better instinct of what +to do. I usually ended up agreeing with her. You should probably ask +her these questions.” Will pauses for a moment, “Why are you +interested in parenting?” + +Grace – “It's just that, well, since I've been here, I've seen that +you and Mrs. Girardi do things differently than my parents. I kind of +wish some things were different at home.” + +Will – “Your parents are good people, and some things are not right +or wrong, just different. You should talk to them about what's +bothering you when they come home.” + +Grace – “I wish it didn't take so long. Most rehabs are only 28 +days.” + +Will – “I talked briefly to your father about that. There is a lot +more spiritual training involved in her program than other programs +like it. They are both hoping that with this program, she will not +relapse again, and that's why they are in Baltimore instead of here.” + +Grace – “I miss them.” + +Will – “I know it's hard for you, and we are not here to replace your +parents, but while they are away, you are part of our family. Is +there something specific you would like to talk about?” + +Grace – “Maybe later. Thanks, Mr. Girardi.” + +At the Bookstore + +It is a quiet night, with few customers and little restocking to do. +Luke is left with plenty of time to consider his predicament. Before +he left home, he borrowed Joan's iPod and copied his favorite songs +from CD. The music calms his fears, and he begins to accept his +situation. He sings along with Norah Jones and thinks about Grace, +how much she means to him, and what he must do. + +At Home + +When Luke arrives home, Grace is sitting on the couch watching TV. +She turns it off as soon as he walks in. He sits beside her and they +both speak at once, “I have something to tell you.” He lets Grace +continue, “I've decided to have the baby.” + +Grace was expecting him to say anything but, “That's wonderful!” He +continues, “I have our new song. I want you to listen to it.” He +gives her the earphones, and once they are in place, “Come Away With +Me” begins to play. When the song finishes, Luke slides off the couch +onto one knee and asks, “Will you marry me?” + +Grace – “What, are you nuts?” + +Luke – “No, I looked it up this morning. Marriage without parental +consent in Maryland is age 18. However, since you're pregnant, that +age requirement may be waived for you. All we have to do is convince +my parents to let me.” + +Grace – “Luke, use your logic. Neither of us is ready for marriage. +And besides, if we ever do get married, it's not going to be due to a +prenatal shotgun.” + +Luke – “Grace, I love you.” + +Grace – “And I love you, okay, there, I said it, but just forget the +marriage idea.” + +Luke is disheartened by Grace’s rejection, but it is the answer that +he expected. What was a surprise is that she finally did tell him +that she loves him. He takes one of the earpieces, and they both +listen to +another\ `song <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12740791/41c098e0/Norah_Jones_-_The_Long_Day_Is_Over.mp3>`__\ . +They cuddle for a while, and when the evening fades, they each go to +bed. + +At the Crime Scene + +Will knows he should get some sleep, but he just can’t until Helen +and Joan are home. They all got a late start this morning. + +On the way to work, Will hears of the police investigating a +shooting. The address is nearby, so he decides to stop. When he +arrives, he finds Lt. Daghlian talking to a neighbor. + +Will waits for Mike to finish and then asks, “What do we have here?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “The victim is a Mrs. Carolyn Mitchell, gunshot wound. +She’s at UMC in critical condition.” +Will – “Why does that name sound familiar?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “We investigated her daughter’s murder a couple of +years ago.” + +Will – “Oh yeah, I remember, her daughter went to AHS.” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Apparently she surprised a burglar, a black male age +18 to 25. A neighbor saw him speeding away in a white sedan. Not much +to go on, yet. We’re checking for prints near the back window.” + +Will – “Where’s her husband?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Out of town on business.Toni’s trying to locate him. +Social services is making arrangements to pick up their children at +school.” + +Will – “Well, good work so far. Keep me informed.” + +At School + +Helen and Joan arrive at school at about ten. Kevin took the day off +to tend to Lilly, who is now able to have a small breakfast of solid +food. + +After lunch, Grace asks Joan and Luke to join her privately. Once +they are alone, she informs Joan of her decision, “I’ve decided to +have the baby. I know it’s probably not the logical thing to do, but +I feel it is the right thing to do.” + +Joan – “Well, we’ll be here for you.” + +Luke – “You didn’t say last night, do you plan to keep it?” + +Grace – “I haven’t decided that yet. I’ve just decided that I can’t +kill it.” Grace thinks about what she has just said, and decides to +clarify for Joan, “I mean, I can’t kill a child.” + +Luke – “When do you want us to tell our parents?” + +Grace – “I need some time to think about what I’m going to say. I’ll +tell my dad next Sunday morning, and we can tell your parents after +your mother comes home from church.” + +Adam walks up, “Hey, are you guys mad at me? What’s with all the +secrecy?” + +Grace – “We just had some things to talk about. Have a seat, I’ll +fill you in.” Joan and Luke leave, and Grace tells Adam about her +pregnancy and her decision to have the baby. + +At the Police Station + +Lt. Daghlian – “We found some prints. Carlisle is running them now. +Mrs. Mitchell is out of surgery. She lost her baby.” + +Will – “She was pregnant?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Yeah, about five months. She still in critical +condition and hasn’t regained consciousness.” + +Will – “Five months, that’s a shame. Let me know if we find a match +to the prints.” + +At St. Mary’s Convent + +Lilly’s illness and her need for help comes at a bad time for Joan. +This week Joan needs to keep in top physical condition, but what +could she do? She had to try to help Lilly. + +Before going to bed, Joan applies a liberal portion of Cee-Cee’s +sports cream everywhere she can reach. In the morning, she only has +one small bruise on her hip. Only time will tell if proactive +treatment actually works. + +As expected, Sister Sarah takes Joan into a separate room to practice +her routine. Before they begin, Sister Sarah asks, “Please sign this +for me.” She hands Joan a clipboard, “Sign here and also at the +bottom of the second page.” + +Joan – “What is it?” + +Sister Sarah – “Applications for Dance at Dawson State. You still +need to apply online, but you also need these forms submitted. I’ll +take care of submitting them. There is a registration fee of $40. Can +you afford it?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I can ask my dad. I’m sure he will give it to me.” + +Sister Sarah – “Good, bring it with you on Wednesday. Now, let’s see +what you and Cee-Cee have come up with.” + +Joan runs through her routine while Sister Sarah watches. When she +finishes, Sister Sarah doesn’t say anything. She appears to be +thinking. + +Joan – “What do you think? Is it that bad?” + +Sister Sarah – “No, it’s actually very good, but there’s something +wrong after your Karate moves.” + +Joan – “I know, I’ve been working on the transition, but it’s hard.” + +Sister Sarah – “It’s not you, it’s the routine. We need something +different in there.” Again, Sister Sarah pauses to think, “Do you +know how to square dance?” + +Joan – “No, I’ve never done that.” + +Sister Sarah – “I think that’s what we need. Let me show you.” She +starts with the Karate moves, twirls, and does several square dance +moves before continuing with the routine, “See, it works much +better.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I like that, but you need to help me with those moves.” + +Sister Sarah – “Sure, it won’t take long. Square dancing is easy, and +the judges will love it. It is the Maryland state folk dance.” + +At the Police Station + +Lt. Daghlian – “We found a match for the prints. It's a Leroy +Johnson. He has a juvenile rap sheet a mile long, but nothing since +he turned eighteen.” + +Will – “Well, he might get off as a first offender on the burglary +charge, but we still have attempted murder. Do we have an address?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “Carlisle and Toni are on the way there now. He also +drives a white Pontiac Bonneville. I've put his plates out on the +wire.” + +Will – “Find him.” + +At the Herald + +Rebecca – “Hey, I have a story for you if you want it. How would you +like to go to the Anderson Clinic and report on the demonstration?” + +Kevin – “The anti-abortion demonstration?” + +Rebecca – “Yeah, you can try to interview the protesters and +patients, and get both points of view.” + +Kevin – “Sure, I'd love to get out of here for a while.” + +Rebecca – “I'll want the story by the end of the day. Can you do it?” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I'll have it ready.” + +At School + +Joan – “I think I blew my calculus quiz today.” + +Luke – “What are you studying?” + +Joan – ”Lines, intersecting lines, and skew.” + +Grace – “Bless you.” + +Joan – “Ha ha, but I really do need help. Luke, can you help me after +school?” + +Luke – “When?Don't you have to work tonight?” + +Joan – “Well, ah, maybe you could come with me. Did you see Sammy's +new geek-a-palooza section?” + +Grace – “Never mind, Luke. In study hall, we do calculus, and at +work, you teach me something. Deal?” + +Joan – “What do you want me to teach you?” + +Grace – “That you won't find out until tonight. Do we have a deal?” + +Joan – “Yeah, I guess so.” + +Glynis– “I love calculus. What is the first derivative of a cow?” + +Friedman – “Prime rib.” + +Joan – “Huh?” + +Glynisslaps Friedman, “Hey, you weren't supposed to give the answer.” + +Luke – “Shouldn't it be a porterhouse steak?” + +Adam – “No, T-bones would be the first derivative.” + +Glynis– “It's a joke, guys.” + +Joan – “Oh, I get it.” + +Adam – “What are we supposed to learn in government today?” + +Grace – “Creative reading.” + +Luke – “I thought we were still doing the Supreme Court.” + +Grace – “We are.” + +At the Anderson Clinic + +Kevin is pleased to see the protest is civil. He interviews the +protesters, and learns their views are pretty much as stated on their +signs, “Abortion is Murder,” “Adoption is a better choice,” “No +RU-486.” + +He tries to get a patient to talk to him as she was going in, but she +ignored his advance. When she leaves, one of the protesters taunts +her, “Abortion is Murder!” + +Woman – “Frack you!” + +Kevin tries again, “Can I ask you a few questions? I'm from the +Arcadia Herald.” + +Woman – “I don't have anything to say to you.” + +Kevin – “Please! I have already talked to the protesters. I would +like to get a patient’s point of view.” + +Women – “I'm a murderer. Can't you read the sign?” + +Kevin – “Do you really believe that?” + +The woman continues walking, but then she turns around and decides to +talk, “My baby has Downs syndrome. Do you know what that is?” + +Kevin – “Yes, I've heard of it.” + +Woman – “But have you lived it? My brother has it. I love him dearly, +but I can't knowingly bring a child into the world with that +disorder. This pregnancy will be terminated tomorrow. My husband and +I will try again, and when the test comes out negative, we will have +our baby. Now leave me alone.” + +The woman leaves and Kevin considers getting lunch. Then he spots a +woman he recognizes coming out of the clinic. A man is pushing her in +a wheelchair. + +Kevin calls, “Teresa!” He rolls toward her and she recognizes him. +She motions to the man pushing her to continue. Kevin forces his +wheelchair in the way, “Teresa, I need to talk to you.” + +Teresa – “We don't have anything to say to each other. It's over.” + +Kevin – “That's what I want to talk about. Please, just give me a +couple of minutes.” + +Teresa thinks for a moment, and then asks the man to leave. He asks, +“Who is this guy?” + +Teresa – “An ex-boyfriend.It's ancient history. Don't worry about it. +I'll meet you at the car.” + +The protesters become annoyingly loud with their chanting. Teresa +says, “Okay, but let's get away from these maggots.” They roll up the +sidewalk a ways and stop, “You know, I haven't thought about you in +years, and I've been quite happy with that.” + +Kevin – “I know, you have every right to be mad at me.” + +Teresa – “You don't know the half of it. Why are you here, anyway?” + +Kevin – “I'm working. I work for the Arcadia Herald. Why are you +here?” + +Teresa – “Why do you think?” + +Kevin – “No, I mean why are you in Arcadia?” + +Teresa – “I'll graduate from Dawson State in the spring.” + +Kevin – “I've been trying to find you, but all anyone knew is that +you got married and disappeared. Is that your husband?” + +Teresa – “Fiancé. My marriage only lasted a year. What do you want +with me? Haven't you done enough?” + +Kevin – “That's what I want to talk about. I'm really sorry about the +way I treated you.” + +Teresa – “You think that makes it all better? What makes you think +you can date someone until you have your way with her and then just +dump her?” + +Kevin – “I know I did wrong. I just want you to know that I'm sorry.” + +Teresa – “Well, you can be sorry about this. This was my second +abortion. The first one was during our junior year.” + +With that, she rolls herself toward the car, leaving Kevin with the +realization of what she has just told him. + +At the Police Station + +Jeannie – “Will, Brother Jimi is on line two.” + +Will – “Thanks.” He picks up the phone, “Brother Jimi, I haven't +forgotten, three o'clock Thursday afternoon.” + +Brother Jimi – “Good, we are really looking forward to being able to +tell you about some of our ideas. Have you considered our invitation +to the fundraiser this Saturday?” + +Will – “Yes, it has actually turned into a family affair. Our +children will be there for most of the evening, but Helen and I have +decided we would rather only attend for a few hours. Will that be all +right?” + +Brother Jimi – “That will be fine. We are just happy you will be able +to come.” + +Will – “Great, then I'll see you on Thursday” + +Brother Jimi – “There is one more thing. I understand you are looking +for a young man named Leroy Johnson.” + +Will – “Yes, he is wanted for burglary and attempted murder.” + +Brother Jimi – “Well, I know where he is. He would like to turn +himself in, but he's afraid. The reports have been saying 'armed and +dangerous' and he is neither. Can you assist?” + +Will – “Where is he?” + +Brother Jimi – “At my house.Would you come and supervise his +surrender? I've told him that you can be trusted.” + +Will – “All right, I'll be there with a couple uniformed officers +shortly.” + +Brother Jimi – “Thank you.” + +At School + +Luke – “Wow, that was quite a compelling argument you made, but I'm +surprised you are even interested in the issue.” + +Grace – “I'm not really, it's hypocrisy I abhor. Limiting political +ads prior to an election is obviously abridging the freedom of +speech. A moron can see that.” + +Joan – “But isn't it a good thing that they are doing it?” + +Grace – “That's not the point. The Supreme Court is supposed to +decide what is legal or illegal, based on the Constitution. If the +people would rather the Constitution say something different, there +is a process for amending it.” + +At the Herald + +Rebecca – “This is wonderful. You've managed to present most of the +arguments for and against the issue. I especially like that part +about the high school athlete who got his cheerleader girlfriend +pregnant and then dumped her. I think everyone knows someone like +him.” + +Kevin – “Yeah, I knew someone like him, too.” + +Rebecca – “But you misspelled 'arrogant'.” + +Kevin looks at his article, “Oh yeah, 'errorgant'. I guess I was +thinking of something else.” + +Rebecca – “Well, fix that and you'll have another Girardi byline +tomorrow.You deserve it.” + +Kevin – “Thanks.” + +At the Bookstore + +With Joan taking care of the customers, and Grace restocking, they +have free time in short order. When Joan and Grace return to the +counter, Joan asks, “Are you going to show me what you have in that +bag now?” + +Grace – “There's something I need to tell you first. I've decided I'm +going to keep the baby.” + +Joan is surprised, “You are? That's great, but it's really going to +change your life!” + +Grace – “I know. I'm sure they would find good parents to adopt her… +ah, him, but I don't think I could deal with never knowing my own +child. I can take care of it… sorry, him or her, and I have your +parents and mine to help.” + +Joan – “Don't forget me, Luke, and Adam, but you can have all the +poopy diapers.” + +Grace – “Yeah, I've been practicing barfing the last few mornings.” + +Joan – “Are they going to let you stay in school when you start +showing?” + +Grace – “Mr. Dingle is an idiot, but he does have access to a lot of +information. They can't kick me out. I'm going to finish high school. +I'll need that since I plan to home school.” + +Joan – “You really have this all planned out!” + +Grace – “No, not really, but I've decided that if I'm going to do +this, I'm going to do it right.” + +Joan gets up and hugs her, “You will be a wonderful mother.” + +Grace – “I want you to teach me how to knit. I have everything we +need in the bag.” + +Joan looks through the contents of the bag, “Wow, you sure do. +Booties, great choice! Your baby's going to be born in the summer, so +I'm glad you didn't pick a sweater. Babies can always use booties. +This says it's a half-hour project, but forget that. Who knows how +long it will take us to make them?” + +Grace – “I never thought I would be doing this.” + +Joan laughs, “And you're not even a hundred. Well, things change, +they always do. This is actually fun, once you get the hang of it. +It's relaxing.” + +Grace – “Relaxing I can use. This has been a stressful past few days. +Hey, I need to use the restroom before we start, do you have one +here?” + +Joan retrieves a key from under the counter, “It's in the back, just +past Sammy's office.” + +After Grace leaves, Joan hears a noise. She calls out, “Is somebody +there?” + +God – “I'm always here, Joan.” + +Joan peers around the bookshelf to see God with his mussed hair, +black eye shadow and lipstick, and assortment of protruding hardware. +“Oh, it's you. I haven't seen you in awhile.” + +God – “You see me as you want to see me.” He holds up a book, +“Interesting reading, Whose View of Life?\ ” + +Joan – “Hey, you're a little late, Grace has already made her +decision.” + +God – “And how do you feel about that?” + +Joan – “I think she made the right choice, but there are a lot of +people who would disagree. What do you think?” + +God – “People make choices every day, good choices, bad choices, +small consequences, big consequences. It's all a part of life.” + +Joan – “Oh, and life is the crux of the debate. When does it begin?” + +God – “When do you think life begins?” + +Joan – “That's just it, there doesn't seem to be an agreement.” + +God – “Do you remember when we first met at your school?” + +Joan – “How can I forget that? I thought you were a pervert!” + +God – “I told you a lot of things about yourself. What else did I +say?” + +Joan thinks for a while, trying to remember the details of what he +told her. After a few moments she remembers, “I've known you since +before you were born?” + +God – “Hey, I love your dance routine.” With that, he smiles and +walks toward the door. + +Joan – “Wait! What about nursing? Is that what you want me to do?” + +God doesn't answer. He just waves and continues walking. + +Grace – “Do you know him?” + +Joan – “Nobody really knows him. Hey, let's get to our knitting.” + +At School + +It's finally the day for the long-awaited job fair. Joan is one of +the few students who are actually excited about it. Mr. Price is +quizzing students as they enter the room. + +Mr. Price – “Mr. Friedman, what career field interests you?” + +Friedman – “I thought I would check out medicine, since Joan invited +a rep. Maybe I'll become a doctor… Doctor Friedman, gynecologist and +obstetrician, that has a ring to it.” + +Grace – “Well, now we know that Glynis isn't putting out.” + +Joan – “Friedman, you are determined, I'll give you that. This may be +the only way you ever get into a woman's pants.” + +Everyone laughs, even Glynis, but excluding Friedman and Mr. Price of +course. Mr. Price next queries Adam, “And how about you Mr. Rove? +Mrs. Girardi has prepared a presentation.” + +Adam – “Yeah, I know, and I plan to talk to her, but Grace has +invited people from the union and trades. I'm been thinking about +brick laying. I thought I would follow in Rodin's footsteps.” + +Mr. Price misses the allusion and comments, “Well, I'm sure you would +do well in that trade.” Mr. Price then directs himself to Luke, “And +Mr. Girardi, what is your interest?” + +Luke – “I think I'll just browse.” + +Mr. Price – “Ms. Girardi?” + +Joan – “Nursing.I want to become a nurse.” + +Joan is pleased when Mr. Price responds, apparently sincerely, +“That's a good choice. You would make a fine nurse.” + +Mr. Price – “Ms. Figliola?” + +Glynis– “I don't know. I guess I'll just browse, too.” + +Joan enters the job fair and finds that Friedman is already talking +to Ms. Jordan. She decides not to join him, because she would rather +talk to her privately. She begins to browse and spots Flight +Attendant God. + +Joan – “Still flying the friendly skies?” + +God – “The most common reason why people choose a career is because +they want to feel useful. Flight attendants are useful, especially +when something goes wrong.” + +Joan – “I suppose, but wouldn't I be more useful as a nurse, +especially with…” she looks around, “ah, you know what.” + +God – “Did you know your grandmother was a nurse?” + +Joan – “Grandma Alma?” + +God – “No, Agnes.She was very good, until she became ill.” + +Joan – “So, you do want me to become a nurse?” + +God – “The choice is yours. Oh look, Ms. Jordan is free. You better +hurry.” + +At the Police Station + +Carlisle – “Mrs. Mitchell has regained consciousness, but her husband +is refusing to let us talk to her.” + +Will – “We really need to know if she can identify her attacker.” + +Carlisle – “He says she can, but he doesn't want her to have to do it +yet.” + +Will – “Well, it can wait for a while. We have the prints.” + +Carlisle – “Hey, tell Kevin I liked his article this morning. He's a +good writer.” + +Will – “I'll tell him. He doesn't get to write his own stories often, +but they are always good when he does.” + +Carlisle – “I just heard there's been an incident at the Anderson +Clinic. There's a unit on the scene investigating.” + +Will – “Do you know what happened?” + +Carlisle – “Some kind of fight.” + +Will – “I'll have a unit stay there for the rest of the day.” + +At School + +Joan – “So, the programs are the same. If I go for two years, I can +become an LPN, and if I complete all four years, I can become a RN.” + +Ms. Jordan – “Yes, the course is designed to allow you to achieve +whichever goal you are seeking. Some choose to complete the four-year +degree. Others choose the two-year degree, begin working as a LPN, +and then complete their RN training part-time. Which is best depends +upon your situation and your goals.” + +Joan – “This is going to be harder than I thought it would be, +chemistry, biology, psychology, philosophy, public speaking, all in +the first year!” + +Ms. Jordan – “It is hard work, but I'm sure you can handle it. It +does seem to be what you want, and motivation can overcome many +obstacles. There are also tutor's available for most subjects.” + +Joan – “Yeah, I already have one in mind. Thank you so much for +explaining this to me.” + +Ms. Jordan – “It's been a pleasure.” She gives Joan her business +card, “Call me if you have any other questions.” + +Joan – “There is one other thing. Do you know anyone at the +Children's Hospital? I was wondering if there might be a job there +for me.” + +Ms. Jordan – “I do know some people. I can make some calls.” + +Joan – “Thank you. I do have a good job at the bookstore, but I've +been thinking that it might be a good experience for me to work +there. I can start to learn how things work.” + +Ms. Jordan – “I'll let you know if I hear of anything.” + +At the Police Station + +Will – “Are these the people from the Anderson Clinic?” + +Officer Gibson – “Yes Sir, Mr. and Mrs. Jamison, and Mr. and Mrs. +Oglesbee.” + +Will – “Do we know what happened?” + +Officer Gibson – “I believe so, sir. I found two witnesses who tell +the same story. Mr. Jamison was leaving the clinic, pushing his wife +in a wheelchair. When they reached the protesters, Mrs. Jamison and +Mrs. Oglesbee got into an argument. Mrs. Oglesbee threw some kind of +red liquid onto Mrs. Jamison. Then Mr. Jamison hit Mrs. Oglesbee. +Then, Mr. Oglesbee and Mr. Jamison began fighting. That is when we +arrived to break it up.” + +Will – “Okay, who is charging what?” + +Officer Gibson – “Each is charging the other with assault and +battery. Mrs. Jamison is charging Mrs. Oglesbee, and Mrs. Oglesbee is +charging Mr. Jamison.” + +Will – “Do they want lawyers?” + +Officer Gibson – “The Oglesbee's lawyer is already here. The +Jamison's is on the way.” + +Will – “Good, call me after each of them has had time to talk to +their lawyers.” + +At School + +After Joan finishes talking with Ms. Jordan, she wanders over to be +with Adam, Grace, and Luke. She begins to listen to the conversation. + +Luke – “How does someone learn to become a brick layer? Is there a +trade school?” + +Tradesman – “There is technical training followed by apprenticeship +training, which is typically about three years.” + +Adam – “Is there any way to accelerate it?” + +Tradesman – “There are courses offered online, and they can be +completed at whatever pace you choose, but the on-the-job training +must be on-the-job. That length of time is determined by the hours +that you work and your proficiency.” + +Grace – “Okay, I assumed you were joking. Luke, you can't be +serious!” + +Joan – “Adam, you don't need to follow exactly in Rodin's footsteps.” + +Luke – “I'm going to need to earn a good wage.” + +Adam – “I'm not going to be able to go to the North Carolina School +of the Arts.” + +Joan and Grace drag Adam and Luke outside. Joan talks to Adam, and +Grace talks to Luke, but each is listening to the other's +conversation. + +Grace – “Listen brain boy, you are not becoming a bricklayer. You are +going to college, and someday, you are going to figure out that those +little string thingies are actually rubber bands.” + +Joan – “You were so excited about going to NCSA. What happened?” + +Luke – “But I'm going to need to support you and our child.” + +Adam – “I was accepted, but I won't get the scholarships I had hoped, +and my college fund is not as large as I believed. I can't afford it, +at least not until I can save up some more money. If I go to NCSA, +I'll run out of money by the end of my second year.” + +Grace – “I don't need your support. My parents will take care of me +and our child.” + +Joan – “Duh, haven't you heard of student loans?” + +Luke – “I need to do the right thing.” + +Adam – “I have this thing about going into debt. I won't do it.” + +Grace – “This is not up for discussion! If you don't go to college, +we are through.” + +Joan - Okay, I know you're disappointed, but there are other options +than bricklaying. You know that Dawson State has an art program. It's +not NCSA, but it can't be that bad.” + +Adam – “I really didn't like the instructor there. I already know a +lot more than he does.” + +Luke resigns to Grace's demand, and they stop their conversation. +Joan and Adam continue. + +Joan – “But didn't you say they offered you a scholarship? With the +scholarship, maybe you could go there for a few years and then finish +at NCSA.” + +Adam – “Well, maybe. My dad and I will have to look at the numbers +again.” + +Joan – “I really didn't like Mr. Dreisbach, but I learned that I +didn't have to. All I had to do was allow him to teach me. Sure, it's +nicer if you like your teacher, but you don't have to like him to +learn from him. And you know what the best part would be?” She +doesn't wait for Adam to answer, “Maybe we can go to college +together!” + +Adam – “I have definitely been considering that, but that would be +the only reason I would go there. Wasn't it you who said that I +shouldn't pick a college just to be with you?” + +Joan – “Yeah, but now you wouldn't be. You'd be going to Dawson State +because that is what you can afford. Having me there too would just +be a great perk!” + +Adam – “When do you find out if you're getting in?” + +Joan – “I'm not sure. I'll have to ask.” + +Adam – “Okay, I'll apply after school and we'll see what happens.” + +At the Police Station + +Will – “What do they have to say?” + +Lt. Daghlian – “They both correctly detail the assault against them, +but ignore the one they perpetrated.” + +Will – “Okay, let me speak to their lawyers.” + +After a few moments, Will and the lawyers meet in a conference room. + +Will – “Catherine, it's good to see you maintaining a high standard +of clientele. Mr. Snyder, it's nice to meet you, too. Now, I have +heard both accounts, but what you don't know is that I have two +witnesses who tell the complete story.” + +Catherine – “Who are these witnesses?” + +Will – “We'll get to that. Anyway, no charges have been filed yet. +We've only taken statements. It looks like both of you have good +cases for assault and battery. So, you and your clients have a +decision to make. You can both decide not file charges and go home, +or we'll arrange for bail hearings. Let Lt. Daghlian know of your +decision. Thank you for your time.” + +At School + +Joan is sitting at a library computer, logged on to the Dawson State +web site. As she pecks away, she talks to herself, “And last but not +least, Modern Dance Techniques II.” She pauses for a moment and then +hits the enter key. A message appears, “Your application has been +submitted to the registrar and copied to the email address provided.” + +She decides to check her email to verify that she did receive a copy +of the application. She begins to read the subject lines and comments +as she goes through deleting the spam, “‘Your PayPal account has been +violated', no, you want to violate me, ‘Important Notice: SECURITY +MEASURES', no thanks, I don't have an account with Wainwright Bank. +Oh, there's one from the IRS, ‘You have a refund coming', fat chance +of that, ‘From the desk of Mrs. Ali Musa', yeah, Nigerian scam, ‘Hi +its me', who cares.” She begins to delete the message, but then she +notices the return e-mail address, egirardi@jhmi.edu. She opens the +message and reads: + +‘\ Hi Joan, I sure miss you. Good news! Dad let me have e male. Let +me know if you get this. Heheeheh, let me know if you don't get it +to. Dad says I can use the computer for school too – blah – and to +talk to you and few friends. Hey, can you find out if Zoe has e male? +He showed me Google and a cyclopedia. There really kind of neat. I +think Google has a problem with it though. Every time I search for +something, a place called eBay always says they have it. Strange. Not +a lot else has happened. School is okay. My friend Lauren likes +poetry, so I told her you liked Emily Dickenson. It's so cool that +she has my name. Sorry, it doesn't take much to get me excited. +Anyway, she got her book and has been reading her. We had her over +for dinner and it was so funny. Mom asked her to say the prayer and +this is what she said: + +*In the name of the bee +And of the butterfly +And of the breeze, amen* + +*After dinner, she showed me the poem. Isn't that awesome! Oh! I've +been warring the scarf you gave me to school. Everyone likes it, but +they think I'm wired. It's really not that cold yet, but I like to +wear it anyway. It smells like you. What was that perfume again, +leopards breath and which hazel? I get to go to singing lessons twice +a week. Ms. Thatcher is great! She's been playing different songs for +me, and having me try to sing them. She says that learning different +kinds of songs is good, but I still like country western the +best.\ *\ `Only +Hope <http://dc19.4shared.com/download/12732264/a8d0a6d0/Mandy_Moore_-_Only_Hope.mp3>`__\ *\ is +the song she had me learn yesterday. When I sing it, I can feel it. +It's so cool! Your going to have to tell me how your dancing went +with CC. Well, dad says its time for me to get off the computer. He +just showed me how to use the spell checker and put the music clip +in. Right me. Emily*\ . |